#vent kinda

[voidzphere]

"heehee hoohoo killer sans flirty insane maniac gay dude yaayy"

yeah but did you alzo know he'z a DID system ? did you know he doeznt eat foodz that remindz him of his past and will starve himself if that meanz avoiding it ?

did you know he would throw up and choke on his own determination—the "black goop" or "hate" everyone callz it—coming out of his eyez and mouth ? from how much of it there can be ?? depending on the stage he'z in ???

did you know he'z so UTTERLY loyal, and he HATEZ IT, becauze he can't help it, and was forced to be that way becauze of chara ?? becauze of his trauma ?? DID YOU KNOW ——

#killz yapz #yeah i didnt think you did #juzt a remionder that therez more to a character than it seemz #or what the fandom centerz them around #plz olz pklz remember that #not even projecting in this one gang #killer sans #something new #utmv #vent kinda

[kaysdenofchaos]

Fingers alone can’t rip out heavy hearts

#vent kinda #me ten minutes ago but wo the blood #sorry I’m mental #lmao #khaotic #battlescarsau #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt angst #tw self harm #tw body horror #tw fake blood

[miss-emmie]

“Why do you like N and Uzi’s Relationship so much?”

Because if Uzi can find love after a lifetime of being considered a freak while N ignores what everyone says about her and stays by her side then that gives me hope that I can find someone like that

#murder drones #nuzi #comfort #vent kinda

[systememergency]

My therapist (a DID specialist): You definitely have DID

Me (in perpetual denial): Damn... I managed to fool her as well. Truly my faking knows no bounds.

#One thing about my doubt (I imagine this is partially OCD-related tbh) is no amount of external input changes it #I'll still be up until 5am trying to see if there's any way I could be wrong or faking my disorders lmao #osddid #did system #actually did #cdd #complex dissociative disorder #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #system things #osddid system #vent kinda

[plagued-by-visions]

Sometimes every year is one of those years where you need to look in the mirror and say “I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me” because one day there will be feasting and dancing. Maybe it’s not next year, but you need to keep making it so you can find out when it is.

#been a real shitty week #this past year of my life was a waste apparently #I’m a little heartbroken and life feels so incredibly bleak right now but I know it’ll get better one day #I Have more blind hope now then ever before #the mountain goats #vent kinda #I think things will be okay I just think it’ll take some work to get there #and I think the mountain goats will be my top artist

[chongoblog]

I really wish that life could throw me a bone and let me have a picogram of energy when I get home from my job that I can use to make shit I want instead of play video games for a little bit then just stare blindly until I notice it’s midnight but fuck me I guess

#vent kinda #im just so tired of being exhausted

[zaiphobez]

how am i supposed to be normal when kin HIM

LIKE I THOUGHT HE WAS JUST SILLY AND DEPRESSED ABOUT NOT BECOMING KING BUT NO THERES SO MUCH MORE LIKE WHATTTTT

Reasons for kinning him:

• Seen as lazy

• Feels like there's no point in trying because I won't do good

• Gives up half way through something because im not doing it quick enough or well enough as everyone else

• Feels like I will always be a second option

• Easily unmotivated

• Overly prideful but it's just a lie to make myself feel better

• Didn't get enough praise/attention when younger so feels no point in working hard because it will never be praise like the others will be

He actually has no reason to be this relatable like wtf

#twisted wonderland #twst #disney twst #twst leona #leona kingscholar #leona twisted wonderland #vent kinda #kinnie

[ryuzatodraws-archive]

“I’m alright, I’m just tired”

#tired of everything #vent kinda #copiiia

[desperatelosergirl]

"You're so nice!" "You're so sweet!" "You're so kind!" What if im not though. What if i'm a horrible, despicable being made of hatred and suffering. Would you still love me? Would you still caress my cheek as i tear your heart to shreds? As i sink my terrible teeth into your flesh and rip? Would you still stand by my side, as i utter atrocities about you? Knowing that i will provide you nothing but suffering, as i have been provided by another? That i will not break the cycle, no, i will let it thrive and blossom inside this rotten body of mine?

#vent kinda #cw vent #vent #obsessive love #yandere blog #actually obsessive #actually yandere #send anons #send asks #yancore #yandere #obsessive thoughts #yandere girl #yan blog #yanblr #yandere community #yandere gf #yandere girlfriend #yandere themes #yandere thoughts #tw yandere #yandere tendencies #yandere tw #yandere coping #yandere confession #yandere core #yandere cw #yandere stalker #stalker girl #stalker gf

[enslavedheart]

I just want your complete and total attention and for you to never think about anything else ever why is that too much to ask:/

#yandere #irl yandere #bpd shit #borderline personality disorder #unhealthy possession #unhealthy attachments #attachment issues #vent kinda

[voidzphere]

good morning utmv fandom have i ever told you how much i FUCKING HATE HOW YOU GUYZ TREAT KILLER SANS

this guy has the saddest fucking backstory and lore EVER and you downgrade him to a “hot bottom twink” . you disgust me

SURE he can be a silly little romantic guy BUT HIS ENTIRE PERSONALITY IS NOT BEING ROMANTIC. LOOK AT HIM

DO YOU SEE THE SHIT HE WENT THROUGH. he cant even accept help from otherz (in this case color, dream, swap, etc.) do you UNDERSTAND ME

SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE TRIED TO HELP HIM. AND HE'Z JUST GONE TOO FAR TO GO BACK. HE DOESN'T BELIEVE HE CAN BE A GOOD PERSON BUT WANTZ TO BE ONE

HE CANT EVEN CHOOSE WHAT HE WANTZ TO FEEL ?? PLEAZEEE

in summary yeah killer sans cool weird flirty skeleton dude but don't just ignore the fact he'z gone through as much as the other sansez has. he has so much potential im BEGGING

killer sans + all art provided belongz to rahafwabas

#killer sans #undertale au #sans au #utmv #something new #killz yapz #my god dude #fucking #coughz #you guyz make me mad sometimez #mannnn #vent kinda

[kaysdenofchaos]

Me when I d i e

#teachers are great! otherwise this days been awful lol #heeeeee’s fine. probably. -Leo #khaotic #tw vent #vent kinda

[sillyfriendssharingablog]

In my head there are two wolves

Wolf 1: noooo! Your writing is cringe! You should quit already!!!

Wolf 2: stfu you are a teenager in ao3. Its in your nature to be cringe.

#vent kinda #writing #fanfic #fanfiction #cringe culture is dead #ao3 #ao3 fanfic

[the-hype-on-tv]

some days i wonder if I'm too new to be on this fandom

like-- if i joined recently, my experiences with this isn't as true as others who were there all along

even if i was a casual fan for a while, only being truly invested now makes me feel like I'm not a "true fan" and that I'm just in it because it's popular now

and that's okay i guess... I won't stop enjoying this just because people were into it when it wasn't as big, or because i lost some important events i wish i was there to catch

honestly a lot of these things happened when i couldn't even understand english very well, nor did i know how to use the internet (I've got an old person's soul when it comes to technology) so it's not like I didn't know about it because I didn't want to

and that's okay

I don't know it all and I don't get it all, and I'm having the same discoveries and realizations people had ages ago, but that's okay

#twenty one pilots #tøp #skeleton clique #twenty øne piløts #twentyonepilots #the clique #clikkie #fandom #fan struggles #vent kinda #rant #vent

[dorkynerd23]

I found this over on Twitter, apparently Michael Kovach (The Voice Of N)(Murder Drones) was on stream the other day recently and said that Uzi is clearly NOT A MINOR and Is an adult.

Honestly, The fact that the voice actors have to be dragged into these shipping wars and arguments from some fans in this fandom just annoys and frustrates me honestly. Can some of you antis and toxic shippers just stop fighting and doing this, the VA's shouldn't have to be dragged into these shipping wars some of you bring yourselves in, honestly some of these fans just make the fandom look worse and toxic..I know that's all fandoms and none are perfect and MD isn't the worst fandom I've seen and been in (it's mostly toxic over on Twitter, though) but my goodness, some of these toxic fans, especially the envy shippers (not saying all are bad and Nuzi shippers can be toxic too, I'm just talking about the majority of them) are just insane and take shipping wayyy too far!! Also, I've stated this before and I wanna say it here as well, shipping isn't everything and it's especially not worth getting into arguments, bullying + harassing people for, shipping isn't that important and people should stop making it a big deal. Now, there's no harm in it (just as long as it isn't problematic and such) as I participate in shipping myself! But, sometimes it goes way too far and gets extreme to the point it makes a fandom look horrible and toxic as hell and makes most fans look bad even though that's not the case, but all fandoms have bad apples sadly.

Let me clarify and say that, neither Envy or Nuzi are canon and and none of us are sure which one the show will be leaning towards and who'll be together at the end. Sure, the show is 100% leaning towards Nuzi as of now in canon, but anything can go afterall and we'll all just have to wait and see what happens. Also, we all have to remember, this is Liam's show, not ours and it's his choice for what he decides and wants to do with the characters and who should end up with who. These are HIS characters and his story and he can do whatever he wants, we can't change the canon and in the end only Liam can choose what he wants to do and what he thinks works for the story of MD.

So again, please stop saying that Nuzi is problematic and p*oship because IT'S NOT. There's nothing troubling and uncomfortable about the pairing, it's harmless just like all the other pairings for the show. Hell, N literally said that Uzi, him and V WERE KIDS!! They're around the same age!

Some of you toxic shippers really need to stop doing this, stop turning stuff around + saying certain headcanons to fit your favorite ship and putting others down to fullfill your egos. It's fine to not like a ship, but if you're going to the point of attacking and harassing other fans because they don't like your favorite pairing, then that's an issue and is totally uncalled for. Just let people like what they want and if you don't like any ship in the show and just don't like shipping in general then just scroll away and just don't interact with those people, simple as that!

And one more thing I've gotta add real quick, I know it's not everyone, but the amount of shipping wars and fighting I've seen go on in the MD community from fans is just saddening and ridiculous, and it just seems that some of these fans are only coming for the show for the shipping and romance of the show, even though that's not even part of the series, MD isn't even about romance. It seems that some of these fans don't actually care about the show and what's going on, they just care about the shipping aspects and that's just unfair to me. Murder Drones have so much more to offer, so much more to give, there's so much more to appreciate and focus on in the show than just ships.

Shipping shouldn't even be something you go into for a show, you should watch and go into a show for more than just that, that shouldn't be the only thing to look forward to. Shows like Murder Drones have so much more to them and so much more to offer and be loved, enjoyed and appreciated for! ♥️

#murder drones #liam vickers animation #glitch productions #small psa #vent kinda #my thoughts

[sphylor]

i really dont wanna complain because i know im lucky to even have people read my fics in the first place and im super grateful for that but seriously? 18 kudos and the fic has been up for over a day? i know that it seems like a decent amount of kudos but also on my old fics I'd get like 40 kudos overnight sometimes. i get that its probably not a fic that everyone will want to read but also i did kinda expect more than 18 kudos...

#vent kinda #i probably sound pretty entitled rn but im just confused as to why things have changed #why is there less engagement than there was this time last year