#vent time

[maddies-chronicles]

every day i think "i have done it. i have gotten as desperate to shift as possible." and every day i am proven wrong

#i guess i also haven't been this upset in a while though. #shifting #reality shifting #shifting realities #shifting community #reality shift #shifting antis dni #shift #shifters #desired reality #vague vent tw #vent time #vent tw #mild vent tw #hale's shifting diary #i'm just tired man #i miss my dad #i miss having friends who aren't complete shitheads #irl friends this statement doesnt apply to my moots ily moots

[fictionalnormalcy]

So received some, I want to say devastating news today but it's exaggerated. Not something to grieve over.

Anyway, for next year, i am left dangling in the wind because I did not get offered housing at my university for the next school year. See they have this infuriating thing where you can fill out a housing application, but it's a lottery. It's guaranteed for incoming freshies and new transfers, but if you're continuing, well you're fucked unless you have a stroke of luck.

And luck has been giving me the middle finger lately.

Now I have to be stressed out additionally by looking for apartments that definitely are going to be $1,000 in rent a month or more. I just cant stop thinking about it, how now I have to scramble to find something else. And I realize why my mind keeps poring over it, because I'm trying to think of a way to make it my fault. But the fact that I wasnt lucky in the lottery was entirely out of my control. That's what my brain cant accept.

#personal post #vent time #march 4th

[sylvanas-and-the-diamonds]

Ok, I love Jonathan's character, don't get me wrong. He goes through a lot of growth, and he definitely matures into a better person than his father ever was.

But Jancy is just... weird. I can't get over the whole 'taking a photo of Nancy undressing' and then they paired them together???

Like what were the Duffer's thinking????

There's a million routes they could have taken that didn't end with the girl getting with the guy that literally took a picture of her undressing. It was such an invasion of privacy, and the way the show treated it felt so bad and off-putting to me.

#discourse #vent time #and I'm not hating on Jonathan's character #it's just the pairing is... odd #it feels wrong considering what happened and the whole situation with Barb didn't help #I wish that whole issue was handled better #maybe then I'd be friendlier to Jan/cy #and this is coming from someone who used to ship it

[tenshidemi]

Yesterday i was been thinking my online friends why they're disapear when i text them because of studies other but the sad is why they're not text me and they ignore me sometimes. Also i was been crying to my online friends also i understand that some of them they never text first but i do either. I was been feeling bad with my online friends that are not text them on discord or insta but the sad part is i don't wanna lose them because they're save me to being my friend and i'm glad to have them. I love my online friends sm but i don't want to blame them or smth else...

#vent blog #vent post #vent #venting #ventblr #online friends #friends #friendship #sad post #sad thoughts #vent time #tw vent #mentally fucked #mentally tired #feeling sad #i'm sad

[ashesbreadandbutter]

Because it's just too real. Lemme go smoke another joint and calm down for a minute.

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#please commission me #writing commissions #i will write almost anythin #writerscommunity #writers on tumblr #x reader #fanfic #fandom #art commisions #vent time #vent text #vent tw #vent post #vent #tw vent #gbs #disabled #disabled artist #disability #trauma #ptsd #complex ptsd #fake friends #fake family #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mental illness #mental health #story commission #stress

[incelwhor3]

I wish my mom knew that quitting self harming wasn't that easy

#vent post #vent #self destruction #self h@rm #self harm #tw vent #vent tw #vent text #vent tag #vent time #vent thingy

[jointpainfaggot]

Vent time…..

I hate it when people close to you dont make an effort for things you’re both involved in. It’s like highschool group projects. Girl come on. And in this case the person keeps bringing up their anxiety and cancelling meetings at the last minute and girl. I get it. But you can’t keep doing this you need help. ‘Oh but i have you’ im not your therapist! Im not your mom! I’m not equipped to be either!! And honestly i think it’s unfair to expect your similarly struggling friends to be that for you. I’ll listen to you and im here for you and I’ll help where i can but i have limits too. And i already feel like i can’t say that to them bc I can’t hear the whole “sorry for being terrible I’m the worst” “do you hate me now🥺” thing again. Seriously. There are more emotions than hate and love. Just because someone said hey your behavior isn’t cool doesn’t mean they hate you. It means they want to work on the friendship in order to make it work for both or all parties.

Anyway im tired. Thanks for tuning into vent time. Feel free to block the tag lol

#vent time #personal #ahhhhh

[shekilledherself]

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#vent time #it happened #like two weeks ago #there is so much going on in my head #it was a really really sad and painful but bittersweet breakup #we still love each other so much #but we’re too young to completely settle down #if the both of us aren’t married by 30 i will make sure he puts a ring on me #we laid together for a very long time and just head each other and cried together and wipes away each others tears #we made the promise to not wait for each other but i am waiting for him because that’s what you do when you are in love #we’ve still been hanging out and talking and having sex #but last night he unfollowed me on instagram and i know it sounds stupid but that’s when reality punched me in the gut #it didn’t feel like we were broken up until this week when he finally changed his lock screen and then last night unfollowing me and taking #me out of his bio #i guess it’s so upsetting to me because it made me feel so special being the only person besides uzi that he follows #i want to have this man’s babies #i want to start a family with him and go to pta meetings and do grownup couple shit #why is that so hard #my gut instinct is telling me though that he’s the one for me and i just need to be patient and hold on #and so i am #i know it’ll come back i just need to wait which fucking sucks #he’s gonna go fuck around with other girls and realize that none of them will ever be as good as me #no other girl is gonna love him so deeply and care for him and be as devoted as i am #plus no other girl will ever give him sloppy like i do #there will never be another girl that will drop absolutely everything to cater to him #never be another girl who’s main priority is him and making him happy #not in this day and age #he will realize i am the one for him #i know he will #anyways i’m just going thru it

[butnottxday]

not me wanting to feel pretty and loved like a carly rae jepsen song only to end up being the same fucking song of that fucking washing machine by mitski . EVERY FUCKING TIME

#god i'm not asking for too much #i just want love #carly rae jepsen #mitski #vent time #i'm sorry #soy muy tonta al creer que algún día alguien me amará y mi vida cambiará cuando sólo soy la segunda opción #do mi ti

[lesbian-choso]

I am very normal yes -> has googled what is a normal amount to text your friends

#vent time #i feel like I’m the one always reaching out so I guess it’s time to consult with google because I don’t know if my texting is abnormal #it also doesn’t help when you think people ignore you because you notice the minute you send something coincidentally their status changes #to offline. i want it to just be a coincidence or just a glitch but like I genuinely wonder if people hate how much I talk to them

[splatoonmaster69]

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#vent time #so out of the 6 people im gonna invite to my birthday only 2 of them are people i want there #the rest are just cuz i dont wanna be a fucking asshole #more than that if you include my siblings cuz i want my sibling there but i dont want my little brother #anyways but yeah the 2 people i actually want there are my best friends and i love them and if they disnt wanna come id straight up cancel #theres my friend from school who i want to be there but i know her and one of my best friends wouldnt get along #my friend from schools friend who i hang out w enough that i should invite them but who i dont know that well #and who would absolutely get in a fight with said best friend that wouldnt get along with them whcih is not something i wanna deal with #theres best friends friend who is kindof my friend but i havent talked to him enough in years for him to feel like a friend #hut i invited him last year so it would be weird to not invite him #and then theres my friend who like. gets along well enough with my best friends but just #hes fun to hang out with but i cannot trust him to not make me cry and i am not crying at my birthday party 2 years in a row #and then if we count siblings my sibling obviously i want there theyre fun and actually care and shit #but my little brother. frankly i dont want him around my friends at all since that time he took his shirt off #and laid down in front of the tv. while my friends were there. right in front of them. #which is gross as hell but even if we ignore that he is so fucking horrible to be around all of the time #he would actively try to cause the one thing that is not supposed to happen at this party(me crying) #but if i tell him to stay in the bedroom while my friends are there im being mean and a bad brother and blah blah blah #if i wanna go extra far i dont even want my dad there beyond him buying to food since he absolutely doesnt care about me not crying #but even though i only want 3 of these people there all of them have to be there because otherwise im being mean #just thinking about it kinda makes me feel like crying tbh because i dont think ill even have the energy for that many people #but not inviting any one of them would be me being a huge fucking asshole #i hate it really really genuinely #id almost rather not have a party but my sibling would get upset and think its their fault #plus frankly. i want pizza #which is probably the worst reason to have a party but who cares #its even worse cuz the only day i can do it is a day when i work so i get to come home w an exhausted social battery #and then a few hours later immediately deal with 6 extra people in the house #and because theres 6 people none of them will even wanna talk to me because i am always always always the least favorite friend #so ill just. what. sit there. maybe play kindom hearts or eyes of heaven if i want attention so bad im willing to get it thru being mocked

[deceased-butterfy]

i hate that your slipping away. i wouldn’t have made it if you hadn’t been there to help me. i don’t want to suffocate you but i can’t bear the thought of losing you. don’t go

#kinda sad #this is depressing #i missed them so much #sad thoughts #kinda depressing #im dying #vent #VENT TIME #i cant breathe #i cant handle this #im gonna die #abandonment issues

[aesrot]

when you're "too normal" so people think you dont need/have to look for a diagnosis, but not "normal enough" so you still get treated like you're lesser than them

#ableism tw #lua talks #vent time #ish

[burdenedwithgloriousswag]

A room fulla people , but ain't a single human "my person"

#fake friends #lonelly #lonelier version of you #sadcore #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #ventcore #vent txt #vent time #no friends #im not ok today #mental breakdown #trauma #relatable memes