#was gonna go stir crazy there

[ryanthel0ser]

AUGH MY BRAIN IS JUST ROTATING DANTE VERGIL AND NERO AROUND I HAVE THINGS TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

But like

Dante who resents his demon side because of what happened to his family as a kid and because of what happened to Vergil and to the other people he cares about but doesn't show a shred of his fear and trauma, hiding it behind jokes and cockiness (except in dmc2 which is post Nero Angelo and has him believing he's lost the only family he had left which explains why he's so "not Dante" in that game) but he uses that demon side to fight against them and get his revenge. I don't doubt he's often had the thought "if it wasn't for my father none of this would've happened" or even "if I wasn't part demon the people I care about wouldn't have targets on their backs."

Vergil on the opposite end resents his humanity because of what happened to his family. He believes his humanity is what held him back, it was his weakness, if he had more power he could've stopped the attack and saved his mother. And that becomes his mission, while he still hates demons he believes that gaining more demonic power and becoming more like Sparda will finally make him powerful enough, he won't have that weakness. Yet, no matter what he does somehow Dante is still better. Dante doesn't even want this, why does he always succeed, he gets everything. Mother saved him, she didn't even look for me. It isn't till after Vergil has been separated into V and Urizen that he's forced to deal with his humanity as V. He is forced to go on a personal journey until he combines with Urizen and becomes Vergil again (visions of v is so beautiful at showing this I cry so hard reading those final panels).

And then there's Nero. He spent most of his life completely unaware of the Sparda bloodline. He saw his demon arm as a curse for a long time because he knew the Order would hate him and possibly try to kill him because he has some kind of demonic connection. He was partially right about this, but they were hypocrites and creating their own demons to fight. Now he knows he's a descendant of Sparda, but despite this demon side he knows who he is. He knows what's important to him, and this demonic power can be used to protect the people he loves like Kyrie, she loves him regardless of this demonic side. He's in touch with both his humanity and the demon within, we see this culminate in DMC5. He's that balance between Dante and Vergil, he's truly a successor to Sparda's legacy. And he didn't even know he was a part of it until he was nineteen.

#i could go on and on about these three I had to dump something or I was gonna go insane #i have so many thoughts about Nero being Sparda's successor he's very important to me #Capcom really went “hey what if our fun demon killing game had complex characters” when they made the 3rd game #certain lines character animations and outside media just builds up these characters so much #yes I am procrastinating on work #but i had to get this out or i was gonna go stir crazy #dmc #devil may cry #this stuff just comes back and loops around in my brain like every other year ever since i first got into the series like 6 years ago now

[churro-on-a-unicycle]

oh the woes of having so many cool fic ideas and lacking the ability to actually write any of them

#if i could pay someone to write my ina3 au for me i absolutely would I'm going stir crazy #or an au where shirou and atsuya remained a system #or an ares au that didn't add a bajilion new teams and characters and only stuck with the three new ones and actually utilized all of raimon #see what i mean with having so many fic ideas im a caged animal #i fear im gonna have to make a long form comic for the max au I HAVE NEVER MADE A COMIC BEFORE.. #AUGGHH I DON'T WANNA LEAVE MY COMFORT ZONEEE #sorry for rambling so much in the tags #churro chats

[pine-needle-shuffle]

uuuiuiuugggghg my head hurts

#trying to juggle drawing and writing but my body protests #but if I don't MAKE I'm gonna go stir crazy #woe is me #pine.log

[gayleafpool]

im NOT about 2 let the rain stop me from going on my walk wet dog mode activated idc!!!!

#it’s been raining for days im gonna go stir crazy

[kendallroygf]

im literally the most kendall roy coded girl in the world im the biggest girlloser in existence . aimi wins and loses . Literally

#this is the worst experience of my fucking life i hate ucas i hate university i hate england. stuck in perpetual limbo bc my insurance hasnt #decided shit yet my fucking firm rejected me and ive got two russel group uni offers thru clearing but i can’t even fucking accept bc of my #fucking insurance. im so exhausted literally kendall roy at the end of with open eyes. im going stir crazy i hate everything kmswsws #and also i don’t wanna talk to any of my friends bc ik they’re gonna pity me but the fuckinh thing is. i didn’t even do bad!!!! i was one #fucking grade off. like why is this happening to me

[digiditto]

pros of being an artist: draw niche content specifically for you. if you want

cons of being an artist: the niche content you want is only drawn by you. and sometimes you don't even want to

#digi rants #emerges from drawing session covered in blood #im gonna go stir crazy #gonna lose my mind #i

[alexa-crowe]

and then since the seizure my hips hurt so it would be extra uncomfortable to sit in my chair but it would hurt my back to type while sitting on the couch so i haven’t been able to write the gale fic :(

#i’m so sad bc i’m ACHING to finish the last section up and do rewrites #at least with the semester of medical leave i’ll have loads of time #gonna look into getting a job too so i don’t go stir crazy #rambling

[cinewhore]

starting to feel like him idk what’s going on

#what they say? #the person likely to kill you is you 😭 #don’t worry I’m just going a little stir crazy #been trying to keep myself isolated for the most part due to Covid #and the weather is dropping drastically so if i don’t need to be outside i won’t #not gonna lie i had a thought™️ #then i instantly got up and paced because no SIR #we not on that shit this year I’ll be damned #I’m waiting for Sherlock Holmes three to drop before i entertain that thought anymore lol #now that’s what i call blogging

[infizero]

im going fucking insane DELTARUNE i need DELTARUNE i cant fucking TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#IM GOING FUCKING STIR CRAZY ITS LIKE MY MIND IS ENTRAPPED BY DELTARUNE BRAINROT AND THE ONLY WAY I CAN CARRY ON IS BY STIMULATING IT WITH #NEW CONTENT BUT THERE IS NO NEW CONTENT SO I JUST KEEP HAVING TO WATCH AND REWATCH YOUTUBE VIDEOS AND WATCH OTHER PPL PLAY THE FIRST TWO #CHAPTERS AND REPLAY THE GAME MYSELF AND TALK ABOUT THE SAME SHIT OVER AND OVER AND OVER #I CANT FUCKING DO IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!! IM SRSLY GONNA EXPLODE IM GONNA THROW UP IM LOSING MY MIND #please oh please lord for the love of fucking god let us AT LEAST have a release date by the end of this year #if not the actual release itself #im so fucking ill im srs i cant take this #serena.txt

[burnedself]

Idk how Doctor managed to wait for 4 billion years in the Dial, I've been waiting on some stuff for close to two months and I'm about to go fucking insane

#;out of time. #I'm gonna go stir crazy dude #Been waiting on some Life Stuff to happen and hhhhhh

[mistystarshine]

Now that we’ve passed the soul-crushing angst of Intersection chapters one and two, we can get chapter three and some of the stupidest dialogue I’ve ever written.

He hears the gentle crunch of Aki approaching him. They've come to a stop beside the bed when he sighs. "If we did leave this place, we should look for the Ikea devil’s room."

"You think there's an Ikea devil?" comes Aki's bemused voice.

"Why not?" Angel asks. "Those places are huge. Humans probably get lost in them all the time."

Aki hums. "I went to one with Denji and Power once."

Angel sits up on his forearms to peer at Aki curiosity. "How'd that go?"

"We got a lifetime ban."

#chainsaw man #csm #intersection #my fic #my writing #fic preview #akiangel #they're going stir-crazy ma'am #don't worry there's more soul-crushing angst after this #this fic has A Vibe and i'm not gonna drop it

[selkiecoded]

a sumi haircut variation ive been testing out. i wanna say its a bit post-canon, not too far off, maybe a year or so. hasnt quite figured out what to do with herself yet, but shes getting there. only a little ways away from graduation.

#the clock chimes at midnight #selk.art #okay because im going stir crazy in my beautiful mind here. i forgot where everyone in the royal ending went so ive just kinda been doing a #post canon au based entirely arnd sumire and the only person whos really gone is ren. the others are in school and stuff still lol #ANYWAYS she and ren start dating a few weeks before 2/3 and after they restore the world its a very tumultuous start considering ren #immediately gets sent to jail. even after he gets out theyre both grieving akechi + it feels like theyre just going through the motions. #everyones like omg we could tell this was gonna happen! and it makes them uncomfortable for reasons they cant articulate #ren is using sumire to get over akechi + sumire is modeling rens identity + both see akechi in the other and are sad abt it #on top of all that they get into a huge fight when sumire learns rens leaving in like. a month. and she didnt know. #(he genuinely didnt realize she didnt know but gets bitchy in return) #they try to make it work long distance for a month/two but eventually mutually breakup (both a little bitter but agree to remain friends) #overall its a cute relationship with um . very odd undertones. #anyways she still wears her hair straight up or straight down during all that point. HAHAHA remember this is abt hair! #after ren leaves she latches onto ann + ryuji who are still going to school w her. and after the breakup simply bc #ryuji is a Boy and sumire is a Girl and They Enjoy Being Around Each Other they both reflexively think abt getting together #sumire starts to imitate him (bc for some weird reason she keeps wanting to be like boys!) and ryuji is like am i breaking bro code rn.. #nothing ever happens bc neither actually wants to date the other and ann is always hanging around but its an odd time for everyone #she bleaches the tips of her hair for a little bit but its so small when she gets it chopped off its like nothing happened lol #this is probably around third year when ann/ryuji have graduated and the only thief around is futaba. #and. please nobody kill me for this. i think the two have interesting thematic similarities but the ship between them has always felt like #pairing the same-age spares to me. and i havent read anything thats convinced me of its full potential yet. #that to say i think theyre friendly but not super close. so sumire has to learn to just. exist by herself for the first time in years. #like i said this is probably when this actual haircut starts getting used. shes figuring it out! #after she graduates shes the first one to find akechi again and theyre both doing a lot better and become very close. #they move in together! platonically! unless...? but thats not the point! akechi helps her realize shes transmasc at which point she gets a #real short haircut. i cant decide. theres one thats like a curly haired bob almost and one thats shorter + looks kinda windswept #and thats all the haircut hcs i have for her postcanon timeline! spreads hands jazz hands. not all the timeline hcs but my thumbs r tired.

[aeide-thea]

[numbers under the cut just for my own reference]

lol i went for the world's shortest run at the world's slowest pace* but like. considering it's been literal years i feel good? or, you know, maybe not 'good,' but like. satisfied or whatever. pleased my bribing myself worked. now i just have to do it again infinity more times! how exciting…

⸻ *like a mile and a half-ish and it took me like. 15 minutes lmao. baby div i rower!K is extremely Not Impressed but like. fuck her, sometimes you gotta lower yr standards and just. keep trudging.

#like truly it was SUCH a baby little jog #but also it was cold enough i had my gaiter over my face most of the time i was out so like. impressed with myself 4 getting over that hump #like it would have been VERY easy 2 say 'this is colder weather than i've ever run in and it's gonna get dark on me' #'let's just wait until tomorrow' #and i almost did! but then i was like 'you know what let's go do a baby jog.' and now i've been outside #and feel a tiny stupid sense of Accomplishment and also less stir-crazy! wild how that works #anyway. very boring post but like. pleased my bribing myself actually worked lol #(i got some on-significant-sale-but-still-splurgy woolly running gear recently #in hopes that it would (a) make me happy and (b) motivate me to actually use it #and like. initial success on both fronts so tentative thumbs up! now just. rinse and repeat.) #journaling #running #exercise cw

[weirdponytail]

So, life took a wild turn and I’m dealing with some stuff. Dad had a nasty fall and busted the back of his head, and the hospital docs noticed some other stuff while he’s been admitted and we’re looking into another possible diagnosis that his spinal cord injury symptoms may have been masking for the last few years.

He’s alright for now, getting his MRIs finally done today and hopefully discharged today or tomorrow, but that means I’m probably moving back in for a few days to a week or two to watch him while I go about hiring a home health aide. Which will be just so fun because he’s going to fight me on that and want to hire a blonde early 20s big titties chick from Craigslist while I look into actual accredited nurses and companies for a male aide.

Anyway, went a little TMI there, but that’s why I dropped off radar again the past few days as I dealt with the hospital stuff. Probably going to lay low again for a bit. Cheers mates!

And yes, I’m fine. This is not the first time I’ve dealt with him being in the hospital. I’m very dissociative and take this kind of thing as ‘shit happens, I can’t change the outcome, why worry before I need to. He’s in the actually good hospital this time, they know their shit and didn’t try to discharge him without doing due diligence. Thank fuck for insurance.’

#adventures of ket #I’m more worried about moving back in for a bit #all my tools are at my place #I’m gonna go stir crazy

[lendmyboyfriendahand]

.

#personal tmi #my brother was shot two days ago and i only found this morning because we were on vacation #as in we (my parents and I) had just completed driving eight hundred miles over two days and got the call the next morning #so now i am on a plane about to head home but i left half my stuff in the car to follow at a later date #including my bicycle #and it feels petty to complain about but I know I'm gonna go a bit stir crazy #while planning the funeral and my parents will go identify the body tomorrow

[nicoscheer]

My babies 🫶🏽 oh have I missed them

Oh he knows EXACTLY what he’s doing 🤣 by uploading “the wonder” after yesterdays gig (Alex is his wonder)

How Matt is following Alex’s hand and also looking up (also love the “rose tint” lyric in both Miles “the wonder” and “there’d better be a mirrorball” ;) they are doing it again 🤣 )

Also how Alex calls for Miles via the mirrorball which kind of resembles the moon (which could be callback to TBHC) but also that works with that one interview where Alex said that when they are halfway round the world away from each other they look up at the moon and wonder what the other one is doing

#can’t even imagine how stir fry crazy we’re gonna go when he rocks up to Glastonbury #imma try and get some Kip in and hopefully I’ll have recovered somewhat from this by the morning #I’m obsessed with their hugs #our lil autistic baby girl getting a bit distracted by the pretty shiny mirrorball #and only then rembering that Miles actually was there and then the little grabby hands from them both #Alex saying Miles to the mirrorball aka their batsignal #I need to hear “miles miles miles fucking Kane’ being chanted again #Instagram