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3.23.17

Thursday

today was a great day🤗 first, i challenged myself to go pray w my sister, and tbh was super scared to ask her but i did anyways and she immediately agreed! my heart was so happy!!!

theology// talked to C and H, took notes but was also working on chem for my tutoring sessions later

went to collegium, saw I and E there, left for class

logic// i don’t rlly talk to anyone in that class and i’m okay w that but today i talked to E right next to me and we kinda hit it off! we were just getting to know each other and she’s so friendly and she was so interested in getting to know me as well!

finished class early, was walking around but E was in class so i was alone :( sat outside in front of MD, ate my lunch then tried reading who am i til time to go.

tutoring// had 4 back to back appointments, all for chem, the same concepts over and over, M was first and i love her, she just rlly wants to learn it for herself and i love those ppl who take the initiative for their education and want to genuinely learn and not take the easy way out, then F and M, they kinda struggle and i try to help them the best way i can, tutored C for the first time, and it was great bc she actually rlly wants to learn and know it this time around since she failed this class the first time around, then F and M had me again, felt rlly bad leaving them after our appointment

had coffee to keep me awake for LTM

LTM// first walked to hodo, apparently H saw me and took a snap of me lol😂 waited in the lobby w L, she’s so sweet and easy to talk to! then C and J came, J gave me her jacket, C came then eating salami LMAO w her soccer ball under her shirt honestly she’s so great, she’s so funny and doesn’t give a crap, she gave salami to C and he literally made the funniest faces ever i should’ve taken pics, so when J came we headed out and rode in C’s car, he ate another salami on the walk there so i got the chance and took a bunch of pics😂 got there and there were already kids, nobody got assigned story time, so J asked me if i could do it again, and i agreed and just told the story about a blind man and jonah, we had worship first tho, and i was about to call this kid like a dog by patting my leg and i told this to C and he laughed lol. He prayed for us and he was right next to me. tbh interacted w him a lot today, had to make copies of the workbook and C was already there so he made copies for me, he only gave me two when i needed 3 and i was like, “do you need this too?” lol he laughed. my kid J kept wanting to go to the kindergarten room, so i had to keep getting him and saw C there, he also kept coming out, and then my kid J went to get the book and the shelves collapsed so L went to help but C came by so she called him and he tried helping me, but we had to like lift up the shelves and we were so close tbh but um he said that he’ll just fix it later during training. J said his stomach hurt but it was just an excuse. Z was not as proficient in math, she was struggling a lot and i tried helping her, but J also needed help so A was like “can i help her?” and she got out the crayons and started helping Z out. it was sooo sweet! played tic tac toe w them, and flashcards until C told me to start telling the kids to go home, we cleaned up, then training. N is so sweet. He has such a kind heart and it was such a great reminder to be so grateful for all the blessings i have by hearing the struggles ppl in that community goes through, J asked if we still planning on doing dinner, and whole LTM is going!! i can’t wait! gonna be so exciting!! J suggested i do story time every time but i literally said i don’t think i’m a good storyteller, C is doing it next time, J is so great, it’s so easy to talk to her and we actually have a lot in common, J said i did well w the story and the idea of gathering the kids in the middle. almost got into a car accident on the way home, screamed v loudly my b😅, did the yellow light game, C called me a heartbreaker bc we were taking about C and her new “bf"😂 it was a fun car ride, C talked about memes on beach reach and we should all come next time and i was like i rlly wanted to come i was so jealous and he was like next time you come to any bsm event im gonna make into a lot of memes and i was like i already have some of you! and showed him his funny faces pics😂 tried to make memes captions lmao, J talked a lot but it was great, we finally figured out her and i and J are all in the same stats class, got a call ready to holler next class😂 afterwards, got my backpack from the trunk, i was like to C why is your guitar on top of my backpack and he was like why is your backpack under my guitar lolol. we were in a circle and i told C about how N said she liked his hair and called it a salad (idk why) he was like does she eat hair like salad? and i was like no lolololol then he hugged me first and went around and hugged everyone else. J hugged me too. hung around w C, L and J afterwards and got to know them a lol better. asked J how he’s feeling physically too. honestly LTM is great, i love the fellowship and community we have. not just bc of C, but all of them, they are all so nice. it's also nice to be reminded of our purpose there which is to help the families, the kids and the parents as well. it's very eye-opening

Dad mentioned how God provides on the car ride home and it was great. i wasn’t expecting him to be like that. God can do amazing things in people’s hearts!!

memed C in the LTM group chat

today was a wonderful day!! i love every bit of it!! only downside was i didn’t see E all day, apparently she went by twice but i was busy w students, her tweets are about me. one was “i love it when friends have good days. it’s like yesssss you deserve it!” she’s honestly the best💕

took a nap at 9, woke up at 11, gotta go back to sleep now. toodles

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