#very angst

[moonlessoul]

Exchange (also on INPRNT)

#kenjaku #brain dude from jjk and gojo #very angst #kenjaku x gojo #satosugu? #benificial relationship #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo x geto #stsg #gojo #fake geto

[novacreati]

MCD fanfics i've made so far :3

haiiii so rn i have 3 whole fics that i have written so far regarding mcd and instead of individual posts i decided to just do one big post lmao

#art #artists on tumblr #ummmmm #hehehehe #aphmau #mcd aphmau #aphmau mcd #mcd #minecraft diaries #fanfic #mcd fanfic #aphmau fic #aphmau garroth #aphmau laurance #aphmau levin #aphmau malachi #aphmau zoey #shadow knights #angst #i like angst #fanfic angst #very angst #im not sorry #ao3

[macawritesupdates]

Please do a superhero/supervillain au! I think it could be fun if yuuji and sukuna were dating as civilians but unknowingly bitter enemies in their alter egos.

*leans in close, whispers softly* But what if it ends up super angsty? Like heart-wrenching angsty? *leans in more* Because the writing vibes possessed me to make this is a really angsty one-shot, I'm so sorry... *sheds a few writer tears as I push this angsty treat to you and flee* >>Chapter Six: When the Mask Comes Off<<

#fic request #jujutsu kaisen fanfic #Sukuna x Yuuji fanfic #angst #very angst #tissue box level two #Superhero AU #*sobs as I put on pocking glove to punch readers in the feels again*

[sneetsnootyoit]

Odd Reasons

Warnings: 18+ (Minors DNI) Drug and Alcohol abuse, Heavy angst, Addiction, character death, NO USE ON Y/N, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT

Word Count: 755

A/N: Listen to the song "Odd Reasons" while you read or before you read

Check it out on AO3! I have less depressing fics there, too!

Tag list: @ariundercovers @str84pedro @cutesyscreenname

At first, everything was fine. He had his addiction under control and was working consistently, project after project. They weren’t the biggest fan of his vices, but they put up with it because they loved him. They weren’t sure when it all became too much, but suddenly, one day, they were bothered by so many of the things Dieter did. They openly disapproved of the drugs and the booze and ended up giving him an ultimatum - them or his addictions. They should’ve known better than to say that, especially while he was under the influence. 

“So that’s it? That’s your choice? You’re choosing coke over me?”

He gave no answer as he leaned down and snorted a line off of the coffee table in front of him. He was too high to think rationally, and with all the fights they had gotten into, he figured they’d be back after storming out. They just needed some space, surely.

The next day, when he was more sober, he realized they weren’t around, so he gave them a call. It only rang twice before it was sent to voicemail. “Hey, it’s Dieter. Where’d you go? I blacked out last night and when I woke up, you were gone.”

He also sent a text, asking if they were okay. They left him on read.

For the next week, he texted and called, but he never got any answers. Eventually, their voicemail message changed, and that’s what started the downward spiral. It started out with them saying their name and other typical voicemail things, but the end was what stuck out. 

“And if this is Dieter, stop calling me. We’re done.”

That was when he stopped calling. He started trying to be better. He cut down on the drugs and booze, even though it was hard. He didn’t truly realize what he’d lost until they were gone. He texted almost every day, hoping they’d message him back, but eventually his messages turned green. That was nearly his breaking point, but that didn’t come until four months later.

It was in a news article about a car accident that had happened in the city. It highlighted the first responders and paid respects to those who didn’t make it. While scrolling through, he spotted their picture amongst those who died. He was filled with a sudden feeling of dread, knowing that they will never again be the one in his bed. He couldn’t cope. He wanted them back and he knew it was irrational. He dove back into his vices. A binge. He sat in his living room, looking at pictures of them on his phone while he smoked and drank. At one point, he lined up some coke and snorted line after line, until his nose began to bleed. He slumped against the couch, blood dripping from his nose as he drank whiskey straight from the bottle. His most recent joint sat in an ashtray, waiting to be relit. 

He refused to leave his house at all, finding nothing interesting anymore. He was a broken shell of a man, his heart gone with them. It began to worry his friends, his family, and even his fans. He had everything delivered. The only time he left his house after they died was to attend their funeral. He stood and watched as their body was lowered into the ground. After the funeral, he went to a liquor store to pick up more whiskey, and when he got home, he drank himself to sleep. 

The next time he woke up, he had a hangover from hell that he treated with more alcohol. He popped a couple pills with it and went to sit on his couch, alone. That was his self relief - using substances to make himself numb. And it worked, but it worked too well. His body couldn’t handle all of the things he was putting in his body, and he was too fucked up to realize that he was overdoing it. He’d isolated himself from everyone and there was no one there to notice when his heart began beating too fast, or when he began to have tremors. Then his chest started to hurt and suddenly he was terrified. His heart pounded in his chest and he was shaking, spilling whiskey all over himself as he tried to use the alcohol to make it stop, but it only made it worse. 

No one was there when it happened.

No one was there when he overdosed.

No one was there when he died.

#jaspre writes #dead dove do not eat #I'm not sorry #dieter bravo #the bubble #very angst

[celestemagnoliathewriter]

💥 for the ask game 😄

Thanks for the ask @charmsandtealeaves!

💥Is there a chapter, scene, or WIP you're most excited to write? Share a snippet or tell us about it!

Okay, yes, there is a fic I am working on which I have posted A LOT about already. It's a Tedromeda/Remadora AU. I have gone through a gazillion titles but I just told one of my (AMAZING, TRULY INSPIRATIONAL) betas @merlinsbudgiesmugglers that I am changing the title to SUPERNOVA, like a dying star supernova.

Anyway here's a fun little snippet that no one's seen yet:

“You made your choice very clear to me in 1959. You chose him and you chose them.”

“No, I didn’t!”

“You didn’t?” Ted demanded angrily. “You didn’t leave me brokenhearted in the rain? You didn’t leave me to find out in the bloody Prophet that you had married another man?”

“I didn’t want to—”

“Oh, don’t give me that bullshit. You chose wealth and privilege. You said it yourself—you never loved me—"

“That’s not true—”

“You think that marrying another man is love?” Ted’s voice was rough and gravelly. “You think that telling me it’s over after we had sex is love? You think that lying to me for over a decade, hiding my daughter from me, and then kissing me, knowing perfectly well I am a faithful man, is love?”

“It was to protect you—”

“No,” Ted said, shaking his head. “I was ready to go anywhere in the world with you to take you away. I would have given anything—anything—for you.”

“Ted,” Andromeda’s voice broke. “I’m sorry. You have to understand, I did what I had to—”

“I have to understand? I have to understand that you had to destroy me?”

new year writing asks

#tedromeda #asks #send asks #ted tonks #andromeda tonks #andromeda black #love to watch the world burn #make my characters suffer #such suffering #very angst #wow

[spookednsaucy]

Patiently waiting for a photo of the crust🧍‍♀️

Apologies here you go:

This is my son, we're sharing custody at the moment but he seems to be coping well

#divorced dads #custody arrangement #broken home #very angst #hes going through it

[hellcheerficdatabase]

Sympathy for the Devil

Author: @imaginaryfriendss

Rating/Warning: General

Chapter Count: 1/1

Description: "Chrissy, this is for you."

Tags: Angst, Chrissy is not alive, in her honor, VERY ANGST, Eddie POV, drabble, one-shot, Status: Completed

#Angst #Chrissy is not alive #in her honor #VERY ANGST #Eddie POV #drabble #one-shot #Status: Completed #eddie munson #eddissy #eddie and chrissy #eddie x chrissy #hellcheer #chrissy deserved better #eddsy #munningham #chreddie #stranger things #chrissy cunningham

[ato-dato]

Piss off!!! Thanks!!!!!!!!!! :)))))

#bookstore-sitting is a very hard job #you wouldn’t understand #anyway #we interrupt your usual funny programme for a little bit of angst #but we’ll be back shortly #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #aziraphale x crowley #crowley #muriel #good omens muriel #good omens season two #good omens #good omens spoilers #good omens fanart #good omens s2 #art #artwork #my art #fanart #digital art #drawing #comic #fan comic

[laurasimonsdaughter]

Came back wrong this, came back monstrous that

What if they came back loving? What if they came back in love. What if the necromancy worked and you cheated death and it's everything you've ever wanted, but now they love you in a way they never did before and you cannot know if that is because they finally know the lengths you are willing to go for them, or because something in this deathless magic bound their soul to yours to guide them home and it left them no. choice.

#a rare sprinkling of angst from me #call that necromantic~ #laura tumbles #the solution of course is lots of healthy communication and maybe therapy #as it so very often is #necromancer #necromancy

[thehollowone16]

Okay, Post-Pain thing? 👀

Thanks for the ask!

This is angsty be warned.

I don't have any snippets from this as it's a relatively new idea I'm kinda collecting info for. So I'll share the premise, that's a fun fact. Right? I think so.

So this is an au, canon divergent idea. So, about midway through Naruto pt 2 the villain, Pain, kills a lot of people in Naruto’s home village. After the battle they get brought back to life.

Well, what if they didn't? Naruto defeats Pain but kinda ends up wandering as everyone in the village is dead. There he runs into Kabuto who isn't fully in snake mode yet. Kabuto and Naruto end up bonding somehow as Kabuto is losing his mind due to shoving Orochimaru’s dna into himself.

Idk if I'll write it or if it's more of a thought experiment? Idk how good I'd be at writing this version of Kabuto. He's kinda losing his mind.

Ask me things about my wips! This is fun.

#tag game #fanfic #potential fic plot #very angst

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

i vote that next year instead of reading Dracula we do a Jeeves & Wooster Book Club. those two never got the rabid tumblr shipping fandom they deserved (disqualified for the sheer technicality of being published a century too soon). we must correct this injustice

#jeeves and wooster #i want to watch tumblr go rabid i want to watch ao3 overflow with jeeves/wooster fanfiction #yes obviously the fandom EXISTS but it's a cozy little neighborhood #a handful of talented artists and writers doing their best to keep their charming little village going #but i'm tired of cozy i want this fandom TRENDING #I WANT TO SEE THIS ON MY DASHBOARD PEOPLE #i swear to you if they made a shiny new tv series tumblr would absolutely obsess over these characters. good omens levels of obsession #it's just such a great dynamic! the good-natured overly-trusting bumbling idiot in constant need of rescuing! #the stoic all-knowing genius who quietly masterminds mayhem in order to protect this one moron he's devoted himself to for some reason #jeeves as a morosexual is just such a beautiful interpretation of the original text #wooster as a happy-go-lucky himbo who stumbles his way into a relationship with a protective caring and supremely competent mastermind #the angst and social complexities of a same-sex cross-class relationship in turn-of-the century london! #oh AND half the stories are about jeeves helping wooster get out of engagements/desperately avoid marriage #two men who live together constantly scheming to maintain their bachelorhood. this is quite literally the main plot point #the gay subtext is there! the gay subtext is there and very ripe for picking!!! #this thing is LOCKED AND LOADED we can pounce literally any time

[steel-and-fire]

The small room was positively suffocating.

Small in relation, at least. It was a grand suit for any other person, but its current owner wasnt the average person...

He sat on the edge of the bed, staring forward, right to the wall, as golden and red locks fell over his gaze. His hands, only gloved, held each other, as if for support. And his slow, deep breath caused his chest to swell, pushing the fabric of the shirt he wore alongside it.

The silence was deafening. The breath the only thing that broke its reign, which only served to emphasize it.

His hands moved to his head, holding it. The fingers clenched down on it, terribly. His body shaking like mad.

And it wouldn't stop, it wouldn't stop, someone make it stop-

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......."

The scream tore the silence to pieces.

The screams.

In but a moment, there was no more silence. Fists landed on walls, headbutts on doors, and the body falling on every piece of furniture that it could find in its way as it thrashed around.

The tail flipped over a lamp that fell and broke to pieces, and the bed nearly turned to its side by the force of an impact, before landing back down loudly.

But the chaos of the mess could not be heard over the screams.

"AAAAAAAAAHHHHMAKEITSTOPMAKEITSTOPGGRRAAAHHHHITSALIEITSALIEITSALIESSSHHAAAAAAAHHHHHHHITSANIGHTMAREICANTWAKEUPICANTWAKEUPAAAAAHHHHHGRRRAAAHHHHHSOMEONESAVEMEMAKEITAAAAHHGGGSTOPAAAAGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!....."

He thrashed, and thrashed, and screamed, and pulled at his face, and swang randomly at every direction with fist and tail, as if trying to punch away something that was holding on to him and choking the life out of his lungs.

Eyes lost focus, and at some point he found himself on the floor, thrashing without stop to make the shaking end, kicking everything that was even remotely left standing or unbroken.

"STOP!!!! STOP!!!! NO MORE!!!!!!!!.....

...."

Suddenly, as if all the energy left his body, his arms fell limp next to him with a loud sound, and he remained unmoving, catching a burning breath on him lungs and throat... As his honey golden eyes stared at the ceiling...

And the moments passed, and his breath started to return, and so did the domain of the silence...

Sob....

Wet drops painted his cheeks, following the pattern of her markings, running to the edge of his eyes and to the side, and from there to his hair and the floor...

"Someone...make this nightmare stop... God or Devil, i beg you...."

He didnt move from that stop again.. The drops became streams, and he closed his eyes..

#drabble #? #Angst #ic #Very angst #Mystery angst

[waokevale]

Guess who?

Plot: Leshy's being bullied by a bunch of followers and decides to hide, Yellow cat (Who I strongly want to HC name Femur) accidentally finds him while picking berries, that escalates to Leshy telling him his entire life story, as you do ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

I decided to experiment with my formatting a bit, do you guys like this style of comic? It's much faster to produce than the usual more detailed ones I do.

#cotl #cult of the lamb #cult of the lamb leshy #cotl leshy #bishop leshy #cotl yellow cat #leshy x yellow cat #digital art #get angsted #I ship this very much

[sneetsnootyoit]

AY YO I'M NOT DEAD?!?!

I forgot I had a Tumblr for a hot minute and fell off the face of the earth. ANYWAY I've been chillin, joining new fandoms and all that shit. ALSO I've started writing on Ao3!

My current WIP is called "Catcher in the Sky" and it is Eddie Brock and Reader because why the fuck not

#ao3 #not dead #I'm back babey #venom movie #writing #non biney #eddie brock x reader #very angst #slow burn #its a vibe #please read it i need validation

[linecoveredinjellyfish]

my favorite romance trope is like. you dont want to hurt me but i am asking you to hurt me. i need you to stab me. i need you to hit me. i need you to carve this out of me. i need you to cut something off of me. this will hurt both of us in incredible ways. yours are the only hands i trust enough to weild this knife. you do not want to hurt me. i am asking you to hurt me.

#romance tropes #fic tropes #jonmartin #because of course this is at least partially about them #it is very late and i have Feelings #angst trope #it speaks!

[canisalbus]

What if I told you that RoobrickMarine went and wrote an entire novella starring my 16th century dog couple? It's very canon-adjacent, well researched and thoughtfully put together, has inspired me a ton during these past months and it's now publicly available at AO3. I highly recommend it.

✦ Separation ✦

#content warnings for sex violence self harm and general angst #six chapters 41K words #people who have asked for longer stories of these two please give this one a look #I've watched this unfold since late may? early july? and it's been an exciting experience #I'm not a writer I think it's better than what I could've come up with #honestly though the way he managed to get inside Machete's and Vasco's heads was uncanny their mannerisms and thought processes are spot on #some of the events aren't canon but they might as well be #and most of the background details and backstory tidbits are accurate believe me he's very well versed on their lore #big history nerd so the worldbuilding is intense #you get to meet the dog pope #there's saint sebastian #roommate hijinks #it gets kind of bleak at times though so be mindful of that #it's not all fluff and good feelings #Separation #Heinaven #RoobrickMarine #own characters #own art #artists on tumblr #CanisAlbus #Vasco #Machete #anthro #sighthound #dogs #canine #animals #if you end up reading the whole thing it would be really sweet if you left a little comment as a thanks for his hard work