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[wannabevampire]

Fun idea: Druig LOVES eating pussy and gets messy as hell with it. He’ll eat her out through her panties and tease the fuck out of her, then he takes them off and literally eats her out until she’s crying from overstimulation before he fucks her

That’s my angel.

oh 100%

that man takes his time. end of discussion.

totally went off topic! my bad <3

druig x fem!reader

dom!druig (hard dom but he has his moments <3)

sub!reader (bratty-ish)

warnings: degradation & humiliation (i am mean it’s me so that’s a given at this point..but this one is particularly degradation heavy!), orgasm delay + overstimulation, spit kink, crying (in a good way!), dacryphilia, spanking, use of restraints, pet names (mainly angel, puppy is also used!), mind control 😵‍💫, uhhh boot riding? idk how to tag that, dumbification! might be forgetting something?? idk

reblogs are very much appreciated!! :D

sorry if this sucks 🤧 i’m feeling a little off? hopefully it’s okay!!

18+ MDNI!!!!!!! no minors. fuck off plz <3

Druig. Druig. Druig pay attention to me please. Hey Druig please-

You thought over and over and over again. Knowing that he was reading your mind. He always did when you were being a brat (or as he sometimes liked to call it ‘a pain in the ass’). So he could monitor you behavior without having to give you the attention you so desperately craved, but had yet to deserve.

You'd been begging to get fucked dumb the entire day. Distracting him while he's working, being a total brat, and constantly teasing him.

But he refused to give in. No matter how turned on he was or how badly he wanted to put you in your fucking place, he was going to make you wait for it.

He finished up his work and stretched before heading to the bedroom you both shared. You were sitting there waiting for him. Your feet tucked under you and your hands resting gracefully in your lap. Looking like gods blue print for a innocent, obedient, submissive, little angle.

You smiled sweetly at him and cocked your head to the side playfully. Flashing him your puppy dog eyes, as if daring him to treat you like anything other than a good girl.

He looked you up and down before nodding approvingly and walking over to the closet. You watched confusedly as he simply went about business as though everything was normal.

He discarded his jacket, hanging it up before shutting the door and turning to face you again.

The look in his eyes was intense, almost angry.

He continued starring at you as he unbuttons the cuffs of his dress shirt and rolled them up so the fabric bunched around his forearms. He undid a few buttons at the top of his chest, allowing him a bit more freedom. He relished in the sensation and stretched his neck. Letting out a groan of satisfaction.

The noises he was making mixed with the fact that you'd been turned on all day was driving you absolutely wild. You yearned to reach out, grab him, and kiss until the two of you had no choice to fall apart. To liter his neck with kisses and bite marks. You wanted to tug on his hair so he would make those wonderful little gasps that set your heart on fire.

You shifted from your spot, flipping your legs around so they dangled from the side of the bed, preparing yourself to stand and face him.

"I'm sorry who the fuck told you you were allowed to move?"

Druig snapped at you, his eyes flashing dangerously.

"W-what?" You stammered, extremely confused.

He rolled his eyes and scoffed. His harsh words and cruel behavior had you causing you to feel ashamed…and extremely turned on.

Tears threatening to fall and thighs rubbing together expectantly.

"God you really are stupid? Need me to spell it out for you baby?"

A grin beginning to tug at his upper lip. He began to undo his belt, and you waited patiently. Knowing that you were certainly about to be fucked until you forgot what language you were suppose to be speaking and the only words you could remember were "yes sir" and "Druig".

But instead on throwing his belt on the back of his desk chair like he always did. He folded it in half and stalked closer to you. His foot steps echoing loudly across the room. You hadn't realized how silent everything had been until the only things left to be heard was the rhythmic fall of Druig’s boots hitting the floor, the steady increase of your breath, and the whimpers that fell for your lips and flooded the air, filling him with excitement.

“You spent the entire day whoring yourself out. Acting like a brain dead slut, which you are by the way and I’m glad to see you’re embracing it, And now you want to pretend like you’re innocent? Angel, don’t you want to finish what you started?”

You stared at him, your eyes wide as you tried to gather your thoughts enough to muster a semi-decent reply.

He tilted his head mockingly, the look in his eyes was intense and his demeanor became darker.

“God, look at yourself. I have yet to lay a finger on you and you’re already ruined. You’re so fucking pathetic, I love it.”

Druig said, his voice had dropped a few octaves but it was clear it wasn’t a conscious decision. You just did that to him. You brought out parts of him he hadn’t even know existed.

His head was swimming with thoughts of you. His mind focused on one thing and one thing only, ruining you.

You’re brain felt fuzzy. All you could focus on was him. The sound of his voice, his intoxicating presence, you were drunk off him. Completely enamored, utterly in love with, and incredibly turned on.

All for Druig.

He made you dizzy with lust. You cocked your head to the side, mirroring him. Your current headspace leaving you slightly confused as to what he wanted you to do.

He laughed at this. He loved the way you always tried to please him, no matter what. Trying desperately to obey him even when you had no idea what he was asking for.

“Would you look at that? So obedient for me, aren’t you?”

He sighed happily as you nodded quickly, your eyes looked hazy and slightly tearful.

“You just don’t know what to do with yourself. Do you? Need me to do everything for ya huh puppy. Not a single thought in that dumb little brain of yours.”

You were itching to reach out and touch him. Images of you clinging onto him as you rut yourself against him. His thigh, his abs, his bicep, his boot- the image changed. But one thing remained the same in every frame.

You were desperate for him, and he was making you work for it.

You saw Druig’s smile and immediately realized he was reading your thoughts. Skimming through your memories as if they were the morning paper.

Well, At least now he knows what you want and he can give it to you! You thought.

“Oh puppy you really have learned nothing. You think I’m gonna go easy on you? Think I’m gonna give in and hand you everything you want on a silver platter?”

His laughter was almost cruel.

“Angel, I’m going to ruin you. Just like you’ve been begging me to. And when you get to that point where you’re crying and shaking and telling me it’s too much, I want you to remember that you’re the one who asked for this. So sit there, be good for me, and remember your fucking place.”

He walked toward you slowly as he said this. Sizing you up and playing mindlessly with the belt in his hands. Trying to decide if he should cuff you, spank you, or both.

A whimper escaped your lips as his eyes glowed gold and suddenly your minds-eye was filled with various scenarios of yourself and Druig.

…

You were tied to the bed, your wrists bound and fastened securely to the headboard. Held together with his belt, which was wrapped tightly enough to remind you of your place but not so much that it was painful. Besides your arms the rest of your body wasn’t confined in any way. Though you were naked and vulnerable especially, in the presence of Druig who was still fully clothed (minus his jack and belt).

He never liked to tie your legs down. Watching you squirm and twist around as he overstimulated you to the point of tears was one of his favorite parts. He liked knowing he could hold you down with nothing more than a few words and his own strength. No need for ropes or mind control.

However, he did like keeping your hands cuffed. It kept you from moving around too much, and reminded you that he was in charge. Plus you looked adorable crying and begging for him, knowing that you’d never be able to ‘escape’ on your own. And the feeling that accompanied observing the way you practically flew to him the second he released you was like no other.

The way you’d cling to him, whimpering and grasping onto any part of him that you could. Memorizing the feeling of his skin. Running your hands through his hair. Burying your face in the crook of his neck as you whimpered, your tears staining his shirt. As he held you and kissed every part of you until you laughed and pulled him up crashing your lips together. He could taste the salt of your tears and you could still taste yourself on his lips.

…

You gasped and blinked rapidly as you were thrown back into reality.

He was closer now, his eyes still shimmering slightly with gold.

You shifted nervously under his gaze. Your skin rubbing against the cold wood beneath you. Wait, wood? How did you need up here?

You were on the floor, looking rather disheveled and pathetic. Your eyes were filled with tears that had yet to fall, and your thighs were covered in your own arousal (which was now dripping onto the floor beneath you, an act that Druig would have a little too much fun with when discovered).

You stared up at him. Confused, and desperate.

He was leaning against a small wooden desk, standing directly across from you. His legs were crossed nonchalantly, the heel of his boots digging into the floor as he rested the majority of his body weight back upon the little table. He was twisting the belt in his hands knowingly. With a raised eyebrow and a smile that never wavered he looked you in the eye and said:

“You liked that didn’t you? You want it right now angel?”

Your face screwed up in confusion, there was no way in hell he was going to make it this easy. But still, he stayed calm. Eerily calm. He had yet to break eye contact.

“Well? Speak up puppy. Use your big girl words and ask for what you want. Or are you too stupid to remember manners?”

He scoffed and tilted his chin upwards slightly. He looked (and felt) like your superior, he was.

Well here goes nothing!

“I want you to-”

He sighed loudly, cutting you off.

“Wrong! I know I say this a lot but jesus, you really are just my little fuck toy. Nothing else. It’s all you’re good for really. Can’t even beg properly. You know what happens when you don’t listen to me angel. Wanna see another scenario? You might not like this one that much, but I’m gonna fucking love it. Ya never no though, you always have been my little whore.”

“No wait! Please just touch me, or…or fuck me! Please Druig! Sir I need you-”

“Bit too late for that, aye princess?”

“Dru-” But you were cut off.

His eyes flashed gold again and suddenly you were transported into to another scenario.

…

The smooth texture of the wooden desk felt cool and grounding against your face. The feeling of leather snapped against your skin, leaving marks in its wake. You were bent over his desk, the papers around you mixed together haphazardly and threatening to the slip off the side and on to the floor below you.

You gasped and whimpered as he spanked you with his belt. Hard enough to leave bruises. Pain so sweet it was pleasurable.

You could feel the stinging pain as he brought his hand down again. You could taste the salt of your tears that had run down your cheeks and onto your lips. You could hear his voice and the words it carried, a wonderful mixture of praise and humiliation.

“20.”

Druig said as he brought the leather belt down one last time. Leaving you shaking with relief, though a twisted part of you still craved more.

He could sense this, your mind always was so easy for him to read. Especially when you were in this type of headspace. All floaty, without a thought in the world except him. Druig, your Druig. Your mind was practically inviting him to invade your subconscious.

Which was currently trying very hard to suppress the fact that you wanted more.

‘cute’ He thought to himself.

And brought his hand down one last time, though he did so quiet softly. Leaning over you, your body bent over the desk, he brought his face next to yours. And after gently brushing a strand of hair out of the way, whispered:

“You think so fucking loudly. I know what you want angel, I know you want more. But you’ve gotten enough of those for tonight pretty girl.”

Druig knew your limits, even the ones you tried to pretend didn’t apply to you. But he wasn’t done with you yet.

He pulled up up and twisted you around. You were sitting on the edge of his desk now, one of his legs slotted in between yours. He looked at you for a few moments, letting his gaze examine every inch of your skin. He smiled softly before kissing you passionately. You immediately deepened the kiss and after a few moment of calculated self control you threw caution to the wind and began grinding yourself against his thigh.

He pulled away and looked down at you. You were too far gone. Despite being disconnected from the kiss your hips continued to rut against his thigh. Chasing pleasure so close you could almost taste it. Tears fell down your cheeks and moans flooded the air. He cupped your face in his hand, stroking your cheek lovingly.

Then his eyes began to glow golden. And before you knew it you were pushed to the ground. Druig’s hand wrapped tightly around a portions of your hair as you stared up at him. Mouth opened wide obediently. You felt distantly aware of the fact that your hips had yet to stop moving despite not being on his thigh anymore. You were grinding against his boot, desperately praying for your orgasm to arrive soon.

You truly were a sight for sore eyes. Druig thought to himself as took you in.

Your eyes were blood shot, cheeks tear stained, lips red and swollen from bite marks and stolen kisses.

One hand was wrapped firmly around his thigh, grounding you as you rutted desperately against his boot. The other arm reached up, holding onto his hand tightly. A reminder that no matter how real the things he says i’m scenes like these sound, you’re always his beautiful perfect girl. And he wouldn’t trade you for anything in the entire universe.

Druig tugged your hair back, though his intense gaze was what caused you to halt your movements not the pain.

“I love you angel.” He whispered.

“I love you Druig.” You whispered back.

He stroked your cheek affectionately before moving his hand around and pushing his thumb past your lips. He raised an eyebrow expectantly and you opened your mouth wider.

He bent down and spit in your mouth. You swallowed it eagerly, causing him to smile widely.

“Atta girl.”

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“So which ones it gonna be puppy?”

He smiles at your answer.

Letting his serious façade slip slightly in the process. Looking at you with pure adoration.

“Atta girl.”

He tilted his head down briefly and gave you a look that asked ‘are you okay? can we keep going?’.

You smiled and eagerly nodded. He winked at you and blew you a kiss. But just a soon as the glimpse of affection crossed his faces it disappeared in the blink of an eye.

He slipped effortlessly back into an intense expression. His eyes darkening as he re-adjusted himself into his former position. His change in demeanor immediately caused you to squirm, you could practically feel the dominance rolling off him. And you became hyper aware of the belt. An observation which Druig quickly picked up on.

He let out a cold laugh that didn’t reach his eyes. You watched as he extended his right hand (the one not currently holding the belt menacingly) and beckoned your forward.

It took you a moment to register. Which annoyed Druig slightly and he demonstrated this by snapping his fingers and pointing at the floor in front of him. Ordering you to come closer.

You quickly scrambled in an attempt to stand up and walk towards him. An action that was met with a scoff of disapproval. Before you knew it Druig’s eyes were flowing gold again and you felt yourself stumble and fall back to the floor. You mindlessly situated yourself into the position you’d been in previously.

You let out a whine of confusion and desperation. The tears that had been gathering steadily on your bottom lashes taking this an open invitation to fall down your cheeks. Leaving you crying and whimpering.

You just wanted to be good for him.

He laughed again, earnestly this time, when he saw how fucked out and pathetic you looked. He had yet to lay a finger on you and yet you were dripping for him.

“You wanna try that again?”

Huh? Again?

Your confusion must have been evident as he simply raised an eye brow and gestured to the space in front of him.

Oh?

Oh.

He smiled, when he saw the look on your face. A clear indication to the fact that you did indeed understand what he was talking about.

“Good to see there are still a few brain cells left in that dumb little head of yours.”

He sighed happily and tilted his head, mock-lovingly.

“Now crawl.”

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[wannabevampire]

192

one hundred and ninety two

♡☁️🎧🦢♡

druig x reader

(allie!edition: if you don’t like desperation kinks..ily but this is your cue to leave.) MDNI!!!!!!

this isn’t a full fic!!!!

warnings: 18+ nsfw, heavy dom(m) & sub(f) dynamic, fingering, oral sex (f), overstimulation, squirting, degradation, desperation, druig calls you means words but in a hot way! dumbification, crying (in a good way!), dacryphilia, praise kink <3, reader is in a very submissive headspace!! dom!druig & sub!reader 🧁🦢🎧

so uhh we’ve established he is a absolute GOD at eating pussy. this is obvious based on the..everything…about him.

And i can’t stop thinking about him finger f/cking you while eating you out. He’s overstimulating you and you are CRYING.

Because he just feels so good! But it’s so much to handle and you’re just so overwhelmed but in such a good way. You trust him completely. And so loosing yourself into this endless void pleasure is not a scary thing, but a freeing and amazing one.

He could eat you out for hours. Like literally hours. This man has lived for thousands of years, he takes his time when doing what he loves. And he really REALLY loves you (and your pussy🦾).

Degradation is a given! But he also sprinkles in a bit of praise, he just can’t help it.

Because you’re his good girl. His beautiful, smart, charming girl.

And he wants to remind you of that every chance he gets.

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“You’re so pathetic. Crying already…Haven’t even fucked you properly yet.”

His Fingers were pounding into you. Between your desperate whimpers and moans, you could hear how wet your cunt was.

He’d been at this for awhile. You couldn’t tell how long, in all honesty you’d lost your sense of time.

Tears were streaming down your face. Mascara running down your cheeks, the very same makeup you’d put on that morning. Hoping to look pretty for him.

“You’re so stupid for my cock. I love it so fuckin’ much.”

Your legs were shaking and you had absolutely no idea what to do with your hands-

(which were in a rather distraught position. Half of you trying to cover your moans, the other half attempting to grasp any part of him you could, desperately seeking out his touch.)

Laying there with him toying with your body you felt on top of the world.

The whimpers and moans leaving your mouth spurred Druig on.

Your eyes were starting to glaze over and your brain felt fuzzy.

The only things you could feel, think, and see were him.

Druig.

He was everywhere and you loved it.

“That’s right, just turn that dumb baby brain of yours off. Let me take care of you, you clearly can’t do it yourself.”

His words nearly sending you over the edge.

You could feel your orgasm approaching fast.

His fingers were hitting just the right spot, over and over and over, until-

“Fuck, squirting all over my hand. You’re so messy. Perfect little slut.”

Your orgasm hit you…hard.

Squirting all over him and the bed. Pleasure igniting every inch of your body. Your world felt as though it was spinning and all the nerves in your body were activated.

You felt so fucking good.

Your brain was foggy and Druig had yet to detach himself from his position in between your thighs. Only coming up when he needed to say something.

His fingers were still pumping in and out of you, not allowing you to come down from your high. Your whines and moans increased and more tears streamed down your face.

The overstimulation you were feeling was a wonderful mixture of pain and pleasure.

The kind that made you feel alive.

“Look at yourself- Whimpering and crying, I bet you can’t even form a sentence right now. Can you?”

You stared back at him with wide eyes and opened your mouth ready to defend yourself.

“What’s 48 x 4?” He asked, a sly grin spreading across his face.

You closed your mouth and scowled at him.

Math had always been your best academic subject.

But you could only focus on one thing right now. And that ~thing~ was gazing at you, his eyes twinkling with mischief. He pouted mockingly.

“That’s what I thought. You’re just my brainless girl. So perfect for me.”

He slowly removed his fingers from your cunt and raised himself up to look at you. You whimpered at the sudden emptiness. Druig shushed you, standing over you with his pants unbuckled, his shirt sleeves rolled up, and the evidence of your multiple orgasms covering his face.

A mischievous (and incredibly sexy) smirk playing on his lips.

“I love you so much pretty girl.”

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2 hours later: (12:23 am)

You poked Druig in the back.

He didn’t budge.

You sighed defeatedly, and then began shaking him aggressively.

He jolted awake.

“What the fuck? Is something wrong? What did sprite do?”

He said in a groggy distressed voice.

You tried to suppress your laughter and failed miserably.

“What?” Druig said, a bit off put by your sudden fit of giggles.

“it’s 192.”

“What?”

“48 x 4 is 192”

He looked at you with an expression mixed of exasperation and admiration.

“Did you wake me up just to tell me that?”

You nodded eagerly.

“Alright then, good girl. Now go to sleep or I’m kicking you out of the room.”

Yeah he really did love you.

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I know this is really short and very poorly written but whatever! I like it <3

Hope everyone is doing well!

I’ve got two essays due soon and i’m stressed tf out! lmk if you wanna hear what they’re about because i’m hella proud of the prompts i came up with :D

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Druig Masterlist

18+ only!!!! minors do NOT interact please :)

written by allie!! (wannabevampire™️)

fluff~🧸 /// smut~🤎 /// angst~📻 /// dark~🏹 /// other~ 🧳

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☆*:.｡. o(🕯☕️ one shots ☕️🕯)o .｡.:*☆

☆~ [ that’s my angel. ] ~☆

{🤎} 18+ { dom!druig // sub!reader }

summary: you’ve been teasing druig all day. two can play at that game! chaos ensues…

(degradation/humiliation/overstimulation/edging/kinky shit/this is very dirty fyi!!)

☆~ [ wouldn’t dream of it. ] ~☆

{🤎🧸} 18+ { soft!dom!druig // innocent!reader }

summary: after spending years with druig he decides to finally tell you who he is, an eternal. unbeknown to druig, he’s not the only immortal being in the room…

(corruption kink, innocence kink, first orgasm, soft degradation, desperation kink, ect.)

☆~ [ window to the soul, painting of my heart. ] ~☆

{📻} { druig x reader }

summary: druig has hated you since the moment you stumbled into his life. lucky for him, the feeling is mutual. what the two of you fail to acknowledge is that there’s a fine line between hate…and love.

(angsty. so SO angsty and sad. i cried <3 enjoy.)

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🫖~druig fucking you dumb.

{🤎🧸} ･｡•･。<mini fic!! the one where you're so fucked-out that you forget basic math! pretty fluffy at the end!>

🚬~ashes to ashes.

{🤎🏹} ･｡•･。 <dark-ish druig informal one-shot>

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☆~ [ window to the soul, painting of my heart. ] ~☆

☆♪~druig x fem!eternal!oc~♪☆

{ 🧳=tags will be added on each chapter! } { druig // iris }

enemies to (hopefully) lovers

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☆♪~druig x fem!reader x matt murdock~♪☆

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[wannabevampire]

dust to dust.

allie’s upcoming matt x druig x reader fic!!!

read part one here!!!! <3

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…dialogue teaser…

"If you even think about playing with her mind I will fucking kill you. You don't want to give me a reason to hurt you. Because trust me puppy, I'm looking forward to seeing you in pain. Guess you'll just have to decide what kind you'd like best. The one that makes you cry from pain, or the one that makes you cry from pleasure. Though when I'm done with you, it might be hard for your dumb little brain to tell the difference."

Druig's expression was priceless. His eyes were open comically wide, lips parted in shock, a light dusting of pink covering his cheeks and nose. Fear etched onto his face along with another emotion you couldn't place. Until you heard Matt's laugh. The muscles in his jaw flexing as he tilted his head back.

Then it hit you.

Arousal.

Druig was getting all hot and bothered at the prospect of Matt fucking Murdock hurting him.

What a slut.

You thought to yourself humorously as you watched Druig blink his eyes rapidly and lower his head, attempting desperately to hide his expression.

…to be continued…

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what to expect!! ☁️🧁🎧<3

matt smokes cloves and it’s ridiculously attractive.

knife kink! knife kink! knife kink!

matt calls reader pretty girl and sweetheart because he’s a menace

switch!druig (strong sub lean in this fic) 😵‍💫

matt and druig rivalry <3

dark!druig & dark!matt

reader gets her revenge

matt calls druig puppy and druig HATES IT but it’s literally my favorite thing in the entire world.

matt the masochist

spit kink!!! biting/marking kink!!! degradation!!!

the cigarettes make MULTIPLE comebacks.

xoxo,

allie🕊

note: IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HOW THIS TURNS OUT ABDUWJSUDHW

#allie’s vault! :] #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #druig x reader #druig smut #druig fic #matt murdock smut #matt murdock x female reader #matt murdock x reader #druig #matt murdock #dark!matt murdock #dark!druig #matt murdock x druig x reader

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window to the soul,

painting of my heart.

˚✧₊⁎♡˚✧₊⁎˳

pairing: druig x fem original character

genre: enemies to lovers + angst

Iris was the most insufferable being Druig had ever met.

Druig was the most unlikeable person Iris had ever known.

He hated her, and she hated him.

And so it had been for roughly seven thousand years. Neither of them planned to change that anytime soon.

So why does the universe keep throwing them together? Why is it that they seem destined to bother each other for all of eternity?

Stretching beyond lifetimes and breaking the rules of time and space, will Iris and Druig find a way to escape the others ever-looming presence?

˚✧₊⁎♡˚✧₊⁎˳

so much more below!! i’m super proud of the format, it took me forever! and it would mean a lot if you checked it out!! (╹◡╹）♡ ->

druig, <- click to read more!

&

iris. <- click to read more!

✧₊⁎ ˚✧₊⁎˳✧ ✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ˚✧₊⁎ ˚✧₊⁎˳✧*✧

♡~ series masterlist

☆ = nsfw (18+ chapters will be marked accordingly.)

based off this one shot. (not necessary to read, will be re-written as it’s own chapter!)

✧₊⁎ ˚✧₊⁎˳✧ ✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ˚✧₊⁎ ˚✧₊⁎˳✧*✧

volume i

genesis.

[ Creazione di Adamo e Creazione di Eva ] ~ Michelangelo

Some may argue life began with Adam. But what he knew, and what God knew, was that life meant nothing if there was no one for him to love. So despite the moments Adam spent alone, their story did not truly begin until Eve arrived. -a note from allie <3

☆☆☆

chapter 1 : existence, The Creation of Eve.

click me !!!!!!!!!

chapter 2 : sentience, The Creation of Adam.

click me !!!!!!!!!

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volume ii

coming soon….

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#window to my soul painting of my heart. #druig #druig fic #druig smut #druig series #druig x eternal!reader #druig x reader #druig eternals #druig angst #druig x oc #eternals fanfiction #druig masterlist #allie speaks!!! <3 #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #angsty allie >:(

[wannabevampire]

should i drop the…

degradation, overstim, crying & desperation kink

Druig one-shot today 🤔🤔🤔

xoxo,

allie🕊

#druig x reader #allie speaks!!! <3 #druig smut #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #druig fic #i rly like it actually #it’s basically p*rn with no plot #but like a little bit more conceptual? idk how to describe it lol #not super long but it’s not a drabble <3 #lmk :D

[wannabevampire]

druig.

˚✧₊⁎☆˚✧₊⁎

“Μη δια φόβον, αλλά δια το δέον απέχεσθε αμαρτημάτων.”

“Refrain from evil not out of fear, but because it is right.”

~☆~

*disclaimer this is not mcu compliant and my own interpretation of the character! world building will be based on a mix of comic, mcu, and my own ideas! <3

status ~ eternal.

powers* ~ mind control / brainwashing, telepathy.

moral stance ~ selective pacifism.

personality ~ quite, distant, sarcastic, standoffish, secretive.

likes ~ literature and reading, green tea, documentaries, forests, paintings, art and art museums.

dislikes ~ iris.

mythological counterpart ~ dolos (greek) mendacious (roman)

the personified spirit of trickery, cunning deception, craftiness, treachery, and guile.

bad habits ~ withdrawn (at times it's hard to determine whether he's friend or foe).

pronouns ~ he/him

sexuality ~ ???

(when questioned Druig merely shrugged and said “depends on the day”)

favorite book ~ Dracula.

favorite movie ~ The Blair Witch Project.

other ~

contrary to popular belief, druig gets along well enough with most people once they get to know him. although his mannerisms make him seem a bit aggravated most of the time, he’s very loyal to his friends and enjoys spending time with them.

he currently lives in a 2 bedroom apartment in new york city which he shares with a formally stray kitten who he has lovingly named “cat”.

he likes cooking and tries to make a new meal every week. which is quite a difficult task when you’ve been alive for thousands of years.

he despises musicals.

˚✧₊⁎☆˚✧₊⁎

i’m so excited for this!!

xoxo,

allie🕊

#window to my soul painting of my heart. #druig x oc #druig angst #druig x eternal!reader #druig x reader #druig smut #druig fic #allie speaks!!! <3 #angsty allie >:( #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯

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window to the soul,

˚✧₊⁎♡˚✧₊⁎˳

˚✧₊⁎♡˚✧₊⁎˳

painting of my heart.

druig

&

iris.

druig x fem original character

(she/her pronouns & third person perspective are used!)

☆

Iris was the most insufferable being Druig had ever met.

Druig was the most unlikeable person Iris had ever known.

He hated her, and she hated him.

And so it had been for roughly seven thousand years. Neither of them planned to change that anytime soon.

So why does the universe keep throwing them together? Why is it that they seem destined to bother each other for all of eternity?

Stretching beyond lifetimes and breaking the rules of time and space, will Iris and Druig find a way to escape the others ever-looming presence?

coming soon…

☆

wow! i’m so excited to announce my newest story! It’s based off of this one shot that I wrote!

If haven’t read it yet, that’s totally fine! I will be re-writing it into the story, so if you would like to keep that future chapter a secret maybe don’t read it!

And for those of you who have already read it (first of all i love you! thanks so much for your support<3) don’t worry! this story is not a just a prequel to the original window to my soul, painting of my heart. If will continue beyond, so that fic is not the end!

So who knows, Iris and Druig might get that happy ending we’ve all been wanting! No promises…

xoxo,

allie🕊

…

note: stay tuned for Iris and Druig’s official character introduction posts! Learn about their powers and a bit about their backstories! As well as a few fun facts and personality traits!! <3

…

tagging some mutuals and the baes on my tag list <3

@waspswidows @eviewritessometimes @druigsluvbot @hungryyeyes @you-expect-too-much @agentofbarnes @druigswitch @starbuckie @mushroomlupin @dreamingdruig @mothdruid @serendipityrogers @greenorangevioletgrass @starsvck @hornylilangel

@perseone @mischiefmanaged71 @fandomtrashwhore @juniebugg @bii-aan-ckaa @iamburdened @nikkitc0703

#druig x oc #druig smut #druig angst #druig x reader #druig eternals #druig fic #druig x eternal!reader #druig #not actually reader insert #just tagging for exposure #angsty allie >:( #allie speaks!!! <3 #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #yay!!

[wannabevampire]

Druig’s been alive for 7000+ years.

ain’t no way that man hasn’t seen rocky horror picture show.

just thought i’d let you guys know.

xoxo,

allie💋🧛🏻‍♀️

#allie’s sleepover(๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) #druig x reader #druig #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #allie speaks!!! <3 #rocky horror picture show

[wannabevampire]

iris.

˚✧₊⁎♡˚✧₊⁎˳

“Μη ως μύρια μέλλων έτη ζην. Το χρεών επήρτηται. Έως ζης, έως έξεστιν, αγαθός γενού.”

“Do not act as if you are going to live ten thousand years. The inevitable hangs over you. As long as you live, while it is in your power, be good.”

~♡~

*disclaimer this is not mcu compliant and my own interpretation of the character! world building will be based on a mix of comic, mcu, and my own ideas! <3

status ~ eternal.

powers* ~ teleportation, illusions/projections, & photokinesis.

moral stance ~ iris is a conscientious objector.

personality ~ passionate, kind, smart, fast talker, quick whited, good listener, photographic memory.

likes!~ a big fan of observing the world! loves movies, books, music, people watching, and history. Anything that can teach her more about human behavior!

dislikes! ~ druig.

mythological counterpart ~ iris (greek) arcus (roman)

personification and goddess of the rainbow and messenger of the gods.

specialty ~ messenger.

☆~After a incident that occurred 127 years into her stay on earth that caused a horrific accident as a result of her mistake, iris declared herself a consciences objector. Vowing to never harm a living being, she is extremely dedicated to gathering and relaying important information. Using her ability to teleport and create projections as well as matter manipulation (which she isn’t very good at).

She is always trying her very best to prove that she doesn’t need to kill be a good asset to the team.

bad habits ~ has a tendency to steal things, only “morally” though! like taking things from museums and returning them to their rightful owners. she is also a fan of the saying if it’s a chain it’s free reign.

pronouns ~ she/her

sexuality ~ bisexual

favorite musician ~ Fiona Apple.

favorite book ~ Wuthering Heights.

favorite movie ~ Whiplash.

other ~

iris hates loud noises and is always wearing headphones, even when she isn’t listen to music.

friends with a very strange assortment of people. need a locksmith? ask iris. need italian food recommendations? iris knows a world famous food critic.

vegetarian

currently living in a studio apartment in new york city which she shares with Makkari. The two of them have been close friends for as long as she can remember.

🕯♡🪐

so excited for you guys to meet her :]

xoxo,

allie🕊

#druig x oc #druig x iris #druig x reader #druig angst #druig smut #druig #druig eternals #iris <3 #druig fic #angsty allie >:( #allie speaks!!! <3 #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #window to my soul painting of my heart.

[wannabevampire]

🧁🎧🕯hi besties!🕯🎧🧁

makkari my love :3 (will def be writing for her in the future cuz i’m gay asf)

just wanted to let you know that i probably won’t be able to get these fics/drabbles out as fast as i would like to! it’s thanksgiving so i’ve got family in town! plus i have a job and some stuff to catch up on for a class i’m taking (it’s about quantum mechanics!)

so i’m very busy and don’t have as much time to work on my hobbies :(

just know i’m working hard and trying to be less stressed out!

with that being said…

~🕊☁️🪐~

i’d love for you guys to let me know which druig fic you’d like to see first so i can prioritize what you guys would like!! (i’m hyped for both so please help me decide!!!)

druig x eternals reader (enemies to lovers type thing!)🥂

druig x innocent reader (corruption kink ‘n stuff!)🕊

check out this -> 🎧🕯🕊post to see more details on your options 😚

vote in the comments, send me asks (anon is fine!), or shoot me a DM :D pretty please!

they will be out as soon as possible!!

thanks for being understanding!

<3

xx allie 🩰

#wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛����‍♀️🕯 #druig smut #druig x reader #please vote!! #sorry i won’t be able to get them sooner D:

[wannabevampire]

sleepover!! (allie edition).

˚✧₊⁎🩰♡🕊˚✧₊⁎

˚✧₊⁎ ˚✧₊⁎˳✧ ✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎

ok i’m a bit late but thank you so much for 500 followers!!! this is super insane and i’m so incredibly happy :))

so in honor of 500 wannabe-vampires….

ALLIE IS THROWING A SLEEPOVER!!!

YAYY!!

I’m a slow writer and I have a job so it’s gonna be over the course of a few days! Don’t feel pressured to join, but I would love for you guys to come and participate!! <3

“it’s a date!!”

*\(^o^)/*🍾🧁🥡🥂

when?~ (december 23, 2021- december 27, 2021)

˚✧₊⁎🩰♡🕊˚✧₊⁎

here are some activities for us to do!! 😚😚

..…

♡ “🧛🏻‍♀️🕊🩰🎧🧸🍰🧁🕯☁️💌” ♡

..…

<🧛🏻‍♀️> become a wanna-be vampire! i absolutely adore talking to you guys! but i understand wanting to stay anonymous! so…message my ask box with a lil description about yourself and request 2 emoji’s that you think represent you! once you do so you’ll officially be a member of the wannabevampire family! i’ll post which emoji belongs to you and then you’re free to sign off/verify your asks (or comments!)

note: Becoming an anon is not necessary to interact with my posts or account, I just thought it would be fun! (must be 18+) <3

<🕊> ask allie anything! Self explanatory! ask me any questions about me you’d like to know! send them through my ask box! (anon is fine if you don’t want to share your url! but i’d love to know who i’m talking to!)

<🩰> thot corner!! send me as many horny thoughts and drabbles as you’d like! i wanna hear y’all’s ideas! send them to my ask box so i can post and/or add onto them <3

<🎧> test your psychic abilities! send me any assumptions you have about me and i’ll let you know if they’re true!! ya know; how i look/my style, favorite music genre, likes and dislikes, anything goes! (within reason of course, but i trust you guys!? hehehe i want to know who y’all think I am…)

<🧸/🍰> two truths and a lie….this one is has two options! I want to get to know you all better, and I want y’all to know more about me as well!

1) send me a (🧸) in my ask box and i’ll post two truths and a lie about myself! Guess in the comments or in my ask box and i’ll reveal once your votes are in :] request a theme if you want! (ex. two truths and a lie movie edition ect.)

2) send me a (🍰) with two truths and a lie about yourself! and let me guess :D [your ask must be public OR you have to be an established anon! just cuz otherwise i literally have no way to guess lol!]

note: send in (🍰🧸) if you want to do both <3

<🧁> fuck, marry, kiss/kill….self explanatory, however you get to chose whether or not my option is to kiss… or to kill (o_O) send it to my ask box and let’s have some fun…

<🕯> kisses and kinks!!♡ Ask me questions about my favorite kinks, tropes, or turn-ons! Or.. Ask my about romance! my love language, what makes me blush and giggle, my favorite romantic gestures, how I flirt! Go crazy! Also an opportunity Confess your sins hehe, want to tell me your favorite trope? go for it! want to announce your love language? be my guest!

note: ask as many questions as you want! but be prepared for me to ask some back 😈 (you don’t have to answer dw! just thought it would be fun!)

<☁️> advice from allie! Got any questions? Concerns? Need some help or advice? Send me an ask! (as always anon is fine!) I’ve been told I give good advice and would love to talk to more of y’all :)

<💌> allie plays cupid!!♡ send me a (💌) in my ask box with one or two sentences about yourself, or just a few fun facts! and i will ship you with a character! currently i only write for mcu, so i will only be shipping you with a character from that universe!

note: must be a public account or an established anon to participate! <3

˚✧₊⁎ ˚✧₊⁎˳✧ ✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎ ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ˚✧₊⁎

okay! cool! please join :D

reminder this is an 18+ account so do not interact with me if you’re a minor!

tagging some mutuals because i would love for you guys to come hang out (even if it’s just for a minute!)

@waspswidows @eviewritessometimes @you-expect-too-much @agentofbarnes @becca-e-barnes @starsvck @starbuckie @druigsluvbot @mothdruid @serendipityrogers @lilbabyfaee @greenorangevioletgrass @hungryyeyes

okay peace out! hope you can make it :D

xoxo,

allie🕊

#allie’s sleepover(๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #allie speaks!!! <3 #druig smut #druig oneshot #bucky barnes x reader #druig #druig x reader #bucky barnes smut #stucky x reader #druig fic #hope you can come! #ahhh i’m so nervous?? #help.

[wannabevampire]

hello! welcome to…

allie’s v-day + b-day sleepover! <3

(((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))♡

(continue for instructions on our first activity!) ->

yayyy!!!!! ->

winner will be chosen randomly! when chosen i will send you a direct message and so we can work out the extra details together!! <3

(submissions are still open! due date extended due to the sleepover being delayed!)

see you all soon!

xoxo,

allie🕊

beloved mutuals <3 : @waspswidows @lokianddruigsbitch @murdicks @drownedpoetess @novaresque @agentofbarnes @strwbrrybucky @starbuckie @turbolisedcomet @you-expect-too-much @greenorangevioletgrass @giogiorabbit @balenciagabucky @mothdruid @mushroomlupin (no pressure tags <3)

(allie update : my tag list got deleted and i can’t remember who was on there so i’m sorry, it’s currently under construction!!)

#allie speaks!!! <3 #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #☆*~｡!allie & friends!｡~*☆ #allie’s v day~b day sleepover!! #marvel fanfiction #marvel masterlist #eternals fanfiction #druig smut #druig x reader

[wannabevampire]

so ummm ALLIE HIT 1k ??!?$&!??:@??

WHAT.

this is actually crazy- this means so much 2 me oh my goodness!!

i hit 1k on january 26th, 2021 and have been waiting to say thank you because i wanted to do it at the same time as my other announcement…..

allie is throwing a

slumber party!!!

save the date!!

February 11th~[sleepover begins at sundown!]

February 12th~[to be determined…]

February 13th~[to be determined…]

February 14th~[birthday edition!! allie turns 20!!!] (+valentine’s day activities! ♡)

February 15th~[the morning after.]

sleepover activities!

☆ 2 fics for turning 20

♡ one person will win a personal fan fiction one shot! you can pick the prompts, trope, character, kinks (if idea is 18+). submission rules & coalification coming soon!!

♡ a surprise one shot of my choosing :]

☆ 20 request slots available for headcanons, drabbles, blurbs, ect. (not all will be drabbles or mini-fics!! please keep that in mind 😁 i have free time but not THAT much lol. some may be very short!)

submission rules & coalification coming soon!!

☆ sleepover games!

~kiss ‘n tell :

ask me anything about my love life/sex life! dhjwjsbs it can be for advice or just curiosity!

~fmk :

you know the rules! you decide the characters/people and whether my option is

[fuck, marry, kiss] or [fuck, marry, kill]

~cast your mutuals :

ahhh the classic tumblr game! send me a prompt and ask me to cast my mutuals! i’ll tag a list of examples <3

~allie’s advice corner :

got a problem? i’m here to help!

~horny thots:

send me your horny thoughts! i won’t turn them into a blurb or anything, but i will most likely post them!

~allie plays cupid :

send me a few facts about yourself tell give me a fandom and gender preference. tell me which character you ship me most with hehe and i’ll play cupid and ship you with a fictional character!! <3

limited spots available !! <3 (this one was super popular last time and i only did one because it was very overwhelming! i will probably only do a few! more info will drop later!)

14 slots available! (entry info will be released soon!)

☆ infinity questions and chit-chat opportunities!!

☆ movie night!!

♡ tune in to a specific time (tbd) and let’s all watch a movie together and talk about it live! might make a little discord chat for us to talk while it’s happening (no video calls.) just so the tumblr TL doesn’t get flooded!

~idk haven’t planned it yet <3 stay tuned!!

~movie is tbd as well as time!~

THIS IS NOT THE OFFICIAL MASTERLIST!!! i just wanted to announce it before i start planning <33

xoxo,

allie🕊

tagging some mutuals <3

@waspswidows @mothdruid @lokianddruigsbitch @agentofbarnes @novaresque @murdicks @mushroomlupin @becca-e-barnes @you-expect-too-much @iamburdened @angelloflust @starbuckie @greenorangevioletgrass @serendipityrogers @juniebugg @balenciagabucky @bucksfucks @drownedpoetess

#allie speaks!!! <3 #allie’s v day~b day sleepover!! #druig x reader #druig smut #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #marvel masterlist #sleepover!!! #yay #probably a little bit presumptuous but hey! i want to try <3

[wannabevampire]

life update!!

i re-watched eternals today so brace yourselves for a potential flood of new content!

lmao if you couldn’t tell already marvel is my hyper fixation and currently the focus is on eternals! and since I finished my paper I have a ton of free time!

so like…

sorry in advance if i’m info dumping all the time on here or horny posting constantly 😭

xoxo,

allie🕊

p.s. does anyone write for dane whitman?🧍‍♀️ I’ve always loved the Black Knight comics (and also he’s extremely attractive!)

is there a demographic out there for his character yet or should I wait until blade comes out?😵‍💫

#wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #druig x reader #druig #allie speaks!!! <3 #druig smut #eternals fanfiction #the eternals

[wannabevampire]

allie update!

i think want to go on hiatus for a little bit?

honestly i don’t know what this would entail? maybe i’m just -gone- for a few weeks? maybe i’m active but write less? maybe i’m just gonna take a break for a few days and see how i feel. not sure yet.

slight warning: i talk about some anonymous ‘hate’ i’ve gotten on here. so terms like “kill yourself” are mentioned. i mention experiencing sexism and ableism irl as well as rude comments about my english speaking skills and stuff. no detail or anything, nothing triggering in my opinion but i just want to be careful!

writing is my passion and i really love this community but i’m super stressed.

i get…a lot of non-so-nice anon messages.

like…a lot.

all the way from being rude to me for not answering my asks fast enough to slut shaming me and telling me to kill myself. and as much as i can pretend they don’t affect me they really do.

plus with school, work, and a potential internship i just have so much going on.

i’m feeling really bad about myself and a lot of people are being really mean to me. i feel stupid and juvenile saying that but i can’t find a better wording. i want this to be an escape.

i go to work and get shit on for my mannerisms and condescending mean comments about my accent that i try so desperately to get rid of.

i go to class and i’m the only girl there. I’m met with constant sexism and ableism from my peers and professor.

i don’t know who my friends are.

i come on here and random people are telling me i deserve to die?

it hurts, so fucking much. i’m tired of pretending like this doesn’t affect me. so i’m going to say this because some people on here need to understand:

writers and content creators are real people. we read your comments. we see your reblogs. we are not fictional characters.

most of the time my interactions with you guys are lovely and wonderful! but other times…

this is not a one time thing. it’s repetitive and harmful. and it makes me want to quit writing.

i 100% promise i will come back! you guys aren’t getting rid of me that easily <3 i just need some time to…think? this year has been really shitty for me (in my personal life) and i need to put myself first for a little bit.

but it in the mean time, take care of yourself! treat others with respect and kindness (unless they suck, then you can be mean!) go buy yourself a latte and a new book, call a friend.

as always

xoxo,

your friend Allison 🕊<3

note: my current plan is to post a few more blurbs and headcanons, continue to chat with you guys for a bit. and then…see where things go? if i take a break and realize i’m in a place where i can come back i honestly might not be gone for too long! i will notify when i decide to go on hiatus :) but until then i look forward to chatting with you guys for a bit longer! <33

#allie speaks!!! <3 #wannabevampire townhall meeting!!🧛🏻‍♀️🕯 #allie’s vampire’s <3 #i seriously cannot express enough how much i love you guys and this platform #i just need a break