#unfollow me rn this is all i'm gonna talk about from now on

[wegonbealright-09]

What's wrong with jungkook

Omg. Jk has been giving me mixed signals eversince he released seven. It's like there's a spark but the wires are not connecting cause wtf. Okay so before jimin got number one on the BB I bet nobody ever dreamt of it or even thought it was possible even jimin himself he never aimed for the billboard he just wanted to release music but it just happened to happen that every song he released this year charts on the BB. Like how am I going to say this... I just don't know what's wrong with him lately he's like a rookie that just got fame and now is letting it change him. Like I know there's no problem whatsoever when a person wants to chart on the BB I mean that's ever artist's dream but...

Like what do you mean by that. Jk already know that, that position is already secured scooter already payed the money we know. But why the sudden obsess with no1 if jimin hadn't got that no1 I bet he wouldn't even be thinking about it. But I've always knew he's been competitive and he's said numerous times he wants to be recognised more and stuff so what scooter and bang pd did they didn't manipulate him nor threaten him he wants this, all this payola and fraud. I'm disappointed in him actually cause why would he actually shit ok everything that BTS stood for, for years making music the honest way. What's he hoping to gain from this? Because armies might be blind but the world isn't. Like what is wrong with him.

The members have been acting fishy during the second chapter. If it's not Tae distancing himself from the group it's RM and acting bitter sometimes and well yoongi then now jk who's suddenly became chart obsessed it's like he tryna be the Beyonce of the group or something. I literally don't want to hate him but lowrdddd he's pushing me lowrdddd. It's like he tryna prove he's the golden goose and no-one can outdo him. I don't know what's he hoping to gain from this really because news flash this ain't gonna gain him new fans or something. BTS have always been used as scapegoats and belittled for way too long after proving themselves over and over again to the west and to Asia that honest artists to exits, that in order to achieve you must be passionatee

BTS has always preached about how making music is more that just making musing and selling music it's about passion, the message and all but wtf is this...

I swear I'm not slandering him nor being a hater jk is/ was my second fav after jimin and I'm a jikooker and I love them both but I tend to lean to jimin's side more because he's the owner of the magic shop. The reason why I'm into BTS today.

Anyways BTS has never urged us to vote for them, stream for them, buy their music all they've asked from us is to enjoy their music. But someone doesn't think so...

Yoongi and JK are the members that have been pushed the most so far. I mean a Tour really when's he going to military? Then jk and his payola and fraud I'm disgusted atp. It's like he wants to blow up so bad, like dude you're already famous what more do you want, or he knows he wouldn't have achieved what he did with seven without all that push which is why he's welcoming the payola with open hands and happy about it.

Mhhhh... Idk I don't want to sound like a hater but jk is annoying me rn so so much I don't want to end up hating him because hey it's not that deep but honestly how would you feel if you were called to the table to eat fancy food with utensils while your brothers eat crumbs on the floor but then hey

I don't want to sound like a hater because I think I'm starting to sound like one. This is the last time I'm talking about this I'm unfollowing anything related to him because I don't want to be toxic and know what's going to happen forward is going to shatters that little love I have left from him so I'm unfollowing everything related to him I don't want to see his face nor hear his name till jimin releases something.

Anyways congratulations to Tae on his new ambassadorial deal as the new brand ambassador for Cartier. And Kths had the nerve to involve jimin in their celebration like have your little celebration but know your boundaries Tiffany is bigger than Celine and Cartier combined. Does anyone know the difference between a Global House ambassador and a Brand Ambassador

I'm eating noodles for the whole semester I'm saving for pjm2 and possibly a concert from jimin even a one day concert would be enough :⁠,⁠-⁠)

#jimin #jm #park jimin #jeon jungkook #jk #jikook #bts #pjm2

[magicrainbowkitties]

Aight so I know this is the absolute LEAST concerning thing about the Palestinian genocide right now (which, I've probably forgotten to mention in my own words till now:

FREE PALESTINE, FUCK ISRAEL, AND UNFOLLOW ME RIGHT THE FUCK NOW IF YOU SUPPORT THAT GENOCIDAL FUCK NETANYAHU AND HIS ASSHOLE CRONIES).

BUT. In light of them asking us out west to boycott several specific companies, the one in particular I wanna talk about is SodaStream.

Because uh. I'm gonna be so fuckin fr right now cause I thought those guys had gone outta business. Like. My parents bought one cause of the stupid fuckin commercials from when it first came out (admittedly, I asked them to, because I was maybe 7 or 8, and "ooooh at-home soda machine sounds coooooool"), and we all fuckin hated it. And not even like the one part was bad and I grew to like it later, no we ALL (me, my parents, and my brother) tried it multiple times with multiple different flavors of those fuckin pint bottles of syrup you had to buy from like Bed Bath And Beyond or something, and it was all fucking NASTY. It tasted like if sewage waste was in a lead-lined shipping container on the same transport as a can of whatever soda.

We dispised the loathsome thing, to the point where that fuckin soda machine vanished into the ether sometime between us moving and the last time we saw one of those shitty syrups on the shelves. And the latter was well over 7 years ago I think (idk time is hard), so I honestly have no clue in the world where that piece of filth ended up. Nor have I seen anything with a SodaStream logo on it for the last forever.

Like. It's literally the same thing as the fucking Juicero, just for soda. And also like the Juicero, you can't find the bottles of syrup for it literally anywhere, so I assumed that it took the route of Juicero (which is to say, directly into the business void, never to be seen again). The fact it's apparently still around is crazy enough, but the fact they have enough money to be such a powerful influence that Palestinian people are like "hey stop buying from these guys, they're actively making things worse for us" is straight-up mind-boggling to me.

Maybe it's just my ass being firmly planted under a rock, but if anybody would like to let me know where these peddlers of gross have been hiding/exactly why they're being boycotted (not to say I won't or that everyone shouldn't, by the by! Just asking if anyone knows some context plz and thank u), that'd be really cool!

Anyhow uh I'm sorry this one was long and rambling, I've been sick all weekend and time is a meaningless soup rn. Take care, and if somehow someone from Palestine ends up seeing this... I see you, I love you, and I'm so, so sorry for everything being done to you and your people. Know that there are millions upon millions of people all over the world crying out for your justice and for your lives, and that those people refuse to leave you to suffer alone so long as we can help it. I hope my little rant at least made you smile a little, and I wish you every ounce of whatever strength you need to get through this. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

#free palestine #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #boycott israel #sodastream #boycott sodastream #seriously you aren't missing out on anything #i dont have enough southern metaphors in the english language to describe how destestable that rot-juice is

[jakejeffreyperalta]

guys we're going to watch this show like we're actually going to watch it it's going to come out we're going to laugh at the stupid jokes and we're going to cry at the deaths and even though we know everything that happens we will still follow the story like we've never seen it before and we will still be so happy to see these kids grow up GUYS YOU GUYS

#IM SO HAPPY #percy jackson was like. my best friend. and the only one that stuck around and now I'm getting to see this #unfollow me rn this is all im gonna be talking about from now tf #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson show #pjo show #pjo disney+ #pjo live action #the heroes of olympus #hoo

[cearamorran]

klance doods

#klance hell has claimed me again #unfollow me rn this is all i'm gonna talk about from now on #my art #klance #lance mcclain #keith kogane #lance #keith #fanart #klance fanart #vld #voltron

[stimmy-chloe]

My mom had to go to the mental hospital about 3 nights ago.

...

dAD JUST BROUGHT HER HOME AND I’M SCREAMING

#Chloe speaks #Mental hospital mention #I hope she's okay with me posting this. I think she'll be! @ Mom if you're reading this lmk if you want me to take this down and I will! #REMEMBER THAT PIC OF CANDACE FROM PHINEAS AND FERB WHERE SHE'S KICKING A DOOR OPEN AND BEING LIKE 'MOM HOLY SHIT'? THAT WAS LITERALLY ME #DAD SAID HE HAD TO 'go do something' AND HE CAME BACK AND ANNOUNCED HE BROUGHT BACK A HITCHHIKER #AND I THOUGHT I HEARD MOM'S VOICE AND I THOUGHT TO MYSELF 'surely not... of course there's hitchhikers out today' #AND THEN I BEGAN CALMLY WALKING OUT AND THEN DAD SAID 'wanna come see her? She'll be y'all's new mommy' #AND RIGHT AT THAT SECOND I SAW MOM AND I RAN UP TO HER AND HUGGED HER SO TIGHTLY #I AM STILL ON THE VERGE OF TEARS FROM JOY RN YOU GUYS I'M SO GLAD SHE'S HOME #She seems so happy and like she feels better! Thank God #We're about to start fixing us some tater tots and pork chops! I think we're celebrating Thanksgiving as a complete family as I type this! #And at some point I know we're gonna play board games! Oh and I still gotta show Mama The Prom scene! #I can hear her laughing and it sounds so genuine and... I forgot how pretty she looks. Fuck I'm low-key crying from joy #*Insert 'unfollow me right now this is all I'm going to talk about' meme here*

[oakleaf--bearer]

I posted 3,328 times in 2021

974 posts created (29%)

2354 posts reblogged (71%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 2.4 posts.

I added 1,021 tags in 2021

#the magnus archives - 223 posts

#tma - 221 posts

#tma spoilers - 152 posts

#ceaseless watcher turn your gaze upon this incredible fanart - 94 posts

#anon - 80 posts

#ask game - 78 posts

#rqg - 62 posts

#rusty quill gaming - 56 posts

#jonmartin - 28 posts

#my fics - 27 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#the grades don't count! i did my first year of uni in a pandemic while suffering from many mental illnesses that were all being untreated!!

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

annabelle texting martin: hey, jon's here! you gonna come say hi? ::::)

martin, still putting together his 'we had an argument and i need to remind him how hot i am' outfit: stall him

annabelle, grabbing the mr spider tape: on it

2115 notes • Posted 2021-02-18 17:11:37 GMT

#4

what if martin is grumpy when he is sleepy and when he was staying in the archives in s1, jon was in ridiculously early and got in just as martin was getting ready for the morning and he was awkwardly like 'ah, good morning martin, getting ready for the work day?' bc he panicked and was forced into socialisation without expecting it

and then martin just sleepily went 'oh fuck off its 7am youre not my boss for another 2 hours'

cut to half an hour later when they've both had a minute to think and jon just goes 'waIT WHY WAS THAT ATTRACTIVE' while martin goes 'OH NO I TOLD MY BOSS TO FUCK OFF IM SO FIRED' and they spend the rest of the day in awkward silence, driving tim and sasha crazy bc 'jon hasn't come to shout at martin all day something has happened oh no'

2128 notes • Posted 2021-01-13 21:46:28 GMT

#3

yeah this is exactly what the title says it is 

2254 notes • Posted 2021-03-25 17:02:47 GMT

#2

i cannot believe that this didn't occur to me earlier, but i'm on a hike rn through the countryside so it's on my mind i guess

i've talked about jmart going hiking before, and how public footpaths through fields are common in the uk

but there is a particular type of gate that separates fields to allow people through but not livestock

it looks like this

it's called a kissing gate

they got this nickname bc they can only be used one at a time, so someone would go through the gate, shut it behind them, and then demand a kiss as payment to open the gate for the other person

so now i'm thinking about jmart finding a kissing gate and jon explaining the origins of the nickname to martin and martin using this to his advantage

2717 notes • Posted 2021-04-25 12:07:01 GMT

#1

i cannot stop thinking about the post-post-apocalypse tumblr discourse, can you even imagine what this place would be like??

'i think the buried avatars are homophobic, they literally buried the gays and if you support the buried then unfollow me'

'op is end aligned and refuses to acknowledge that the end actually killed gay people, thus doing the actual definition of bury your gays'

'make your own post'

and then you scroll down and they did actually make their own post and it says 'end kinnies are so desperate to act like they weren't the only ones literally killing people after the change anyway stan the vast'

3467 notes • Posted 2021-03-26 10:14:14 GMT

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#my 2021 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #save me #it's such a mercy that the ass debate never made it to this list

[gettin-bi-bi-bi]

self harm tw

this might come out like a vent thing but i have no queer friends to talk to and am too scared to make friends

i (f17) have been thinking that i might be bi for over 2 yrs now and am very very very paranoid about people finding out about it and recently read comp het and a few things related to it and i think i might be a lesbian but this just hit me like a fucking truck and just i CANNOT be a lesbian i can't even say it out loud tho i couldn't do it with bisexuality too but i don't want to be gay i want to be straight and all of this is just crushing me so bad i have my exams amd school work pending, I'm failing my classes, i used to self harm like a year ago and stopped after 3 4 months i think but i am back at it and it's worse this time.....i have no one to talk to coz i am also very shy and even my best friend is being distant or is just saying ok whenever i try to talk to her about this which i understandable as she is straight and doesn't get what I'm feeling like and it's a lot and i know this will sound super dumb but i tried to "become" straight like i unfollowed every queer acc and scraped every rainbow colored thing in my room i started trying to limit myself in any way and make sure i don't act "gay"(dress wise behaviour wise etc) and i cannot do it i just can't happen to change it and it's only been 4-5 days.......i don't want to be gay, if i were straight i would have never self harmed or did as badly i am doing in school rn and like it's my final yr and the marks matter and just i don't know; i don't even know what i expect you to reply to this honestly

im sorry if this is a lot to unload on you

You cannot “become” straight. That’s literally why conversion therapy doesn’t work. It’s impossible. Your sexual oriantation isn’t something you have any control over. It’s just what it is. It might change naturally but you cannot ~make it~ change. Because sexual orientation isn’t sticking a bunch of rainbows to your bedroom wall (or scraping them off). It’s whom you are attracted to - that’s not something anyone can control.

And that’s a fact you have to learn to accept because otherwise you won’t ever be able to move past this. You are what you are. Whether that’s bi or gay or some other shade of queer remains to be seen, I guess. But you cannot just force yourself to be straight and trying so will only make your mental health worse because you will keep failing at it. Because it is impossible.

You gotta learn to accept that you are queer. And in order to do so I recommend the exact opposite of what you’ve been doing. Follow more queer accounts. Slab all those rainbows back on! Read up on queer history. Try to talk to people about it - if you can’t do that offline then do it online. Find queer friends on tumblr or join a queer discord server. Show to yourself that you are not alone.

And as for your mental health and self-harm: if you have access to it then pls think about getting professional help from a queer-friendly therapist or some kind of queer counselling. Ask google if there is a queer resource center in your country or your specific area that you can contact to ask for help and guidance. They might be able to refer you to people and resources that can help. Other than that, try to find less dangerous coping mechanisms by looking for alternatives to self-harm.

Just like you cannot will yourself to magically be straight you cannot just make your mental health better over night. It’s gonna take time and energy. It isn’t a cake-walk for some people. And that’s still okay because it’s worth it in the end. Also, keep in mind that you are going through all of this in the middle of a global pandemic - which for me as a 31yo is already mindblowingly tough on my mental health. I can only imagine what it’s like for teenagers to go through this right now on top of the regular teenage struggles AND on top of figuring out one’s queerness. You might think it doesn’t have anything to do with your struggle at school and your queerness but everything’s connected, kiddo. For people who are prone to isolate themselves (which you basically said you are, being shy and all) this pandemic situation can really strengthen that character trait for the worse. So please try to reach out to people. I’m proud you’re already doing so by messaging us. But try to keep doing that. Talk to people as much as you can and don’t shy away from asking for help.

You might currently not like being queer. But you are. And you gotta make your peace with that. So take a deep breathe, accept that your queerness is something you cannot change and then take your baby steps towards being okay with it. And then going from “okay” to actually loving it. it might take a while but it’s worth it. You are worth it!

Maddie

#Anonymous

[thyandrawrites]

A little announcement

So... I really should've done this earlier but I'm a stubborn idiot

I decided to temporarily stop following the manga until I'm sure e slur is out of the picture because reading this arc has made me salty, and being salty for so long made me become an angry and insufferable person. I don't wanna be that person. So, since I don't know if this arc is gonna end next week or next year, I just decided to stop following the spoilers and focus on sth else instead.

I'll also be avoiding writing meta on stuff that's likely to set me off again, and that includes e slur himself, the todorokis, and Dabi too. That means the dabi fact masterpost I promised ages ago is gonna keep being postponed indefinitely. I'm sorry about that. Please understand. Or unfollow, I don't particularly mind.

Lately I have been writing less and less meta here, and that's because one way or another it always ran into Discourse. So, for my own sanity, from now on I'm blocking everyone who starts Discourse with me.

This blog won't become inactive tho. I will still share stuff, and my intention is to take the time I would've spent being angry and bitter at spoilers to focus on other stuff. Like writing, which I've been neglecting. Or starting new series.

Again, I'm sorry about not updating BE in nearly two months, but the truth is, I'm strongly lacking the motivation to write what's next at the moment. I find it easier to focus on smaller, less conflict-packed projects rn. I don't know how long the radio silence will go on, but I'd rather wait longer and write when I'm in a better mental place than rush it now and disappoint all the expectations.

About my askbox, I plan on reopening it at some point, but since I wanna avoid all the above I'm feeling conflicted as to when. I'll probably make a separate post about it once I make up my mind.

That said, thank you so much for your patience so far. I want to ask that you be patient for a little while longer, and kindly respect my wish not to talk about current developments of the manga, not even when I'll reopen my askbox ^^

#Thyandra.txt #I'm gonna be reblogging this post a couple of times #So that people in different time zones can see it

[thisisnotjuli]

god fucking damnit, people can be sure fucking annoying and stupid??! like why?! there are people being super negative about everything?!? and like instilling others for ????? donating ??? their money??? to whomever they want to???? and people getting mad at others for ???? shipping more than one ship?????? god everything is so stupid and useless, why waste energy talking about it. and even worse, insult others for it?????? bro, it's their money, they can give it to whomever the fuck they want to, fuck you. and also, bro, they can ship whoever they want to, if you don't like it filter the tags or block them or smth. but don't go fucking insult them about it!!?!

like I get it, there are ships I don't like either. you know what I do tho? I filter out the tags, I unfollow people who regularly post about it and poof! done. I never see posts about it anymore. and you know what I do when I see a post about it regardless? I fucking scroll through! or I may unfollow whomever idk. but you know what I would ever do? go insult whoever made the post, or those who rebloged it.

and like, I get it, there are a lot of things happening rn, you would rather more people would donate to x, y and z causes, and you're right, it would be ideal if we could help more to those, bring more awareness to those. and you can donate to those all you want. but you can't ever tell others what to do with their money! what if they donated to something else? maybe they donated to both what you wanted them to and something else! or maybe they donated to neither. or maybe they just donated to something else and can't donate to this now, or maybe they don't want to donate to what you want them to for whatever reason! and that's fine! it's their money, they can do whatever they want to with it! if you want to bug someone about donations go bug fucking Jeff Bezos or smth, not your fucking neighbor dude. and still, regardless of what people donate or not to, you know what's not ok to do? what won't help anyone, at all? to go fucking insult someone for donating to something! or to insult someone for not donating to what you wanted them to!

for fucks sake people! what the fuck?!??

we are all mostly adults here, and yeah there are minors but I doubt that 12 to 16yos will be mad for who others donate to, they're 12 and don't know what money is basically (I don't want to get any messages from 12yos attacking me for this, I'm generalising and exaggerating, for fucks sake!), so that's all on us, adults, being pricks to others for no fucking reason. "oh if you donated to x unfollow me" what the fuck you sound like a 7yo who doesn't want to share their toy car with their sibling "no I'm not using the car but they want it so I'm gonna use it so they can't have it" what the fuck fuck you honestly

as for the shipping thing, I've said it a million times, don't like it don't look at it, but why would you insult others over it for fucks sake?!

y'all make me mad, I should be studying and here I am, telling kids not to insult eachother and share their toys. goddammit, if I wanted to do this I'd go babysit my neighbor's kids and then I'd at least get paid.

#me #rant #god fuckikg damnit

[blackrupee]

Wow your life sounds complicated right now I'm sorry for that. So you aren't gonna have any managers what the fuck? And OH MY GOD I hate when people come in to eat so close to close!!!! ( I work @ zaxbys) if someone is acting passive aggressive I would act even more passive aggressive- make that bitch regret it- regarding the 2 guys: 2 guys is better than no guys:))) wish the first one didn't pressure you though. How did the 2nd one hurt you? - and I care so don't worry about boring me

hi hello would you like to read a novel on my life thanks i talk too much (tldrs at end)

nah like.. we had been managing with a general manager and 3 assistant managers even though we really need 4 so as not to overwork anyone. we recently hired a new one from a corporate arbys (we’re franchised) and two just quit. like i mentioned, theyre not coming back even though the original plan was that their new jobs would be only temporary (6 weeks). sooooo now we have a general manager who only works weekday day shifts, one assistant manager who is relatively new (she had been working at this place for a while but was promoted to manager 6ish months ago) and another who is brand new but still has some experience. they said theyre looking to promote from within initially, but they might have to hire outside people if no suitable potential manager is picked. id love to get manager pay and its not like managers do anything hard so id be WILLING to be a manager..like the whole reason why i got trained on backline was because we have such a big turnover rate with backline people since it fucking SUCKS and i was wanting to be helpful and flexible. so like. thats what i offerred. but one assistant manager was like “lmao all youd do is swear at the customers” and im like bitch when have i ever?? i talk shit about them all the time but ive only sworn IN FRONT OF a customer twice and neither time was it directed at them. but i mean im sitting on a small handful of customer complaints so its not like the gm would even consider me probably. idk dude. i can be nice if you pay me to be nice. but i get paid to do food and do it fast……….so

but yeah literallyyyyyyyyy i have no idea how people can be so??? inconsiderate???? and they dont??? care??? im learning that my contant frustration with people in my personal interactions is due to a disconnect between what i value in  expectations and what actually happens. like. when i go somewhere i already KNOW what i want, so i say it quickly and competently. i preface a lot of my interactions with people im requesting food or services from with “i’m sorry but…”. i phrase things as “could i get” as opposed to “get me” or “i want” which sound HELLA rude tbh. id always have my money ready at the window or the register, im always trying to pay attention and not miss anything or just….be rude in any way bc i know fast food fucking sucks. i know some of the people i interact with probably hate their job as much as i do and i want to be the smallest burden i can be. and it seems like nearly no one else has these same values???? and i dont understand how people can just??? be? so? inconsiderate?

also yes bitch im the queen of passive aggression. literally the night before i was working a short shift and my friend was closing frontline and this bitch was closing drivethrough. i just got the okay to clock out and i was like “bye! have a beautiful night! just know that i love you so much and ive everything ive ever said has always been fake until this point! never meant anything ive ever said until now especially if your name starts with k or ends with ristin (drivethrough girl/the one whos being so difficult is named kristin) but just know that i love you!” and basically being really dramatic and extra as satire.

i guess for context the whole reason she decided to be mad at me was the other night when she was drunk and was like “do you even likeeeeeee meeee i feel like you hateeeee meeee wahh wahh wahhhh” even though im like…..yes bitch i enjoy your company? i joke/use hyperbole/satire/irony/whatever a lot but like occasionally id be like “ey yo you know its all jokes right u know i love u right” just to ensure that she knows but she fucking. ignores it all. i feel like she so desperately WANTS me to hate her and tbh i got fucking sick and tired of hearing her complain all the time about this shit! i fucking hate repeating myself! so sure. if you want me to hate you so fucking much there. i hate you. i fucking hate you so fucking much. like is that what you want to hear? is that validating? are you fucking happy?

its so fucking frustrating

but i will not be held accountable for her decision to be upset. because thats what it is. she wants to be upset, and she wants me to be responsible for it when its literally not my responsibility. i am absolutely not going to stand for this shit like i kind of want to say its emotional abuse lmaooo but im just so fucking sick of it. 

everyone knows that i take chicken tenders and turnovers that would be thrown out at the end of the night and she was closing frontline yesterday and made a point to throw out the turnovers right next to me without asking if i wanted any/leaving any for me. i mean i completely expected her to be that petty of a bitch so it was kind of funny tbhonestly. also im p sure she unfollowed me here lmaoo

with regards to the guys and this paragraph could get a bit tmi/nsfw: yeah the first one kind of sucked but i feel like a little bit of the New Person Nerves have worn down so id do better if we were to hookup again. because like i totally would love to have fucked him but…..anxiety. he was hot tho. like 10/10 body and ass holy shit. plus he complimented me on my ass eating so (assuming that was genuine and not a vapid ego boost haha paranoia am i right) hopefully he comes back for seconds. 

second guy ive had a longish history with. started talking to him at the beginning of last fall semester and we hooked up kinda regularly for about a month. things fell apart, we both understood that we wouldn’t be good dating wise but still enjoyed meaningless cuddles. whatever. it got to a point where he would only hit me up like once every month and a half or so and towards like january-ish he hits me up again. so im like nice cool lets chill. im getting ready for this but my phone is in the other room. while im doing this he drove by my place to pick me up (since he was on his way back from nashville), didnt get a response to an “im here” text (bc i was busy and tbh not expecting him to do that), and left. he lives within like walking distance tho so im like “?? sorry i was busy are you still out or should i walk over?“ and he texts me like “sorry hold up a thing just happened” and im like…….okay. so im just.. waiting around for him. periodically texting like “hey are we good for tonight and whats going on?” because like there was some drama with his friend? hes like.. apologizing and shit but this goes on for an hour. BUT. the ENTIRE time he’s dealing with this friend problem or whatever he’s literally on grindr. and at the end of this hour im like in full blown paranoia panic mode and i literally text him something mentioning this and he BLOCKS ME ON GRINDR so im like ??????!!!!??? and i text him (all while saying “not to be crazy or paranoid bc im probably coming off that way but like could i get an answer or something??”) AND HE LITERALLY SAYS HE DELETED HIS GRINDR. but thats a LIE because i have a secondary account to see like……if guys are still on grindr/if a thing with a guy might turn into something more like if i see he’s not on grindr as much?? thats prob incredibly stalkerish and probably really creepy but hey. thats me. so i KNOW he lied to me but i cant really say “hey ur a liar” without disclosing this weird creepy stalker part of me (funnily enough this isnt the first time a guy has lied to me and i caught it with my secondary account! so it proves to have some function use in the end. not totally crazy). so. yeah. that was the incident. after this i dont trust him at all, and i still dont, but i had it in my mind to like somehow get him to fall in love with me just so i could break his heart for doing this? never really worked out. so now im at the point where im like….eh he’s a piece of shit and i hate him but ill cuddle with him bc it feels good

back to nsfw/tmi: the sex was okay. he’s weird about people being near his like….dick and stuff because he was raped and i totally get it bc i was too but he was comfortable enough for me to finger him and my finger still hurts from where he clenched when he came lmaoooooo. was totally hot tho. and i got to east his ass so im like eyyyyyyyy. its been so long since ive eaten ass so having it two consecutive nights in a row has been cathartic.

tldr; we have 2 assisant managers and a gm rn. looking for more

tldr; bitch. same.

tldr; bitch. same.

tldr; he’s a liar

#also anon ilusm i love the attention and you god bless