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feral-ballad · 3 months
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Savannah Brown, from Closer Baby Closer; “Seduction theory”
[Text ID: “so let it be known when I want something I want more of it than usually exists.”]
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freudtheblakex · 3 months
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poetry-roses-galaxies · 2 months
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Do you ever just crave your man? Not sex but his scent , his vibe , his company? Or maybe his shoulders or just his eyes???
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hopeless-loverboy · 2 years
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if someone doesn’t hold me tenderly soon i’m going to burst into flames
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sheafrotherdon · 3 months
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The kitchen windows are crooked, Joe thinks, looking at them anew.
It’s long after midnight. The room is dark, the table and chairs, stove and sink thrown into dim relief by the here-and-there moonlight that spills between the clouds. The sashes of the windows are raised high and the wind rattles through them, a sound so familiar to Joe as to be no sound at all.  He crosses the room, his bare feet quiet, and splays his hand against one window’s wooden frame.
I am older than this, he thinks, older than the saw, and the nail, and even the tree.
It's not every night that he feels this, the weight of his years like an anchor that he drags, but tonight he is restless and worried about nothing he can name. He closes the windows just before the rain begins to fall, the scent a tell that sweeps across the sill and tumbles into the sink with damning assurance. The patter of rain against the glass makes Joe shiver, and he watches the shadowed garden turn to mist as he rubs his hands up and down his arms.
“Come to bed, foolish man,” says Nicky.
He’s standing in the open doorway, leaning against the frame, pale and tall and yawning. Joe feels his heart warm at the sight of him, at the angle of his elbows and the small rise of his belly, the cowlick of hair above his left ear that gives away how hard he had mashed his face into his pillow when he fell asleep.
“Hmm,” Joe offers for want of anything better to say.
Nicky ambles over, drops his forehead against Joe’s shoulder, and makes a small contented sound when Joe wraps him in his arms. “What is it?” he asks.
“I don’t know,” Joe replies, and tightens his hold just a little, just enough to root himself in the here and now of Nicky’s warm skin. “Sad?” he suggests.
Nicky presses a closed-mouthed kiss to Joe’s shoulder before he raises his head and lifts his hands, before he frames Joe’s face and studies him. Joe waits for the diagnosis that must surely come, an honest blessing born of a thousand years of knowing and being known.
Nicky nods his head and kisses Joe’s forehead. “Come with me,” he says, and leads the way back to the bedroom, herds Joe back beneath the covers and onto his side, curls up behind him and presses close. “You must sleep now,” he says. “Because I have you.”
And nothing is solved or fixed or mended except all that is.
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queen-of-thunder · 2 years
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WHAT DO YOU WANT?
• Letters to Véra by Vladimir Nabokov • This Is How You Lose the Time War by Amal El-Mohtar • Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami • The Passion According to G.H. by Clarice Lispector • During the Impossible age of Everyone by Ada Limón • Translations by Kathryn Nuernberger • Letters Home by Sylvia Plath •
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haleyincarnate · 4 months
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I am wild with longing. Feral with yearning. I want to sink my teeth into hope and draw blood. I want to burn in all the right ways. I want to hold the knife and not fear its sting. I am desperate with need.
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chicago-x-gentleman · 2 years
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Kisses should not leave you satisfied,
They should leave you wanting.
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lambertcottage · 6 months
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Thankful
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feral-ballad · 1 year
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Gertrud Kolmar, tr. by Henry A. Smith, from Dark Soliloquy: The Selected Poems of Gertrud Kolmar; "You"
[Text ID: “You. I want to melt you from the stars! / You. I want to lick you from the earth, / And bite you out of fruit, / You. I want so much— / Dear. Dearest. Can’t you give yourself to me?”]
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freudtheblakex · 3 months
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Wanting
Pairing: Walter Marshall x Reader
Warnings: Consumption of alcohol, consumption of drugs, discussion on drugs, friends with benefit (somehow?), cursing, sexual themes & smut (DUB-CON, grinding, police van sex, drugged out sex, mention of public sex, mention of rape, mention of revenge porn (not towards Reader), mention pornography, mention of non-consensual filming, fingering, one pussy slap, unprotected sex, hard sex - Walter is not gentle & sees it like a punishment, multiple orgasms, drooling, crying, squirting, chocking, creampie, little bit of praise)
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Walter disliked being on call on Friday nights. Ever since the new drug, Houdini, started popping up everywhere the police has been running around in circles, trying to find the main supplier, but has repeatedly come up short.
Houdini was a mixture of ketamine and ecstasy. A party drug that is supposed to highten your senses and drive up your sex drive. Sounds like a perfect mix, but what the dealers left out was the memory loss, the dehydration that followed and complete lack of mobility.
It was a mess all over the damn country - the rape cases skyrocketed, revenge porn sites were having a field day because of all the public fucking taking place, the emergency rooms were stacked with people on gurneys and everyone had to deal with victims with memory loss.
Everyone was having a bad time - the victims which were pilling up by the minute, the police that was understaffed had to do even more over hours and the doctors that had to triage almost every Friday night.
Yet people were still taking that stupid drug.
Walter was pissed off, to say the least.
How are people this stupid?
He thought as he watched a group of drunk women giggling after just snorting the Houdini. His blood boiled knowing damn well that he couldn't do anything about it. The amount of people taking this drug was too high for everyone to get arrested or booked. Priorities his superiors loved preaching.
One of the women left the group to get some drinks. Her dress barely covered anything, leaving very little to the imagination. He shook his head as he watched several heads turn after the woman. She definitely got the attention she wanted.
"Walter!" He heard and looked around to see who was calling him. Out of all the damned people, you were the woman in that short dress. The one that just snorted the Houdini. Walter clenched his jaw and his grip on the beer he was drinking tightened.
How can you be so stupid?
"It's been a while." You smiled at him. He could see how drunk you already were and he also knew the drug will take effect soon, if it hasn't already.
"You should come meet my friends!" You grabbed his arm and pulled him towards you, stumbling a few steps back as his massive weight crashed into you. Walter let you drag him to your friends, also because he knew that whatever attention you had on you would dissipate once he was next to you.
"Girls, this is Walter! The friend I told you about!"
"Oooooh, the policeman." One of your friends slurred.
"Are you here to arrest us? We're just trying to have a good time." Another winked.
"Oh stop it! He's the nice policeman. He would never arrest us." You leaned into him.
It already started taking effect.
You weren't aware of it yet, but you started lightly grinding on his leg. He heard how your breath came out laboured, and he knew he had to get you out of there. Grabbing your arm, he started dragging you away from your friends.
"Walter, what the hell?! Let me go!" You yelled, trying to resist his grip.
"I can't believe you out of all your stupid friends are acting this way." He grumbled. "You know better than anyone what's going on these days."
"I was careful." You whined, stopping him in his tracks. He turned around to glare at you, making you shut your mouth.
"Careful? You don't even realize that the drug has started taking effect. You can barely stand and I'm pretty fucking sure that if I let you stagger back to that bar you'd get lost."
"Fuck you."
"Right." Walter started dragging you to the police van parked in the small street.
"Get out." He barked at the man that was inside, surveilling the cameras around the city. The man tried to object but one stern look from Walter sent him out. Water threw you in the van, climbing in behind you and closing the door.
"What is your problem?" You yelled at him, tugging your dress down when you realized you were much more exposed than you were comfortable with.
"Now you're trying to cover up?"
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"You're more than happy to bare your ass to strangers but with me you get shy? What the fuck were you thinking taking the Houdini?" You never realized he was so big as just now that he was towering over you. Your pussy clenched as your eyes lingered on his cock.
"Tammy took it before and she said she had the best fuck of her life. I just wanted to see how it felt like." You bit your lip as he crouched down to you.
"You're taking advice from a drug addict. Are you stupid?"
"I didn't take the full dose." You defended yourself. "Just a taste, to see how it feels."
"And? How does it feel?"
"Antsy." You swallowed, trying to decide whether or not to tell your very angry friend what you were thinking. You shifted on the floor a bit and the cold steel flooring touched your soaked pussy, making you gasp.
"I see the Houdini is in full swing." Walter observed you.
"Can you help me, please?"
"I'm not going to be nice. You need to learn a lesson, and maybe next time, you won't go around experimenting with drugs." You nodded before Walter pulled your collar down, exposing your breasts. His hand cupped one and pinched your nipple, making you moan.
"Keep tour mouth shut." He slammed a hand over your mouth, grabbed your hips with the other, spinning you around, and pushed you into the wall of the van. He kicked your feet further apart, making you stick your ass further into him. You could feel your nipples harden at the contact with the cold steel material. His hand then traveled to the center, under your dress, before finding your clit and circling it, making your hips buck.
"You're dripping." He said into your ear before he forced two of his thick fingers into your still clothed pussy, making you moan into his hand that was still clamped over your mouth.
"Completely soaked." Walter commented. "That's the Houdini doing its magic. Imagine if I left you there, you'd be grinding up on some coked up asshole that'd fuck you right in the middle of the bar. Anyone could record you and you'd end up on some porn site, where strangers would jack-off seeing such a whore like you get publicly fucked out of her mind. Maybe a coworker of yours stumbles upon it - bye-bye that stellar career of yours." His voice was low and raspy. Somehow, that made you even more aroused. Your pussy had a mind of her own as you realized you have been incessantly humping Walters fingers.
"Mmph." Moaning, your tongue licked his fingers, making Walter tsk. You could see your release, just a few more grinds.
"You're getting hornier by the second." He chuckled and withdrew his fingers, taking away that sweet feeling, making you whine. "But I'll be nice and I'll take care of you." He rasped into your ear before he spun you around and bent you over the control table, your head laying on the keyboard. Tugging your laughably short dress up, he exposed your core to him. He slapped your pussy, making you yelp. He tsked again when his hand made contact with your drenched and sticky thongs. His fingers wrapped around the string, pulling it away before releasing it back on your skin. Throwing your gead back with a loud "God" your pussy clenched at the impact and your back arched at the sensation.
Walter chuckled as he watched your cunt throb as he started unbuckling his belt. He finally pulled down your thong and ran his leaking cock up and down your puffy pussy. Your chest heaved, and you made sounds you didn't recognize. All you wanted needed was his cock in your cunt.
"Remember that I'm not being nice." He warned before he seethed himself in you with one powerful thrust, slamming your hips into the control table. It hurt, but in the most delicious way that you have never experienced before. The pace he set was brutal, the letters of the keyboard scratched your face, adding to the mix of pain and pleasure you were feeling.
Your orgasm hit you fast and hard, your eyes rolling to the back of your head and your body spasming on his cock, but Walter just continued fucking into you. He was like a man possessed, grunting and moaning above you, his pace never faltering even after you clenched around him. He immediately pushed you into your second orgasm, making you moan out loud as juices squirted out of you.
"Fuck." Walter cursed as he felt your squirt wet his thighs. "Let's see if you can do that again."
His hand moved from your hip to your stretched pussy, circling the spot where you were joined, making you gurgle. His pace switched, his cock was slowly stretching your walls and with your drugged state you could feel almost every vein on his organ.
Mindblowing.
"Stop drooling over the keyboard." He stopped his adminitrations and grabbed a fistful of your hair to push you away from any electronics before returning his hand back.
"You're completely stretched, must be painful." He commented as he circled your full hole. You choked on your words and tried to shake your head.
"No? Good, you're taking me quite well." He praised you, making your legs shake a bit. His fingers lightly stroked around your pussy, purposefully avoiding your clit, making you whine.
"Walter...please..." You choked out.
"What is it?"
It was hard to formulate words, your body was on fire and it felt like cumming was the only thing that would put it out. But in the state that you were in, all you managed to let out was a hoarse "Cum.".
"You want to cum?" He mocked your meager attempt to communicate what you need.
"Mhm."
"So, if I touch you here," Walter tapped your clit which made your hips buck and him smirk. "then you'll cum almost immediately?" You could feel him starting to prepare himself for another round. One that you knew you were losing soon, not that there was anything to complain about.
His fingers framed your clit and his other hand grabbed at your throat. "Let's see how much you can take."
His pace again hardened, his first sharp thrust made your hips slam back into the edge of the control table, but this time he kept you firmly pinned by your neck, preventing you from slipping away. His fingers were rough on your engorged clit, but that just added another layer to your rapture.
You couldn't form a sound anymore. Your body just locked when the orgasm hit you, but then when your juices squirted out, you started convulsing. But he just kept going completely overloading you, your hand fruitlessly reached for his hand, trying to shove it away from your clit, but he wasn't bothered.
You couldn't handle another orgasm, but you had no choice but to take it. Both of you could feel how close you were to another peak again.
"That's it, come on, I know you have another one in you." His grip on your throat increased, making you release a choking sound, tears welling up in your eyes, but it also made your pussy clamp down on his cock, making you squirt again. A few thrusts more and finally Walter released himself into you. Feeling the few spurts painting your womb and his cock go slack, you finally let out a relieved sigh.
It was over.
"Good girl." Walter cooed, kissing your shoulder. He carefully let go of your throat and pulled his cock out and your body finally slumped, completely exhausted. Observing your abused and puffy pussy, his cock twitched as it refused to close. It really was a sight to see how his spend oozed out of your hole and he resisted the urge to push it back in.
He buckled up his pants and carefully pulled your thongs up, sitting you on the only chair in the van. He rummaged around to find a jacket before draping it over you, before he opened the van door again and carried you out in his arms. Your head lolled as your consciousness wavered.
Walter walked past the man who was previously thrown out of the van and the man immediately knew not to comment or bring up the situation again.
"Shhh, don't worry. I got you. Just rest now." Walter shushed you as you tried speaking. Nodding weakly, you let the darkness consume you.
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ksjanes · 9 days
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Happiness is not having what you want, but wanting what you have.
–Unknown
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Prelude, Brynne Rebele-Henry//Holy Wild, Gwen Benaway
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Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.
Sylvia Plath
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haleyincarnate · 10 months
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I want to love, and I want to be loved, and I want to actually FEEL loved. Every day is a day spent clinging for dear life to the edges of the canyon in my heart. Every day the ground gets farther away, and every day I am losing my grip.
Inspired by @posterjournal on Instagram 💌
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