why do I always cry when I think of you?
even though I know there’s no us
it’s nothing new
why do you give me hope?
let my thoughts run through
when you will not be there
for when I seek you
just like this again, I give up
there’s nothing between us
truth is tough
but deep inside I know
just one call from you
and I’ll come running back
arms out in due
You always make me fall for you,
Even when you push me down
16. A Mulher do Fazendeiro (The Farmer’s Wife, 1928), dir. Alfred Hitchcock
The very best part of your book
is still being written.
I don’t want to be your second option.
-everytime i fall in love, l.k.
Does anyone ever feel good with who they are?
Song Spotlight: “Heat Wave” by Snail Mail
Image courtesy of Matador Records.
The sting of unrequited love manifests in mindless musing about a nameless pair of ‘Green eyes’ for Lindsey Jordan, the face of indie project Snail Mail. This is the crux of the dreamy and vulnerable “Heat Wave,” Jordan’s first single from her project’s 2018 debut album Lush.
She begins the track in a bit of a trance due to the heat wave of emotions spurred by…
He is the love of your life, but you’re just someone he stumbled upon.. You need to move on.
- i n t e r tw i n e d
I am in my bathtub, crying because I’m in love with best friend, but she’s homophobic.
How’s everyone doing?
THE FURTHER I REACH
THE FASTER THEY PULL AWAY
AND JUST AS I PULL BACK
IS WHEN THEY ALL WANT TO STAY
The only true wisdom.
-words that are always at the back of my throat, l.k.
I want to love you, but I better not touch // I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop // I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much // I wanna taste you, but your lips are venomous poison // You’re poison running through my veins // I don’t wanna break these chains