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sosofiaplay · 11 months

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⠀➭⠀ׁ ⃞ֵֵ ▒͜͜❟⠀ׁ⠀ַַ ⌗No quiero pensar en el pasado, quiero pensar en ti ⠀ׅ⠀𖦹⃞̸̸ֵֵ ᪻᪻ ▒ ֵֵ ׁ ꒱

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astroyongie · 5 months

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Victon November Reading 2023

Note: take it lightly and enjoy !

Seungwoo

Love: When it comes to his realtionship, I think he is still dating his person but there have been a lot of issues concerning money. Seungwoo is someone rather greedy and his partner has been asking for money from him, something he doesn’t want to share which has caused issues in the couple.

Career: He is happy with his career and he wants things to stay the same. No matter what happens to Victon, Seungwoo has outside connections, and even if the group ends by separating ways he will keep doing music and do what he loves the most

Self: I sense mostly fear out of this current energy, mostly perhaps he doesn’t know what path to take and there are many important decisions that he keeps delaying due to fear of what will happen once he makes his choices.

Seungsik

Love: Seungsik is dating his person, things seem to be going well between them since the relationship is rather stable. The communication is fluid and the love is still there despite the time they have been together.

Career: He doesn’t know what to do. It feels like Seungsik doesn’t want to continue his career and he wants to focus on something else, do something else, or simply move on from the idol career.

Self: This boy is confused and completely lost. There are important decisions ahead of him and he too, doesn’t know what to do with his life or what to choose to move on

Sejun

Love: In love and rather happy! Sejun is in a relationship at the moment and it really seems that his realtionship is the only thing that gives him happiness and fulfillment at the moment.

Career: His career is currently on hold. Sejun probably has lost his sponsor at the moment and his company isn’t supporting him anymore so he is trying to figure out what he could do to continue his music

Self: He is working out very hard, mostly focused on fixing his group and his career. Sejun cares for his fans but also for the money and he knows he needs income to keep living his lifestyle

Hanse

Love: He is in love with someone and this person is also in love with him, but hanse isn’t sure if he is ready to commit to a relationship. He is scared of what the relationship could turn out or what people could do to his partner if they discovered they were together.

Career: He doesn’t know what to do at the moment. One part of Hanse wants to stop music or at least stop the erratic idol life but at the same time he is very co-dependent of his fans and of his music as it’s the only way for him to express himself. He is still figuring out what to do next

Self: He has recently learned about a few things that have hurt him a lot (from the members/groups, secrets that were kept from him). Hanse is trying to figure out that while also trying to convince himself that he isn’t an impostor and a bad rapper

Byungchan

Love: He is in a relationship, but it feels like byungchan hasn’t seen his partner in forever. Probably because his partner isn't on the Korean ground at the moment and they keep positioning their coming which has left him very frustrated. He feels like the relationship isn’t going anywhere

Career: His whole career is in the hands of his sponsor who has been manipulating everything concerning him, his music and his endorsements. Until his sponsor gives him the green light, he is stuck in his current situation of doing nothing.

Self: He is happy without being happy. Byun is struggling to keep his relationships working and moving on, he also feels very disconnected from reality and with his emotions. Based on other readings I did for him, I believe Byungchan has always suffered from depression or a poor mental state and that sometimes it’s hard for him to figure out things.

Subin

Love: Subin has recently broken up with his partner (or more like his partner has broken up with him). He is very heartpained at the moment, dealing with the grief that this person has left by leaving him

Career: He is so bored, he doesn’t care much about his current career at the moment. Honestly, he is reevaluating his whole life and pondering if it is really worth it to continue with his idol life or if he should just focus on something else instead.

Self: It looks like he has been taking care of some legal issues in the background. I don’t know if this involves his company or if it’s something more personal, but Subin has been very focused on getting just about something or at least for someone.

#Victon #Victon astrology #Victon tarot #Victon reading #Victon headcanons #Victon imagines #Victon scenarios #Victon reactions

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synthetickitsune · 6 months

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omg ur requests are open could you please do a seungwoo smut about the first night after he’s been discharged 😊

it's my first time trying to write for him so i hope this is okay! ♡

Seungwoo (Victon) | Discharged smut | 0.6k | gn!reader

“Shh, shh, baby,” his fingers trace your wet cheek, thumb slowly wiping them away, “What’s going on?”

Seungwoo’s voice is so low and gentle, he’s smiling a little and as much as it comforts you, it also squeezes a few more tears out of your eyes. You feel your body trembling and it has nothing to do with cold or what you’re doing.

“I missed you,” you whisper back, nudging your nose against his, “I can’t believe you’re back.”

He coos softly, leaning down to capture your lips with his own. It’s an innocent kiss, and you think back to when you first met. It feels a little like it. After so long, after what felt like endless waiting just to spend a day or two together, it’s once more completely new that you live with your boyfriend, that you get to wake up next to him, fall asleep next to him.

“I am,” he agrees, “And you’re not getting rid of me now.”

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” you say, the end of your response shaky, breathy and barely there as he rolls his hips against yours experimentally. Seeing your reaction, he has to give you more. He wants only happiness to you, and he wants to be the one to provide it.

His own name sounds unfamiliar to Seungwoo, moaned so so softly from your lips, like you’re testing the letters on your tongue. It sounds like a hopeful thought spoken aloud for the first time in forever. His breath hitches. He shares the sentiment fully, he can relate to being overwhelmed not only by emotions, but also by finally being sheathed in your tight heat. He has to let your tears spill, he doesn’t want to add more stimulation to your already sensitive and shaking body. Instead he puts his hand on your neck, without any pressure, just a reassurance that you’re there, that you’re breathing. To you, though, it’s a comforting reminder that you’re his.

Your hips chase after his, but he’s never far away. He’s taking his time with taking you, all nice and sweet, dragging his cock through your walls like he wants to memorize every inch of you - wants you to memorize every inch of him. Your fingers curl around his, nails digging into the back of his hand and his forearm where your other hand grips him to ground yourself.

“You’re perfect,” he sighs, eyes closing in bliss of finally being reunited with you, knowing he’s not leaving again. He gives you a deep thrust, then another, and another - pulling out more each time until every thrust feels like the first one. You can only mewl and hold onto him like he’s the thing keeping you together. “So beautiful. I missed you so much I almost went crazy.”

You whimper, hoping Seungwoo will understand what you’re trying to say. Your body welcomes him as eagerly as your heart does. Despite his thrusts being deep, he’s careful not to be so rough that your body would be jerked around on the bed. You clench around him with each kiss to your sweet spot that makes you see white and bite your lip.

He’s struggling just as you are. He wants to see you come undone, he wants to take in all your expressions and whines of pleasure, but he can’t. His ears are almost ringing and his eyes keep closing no matter how much he orders them to stay open. You’re a dream come true after the nightmare of separation and if he only could, he would make this moment last forever.

#victon scenarios #victon reactions #victon imagines #victon x reader #seungwoo scenarios #seungwoo x reader #seungwoo smut #drabble #smut #requested

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kpop-kitkat · 2 years

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Don’t Leave Me | Do Hanse

pairing | boyfriend!do hanse x suicidal!f reader

genre/cw | suicide attempt, self harm, self hate, crying, blood, hurt comfort, mention of sex, mild language

wc | 1.2k

notes | if you are feeling suicidal, please talk to someone. taking your own life isn’t the answer, I promise you. this story is in no way glorying self hate and self harm, it’s basically only for hurt comfort, which I love writing. please find help, love you!

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

Hated. Unloved. Ugly. Unworthy. Useless. Repulsing. Unwanted. These were all accurate descriptions of how Y/n felt. Of course, none of them were true, but some people in her life, especially her ex boyfriend, tricked her into believing the lies.

For two years, after Y/n and Doheung’s breakup, Y/n was in a dark place. And the bigger problem was, she didn’t want to get out of it. But then, in her senior year of high school, she met Hanse. He was a light in her life, and helped her realize the truth. And recently, he had convinced her to move in with him. They loved each other and wouldn't have it any other way. Although, Hanse was an idol, which made their relationship difficult at times, but it was worth it to them.

Y/n sat on her and Hanse's shared bed and wrote down her thoughts, as faint music played from her iPhone and rain drops raced down the window.

Soon enough, VICTON's Stupid O'Clock began to play. And it was a song Hanse wrote for Y/n after their 'first time'. She made him horny like crazy and he had to write about it. Of course ALICE and the members didn't know it was for her. They didn't even know she existed.

Y/n smiled as Hanse's part began to play.

Even if it's not my style

I can accommodate your Fantasy

So I make you crazy

This is my daily

Baby right, you come to me

I could burn myself everyday, Maybe

It will get hotter

When I splash

Till the break of dawn

You're gonna be obsessed

Every night, I'll be you, you'll be me

Then after burning in the dark again

You make me get up

And wake everyone up at the blissful dawn

At the speed determined by instinct

Fill your night with me

Even after hearing the song one thousand times, it still made her feel things.

The next song that played was a piano piece without lyrics. She didn't even know the title of it, but it did have a sad, depressing sound. It caused all of these thoughts and memories to return. She subconsciously began looking for something sharp, but stopped herself.

"What the hell am I doing," she asked herself, looking down at her shaking hands.

Her anxiety began to consume her as she paced back and forth.

"Please come home Hanse, I need you," she whisper cried to herself.

She then fell to her knees and covered her face with her hands, trying to suppress her screams. This wasn't her first anxiety attack. In fact, the last one was a few months ago, and it ended up in her harming herself. From that day on, Hanse watched her like she was an infant. But today he had a meeting. It was important, and he couldn't stay home if he wanted to.

The room felt as if it was darkening to Y/n. And as much as she tried to stop herself, there was always the "What if death is the quickest way out?". She began searching for a sharp thing and remembered that she had put a letter opener in the kitchen drawer. She rushed down the stairs and ignored the sound of a car pulling into the driveway.

Hanse was home.

She dove into the drawer with her hands and her eyes lit up when she found the wooden handle letter opener. She took a deep breath before slicing her wrist, causing a dangerously large amount of blood flow out of it and onto the white tiled kitchen floor. She stared at it with a bittersweet smile before getting dizzy and daunting from blood loss.

Hanse stepped in through the door and was unaware of the situation, as she has fallen behind the kitchen counter, which was out of view from where he stood.

"Baby I'm home!" he announced, excited to see his girlfriend. He waited to be embraced and kissed by her, but she never came. He assumed she was busy with something at the moment.

He walked up the stairs and searched the whole second floor. Not in the bathroom, closet, studio, or bedroom. He then got slightly panicked because her phone was in the bedroom, and she was never far from her phone. Not on purpose.

"Y/n!" he ran down the stairs and into the kitchen when he gasped at the sight before him. "Y/n!"

He ran and knelt down beside her critical state. He shuttered at all of the dark red blood splattered on the floor. He immediately put pressure on her wrist and called emergency services. He then held her close to him and rocked her back and forth as he waited for the ambulance.

"Don't go... Don't go," he cried, tears freely flowing as he kissed her lips. "If you leave, I won't know what to do with my life," he said with a broken voice.

Sirens sounded in the distance.

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Hanse paced back and forth in front of the emergency room. He was alerted when there was a door opening and closing in the room she was in.

"Is Y/n okay?" Hanse asked the nurse who was helping the emergency surgeon, hoping for a positive answer.

The nurse smiled at him. "Your girlfriend is a lucky one. She barely survived the massive amount of blood loss, but she will live. You may see her if you'd like," he answered.

"Thank you," he sighed, a huge smile of relief on his face.

"You should be thanking Dr. Min. If it wasn't for her, your girlfriend may have not survived."

Hanse bowed before walking into the room. Everyone left except for a female nurse who was removing an IV from Y/n's arm. She was still sleeping due to the anesthetic she had been given before the surgery.

"I'll leave you two alone," the nurse bowed before exiting the room.

Hanse went to the side of her bed and held her hand tightly, as if she would disappear if he let go. He leaned up and planted a kiss on her cheek and stroked her hair with his other hand.

"Why would you ever want to leave me?"

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It had been three days since Y/n had the surgery, she still hadn't awakened. But still, Hanse waited.

Y/n opened her eyes and stretched like she had been asleep for years, but it was only three days. She looked over to see Hanse had fallen asleep while holding her hand.

"Hanse," she cooed, shaking his hand a little.

He opened his eyes and smiled at the sight of her being concious.

"You're awake," he smiled, resting his head on her lap. "Why did you do it?"

"I just wanted the pain to go away Hannie, I'm sorry," she teared up.

"No don't be sorry," he pouted, standing up from his seat to climb into the bed next to her and hug her. "I never should have left you."

"You had to Baby. It's not your fault. And I promise I won't do it again."

"Okay. I'm holding you to that promise," he replied, smiling into her neck. "I love you. Don't ever leave me, okay?"

"Okay Love."

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forselm · 2 years

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I'm so soft for Kang Seungsik, just imagining cuddling with him at night to fall asleep, soft touch and kisses and whispers 🥺

nooo cuddling with seungsik would be amazing :( he would be such a good safe space for you. your bodies sticking close to each other with little words needed to know how much the both of you adore each other. he strikes me as someone who would stroke your hair or pat you to sleep. oh and his soft singing...seungsik definitely would sing you to sleep. he'll stay awake till you fall asleep so that he knows you're completely alright and safe with him.

#anon asks☆#victon imagines #victon scenarios #kpop imagines #kpop scenarios #seungsik

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etherealyoonghwa · 1 year

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Victon Recommendations

Subin

𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑠 @annyeongffs

Jung Subin @iwillgiveyoumyhappiness

7 Minutes in Heaven @saltys-writings

so, pull me closer @afterglowsw

ot7

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bearseokie · 2 years

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- it’s a habit. [M] | lsj

being paired with other porn stars is a natural occurrence in the business, but specifically having to work with the man you always deemed the most alluring? crazy. finding out that he has a habit of falling in love with his co-workers? chaos.

DETAILS — [ 18+ | pornstar! au | currently 7k ] PAIRING — pornstar! sejun x pornstar! fem! reader GENRES — series, smut, (psychological) romance, angst, slow burn WARNINGS — mature content, detailed sexual content, jealousy, intense scenes, unprotected intercourse. NOTE — this series focuses around mature and sexual content, minors do not interact with this series. parts are posted/updated as they are written, please be patient with me!

UPDATES | DISCUSSION TAG | TAGLIST

1 | OLD HABITS DIE HARD.

a new pairing for the company is the next business move—but what you didn’t plan for was your new partner to be top-star sejun. an alluring man with more charisma in one finger than anyone else you’ve ever worked with, the intense ploy of someone you never imaged you’d become attached to begins.

DETAILS — [ M | pornstar! au | 7k ] WARNINGS — mature content, detailed sexual content, dirty-talking, face-fucking, fingering, mirror sex, unprotected intercourse, jealousy POSTED ON — august 21st, 2020

2 | AN INQUIRY FOR YOUR TAKING.

a year passes after your fleeting affair with sejun, and a single phone call from your manager is enough to bring back every feeling and memory. with a promotional scheme in his hands, sejun requests that you join him to be his main partner in a series of films—and with every fiber of your being telling you to turn down the offer, you agree.

DETAILS — [ M | pornstar! au | outlining ] WARNINGS — updating... RELEASING ON — to be determined...

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monatice · 2 years

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Amnesia - Kang Seungsik

Summary: After a car accident in 2015, you have lost all your memories. Even the memories of the people you were surrounded by in the hospital. And no matter how often they told you who they were. Your brain wouldn’t remember. It led you to the conclusion you had forgotten more. Considering that your heart was aching, longing for something.

The year 2015, was the year that changed everything you’ve ever known. A terrible car accident made you lose all the memories you had before. You knew that something was missing. You had the feeling that you had forgotten something big, but no matter how hard you tried, you had no way to find out what it was that you had forgotten.

Therefore, you continued to live the best you could. It wasn’t easy with the heavy feeling of a missing piece. You felt empty no matter how much you tried to continue to live your old life.

In 2022 you decided to change something in your life, hoping you would finally feel whole again, even when you couldn’t remember anything past the moment you woke up in the hospital.

Therefore, you applied for the staff position at Ist Entertainment for the band Victon in South Korea. You didn’t mind leaving the country because nothing was making you happy here, everything reminded you about the car accident that happened.

Especially the people around you, asking you constantly how you’ve been. Strangers, that knew you, but you didn’t. You had forgotten them, and you were tired of seeing the painful expressions of people you have forgotten. You simply didn’t want to continue being reminded about what had been and never will be.

The doctors explained to you that there was a chance for you to never remember anything again. Your head injury was intense and caused your amnesia to be so present.

After months of doctors telling you about your life and realising that nothing rang a bell. They had told you that you might always have this state. Which frustrated you. You wanted the emptiness to disappear.

22 hours later you arrived in Seoul and went straight to the apartment to sleep out the jet lag. Tomorrow would be the day you would already start working. The start of a new life. You just had no idea how much of a new life it would be.

On the way to the building, you were listening to music to calm down your nerves. You were about to start a new life, in a new country. You walked up to the building where a man in a suit was already waiting for you. “Ms (Y/N)?”

“Yes, that’s me.” you smiled and bowed slightly.

“I’m Minseok, I will introduce you to the members, and the rest of the staff. I will also show you around today, to let you see the building,” he explained.

“Thank you very much.” you followed him while he explained what all the rooms were, and which rooms were the most important for you. He put the focus on everything Victon-related because they were the ones you worked for – for now. As you entered a room, two ladies stood there, smiling. “You must be the new one!” she beamed.

Instantly you smiled and nodded. “Yes, I’m (Y/N). Nice to meet you.” you bowed.

“I am Mina, and this is Lia.” she smiled. “It’s so nice to meet you. If you have any questions on the first day, we explain everything.”

“Thank you very much.” you beamed, already feeling at home.

“Time to meet the band you will be working with,” Minseok said, walking towards another room.

“Guys, this is (Y/N), one of the new staff.” Minseok caught the attention of all the members. “This is Seungwoo. The eldest of the group. Currently serving in the military but came over for you to meet him.”

“That’s very kind of you. Nice to meet you.” you smiled.

“The pleasure is all mine,” Seungwoo responded.

“That is Sejun and Subin. They are inseparable.” Minseok explained.

“So, you only come in a pack. Understood.” you grinned as they laughed.

“Then we have Byungchan and Hanse over there.” he pointed to the table at the bag and two men waving. You awkwardly waved back.

“That over there is Chan, the main dancer.” Minseok pointed to a dark-haired man.

“Nice to meet you.” Chan smiled. “I hope you enjoy being one of our staff. And we won’t make your life too hard.”

“Especially those two.” Seungwoo pointed at Sejun and Subin.

You laughed. “I am sure they won’t,” you added and laughed as Sejun winked at you for joining the joke.

“And that over there is Seungsik, the main vocalist.” you looked over to the person and your heart stopped. He had the same expression as everyone who already knew you, and you had forgotten.

And your heart told you, that he was indeed someone you had forgotten. Someone, you shouldn’t have forgotten. You swallowed and bowed, not trusting your voice.

Everyone saw that something was going on, but didn’t dare to ask, while Minseok was still around. “Alright, I will show (Y/N) around a little more. But from tomorrow on, she will be all yours.” Minseok smiled.

And you followed him, with one look back to Seungsik, who was still looking at you.

As you left, Seungwoo turned to Seungsik. “You know her?”

Seungsik nodded. “Can we not talk about it? I tried to forget.” he forced a smile and stood up to get dressed for the performance later.

“Of course.” Seungwoo looked after Seungsik and met Chan’s eyes who shrugged.

“Must be something big,” Subin added.

“Whatever it is. He doesn’t want to talk about it, we should accept it.” Seungwoo sighed. “I just hope it won’t be too hard on him to see her every day.” Seungwoo stood up. “I will be watching your performance from the audience.” he beamed. “Fighting, guys!” he left the room as well, making everyone wonder what relation you had with Seungsik.

The next day you came to work and smiled at the members, trying to ignore your aching heart. And trying to not meet Seungsik’s eyes. “Okay, today you will have two interviews and one award show. You are nominated for your new song.” you smiled at the surprised faces of the members. And I also see that Sejun and Seungsik, you will have an extra schedule for your upcoming musical.” you looked up to Sejun who nodded. “Alright. The car will be ready in twenty minutes.” you smiled, leaving the room to prepare the car.

You let out a breath you weren’t sure you were holding once the door closed behind you. You had hoped you could have a better life here with people you didn’t know. But it seemed like you had a life here in Seoul that you weren’t aware of.

Especially when you were waiting outside the building at the car and a woman approached you, calling you by your name. You looked into her eyes and saw a flashback to her smiling at you like this. But you had no idea who she was. You knew her.

“I am sorry, but it seems like you got the wrong person,” you said while staring at the woman.

The woman stopped and smiled. “Must be.” she looked at you one more time before turning to the building where Victon came out.

She went to Seungsik and gave him his phone and said something to him. Then she left and the members came over to you.

You cleared your throat and opened the door for them to enter the car. As Seungsik entered the car last, you smelled his aftershave and another flashback hit you.

You knew this aftershave. You were laughing while you were running along the beach as someone hugged you from behind. The person who hugged you had the same aftershave as Seungsik. Could it be it was Seungsik? Could it be that you had forgotten someone you loved so dearly? On second thought, it was possible. You had forgotten everyone else too.

“(Y/N)? Are you alright?” you opened your eyes, noticing the members looking at you while you were holding onto the door.

You nodded. “Sorry, just had a headache.” you forced a smile and closed the door, entering the car in the front.

The driver started the car, and you were looking at the papers in front of you. Trying to remember anything else. Trying to see the person you were hugged by on the beach, but nothing.

But you knew that you were either close with Seungsik, or he was the key to the missing piece. But how could you ask him about it when you couldn’t even look into his eyes?

You sighed and looked out of the window. Sejun and Subin looked at each other and shrugged. Seungsik was looking outside the window too. Chan was looking at you and then at Seungsik, trying to figure out what was going on.

You followed Victon along the schedule and late at night, you picked up Sejun and Seungsik from their schedule. Sejun and Seungsik entered the car in the back. “How was your schedule? Sorry I had to leave for a second.”

“You alright?” Sejun asked. “I mean if you don’t mind me asking.” he smiled lightly.

You met his eyes in the review mirror. “I am alright. Chan just lost his phone and didn’t know where he left it, so I drove to the places we’ve been to,” you explained.

Sejun nodded. “Have you found the phone?”

“Yes, it was still at the venue of your performance in the backstage area.” you smiled and started the car to bring them home.

Seungsik didn’t say anything, he was just on the phone and had his earphones in, probably listening to music.

Sejun instead tried to talk to you about the schedule and how he hoped to have some concerts soon. “Will you come to the musical premiere?” Sejun wondered.

“Probably. I mean, I am sure the rest of the members also want to see you. And I usually follow you around everywhere.” you smiled, parking the car in front of their dorm.

Before you could say anything Seungsik left the car, and you looked after him before turning around to Sejun. “Give me a short message when you arrive in your dorm, yes?”

Sejun smiled and nodded before following Seungsik.

He put his arm around Seungsik. “Siki, whatever it is. Please don’t treat her this way. I mean I don’t know what happened, but it seems like she doesn’t know.”

“Because she doesn’t.” Seungsik sighed, putting his phone away. “She doesn’t remember anything Sejun. Not me, not what happened. She has amnesia. And that since 2015.”

Sejun stopped in his tracks, making Seungsik turn around. “I know her. I have never forgotten her. I just tried to move on. And I don’t want to be rude to her. I just can’t act like nothing is going on, Sejun. I can’t tell you anything about how close (Y/N) and I were. But just know, that it hurts me.”

Sejun nodded and hugged Seungsik. “I won’t ask more. I am sorry.” Sejun pulled Seungsik with him to the dorm. And as promised he wrote to you that they arrived safely.

As you arrived home you checked your mailbox and took the letters with you into the apartment. You sat down on your sofa and looked through the mail when you noticed a letter with no sender on it. You opened the envelope and you gasped.

Inside were photos of Seungsik and you happily laughing into the camera, kissing on camera and… that couldn’t be. It just couldn’t. You threw the pictures into a drawer and tried to calm down your breathing, but it was hard.

You grabbed your head as it started to ache. Those photos must be fake. There was no way you forgot all this. You walked into your bedroom and threw yourself onto your bed, trying to breathe normally but you sobbed. Why couldn’t your brain just remember everything? And why did the past have to follow you here as well? This was certainly not the start you hoped for.

The next morning you walked into the room where Victon was already waiting, but this time with sunglasses. “Oh, did Sejun and Seungsik keep you awake all night?” Subin joked.

“Today’s schedule will be a magazine photoshoot with Vogue. You will be on the cover for the next edition.” you didn’t want to ignore Subin, but you had no strength to respond to any jokes. You haven’t slept all night, thinking about the pictures all night, and who could have sent the pictures? “The car is already waiting downstairs for you. Seungsik, before you leave, I need a word with you,” you said, waiting for the confused members to leave. Seungsik kept sitting on the armchair.

“Answer honestly, please. Have you sent out a letter to me with photos?”

Seungsik looked at you for the first time, trying to meet your eyes, but getting blocked by your sunglasses. “What photos?” he looked confused at you.

You shook your head. “I see you didn’t.” you smiled and left the room.

“(Y/N)? What photos?” Seungsik followed you, trying to get anything out of you, but you kept quiet.

For the first time since you arrived, he saw that something must burden you, something he had no idea about. Seungsik followed you quietly and you sat together in the car. You made notes in your notebook about the schedules.

You were pretty quiet today, and you were sorry about it, but how could you explain any of this to them? You had to stay quiet and get through this alone.

As you brought the members back to the dorm, you left for your home and received another letter. You were scared to open it, but you thought, maybe this was your way to find out what was going on. You opened it again and saw another photo.

A hillside and a beach in the background. It looked familiar. As if you have been there. You turned around and there was a handwritten note. “The place you both loved so dearly.” you sobbed. “Please brain. Please remember.” you cried, stroking over your head. “Please…” you sobbed.

After you calmed down a little you looked at the clock. It was 6 in the morning. Your schedule with Victon started at 9 today. You decided to ask a person on the street if she knew where this was. And then you would go there. You took your keys and sunglasses, which you needed after another sleepless night.

After you asked a cashier in the convenience store down the street you were on the way to the place. It was a little outside of Seoul, but you had to go there. As you arrived there, you walked to the place where the photo was taken, and you looked around. There was a bench under a tree that wasn’t visible in the photo. You walked over there and looked at it, only to see a heart and… you gasped again and stroked your finger over the heart.

A heart with your name and Seungsik’s right next to it. You had been here before. And it was clear, that you knew Seungsik, and you had forgotten him. Your legs gave up underneath you and you fell to the floor, arms holding onto the bench, while you were crying silently.

Then you felt a hand on your back and a too-familiar voice. “(Y/N)…?” the woman from yesterday, who approached you in front of the building, looked at you. “Were you sending me all these.” you sobbed, looking at the woman who nodded.

“I am sorry, dear. I didn’t mean to disturb you. I just wanted to help you remember.” she stroked your head.

“But I don’t remember. All I see is that I knew him, I was so close to him. And my heart tells me that every single day. But my brain won’t remember.” you cried as the woman took you into her arms, holding you close.

“Let me help you.” the woman said, holding up a photobook. “Only if you want, I will try to tell you everything with photos.” you nodded and tried to calm down and stop crying.

The woman helped you up and sat you down on the bench. She sat down next to you. “I am Seungsik’s mother.” she smiled and put the photobook between you and showed you through every single step.

It all started during your exchange year in Korea when you met Seungsik for the first time. And she continued with all the places you have seen together as a couple.

And right before the last page, the missing photo you were holding, you stopped her. “We were about to get married, didn’t we?” you looked shocked at his mother, who simply nodded.

“You were on your way to the airport. To get married here. But then the accident happened. You have lost the ring, your phone everything. You didn’t tell anyone about your relationship. Therefore, they couldn’t tell you.” you leaned back on the bench, putting both of your hands on your face before removing them again.

“The unknown number, asking where his future wife was. That was Seungsik, asking where I was? It wasn’t someone who reached the wrong number?”

His mother shook his head. “It was Seungsik, trying to reach you. Only to realise you have forgotten.”

You started to cry again. “I am so so sorry.”

His mother put her comforting arms around you again. “You don’t have to apologise for anything, dear. You had not planned any of it. You were so in love with Seungsik. We weren’t mad at you. Never will be.” she stroked away some of your tears.

“This is where we planned to marry. Because it’s where we met for the first time during my exchange year. It turned into our anniversary place too.” you sobbed, remembering what happened. “How was it possible that I forgot him?” you met her eyes.

“We had no idea. But he kept everything from you, in a small box inside his room. Your clothes, your jewellery, the presents you made each other. Photos. And you even remained the wallpaper on his old phone. He never changed the phone number on that old phone. He kept on paying the contract, in the hope you would message him one day.” his mother explained.

“Thank you,” you said, after a short break. “Thank you for pressuring this all on me. Without you, I might have never remembered.”

“I am sorry for the way I did it. But I had no other idea how to do it.” his mother explained. “Maybe talk with him now.” she stroked your cheek again.

“Oh sh-“ you looked at your phone, seeing a few messages from the members. “I forgot I was supposed to be at work at 9. It’s 10 now.” you stood up.

“Drive carefully, I will call your boss and explain partly what happened. As a mother of one of the idols, I get some speciality.” she smiled and motioned for you to go.

You nodded and ran towards the car and drove towards Seoul, carefully of course.

While you were driving you called the members until someone picked up. After trying almost everyone except Seungsik and Subin you tried Subin first who finally picked up. “(Y/N), where are you? We are already on the first schedule at the interview and about to leave for the dance practice.”

“I am sorry. I met someone I knew and lost the time. I will be there at dance practice.” you said.

“You met someone you knew? How do you know anyone in Korea?” Subin asked confused, making Seungsik lookup.

“I explain another time. There is someone else I need to talk to first. See you at dance practice.” you said, ending the phone call.

A little bit later, you arrived at dance practice looking at your boss apologetically. “I am sorry. Forgot the time a little.” you took off your sunglasses. “It’s alright. I already got the phone call from the person you met. Next time, you are allowed to take a day off.” he smiled. “And maybe you should keep the sunglasses on, your eyes are still puffy and red,” he said before leaving the room.

You turned towards the mirror on the wall and winced as you saw your eyes. They were indeed still red and puffy from all the crying and sleepless nights. You turned towards the members who were dancing. As the song stopped, they turned around and met your eyes.

“(Y/N), you look extremely tired.” Chan worried.

“Are you still sleeping badly?” Sejun added.

“I didn’t have the greatest night, no.” you smiled.

Seungsik looked at you, and you met his eyes for the first time you ever arrived here. “Have you been crying?”

You nodded. “I was. The last nights constantly. Ever since I received those photos.” you added.

“Those you asked me about? I swear I didn’t send them.” Seungsik repeated.

“I know. I know it wasn’t you. It was your mother.” you smiled at him.

Seungsik’s eyes widened. “What? My mother?” Seungsik looked at the members.

Everyone instantly moved “Guys we forgot we wanted to talk with the manager about something.” Chan said.

“Oh, yes! Almost forgot.” Sejun added, and everyone left the room.

“I am sorry about my mother. I have no idea what photos, but she had no right to burden you with anything.” he apologised.

“I am sorry, Seungsik.” you blurted out.

“Why would you be sorry?” Seungsik looked confused at you, not daring to hope for anything after all those years.

“For forgetting you. For forgetting us,” you explained, making Seungsik close his eyes and you saw he was trying not to cry as you saw his lip quiver. “I am sorry that I thought you reached the wrong number when in reality it was me, who simply forgot.” you looked down, trying to keep your voice steady.

“I knew something was missing all those years I just had no idea what. I never would have thought it was the fact I was about to get married to my childhood love.” you opened his eyes and saw Seungsik kneeling on the floor, arms around his knees and head buried into his arms.

At the sight you started to cry and walked over to him, carefully putting your hand through his hair. “I am sorry, I forgot to love you. But I remember, Seungsik. I remember everything.” you sobbed, as you heard him sniff.

Seungsik looked up, his eyes red, tears on his whole face. You stroked the tears away and kept your hand on his cheek. “I remember how we met at the bench as I sat there trying to remember how to get back home. I remember you helping me find my way back, walking through the rain together all the way home. I remember making that bench our anniversary place. Or the place we would go to whenever we feel lonely. I remember you proposing on that bench, with candles, roses and a beautiful ring. I remember us preparing for the wedding with your family.” you looked into Seungsik’s eyes. “I remember you, Seungsik.”

Seungsik took your hand and kissed the back of it. “I thought, this day would never come. I thought I had lost you.” he looked back into your eyes. “I always had the hope, the tiny hope that one day our paths will cross again, I would have the chance to make you fall in love with me again. I never thought you would remember me like this.” he closed his eyes, leaning his head against your intertwined hands.

“I am sorry for everything that happened, Seungsik. Or should I say, my love?”

Seungsik sobbed even more. “You truly remember me.”

You cupped his face and nodded. “Everything.” you stroked away another tear that rolled down his cheek.

“I love you, (Y/N). I always did. And always will.” Seungsik admitted. “Please come back to me.”

You kissed his forehead. “And I love you Seungsik. And even though my brain forgot. My heart never did.” you met his eyes.

Seungsik grabbed your head gently and kissed you. As your lips touched you felt your heart skip a beat. And you felt the emptiness disappear. You finally felt whole again. After all these years of walking through the world with a missing piece, you finally found it. And you would never let him go again. You would make sure, to always remember him. Until the day you die.

As you broke the kiss, he smiled. “You do know I will not start dating again, right?”

You chuckled. “You better not. I remember I told you I cannot wait to be Mrs Kang.” you grinned. “Although I need a new ring. So maybe let’s start there.” you joked, making Seungsik laugh.

For the first time you arrived here, you heard him laugh and saw him laugh. And you had no idea how to put into words how much you had missed it. “And as much I would love to be with you all day long. I think we have some explaining to do?” Seungsik got up, stroking his face and then offering his hand.

You took his hand and nodded. “They deserve an explanation,” you said.

“Yes, they do.”

Arriving at the dorm where the members went, they all looked up, seeing you two enter hand in hand. “Do we get an explanation now?” Chan asked.

“So how close were you really?” Sejun asked, earning a confused look from the members. “Oh, he told me that he knows her, just that she has forgotten because she has amnesia. I just don’t know more.” Sejun explained.

“You know more than us,” Chan added.

“If you let us speak, we can explain.” You said, walking over to the sofa. Subin and Sejun make space for you to sit. Seungsik sat down next to Chan on the other end.

“So, you will stay with us?” Subin asked.

“I am not going anywhere.” you smiled at Seungsik who chuckled.

“Alright. So (Y/N) and I met for the first time in 2012 when she had her exchange year.”

Hanse’s eyes widened. “2012?? That’s 10 years ago?”

Byungchan looked at him. “Pshh.”

“Sorry,” Hanse said, making you all chuckle.

“Yes, that’s when we first met. We started dating around a year later. And we wanted to get married in 2015. But she had a car accident and lost every memory. She had not told anyone about me in her life, which means no one was there to tell her. After one year of hoping she would remember I gave it up and decided to debut with Victon in 2016.” Seungsik explained.

“So, all these years you lived without each other?” Chan had his mouth agape.

“Yes, I knew something was missing. And it tore me apart. All those people remembering me, and me not remembering anything. It was as if I was a shell walking around, trying to find the purpose.” you explained.

“When did you know Seungsik was more than you first thought,” Sejun asked.

“On the first day when I met his eyes. My heart told me he was the missing piece and the key to my memories,” you explained.

“Wow, this feels like out of a movie.” Byungchan gasped quietly.

“His mother sent me anonymously photos of the time back then, which was the reason I was tired because I knew I had forgotten something important. I met her this morning and went through a photo book she had about Seungsik and me. And it helped me remember.” you explained.

“Do you remember everything?” Seungwoo spoke up for the first time, maybe finally overcoming the shock.

“I think I do. I cannot be 100% sure, but I know that I remember the most important things,” you told him.

“She told me a few things and everything she said was true. And she told me details my mother couldn’t know.” Seungsik added.

“Will you both get married now?” Subin asked.

“Subin!” Chan and Sejun said in sync.

Seungsik and you laughed. “Let the poor Subin ask the question,” you said, patting Subin’s head.

“That’s the maknae benefit. He has her wrapped around his finger already.” Seungwoo joked, grinning.

You threw a pillow at Seungwoo who laughed.

“To answer Subin’s question. Yes, we plan to marry. This time you will all be invited.” Seungsik smiled at you.

“I still feel like I am watching a movie,” Byungchan said, making everyone chuckle.

“I can’t believe you kept something this big from us,” Seungwoo said. “But I am glad my Siki will be happy.” he grinned. “Don’t hurt him, (Y/N).”

“Never again, will I let something like this happen.” you smiled.

“Well, I hope you know that Seungsik comes with a family now.” Sejun grinned.

“I think I can live with this. If you live with me.” you beamed.

“We definitely do,” Seungwoo said honestly.

After all those years you had finally found the missing piece. And you would have never guessed it would be at your new job. It was indeed the best idea you had. Maybe it was your heart speaking to you, to make this decision. Nevertheless, you were happy to have gotten back the memories of the love you had missed. And you would never let it go again. You would never let Seungsik go again.

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sosofiaplay · 11 months

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astroyongie · 1 year

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Oh well and since somebody asked for victon content

What abput members ideal s/o types

Victon Ideal Types

Seungwoo

Short hair people are his thing usually

because he can have a clear look at their neck

Sejun likes thick necks

and prominent colarbones

physically he is rather attracted to classy mysterious people

They dress well yet have that untouchable vibe

They are rather sensual, sexy than cute and bubbly

personality wise, he is attracted to someone who isn't scared to speak their mind

who have their emotions in check

who can be emotive yes, but are also able to control it

someone empathetic towards him

who pushes him for his best

and who is very loyal

obsessively loyal to him

Seungsik

When it comes to Seungsik, his ideal type is very particular

his ideal fits all his fantasies

Usually, physically they are someone very classy, fashionable

Lawyer like style a little, very professional-like type of dressing

His ideal type is someone usually that has abs or at least a muscular lean body

Someone that fits the "working mom" vibe

Seungsik is rather traditional on what he wants but at the same time he wants the person to be a little free and freaky when they are In private

when it comes to their personality, his ideal is someone who take care of him

who bosses him around a bit

who isn't afraid to take the matter into their own hands

someone that will give him "a family"

He kinda has a lot of fantasies when it comes to his ideal type

Sejun

Physically it doesn't matter much to Sejun

He likes people who have a chill vibe

who aren't very worried about their appearance

who are just who they are

yet with that little messy side, adventurous even I would say

Sejun is attracted to people who have wider hips

other than that he tries to focus on the feeling with the person

His ideal type is someone that is adventurous

that likes to go out, that is sociable and extroverted

that will accompany his energy

Someone who can get their hands dirty, who are assertive and aren't dependent on him

Sejun is simple, but his ideal lover is really someone funny, bright

that wants to travel around with him

and are fiery like

Hanse

He is a little like Seungwoo

Hanse like people that have short hair

that are very sexy, sensual and they play with it

his ideal type is someone with a generous chest, thick neck and plump lips usually

someone who dresses confy yet classy

they have that sense of fashion that is contrasted with him

Personality-wise, someone that is a hard worker

who are close to their money and their professional life

who are stable and very down to earth as well

Hanse ideal is also someone that is possessive

jealous

that will love him with the same passion that he has

Byungchan

Okay when it comes to Byung, his ideal type is someone with big round eyes

a dreamy look and a round cute face

he is attracted to cute people in general

someone with a small height and a generous chest

are usually his ideal types

also, someone that has a very innocent vibe

that smiles brightly

and kinda plays the dumb

His ideal type is someone very close to their family and is family oriented in general

But at the same time that they are cute and all, they need to have that dangerous, feisty side as well

Like a mix, a pandora box

Byung's ideal type is someone who can be emotional, who can understand him without him having to talk about his feelings

emotional connection would be important

Subin scop

When it comes to him he is attracted to the sexy type of people as well

the type that is tall, mysterious, has long hair, femme fatal vibe a little

that likes to wear heals, makeup and provoking clothes

He likes a person that are confident and they aren't afraid to show it

Also he has a weakness for big booties in general

personality wise, Subin's ideal type is someone whom he can trust 1000%

Someone who is a good listener and secret keeper

because he would like to gossip with them

someone is jealous and that shows it

someone sensual, that seduces him all the time

He wants to feel emotionally and physically connected with this person

so his ideal type is someone that is able to check on those two things

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synthetickitsune · 1 year

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Hi! Could you possibly write something fluffy (or smut) for Lim Sejun? I don’t really have any ideas but I’m feeling kinda down lately and want something to soothe me and there’s not much Victon content on Tumblr🫣

Hey~ I'm more comfortable with fluff so that's what I went with, thanks for requesting! I hope you'll feel better soon! ♡

Sejun (Victon) | Eye contact fluff | 0.8k

The hour is getting late, and yet the conversation never lulls. You watch the people talk, dance, and something in your chest feels warm. All of them have their own lives, struggles weighing them down, but for tonight they put them all away. There’s so much happiness that it’s almost unbearable.

Nursing your glass of water in the corner, you keep watching. You were nervous about the outing, a little unsure whether you should go at all considering how you’ve been feeling lately, but turns out it was a good idea. You’ve had fun, the warmth and a sense of satisfaction still lingers in your soul even as you sway and lean on the wall for support. Your eyelids are getting heavy, yet strangely you don’t quite want the night to end - this comforting feeling to dissolve into nothingness once more.

You look up, hoping to see something that will excite you enough to wake your tired body. Instead, your eyes meet Sejun’s across the room. He grins at you and you give him a tired smile in return. He looks good, hair and clothes a little messier than when you arrived, but most of all he’s more relaxed and that’s always the best look on him.

He tilts his head a little, but you shake your head to tell him you’re alright. You are - just a little tired but that’s fine, and he looks like he’s having fun. He raises his brows, making you nod your head and this time your smile is stronger. You really appreciate that he makes sure to check in with you. Although he doesn’t look completely convinced, he turns his attention back to his friends and continues chatting with them. If he notices your eyes lingering on him for a minute longer, he doesn’t react.

You know you’re being somewhat of a wallflower, but you’re happy enough to stand back and enjoy watching others interacting and having fun. It reminds you of that feeling when you’re falling asleep while Sejun plays his games or watches the tv, the gentle comfort of being somewhere safe and surrounded by laughter.

You don’t realize your eyes have closed until you feel a presence in front of you. You blink and squint slightly in the low light. Sejun’s standing right in front of you with a concerned look.

“Are you alright?” he asks, one of his hands cupping your cheek while the other rests on your waist. You lean closer to him and he lets you, guiding your body with a chuckle. You wrap your hands around his middle and prop your head on his shoulder.

“Yeah, just tired,” you answer honestly. As if he couldn’t tell from the way you cling to him.

“I can see that,” he teases, scratching your head slightly before smoothing his hands down your back, “I could see that before too, you pretty little liar.”

“Sorry, I was just so comfortable,” you say, not sorry at all. He hums as he taps your nose, making you open your eyes that have fallen closed again.

“Let’s go home. It’s late anyway,” he smiles, checking his watch quickly, “Well, early, actually. I didn’t even realize it’s been so long.”

You nod, reluctantly untangling yourself from him until he puts his arm around your waist again and moves you to lean against him. You smile, gratefully rubbing your head on his shoulder. After you say goodbye to everyone, you head to the car. He doesn’t let go of you, and you’re glad because you don’t think you’d do a good job of walking on your own.

“Did you have fun?” Sejun asks once he sits behind the wheel and makes sure you have your seatbelt on. You nod, too tired to form actual words. He laughs softly, starting the engine and focusing on getting out of the parking lot safely.

“You did great today, by the way,” he mentions when the car stops at the red light a few minutes later. You turn your head to look at him with a slight frown. You haven’t done anything special, did you? He smiles and puts a hand on your thigh, thumb stroking across your leg. “I know you didn’t feel like going. I honestly didn’t think we’d stay for so long but I’m happy you had fun. And good job hanging in there.” You shake your head, laughing to hide your embarrassment and how emotional it made you feel - whether because you needed to hear that or because you’re so tired, you don’t know.

“You always praise me for doing the bare minimum,” you sigh, but the look in your eyes is fond. The same as his.

“Don’t be so hard on yourself,” he reminds you gently, “Sometimes even the bare minimum is difficult, but it’ll pass, alright?”

You close your eyes again, nodding in response once more. Silence settles over you for the rest of the ride, but that’s alright. Just his presence and touch is enough to reassure you that things will get better, that you’ll feel better again.

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felixstarry-freckles · 2 years

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Saturday 6:05 pm | Study Session pt. 1

Jung Subin x Bestfriend!reader

It was a warm spring day, the sun hit you with its days pushing a yawn out of you. You and your best friend spent time in the library studying for you midterm exams. Which meant you were already exhausted.

“Y/n~” he whined

“Yes?” You asked as you flipped the page of your textbook. “I don’t want to study, my brain hurts,”

“Unfortunately you’re paying for an education, so if you fail this midterm then it’ll become harder to pass the class. Then that can lead to failing the class,”

Subin sighed, he just did not have the brain capacity to study at that moment. All he wanted to do was play Mario Kart with his best friend(and long-time crush) but all you wanted to do was study.

Subin can’t blame you though, both of you were studying medicine; in hopes that you can become a surgeon and Subin just wanted to be a pediatric. The fact that both of you were studying medicine made it even more important for the two of you to pass your exams.

After thirty minutes of you studying and Subin day-dreaming you decided maybe it was for the best to stop. If Subin was just not in the mindset to study you can’t do much about it. “Hey Subin, let’s go back to my place and play some video games,” Subin who had woken from his day dream smiled.

“Really?” you nodded then spoke, “Only if you promise to study with me throughout this week since our exam is Friday,”

“Yeah of course, I just don’t feel like I can concentrate today,” Subin said, packing his things. You gave him a hesitant look but decided to trust him. You started to pack your things while thinking to yourself how you really hope both of you can get through midterms to enjoy spring break fully.