#unless I’m watching them

[teehee-vibes]

Hello fnc nation,,, I come bearing offerings

#jrwi riptide #just roll with it riptide #gillion tidestrider #chip jrwi #chip nolastname #jrwi fnc #jrwi fish and chips #just roll with it spoilers #jrwi riptide spoilers #riptide spoilers #I’m going to slink back into the darkness now #unless you like. wanna talk to me about them haha what. #I want to make more riptide pals… come speak to me #some of these are from during my first watch through so pardon the old designs? I guess?? #dunno why I get so nervous sharing shippy stuff #actually I do know #I’m from p0kem0n lmao #TV’s art

[edenfenixblogs]

I don’t think most non-Jews understand how disappointed we are in the left right now. How completely abandoned we’ve become. How our contributions to progress for other groups have been erased or disavowed or hidden. How the actual tangible things that Jews have contributed to black rights and civil rights are being ignored. How we’re being told we contribute and have contributed nothing.

How we are being told that the world has been kind to us when it never has. As if my mom didn’t grow up getting called a Kike and getting beat up for being Jewish. How I thought I had friends until I caught them saying “xyz was beautiful until Jews showed up.” How people told me I was pretty “for a Jew.” How I grew up hearing stories about bombs being set off in Israel in buses and markets. How I couldn’t even go two weeks without hearing that and how nobody cared and somehow, every time that happened, the whole world became more hostile to me for some reason.

I just don’t understand. I don’t understand what leftists are doing. Or why. I hate that I have to say—of course, I support a free and self determined Palestine (which I truly do)—in order for you to decide I’m worthy of care and support.

We showed up for you. All of you. And the entire movement is abandoning us at best or targeting us at worst. Celebrating our deaths. Saying we deserved it. How are we supposed to trust you ever again? How are we supposed to feel safe ever again?

A very few select people who are in my life have taken the chance to actually learn about and dismantle their own unconscious antisemitism during this time. And I’m eternally grateful for them. But most people haven’t reached out at all. Most people are still sharing hateful things that could get me hurt and they don’t care. Most people Reblogging my posts are still Jews. Because we are alone. And it sucks. You need to be as loud about antisemitism as you are about Palestine or you’re an antisemite (unless you’re Arab/Muslim/Palestinian—I totally get that these groups are also doing damage control in their own communities just like Jews are).

But we are all in tremendous pain right now.

This moment will pass. And when it does, I will remember how many people let me down. I will remember that when I needed support more than I’ve ever needed it in my life, people fucking vanished. They pretended violence against my people wasn’t happening. They ignored and rewrote the history of Israel to suit their own narratives.

You don’t know what it feels like to be hated this much for opposite things. PoC hate us for being too white. White supremacists hate us for not being white enough. Europeans hate us for being middle eastern. Middle easterners hate us for being western/European. Everyone hates us for being settlers but continually kicks us out of their countries so that we have to settle somewhere else.

I saw a post going around from a Black person who said that the reason he and his fellow black activists go protest for Palestinians instead of fighting antisemitism (as if it’s a binary, which it’s not) is that Jews don’t show up. Muslims and Palestinians do. And honestly? Fuck that guy. Heather Heyer died standing shoulder to shoulder against racism in 2017. [CORRECTION: When I first wrote this post I was under the impression that Heather Heyer was Jewish. I want to correct to avoid spreading misinfo. She was just the first (and incorrect) Jewish civil rights activist I thought of. However there are plenty of other actual Jewish civil rights activists to choose from. If you have reblogged this post from me, please feel free to add a link to the permalink version of this post with my correction to your reblog.]I have devoted substantial time and effort and money that I don’t even get paid a lot of because I don’t get paid a living wage. I have continually reached out to PoC people in my life of all religions to ask how they are doing and what I could be doing to help more—both for them personally and how they would best like me to help their community. I have elevated their voices at every opportunity. And not one person I checked in with has done the same for me or for my community.

And it’s bone chilling. It’s awful. And it’s even worse knowing that when it’s over, people will want to go back to normal. They won’t apologize. They won’t self reflect. They’ll just live their lives, maybe a little more aware of how much they hate us and completely indifferent to the harm they’ve caused us. How disposable they made us feel. And the thing is…it’s not hard for you to know. You just have to ask.

Too many people are cowards. Too many people care about looking good than actually learning something or making the world better. And to those people: you should be ashamed of yourself.

I don’t have any hate in my heart. Truly. Not a drop for any group of people. But I have a tremendous lack of trust that anyone would actually lift a finger to keep me safe.

#antisemitism #leftist antisemitism #anti zionisim #I dare a goy to republic this challenge #goyim ID yourself in the tags if you reblog this #cuz i straight up don’t believe goyisch activists give a shit unless they straight up say they do #i’m not okay #honestly #this is the Nazi stuff I am most scared of #sure the Nazis rounded us up #but you fuckers were the ones who watched and did nothing #you’re the ones who voted the Nazis in #you’re the ones who didn’t stop them #fuck all y’all for real #i/p #israel #palestine #correction issued

[buddiesmutslut]

LISTEN. If we get a bisexual!Buck arc, I will ACTUALLY LITERALLY CRY, I’m already emotional just thinking about it, it will literally bring me so much joy

BUT

I don’t want it at the expense of an Eddie coming out arc…

Bc listen, I read a post talking abt how the writers probably won’t give both of them a really flushed out Queer Realization Arc bc it would be redundant, which like, okay sure, yes, I can see why you wouldn’t want to have two main, male characters going through the exact same thing, so sure, whatever, BUT -

I feel like, out of Buddie, Eddie is going to be the one that really struggles with coming to terms with his sexuality.

Eddie, who had to be The Man Of The House at 10 years old. Eddie, who grew up in the Deep South. Eddie, whose family is Catholic. Eddie, who already had a strained relationship with his judgmental parents. Eddie, who had a WIFE. Eddie, who says that what he had with Shannon was magic & compares every relationship he had to her. Eddie, who was in the military, which is infamous for DADT. Eddie, whose aunt constantly pushes him at random women because he needs to not be alone. Eddie, who canonically suffers from comp-het, saying that dating women feels like putting on a performance, not that he understands why. Eddie, who dated Ana & was planning on staying with her, even though he was unhappy, for his son.

I think Buck would be way chiller with realizing he’s queer - if he doesn’t already know, which is my fav head-cannon - & I feel like he wouldn’t struggle as much bc it’s Eddie, & Eddie is his best friend, and gender wouldn’t play as big a part for him as I think it would for Eddie.

I would love for them both to have an arc where they worked through their expectations when it comes to relationships & realize that they’re queer, but idk man, I feel like Eddie is going to be the one to really struggle & he deserves to really have that flushed out.

Idk, I’ve been thinking about this ever since I saw that post & nobody I know watches 9-1-1 😭

#buddie #911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 #Queer Buddie Arcs #I want them both to have nice things is that really so unreasonable? #literally all of their other arcs take place at the same time #let them realize they’re queer & in love with each other at the same time too #honestly this only applies if Buddie goes canon which I’m not even convinced is going to happen #i have so many feelings #Buck would just be like “I’m in love with my best friend? fucking dope #bc my darling boy just wants to be loved & chosen & Eddie has already done those things #either way I wish they would stop putting them with random ass women who have been on the show for less than 10 minutes #I don’t need them to go canon in s7 but if we don’t even get a HINT of it this season I’ll probably quit watching #unless s7 is REALLY good bc they put some WEIRD shit in recently that I dfw #I have no idea how Tumblr is supposed to work am I doing this right? idk pls advise

[black-and-yellow]

If you watch the Ten Minute Power Hour let me know your favourite moments, I feel like sketching some chaotic scenes.

#Ever since my weird dream about them refusing to leave my house for a week straight #I have been enjoying a lot of the 10mph #I’m not big on the actual GG channel unless they’re playing a game I’m really interested in #But I love 10mph so much #My favourite type of content is 2 Friends Being Silly #ten minute power hour #game grumps #arin hanson #dan avidan #did I start watching them because Dan reminds me of Louis DeNonno? #Yes I did

[fastidious-and-a-mess]

having big george/lucy (as part of cot3) feelings today.

lockwood gives them some money for dinner. “do you like… italian?”, lucy hesitantly responds “if you mean pizza?” and before she’s even done george, very relieved, goes “that’s exactly what i mean and i know a really good place.” and of course the whole rest of that conversation, the way they shift closer to each other as they keep talking and start to connect with each other better.

that whole thing lucy had with lockwood? “you never said” “you never asked”? this conversation between her and george at “the best italian restaurant [she’s] ever been to” is just them asking and saying. they want to learn about each other.

and then when lockwood is fighting off the mysterious invader of their home, and lucy goes off to look for george, when she finds his glasses in the floor she picks them up to bring to him. she hears him yelling from the basement and runs that few extra steps just to grab him his glasses. and then of course the smug “glad you didn’t get me fired?” and panicked, extremely muffled “please untie me!!!”

the way he stole the skull from fittes, and swiped the goggles from the crime scene and combe carey hall, and the way lucy took annabel’s ring.

and then she offers to take the goggles down the storage for him. and of course this is when she gets her fourth grade from lockwood, and george is all smiley and excited for her.

when lucy goes to put her paper’s in the basement, right before she passes out from the skull talking to her for the first time, george and lockwood and talking about her and george says “someone has to look after her. she’s good and… i think she’s finally starting to get me” all smiley again. and she is! she is starting to get him!

jumping ahead a lot, because i really could go through every single episode like this,

when lucy is trying to escape bickerstaff’s secret basement, she calls for george first, not lockwood.

when she gets out and they all escape the house and catch their breath and she tells them she did find stuff down there, he says “you’re incredible” with the biggest smile.

and of course would it really be a georcy post without “you’re not an oddball, or a weirdo, or whatever it you think you are. you’re the best of us.”

#their relationship is so important to meeee #lockwood and co #lockwood & co #george karim #george cubbins #lucy carlyle #georcy #tbc this whole post is about them in cot3 #i’m a poly cot3 reuther and every post i make about any of part of that relationship is inherently cot3 #unless otherwise stated #the whole time lockwood is watching their relationship develop #so happy that his favorite people in the whole world get on so well #i would say like a house on fire. but- #cot3

[starbuck]

various thoughts:

i would like to have a significant other

i would like to develop my personality a bit more before meeting a significant other

i should wait until after top surgery before even considering seeing anyone bc i’m gonna be much happier and more confident after that

i want to know my local area better

i NEED more pretentious local friends who are willing to experience new things with me in my local area

i need to read and watch and listen to and DO more and i have the time to do it now, so i need to make it happen

#there is literally just SO much i haven’t done that i need to do #every time i experience something new i am filled with more love and become more powerful #and it becomes something else i can share with others #i’ve always been hesitant to do this - but maybe i should set actual goals… #and select specific things ahead of time to keep myself on track #i think it’s fun to keep the film list loose - but i could still schedule them #and schedule out like. a book every 3 weeks or something REALLY reasonable like that #unless the book is super long and needs more time #book-scheduling makes sense to me bc i’m less sensitive about what i read than what i watch #2024 ‘resolutions’ incoming?? #i’ve never made New Year’s resolutions before bc i hate pressuring myself #but i actually WANT to do things so like. 🤷🤷 #i’m sensing some good potential here

[the-raging-tempest]

My nose won’t stop bleeding so I am just sitting up in bed with tissues. Bad migraine but you know what… Filling out this little chart Romeo posted in discord. I can already tell I fucked some parts because I feel so out of it but whatever I’m vibing

(Fixed ish)

Lariel’s song Zrise’s Song

#oc: zrise #here you go #idk I’m sorry #awful #but think of blorbos to heal #when I have. migraine…. all I smell is smoke #the yellow is like his default #the orange is *special* for those who crack him like egg #to be clear I just think saying ‘good at sec’ is funny #LMAO #as if everyone would agree… #well… #it was his job for a bit so #Lariel looking so normal so well adjusted #in comparison #she’s also fucked up little guy but just….not like him LMAO #I just love to say cracked like an egg #nothing else evokes it #forgot to add ‘will kill for you’ under Zrise #screams and cries and throws up because I need to write them both in a happy relationship tbh #they need good things to happen to them #accidentally earesed one on Lariel and one on Zrise #help #I’ll fix it later…. #Lariel is giving #*sex not sec #thank you autocorrect #ALSO YO BE CLEAR Zrise is afraid of deep natural body’s of water so…. the skinny dipping is more about getting naked LMAO maybe watching #guy who’s there for the show unless he trust you enough that he’ll risk his biggest fear I should have made it orange not yellow rip #they have different flavors depending on vulnerability

[sparky-is-spiders]

Normally meh about soulmate aus but I think a Jonsasha au where they aren’t originally each other’s soulmates until they both start becoming the Archivist. They make themselves the other’s soulmate without even meaning to. There is no one else who could understand them. Soulmates because they are two halves of one monster. The Archivist is only complete when they work together. When they become one mind in two bodies. By the time the world ends their soulmate marks have already been warped beyond anything that could be understood as a soulmate mark by most.

#although honestly you don’t even need a soulmate au for most of this #just the marks I think #watching your mark change and knowing that what’s happening to you isn’t the machinations of fate #or a predestined occurrence #but a CHOICE #if you were meant for each other then maybe becoming a monster was just what was meant for you #but that’s not what happened. the marks changed. you chose to become this and you chose each other #normally I’m not super big on soulmate aus? #like I’ll read them if I like the ship or the premise catches my eye #but I don’t often think about them or seek them out unless I can find something to chew on #and I like the idea of jonsasha as eldritch soulmates #warping each other’s fates with the weight of their choices #I’m not even hyper fixated that much on tma anymore but I still love this ship so much #so much potential I love to chew on Them #jonsasha #since this’ll probably show up in the tma tag: #please no j//mart or martin #I don’t like the ship and I don’t like him #I’m not sure how many people will read this far into the tags #but I always feel like I’m throwing a fit over nothing putting my ‘no martin’ request in the actual post itself #tma enjoyed unfamiliar with my martinhate I am going to trust you to either read the tags or to not see any reason to bring martin into #*enjoyers #my nice wholesome eldritch soul-warping jonsasha au #do not let me down #jonshipping #<- tag for putting jon into relationships so that I can rotate him like the pretzel #also also not mentioned in this post but jonsasha are t4t #ok that’s all thank you #goodnight tristate area

[buddiesmutslut]

I’m being so ffr rn, if the show runners definitively show that Buddie is not going to happen?

I’m probably not going to be watching anymore.

I mean it when I say that they’re literally the sole reason I watched this show in the first place. I saw a billion TikTok edits of them & was like “Idek these characters I need to watch this show and see what’s going on over there.”

And like, it’s a fun show, I’m not saying it isn’t, but first responder shows are a dime a dozen. There are other shows that have queer characters and found family and wild adventures. Granted, they don’t have Buck & his bi arc, but I’d still read fanfics to get my Evan Buckley fix lol.

I don’t need them right now, I’m so down for the slow burn, will-they-won’t-they & the pining & the yearning & the build up and the GOOD foundation. I want to see Eddie figuring himself out and dealing with his repression and figuring out he’s queer (& Demi, pls God. I hope if I just say it enough, I can will it into existence somehow) before anything happens with the two of them, but if they take definitive steps to have one of them like, marry someone else or something, I think I’m gonna head out. Find me on ao3 for the rest of my days lol.

#911 abc #buddie #demisexual eddie diaz #also pls don’t come at me with “you don’t care about bi representation”. he’s already bi #he’s always been bi & I’ve loved watching him on this journey #but his & Eddie’s relationship is literally the only reason I started this show in the first place #and again if they find good LI’s & bring them more into focus #the time spent on the Buddie relationship will decrease. that’s just how tv & time limits work #and if my favorite relationship on the show goes away then why would I continue watching it religiously? #also I know I’m a bitch & would therefore hate any person they brought in to be the HEA for them & that’s not fun for anyone #not that I would bully the actor/actress bc im not an ASSHOLE #eddie diaz #evan buckley #I literally watched Booth & Bones take like 9 seasons to get together I am IN IT with a slow burn #unless they do what they did last season & shoehorn 2 LI’s in at the last second on the last episode then I guess I wouldn’t have a choice #Tim would’ve pulled a fast one on me #also I will watch literally anything else Oliver Stark is in SNOOKUMS I love you so much. come home the kids miss you 😂 #& probably Lou also bc he’s so freaking cute irl I wanna die #with his curly hair and his silly faces and his muscles and his wanting to be held in the dark #LOU BABY ILL HOLD YOU IF THE POWER GOES OUT #I have spent too much of my life & time & energy to get 0 payout and it’s honestly unsustainable but that’s a whole different problem

[dark-elf-writes]

I see why fanon Flame lore is so intense like I’m only halfway through the anime and I have so many “what ifs” that are going to drive me insane

#the elf talks #khr watch #reborn #like do you think flames neutralize most illnesses meaning that they don’t need to #build antibodies to defend against them and no one would know unless they say sealed a child #yes I’m distracting myself from the stress of a fight scene why do you ask

[locamotivednp]

Fr I’m not interested in a video essay about dnp unless it’s by literally one of you.

I don’t want hear from ex-phannies or even twitter phannies. It’s gotta be from someone who was in the trenches; someone who Gets It.

But like, I really think anyone who know the Herstory well enough to do it justice would be (Rightfully) cautious about putting it on YouTube.

#dan and phil #I loooove video essays but I’m too parasocial to watch them about dnp unless I really trust the creator #so I’ve only ever watched one #it’s an interesting topic and there is lots to talk about #but it should be a retrospective #in like 20 years a demon phannie should release a video essay #in tandem with a tell all memoir from dan

[toastybugguy]

dude why did ppl hate The End of Hope’s Peak High School sm

#toasty talks #dr on the brain obviously #most of the complaints I see are that it contradicts the plot of the first games #but I honestly couldn’t fully grasp DR1 or 2 prior to having seen the anime. #personally I thought it tied things together well. I’m sure the contradictions are there and I just didn’t notice but #it clearly never broke my immersion or anything #plus!! you get to see the DR1 and 2 character being (mostly) alive and well in the end!! A++ #I’m planning on rewatching so I’m just thinkin abt it cuz like. I enjoyed it quite a bit. I don’t get the hate #if it’s just that it’s ‘bad’ then. I mean you are definitely allowed to feel that way but let’s not pretend that the games are Good. #dont get me wrong I LOVE them but they are Badgood. very entertaining. full of flaws. 10/10 would not recommend you have(n’t) to see it. yk #also I suspect some of the dislike comes from watching it in the wrong order (which is the fault of some streaming sites). #unless you look it up you might not know to watch the Future and Despair arcs in alternation which is def the best way to watch it #anyway. basically I am excited to rewatch it LOLZ. I liked the plot lines :] AND I thought the new characters they add were pretty cool #danganronpa 3 #the end of hope’s peak high school

[autistic-katara]

ppl who genuinely think jancy isnt endgame r so funny to me 💀

#did we watch the same show? #like jancy isnt my favourite ship or anything but other than jopper theyre the most obviously endgame couple #and i only say that bcz theres no way theyll kill off joyce or hopper but i wouldnt put it past them to kill off jonathan #honestly tho i just saw someone say theyre dropping the show if it ends on stancy or jancy canon and like- #babes i love ronance and independent nancy as much as the next person but bffr #its like if i was reading the pjo books for the first time and i was like: #“heyyy guys just abt to start the last olympian! #if percy ends up w/ rachel or annabeth i’m hunting the author for sport ☺️ (just let him be independent omg)” #like yk if at that point u genuinely believe ur gonna win the ship war here ur in horrific levels of denial #like its ok to not like jancy i’m not saying u HAVE to ship them #but unless jonathan dies they are gonna stay canon #and that doesnt mean u have to like them or anything yk sometimes u dont like the canon ship #and sometimes u hate the couple that had an epilogue wedding and ship one of them with their best man/bridesmaid and hc the other as aroace #it happens #stranger things #jancy

[the-void-has-questions]

Why is trying to watch rise like going on a scavenger hunt in hell

#remy rambles #fr man it’s unnecessarily difficult #there are three ways to watch it: #pirated (sites don’t work unless you give them your DOB credit card info and ss number) #(free trial) subscription: none of these fuckin streaming services have it anymore #og nick website: tbh it’s pretty decent. episodes are out of order- you need cable for it- and they don’t have the last four eps BUT #at least I don’t owe them my firstborn #I’m just annoyed #(but very dedicated ig) #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt