#vent post please ignore dont rb blah blah

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#vent post please ignore dont rb blah blah #i’m so stressed i just don’t deal with unknowns very well and i don’t deal with having multiple things that are piling up well i just don’t #feel equipped or organized enough or SOEMTHING i don’t know #i have an interview tomorrow and it scares me so much #and i have to do a second interview on monday for a job i was supposed to be confirmed or denied for TODAY so that’s irritating #and i forgot my interview clothes so i had to go and get some i thought i was going to cry bc i’m already stressed about doing it in the #first place #also drove for three days so i’m Exhausted and don’t feel settled or. normal at all #and my dad is here now but he’s leaving tomorrow during my interview and i just don’t really know this place that well #i realized how lonely i’m going to be. i don’t know anyone here #and i’d be lonely anywhere else but at least it would be more familiar. i feel very out of place here #it’s made worse by the fact that i’m here because they’re selling my home where i feel the most familiar and comfortable and now i’m lost #this all sounds dumb i know that i’m sorry i get overwhelmed by small things #i’m an anxious person