#vent hours lol

[arkiwii]

"Painful things, sad things, and scary things all go away when you least expect them to. But it's not okay to forget them. I need to remember them, because those emotions are still there inside me. I don't want to end up crying without knowing why. Memories are a burden, and I have to carry my own burden."

#sad cat hours #yeah i know i said i was burnt out then post twice in the same day #i was just experiencing feelings (tm) and had to vent it out with a piece #arknights #stalkiwiart #rosmontis #guess the flower's name lol (its easy)

[otter-pup]

so I have already been pretty quiet on here recently but uh. i kind of genuinely need to take a step back from sexual stuff for a while - nothing happened, i just think it is maybe a bit unhealthy how much of my time is taken up by Being Horny and Getting Off. like as much as those r both normal I do them too often, like. genuinely. idk when I’ll start being active again but thank u for understanding

#dm responses included in this unfortunately #like look I respect the naturalness of horniness and such. But holy shit #I’m genuinely spending multiple hrs a day. nearly every single day. just getting off. #like that’s not healthy for me #and if I admit it on here it will make it feel a little more like I actually have to commit lol #bc i was saying this this morning. and then spent multiple hours today getting off. #puppybarks #sorry for the vent in the tags im just. really frustrated w myself #and w my relationship w sex/pleasure atm #hoping I will feel better soon

[causeimanartist]

Guys, I'm trying - but FUCK I can't draw Bruce or anything

#I've been futzing with this for the last 34 minutes and 32 seconds #(I was watching a drawfee video) #I think I've tried to draw his hair about 6 times #I just #I'm struggling so hard and it's making my heart beat faster as I get more stressed and I just wanna cry #why is this happening #art never used to be like this for me #it was something I could do for hours #it was fun and relaxing #why is it now such a source of stress #I could cry #maybe I am tearing up a bit who could say #this started off as a joke post but it's also a vent now I guess lol #back to drawfee #or animal crossing I might give up #sigh #wip

[yoomtahsgf]

can we get a paruparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparu

#touhou #parsee mizuhashi #mizuhashi parsee #to be entirely honest.this was originally supposed to be a vent doodle LOL #but then it looked too good and i ended up spending 11 hours making something normal #well.normaler than intended LOL #and then i saw a mistake in the morning and spent how long fixing it and then spent how long making the edgy version i originally planned on #and now ummmmmmmm #paruparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparuparu

[syxnewt]

the text says "*Perhaps you would have more room had you not drawn Asriel four times"

it's Frisk and a ghostly Chara looking at a huge crayon-drawn picture of Frisk, Chara, Asriel, Flowey, The God of Hyperdeath, and Omega Flowey

the full crayon drawing under the cut

#the joke is that frisk wanted to include flowey/asriel but couldn't decide on which form and now has no room for the others they met in #their journey (toriel; sans; papyrus; undyne; alphys; etc. cetera) #my original idea was going to be that frisk would try to draw every monster you meet and get sad that they couldnt but this is funnier to m #frisk dreemurr #chara dreemurr #flowey the flower #asriel dreemurr #omega flowey #undertale #it's not as funny as i thought but it's funny enough to me #and it was fun #it only took approx. an hour to draw #that's why it's so sketchy lol #i headcanon frisk as an artist to help vent out all the things they saw during undertale #which is why i thought of this at all #anyway enough of me ranting in the tags unless i think of more to talk about later #my art

[blanketforcas]

okay so i wanna keep my inbox open to anons. but in order for me not to lose my mind, something need to change 😅

i always get annoyed when people pretend to be a voice of authority in fandom, so i would hate to give off that vibe myself. i wanna be an active participant thinking thoughts alongside everyone else. additionally, i wanna have less thoughts lol

so! let’s establish a new normal:

i prob won't be answering asks comparing different sides of fandom or anything related to fandom drama - even if i vagueblog about it

me posting/sharing any kind of fandom news isn't an invitation to drop negativity in my inbox (just make a post, talk to a friend, use the tags etc etc)

i might ignore (analysis-type) asks, pls don't take it personally. there's a good chance i agree with some/all of your points, but my main objective on this blog is still to have fun and i feel like the balance is off some days

that's basically it for now! i know it's not all that serious but i needed to communicate some boundaries

#if you often send me asks pls know i appreciate u! #also i won't be offended if you send me sth and i see it on a different blog a couple hours later lol #i want you to be able to vent/discuss #but i also am a person #anyways #also dms are still always always open #to everyone

[crimzoncrow]

#vent #this felt really stupid the make #but i wanted to say it somewhere #and this felt like the only place i really could lol #‘i might be aromantic’ motherfucker when she gets into another romantic relationship #i just feel really awful and idk what to do bc it hasn’t even been 24 hours and they really are happy and i like seeing them happy and being #the reason for it #so sorry gang you get the dumb little vent comic #crow talks #if anyone has any words to say about this . id like super appreciate it #idk i just don’t know what im doing lol

[babacontainsmultitudes]

80 or so years of life really ain't enough can I have an elf lifespan instead please? Or at least a dwarf's... I need at least a couple hundred years... Oh and a new spine every 5 or so years, if that's not too much to ask. 3. 3 years actually. Yeah, a new spine every 2 years, and a lifespan of 350-750 years, that's all I want really.

#SORRY this is such a random thing to be posting about and I guess it's a vent post haha #I suppose I've just been feeling a lot of... dread and fear lately... especially in the late hours... #''Lately'' as in on and off for most of my life but *a lot* as of the past few months #Like #Oh it's weirdly embarrassing to talk about this here it's a tad personal uh **tw (discussions of) death #But do you ever just feel paralyzed by the knowledge that one day you'll be 40? Or 60? Or 80? If you're lucky! #I worry a lot about wasting my life #I worry a lot about dying an unpleasant death #Or a painful one #I suppose I've always been gerascophobic... #But finishing school and turning 23 and not having a job and having just a hard time with my physical health lately... #I haven't been great I guess #I just feel like time has been moving so quickly lately!!! #And I've been going nowhere. #:0 not to be too much of a bummer y'all I'm not like feeling horrible rn or anything but I do need to vent I think #Cause if not it just stays coiled up inside of me. #*gah* I should channel all of this energy into Glenn in my pirate fic lol #😌 he's insecure (in part) cause he feels old #🥲 ough and I don't feel amazing about that most recent chapter but I guess that's a whole new vent #working on some different stuff for a bit. #ANYWAYS #I hope whoever happens to be reading this is having a good night ✨️ #oh or day if it's day for you lol

[tangledinink]

i would really just like to go home and go back to bed actually

#imagine me but with like HELLA eyebags #txt posts #personal #vent #kinda #practicing emotional vulnerability #the good thing abt losing my job ig is that maybe i can fix my sleep schedule lol #do you guys wanna know what my average hours per night is??? #i betchya cant guess :3c

[cloud-ya]

the concept of infodumping is so... alien(?) to me. I cannot bring myself to talk about something for a long time, let alone getting into details because I usually forget or don't know them. even less well do I feel when I try to rumble about something with no feedback in form of attention or understanding. I can go on about that one polish rapper or whatever concept is only known to me among the people I know and talk to, but what of it when the only thing I get is silence, a casual "cool" thrown to acknowledge my messages or a change of topic. I wonder if it's something about adults never understanding things I like and me being awful at explaining, thus preferring to just hide them or brush them off as "nothing particular" or describing them as vaguely as possible (e.g. "just a video game"); also in fear of being perceived or judged

what is the opposite of infodumping?

#feeling like my brain is definitely Not Normal™ #and seeing stuff like 'ooo i could infodump about my fixations so much you would regret asking me about them lol' and like. that is not me #that cannot be me #in the end i know nothing about my special interests and cannot describe them #its just. i saw that one post with screenshot from reddit that goes something like #'people holding you hostage will let you live if you talk about something for 30 minutes' #i kept thinking about it #my dude i would probably just expect death or ask if i can pick like 3 things because no way in hell would i talk about something for #half an hour. or even quarter #i can laugh along with everyone that id throw you down a rabbit hole but honestly in my case i doubt people would even check its entrance #cloud has spoken #vent #<- ?

[sysig]

He’s my little meow meow, my darling, my bbygirl (Patreon)

#Doodles #Commander Peepers #I'm soooooo normal about him you guys <3 So normal! <3 <3 #*Looking back over the other Little Guys I've collected* Hmmmmmmm Evil Xisuma and Spamton and Sableye and Rick Diggins #I think there might be a theme here #Just casually making Venn Diagrams in my head - Evil X has the red/black - Spamton is trans - Sableye has Gremlin energy - Rick is too tired #And those are just the ones I can think of lol - if you look I did the same stretchy pose with EX when I was still drawing him lol #The Stretch Pose is how you can tell if I like a character lol - they stretchin'? I am infatuated <3 #I mean I'm normal I'm totally normal lol #Also had to give him a bbygrl pose - I for the life of me cannot find it again but the reference is very strong in my mind's eye! #Not that I couldn't go for another one at some point lol ♪ #Ugh the middle one lol - so that Word of God I mentioned in passing about female Watchdogs #I read it in passing as just a basic research of ''Oh here's what The Original Creator has to say alright neat'' #Except that it Immediately made me itchy and I was like ''What. What brain this is not that big of a deal what are you doing'' #And I was like ''No I'm being silly about this - just because I don't agree doesn't mean it's a big deal lol'' #Except then I had stress dreams and woke up Weird the next day and the last time that happened I left a fandom #And the time before that I wrote 4 consecutive pages of 20-something panels in like 18 hours of consciousness - I have normal reactions lol #But I opted instead to vent to smol about it and she agreed with me so basically I'm just saying I'm correct lol /s #Personally Peepers doesn't strike me as misogynistic - he's very much an Equal Opportunity villain in my eyes! #And yeah I considered a lot of different angles around it but like - based on the text of WOY I just don't buy it #If it's not in the show it doesn't count! For all we know there might not even be any female Watchdogs! Lol #Would also lead to the equally-to-Spamton interesting question of How Does Trans Work in that kind of situation #I've definitely not already put a lot of thought into it don't look at me lol #Don't ask me to write an essay about both of those things I'll do it and where will that leave us lol #ANYway lol ♪ He's still the absolute funnest to draw in distress and discomfort <3 And kneeling! He makes me want to practice :D #I always feel like I can try again and do better! >:3c

[mack-anthology-mp3]

GUYS turns out i can actually do a fantastic tenth dr cosplay using just clothes i already have!!!!!!

brown pants blue button down shirt (even has brown pinstripes like the inverse of his coat) brown waistcoat, blue green brown plaid tie, and i have this really long brown corduroy coat i almost never wear but it fucks hard i swear, and a pair of sneakers like yeah!!!! i'm the doctor!!!!!!! david tennant gender!!!!!!!!!!!

#i would sent a picture but internet safety & anxiety #also my phones in the other room and i don't want anyone (my family) to see me in my brilliant dr who cosplay heheheeeeeeeeeeeEEEEE #wonder if i could borrow my dads old glasses lol he probably threw them out tho tragic #the coat goes so hard though it's the right length & actualy 60s vintage made in nz too #it doesn't have a long vent at the back or a breast pocket but other than that it's PERFECTTTTTT #dr who #david tennant #this fucks so hard omg #i kinda want to like. go into town wearing this or something but. what if i see people i know #too embarrasing #like half an hour ago i was crying over s3e8 but WE'RE SO BACKK #jk i'm still distraught over that episode like. i thought the Final Fifteen gomens was good acting #the emotional distress on his face actually undid me #aavvvajasjnakjns david tennanttttttttttt in yuor wallsssssssss

[daily-whistlepaw]

daily whistlepaw until ah becomes PoV day 1167

I think I finally understand how people feel when around a crush, can't say I enjoy it

#warrior cats #whistlepaw #windclan #medicine cat apprentice #this isn't my first crush lol but this one has had me feel the strongest of feelings (and might be my first genuine crush lol) #the fact I have been building up A Lot of stress for the entire week probably didn't help. #and the fact my stomach hurt is also probably at least partially to explain by the fact I barely ate last night #but MAN seeing my (latest) crush in such a pretty dress and then go on stage and play (a goddess!!!!!!! she's a goddess) #(I already bought tickets to go see the full thing; I will die but I will die happy (I hope)) #but yeah I struggled for a good 2 hours to fall asleep and also had stomach weirdness happening the next morning #man it was not fun #(and then she came to sit next to me during class and I had to play it cool (I was too deranged on sleep deprivation to really care about #being my typical brand of weird but I do sometimes feel like an idiot around her and feel guilty because then I fear that she finds me #annoying and will hate me and I will fail this again (losing a friendship over a crush once was not that fun lol) and Traumas don't help #either at all so uh I'm just trying to spend time with her I just always feel a bit worried that I'm annoying her and it's consuming my bra #I do also still feel a little guilty about having this crush; internalized homophobia/issues around sexuality are hard to shake off #and while it's very normal and stuff I never dare to go the entire way when my brain conjures fantasies that are a little too risqué #I just feel guilty man I know I shouldn't but still it fucking sucks in my brain #and god talking about this in therapy would be a mess #I might have to eventually but I don't wanna #anyways; wild vent in the tags aside; yay a whis!

[naomiknight-17]

Maybe gargle my cock and balls

#not taking phrasing advice from someone who can't spell 'phrase' #fantasy races are... races #senshi as a half-foot is race-swapped #stop policing language about fictional characters and put hour energy into actually helping people if you care so much #look out i am in bitch mode today #... but not enough to reply directly lol #i just wanna vent i don't want to start a fight #no-one bother this guy or anything #but. come on #mod post

[silenthillbunni]

📓🖊️🧸

#i feel so lonely now bc i have no one to talk to sksksk #my sisters gets mad whenever i try to talk 2 mom and she just slammed doors nd got irritated at me #nd my mom is so stressed nd in a bad mood so she just got annoyed when i tried saying smth to her #so ig i should just vent to my bestfriend beloved diary confidant thats been here for me for 5yrs<3333 #anywayyy today was rough.. i woke up w a headache after 3hrs of sleep :(( #but still had to get up nd get ready nd eat boxed mashed potatoes for breakkyy 🤢🤮 (it's so gross after eating it everyday lol) #then w my hunchback nd achy stomach i went to school. it was frustrating bc ppl r so fkn rude #they bumped into me at the bus nd i had to sit like a weirdo caging my left stomach side from everyone. had to elbow some dumb fkn guy bc he #pressed his backpack into my side. so i had to basically push it away from me lol he thought i was so weird. but move tf away asshole?????? #got to school nd checked myself in the mirror nd i was so pale i look like absolute garbage its annoying :(( #it was next to insufferable to endure class bc my head hurt so bad (it was the worst part i think) nd i couldnt sit up straight so my back #hurt so bad too sksksks :< #but i managed to write a little but on my assignment #then i left a bit earlier bc i couldnt stand it anymore i was feeling so bad #wrnt to the library bc i had to return some books. could only carry two small ones tho so have to go back multiple times sksksk #felt soooo bad but ate some more disgusting mashed potatoes nd took a nap w an ice pack. took a migraine pill even if it upsets my stomach🤣 #now a few hours later i feel better physically #buuuuuut im so miserable im not even kidding #idc if it sound pathetic or fatty but genuinely that moment w a cup of coffee nd a small chocolate treat everyday makes me feel sm better #like im not kidding!!!!! it does a lot for my peace of mind sksksk T-T #im so miserable bc i cant eat anything still im so hungry :(( #and im weak. im pale. my skin's dry. it's itchy bc of malnutrition... i feel faint nd dizzy nd slow nd just not good at all #im so frustrated i hate this sm i wanna feel strong and healthy!! i dont wanna be constantly hungry. i wanna go to the gym nd go for walks #i wanna be able to sit up straight nd not get back pain!!! #i know i know it's only been 8 days since surgery and it takes time to heal i get it..... :( #but theres just too much going on and im so sick and tired of it all #mostly i just wanna be able to eat and feel strong bc i feel so weak nd i miss food so much sksksksk

[another-clive-blog]

Drops Fantasy AU. Doesn't elaborate. Leave. (I mean I don't have much but I can and will elaborate if given the opportunity to lol)

#It's not called DnD AU cuz Idk enough about DnD sorry :( I don't even know all the classes like this is ranger right ? Cool bow dude #Anyway Luke is a ranger and Clive Is Not. Clive is faking it so hard but that guy has never used a bow before help him #Fantasy AU is the last thing keeping me sane rn :)) It's mostly projection and vent. Most traumas are increased tenfold #Clive endured SO MUCH in this I'm not even kidding. I'm sorry Clive I love you but you're getting that angstier backstory or so help me #clive dove #Luke triton #unwound future spoilers #lost future spoilers #My art #Fantasy AU #I think it's VERY funny how I usually post at 3 am but this one has been scheduled for like. 10 hours now #Cuz I'm sick (got a cold wow) so I know I'll be sleeping by like 8 pm lol