#we dont talk about that plate

[goofyjelly]

so youre tellin me that the internet goes wild for actor men ALL THE TIME, but when I go on wattpad I can't find ONE Ethan Peck fanfiction-

#OH SO NOW *IM* THE WEIRD ONE #NO I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT SPOCK OKAY- #take ONE LOOK at ANY INTERVIEW with Ethan Peck and try and tell me that we shouldnt be OBSESSED #THERE ARE NO EDITS #OH BUT JOSH HUTCHERSON GETS SEVEN THOUSAND EDITS AND FANFICS- #i *need* help #clearly 😭💀 #in my defense.. #yea i got nothing 💀 #i was watching the clips of the Lower Decks SNW crossover (obsessing over mariner and boilmer #the comedy duo) #and then suddenly im watching interviews w ethan peck- #ITS A SLIPPERY SLOPE MY FRIENDS THIS COULD HAPPEN TO YOU #I DONT EVEN WATCH STRANGE NEW WORLDS- #LIKE THIS ISNT EVEN A SPOCK THING ANYMORE IM JUST *ILL* #i NEED SLEEP #omfg #ethan peck #someone better make edits and fics #i would but ive got STUFF on my plate okay #gotta clear my schedule and cancel EVERYTHING to give Ethan Peck the justice he DESERVES #goofy jelly thoughts

[todayisafridaynight]

i cant explain it but daigo being subtitled to just be like 'you're making me look like i have no balls' feels so illegal and wrong. hilarious but something's off

#snap chats #WAIT I HAVE TO INTERRUPT THIS POST WITH THE FUNNIEST SHIT #SO I WAS GETTING FOOD FROM MY SCHOOL'S DINING HALL AND YOU CAN WRITE DOWN WHAT YOU WANT ON A SHEET YEAH #AND I SAID I WANTED A SAMMY AND FRIES OK BUT WHEN I GET MY PLATE ITS JUST FRIES #AND YK W/E OK I'LL JUST EAT THAT BUT THEN. WHILE IM LIKE. GETTING PIZZA TO SUB IT YEAH #I HEAR THE COOKS BE LIKE 'yoo why do we just have a sandwich here' AND THE BIN IT #AND I WAS LIKE 'was that a chicken sandwich cause uhhh <:)' AND THE WOMAN WAS JUST ':OOO IM SO SORRY' #LIKE DAWG /IM/ SRRY I FEEL BADLKAJLJ but yeah. they were nice enough to make me another one 😭 #ok. back on topic with this fuckin post SORRY. i just have all these potatoes and a pizza to eat with this sadnwich now #i didnt eat breakfast or lunch so its ok. moving on #watch me explain it lol. i think its just cause its hard fr me to imagine daigo even saying balls like that. in jp or english #like he just doesnt have the Oomph to do it like the kansai bitches #see this how i know jo from kansai.... that easy as balls to imagine... #LIKEIM TELLING YOU THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN SAY BALLS AND MEAN IT ARE KANSAI/EAST COAST BITCHES #in regards to eng its the accent... you just put a heavy mphasis on the b yk... any east coast bitches know what im talkin bout #or am i insane.it could be both idk #its cause in context he looks so meek like no !!!!! you dont be shy about balls talk !!!!!!! #I JUST IMAGINE HIM SAYING IT SO POLITE LIKE NO !!!! YOU HAVE TO SAY IT WITH FEELING. WITH YOUR BALLS #anyway daigo bb ily and i care for you but youre not hard enough to say balls #which is the most insaane thing i could say considering Daigo And His History but yk... im right...

[girl-intrigued]

Just watched Encanto and oh my god oh my god the way everyone forgets to include mirabel in the family photo, the way everyone doesn't talk about Bruno but no one ever thinks why he went away or how he is doing, luisa must always be strong, isa must be perfect, everyone should have a gift, mirabel must not mess anything up,bruno gives up living with his family for mirabel, the way bruno sees his family through a crack and eats with them, bruno secretly filling up the cracks while abuela thinks he hurts the family, the embrace and reconciliation between Isabela and mirabel so fucking sweet, abuela and mirabel getting together, abuela's past her losing her husband and the suffering with it, mirabel being the gift herself, she doesn't need the gift because the gifts are for the people and people are not for the gifts, abuela hugging bruno, townspeople helping madrigals built their home,mirabel being the centre of the new family photo along with bruno and me crying as fuck

#encanto #disney encanto #mirabel madrigal #encanto mirabel #bruno madrigal #we dont talk about bruno #that bruno is saving your home #abuela madrigal #isabela madrigal #luisa madrigal #antonio madrigal #such a great movie #i was crying every 5 mins #the scene where bruno set hia plate straight infront of his family broke my heart #so beautiful #one of my fav #immediate favourite #what a movie

[arsenicflame]

well i think its finally time to open this box

#sorry gang apparently i am incapable of sticking to my word and am continuing to have a personality on main and subject you all #to all of my bullshit #i am doing my best but i am a weak bitch who does not know how to process feelings #so its a fucking miracle im opening this box tbh. ive wavered a lot around this one #this round of thinking is being brought on by the probable imminent break up between me + my gf 🙃👍 #its been on the cards for a hot minute i mean. she hasnt sent me a message since the 8th of march until today and its like a. #we need to talk message so. like im not surprised. ans ive been thinking about it all a lot recently #i dont really want to realise im aro while im with someone so ive been avoiding it but like. ive been thinking. and ive been thinking if we #shouod break up too anyway because like. i get i am so hard to be around. but nothing. for a month. even a silly picture. it hurts dude #but i kinda didn't want to push because. i know i am. me. and a lot. and i know shes got stuff on her plate. but so do i #maybe we're both no good #to be around #nyxtalks #this is very not helpful in my whole. everyone i love leaves me eventually so i should isolate myself and push them all away thing i guess #but i dont think. i want to cling. i dont wanna be that pathetic. #she can do better than me (i cant do better than her) #i mean. idk ive been questioning if im aro anyway so. idk #i dont fucking know #honestly this is gonna be so cringe if this isnt what she wanted to talk about but like. what else could it possibly be i guess #dude i am so sorry if you read this this turned into relationship vent rather than my feelings around aromanticism #those are.complicated enough for their own post and i probably need to talk to some actual aromantic people about that

[ryuto12]

Never allow yourself to lose touch with the fact that the entire fucking population of Remnant (except for one bitch who is long past her death date) has access to elemental-based superpowers, and chooses to not learn how to use them.

#rwby #was thinking about the faunus to human huntsmen ratio and then remembered this little fact #we have the same number of faunus huntsmen as silver eyed warriors and i think they should address that at some point #and even salem can use elemental powers except she was born able to do that naturally so we dont talk about it #“but dust is expensive” yeah well superpowers are badass #even for the most mundane shit like floating a plate when your cooking #or like oh shit the waters out good thing i have these water dust crystals just sitting here #plant dust lets you control plants? whole landscaping company idea right there

[kazoologist]

One of the older women I sometimes sit with at the synagogue this morning apparently has ten relatives who are apparently missing. The rabbi said she thinks they might be hostages. Her mother died a month ago. The other woman I sit with always stands for the mourners Kaddish, and when I saw them last they were holding hands

#personal #i just. I don’t know how to hold the suffering of this community. In my brain. I want to convert. I feel safe and happy when I’m with them #But god if I don’t feel so young and useless talking with them these days. #I can’t even give them the understanding bc I’m a gentile. I don’t know the issues like they do. I can’t even say the prayers right #They like to tease me for mumbling my way through the hebrew prayers. It’s my Midwestern accent to them #delete later #dont rb. I just. Man. #I couldn’t stay for Torah service today. I was rattled by the prayer and I needed to do stuff today. #It feels so childish to wish for peace and it feels so hypocritical to want a world without violence when I’m such an angry person myself #But how am I supposed to feel when a woman who sent me home with a plate of brownies the night I met her bows her head in prayer for the sa #Safety of relatives in a war zone mere weeks after she finishes the mourning prayer for her mother who escaped the holocaust #I am twenty two and not even very good at it. #And every week I sit with a bunch of old women who have more scars than I’ll ever count. #I don’t know. I’m rambling because the fact that having ten relatives missing is just. Unfathomable to me. #When Ukraine got invaded we at least were able to account for my friends family with relatively less trouble. Not that it was better. I sti #Can’t read about Ukraine for more than three minutes #But I could keep the scale in check to stop the worst spirals #I want to be a pacifist. I want to make the world better. But I’m barely keeping myself from drowning just as it is.

[archaeolitikum]

trying to deal with the shame and guilt of being perceived

#dont look at me i feel like i hurt everyone just by opening my mouth #this will pass though im fine i just have to be emo for a bit in the tags i think #ive got a lot on my plate but most if not all of it are good things actually #writing my bachelor's thesis this term plus im vice president of my students association and i have things to organise!!! #its fun. like its all good things. im just bad with stress #and sometimes i feel like my stress is a burden on others even though i know it isnt and we talk about it #OKAY im done now i just had to put it into words i think. this will all pass im doing well! i can deal with this #i always do somehow

[dailydoseofveigar]

Hello! I've been outrageously busy! I'm moving a state away! Packing! Moving things down a flight of stairs! Among! Other things!... It's not that I forget I'm well aware I'm missing a day (and now two) however my time? Not available. So far the days I've missed is two I thought I could just make it up two in one day and the idea is I do a cluster of doodles one day and upload them all together to make up for the fact I missed whatever many days it'll be. I'm not doing the best even admittedly I started this blog anticipating all this so that's a My Bad. And now the consequences of my actions are catching up. I'm not abandoning this blog! Never. I'm not even admitting I'm taking a hiatus or anything which would be ridiculous only a month and a half+ in however as I'm catching up with life I don't want the little group of you guys to think I've just up and left this is more a reassurance to you guys who give me such kind words and a promise to myself to not drop another project.

#i know i dont uplosd the most professional doodles but im actually coworking an animatrd series going on youtube and a couple of game ideas #i have so much on my plate and im about to working mon-fri 9-5 #my laptops busted somethinf with the hardware i talked with friends and we agreed i need to save up for a new one #i made this blog at such a bad time as in my life is so hectic but i was also at such a low that i needed something artistic to latch to #veigar is just my comfort character even when i remove everything i ooc on him hell always be my first little everything #i hope you guys stay with me when i can really make something of this blog as i am a lazy and unmotivated person #hopefully i dont stay away no longer than a week but who knowsnif i might skip days again my hope if to fill queue again #considering an idea of graffiting veigar on and at places with a sharpie #thoughts? #among other ideas like making a little 3d stand of him snd taking pictures of him places #hm hm #i know you guys have only seen my veigar art but ive drawn other things among my own original work #ill also still be here to answer questions if need be its just hard to pick up the sketchbook and pencil/pen

[lesbiananglerfish]

nothing quite like learning the plates i've eaten off of since i was born (and that mother ate off of as a child in the 1960s) are both valuable vintage collectors pieces now and also absolutely chock full of fucking lead.

ah yes my family who never let go of the generational trauma of being dirt poor farmers in the great depression holding onto cheap mass produced dishware since it never broke, and now we're two generations deep absolutely pumped full of lead. no wonder my brother and i are so fucked up lmao. i mean, my mom being irradiated in the 70s probably didn't help either.

#and both grandfathers were military postWWII and Korean War #no idea where either of them were actually stationed tho bc its one of the many Things We Dont Talk About #i do not know a single fact about my dads dad other than he was short bc he used to look at hot tall ladies and say #'shes well worth the climb' same grandpa same #other grandpa would randomly tell us Cold War Era stories that I think are probably classified #i mean i definitely felt like i shouldn't know about it #anyways I actually still use the plates bc my mom gave me a set for my first apartment #anyone have recommendations on dishware that isn't super fragile? #plates #vintage housewares #vintage dishes #retro kitchen #advice please

[todayisafridaynight]

and if i think of jo being really good at extremely niche things for masato's sake who's going to stop me

#snap chats #'extremely niche things' bitch its housework #now we all know how i feel about sharing ideas that i plan to doodle at some point.... it feels illegal to me. spoilers... #HOWEVER i wont get to this for a while prob and ive had this on the dome for months so. ill let my demons free #like i keep being haunted by the idea that masumi leaves jo to watch masato for like. the afternoon or something #and of course Kid Has To Eat but does jo know how to cook? n. no. #he tries giving masato burnt eggs and kid almost throws the plate at the wall #pleaaaase give me a montage of this man sitting on masumi's kitchen floor with cook books next to him #sir you do not need all this material for scrambled eggs just watch the eggs and butter the pan 😭 #please let me see him get frustrated trying to read a set of ingredients but then looking over to masato who's sitting Right There #and he's just. Do It For Him Do It For Him Do It For Him Do I all the while masato's pouting at him ☠️ #stop i just reminded myself of this one post yk the fuckin post thats like. 'what i think of while doing a set' and its just #'if i dont do this set some burglars going to break in my house and kill my dog and i wont be able to do anything also ill be gay' #thats jo in my heart. same energy. its 100% or nothing #'if i cant cook these eggs my sons going to starve and im going to be an even bigger piece of shit' #i spent all my tags just talking about cooking. good god. but do we see my vision

[ouchhq]

do i just not care about myself or are other people more selfish

#last night i was at a friends house and her mom and her brothers gf were there as well and they talked about their stuff the whole time and #i was just there which is okay but it made me think u know not everyone worries about making others feel involved all the time #and then my friend was kinda irritated and we had to take a car and it was implied that we had to take mine and she just walked out of the #house in the rain and i was still putting my shoes on and she didnt even bother to wait for me and just took off towards the car #and the same was when we got back #and it kinda made me feel unwanted like? i would never do that like i always wait for everyone #and another instance made me think #when i was with other friends and we were at a pizzeria and we got a big ass pizza for 4 which we split between the 4 of us #and we had 4 different flavors and we split each into 4 slices so we could all taste them all and one of my friends #was the one cutting the slices and she would cut them and choose her slice first (clearly the best and/or biggest one) and put it on her #plate and i didnt really care too much but it made me think like .. when im serving something i am always the last to get served u know and #i always make sure i give others the best first #and there are other instances but these things just added to my perception of how i always think about myself and others #and how apparently many other people dont care as much about others more than themselves #im not necessarily critiquing its just striking me more and more

[kingdomkome]

.

#ive been feeling so low lately this suuucks #i thought changing my hair would give me a boost #but i feel so foolish and ugly #and idk if it's cause im truly not feeling it or cause im in a mood #and i wish i could speak about how i feel with someone irl #cause i think it'd help me clear my head #but idk with whom #like idk i dont want to be that vulnerable with my brother much as i love him #cause he has enough on his plate for me to add w/e i have going on #which is probs just. baseless anxiety and maybe low self esteem or smth anyways #and id talk with my friends but we see each other so little lately:( i dont want to sour ir #and idek how to bring up the topic anyway #like 'im sad and feel helpless and like i dont deserve to be happy anyway and like nothing i do makes me feel good #and also like ill always be alone cause theres smth wrong with me' is not smth you can just. drop in a conversation. lol. #anywayyyyyyy need to sleeo #dl

[wishgrantinglotus]

//TIME IS TICKING.

WE ONLY HAVE A FEW DAYS UNTIL KOSA IS DETERMINED. THERE IS A HUGE AUDIENCE OF PEOPLE TRYING TO PASS THIS BILL, BUT THE INTERNET IS BIGGER!

WE NEED ALL THE SUPPORT WE CAN GET.

CALL REPRESENTATIVES, TELL FAMILY, FRIENDS, MOOTS, LITERALLY EVERYONE YOU CAN.

IF THE BILL PASSES, THE INTERNET WILL BE CHANGED AS WE KNOW IT. IT WILL NOT MATTER IF YOU ARE OUT OF THE US. MANY FANDOM SPACES ARE IN AMERICAN DOMAIN.

YOU WILL NOT BE SAFE FROM USING A DIFFERENT EMAIL, ACCOUNT, ANYTHING. STOP BELIEVING THAT. THIS BILL WANTS CONTROL AS FAR BACK AS TRACING US BACK TO NAMES, AGES, GOVERNMENT IDS AND LICENSE PLATES.

YOU WILL NOT BE SAFE BECAUSE, “OH THIS BILL CAN’T PASS IT VIOLATES THE 1ST AMENDMENT!”. THEY HAVE PASSED UNCONSTITUTIONAL BILLS. YOU WILL NOT BE SAFE BECAUSE “OH, THIS BILL HASN’T PASSED FOR 2 YEARS!” THEY ARE AGGRAVATED. THEY ARE PUSHING FOR THIS BILL.

DO NOT FORGET KOSA MERELY BECAUSE A LACK OF UPDATES. I NEED YOU TO SIGN PETITIONS, CALL REPRESENTATIVES. DONT FORGET. I WANT YOU TO MAKE AS MUCH NOISE ABOUT KOSA POSSIBLE. DO NOT. FORGET. WE HAD THE TIME TO KEEP TALKING ABOUT KOSA, AND YET WE FORGOT BECAUSE OF A LACK OF UPDATES. THAT BRIEF TIME WAS NOT A COOLDOWN PERIOD. IT WAS A TIME TO KEEP KOSA TRENDING.

STOP GOING ON TIKTOK, COMMENTING “B00ST” AND THEN CALLING IT A DAY. YES THAT HELPS, BUT YOU NEED TO DO WHAT 90% OF THESE VIDEOS WANT YOU TO DO. SIGN PETITIONS. CALL REPRESENTATIVES. THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS POST ABOUT KOSA YOURSELF.

#kids online safety act #kosa act #stop kosa #fight for the future #kosa bill #kosa

[thursdayg1rl]

while i wait for them to come i have a story to tell actually

#so when we went to the fiances house in azerbiajan #my aunt kept saying like 'oh all your cutlery is so nice' and like kept talking about the plates they had and stuff #thought nothing of it but a week after we came back every weekend morning there would be clinging and clanging coming from downstairs #turns out she fucking bought like all new kitchen stuff over the course of a month #like EVERYTHING new fancy plates and bowls dessert bowls saucers a teapot a set for coffee and for tea. salt shakers. fucking everything #and there is 12 or more of everything ansd it only comes out when guests are here #and im not being dramatic about this ok we had perfectly FINE stuff for when guests came anyways #i cannot even begin to convey to you how Much stuff this was #like. new matching serving platters. 2 different kinds of cups. new knives forks spoons. 4 sizes of plates. #shes so fucking weird man imagine having that much of an inferiority complex. i could tell when she went there she sensed they were above u #she literally cannot handle it when she thinks someone is better than her in any way so she dropped hundreds potentially thousands on this #ugh and she started saying stuff there like 'oh i think this house is BiGgEr than ours' and just acting weird about it #feel crazy here bro am i the only one who sees through this? her kids are as self absorbed and delusiona as her but idk if my sister gets i #and i cant ask her bc i dont really trust her not to say something 🫠

[kangaruined]

ranting abt my roommate in the tags dont look at me

#bro i really like them a lot but they have been getting on my NERVES since moving in omg. they're my partner's best friend and there's #a lot of good reasons for that but also as im getting to know them more closely im realizing they can be soooo pretentious #its both my partner's birthday and their birthday today so i went to the store at 7am to get breakfast stuff #2 diff types of biscuits. cinnamon rolls. hash browns. sausage plus plant-based sausage for them. fruit. juice. red bull. #that one brand of sparkling water i know they like. ingredients for a birthday cake. plus 2 bottles of champagne and OJ for mimosas #i spent like $130 on this and then when we finished making breakfast they wanted to take a photo of our plates & mimosa glasses & stuff #and they turned the champagne bottle around so you couldn't see the brand name and were like 'uhh nobody needs to know this is andré lol' #(andré is an inexpensive but common brand of champagne if you're unaware) #like dude. i went out of my way to do this and already spent a significant amount of money #and you're gonna comment about the quality of the champagne i got? wack #this happened like 6 hours ago and im still feeling very wtf about it lol #they're weirdly hella pretentious about southern culture too and reference all sorts of tiny things as being innately southern... #which my partner (who is literally also southern? we're talking virginia vs north carolina) doesn't understand #and im just tired of it. they make mildly fatphobic comments and kinda uphold traditional beauty/body standards for women and they dont #seem to have much self-reflection for this. which is fuckin weird coming from a queer trans person who is incredibly interested in the #very granular aspects of queer history and 'theory' #there's literally so many other things about them that either mildly bother me or otherwise fully piss me off and im refraining from #listing them because i would 100% sound like an asshole but. i really just wish i lived only with my partner still. #god ok one more: the other day they asked me if i needed to use the bathroom before they showered (its a 1 bathroom house) #and i said nah. then they proceeded to not shower for 2+ hours #at that point i asked them if they minded if i took a quick shower cause i'd also been meaning to and like. it'd been over 2 hours #and they got kinda short and were like 'oh well i guess not. i was kinda making my way in there though. i can wait though. #no thats ok i still need to shower i was slowly gettin there but i can wait' #like thanks and sorry and i'll be quick but also IT HAS BEEN 2+ HOURS

[tried-andtrueblue]

thoughts on friday part 2

#im also so pissed at what the waiters were told to do (not the waiters themselves. they were obviously just doing their jobs) #but like they were so concerned with taking our plates when we were not even finished eating yet #and we had to pay for our own drinks (didnt give us ANYTHING except orange juice outside the venue which i didnt even get to take or #warn us that they wouldnt give us any drinks) #but what im most furious about was that #after buying the incredibly overpriced drinks from the stall outside; if u left ur table for literally a fucking second #the waiters would take ur drinks away #EVEN IF THEY WERE HALF FULL #i swear i bought 4 FUCKING DRINKS AND DIDNT GET TO HAVE ANY OF THEM #like come ON they are clearly still full ??? we have bought them for a REASON????dont fucking take them off our tables???? #ugh anyways #happy note: someone complimented my howl earrings so that was nice #it felt like the only genuine compliment i had received the whole evening #honestly also something i should talk to my therapist about