#wasted tuition

[halfmooneyes]

I need y’all to stop acting like an INSANE, UNFATHOMABLE amount of carbon emissions is okay only when it’s someone you like

#sorry but the rerecords are not more important than climate change #she is part of the 1%. I can’t keep saying this over and over. she is ultra rich and wasteful #she has like 6 houses. nobody needs that many. 2 max. one home base and one vacation home #and what happens to all of the clothing she wears? all the stuff we’ve seen only once? she doesn’t shop sustainably #at least not primarily. maybe every now and then but it’s not a lifestyle for her. she doesn’t care because she can go out in an outfit that #costs my entire tuition and forget about it #ashley speaks now

[queenlua]

i hate when i realize i am in fact the best-qualified person to write the stupid lil fanfic that i want to read

#ok but picture this. #ace attorney. kentucky derby 2019. #kristoph owns Maximum Security and is trying to smugly cash in his bet #but turns out Phoenix's *other* side hustle was Becoming A Horse Racing Steward #so he gets to smile his big shit-eating grin as the chief steward slams down the banhammer while he's standing smugly to the side #also Trucy bet it all on Country House and that's what's paying her college tuition someday babey #god this is so stupid but also i would get to decide everyone's Derby Day hats. which is the opposite of stupid it's GREAT #...tbh i think Oldbags could do one hell of a glow-up on Derby Day #suddenly morphs into one of those majestic intimidating southern matriarchs Faulkner warned about #as soon as she's got her feathered cap and feather boa on #hi i have wasted my whole evening watching old horse races how are y'all

[fishy-moirails]

Hmm (sadly)

#why does a failed grade feels like... the end of the world? #maybe it's because my dad works hard to pay my tuition that he always ends up tired #& I just feel like a jerk for wasting his hard work #or maybe. like one friend said: I'm not passionate enough about these courses I'm enrolled in #I don't know. what does dispassion feels like? I know what passion feels but not its opposite #sigh. #....I love my friends. they comfort me & tell me that mistakes are natural #I'm just scared to get my parents loudly scolding me again. I hate it. #I'm trying my best to change & grow up but it's coming in slow #& it got worse when I enrolled into a college about a thing that I never liked just for salary to support myself #I also tend to be the one who comforts myself the most #leaving me crying out of nowhere because I was talking to myself in the head #I'm doing my best to be nice for her. for me. I/she needs to know that it's not the end of everything #.... #I'm so tired of crying. of comforting myself #oil spill vent

[boudicca]

i really do Not want to go to school next month i just. i do not want to study journalism at all i cannot stand being told what to write and i do not want to have to be on camera for broadcast journalism courses and frankly i could not give two shits about learning photojournalism. but i have to because i already paid the deposit and the programs i actually wanted are all full 😀😀

#and i can't drop out because i already wasted an entire year's tuition last year at another school with nothing to show for it. teehee #i honestly just do not think i'm ready for university but i can't not go to school i do not have a choice <3 #but i stay silly 😁 (<- gripping tabletop so hard the wood splinters) #p

[francisforever2014]

somebody tried to bring up slur discourse in class the other day 😭 we practice critical thinking and praxis here take your sensitive ass back to twitter!

#sorry had to get that out #just like genuinely who gaf if it’s important to you fine but i’m not wasting my tuition dollars on this shit bruh 😭

[pink-spaceturtle5]

Okay maybe this is the wrong choice, but fuck it, I Cannot will myself to get up and go to school today I need a fucking day off to catch up on chores and I don't wanna dissect a stinky cat cadaver and be hungry and pay for parking and use up gas I'm crampy and cranky and I wish I'd played hooky more as a kid anyways

#plus I'm the one paying my tuition entirely (community college ftw!!) so it's not like I'm wasting anyone else's money #also I worked yesterday and I need more than 1 singular day off this week if I'm actually gonna get anything done #and I'm already late anyways and the coin toss came out 2:1 in favor of truancy #Ik education is important and I shouldn't take it for granted #but I'm a 25 year old adult and I need today off

[nerdie-faerie]

I'm not sure how to feel about being told I don't look 22 but more like 14

#random #my classmate started off by saying i was old because i have the habits of a 30 year old and then when i said im only 22 #he said i dont look 22 but 14 and hed id me if i was buying cigs which like youre supposed to id under 25s? #i think i look my age dunno what hes chatting 14 is not a compliment thats an insult 😂 #our morning class was a sht lasted only half an hour out of 4 hours and she spent the whole time asking questions about the content #instead of teaching it then sent us to do the research ourselves so were going shopping if im gonna waste 2 grand in tuition for jack sht #then im gonna do what i want with my time not wastin my time as well as my tuition when i got assignments and groceries to focus on instead

[chrisbangs]

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#every now and then i think abt deleting every single social media and dying . like #i really genuinely think abt just dying fr like #👎👎👎 #there's only 1 person i've been wanting to talk to lately #and like no one else lol #i just feel so fucking out of my head #why is everything so fucking bad #i barely leave the basement these days .. i just stay in bed and sleep #and i have less than a week to get the fuck over this random stupid rut i'm in #because fucking classes start on tuesday #i wanna kms so bad lol #like i would rather be dead than do another year of college rn #it's so fucking bad for me lmfao #i don't have any support or anyone to talk to and i feel like i'm going fucking crazy #i'm on academic probation is the best part so if i fuck up this semester i get kicked out which like part of me would love ik like #the part of me that's tired and exhausted and just done with everything i wouldn't mind being kicked out but #the ik . that my parents would fucking kill me knowing that i wasted 4 years worth of tuition money and just fucking flopped as a student #waking up wishing i hadn't woken up every fucking day... i feel sick inside... #my anxiety is spiking all over again and i can barely even organize my thoughts lately #i literally threw up last night cause i worked myself up into such hysterics . like lmfao... #i cant get a grip and i cant get the fuck over how bad i feel and no one fucking LISTENS when i saw i hate this and i'm not good enough for #this fucking subject i wanna fucking kill myself holy fuck it's crazy how much i wanna die.. #i used to wonder abt that 4th year kid who killed himself when i was at my old uni like how fucking bad was it for him that in his last year #he just couldn't take it anymore and now i'm in the funniest position of literally understanding exactly where he was lol #last year... and i cant do it... i just cant fucking do it and i wanna kill myself i think about it every day i think about it 24/7 and #i'm just so... tired doesn't even encompass what i'm feeling right now i'm fucking exhausted and empty and i have nothing left man i cant #fucking do this... every day im dragging myself kicking and screaming to school and dealing with a 4 hr round trip commute in the shitty ass #weather that we get and getting verbally and emotionally abused by profs and getting 0 acknowledgment for ANYTHING and it's not like my work #is even GOOD enough to begin with so ofc it's not gonna get any acknowledgment like jdjdjdkdkskd i just dont . have it in me to do this #for another fucking year... i literally cannot do this... and i have no other thoughts in my head other than killing myself lmfao...

[ovydka]

sorry i was sorta gone for a week or two, it appears that taking all the a levels needed to go to uni for an unspecified scientific field is actually a tad time-consuming </3

#if i wasted all my youth on academics and then dont even get a free uni tuition for a chem program of some sort i will actually hang myself

[mistwood]

lecture classes that are only an hour long should not be allowed

#file #it feels like a waste of money on my end. what do you mean i paid full tuition price and only get this class for 2 hours a week

[goatmilksoda]

Theres only so much chillhop and homemade fun drinks can do until you start feeling The Weight™️ around you.

#not feeling motivated today #the good news is some cash came in to pay next semesters tuition! hooray! #and it may even be enough to fill up my car with gas! #(thats a joke #itll definitely cover that its 2k which is great!) #but idk im thinking about how i have friends going to Cornell and UCs right out of hs and even though i have a 4.0 and graduated early #im still hanging out at the cc and then going to a csu... #like to be fair i dont want student loans and i dont really think the degree i want demands a big school #but i do worry a little about it #like am i wasting potential? #idk... #my plan has been to be proactive but go with the flow (not too high not to low but if something looks interesting shoot for it. yknow?) #so im being pulled in lots of weird directions rn #well #i guess im gonna go make a fun drink and try to assuage my fears w/research

[sad--tree]

@ my brain stoooopppppppp !!!!!! thinking about !!!!! going back 2 college !!!!!! in an entirely different field !!!! than our current UNFINISHED (!!!!) fucking program !!!!!!

#i have two (2) goddamn mcfuckjng courses left #in order to get my diploma in computer programming #i do not want to take these courses #i do not want to finish this program #i do not want to work in computer programming #(or at least. not any of the sort of work weve done in this program) #i hate it. So Much. #why oh WHY did i have 2 be stupid and look at other college's offered programs....... i have. so much regret. #:( #'ohhh but of course i cant spend all that money to go to college in a different city' #'guess ill pointlessly spend a ton of money at my local college instead which happens 2 have zero programs i care abt!' #fuck me sideways with a shovel what was i THINKING. and this is my SECOND (technically 3rd) program at this college!! #youd think idve learned my lesson!!!! #but ooooohhhh it was just so ~practical~ and ~pragmatic~ and the money is just ~so much better~ in IT -_- #brb crying about how in 2015 i got accepted 2 every out of city college i applied to even tho i barely graduated high school #and instead had to settle with this 8 yrs of bullshit pointless waste of money #only this time i cant even blame my parents forcing me to stay. this fuckup was alllllll mine babey #joint diploma/honours BSc ecological restoration program my beloved....... #anybody wanna lend me a neat $30k for tuition&residence to study conservation biology out of town

[croutoncat]

note to self: maybe i should become a property hunter

#like a personal stylist but for home buying / rentals #its kinda a vibe #would b a waste of tens of thousands in college tuition but #a vibe nonetheless

[pepsitwist]

yes my college semester officially starts today HOWEVER i am incredibly busy both thinking abt and rewatching bte all day so really if i don’t get the work done i don’t think it’s my fault

#so busy rn these professors don’t even KNOW!!!! #disclaimer. i WILL get the work done this is a joke trust me i just paid my tuition yesterday and im not wasting that much money #cant be both broke AND kicked out of class now that would just b unfair #but. but so much kenny content. SOOO much kenny content!!!! he talks so much!!!!!! i gotta memorize it all!!! adhd brain says so!!!!!!!!

[canthandlethishit]

random cringe fail moment when i was 11 i wrote “i wanna kms” on my wrist in Romanian and my ex-bestfriend thought i was cheating for our quiz that day when she caught the writing

i told her it wasn’t anything didn’t meant anything but anyhow i haven’t died yet boo hoo, she was also convinced by my aloof funny jokester friend act and thought i was weird for not being visibly upset during our friendship and she dumped me cuz she thought i was a sociopath like i masked wayyyyy too good for a kid that wanted to kill themself every breathing moment and was actively suffering from an ED <- BROOOO I JUST REMEMBERED SOMEONE THOUGHT I GOT DIABETES FROM MY SUDDEN WEIGHT LOSS hahahah it was the trying to kill myself slowly and loss of appetite from the depression suicidal insomnia body dysphoria (the “someone” also bullied me for being “fat”) and idk some other shit bitch was fucked up luckily during my teenage years i found this cool fun compartmentalize, forget spell and also disassociation

i dont think much was up back then tbh i can’t remember anything aside from the internal monologue of kys and the sadness was too great it fucked up my memories i think i can only remember vague timelines and snippets

#extra i cried + disassociated for the entirety of my 18 birthday and didn’t do anything to celebrate because i felt guilty for not being #dead yet #it was cuz i promised myself i would die at 18 and haven’t and adulthood sounds like fucking hell and is it #good thing my tuition fee is keeping me alive i literally paid i cannot dropout atp it would be a waste #fun fun fun how to cease existence via knife and pain and go directly to hell #vent #tw suicide mention #tw suicidal #tw kms mention #dysphor #tw vent #tw depression #tw

[19011301180905]

using the school wifi to download yaoi visual novels like my forebears (the grade 12 fujos i met in middle school) taught me

#fujoshi #is this a waste of my tuition #who knows