#until I uh…die

[parasitoidism]

Truly great moment was Ryo fresh out the hospital jumping out of his car and sucker punching this poor guy to steal his motorcycle. Imagine having to file that police report about how you got knocked the fuck out and your shit stolen by some shirtless blond severely injured 17 year old freak. I would just let it go. Thankfully that guy didn’t have to live with the shame for much longer though considering how the story goes

#ryos satan spidey senses telling him his ride or die is in trouble is one thing but him managing to grab a gun on the way out is always #funny also . i especially liked in the ova where he’s also wearing a black cloak that you have never seen him wear before . like did he stop #by his house on the way there #like I mean I guess it could have still been in his jacket. maybe hospitals in the 70s just didn’t care about that kind of thing #but in the ova he has a full on sniper rifle so. i think they had the idea for that one shot and were just like guys this has to happen #ugh guys I promise I liked devilman because of the themes and stuff okay I promise I’m a smart media comprehending boy but it’s just #of course I’m a little obsessed withthis gay freak . he’s entertaining until . uh until it isn’t fun anymore. yknow . #actually why was I embarrassed about liking a character in a story that’s actually normal

[ofalltheginjoints]

Joe Keery in Slice (2018)

#joe keery #joekeeryedit #stcastedit #stranger things cast #slice 2018 #horroredit #the amount of effort i put into finding a decent quality ANYTHING of the movie.... #i ended up having to sceen record so thats why the quality is so [fart noise] #anyway! #i enjoyed the movie despite all the bad reviews. i think ppl are just excepting too much these days.. they want everything to be a Film #sometimes i just wanna enjoy a movie yknow #anyway he had like 3 scenes and i didn't even know he was in the movie until after i started it #so that was a nice surprise #he's uh. He's Cute #jkeery #brainrot #and one more thing? they have to stop putting him in these jeans like. do they want me to die??

[moonpaw]

Oda: I’ve killed this character, here is their death scene

Me:

Oda:

Me:

Oda:

Oda: They’re 100% dead, here are the graves

Me: Oh you were serious

#one piece #one piece spoilers #for WCI and wano so dont read the tags #oda's been killing more prominent characters lately but i still have such a delayed reaction #yasuie was putting his whole body into having his death scene and all i could do was watch it with a straight face like #''he'll be fine its not like he'll die from this'' #then he went and got buried and i was like ohhh uh oh #the same for the other two wano deaths but i just felt like those were... not that great #i didnt even realize izou died until suddenly ''oh yeah we buried him btw'' #bro?? #pedro was the same but im still half convinced hes gonna pop up later since we never got his body

[mcbethins]

Me, finishing MK1: well, maybe Hanzo is off living his best like with Harumi somewhere

Smoke and Kuai's tower endings:

Me: ...O-OH,

#subscorp #I'm just gonna keep writing hanzo/kuai until i die so it's fine i guess lmaooooo #harumi can come too of course #i just uh wow

[playablekairi]

only this, only this is gonna be the death of me

#good omens #marianas trench #uh i was possessed and couldn't sleep until i'd finished this #marianas omens #<- watch me become a menace with that tag now #graphic design is my passion frog dot png #wow i haven’t made an original post in…….. years #i KNOW tumblr’s gonna nerf the hell out of this too because i don’t know ideal image size/spec details oh well 😔 #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #even tagging for engagement... who am i #this scene is on a friday morning iirc but i wasn’t gonna change the lyrics 🤷🏻‍♀️ #speaking of lyrics: azlyrics and spotify have conflicting opinions of these lyrics #but to my ears it's always been a little bit of both so 🤷🏻‍♀️ #choosing to die on the ‘no’ as opposed to ‘know’ hill even though the alternative might've been more painful here #my edits #f15 #text edit #god’s perfect woobie #bastard [affectionate]

[i-can-even-burn-salad]

Happy STS Elli!

What inspires you to write? Are there things that you know that you can get inspiration from or does it just come randomly?

Happy STS!

For me, inspiration doesn't mean "to write".

There are, and always have been, a lot of stories floating around in my mind - ideas, scenes, vibes, outlines. I get inspiration from literally everywhere, from talking to my friends, and video games, and scrolling past images or prompts, and reading books, and spending too much time on reddit, and…

Many remain daydreams, or character backstories, eventually lost to time.

Now for actually being able to sit my ass down and get words on the page? I don't know. It comes and goes as it pleases. Having a beehive where a brain should be does NOT help, let me tell you that.

I just. Can't focus on shit lately. Can barely make it through a chapter when reading. Every day is just suddenly over, and I got nothing done, and I am so tired. I have a completely outlined short thing I have been trying to write since Nov, and it's like pulling teeth.

I could do with several months off work while everyone leaves me the fuck alone. How would that be.

#salad-ask #aria-benedetto #sts ask #I cried new year's because after having 1 (one) day of my vaction actually completely to myself #Which was after I already didn't get any quiet time on my LAST three attempts at taking time off because someone was sick at home #And spending most of all that time just working (in my time off) and cleaning the depression piles #My mom berated me for instantly refusing to come over for some 'if I die you need to know where stuff is' talk #(note: there's no reason to think she might anytime soon and she was talking about like... a cd collection) #'You always have something!!!' #I don't know anymore how to get people to understand how fucking exhausted I am. #I'm about to let the stupid paint course voucher from work lapse because in a year I didn't find a motive I like and the energy to even #consider wasting 3 hours of my life after work to produce some physical object I have no room for while having to run to get there on time #Not to mention people!! A room full of people!! #I've just become sooo sensitive to noise lately I can't even stand to be in the kitchen when the fridge hums #And you're always always always the bad guy if you close the door in someone's face because they're whistling or watching tv or calling #It's cool :) Sorry I was being unsocial :) Lemme just quickly slam my head against a wall until I pass out :) #So uh anyway happy STS writing has been going well

[bulbabutt]

do you guys wanna see my bg3 character? no? too bad

his name is sif he's a he/him lesbian charlatan thief who's romancing lae'zel (was gonna romance karlach but they were too similar and better off as friends) hes absolutely eaten more than one tadpole for fun and is desperately tryina avoid more despite the idea of being able to fly being suuuuper tempting, rn the end goal is 'raise gith baby with lae'zel'

tbh i think theres not enough orc characters in this game and clearly they are the prettiest player characters

#look at my boy hes so handsome #i know you see the dual coloured eyes he did have two dark eyes before but uh #let me be super fucking clear when i say i did let volo rip my eye out but not cuz i was metagaming cuz im on explorer difficulty idc #the game was still new when i did it like it was still august #i just thought 'this guys funny i probably wont die' he brought out the ice pick and i was like '...f5 quicksave LETS JUST SEE' #then i was rewarded with a god tier buff to which i died laughing about #then ran to tell my brother who was levels ahead of me and he was like 'I WAS GAME UNTIL THE ICE PICK' #anyway i like this game a lot

[camellcat]

it's suddenly hit me with a startling and distressing clarity that one day I will be able to type out "whouffaldi" without even relying on the tags to do it for me

#and yes. I was relying on the tags to spell it for me #but it happens in every fandom I'm in where some stupid insane name will become so normalized to me #and then I'll look back and be like “when did THAT become natural for my fingers to type without a second thought” #I fucking hate this ship name sorry but I do #and thoschei I hate that too I can start whouffaldi but oohh my god I just pray thoschei pops up when I need it #I'll dog on these stupid names until I die even tho I love these ships #I just. why did you people do this. please #ANYWAYS twelveclara for eva peace sign can't wait to be able to spell. uh... that... on my own #whouffaldi #twelveclara #doctor who

[mercuryislove]

man. I can't believe people like. fall in love lol

#remembered that it has been [redacted] years since ive dated or slept with anyone or had romantic feelings for someone at all #and im wondering if i will ever feel that way about anyone ever again lol #my heart is cold and dark and hard even though i am a romantic deep down. #i WANT to be in love with someone so bad but i have uh. a bad record and also i never meet new people #and let me tell you. there are not a lot of single gay girls in my age range here. theyre all like 19. no thank you. #NOT TO MENTION i am fucked in the head and honestly kind of not built for a relationship anyway #like i have war flashbacks thinking about how truly insane and flat out psychotic i became during breakups #but that's beside the point lol #the point is that i really cant imagine a future for myself where anyone will ever love me. lol. #i think i will be trapped in my lonely purple bedroom with this mismatched furniture and this finicky lamp all by myself until i die #and you know. it's whatever. most of the time i dont even care

[thehappiestgolucky]

I don't know if you're going to answer this but, Vigilante Tiso, is this an AU of yours? If so, I'm curious about the context of this concept!

Yep! Vigilante Tiso is one of my older and blog popular AU’s for Hollow Knight (based on poll results)

Originally, it started as a joke about Tiso being in Hallownest early just to take the piss out of PK and Lurien, but slowly developed into a more complicated story about Tiso being Xero and Markoth’s son (Xero biologically and Markoth via marrying into the family) as Tiso moved to Hallownest much earlier - eventually putting his distaste for the royalty into become the cities Vigilante that continued through the Infection Outbreak and in-game events. Instead of an arrogant ant that dies in the Colosseum, he’s a hot headed ant that’s been trying to protect survivors of a dying kingdom whilst wanting a solution and is willing to die for it.

A lot of it focuses more on the character relationships as they change and are affected by the story events - particularly with a small family being torn apart as simple mortals in a gods war.

#happy screms #vigilante tiso #its certainly one of my favourite aus tbh #i just havent had the brain power to think for more things for it rn but i also do #im always open to talk about it! the steam died down for it but it still lives rent free #there’s a lot more - but that would be a really long answer lmfao #like how tiso basically becomes vessel dad out of outrage over how the vessels even came to be and treated #tiso whilst still being arrogant and hot headed - is a lot more mellowed out from both heavy trauma and how well xero and markoth did- #-raising him. also the two dont die but aren’t present still for after Infection things until after ETV ending #sometimes i might also doodle for offshoot aus for fun. mostly Pantheon!VT (which is just tiso joining ghost in the pantheons to personally- #-fight the god that tore his happy home apart. its personal) #if the tag length wasn’t obvious enough - i still think very hard about this au because im personally happy with how i’ve written the- #-relationships. hell i’ve been meaning to add something to lurien and tiso’s dynamic :) #basically uh - recommend looking through the tag or asking if anything has changed since it has been years and obviously my thoughts on- #-some things will change

[jackdup]

so, obviously timothy was more or less . . . jack's "property" for a good majority of his life, which meant he was at that bastard's (affectionate [in my opinion, not timmy's]) beck and call at all times of day and basically just had to do whatever was asked of him like yes, sir; whatever you say, psychop- sir

when timmy's free of that and can finally live his own life and do whatever the hell he wants, however . . . ?

he honestly shows a really similar devotion and willingness to do whatever is asked of him to the people he chooses

like, the difference here is that it's not forced. he's making the decision, of his own volition, to be someone's bitch loyal. loyalty, yes. point is, if you get on timmy's good side, i guarantee he will do practically anything for you

#ミ★ « headcanon » #this has become SO IMMEDIATELY APPARENT to me bc of uh #looks at both of his current ships and just sighs lovingly :) #i s2g if he loves you he will not hesitate to just DROP EVERYTHING to be there for you #you bREATHE and he's immediately just “yes ??? YES DO YOU NEED SOMETHING?” #but i mean tbh it goes beyond romance too so :3c #timmy's just honestly p damn loyal and i'm here for it #if he likes you and trusts you ??? it's ride or die let's go #and this is new for him since he's not HAD THE OPPORTUNITY to have his own life until just recently but #he is thrIVING >|

[sergeant-detritus]

none of that bad shit would have happened to him if he’d just gotten a dog

#homestuck #jake english #i came on here to post for dirkjake week but idc aboutt that other dude right now. (lying) #i should polish sketches and maybe someday think about coloring one <3 #or i could just post unfinished shit until i die #i firgot my art tag #uhhh ummm uh #wwwmax #there it is

[agayconcept]

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#im in so much fuckin pain i cant move ugh #like. typing this is excruciating #but i cant just stare at the wall or im gonna lose it eventually ugh #my pain is getring progressively worse these days and the last 2 months have been hell #doctors r worried this might be my new normal for the time being #which. uh #SUCKS #bc i cannot stand or walk for more than 5 mins #and i need a walker w me bc my cane isnt enough #and most days i am trapped in bed (or on the couch if i can make it there) unable to take care of myself #bc everything hurts and i feel like i'm being tortured #oh and my lordosis & the related pain is now at a level that might need serious medical intervention #my migraines r out of control #my joint problems r also way worse #and u kno what ? i would like to die now #thanks #truly and genuinely #im so done #i cant keep going this way #my doctor has no idea what to do #and the pain clinic im a patient of refuses to help further unless i sign up for their ridiculous pain education program #which is 8 weeks long with mandatory in-person weekly attendance (i do not live near it & cant afford transportation) #where they tell u all the ways ur pain is ur own fault and give u unrealistic and ridiculous advice abt exercise and lifestyle changes #that u Cannot do bc of said disabilites and pain #jfc #our healthcare system is broken and nobody cares if i live or die or suffer #AND im stuck dealing w my mother complaining abt my existence nonstop bc she resents me for the things i cannot do independently #so u kno what ya i am done. im so done. i give up #catch me rotting in this bed forever until i die. thats the only option being given to me

[bunnyb34r]

Whooo boy super fucking exhausted today 😪 I felt a bit good after getting my b12 but it was more like going from a 6 to a 5 fatigue wise. I've been charting when I'm in a flare up bc it feels like I'm always in one, but I know I'm not... yeah about 4 days a week I'm having a flare :(

This shit sucks man

#marquilla #mom keeps asking what i wanna do on our vacation and it's like um sleep? just sleep til Easter? im tired 😭 #i wanna be able to enjoy it and maybe go to a museum or something but atm that sounds god awful #she wanted to go to cracker barrel today but shes like stopping over at her relative's first and it's like i cant wait that long bc i NEED #to shower and if i wait to go out i wont shower til 4pm which is 5 hours later thsn usual which means i wont be comfortable at all until 6pm #like man if we're gonna go we gotta go right when you come home bc i come home and i die lately and im already low on spoons but that would #be like several to go to cracker barrel (and shop duh) then come home do the cat boxes and wash my hair AND shower like uh uh man sorry #bleugh

[ruthlesslistener]

Work on the next chapter of Until Dawn Shall Break has resumed after resolving a minor issue where I accidentally killed Dryya, if anyone was interested in a quick update

#hollow knight #[puts a bandaid on her] its fine. its fine i promise #(she was never intended to die but uh. i sure as fuck made it seem like she did entirely by accident) #(whoops) #my writing #fic: until dawn shall break

[bleuberrygliscor]

ok ignore that im cheating to see if i have naturally occuring aether:

one of the hives in my jungle looks like a dick and i cant focus on anything else...

#rem rambles #terraria #it doesnt look like i do so...uh...im what the kids call 'fucked' #i cant get past any of the hardmode bosses. like even the easy ones like the queen slime. #i just die too fast...like i have so little def. they werent kidding...this mode does hard.... #im working towards the shellphone mainly. and then trying to get a better build after i submit my fish. i just need one item from that #fucker and then im done...but i cant make my own shimmer until LONG after i need it...which is now...fuck...