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#we do recover
stomedmotherhood · 22 days
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If you used to be a heavy drinker & now you just smoke weed! YOURE DOING GREAT
if you used to smoke weed 24/7 and don’t now, but you just have a few beer or drinks every blue moon, YOURE DOING GREAT
if you were a pill head and now on methadone or subs, YOURE DOING GREAT
if you were a down head or a meth head and now you just smoke weed to cope with the side effects those drugs put on ur body for the rest of your life, YOURE DOING GREAT.
If you went cold turkey on everything all at once and never put a single substance in to your body after that, I’m proud of you! You’re doing great!
We are all just doing the best we fucking can!
don’t ever let someone tell your recovery journey isn’t “considered” recovery!
You got this and I am so so proud of you 💕
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nothing0fnothing · 8 days
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Being a survivor of childhood abuse as an adult is so wild because I'll meet people who were adults while I was experiencing my trauma and they'll be like "ohwow I'm glad you're okay now." And I'm like
... so you knew I wasn't okay then???
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notdelusionalatall · 5 months
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It is all thanks to my psychiatrists, family, my best friend and me of course! 🩷
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exjunkiebaby · 1 year
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6 months clean
One week ago I accomplished 6 months of being clean and sober, totally abstinent from ALL drugs (including weed). I have never had this much time since I was 16 years old. I can’t tell you how I did it. I’m in shock and awe at myself. My family is actually proud of me. The people I love can sleep soundly. I no longer cause chaos in everything I touch. I feel free.
I guess I did it one day at a time. That’s all I could do. I’ve been wanting to use again, but logically it makes no sense. I can’t go backwards - I’ve worked so hard to get here. I currently have covid but I have never been so in love with my life. Most days are endless and boring, but occasionally I am surrounded by burning bright souls. My sister, my parents, my friends - admiring my brothers accomplishments from afar - I love them all so much.
If you are hopeless and alone, I understand you. I feel you. I was once in your shoes and I wanted to die. I wanted to do fentanyl, fall out, and pass away. But I wasn’t ready to put my loved ones through my funeral. I wasn’t ready to leave a shore of monumental pain. Going to rehab for the 5th time truly fucking saved my life.
I can get one year. I know it! Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers throughout this journey - they worked!
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lazykebabvagina · 7 months
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Reminder of the day: healing is not linear and relapses and setbacks are normal 💖
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possum-dyke · 8 months
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Today marks three months since the last time I drank or took a benzo!!
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theaddictspoetry · 2 years
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Addiction is like playing with fire Before you know it everything goes up in flames Everything destroyed, Nothing will ever be the same.
@theaddictspoetry
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intra-space · 8 months
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And when you have to get through your darkest days alone, your body remembers
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queentorri · 3 months
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1000 days off the needle, fuck the drugs. I love my reality.
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lost-ash-es · 11 months
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trigger warning: drugs
hanging with tina
where the grass is always greener
she thinks i can't see her
she says i can't keep her
she makes me start to weep
but still i cannot sleep
her smoke fills my brain -- it seeps
as i take this jump as i leap
i think about her here and there
when i'm stripped when i'm bare
i know she doesn't care
i know i should be aware
but i think about crawling back
i think this time she won't attack
that she'll have what i lack
maybe she'll pick up my slack
but i stay put i do not go
i will not fall back in the flow
i won't sit down and watch her show
cuz i need to leave i need to grow
-ash
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tattedkaylaa · 1 month
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90 days sober from heavy fentanyl an meth use before photos down here 👇
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thatpinkkwitch · 3 months
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4 years clean on sunday…. i’ll never stop thinking that i just wish i could give 16 year old me a hug 🥺
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trippy-lil-hippie · 3 months
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Really just looking to chat... anyone?
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lazykebabvagina · 6 months
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Reality check: this is how my depression room looks like AFTER cleaning for a while. Just sharing in case someone needs a reminder that they are not alone and it's ok if you're space is not super neat.
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nothing0fnothing · 3 days
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There will be good days. They seem so far away right now, but they will come and they will be wonderful.
Will they make it all worth it? Probably not, but they don't have to. All that matters is that they will be there. That at first they'll be a break, and eventually, they'll come two in a row.
Once you get two in a row, it won't be too long till there's three in a row, four in a row, a whole week, two weeks and then, one day, there will be mostly good days.
One day you'll be able to have a bad day, and it just be a bad day. It doesn't make it worth it, but that's okay, it doesn't have to.
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notdelusionalatall · 4 months
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sober, but at what cost?
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