#using this for 10 months now)

[obsob]

once more around the sun!! :3

#mine #cats #happy new year!!! a little late but alas #i didnt like th colours here but now i love them hehehehehheheh #i hope everyone had a good holidays life development for me is i now like ice hockey #in my sports fan era...these greasy sweaty bloody white men...intrigue me #also i got a new diary!! im using th hobonichi cousin in kinda alarmed by it ngl a5 is a lot of space to fill #i tried the hobonichi techo a couple years ago n found it a rlly weird size 2 work in but now.........big page scawwy #im trying not 2 b too insane about it . like relax who cares #if i do cute spreads i will share them :3 #also in th same vein im not setting a book goal this year !! tbh i surpassed my goal last year by a lot and wasnt stressed about it at All #but i get so guilty about not reading sometimes like girl . guilty to who? god? are we catholic now? get a grip #anyway anway im going to toot on my flute and then eat my weight in mac n cheese #love how i had to get a new cork in my flute bc i didnt play for like 10 months n th guy was like play regularly! n i was like yeh will do! #and then did not do that #alas...time escapes me

[transmascissues]

i love you testosterone i love you voice cracks i love you bass notes i love you loud laugh i love you fuzzy mustache i love you whispy patchy beard i love you bushy eyebrows i love you hairy stomach i love you knuckle and hand hair i love you boy smell i love you bottom growth i love you new orgasms i love you big nose i love you square jaw i love you squishy stomach i love you thighs that touch i love you stretch marks i love you acne i love you acne scars i love you body heat i love you appetite i love you mood stability i love you balanced hormone cycle i love you puberty awkwardness i love you uncertainty i love you adjustment i love you transformation i love you change i love you maturation i love you growth i love you freedom i love you euphoria i love you comfort i love you familiarity i love you recognition i love you second chances i love you masculinization i love you embodied manhood i love you testosterone

#in case anyone needed a reminder that testosterone is magic and no one gets to talk shit about it around me #and to be clear all of these are very specific to my personal experience being on t #these are all things that t either gave me or increased/exaggerated in me #just my own personal love letter to the last 10 months #i was going to make a more typical post for this account #but i was scrolling through some tags i use to find posts on here #and so many of the posts were people shitting on us not people who care about us #every time i go into those tags there seems to be more and more negativity toward us from people who dont want us to talk about our lives #i was even looking in positivity tags and finding assholes #and im tired of thinking about negative things now so instead you get this #transmasc positivity #trans man positivity #testosterone positivity

[sergle]

the horny horny response to that tiktok makes up for the ppl in the notes having full on wah-wah meltdowns over the suggestion that tiktok's perceived Quality fully has to do with how you, individually, use it. I don't even have to say anything, bc these two tags already summarize it perfectly

#IT'S CALLED CURATING YOUR EXPERIENCE... #and yes for god's sake. stop hatewatching #it adapts so specifically that I started getting golden retrievers like Crazy in the months before I adopted Hugo #bc when I came across a video w one in it. I would watch it like 10 times #and it went oh I see you're looping this #people are so dramatic. someone tried to say that tiktok (unlike other social media) is promoting eating disorders #as if tumblr.com didn't LITERALLY INVENT THINSPO. pro-ana anybody? or are ppl too young to remember #you can still find ppl on tumblr promoting that NOW. tiktok isn't special. #also 'regularly' here is used like 'normal' and not 'frequently' if u could not tell jfc #sergle.txt

[fiddles-ifs]

Submitted to Queer Vampire Jam 2024! See more over yonder.

Gloria Patri, et Filio, et Spiritui Sancto. Sicut erat in principio, et nunc, et semper, et in sæcula sæculorum. Amen.

It’s a beautiful night in the abandoned mansion, and you are a horrible vampire. A disgraced Catholic vampire hunter wanting to die breaks into your home. The two of you are trapped in orbit, careening towards an inevitable confrontation. A M/M erotic short story despairing the concept of God, and what if vampire covens were cults. Consider this short to be in a raw state.

Cover image by Ross Sneddon.

CONTENT WARNINGS

Dubious Consent (nobody says anything outright but everyone is into each other and what's going on)

Blood and Injury

Catholicism, implications of Religious Cults

Blood consumption

Explicit sexual content

#doxology story #grumble grumble grumble. work has been kicking my dick in these past two months so i wasnt able to get this to a point i feel satisfied wit #i wanted to use inform7 but didnt have time to play with it #and i wanted to edit the writing waaaay more but. UGH #enough about how bad i think it is. you are a horrible gay vampire named cyrus [no name dropping] which is an oc ive had for years #i want to work on a version 2 that is. better. but for now im getting it in literally 10 minutes before the jam deadline

[diabolicjoy]

mittens !!!! pattern X - i modified a bit because my yarn was a bit more thick, so i shortned a few rows of the colorwork & added the burnt orange details instead :)

#remember when i posted almost a month ago about a friend that commissioned some mittens #? #so yeah the one i was making initially turned out fine i suppose #i even posted the picture here #but the i noticed the sizing wasn’t right & the yarn i was using was sooo annoying to work it i just couldn’t get it right... it was also #like dyed like ombré? & the colors were a bit off. like each mitt had a different color like the weren’t even a pair... #but i was insisting too much like i undid & knitting that thing like +10 times #knitted* #so i decided so grab some yarn that i like for my mittens & that i’m already familiar with & found this pretty pattern & so!! ta-da!! #it’s so much nicer than the other one. also my friend wasn’t that specific & gave me a lot of liberty do to whatever #she gave me a general idea of the colors she liked so these are perfect #also the inspo pics she sent me all had this kinda fair isle design but at first i was a little intimidated so i barely did it on that one #first mitten that i had posted. so i’m glad i tried a diff pattern a managed to make these!!!! #anyway that’s basically what my month was all about lol worrying abt the mitts then finally finding a solution #also i got a commission from a instagram mutual to crochet a bag with that little sleepy snoopy design on it!! i’ve seen it on tumblr a few #times now & i’m excited to finish this project & finally get to it!! already bought the yarn & it’s so pretty #SO MANY TYPOS SORRY #girl knits world #knitting

[writingmochi]

! "receiptify" tag game !

rules: go to receiptify and share your last month's top artists and tracks!

tagged by: aleyna aka @euphor1a thank you for tagging me!

tagging: @kookthief @itz-yerin @tyunlatte and anyone who wants join!

#tagged for the moon #note: 7/10 radiohead songs... #the way that OKC and IR have a grip on me for about two months now #and the fact that the tracks are a 50/50 split of isobel's songs and the ones i used as inspo for my radiohead anthology #especially “all i need” as the most played track because the vibe of that songs matches the scenes i'm writing in isobel so much agh #music diversification mission: succeed #alt rock. vgm. krnb. kpop. new wave. grunge. art pop!

[thatswhatsushesaid]

shitpost dispatches from guanyin temple - incorrect but plausibly canon quotes edition

get help, huaisang

#subscribe to betterhelp now using code SORRYSANGE at check-out to receive 10% off your first first month #(this is a joke there is no discount code and also betterhelp sucks) #mdzs #mdzs shitposting #cql #the untamed #nie huaisang #let him have birds!! 🕊 #moling queue

[doodle-birdo]

Day 8: Saint

Shoutout to the people that make Saint into some eldritch, godlike being when they get echoed.

#rain world #rw saint #rw spoilers #rain world spoilers #rw art month #birdo’s doodles #I actually came up with this idea back in january #and now was the perfect time to put that idea to use #I really like doing the echo tendrils and shit #you can just turn off your brain and draw patterns and shapes and squiggles #oh! and the lil karma 10 on their nose is with glitter pen :) #it’s shiny

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye

#cats #love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face... #since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed #Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor #I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase #looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me #a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful #I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold #and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only #concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other #less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need #background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something #and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav #orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I #love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac #is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless #you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t #he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree. #I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol #One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic #to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite* #THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat #had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything #about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me. #It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able #to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat #basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp #and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:| #ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh

[spoiledskullz]

would you guys believe me if I said that before I started drawing exclusively sonic I drew exclusively ponies LOL

#I used to draw sonic versus rainbow dash #and knuckles versus applejack #It's the whole reason i got my first sketchbook actually because i just used to draw full colored pictures on lined paper #and someone was like “why not get a sketchbook?” #and I was like THEY MAKE THOSE??? #LOL #this was like 10 years ago btw </3 #I stopped being into mlp I think like #a month after the movie came out i gave up after that and had already moved onto sonic *years* prior SO #it was the end of the line.... until now #we come full circle #i am once again merging the two

[elvenferretots]

With Halloween quickly approaching, TenSoon would like to remind everyone that he will do tricks for treats.

#it took months of PT for him to get this trick back at all #he used to be able to hold it 10-20 seconds #now he can hold it 2 tops #i had to be quick with the camera #dogblr #doberman #TenSoon the dobe

[yohankang]

also i didn't tell you guys but i was supposed to get a raise this month when i sign a new contract but they already sent it to me and there was no mention of the raise. so i felt horrible and almost cried at work and it took me a few hours but i actually went to talk to them and i will probably get a raise after all

#LIKE WHAT IS THIS WEEK. WHY DO I HAVE TO CONFRONT PEOPLE LIKE THAT AND STAND UP FOR MYSELF!!!! #i was like hey.. you mentioned a raise after the probationary period when i signed the first contract so i'm confused now ?? #and they were like we genuinely don't remember but it's alright we can talk about it and change it so just tell us how much do you want #which. is also shitty bc i know the girl who's been here for 3 months longer got it without asking #and i feel like i'm asking too much when it's not even 10%.... #but hey!!! i did that instead of just sitting there feeling wronged and waiting 2 years for my contract to end #i'm literally so brave but it doesn't even feel good 😭 #as a reward i bought myself train tickets to see my friend next month agjsfjsj and they were really cheap! #and now i'm trying to just. not think about All That. yk #that's why i'm rambling on tumblr dot com ahmsgjsdn #k.txt

[tksubby]

have these little sam and max paper dolls i made to be a digital extra for that snm zine but wasn't included for whatever reason so i'm just posting them now lol

they print on letter sized paper btw

#sam and max #i forgor to post this here #they look like that cuz i didn't have glue so i used tape #never took a good picture of these guys cuz i made them like a year ago #can u believe that zine still isn't out #it's been like 10 months since everyone finished their pieces #i just wanna post my zine piece auughhhh #this will suffice for now i guess #my art

[quasi-normalcy]

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#Just read a disquieting rumour that my ex was faking being indigenous. #Which... #I mean #I didn't see the evidence #All that I know is that this call-out post went up about 9 months ago in indigenous facebook groups #and my ex's entire online presence was apparently immediately scrubbed afterwards #which i'm only learning just now because honestly i've broken off all contact with them and with the rest of their friends #but like...it kinda wouldn't surprise me? #but the thing was they were an extremely militant decolonization activist #like they would go on long angry rants about appropriation and 'pretendians' and how terrible they were #but also like...they didn't really identify as indigenous until i think a year or so into our relationship? #and at the time i just figured ''whatever they're reconnecting with their roots'' #(I'm not indigenous; I don't know how these things work) #but then they started speaking sporadically in a fake accent when around other Native people and going on about how 'Rez' they were #and like...'Rez'. Mate. #I know for a fact that you grew up in a $10 million house in Hawaii #(at least I assume it was a fact) #And they were a big fan of using social justice arguments and language as a pretext for abusing me. #And if it was a lie then. Well. It would be very much in character for them let me just say. #Like they lied constantly to other people. I just...I guess I assumed that I was an exception? #Or that they wouldn't lie about the big stuff. Especially when they acted so vociferously angry about it. #But yeah. Trying to assume the absolute most marginalised social identity they can for clout sounds very much like something they would do.

[tethered-heartstrings]

Id just like to say that I love all your reblogs of yourself coz I don't know if I missed them or if I forgot those posts existed but everytime I'm like "wow, what a banger" and then I look and it's you who's rereblogging your own posts and I'm just like .....AS THEY SHOULD! THANK YOU!

genuinely read this and it made my day tysm on so many levels <33

#wishing you a thousand good days to come #i used to feel weird about rbing my own stuff bc i thought it was annoying and i was like #there is stuff people havent seen #my blog isnt old but i have made a lot of posts #and i have like 1100 memes there is a good chance people havent seen some of them #+ my other posts too #but now idc. i am happy with the stuff i have made and i should rb myself. everyone should rb themselves #imagine though if i rbed 10 memes a day every day it would take like 3.5 months #and that doesn't include the new ones i would make along the way #but seriously ty ty ty anon whoever you are <333 #i had an exam today so this was wonderful <3 #anonymous #the curious clown

[whumpfish]

I'm really gonna need people to let me, a person with chronic pain, write about that pain and label it what it is (chronic pain) without jumping my ass telling me it's "your" tag for "your" community.

It's my community, too. I'm allowed to write about it.

This hostility to the just the idea of fiction being anywhere near chronic pain spaces is so self-destructive and just perpetuates already painful isolation. I would have loved to find Word of Honor posts tagged "chronic pain," it would have led me to the series (whose main character has chronic pain! finally, rep that isn't some asshole doctor with a show about what an asshole he is) a lot sooner.

Here's the thing about this blog and the reference posts I make:

Whump saved my life.

This is not an exaggeration. It was the only place I could talk about pain where it would be not only not taboo, but appreciated. When my ME/CFS hit critical mass, I was more alone and powerless than I'd ever been in my life. I had lost my job, my "friends," my apartment, my independence, my health. Everything. I was devastated. I couldn't even write anymore. Everything was pain. That was the lens I now had to view life through, and in the able world, talking about pain is impolite and burdensome to others. So my existence became impolite and burdensome to others.

But then I found the whump community. I could write about pain and it wasn't weird. People didn't leave when I talked about pain, they were interested. They had questions. They wanted to improve their understanding of it. They wanted to improve how they represented it in their own writing. So I started making reference posts.

Now my pain was useful. It was positive. It connected me to others instead of cutting me off from them. Not all of these others have chronic pain or even disabilities, but I refuse to push away people just because they aren't like me. I literally have to live in a world where I'm on the receiving end of that every day, why would I continue it online?

If all my posts about chronic pain are meant only for those who also have it, what good have I done? We all know what pain is like. We all agree it's isolating, we agree isolation feels terrible, so why defend that isolation with both barrels?

Why attack anyone who unites real experiences with better fictional representation of those experiences and assume the person talking is an abled idiot who's in it for the "blorbos?" (I hate that word, by the way. Am I allowed back into my own community yet?) That's what's insulting. The idea that writing about my pain and allowing for the possibility that others might connect to me through both their writing and mine makes me no different from an abled person who's never felt a moment of pain in her life.

I have a chronic illness. I have chronic pain. I write about both. And I don't owe you an explanation.

Block me if you don't like it. But don't jump my ass about "your" community like it's not mine, too. Don't jump my ass about "the" community/tag as if writing about it means I have to turn in my disabled badge.

#whump #whump meta #i never had a problem until like this month #the other people in the whump comm with chronic pain do this #appreciate this #what the fuck #chronic pain #since when do i have to forfeit membership in one community to exist in another #christ #click christ by the way #if all you get in that tag is jesus i will stop using the chronic pain tag i have a right to #i will stop now #and personally pay you $10 #otherwise fuck off #every time my passing out from pain post gets a note i get a feather in my wings #it makes my heart happy #it gives me warm fuzzy feelings #people want to understand #faith in humanity slowly reconstituting #this is not bad #wtf