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thespineoftherighteous · 2 years

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the most unrealistic thing about aftg is actually that there was not a single scene in which Neil bit someone

#THIS IS THE PART WHEN SOMEONE RESPONDS WITH UM OP WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT THERE'S LITERALLY *this scene* ???#please someone do that #please let me be forgetting that there was a scene in which he bit someone #aftg #neil josten #mine aftg #bangers

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trickstersaint · 9 months

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transubstantiation // august 2 2023

#having a normal one.#all my talk about catholicism making you a vampire. maybe LEAVING IT makes you a vampire.......#anyway. having an EXTREMELY normal one.#poems about catholicism + vampirism #poems about religion #transubstantiation is a very clever title for this poem btw in case you were wondering #this is a draft that i will probably not ever end up changing #i just needed to post it Now. need to go to sleep and have something to show for it haha #i have to make a uquiz to put this poem into Now. craving the attention of people telling me i'm insane #poetry #poem #poems #poets on tumblr #poems and poetry #poetsandwriters #original poem #poetblr #ex catholic #<— do people hang out in that tag? will i reach a target audience that way?#um anyway i love you all. goodnight read my poem please

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saltpepperbeard · 1 year

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“Wrecking your ship in 2023″

“No one is safe....”

“If we ever find (Ed) again.”

“There’s gonna be some sharp edges!”

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mamawasatesttube · 5 months

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if i manage to update the halloween fic before i have to get on the airplane tomorrow everyone has to clap and cheer and leave comments on it and be SO niceys to me about it okay 🥺👉👈

#rimi talks #its been a really. really long week. and i say that with full awareness that today is tuesday #family emergencies are tiring and i am so exhausted. coping with emotions by not thinking about them and thinking about kon instead #the ''caramel frappe PLEASE'' stick figure but w ''kon-el PLEASE''. thats me this week. crying tears of blood and everything #im doing my very best to keep my brain busy and occupied with things other than Distress™ so im up to date on nanowrimo so far at least....#but im So tired like so fucking tired i cannot even overstate #so um. if i get ch2 of haunted house fic up tomorrow. ;w;

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deeisace · 13 days

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#sorry sorry I just woke up and im having yesterday-was-weird thought again #and they are going here so i don't have to talk to the person that they're um about yet #basically im glad that im in a good enough space now that um #someone ive ive had text-based sex with and uhhh sent an ill-advised video to in like oct when i was Feeling Bad™ and doing. hm. too much.#like 6 months post text-based sex/ill adised video now aha and we've not spoke at all since like january and that was 'how was hols'#they asked to meet up 'not for sex just as friends' or i forget exact wording but basically that #no-pressure museum not-a-date #and i said I'd think about it. because i am as everyone knows a fucking idiot.#basically im glad that im in a better place now than the last time someone like expressed an interest in me as a person #because while this did give me a day long wobble i didn't have a full weekend long actual panic about it #tho they are two v different situs #an ace poly friend asking to go out with me vs someone i uh virtually fucked aha um asking to meet up for (mostly) being-friends purposes #same several-hours-later 'oh god no what have i done bad bad bad no thank you actually no sorry i cant sorry' but less intense this time #but at least i only said ill think about it?#and not actually immediately said yes because it's nice to feel wanted #and then gone Maximum Regret™ because actually all of this is way too much i don't like it i don't want it thank you but im sorry no #weird. i guess i don't have such a high baseline stress level any more? since i'm not at uni n stuff #and someone over messages going no pressure you want to be irl friends (maybe fwb no pressure)? is um #is different. to someone irl going you want to go out acely? yeah? awesome lets hold hands here is the discord with a whole buncha people #i guess #but i am being equally aro-not-super-ace Autism™ about it aha #and i am. eventually. going to be like. thought about it and no sorry. eventually.#if they ask again #i am kinda hoping they'll leave it there and forget they asked so i don't have to navigate social stuff #im much better at navigating canals everybody leave me alone please thank you #(everybody over there leave me alone. y'know. you guys are fine.)

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composing-the-future · 6 months

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sometimes i worry that im being too autistic on the autism website

#kota.txt #Like oh shit is this a normal way to talk #Do my mutuals get what i'm trying to say #Surely they do if they follow me right #its like having to communicate by cutting words out of the dictionary #is what it feels like sometimes #like this is not the most concise or legible way to express this at all #but i dont have the energy to optimize it #^ Literally those two sentences is what i worry about like who the fuck says concise #and now i sound way too Um Acktually im an Intellectual Being Smart is a Curse nerd guy #Like no this is just how i talk sometimes idk why #I could also fully be making too mjch if a big deal out of this to the point where it reads as bragging or something #I have no clue. Fucking hell #Anyway if anyone can relate please lmk i am stranded on an island rn

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stationk17 · 1 month

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I need people making OCD infographics to start including Just Right OCD please god not everything is Contamination or Checking

#station report #the lack of people talking about it and also everyone going ‘um OCD isnt when you arrange things a specific way’#really made me think that for a long time OCD was off the table for me #like yes the internal symptoms are there even if they can present different #but i really do have so many compulsions that are just ‘i need this to be in a specific order or it wont feel good’#please talk about how its not perfectionism but also acknowledge that it can manifest like that!

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thepoisonroom · 1 year

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anyone who unironically brings up iq or bmi (theirs or anyone else's) is a huckster for real. for the record

#if you mention iq ever i am killing you in my mind #i still think a lot about the time i went on a date with this lady who told me she'd researched which bmi was considered the hottest #and had made that her weight goal #and when i was like 'um that kind of talk around weight makes me feel not great so i would like it if you didn't do it around me please'#she accused me of not respecting trans women's struggles #like ma'am i comprehend that fatphobia and transphobia collude i am just a guy of disordered eating experience let me live.....#personal nonsense #fatphobia mention

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gloriousmonsters · 1 year

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hi hello just saw everything everywhere all at once and i am experiencing the temporary euphoria of remembering that in a fragmented and chaotic universe we must search for wonder make our own meaning and most importantly be kind

#anyway i'm also exhausted and i'm going to bed #i had to stop my therapist from saying my mom had 'narcissistic tendencies' when i was describing some shit she did in the past today #and be like 'um actually i have '''narcissistic tendencies''' so could we please Not'#obviously she was not initially buying it when she asked 'why did you think that' but I did outline the things that had resonated with me #why i self dxed and how it was a hugely important tool for making sense of the way my brain worked #and therefore figuring out how to effectively try and improve #and touched on the 'it sucks that people are forming clubs to call everyone they don't like a narcissist' and #'if you say someone with a PD doesn't do (x) good behavior you're basically saying a PD is a life sentence and not just information #about how your mind/personality tends to work' greatest hits #and she did seem to agree with a lot of what I said #and seemed to understand when I said I just straight up didn't want to talk about my parents being mentally ill #because what mattered to me was how they chose to act #and not what may or may not be a contributing factor #and ultimately she said she appreciated that I'd spoken up and we could look into dx stuff for npd if I wanted #(which I don't know if I do want! but I feel like it's a positive-ish thing for her to bring up)#so overall it was scary and exhausting but I was pretty happy with how I handled it #and it had me already thinking a lot of Big Stuff about self-improvement and sense of self #and learning to find hope and not just stew in misery or stagnate in 'this is the way things are'#and then the movie hit and it was just the perfect movie to watch today #genuinely a masterpiece god tier acting and effects never a dull moment #and listen i just need everyone to try and be kind to yourself and others ok we need it #believe that you can be okay and you are okay and spend a little time with something or someone you love

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t-t-t-trasher · 1 year

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since i havent seen anything on this yet ima do it myself

SANDMAN HOGWARTS AU LETS GO!!

(this is my first time doing smth like this so im basically throwing pasta at the wall here seeing what sticks n what not so be nice n if u have smth to add or say please do!)

sorting n basics

• dream is ravenclaw (obviously) with lucienne!

• hob is hufflepuff (obviously well actually he could be gryffindor too but hes literal sunshine boy so)

• rose n jed are gryffindor

• constantine is slytherin

• MERVYN IS A GHOST pumpkin headed ghost w many opinnions n cuss words harassing the younger students n so on

• matthew is still dreams raven (obviously) n can still speak bc magic!

• i wana add the endless siblings here too bc the absolute shenanigans they would be up to

• they are in their own way like the weasleys ig? everyone knows the big old n powerful endless family n they r all kinda weird n unique in their own way n dress all black (exept desire) but yeah recognizeble if u know what to look for

• they r all in different years n ages

• desire n despair r slytherin n absolute menaces there :D

• destiny is the oldest n ravenclaw

• always w his book n prolly graduated already or maybe became a teacher/TA there?

• absolute legend at divination

• death is gryffindor! social, nice n well liked by all

• delirium is also ravenclaw kinda aloof n v much like luna. doing her own thing n living her best life

• destruction in not in hogwarts but in durmstrang

• calliope is hufflepuff but chages to beauxbaton in 4th year

shenanigans

• twins being tricksters. despair is calmer than his brother but is ride or die w desire who is unhinged

• lucienne ja dream r v good friends n often break into library to read forbidden books

• in fact by 5th year lucienne has read every book in hogwarts

• is dream a bit bratty about this? we will never know

• hob n death r v good friends n also v popular bc who doesnt like them ???

• also death, desire n despair know all the rumors n wich of them r true n not

• death is still not a gossip tho she just listens n is good judge of character

• desire also loves to make rumors (about dream n his crushes)

• constantine n dream r friends

• she sometimes warns dream about twins next prank but only when she thinks they r going too far

• actually there is no bad shit so everone gets to be magical teens in peace but ofc theres drama n what not cuz its hogwarts

• delirium is just vibin n having the best time w fairies n what not

• she is considerd bit weird but if anyone was ever going to be ass about would they face the absolute wrath of endless family

• i wana say that the endless D theme is like a family tradition n actually they all go their second names aka the D theme n everyone just call them by those names or by endless

• for example morpheus dream endless aka dream

• why? bc names r poweful n hold power n also they r the endless so they get a pass on that by staff

• do ppl even know their first names? no but al least hob is determinated to find out (he does)

• dream n hob meet in their first year n like in the TV show hob says smth stupid n to prove him (n death) wrong dream makes a bet w hob

• death is playing the long game for dream to have friends basically but dream doesnt have to know that

• bet goes accordingly n they talk basically once a year

• maybe the bet was about test results or house cup? no one remembers anymore (hob, death n dream do)

• anyway they they become friends like in year 4 over some magic drama

• maybe more later wink wink

• hob n rose bond over being muggleborn n tecnology nerds

• they make a competition of who can bring muggle stuff to hogwarts n make it work there too

• despair knows n chats w every ghost in hogwards its her own rumormill

• so does delirium but she doesnt care about gossip at all they r her friends :)!

• corinthian is slytherin n has self-proclaimed to be dreams rival

• big flirt n know for it

• dream thinks hes annoying but they r childhood friends so dream tolerates him or at least he says its only that

• hob knows all the secret tunnels n shortcuts n is trying his damn best to find n figure out all the secrets of hogwarts

am i forgetting someone? would ppl like to hear more 👁👄👁? i would love to talk about more hogwarts AU bc i literally cant stop thinkin about it

N IF SOMEONE WOULD LIKE TO WRITE ABOUT THIS BLEASE DO CUZ IM NO WRITER

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moenmomentsthemoe-en · 8 months

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TW // vent art, blood, (referenced) suicide attempts + heavy vent in tags

(lyrics from saint bernard)

#personal art #vent art #ough heavy vent in tags. for the love of god please do not read this if you're not in a good state of mind #or if youre uncomfortable with the trigger warnings #sorry i. know most of you guys don't even know me well and tbf i dont know much close people #im just mgh. yknow. facing others' suicidal attempts and friendships are how i grew up. i dont want my friendships to be like that now but #at this point i don't even know how to have healthy friendships since its all ive known #im too awkward overbearing and negative at this point #i think this comic is the only time ill be able to talk about this #it doesn't feel right venting to people after everything #i miss my friends. i miss being freely close to people #but i don't miss the shit ive been through #theyre all good people but . that was not a good childhood #this is. i shouldnt be traumadumping ahahgd i dont want to make anyones day worse #im. sorry #getting therapy but. i dont . think i can fix this one #maybe i shouldve just been better haha #sorry um. this isnt . a nice read . please take care. genuinely

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beta-adjacent · 1 year

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i humbly volunteer to listen to you speak for hours about it *sits listening like that one spiderverse meme*

LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOO FIRST ASK EVER!!!!!!!!! >:D Strap in, motherfucker, because I don't know when I'm getting this chance again, I'm going to be summarizing a lot, and I'm going to do it within 30 minutes because if I don't, it'll end up in my drafts for literally a week.

Ok so!! I don't actually know how much you know about the franchise, but Zombies (probably known as 'Z-O-M-B-I-E-S' but that's way too tedious to write more than once) is a very basic, "new age", "anti-ism" story that tries to say like, "we all should love each other!" but ends up Actually saying "every racial ideology you've ever held onto is going to be reinforced!" Here are some brief things that show this:

Zombies in general! Much like Zootopia, Zombies argue zombies AKA our minority are genuine threats who eat brains. There is a biological, predatory difference between them. Also, they use Electroshock Therapy as treatment and it Works and No One Questions It Morally Until I Think Movie 3??????

Zed, our main character who is an ostracized zombie, is only given worth when he himself exploits his electroshock treatment so he can be a football star (CLASSIC myth that if you work hard enough, you'll make it, but probably as an entertainer). And then in following movies, he is given an impossible standard as The Representative of All Zombies Ever; he runs for president even when other characters (COUGH COUGH FUCKING ELIZA WTF DISNEY YOU COWARDS) are FAR MORE capable AND persuasive

Eliza, another zombie, representing the "violent, angry revolutionaries" of the ostracized group. She is shut down time and time again because violence or force doesn't work. Which. Ok, I don't like violence either, but you're riding upon the context of fucking racial tension IRL, Disney.

Bonzo. A zombie named Bonzo. I love him bc he's a multi-lingual king but also you called him FUCKING BONZO STOP PLEASE

ADDISON. I hate this character so much as-is in the franchise because she tries again and again and again to "belong" because she has white hair. But???? It literally just looks like regular human hair so????? ALSO WHITE HAIR WAS REALLY IN FOR GEN Z. And she does this to not only the zombies but the wolves and the aliens. MOST IMPORTANTLY she represents white privilege, that oppressor guilt (specifically that kind that still makes it about the oppressor somehow instead of just. Supporting the oppressed). And she is praised EVERY FUCKING TIME for it. There are no consequences for her actions.

Movie 2, Yes I am grouping this entire thing into one cluster even though it deserves an entire Powerpoint and then some. Tl;dr the werewolves who were the original inhabitants of Seabrooke (ok so the indigenous people) want to take their land back (a little on the nose Disney) so the newly acclimated zombies try to teach them to succeed in the environment. Any of the messages in these movies are like... not good (like movie 1 was teach your children to be better but also exploit the minority, movie 2 is we should all share the land AKA you can get your piece back but Only Your One Piece Motherfucker), but the execution of movie 2 is particularly bad because I ARGUE! The zombies have the duality of Asian Americans with the model minority versus yellow threat. They are still absolutely feared but they have "proven" themselves so they are the "ideal" minority to look up to, but also Because of their proven worth, the oppressors feel threatened. But also, movie 2 has the best music in that 1) they have the meme wolf songs and 2) . ALSO ADDISON HAS VERY UGLY WIGS IN THIS MOVIE

Movie 3, I barely remember, which is ironic bc I watched it the most recently! Very forgettable; I think it took a more action-y approach bc it knew it fucked up. It had its first nonbinary actor so... that's cool? We learn that Addison's grandma loved Addison (her grandaughter) more than her own daughter which.... fucking What. Justice for Addison's mom hello?? OH AND THE ALPHA WEREWOLF WILLA AND ASPEN THE ENBY ALIEN ARE IN LOVE THAT'S CANON. Anyways hopefully you get the idea that this movie was made to respond to the backlash of the first 2 movies and make it "actually diverse" with a "wholesome simple" message

Now listen. I have 5 minutes left. And with this last five minutes (really 3 because I'm writing the tags/editing in the last 2) I'm going to entrust you with the most valuable bullshit hc I've ever created SPECIFICALLY for my ideal write of the franchize.....

Addison has autism.

STOP I KNOW LISTEN!! IF SHE *WANTS* TO BE FUCKING DIFFERENT THEN WE SHOULDN"T RELY ON THIS FUCKING ALIEN SHIT. OR WE JUST MAKE THE ALIEN SHIT BETTER THAN WHITE HAIR. I KNOW THE IMPLICATION OF HER BEING AN ALIEN AND BEING AUTISTIC IS BAD BUT I LOVE THE IDEA THAT THE ALIENS ARE NEUROTYPICAL TOO AND SHE HAS JUST HAD TO MASK ALL HER LIFE. Addison SHOULD learn that doing everything her parents want is not fucking ideal and getting a boyfriend should not be the extent of those attempts!!! And she Needs to understand that being the white fucking savior for all these monsters gains her no fucking sympathy. Also, if she was autistic-coded in the original Disney franchize because of the alien shit, Disney would so not be afraid to do it; they'd say autistics are akin to otherwordly creatures negatively (THEY SHOULDN"T BUT YOU KNOW THEY FUCKING WOULD WITH THIS TRACK RECORD)

#I AM POSTING THIS WITHOUT DOUBLE CHECKIN I WILL REPLY TO MYSELF FIX MISTAKES #BUT THAT'LL PROBABLY BE IN DAY S (MULTIPLE) bc HOLY SHIT I AHVEN"T WRITTEN THIS HARD SINCE AP LANG #I'm trying So hard to read this back to edit rn but I can't see the words anymore; this really Is like AP lang :(#but i still had a LOT of fun doing this; thank you for asking #“I could talk about this for hours” “ok please do!” “ok!” *forces myself to talk about it in literally less than an hour*#fuck um yea so descendants would have to be another thing. I tried writing essays/powerpoints for it already but shit wasn't sticking so :/#I wanted to make a PPT for this too for you but I realized I'd be jumping the gun on all points bc I was too excited anyways #I hope there wasn't too much context missing for you to get the main points?#disney zombies #Also marry me for asking this /p /j

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porkyexplanationpoint · 7 months

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it's funny how even on Tumblr of all places I'm kinda scared about being vocal about really liking Wreck it Ralph

#Um you ever wanna talk about it with me please do #Only the first movie though I don't like the sequel (sorry and if you do like the sequel that's awesome) and don't like talking about it.#(Like seriously it's great if you like the 2nd movie. I think I dislike it because I'm scared of major changes in stuff I like #And the sequel changes a lot from the first movie which is okay but it makes me like uncomfortable idk why)

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blkwag · 1 year

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whether or not people have a reason to not like argentina, the fans are still going to be upset. whatever reason someone has (ex: they don’t like x player, the racism from their fans, the country’s history, etc.) it’s going to trigger their fans. whether someone just simply doesn’t like the team, that’s an issue too. and then the fans wonder why people don’t like the team or them (the fans) like you guys get triggered regardless

and then (on this hellsite), you jump into people’s inbox (anonymously btw) and write a thesis to someone who doesn’t like the team or the “dios” of the team. just leave people alone

#take this post how you want #please don’t play captain save a team in my inbox. because i don’t care #im not doing that again with you guys #and im not speaking from my experience im seeing it on other blogs as well #idk if it’s just me but i don’t think i’ve seen a fanbase care sm about why people don’t like their (national) team #again it’s probably just me but i just don’t…#like i mentioned before if someone doesn’t like the usmnt on here i simply. scroll past whatever post they make #if i did end up being that type of fan it’s because ppl were talking shit about some of the players (like weston)#and even w that i sometimes just mind my business #bc with christian. i KNOW there are a lot of people don’t like him and i completely understand why #im not going bend backwards making posts and sending anonymous messages to ppl in defense of him #that man doesn’t know me wtf #ANYWAYS. at the end of the day just leave people alone #if someone doesn’t like your team for whatever reason just leave them alone #i can get if people are like straight lying on the team or country but in this case…#like unless there’s a statistic saying that they are the most hated national team then im not understanding the reasoning for the questions #also we don’t need to pull the um… what about x country like okay we get it #and honestly no one owes anyone an explanation as to why they support one team over the other #im just tired of seeing people being questioned about this like.#leave people alone #this is the last thing imma say about this hopefully i don’t see someone on here getting bugged about this #but this pretty much is my overall…. opinion on this discussion #again. MY OPINION

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