I crave validation but can’t take a compliment.
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Oral Fixation Vent?
I have an oral fixation and have been this way since I was very little. If I'm not chewing on something I will grind my teeth, or bite my tongue/lips/hands.
Obviously getting chewlary (stim toy chew) is the right choice right?
I really want to get some but when living with my grandparents I asked for some chewlary so I would stop biting myself or chewing on something else that was bad for my teeth.
My grandpa said that "chew toys are for dogs." Which really upset me and I never asked again.
After that I started chewing on my rings and they're all bent out of shape years later.
Someone please validate me and tell me I can use chewlary! I need help feeling less like shit for wanting the tools that I need.
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Made my second uquiz in which I tell you what stage of metamorphosis you are :)
Try it please :)
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a lustful dose of aquamarine ketamine
white sage valley
where rams come to die and
goats become human
crystal anthems of chrysanthemums
cause shivers in my skin and goosebumps on my bones
pearly tears in the sink
twisted gears, i can’t think
through the years keep me weak
we cut ourselves on piles of ionian sea glass
your infra-red blood on my body paint
just hostility and futility embracing in a whisper
cover me in velvet bruises on my inner thigh
make me in your thyme less soul
opalescent adolescent violence
my wet nymphette scent
accompanying a lavenderection of a coleo rising
my own softness chokes me, a violin side me
lively nightshade in your hair
like nevergreen overgrowth on a grave
the tyrannical terrain decomposes the magnoliar tree
lilac tarmac scorching below you and me
you were sculpted not by the gods but by those who appreciate mortality
make me in your soul
peel away layers of plaster from my sun-kissed skin
and watch the jealousy crumble to the ground
i unfurl like petals when i’m with you
if you weren’t mine, the skin would fall on its own
unloved for eternity away from your gaze
give me
hibiscus kisses below
eucalyptus eclipses
instead
champagneful truths become the lie
candlet go of hoarse remorse
if with you i’ll never die
you broke inside of me and painted it all blue
now dance naked in the ocean of my body under the moon of my mind
i wish you could skinny dip in my lagoon empty of perfume
my soul, reborn in your eyes
a single moth attracted by a flicker
that never vanishes on time
hollow worry
hammer heart
worthless mercy
worlds apart
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Will I ever post on time? No
Will I ever be doing anything exciting? No
Should you validate me by sending me lil emoji’s? Yes
Add me on BeReal: legerythil
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