#we always write each other long essays KDSFJSLF i'm sorry <3 guess u can call it our thing <3

[kyunsies]

mädch!!!!!!! yay, i use super happy to read another message from you again. it was a pretty big project, and some of the team members are still a bit flaky but i really hope they'll get better and things will get better. thanks for being so nice about the work and friends - idk about you but the more awkward i feel i get more and more awkward and withdrawn? hopefully i'll get something published soon which is a bit exciting but idk how it will go? no one cares about my work that much aha. ahhh it's hard to be an introvert? ah i'm nattering on again!

BUT how is your time off going?!!?! are you enjoying it? are the people in the HR office really nice to you? is it going ok? are you getting enough rest in between everything? ahhhh!!! my favourite track is heaven as well. though i really love secrets and i really love rotate as well. kyun's spanish really really through me in a good way as well! i hope they manage to put out one more record before anyone has to enlist!

I am super super super proud that you go through such a tough year! i hope you have been able to treat and reward yourself for all your hard work, you really really deserve it. i really admire how hard you work to gif everything and put out it all out for everyone to enjoy!! when i've been feeling a bit run down i've had a look and it's just a timeline blessing :)

love you lots and lots :D and i'm rooting for you and all good things for you! - 💥

MY LOVE !!!!!!!!! it's so so good to hear from u again bubbie !!! <3

like i mentioned previously i am SO PROUD that u were able to pull through and get everything done ;____; even if some of ur team members didn't carry some weight :( you're amazing <3 in terms of the awkwardness with friends !!! i understand what u mean ,, however this is just bc of my tendencies and personality, i tend to initiate if something is wrong ?? like if i feel something is off i would like to address it so i have a more peace of mind knowing that i've done something instead of let it fester ;___; but i think that stems from some anxieties that i have bc if i don't address something like that i will quite literally self destruct lskdfjs; also NOOO pls !!!!!! i care about your work angel what u do is very important !!! publishing this and working on that and traveling here and there, i admire ur work so much !!!!!!!

my time off is going okay bubbie i can't really complain!! i'm making pretty good money (for me, a student going into her last year of uni who isn't paying for an apartment yet lol); i really wish i could have gotten into a hospital tho ....... i'm really scared for next semester ..... :( but everyone in HR is fine !!! obviously not sometime i'll be doing after uni tho lol :') i've definitely treated myself here and there tho !! i've bough some mx albums and a new pair of shoes <3 but i am also very bad at "spending money" i often don't treat myself to a lot of things bc i have this thing where i don't like to see my bank account fall below a certain amount idk it's really weird LKFJSKFJ

AND SLDFJS !!!!!!!! I LOVE THIS ALBUM SO MUCH !!!! i see a lot more mbb say their fav song now is heaven and it makes me SO HAPPY bc that song is brilliant <3 i said it in one of my posts but i think it's like top 3 or 4 comfort songs from them for me :-) !!! ROTATE IS SOMETHING ELSE and .......... secrets is so GROOVY i actually think it's the grooviest song on the album <3 AND PLS IDK IF U SAW ME FREAK OUT when the album dropped bc literally i thought i was going to hit post limit that day LMAO but when kyun said "quiero estar contigo" SDJFSJFS <3333333333333333333 MALFUNCTION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but ;____; gosh that really means a lot to me ... not many ppl know what i've been thru at uni and honestly i don't look at myself as someone who feels like i deserve to be "stressed" all the time; i mean you work harder than i do !!! u are graduated and working in the big world and i'm just approaching my last year or nursing school in a sea of smarter, probably better and more responsible nurses. i have many doubts about going into the field after this year; will i pass my NCLEX boards? will i get my dream job working in the NICU? will i fuck up and be a failure ... i won't believe it until i see it ;___; but thank u for being so encouraging bc i really look up to how hard u work and i think you will do many amazing things with your work ethic <3

anyways i've definitely rambled way to much but i love u angel !!!!!!!!! it's always good to hear from u and i will always be here cheering u on as well <3 thank u for being such a kinda presence not only on here but just ... you're a part of my life now !!!! we share experiences and even thru good times and bad u are here <3 so thank u !!! take care bubbie !!!!! love u !!!!!!!!!!

#asks #💥 anon #we always write each other long essays KDSFJSLF i'm sorry <3 guess u can call it our thing <3 #take care my love !!!!!!!!