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crescentfool · 4 months
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with the year coming to a close, i hope that anyone who's reflecting about how the year went remembers to be kind and fair to themselves with how you evaluate the year as a whole.
i think there are definitely times when life throws things that are... Not So Great at you. whether if it's some external circumstance that surprised you, or maybe your mentality wasn't at it's best. i wish for anyone who's encountered those kinds of challenges to be able to triumph over them and be able to say that they got through it.
heck, it might still be a work in progress even though you've kept chipping away at it, and that's ok! the results will show themselves eventually as you work through it! and i hope that we can all remember to be patient with ourselves as we go through these processes (learning, healing, etc.), because damn, it can be frustrating when you feel like you're "not there yet."
knowing that life can be rough at times, i think it's unfair to yourself (and others) to discount and downplay any progress you've made this year- whether if it's something that you did for the first time, or maybe you came to a new understanding and insight that you didn't have in the previous year.
it's not to say that you should undermine the validity of your experience with hardship, but to take the time to remind yourself what makes life worth living. to recall what moments were the most satisfying to you- and use it to strengthen your resolve for the next year and beyond. no amount of hardship will ever take away from the fact that you deserve to have hope that things will get better.
i hope that looking back on the year, you don't leave out the things you cherish. that you can remember the good that came this year. whether if the small victories are things like meeting someone new, trying something out for the first time, or making some strides in a long-term project/obligation...!
i wish everyone a happy new year! may it be prosperous, and that your life can move in a direction that's close to what you want out of life. you're all going to do great! remember to congratulate yourself for what you did well! despite everything, you're still here, and that's wonderful. never forget that!
#lizzy speaks#hello everyone. i know that there are *checks calendar* still 20 days left of december and 2023#but i've had a lot of strong emotions and feelings i've had to sort through as i've been thinking about how 2023 went for me#so a lot of what i've written here comes from the perspective of someone in their early 20s#it's like... a crash and burn from when you were a teenager thinking that you know everything#and realizing how big the world is and how many responsibilities there are#all while a feeling of overwhelm looms over as you try to sift your way through the world and adjust your understanding of it#for me i've definitely had an underlying thought that 'you should have your shit together by now why aren't you there yet'#and it's! not motivating! at all! to think that way. and it's made me more than ever want to be a friend to myself. to extend a patient-#kind voice to myself that reminds me that others are also trying to navigate these feelings and to accept that i'm not going to have an-#instantaneous understanding of how one goes about adulthood. and neither will they. even if they look 'put together.'#like... these people have also undergone similar stresses and along the way figured out how to navigate through that space#and personally i've found peace in knowing that there are people who are older than me. trusting that they've dealt with these things too i#some shape or form and that them living... being here.. is proof that we shall be fine in the end and that we will move past what plagues-#our mind. there's definitely been some... anger i've had this year that. school didnt teach me these things or skills!! i was so mad lol#but hey if we are little guys who are living on planet earth for the first time we shouldn't condemn ourselves to an unrealistic standard-#of going through life and being able to instantly do everything 'correctly' and know how everything works#i'm still working on improving that patience... and also trying to put in the work to understand these things.#in the midst of a very tough week for me i was tempted to say that 'nothing happened this year it was not productive'#but then i was like. that's. objectively not true if you just look at other things. also theres worth in life outside of 'productivity'#...i think i passed 20 tags at this point. but like. my favorite thing about 2023 was meeting so many cool awesome people!#who would've known that funny lil squid game could bring so many connections and friendships i cherish!#thank you so much! for being a part of my life and changing me for the better! for giving me many fond memories!#and i'm very grateful to anyone who supported me and my art this year... for sticking around even though i wished i could do more#it means the world to me knowing that there's proof that i exist and have touched someone's life in a positive way! thank you! truly!#ANYWAY. happy early new year. i hope everyone can nourish a friend in their head that extends acceptance and patience to themselves#as we try and make sense of the world together. there will be things that we don't understand yet! but one day we will! and it'll be like#wow! look how far i came! i'm okay! i'm alive! yipee! thank you for reading this post i made to get my feelings out! have a nice day!
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beyonddarkness · 1 year
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Always Watching: Part 1
This is a spontaneous post, but I will go into more depth later. if you have not read Chapter 4 in my blog, please go read that really quick. Not only will everything here make more sense, but it will hit much harder.
The other night, as I was writing the breakdown to my most recent video, I had to stop for a moment to catch my breath because I noticed something very strange.
First, as many of you may have already noticed, this transition, at the end of episode 8, was not done just for the sake of a cool transition. It has a purpose: to show that Sauron literally watched the making of the Rings.
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He watched the whole thing like it was a movie. Sauron never touched the Elven Rings, but he "guided their labours, and he was aware of all that they did; for his desire was to set a bond upon the Elves and to bring them under his vigilance" (The Silmarillion: Of the Rings of Power and the Third Age).
But that was not the only shot that shows him watching. The Bird's Eye View is everywhere in this sequence. That is Sauron's camera angle.
He watched as they brought the melted dagger to the bowl.
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He watched them pour the molten metal into the bowl.
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He watched Elrond hesitate.
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(These are all separate shots, by the way.)
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He watched the mithril fall into the bowl, and looked into a mirror. That Eye is no accident.
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He witnessed the forming of the alloy.
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He oversaw Celebrimbor work his Magic.
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He watched this.
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He watched the swirl.
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He admired the Rings, at the same time as everyone else.
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And finally, it is revealed whose camera angle that is.
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Hence, the creepy smirk of approval.
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Now he knows that the Rings have been made. "You needn't lie to them," he told Galadriel. "Simply let the work proceed." They made three instead of two, but he is pleased that his work proceeded anyway.
He didn't just watch the making of the Rings, though. He saw so much more.
[see Part 2]
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boysdontcryboycry · 3 months
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logs back into the stranger things fandom and suddenly everyone hates stranger things what da hell
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lonesomedotmp3 · 11 months
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is anyone writing decent riverdale s7 fic can someone get on that. I don't see how that's possible because it's conceptually flawed but psspspsp gay riverfans we could Try...
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hartmannyoukaigirl · 4 months
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I love going to school and leaving early. I spent like 1 hour then got to walk home in a pretty empty street with the cool breeze of morning <3
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learnt on radiolab this morning that coldblooded animals cant get fevers which if i had given it 5 seconds of thought i could have figured out on my own however i didnt so that throws a fucking wrench in all of my sickfic doesnt it
#it doesnt really matter though bc my timelords can still do whatever the plot needs them to do#which is exactly canon i think#thats a really fun sorta meta canon trait actually that fits#it was a very interesting episode i didnt realise how we just kidna lucked out on not being that threatened by fungi#and how climate change is changing that#MAYBE shouldnt have listened to this right after starting watching the last of us but hey what can you do#the episode is called fungus amungus if you wanna look it up#anyway so that means that means that timelrods WOULD be threatened by fungi#like where for us it´s viruses for them maybe thats the main plague threat#and gallifrey is hot right? hot and not very wet. they wouldnt have a lot of funguses there#but maybe when they ventured out suddenly there was a lot on other planets and their bodies just arent prepared#i was writing like post-potd yaz/missy yesterday and thinking about how yaz sorta like when they came home in 12x10#was like maybe a month before lockdown?#they lost the doctor and came home right into a fucking pandemic and yaz lost her mind#like looking for the doctor mustve been like one controllable thing when the entire world became uncontrollable#also a way to get out of the house#shes like im just going for a walk but she just goes to that tardis#anyway but then so i was writing yaz/missy and i had yaz tell her that and missy be like what and yaz was like oh right#you werent on earth then. and then i had yaz ask like you must have seen epidemics#and like have you seen pandemics that spread from planet to planet#and then i realised theres not a lot of that in doctor who? at least not new who idk about old but#theres the girl who waited but there the epidemic or the illness is more of just like a contrivance to create like the actual story right?#about amy and rory and 11#how different would that be now#i expect we might see some epidemic stuff in doctor who in the next like 10 years#HAS there been a pandemic on earth while doctor who was on? like that it couldve been an influence on the stories?#like you can see climate change as an influence all over the last 60 years in the stories periodically#you know what i mean?#i need to watch more classic#anyway im not gonna change the fic ive already written but this is a fun opportunity to change how i write fever in timelords from now on
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parricider · 11 months
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scourge how come we don't get a game
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❝ WE DID. . . but then th'fuckin' GLITCH GIRL from th’fuckin’ shovel-shit-ware racin’ game, SUGAR RUSH or whatever, deuteragonist-ed her way into our game, an' JACKED UP TH'BIOS CODE in th’main chip in our arcade cabinet before our game even launched. . . an' we've been unplugged an' chokin' on abandoned storage shack dust ever since. ❞
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millialani · 10 months
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You know what I find the Most funny about depictions of aliens or supernatural beings being so disdainful of humans is that people take that as fact now. It's become so common that people rarely write them any other way and so many people I've talked to speak of that trope like it's a known fact of the universe. But like, we made that up. That's humanity's own self hatred, who here has actually had a conversation with a 5000 year old tree spirit and had it tell them humans are despicable creatures that must be eradicated for nature to survive bitch that's just you read an ecology book
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mothheart · 1 year
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Tumblr is the only place you can relatively safely and comfortably be a trans man online but then even here it's not perfect lol
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crazyspookies · 1 year
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I’ve just seen that there’s going to be a greedfall2 game and i have Thoughts about it but if there’s somehting I really would like is that, if it’s a sequel, it would be great if we could go back to the continent and, ya kno, maybe assassinate the Prince D’Orsay
Edit: nvm it’s a prequel. I stand by this tho, the guy needs to perish
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brydelynch · 2 years
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BRYDE: A VAGUELY APOCALYPTIC PLAYLIST FOR THE DESIGNATED ANTI-VILLAIN.
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Apparently some U.S. politicians are talking about banning condoms and IUDs. I am at my mcFucking limit right now. There is too much going to hell at the same time. If they keep this up and ban sex-toys I will kill one of them istg.
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echoblossom059 · 22 days
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He’s just the skrumblo :3
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marshmali · 9 months
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Credit scores are so dumb. I paid off my car loan early and it dropped almost 10 points.
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meatheadmutt · 1 year
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Why do we allow sports fans to be like this
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