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vedamgastrohospital · 7 months
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Comprehensive Guide to Colonoscopy: Procedure, Benefits, and Expert Care by the best Gastro hospital in Surat
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Introduction
When it comes to colonoscopy procedures in Surat, it’s essential to have access to the right resources and medical professionals. We will go deeper into the definition of colonoscopy, how it is performed, its safety profile, the strong justifications for its necessity, and detailed directions on how to be ready for the procedure in this extensive guide.
Finding Expert Care in Surat
When seeking a specialist for colonoscopy, being one of the Best Gastro Hospitals in Surat with a skilled team of gastroenterologists, Vedam Gastro Hospital emerges as the trusted choice. Their team of experienced gastroenterologists specializes in colonoscopy procedures, colon cancer screening, and the diagnosis of various digestive issues. If you’re searching for a dedicated colonoscopy doctor in Surat or comprehensive colon cancer screening in Surat, contact Vedam Gastro Hospital today. Your digestive health is in expert hands, and timely action can be lifesaving. Don’t delay; schedule your colonoscopy at Vedam Gastro Hospital for peace of mind and optimal health. Your journey to digestive wellness starts here.
What is Colonoscopy?
A colonoscopy is a crucial diagnostic technique used to look into the rectum and colon’s inner lining. It makes use of a colonoscope, a lengthy, flexible tube with a tiny camera at the tip. Real-time views of the colon’s interior are provided by this camera, enabling medical practitioners to spot and evaluate anomalies like polyps, tumors, inflammation, or other gastrointestinal problems.
How is Colonoscopy Done?
The method of a colonoscopy is well-trained and exact, and it is typically carried out by a gastroenterologist, a doctor who specializes in the digestive system. The team of highly qualified and experienced gastroenterologists available at Vedam Gastro Hospital considered as one of the Best Stomach Hospitals in Surat excels at carrying out this surgery. To ensure comfort throughout the examination, patients are typically given sedatives. The rectum is used to gently insert the colonoscope, which is then slowly progressed through the colon. The colonoscope’s camera tip delivers high-definition images to a monitor, enabling the physician to carefully examine the whole colon. If any polyps or abnormal tissues are found, they can be swiftly removed or biopsied while the surgery is being performed.
Is Colonoscopy Safe?
Colonoscopies are known to be safe, especially when done by a qualified medical expert. Although they are uncommon, complications could include mild bleeding, infection, or damage to the colon’s wall. Before the procedure, it is essential to discuss any worries or inquiries with your doctor. You can be confident that the staff at Vedam Gastro Hospital in Surat is committed to explaining the procedure’s advantages and disadvantages in great detail while placing a priority on your health.
Why Should Colonoscopy Be Done?
Colonoscopy is essential for the following reasons:
1.Colon cancer screening: Colonoscopy is one of the best ways to identify and stop colon cancer. Precancerous polyps can be removed before they turn malignant with early detection, potentially saving lives. Colon cancer screening is a specialized service that Vedam Gastro Hospital in Surat excels at providing.
2.Diagnosis of Digestive Problems: Colonoscopy is also helpful in identifying and assessing a variety of digestive disorders, such as Crohn’s disease, ulcerative colitis, and persistent diarrhea. The skilled medical staff at Vedam Gastro Hospital can offer precise diagnosis and specialized treatment regimens for various problems.
3.Keeping an eye on pre-existing conditions: Patients with a history of colorectal problems or colon cancer might need routine colonoscopies to keep an eye on their health and ensure early detection.Vedam Gastro Hospital offers comprehensive care for patients with ongoing digestive health concerns, ensuring continuity and consistency in their treatment.
How to Prepare for Colonoscopy?
A successful colonoscopy depends on careful planning:
1.Dietary Restrictions: At Vedam Gastro Hospital, one of the best stomach specialists in Surat, will provide you detailed dietary guidelines. This usually entails following a clear liquid diet for a day or two prior to the treatment.
2.Medication Modifications: Prior to the colonoscopy, some medications may need to be modified or temporarily stopped. To ensure a successful surgery, discuss this with your doctor at Vedam Gastro Hospital.
3.Colon cleansing: To fully cleanse your colon, a specific laxative solution will be administered to you. To ensure a clear vision during the procedure, it’s imperative to strictly follow the offered directions.
4.Make Travel Arrangements: You won’t be able to drive yourself home after the procedure due to anesthesia.
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nuwanders · 1 year
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2, 9, 11
2. Who is your newest OC? Why did you make them?
ooh so i actually have a few answers to this!! i've had to create several new characters to act as the supporting cast for my backstory WIP. without spoiling anything, most of them are extended family members of my main dunmer OCs.
in terms of OCs who are more fleshed out in the traditional sense of a 'tumblr OC', i think Vivienne would probably count as my newest.... i made her to act as mathyas' foil and because i needed someone else to be the Listener :)
9. Favourite OC?
cruel cruel question :(( i love them all in different ways for a variety of different reasons, but my 'favourite' would probably be jórunn & raydrin jointly... i've had them for over a decade now (in some form or another) and they are very dear to me <3
11. Sum up one or more of your wips!
dysfunctional rich family in severe need of grief counselling. "thank god i'm the only normal person here"
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medievalcat · 1 year
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🔥 historical fiction
I feel like too often people either try to make it too sensationalized or too "similar to other books, unoriginal" OR both at the same time and it's just not interesting. I feel like when it's historical fiction about real people there's always this trend to both sensationalize the wildest (and most likely untrue) rumors while also being incredibly boring. It gets to the point where I don't read as much of it anymore and from what I know of the publishing industry many historical fiction writers have found issues getting specific things published because the time period isn't "popular" enough which really is not good and contributes to the cycle of certain topics being done again and again in the most uninteresting ways
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kagrenacs · 1 year
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11!
Modest Mouse - Cowboy Dan
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ervona · 8 months
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Day 7: Profane / Sword for @tes-summer-fest
Out on the Inner Sea, where Ebonheart had crossed to Vvardenfell with one one bold leap set in stone, the port was rocked to sleep by languid waves. Southwards lay the vast expanse of Thirr, eastwards the City of Swords over which loomed a frozen moon, and thence a ferry sailed in worn and weathered. One of the passengers, a young lady, bowed to the boatman as she disembarked. 
Rather undistinguished in her clean but simple clothes, she was glad for it and took a deep breath of sea air that mixed with the cooking from Six Fishes, watching as stevedores hauled barrels and crates onto a merchant ship. For a few more paces across the cobblestone, she needn’t have been a duke’s daughter up until the bridge to the castle, so she took a slight turn at Forth Hawkmoth.
In the Skyrim Mission hall, she asked of a friendly ambassador all the latest rumors brought in on western winds, while in the neighboring Argonian Mission she exchanged a courteous greeting and hidden scrap of paper with the consul. The significance of each meeting was not as it must have seemed, and she continued to Castle Ebonheart whither the Imperial knight at the bridge led her in without issue.
The guards inside were all aglint in silver, but the mer that strode up to her was in beetle-green silk, embellished with countless shimmering wings. Uncle appeared to her more boyish than ever, though he’d never been older, as his face and hands showed no signs of age that more closely followed the working mer. She leapt into a hug, for the illusion of their friendship was always worth upholding.
“You look like a pilgrim,” he said with a smile; she trimmed the condescension off of it like the hands of Fishmongers’ Hall fileted fish and moved on, carving a smile on her own face. “I see them crossing the lakes daily now, all sorts of pleasant people, long traveled–”
“Good evening to you too. But where’s Father?” Often enough he would have been holding court at this hour, now his seat was an empty ornament flanked by his personal guard.
“Up in his dining hall. Shall we go, then?” So she took him by the hand and followed up the spiraling staircase, soon liberated from his idle chatter by the fact that the chamber with her drawers stood afore Father’s. She excused herself to go change her clothes before sitting at the dinner table, and he proceeded rather than wait for her, which was suitable just fine.
It was apt to call it a guest room, but it had more or less been reserved for her, and all the things she hadn’t taken with her were where she’d left them. She wasted no time dressing, though she did not miss the more restrictive, overly ornate clothing she’d worn at court. Her neighbors in Saint Delyn on the other hand would work themselves to the bone for a brocade blouse like hers. 
Once when in Tear visiting Mother’s kin, she’d taken a liking to the airy anther fabrics they favored in the humid marshlands. Grey was their color, but the city had soon been wreathed in black after a high councilor’s undisclosed passing, strife had been sown and blood ran cold. These days the young, the dissidents, and all those who’d lost their spirits and loved ones in the war had many high seats to fill. 
Her time there had taught her not the evils of slavery, for she’d already looked upon them in Empire-chartered lands, but certainly more ways to strive against it. Even with her Serano cousins had she found kindred spirits, and through them much needed contacts, Black Marsh and beyond. The Dren side of the family was truly no better or worse, distinguished Hlaalu nobles as they were, but she would put that thought aside for dinner. 
Father awaited her in his golden moth robes, and she sank into a silent embrace with only the murmur of endearments into her hair and the clatter of cutlery. There was no need to say too much. He already had the perfect image of her in his mind, carefully cultivated, unable to grow beyond it even when they were alone, for too much shared grief weighed on them. The table was set for three, each with ample space of their own and the appetizer already served. 
She nibbled on a wickwheat biscuit as Uncle seemed to continue what he’d been talking about, his newly established netch ranch, the fine leather it brought, and she bit her tongue in frustration. Him and his blood-stained netch leather and the yoke that pulled lives and souls asunder. The three of them were in different worlds by now, though still only a ferry away from each other in the isles where the sacred and worldly embraced with hidden blades. 
Then he turned to her, wondering aloud why she’d chosen to live in a pauper’s residence. Without breaking her composure, she took a sip of her mineral water. She’d explained it enough to Father, and had lived well for a better part of the year, so where had he been?
“I’d seen it and thought to myself of what wisdom I could take from living in modesty. Our kin in Tearmarsh live simple but the light of the Three hardly touches them, unlike us,” she recited something akin to what she had before and before. Uncle whose kena had been a blademaster of Saint Felms giggled at that, and Father cut him a glance across the table.
“What? We’re not in Vivec, but in Ebonheart,” he stressed that last word with a Cyrod lilt, “I’d hazard to say the Three are asleep at the helm when the people are wanting for them.”
“The Three do not judge mere ill-spoken words, but the people do. Let us eat,” was all that Father had to say before calling the next course, ornada marinated in plum and comberry.
She continued to sup in silence, but imagined if they’d cleared the table and dueled in a knightly manner. A challenge of honor, for the gods at that, had been more common in warlike times but the custom was very much alive. Say they fought to the death, Uncle if he by chance won would get his final rival out of the way and send her to wed the King’s heir Ser Talen Vandas. Father had planned much the same, though not urgently, and he would hesitate to kill his brother in the first place but if he did, she would carry the Dren name.
What did she want, then? For the dinner to carry on in peace, not to lose her composure, and not have to marry the King's dear nephew. But perhaps a queen of Morrowind would carry power, more so than a duke, only the profane ruler of all Vvardenfell. There was a cloak of decorum about Father that fit a very refined doll, having his armor shined as if every day was a holy-day, little else for him to do but dictate legally worded letters for contractless builders on Azura’s Coast and hang his head. She could never become so complacent.
Father ate rather delicately to not stain his bead-woven beard and mustache, and his younger brother followed the lead, though prior stabbing his cooked ornada without grace. The knife he sliced with, dueling the carapace, was as her cutlery gilt and engraved to go along with the ebony plating. Overhead the chandelier of green glass hung as a sword pointed at them, a thousand shimmering blades. Cruel and acute was the castle, had been from its very first stone.
After dessert, she retreated to her chambers still chewing on the apple sweetcake. Father and Uncle having bid her good night continued talking, for which she was too tired, tired of her studies at the Temple and the fragile cover they made, of parlaying with smugglers or worse playing as abolitionists, of crossing betwixt and across sharp edges, and most of all knowing that she was ill-fit for their beautiful world even if she’d ever wanted to return.
She fell upon her bed face-first and rose back up, hair tousled from the impact giving her the feeling of peeking from a thicket. Through her eastward window she could see the lanterns of the city below, Ebonheart’s diadem. Further still across the water was the palace dome awash in cold fire, circled by celestial spheres that seemed like marbles from this distance. In there did Vivec dwell, as far from the cries of the helpless as one could be in the Ascadian Isles.
Once the gods had walked among them, before her time. Perhaps it rang true that they were asleep at the helm, or had spun the wheel and left it to turn uncontrollably as gods were wont to do. It fell to the people to take hold of, but only in hands that meant well could a better tomorrow be spun from the frayed yarn of the past. 
Her bed here was softer than in Saint Delyn, only the finest, most delicate fabrics for the Duke’s household, but it didn’t let her rest easy. In the morning, or the next, depending on how much Father wanted her to stay, she would disembark once more. She would watch the waves play, sway corkbulb boats like merlings on the seaside who had been told the world was their oyster. 
There was much work to be done, but it could wait the morning, or the next, as it had waited for far too long. And she cast a wish, just a small one, to each of the three moons that adorned the sky and sea.
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feivelynart · 1 year
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Duke Vedam Dren of Vvardenfell, ingame Potrait for Tamriel Rebuilt
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atypicalacademic · 3 months
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Silk 🧵🪡 (or maybe 🕷️???) pls and thank you u3u
Could be both really, Silk is about the circumstances surrounding Alsal's parents, and therefore the normalest most healthiest family in the world
“A favour, not a partnership. And that can be withdrawn if you break your agreement and overstep your bounds. I can’t let you override our interests on the matter. The Council would never--”
“Vedam.”
His brother was pacing now, his golden robes lashing against the floor. Tall, handsome Vedam, who spoke Aldmeri and Cyrodilic, more personable and charming than Orvas could ever harbour hope of becoming. Not that he did. Orvas was not in the business of envy. He could rub two sides of a coin without bleeding his thumb dry.
“From here on, I would ask you to consult me before--”
“Velanda Omani. Nevena Ules.”
He stopped. Orvas read the dawning dread behind his eyes. Not both of them. It said. No.
Little brother, the light of his life. His nix-hound on a golden leash. Orvas smiled freely now. “I can make you Grandmaster.”
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the-real-nerevar · 10 months
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*the average day in the hlaalu council manor*
Orvas: I HATE YOU.
Dram: OH? WELL NEXT TIME DON’T STEAL MY MONOPOLY.
Vedam: Dram, give Orvas his 200$, you landed on his property.
Dram: NO. HES IN JAIL. I’m not gonna give money to a CRIMINAL.
Orvas: THATS NOT HOW YOU PLAY!!!
Crassius: Vedam, why is Orvas screaming.
Vedam: Shut up, Crassius, you’re not gonna talk after stealing my LAST RAILROAD.
Orvas: I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN
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romelialungusblog · 5 months
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Author Interview 190 - Shereen Vedam
Canada Age 50 Once upon a time, USA Today bestselling author Shereen Vedam read fantasy and romance novels to entertain herself. Now she writes heartwarming tales braided with threads of magic and love and mystery elements woven in for good measure. Shereen’s a fan of resourceful women, intriguing men, and happily-ever-after endings. If her stories whisk you away to a different realm for a few…
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vedamgastrohospital · 25 days
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Navigating Digestive Health: Finding the Right Specialist and Treatment Options
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Maintaining good digestive health is essential for overall well-being. From minor discomfort to chronic conditions, our digestive system plays a crucial role in nutrient absorption and waste elimination. However, when issues arise, it can be challenging to know where to turn for help. Let’s understand the importance of finding the right specialist and treatment options to navigate digestive health effectively from the doctors of Vedam Gastro Hospital, one of the best gastro hospitals in Surat.
Understanding Digestive Health
Before delving into specialists and treatment options, it’s vital to understand the complexities of digestive health. The digestive system comprises various organs, including the oesophagus, stomach, small intestine, large intestine, liver, gallbladder, and pancreas. These organs work together to break down food, absorb nutrients, and expel waste.
Digestive issues can manifest in various ways, such as heartburn, bloating, constipation, diarrhoea, and abdominal pain. While some symptoms may be mild and temporary, others can indicate underlying conditions that require medical attention.
The Importance of Specialists
When faced with digestive problems, seeking help from the best stomach specialist in Surat is crucial. Gastroenterologists are physicians who specialize in diagnosing and treating disorders of the digestive system. They undergo extensive training in this field, equipping them with the expertise to address a wide range of gastrointestinal issues.
One of the benefits of consulting a gastroenterologist is their ability to perform diagnostic procedures such as endoscopy and colonoscopy. These tests allow them to visualize the inside of the digestive tract and identify abnormalities or diseases.
In addition to gastroenterologists, other healthcare professionals may play a role in managing digestive health. For example, dietitians can provide nutritional guidance tailored to specific digestive conditions, while psychologists can help address the psychological aspects of gastrointestinal disorders such as irritable bowel syndrome (IBS).
Choosing the Right Specialist
Finding the best stomach specialist in Surat for your digestive health needs requires careful consideration. Start by asking for recommendations from your primary care physician or seeking referrals from friends and family members or call Vedam Gastro Hospital, one of the best stomach hospital in Surat, to book an appointment. Additionally, consider factors such as the specialist’s experience, credentials, and patient reviews.
During your initial consultation with a gastroenterologist, be prepared to discuss your symptoms in detail. Providing accurate information about your medical history, dietary habits, and lifestyle factors can help the specialist make an accurate diagnosis and develop an appropriate treatment plan.
Exploring Treatment Options
Treatment for digestive disorders varies depending on the underlying cause and severity of the condition. In many cases, lifestyle modifications such as dietary changes, stress management, and regular exercise can alleviate symptoms and improve overall digestive health.
For certain conditions, medications may be prescribed to manage symptoms or address underlying inflammation or infection. Common medications used in digestive health include proton pump inhibitors (PPIs) for acid reflux, antispasmodics for IBS, and antibiotics for bacterial infections.
In more severe cases or when conservative treatments fail to provide relief, surgical intervention may be necessary. Gastrointestinal surgeries performed by our best colorectal surgeon in Surat at Vedam Gastro hospital may involve removing diseased portions of the digestive tract, repairing structural abnormalities, or correcting functional issues.
The Role of Preventive Care
Preventive care plays a vital role in maintaining digestive health and preventing the onset of gastrointestinal disorders. This includes adopting a balanced diet rich in fiber, fruits, vegetables, and whole grains, as well as staying hydrated and avoiding excessive alcohol and tobacco consumption.
Regular exercise is also beneficial for digestive health, as it helps promote regular bowel movements and reduces the risk of conditions such as constipation and diverticulitis. Additionally, practicing good hygiene, such as washing hands regularly and properly preparing food, can help prevent gastrointestinal infections.
Conclusion
Navigating digestive health involves finding the right specialist and treatment options to address individual needs effectively. Whether you’re experiencing mild discomfort or chronic symptoms, seeking timely medical attention is essential for proper diagnosis and management.
By consulting the best gastro surgeon in Surat available at Vedam Gastro hospital and exploring various treatment modalities, you can take proactive steps towards improving your digestive health and overall quality of life. Remember to prioritize preventive care and make lifestyle changes that support a healthy digestive system for years to come.
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nuwanders · 1 year
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📒💧🎀 Mathyas...
📙 What kind of subjects (of conversation, of discussion, in school or whatever) does your OC find interesting or engaging or that they can talk for hours about? What kind of stuff do they just find fun?
Mathyas is largely interested in current affairs, politics, history, and philosophy/theology! Anything meaty with some real-world application. He enjoys the odd bit of literature (throwback to crime and punishment by renowned indoril writer feradar davthayesi) but would probably be bored by much discussion of it. He has an argumentative streak and enjoys any conversation with an element of friendly debate to it-- even where he is totally uninvested in the outcome lol
💧 What is the earliest memory your OC can recall? Do they know what their first words were or remember where they took their first steps? Do they have any mementos of their childhood they’ve kept such as a stuffed toy or tiny baby clothes?
oh boy a lot of this will be answered in the WIP i'm currently working on 👀 without spoiling too much, i think most of mathyas' earliest memories are from around the time his father died (when he was eight-ish) as it was pretty formative for him. he's not a particularly sentimental person so i doubt he'd have kept many childhood mementos but he did have a stuffed bantam guar plushie called tamtam 🤧
🎀 Do they wear a specific accessory with a special meaning behind it? What is their usual fashion sense like? What do they wear when they want to be comfortable and what do they wear when they’re going to a fancy party? Or do they just not care?
talked a little about his usual fashion sense here! this would apply to fancy parties and for most of his working day, as he would have been in and out of meetings and appointments for the greater part of it. in his down-time he'd have chilled out in linen tunics and baggy pants :)
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medievalcat · 1 year
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10!
Two Slow Dancers by Mitski...ahhhh...the whole song is so good but something about the line "we get a few years and then it wants us back"...
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ervona · 4 months
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only stanning characters who are canonically parents, or want to be parents so I can be like "they WOULD fucking have kids" with receipts
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vedamayurvedasblog · 7 months
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Ayurvedic Piles Treatment in Bangalore | Vedam Ayurveda
Piles, also known as hemorrhoids, are a painful and discomforting condition that affects many individuals in Bangalore. While modern medicine offers various treatments, Ayurvedic piles treatment has gained recognition for its holistic and natural approach. In this article, we explore the compelling role of storytelling within the context of the best Ayurvedic clinics in Bangalore, with a special focus on Vedam Ayurveda, a prominent destination for Ayurvedic piles treatment.
The Healing Power of Stories
The journey to overcome piles through Ayurveda is more than just a medical process; it's a story of transformation, resilience, and healing. Here's why storytelling plays a crucial role in this journey:
1. Inspiring Hope: Stories have the remarkable ability to inspire hope. Individuals suffering from piles can find solace and motivation in hearing the stories of others who have successfully managed their condition through Ayurvedic treatment.
2. Personalization: Ayurvedic treatment is inherently personalized, considering each patient's unique constitution and condition. Through storytelling, Ayurvedic clinics can illustrate how they tailor treatments to meet individual needs, creating a sense of trust and confidence.
3. Demonstrating Effectiveness: Stories serve as tangible proof of the effectiveness of Ayurvedic piles treatments. Real-life accounts of people experiencing relief from pain, bleeding, and discomfort can encourage others to explore this path to healing.
Vedam Ayurveda: Stories of Piles Transformation
Vedam Ayurveda stands as a testament to the power of storytelling in the realm of Ayurvedic piles treatment. Their commitment to holistic wellness shines through the narratives of individuals who have embarked on transformative journeys towards freedom from piles.
Ayurvedic Treatment for Piles in Bangalore: A Natural Approach
Vedam Ayurveda's approach to piles treatment emphasizes the use of natural ingredients and Ayurvedic remedies. Through stories, the clinic showcases how these natural therapies can alleviate pain, reduce bleeding, and promote overall rectal health.
Best Ayurvedic Treatment for Piles in Bangalore: Expert Care
The clinic's stories highlight the expertise of their Ayurvedic doctors who specialize in piles treatment. These practitioners understand the intricacies of piles and craft treatment plans that not only manage symptoms but also address the underlying causes.
Ayurvedic Piles Clinic Near Me: A Holistic Healing Sanctuary
Vedam Ayurveda's piles clinic in Bangalore is more than just a medical facility; it's a sanctuary for holistic healing. Stories often revolve around patients finding not only physical relief but also emotional and mental well-being during their visit.
Ayurvedic Doctor Near Me for Piles: Sustainable Results
One of the most compelling aspects of Vedam Ayurveda's stories is the sustainability of results. They illustrate how Ayurvedic treatments not only provide temporary relief but also empower individuals to manage their condition and lead a piles-free life in the long run.
In conclusion, if you're seeking Ayurvedic piles treatment in Bangalore, remember the power of storytelling. Stories inspire, personalize, and provide evidence of effectiveness. Vedam Ayurveda harnesses this power to guide individuals on their journey to alleviate piles-related pain and discomfort. Explore the narratives of transformation at Vedam Ayurveda and discover how Ayurveda can rewrite your story of piles, offering hope, relief, and a renewed sense of well-being. Your path to piles-free living could be just a story away.
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charliadamswriter · 2 years
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Death Shifts Gears (Outside the Circle Mystery #2) by Shereen Vedam
Death Shifts Gears (Outside the Circle Mystery #2) by Shereen Vedam
A guardian. A friend. A paranormal investigator.EMT Abbie Grimshaw must prove she can be a good guardian for two young orphans, but a shape-shifter friend needs her to find out what got his sister killed.The investigation drives Abbie straight into the cutthroat world of magically modified food.If she doesn’t get it in gear and solve the mystery quickly, she could lose her friend, her kids, and…
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iyigecelerdeniz · 1 month
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Çok Sevgili Dostum, Jim’e.
Seninle ilk tanıştığımda yedinci sınıfta pat diye çıktın karşıma, hoca “artık o sizin sınıfta aman ha iyi hissettirin, onu hemen alın aranıza.” demişti. Buna gerek yoktu. Sen hemen alıştın aramızda, bir olmuştuk aslında. Ama biz seninle garip bir şekilde anlaşamazdık da. Aynı sınıfta olsak da çok konuşmazdık biz seninle ya. Sen siyahi bir çocuktun, ben ise engelli bir kızdım sonuçta, geldiğimiz yerlerde dışlanmamız normaldi aslında ama burda dışlanan bi ben vardım, hani derler ya, farklıydım duruyordum öylece, orada. Benimle şakalaşırdın ara sıra ama biri beni üzdüğünde ters ters baktığını unutmam asla. Sonra araya tatil girdi ne garip ya. “Kanser” haberini aldık sonra. Yine aynı sınıfta olmamıza rağmen sen tüm seneyi hastahanede geçirmiştin, çok garipti, nerden baksan da. Spor günü vardı uzun bi aradan sonra gördük yüzünü sonra, tedavilerden şişmişti yüzün gözün, eski sen yoktu orda, sesin de çıkmıyordu asla. Konuşmuyordun, küsmüştün adeta. Herkese, her şeye, bi anda. Göz göze geldik bi ara bana uzun uzun baktın o an hiç unutmam asla, hatırlamak istemiyorum, yapamam bida. Konuşmayıp gittin o an “dur” bile diyemedim sana. Şimdi olsan ne derdin bana hiç hayal bile edemem, inan ki ya. O seni son görüşümmüş, düşünebiliyor musun, ha? “Öldü” haberini aldık uzun bir süre olmadan sonra. Üzülmüştü herkes inan ama sanırım en çok ben üzülmüştüm o anda. Kuramadığımız dostluğun sessizliğine kızıyordum her gün her an, orda. İçten içe ya. Senden sonra öğrendim, hiçbir şeyi ertelememeyi ve her ne olursa olsun ağzıma ne gelirse söylemeyi, buna inan burda. Söylemesem de sen benim sessiz dostumdun be küçük adam. Sen hep on üç kaldın gözlerimde, ben ise bak yirmi beş oldum bak şu anda. Garip değil mi sevgili dostum, sen olmak isteyendin yaşayan, ben ise ölümü bekleyen o kızdım her zaman. Kuramadığımız o sağlam bağ için özür dilerim inan, beni koruduğun için de binlerce sana şükran. Aradan geçti on iki yıl ama bende kalan en sağlam ders sendin, garip değil mi ha küçük adam?
On iki yılın ardından bu sana en sağlam vedam.
Güzel uyu.
İyi geceler, Jim.
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