25 January 2017 12:38
This morning I worked really hard to stay productive and focused and I actually did a bit of studying! This afternoon my mom will listen to me repeating so that should go well :3
On another note, I’ve done a lot of thinking lately about what motivates me and I found out that I don’t want to work at a clinic, I want to work with wildlife, to work outside with lots of different species. I just never really believed that that dream could be doable and so I shrinked my dreams until they were “more rational and realistic” because I was ultimately afraid of failure. By doing so I lost both my motivation and my dreams. So now I’m trying to regain the ability to dream big, I constantly have to remind myself that it’s ok to dream and to aspire to a difficult job, and that even if I’ll fail it will be ok. Plenty of people have failed on the road they chose, found another one and are still happy, so why shouldn’t I allow myself to dream, try and fail and try again?
To everyone of you, I hope you always have the courage and strenght to follow your crazy incredible dreams. And remeber that you are allowed to fail and make mistakes, it doesn’t make you a bad person or a failure yourself, it just makes you human.