#v empty rn

[fecto-forgo]

dracula adaptation where renfield ditches dracula because he decided he likes werewolves more

#analiceoriginal.txt #sorry brain empty rn #my best friend drew me a bunch of silly guys for christmas so im happy tho ^v^

[tvrningout]

i genuinely don't know how it's almost 8 o'clock ;;

#i feel like i really did just waste this day but i've felt so drained #definitely gonna try to sleep at a decent hour tonight unu #for now i'm gonna try to do some bingo sheets and maybe answer some #honestly doing might be easier than answering rn bc my head feels incredibly empty asdfgh #tomorrow i'll be more active -- sorry y'all ;v; #get ready to ramble | ooc

[clawleader]

bro i love sejuani so muuuuchhshshsjkdfhsjdkjdf

#« ` v. ooc: general / / 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐠𝐲 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐫. ´ » #u ever just look at ur muse and go. you. u lil motherfucker i love u sm. #bc that's me rn i am just head empty sejuani go brrrrrr #anyways i'm working on her carrd can u tell #tbd.

[animeshades1]

I said I would draw V, here is the blorbo @schzunabe

#tuna art #others ocs #Madness Combat #I think #if i remember correctly they are a madness combat oc #anyways #uhm #i loved draw them #V is so epic and cool #but its TAIL was a fucking NIGHTMARE to learn #i cant draw tails #thats my excuse #also i didnt feel like doing a full render #or a background #my head is empty rn #its almost 12am and i have school in the morning </3

[youwerelikeanangel]

hi anyways me and @foolishlovers can v happily say that @svnroom & @alloutshirt are the sweetest and funniest and loveliest people to talk to and we miss them x

#ok yes it was only facetime but like. when we four hung up i felt v empty actually #guess lane and lisa feel #more empty rn but me too dlsldldl #x

[gloryseized]

ooc;; new mutuals, old mutuals--fill out my interest tracker!

#ooc. #head is v empty for actual writing rn if that wasn't obvious

[noxtivagus]

evening has come again huh

#🌙.vent #i'm really sorry for the vents lately but i need a way to let it out. & this. this is as far as i can go with that #i need to do better again i know i can i have to :') people waiting for me. others n me.... #last night i downloaded a game for my friend. for her. & then another friend i told her i'll reply before the day ends :< 'take your time' #she said but sob she opened up abt smth n i wna help i really do & fuck it just hurts too bcs i know the ppl around me are. struggling too #i try not to put others b4 myself if i'm struggling like rn but :< i hate the helplessness. wish i cld do smth more for you #i wish i could at least be enough to help them. for you for you whoever you are i would always be willing to make these sacrifices #i'm gna cry it's been so overwhelming lately bcs i'm filled with so much hope and despair simultaneously #what do i do? which do i choose? how do i decide? how am i supposed to do. enough. find a balance #n then other friends i haven't gotten to replying yet today bcs oh i'm too worn down right now n i hate it so much i'm sorry #& other than all the stuff i want to do for myself and for others there's also things like school n #it hurts you know? i'm very much aware i've been worrying my family lately. i can't. sleep properly. i can't bring myself to finish eating #:< n then it also gets overwhelming when i. look to better things. bcs it gen makes me v happy when. idk i feel inspired or creative or wtv #but it hurts when it's also simultaneously so overwhelming bcs it's so hard to do something with it #& thinking of good memories. how fleeting those moments were. how times have changed. but also of. of how more may come #but maybe. maybe only if i'm better. if i'm not this hollow husk of my usual self? fuck i know i'm too harsh on myself. unnecessary pressur #i'm more than it i know. but at times it's just so hard to feel better when i'm. 🥹 i really really don't want to be a disappointment. #for others n. for myself.... bcs i know as always in the future. wtf the fuck happens then. i do know that parts of me will never change. #wnvr i look into my past i'll always know that i deserved being more kind to myself. bcs i'm human too. #this empty feeling of being stuck somewhere being hope n my despair hurts v much bcs it's so contradicting & overwhelming #n i wish in these moments i cld be enough for my future self. n for those around me #i wish i was better at communicating! tell everyone i know how much i appreciate them! how much i wish they'd stay in my life #i wish i cld really just say but i'm afraid that my honesty might scare you away. so instead i hide. you probably don't feel the same nyway #crying it hurts i think past experiences have made me too used to people leaving. but i can't be vulnerable enough to be #soft enough to the extent of being so honest. i've been hurt before when i was kind n younger n naive sure but oh so innocent #struggling sad n it was so bad then that i. oh i remember how it hurt.... i refuse to let myself go through that extent of loneliness again #i wish though that. i could. revive my mind. my motivation my inspo my creativity hasn't exactly dulled but it's become more passive #am i afraid that if i really be myself then i'll be alone again? if i'm weird if i'm too honest n soft n. i don't know. #it hurts feeling like i'm stuck with being too little n too much at the same time. how do i. just be. enough. for you. for me. #it hurts i'm crying i'm sorry i'm so sorry fuck i'm so overwhelmed n lost i don't want to think right now it feels so empty n i'm tired

[lilworms]

wanna hear abt yesterday from start to finish

#no? well #ur gonna #woke up at friends apt got really high when i got home paced in circles had a spaz abt my manager laid on the couch to nap #woke up to my manager calling asking where i was bc i was late. so i said im coming and went back to sleep #n then deiving to work i get into a car accident (everything is 100% okay) but while dealing w us the cop pulls another car over and makes #them wait for him to be done . the old lady involved cqlls her daughter. she shows up and starts SCREAMING at this old woman. and then. #she starts going off abt me. im a stupid fucking kid who cant drive i was probably on my phone fucking child #ive never rolled up my window so fast girly was lucky the cop was there bc oh my god. #i get to work and the store is a mess. shipment everywjere. and then my aunt walks in. and makes homophobic and racist remarks. and says #shit abt me wearing a mask (i am and have forever been chronically ill). she finally leaves. i get a text feom my dad. he hurt himself. bad. #i then get a text from my dm asking for a phone call. 10 mins later my AM tells me she has covid. after this i find out my roommate has bee #shit talking me to A MUTUAL FRIEND. utterly defeated at this pt. closing the store and the register is short $50. my manager doesnt help. i #have to call a different store. he doesn’t answer. i finally fucking leave and realize my gas tank is almost empty. and im v poor rn. #this is the short version btw.

[septimus-heap]

gonna recommend more songs until i start to figure out ur style😈 (in a friendly, joking way). So - Magnolia by Gang Of Youths

couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

It's good i like it!!

Send me a song!!!

#sep talks #asks #ask game #wow my tags for this r inconsistent abdjdbdhd #it looped and I didn't notice bc I zoned out at some point abdjdndjnd #head absolutely empty I am v tired rn

[zeb-z]

Bad may have severe head trauma but I swear to GOD I will make it worse if he doesn’t stop disrespecting Leo’s space

#i don’t care I DONT CARE #I’m sick of it. when he moved around Leo’s room while she was gone and now with ninho taking bagi there #ok show dappers room sure you’re the parent man. why then Leo’s AND NOBODY ELSES huh #and Leo has a bigger room for a reason alright. and good luck asking her to share #I know I know maybe he doesn’t get the significance of what he’s done in his state like canonically. but brooooo #the ninho room of all places. and bagi of all people. I love bagi she loves the eggs but she’s not on the best terms with foolish rn #she’s v suspicious of him yknow. it’s like it’s a thing of respect #and bagi doesn’t know it’d be bad form to get that way stone #I’m just im sick of it IM SICK OF IT #just because foolish and him are immortal fuckin bestie worsties whatever the fuck doesn’t mean there aren’t lines!!!!! Leo isn’t foolish!!! #that’s her NINHO ROOM it doesn’t MATTER how empty it is or how she doesn’t like to use it it’s a matter of it’s her SPACE #aaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaa #not even organizational tag tagging this I’m just complaining #z speaks

[alizarddidit]

im def starting to feel the xiv burnout lmao

#not the best time either given i have to write a fanfic for it (it's an AU tho so) #and I still have like two other wols to develop on top of my main #but man I just feel v empty logging on rn lol #unless it's to help my partner #smidge smudging

[cheswirls]

have not touched this au since november but I keep going back to read it this week and these same four snippets always get me

#writing #op #i rly did brief notes + like 5k of prose in ~10 days then never touched this au again #*for now!!!!! ill go back to it one day i mean i clearly love it lots #(should b able to click on the 3rd one to expand it) #i am mobile posting rn so hopefully these arent super bad quality #think doubling them will keep them regular sized but we will seeeeeeee #aaaaaa i think i rly jus needed super sweet soft sa content catered to me #i tried writing smth for them last night but i got too caught up in trying to write #all the little scenes ive been thinking abt all week that have faded from memory #instead of anything i actually wanted to write in the moment (nothing my head was v empty) so iunno if its any good #its not sweet enough so i havent gone back to reread it yet #hmmmmmm idk smth abt rly simple domestic sa will always be my bread and butter #this au is like that in essence jus w a plot going on in the bg (: #i rly like what i had tho... ace growing up w ray and shakky.. them semi-formally adopting aisa while s&a are at uni so she's #ace's niece but calls him acey-nii-chan bc they live together now n thats what their relationship has morphed into #sabo still having horrible parents hes estranged from and basically being considered ray&shakky's unofficial third child which #is why its so impt that someone is his legal next-of-kin so if smth happens he can be looked after properly #which leads to (ahem) This™ #anyway i had sm fun setting up the family dynamics in this one #it rly took making this to get me to realize ive never had roger+rouge be like... present parental figures to ace in anything ive written #(hehe i say this but i tried my hand at jus that earlier in the night. /still/ dunno if its any good and i stopped short but!! will see ig)

[alllonsy]

Also hello I do pop in every now and then... I need to write on this blog a lil more...

#ੈ✩‧₊˚ ▷ 𝙙𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙣𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙘𝙧𝙮. ( .ooc ) #//my head is empty im at @ / g v/iirus rn #//but mayhaps i will write here tomorrow #//OR MAYBE TODAY... WE WILL SEE

[crimsonmaw]

Yearning for someone to love and hug and kiss and keep safe & cozy in my belly...

#I yearn for a partner a lot :V #Also the vore part of this is emphasized because It's around lunchtime rn and I'm hungry #Belly is empty it needs to be full of love