Don’t You Love Me?
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Harry breaks up with Y/N and falls in love with another woman.
Everything was perfectly fine from Y/N’s perspective. She felt better than she had in years while dating Harry, having the assurance that she would come home to him every night enough to help her push through any problems going on in her social life and such. She might come home crying over something stressful at work every now and then, but he’d always wrap her up in his arms and take all of the anxiety and stress right from her shoulders, rock her back and forth gently, maybe cook her her favorite meal, or just make love to her to help her forget.
Harry had been taking note of different things than her, though. He wouldn’t take extra notice of when she’d immediately calm down just from being held by him, how she’d call for him in her sleep when she was having a nightmare, how she thought of him as her safety. His mind seemed to only focus on the things he wasn’t doing right, on everything he was fucking up. He would only seem to think on whenever they’ve been mobbed by fans and paps and she’d burst into tears right when they got home because Harry knows she has anxiety but still puts her through that. He would only notice how uncomfortable she’d get sometimes whenever a news article about her would come up because Harry also knows she prefers living a quiet, normal life.
Y/N wants to live a quiet, normal life. And Harry was fucking that up completely for her. She has an ordinary job with a normal salary, goes to university, loves going to the movies, cuddling, going on dates to cute places like the ice rink and bowling alley. But she can’t do any of that with Harry. If they do, they just get mobbed by fans eventually.
It didn’t take Harry but 3 months to realize that he was ruining her life.
And it took him another 10 months to do something about it.
Back to where it started; Y/N felt the happiest she ever had, so when Harry broke up with her, that streak broke. Funny how after over a year of being with, who she thought was, the love of her life, it only took five words to change everything.
“This is not working out.”
She remembers feeling her heart shatter at the abrupt words, then quietly croaking, “What?”
Harry had begun lying so severely that his head started hurting from his mouth contradicting his mind.
“I just don’t think we were made for each other.”
You’re my soulmate.
“I hope you can find someone better for you, Y/N.”
Seeing you with another man might kill me.
“I just don’t feel the way I used to.”
I love you so much.
What was Y/N supposed to do after that? Ask why? He’d told her all she needed to know; He’d told her the truth. He lost feelings for her and wanted to end what they have. How long had he felt that way? How many times had he faked, well, everything? As she thought of it, they’d made lo— had sex just last night. Was he faking then, too, just letting their bodies move so intimately together in pity for her? In that moment, she felt pathetic. She was a sympathy case for him, nothing more than a little girl whose dating some big famous celebrity and has no business doing so. Harry deserved a model, someone of the same status, someone who could fucking buy a new phone without having to worry about hurting their monthly budget. Harry’d offered to buy her things before, actually had done it multiple times, but she despised having other people taking care of her. Though, now, realizing he wouldn’t be there, she might have fallen into a bit of a habit.
“Okay,” Is all she said. And her eyes were hot and tearing up but she really didn’t want to look any more pathetic in front of him. So she just stood there, then realizing she was in his house technically.
They both seemed to notice that at the same time, Y/N unfreezing as she scrambled past him, mumbling apologies for nothing, going to try and pack all of her stuff. He’d asked her to move in two months ago. What was that then? Was that nothing to him either?
“Y/N, you can stay here,” Harry offered.
“No,” She quickly shot back, too fast almost.
Harry didn’t want to kick her out of his house, didn’t really think this part through. But he had more than this house, had a couple more around the world that he could go to. Plus, he was busy anyways, didn’t normally stay in one place very long. “Y/N-“ he tried.
“Don’t.” She closed her eyes tight, holding back her tears as she doesn’t dare face him, just shoving some clothes into a tote bag and slinging that over her shoulder. She brushed past him then, leaving the house without another word.
One might think they never talked again after that, but it seemed Y/N and Harry just couldn’t avoid each other. In the time they’d been together, she’d gotten close with his friends and his family. Anne and Gemma loved Y/N, maybe because all of Harry’s other girlfriends either were fake, didn’t last long enough, or just because Anne and Gemma have very good radars for who is using the curly haired boy. But they absolutely adored Y/N. They adored how she’d blush whenever Harry would kiss her in public, softly whining about PDA (though in the house, she’d pepepr him in kisses an chance she got), how she’d buy him nice gifts with her own money, knowing she’d have to live frugally for the next month despite dating a millionaire. They liked how she dated Harry, not Harry Styles. She was in love with him, just as much as he was with her.
So, when Harry showed up to spend Christmas at his mother’s house, two months after Y/N and his breakup, he shouldn’t have been shocked to see Y/N there. Anne had invited her, and in that same call Y/N explained how her and Harry had broken up. That was a bit devastating, the look of horror on Anne’s face at the news resembling someone who’d just witnessed a murder. Yet, Gemma popped in on the call then, convincing Y/N to come down. “Just for one night?” The women both begged, giving Y/N those Styles’ puppy dog eyes. They always worked when Harry did them, so it only made sense his mom and sister’s would work also.
Though, as Y/N nervously settled at the kitchen counter, she was waiting for Harry to walk in, for the initial awkwardness of seeing each other for the first time since their breakup. But she didn’t not expect to see him walk in with a woman on his hip. Y/N had seen her before on the cover of a magazine. Of course, she was a model. And there Y/N stood, a cup of Builder’s tea in her hands and an oversized Christmas sweater, a matching one with Gemma and Anne actually. She looked like a shapeless bag compared to the woman who was adorned in skinny jeans and fitted turtleneck, a nice handbag in the crook of her elbow. But, Y/N loves Gemma and Anne, so she’s not going to take the sweater off, it would be rude. Instead, she puts a forced smile on, standing up and approaching the two, offering her free hand that wasn’t holding a hot mug to the woman, “Hi, I’m Y/N.”
She smiles, a very beautiful one, Y/N should say, taking her hand and shaking it lightly, “Carina.” As she feels the odd warmth of Y/N’s hand, she’s taken back a bit.
Y/N blushes some, quickly placing her hand back on her mug, “Sorry, Builder’s tea.”
As Harry watched the interaction, he forced himself to only look Carina, watch her soft lips and long eyelashes flutter as she talked to Y/N. But his eyes strayed a bit, getting a few glances at the glimmering eyes he’d once looked into while they were on secret dates, the lips he used to kiss whenever he wanted, so plump and molding perfec- Not right now, definitely not right now. Carina is beautiful, she’s pretty nice, and is also smart. And with her, Harry can go on dates in public and be mobbed by the paps all he wants... His attempts at convincing himself aren’t really working. Then, when Y/N mentioned builder’s tea, he suddenly craves the exact way she used to make it for him.
“Uh, would you guys like some?” She offers. It’s as if she’s read his mind.
“What did you say it was?” Carina asks.
“Builder’s tea,” Y/N tells her, smiling kindly, “‘S really good, actually, Harry introduced me to it,“ She clears her throat, steering away from bringing up her and Harry’s past relationship too much, not wanting to make this anymore awkward.
“I’ll have some,” Harry pipes up gently.
Y/N nods, then humming, “How’d you like it again?” No milk, one spoonful of honey instead of sugar.
“Uh,” Harry brushes off the slight pang from her words, “No milk, one spoonful of honey.” And with that, Y/N nods once more, walking back to the kitchen.
Harry knew it was a bad idea to come tonight. He should’ve said he was sick. His pain had only begun when Y/N walked out in the adorable Christmas sweater, a cute little reindeer on it that looked a bit deformed from how big the sweater was on her. Then, his sister and his mum had come out, also wearing the same sweater. They were matching, and Harry had never felt his heart pound harder in his chest, feeling as if he could shed a few tears— But he had Carina. Carina is beautiful and kind and lives in his world. Her and Harry were more realistic than Harry and Y/N.
Though, as the night continued, everyone sat around the fire pit, he’d found himself forcing his laugh and smile more and more, Carina making the same joke over and over. He goes with it though, knows after a couple months he’ll get used to her. But it wasn’t like Anne didn’t notice. She knew her sons real versus fake laugh, and she hadn’t heard a genuine one from him the entire time he’d been home. She ops to ignore it, knowing he’ll find his way soon enough.
The rest of the night is spent with little stories shared around, some that are avoided because Carina is very new the group and even Y/N felt a bit uncomfortable at the moment telling her of some of the family’s anecdotes. And so she’d nonchalantly slip around some of the deeper details, all the while trying to avoid Harry’s gaze and keep up a smile for Anne and Gemma.
That’s how it went, just how things were now, she supposed. She’d see Harry at friend meet ups, call Gemma only to find out she was on the phone with him (leading to Gemma offering that Y/N just talk to Harry, but she wasn’t going to do that), and she’d even just run into him in public. It seemed a bit off to her that every Saturday when she was sat in the back booth of her favorite restaurant, a green smoothie in her hand and a Murakami book in the other, that he’d suddenly be there. He normally hated going out in public, didn’t want the paps to know where he was, didn’t like having the attention on him when he was on break. But he was always there.
Harry definitely noticed something was wrong with her. Even as they reached five months apart, Harry’s three months with Carina, he still knew Y/N’s patterns, her mannerisms, how to tell her mood. So, when ever he walked into the restaurant and saw her slightly furrowed brows, it might not seem like a big deal to most. But whenever she used to read in bed, her face was always relaxed, no matter the plot or scene she was reading, her eyes would always just be a bit widened in wonder as she read through the stories, gently nibbling on the tip of her thumb as a habit.
Today, as he walked into the restaurant, he knew something was really bothering her. She wasn’t reading at all. She had a text book in front of her, papers scattered on the table. She balances Uni and a part time job, so Harry knows how much work she had on her hands, but Saturdays were always her days to completely relax. Plus, she normally finished her work during her classes or the day off. Maybe she was just studying. But by the way she’s nibbling on her thumb a bit too much, her fist clenching and unclenching, eyes scanning the papers too rapidly, he knows it’s not that.
Harry decides to do something probably very stupid, something that he’ll definitely regret, but seeing her so stressed is making his own skin crawl and he needs to just see her smile to make sure she’s alright.
“Y/N?” Harrys voice came as a surprise to Y/N.
Her head shot up from her work, hand moving from her lips and almost knocking over her green juice. Harry catches it quickly, chuckling a bit as he hands her the glass bottle.
“Be careful, lovie,” He mumbles fondly. He didn’t mean to let the pet name slip, but it did, and he hopes she didn’t hear it.
Y/N definitely heard the name, and her heart might have stopped for a second or two, but she’s clearing her throat and moving on from her train of thought, “What are you doing here, Harry?”
Harry doesn’t know the answer to that either. Well, he does, but he can’t say “You look stressed and I’m worried about you.” That’s not his business anymore. Her well being is her own business and he doesn’t have the right to worry for her anymore. It would seem invasive, right? Instead, he quickly lied, “Just wanted to catch up, see how you are.” That wasn’t that much of a lie. He does want to know how she’s doing, maybe if she’s suffering as much as he is.
She just chuckles, shaking her head and turning to her papers once more, “You don’t have to do that anymore, Harry.”
“Do what?”
Her eyes glance up to his, then back to her work, writing out something on her paper, “Pretend like you care.”
“I do care,” He scoffs, sliding into the seat across from her. He sees her writing out an equation, and knows now that her work is for her Calculus class. Normally, she was always doing amazing in that subject. This makes Harry even more confused.
Y/N is quiet for a bit, just the low hum of the restaurant around them and the sound of her pencil on paper. Then she’s sighing, “I need to do my work, Harry.”
He furrows his brows, “Y/N, can we please just talk?”
She looks at him in silence, scanning his milky skin from the winter season, red banadana holding back his untamed curls, crease in his brows as he frowns at her. “Talk about what, Harry?” She finally says. Her hands are shaking a bit now, everything she’d spent the last five months trying to push away suddenly crashing onto her.
“You’re shut off, Y/N,” He tells her, “You’ve changed, and I’m worried about you! What happened?”
Her lips quivers some as she feels as if she could cry, but it’s as if she’s felt so much pain the past 5 months that her body’s become accustomed. So she looks at Harry blankly, a forced laugh coming from her lips as she shrugs, “I had to just sit back and watch you fall in love with someone else. Are you telling me you’d be the same after that?”
Harry’s taken back, his mouth opening to say something, but finding himself at a loss. “Y/N...” He trails off.
She sighs deeply, then collecting her papers, sliding them into their folder before stuffing that in her bag. Harry watches silently as she gets up, grabbing her bag and drink and walking to the entrance of the restaurant. And he lets her. He lets the love of his life walk out for a second time all because of his own error, his wrongs, his doing.
This was Harry’s fault, and he isn’t sure if he can fix things now, get back his lovie. Even if he could, he’s not sure if he deserves her. Not then, not now, not ever.
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