When the fp isn't messaging and you don't want to bother them so you just sit in pain forever until they remember you message you
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need friends who will listen to me vent about homicidal thoughts without reporting me or thinking I'm actually insane
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you ever just want to cut even if you don't really have a reason just because you miss the feeling of the cuts or am i losing it
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thinking you're being overdramatic and paranoid over nothing only to be proven completely right is such a sickening feeling.
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that moment when you’re empty and nothing matters anymore . you don’t even know who you are anymore but it’s okay it doesn’t matter , you just want to disappear .
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Wanting someone 2 love you like you love them when you have bpd is so shattering
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constantly filing the void with anything I can, food, alcohol, substances, sleep, anything to numb myself
i want to die
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In the hearts of the people I love the most, I will always be second place to someone else.
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i don’t fucking know how to communicate that i’m feeling neglected and unloved and like i’m the second favorite. like how do you say that without wanting to fucking die.
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They’re going to leave me as soon as they see the extent of my mental illness
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