Destroyed

The Trial

Super corny vent art

I just don’t know what to do lol There is nothing I can do :( at all. It just keeps getting worse. How can you be so cold and distant :/ I just don’t get it....

I’m so sad yet so driven to better myself snd be better than this shitty situation. So far it’s working I think.

I just need to vent every now and then. Vent into the void lol

(for now)

sometimes you just have to take a break from working on your resume to have an anxiety attack and yell along to the mountain goats

[Image ID: A simplistic digital drawing of the artist singing No Children in yellow tones. They are slumped in a desk chair with their hands over their eyes, brow furrowed and mouth open in a frown. They are turned away from their desk, on which sits an open laptop with the Spotify logo on the screen. A speech bubble from both the laptop and the artist reads in all caps "I am drowning! There is no sign of land!" End ID.]

fuck it I'm gonna post my vent art on here

uh here’s some haikus that I made while procrastinating writing my short story that was due weeks ago

—— romanticizing

everything and yet it all

stings. rose tinted views

—————————-—

anything can be

poetry. a diary,

a journal entry

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day drenched in sunshine

lawns fry, worms shriveling up

their water will come

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staying up til two

remembering Monster cans,

piggybacks, and pools

Vent art

I’m bad at tittles but i have just been in not the greatest headspace for the passed two weeks. I just feel stuck.

It sucks that in real life I can’t do much to help the situation i am in along with my social media presence not even moving an inch.

I just want people to see my work, enjoy the existence of my ocs.

I want people to collab with me and be happy when i post. I just want people to have the feeling i get when i see my favorite artist or mutuals post.

I just want to be able to do commissions as well.

I’m sorry if i feel like i vented to much these passed weeks I’m going to do better.

I’m trying to try and break out my comfort zone more often when it comes to art as well.

Also I didn’t forget about the art raffle. I just need to get somethings done before i can open that up.

I also want to do more interactive posts. Thank you for supporting me and reading this x.x

I was once a beautiful sweet candy

And just like candy

You ate the sweet heart inside me

And threw me away like the wrapper

sad wittle baby

someone to watch me die

First piece I've done in a long time. Pretty proud of it!

Click for better quality.

[DO NOT REPOST OR TRACE MY ART]

I dreamed you admitted everything

“hey look, another cool sonic arti-“

they do not categorize their art by tagging it with “sonic” but they have the “my art” tag

“oh, okay!”

it is no longer okay, they draw your one trigger commonly, and now you are dying inside

been having real bad meltdowns. crying to where it's hard to breathe. shaking like crazy and nausea.

and it sucks because I can't talk abt it. and I'm just probably crying went I shouldn't even have to because it's ok and it might be stupid but I feel so awful.

like a selfish fucking asshole.

like I'm never gonna be happy again. when It's not true but I just want to die. I want to not exist. I can't do shit right. I mess shit up. I'm too messed up.

leave me alone

leave me alone

LEAVE ME ALONE- IT'S WHAT I DESERVE-