#we have a thing for flowers dont we

[butchviking]

i hate being a mentally ill adult actually. i hate that there’s always groceries to be bought and housekeeping to do and work in the morning i hate that we have no space to feel it all i hate that we walk around acting normal. there are so many people i know who are clearly deeply unhappy with their lives and we make silly little jokes that allude to it but sometimes i want to grab them by the shoulders and scream ‘i know you are miserable!! we can’t keep living like this!! this is why people break!!’ im sick of this drudgerous apathy i want us all to be dramatic like when we were teenagers i want us to sob together and scream bloody murder at each other and tell each other we want to kill ourselves not as a funny post-ironic joke but because we all feel like that sometimes!! i want us to get fucked up on god knows what til we can’t open our eyes i want us to take care of each other instead of always taking care of ourselves i want us to be vulnerable i want us to hold each others hands in the ambulance!!

#don't get me wrong there are happy and beautiful times! there is wonder and fulfillment!! #but how do u share in the one if u can't share in the other? #i can't walk into work and say #'yesterday all i could think about was which of you would cry if i died #but today i saw a kid pick a flower and it felt like the most beautiful thing that had ever happened' #i don't even talk to my friends like that! it's all 'haha yeah been having a rough week. u know how it is. hbu?' #i feel like im going crazy but i dont believe that! aren't we all feeling this??? is anyone else feeling this??? is this fucking normal???? #am i just emotionally closed off?? is everyone else having these conversations am i the stunted one who doesn't know how to talk about it?? #i KNOW im living with mental illness but so are a lot of people! im sad sometimes but im not losing my mind! i know other people feel this!!

[luck-of-the-drawings]

smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little. #AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair. #AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother. #GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns. #he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales. #YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!! #you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound. #elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now. #this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

[happyk44]

Macaria: Dad, why is that lady so big?

Hades: Oh, she's pregnant. She's got a little baby in her womb. She's so big because she's likely close to giving birth soon.

Macaria: But I thought babies were out of dessicated souls, the dirt of the underworld, and a little bit of river water.

Hades: No, Mac, that's just how you were born. And that was technically an accident because I had no idea that was even going to happen.

Hades: But most babies, especially mortal babies, are made inside their mothers. First a couple will have sex, then the baby will come to grow inside their mother for a few months. Then their mothers give birth, and when they take their first breath, their soul blooms. It's a tiny feathery thing at first, but it will grow strong and big as time goes on and they experience more and more of the world.

Macaria: So the mothers make the life inside of them?

Hades: Essentially, yeah, but the baby isn't truly alive until the soul forms, which only comes at first breath. Sometimes second breath, if the first one had some issues. A couple times it was the third breath.

Macaria:

Macaria: That's disgusting, I don't want to do that.

Hades: What?

Macaria: I do not want to make a living thing inside my body. If I have a baby, someone else is going to do that for me, or I'm going to go fish desiccated souls out of the river and put them on a mound of dirt and make one that way, just like you did, but on purpose.

Hades: That's very fair, Mac. I don't have understand the appeal either. I mean, I know it's their only avenue to creating children, but why do they always look so pleased about it? It's weird. Making a life is weird.

Macaria: Yeah, but you still have to do it.

Hades: I don't have a womb, Mac.

Macaria: You can make one! Or find someone with one and get them pregnant.

Hades: You just said-

Macaria: I meant for me, not for you! I want siblings, and if it's this easy to make a baby, I don't know why you haven't given them to me yet!

#macaria #hades #happy talks greek mythos #someone's like hey mac have you ever considered having a kid? and she just starts gagging #if she's gonna have a kid they're coming by stork or plucked out of the ground like a flower #also hades being like but i dont want to get someone pregnant because i will then have participated in the act of creating life #and that as we both know is a disgusting thing and mac is just throwing a book of pickup lines at him #mac is very much i get that dad but you are my only parent i do not have any orher person i can go to and say give me a little sister #so start reading and get out there! and then she aggressively wingmans him for centuries until he gets married to Persephone #because then Persephone aggressively wingmans to satisfy her vouyerism kink 😂 #ah fuck when i get blasted straight to hell for my blasphemy promise you'll miss me 😂

[mimiatmidnight]

Emma's Oscar is looking more and more locked in, which is good because she was outstanding in her movie, but sad because Lily was outstanding in her movie. And somehow at the end of all this, I'm afraid I must tell you all I have found myself officially rooting for Sandra, who was (get this) outstanding in her movie 😩

#it's really just an insanely stacked year #which we should honestly all be happy about!!!! but its inevitably gonna mean injustice for many deserving entries #it could wind up being any three of them and I'd be like “yup that makes perfect sense” #carey was also good but maestro was a deeply unserious movie so i dont think shes a real contender here #and no shade to madam annette but i have not seen nyad and have no urgent plans to change that lol #anyways i still still STILL think lily could be a dark horse surprise but emma has been freaking sweeping #but yeah for me personally? sandra's was MY performance of the year #oscars #emma stone #lily gladstone #sandra hüller #films #poor things #killers of the flower moon #anatomy of a fall

[apollos-boyfriend]

i’ll be genuinely enjoying my omori playthrough….. then boom…… the rules of show not tell are completely tossed aside as any inference is steamrolled by unnecessary narration…..

#icarus speaks #neg #SAD! #i. have spoken about this before #but i have a Lot of issues with the writing #specifically how it handles show not tell #bc you CAN break that sometimes! it’s necessary at points! but by god not when this game does it #the flowers at the beginning. the flowers in the library. the deep well narration #SO much of that is unneeded and makes me really dislike the narrative storytelling #WE DONT NEED TO BE TOLD EVERYTHING!!!! #the one thing i’ve noticed i’ve really enjoyed #is that in the original staircase segment #SOMETHING harms you by pushing you #i fucking love that. very good detail #everything else? jail

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#me @ my youngest sister at 6.30 this morning: yooooooo can u draw me a fishy so i can get it tattooed on me? #i drew her some flowers so i want a paralell tattoo with her initials bc she has my initials on her #but i literally have not spoken to her since like may bc i do not talk to my sisters unless we r in the same room. no hate we just dont hav #a lot in common. it makes me a lil sad tho bc im curious abt them. my youngest sister is at least nice to me 😭 #ive been thinking abt asking her for ages and last night i was asked abt my sisters so i was like. the time is now #while im still a bit elevated #which has been to my advantage bc i was able to stay v chatty and energetic while talking to ppl. and i think i made some friends #we bonded over fic reading. so theyre a bit. ya kno. girls gays and theys of science #we make the world go round. but its so interesting to hear them talk abt coming to school here bc they both liked where they were and r #leaving their support systems. and im like bruh if i didn't leave the southwest i was gonna die. im so happy to b here #support system? whats that. i talk to my parents once a month and that's it lol. but im gonna try to establish one here #and try to actually make actual friends. this school is way better abt making grad students interact #my last school was not at all like that. but anyway i had fun #and i mean im only at the start of the semester. and im in a good mood. and i kno things will get stressful #but im just really happy i got accepted here #and the longer im here the more clearly i can see how much i was suffering #the funny thing is tho that i wrote this last night and only hours later i was squirming in frustration bc the fact that im back in therapy #means i feel a greater obligation to not b actively self destructive. evil coping mechanisms my beloved #this is y my mum wanted me back in therapy bc im a goodie 2 shoes and when my counselor is like: did u do X the next time i see her. ill b #honest and itll b annoying >:-[ ugh #its just hard for me to b around ppl a lot bc i get stuck in mental loops bc ocd. which is exhausting. and i want it to stop #and i want to do bad things to make it stop but i wont bc im trying to b better #its just funny to me that ill go from everythings awful to everythings great i shoukd talk to my sisters and make friends and do this and #this and this. to oh god i cant do this anymore in such short time frames with certainty that how im feeling is how ive always felt #ive also noticed that my peaks of high energy do come before stressful events. which does make me worry for future stressful events. like #defending. i mean ive never gone fully off the tracks but its a lil alarming when it feels like the train is going at a million miles an hr #unrelated #meanwhile my other sister is apparently in Colorado but when i saw the pics is was like: YOU BITCH #R U CLOSE TO ME RN??? but no. Colorado is far away

[yoggybloggy]

prayer circle for the girlies and besties who want binx and andhera to stay bffs with no romantic strings attached 🙏

#LOOK i might eat my words if more happens. idk #but so far...... im not feeling it. sorry i love them i love this. but not this way!!!!! #im so happy for binx tho 🥺🥺🥺 #and a hand shaking nervous finger touching moment between FRIENDS? between two people who have been so alone without friends for so long? #i think the flavour of that is immaculate. we dont need romance cmon!!! < again i may eat my words if things get juicier #acofaf #a court of fey and flowers #acofaf spoilers

[tipytap]

Y’all need a little more whimsy and wonder in your lives.

i was talking to a co-worker about how i make dandelion and violet jelly and her immediate response was “…you know dandelions are weeds, right?”

like yeah,, many people see them as weeds(topic for another post) but that doesnt mean im not gonna eat them :)

i was talking with a friend and heard a robin close by and got excited and his only response was “…cool? i mean.. theyre just birds.”

ok maybe, but like, that means spring is coming! and they fucking SING!!! bro that sounds like some cartoon bs but no we just casually have animals that sing and fly and theyre EVERYWHERE!!!

appreciate and protect the world around you. i have been so much happier finding small bits of whimsy and joy than i was looking at every day as another chore. when is the last time you looked at some random thing and wondered about it? when did you last ask a silly question? when did you last take a moment to just enjoy a moment and make an observation?

we should do that more often.

#this isnt to say that shitty things dont exist in the world #unfortunately they are everywhere #however #noticing these little wonders and delights can help us to know that not *everything* is horrible #amd when we see that it gives us hope for a better future in which maybe less things are horrible #it helps us cope with the bad to work towards solving it and making the world better #and we see these little things that are worth protecting #this is a really cheesy post #but i dont care #its true #i am an optimist #and i am optimistic for the future #if more people noticed the little things we could make the big things suck less #yknow? #and i know the struggle #i have depressive episodes that can get really bad sometimes #but being silly and whimsical and appreciative of the world around me has genuinely helped so much #obviously not everything can be solved by gratitude #(tbh the words ‘gratitude’ and ‘growth mindset’ leave a bad taste in my mouth bc of toxic positivity and shit but I DIGRESS) #pls just go look at a flower #or birdwatch #or look at the patterns in the ceiling #or art #or grass #or sand #or leaves #or something #and just appreciate it a little bit :) #tipytalks

[autistickfigure]

cutest animal (the smoky progg!)

#flowers arts #pikmin #pikmin 4 spoilers #for the dandori thing. and the dog. #TO SAVE making another post. as of today we have lost 70~ pikmin but have sprouted 1100~ (I dont remember the exacts Trust me though)

[sludgeguzzler]

look i really dont mind having a pre t body with its little biological quirks but i have a limit and the limit is waking up at 4am with immense pain and a puddle of blood on my bed

#im probably most likely overhyping what t will do to my body but i cant wait till my periods stop #if they dont stop i will fr go after some way of stopping them im not kidding there is literally nothing good that i get from having them #its just. its just pain and blood and a constant reminder of how Woman i have to be. it makes me sad #like. all the good cramp medicine is like WOMAN PILL FOR YOUR SCHEDULED GIRL MOMENT OF THE MONTH [picture of a woman] #[venus symbol] [flowers] #and all pads come with th same thing too. like i get that its technically not harming anyone but please man cmon #my mood gets all janged up i cant think straight in the worst ways possible im always having breakdowns during them #and i have to deal with genuinely unbearable pain! and! a heavy flow! because my moms ovaries! are the most fucked ovaries ever! #hhg the only good thing i can think of is that if there was a death metal band of trans guys the lyrics theyd write would be sick #[hi this is me telling you im about to get a little gross so if stuff like this grosses you out uh. yeah] #like the gruesome symbolism of periods is pretty damn cool if im honest. i dunno #i genuinely really like the movements on normalizing periods and how they are not something to be ashamed of and happen with a lot of ppl #but. but. #it puts a lot of emphasis on how its a Woman thing when a lot of women (cis or otherwise) dont have them #and it excludes all the other non woman people who have them #re personal opinion but i think our image of periods really shouldnt be flowery beautiful woman moment that passes by in a blink. #i think we should talk about how it hurts and how it will suck a little too hard for some people and that #periods not always mean a symbol of feminity and fertility and other stuff (its 5am im tires) to everyone #like to me periods are misery and oain and dysphoria but i have a cis friend who sees her periods as symbols of her womanhood abd #*and like. shes not wrong but im also not wrong either #idk my head hurts and i wanna go bacm to sleep so bye #sg.txt

[whomturgled]

i have so many feelings and i hate it

#and regrets of any time ive acted up or feel like in hindsight it wasnt cherishing the time i have w them as i shld be and #and things i want to do with them still and ways to love them and be loved and understand their way of loving and #i think we can be so good together and. i miss them. and i hope they miss me. #i really hope theyll miss me soon and want me again and . ik its maybe a little messed up but i want to believe and trust and #its hard and it hurts but. i really feel theres a great connection and if i need to chill out a bit and remember myself more thats fine #and on me for getting so like. moody recently. altho i kinda feel like part of that is med changes but u__u still i need to be able to like #be better and i think they make me better and so happy and. im so comfortable with them and i love them and i wld want to make it work #even if it had to be distance but i dont think i want to just be their friend like maybe but it would hurt a lot bc i love them so much #and i hope they wanna be with me too still and will allow me to romance them yknow flowers and adventures and love and take care and... yea #and maybe some of this was just them going thru a lot rn and im sorry for adding pressure to it and i want to be the comfortable respite an #auurgrgghfhdhdhhfhfdhh i miss them #i just keep thinking abt them like ill have periods of not but then i do again and. idk. #theres also a lot of complicated feelings and thoughts and its like i want to like. idk. know some of their friends n stuff n. :^( idk #i dont feel well from the stress and emotions and ow of it all #i really hope it isnt just a way for them to let me down i really hope they come back eventually like i wanna believe they will but #ourgsghthfhdhfhghghdhdhwkelftk4bfbhwiwjtjejAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i love them a lot. and need to listen more abt more alone time stuff bc it is good for both of us but not like this u_u #ok sorry for rambling i needed somewhere to write feelings so here we are #i guess part of me is hoping theyre thinking abt me at least a bit and maybe will check this and see it and be like wow i do miss them too #but ik thats silly and eitth3u2ieigjtb4jirifjwji24jgntn aahhhhhhhhhhh. i say a lot of things wrong esp when scared or overly emotional and. #urgevshehrhtjrjeitjtnjeeitjtjwjeiigvjiw9384847rhfbwjoe4j4n4j289djrnrnf #i just really really hope they come back soonish and like want me and are like yes i do want you sorry for that but not a huge sorry bc #like i understand where theyre coming from and. and. yeah. idk. soon doesnt have to be today or tomorrow but maybe a week or 2 idk #i just realy miss them and it hurts and i really dont want them with someone else or to just throw it all away andni want to prove i can #like. idk. love them and be better and more positive i guess we've both been dealing w a lot of stuff and i do need to learn to accept and #more patient w how we communicate differently and we do have to face that but its a difficult topic to confront ig and aurh4hwhshhrlffff #i think they love me i want to trust and i really hope they dont try to make any decisions for me or like based on what they think best 4 m #bc i get to decide that :^( #when i said let down i meant like. leave my life and never talk to me again and stuff.. ;^(. idk how to feel abt some things but. idk. idk. #theres so many feelings and that all is just a pretty vague tip of the iceberg ugh

[crvstybowlofcereal]

Tell me about your tattoos if you have them and or what tattoos you want

i have two tattoos, and i plan to get more!

i got the first one two days after my 18th birthday, i had been planning it forever. it's a memorial piece for my first dog Rocky. I got it on the outside of my thigh, very high up so most of it is covered when i wear shorts.

i covered up the bit with his face because i dont like to share it very much, im terrified of the idea of someone finding a picture of it and getting the exact same tattoo because that's my dog and he meant the world to me. i know its a bit of an irrational fear, and i dont worry about it with my other designs, but i try not to share it online fully, but heres a different picture of him!

the flowers underneath are red roses, lilies, and forget me nots, for their specific meanings

the next tattoo i got just a couple months ago for a 7 year friend-iversary

its based on several layers of inside jokes

my long-term tattoo goal is to fill out my leg like a sleeve made of individual tattoos. i also intend to design all of my own tattoos.

some other ones i have in mind for my next ones are - a ghost (i always draw sheet ghosts the same way) - the mystery machine from scooby doo - the irken invader symbol from invader zim - a swarm of bats (probably on my inner thigh) - moon phases - lavender (and amethyst?)

more context for things in the tags

#we had to put rocky down in 2019 because he had a heart condition and he had torn both his ACLs #and both of those things together meant neither could be surgically dealt with #(his heart was not stable enough for him to go under for surgery #and he would have to exercise and lose weight for his heart to even have a chance of being more stable) #(this was all after his battle with cancer) #the red roses on the skull side are for mourning #the lilies in the middle are for a strong calming energy #and the forget me nots are self explanatory #i met my best friend in middle school and we always ended up sitting next to the trash cans so that became and inside joke #plus her favorite animal is a racoon and mine is a opossum #the tea part is kind of an inside joke i dont even know how to begin explaining #but also he's just spilling the tea #and shes the only person i do that with #ghosts and bats because halloween is life #scooby doo and invader zim are both shows that have been a big part of my life since childhood #moon phases because first theyre witchy #second because i like to celebrate the phases of life and how things and people change over time #third its a reminder to live by the seasons #and lavender because it is my favorite flower and i feel like it represents me #and amethyst is my favorite crystal as well as being my birthstone so i feel like it also represents me #i would probably get lavender and amethyst to fill out space between tattoos #tattoos #this ended up longer than i thought it would #the first one is a mirror pic btw #it is backwards kdjbhsg #tattoo

[raydioactivegeorg]

I HAVE AN DOLLIE AND WE LIKE TO GO ON WALKS!!!1!!

WE LIKE TO STROLL AROUND THE PARK ALL WHILE HE LISTENS TO ME TALK!!!!!!!!!!

#ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND THE PLACES THAT I NEVER GET TO SEE BECAUSE ID NEVER LEAVE MY HOUSE BUT THATS BEFORE HE WAS WITH ME :) #WE SHARE A WORLD WHICH IS WONDERFUL TO SEE ITS LIKE A DREAM WHERE NO ONE CALLS ME FAILURE IF I DONT SUCCEED!!!!!!! #I HAVE A DOLLY ITS LIKE FLOWERS IN THE SPRING!!!!! AND BUT NO MATTER HOW I TALK TO HIM HE NEVER SAYS A THING :(

[oatbugs]

they r soooo. anyway

#lol um anyway . i kissed them for the first time yesterday but it literally feels like a yr ago but it also feels like today #on a bridge at night against a cityscape. river looked like a painting...etc it was nice . and then. yh theres a lot to talk abt #so i dont wanna say it all rn bc im tired but yeah. they r . sooo. pretty cool etc etc. whatever im fine im just . angry that i dont get to #see them that often bc they live in a diff city etc. also took them to a spot which usually is like . relatively busy bc london is busy all #the time but it was cold and it was at night so there were like 0 people there. the view was so good but other things were better #also kissing smn w a vertical labret is actually just >>> #lol en ee way i miss them #im soo overwhelmed w life rn and theyre not rly helping but like. in a good way #i told my friend to lmk if he notices that im becomjng too engaged w romance to the point where im neglecting academics #and he immidiately said it. like according to him im thinking abt her too much when i should be thinkint abt philosophy too much #which is like. idk if that's true bc ik he has a rly skewed perspective bf he kind of swore off datint #etc but at the same time . wbat if hes right. omg. but also let me have this Moment #that was last week when i was forcefully taken to manchester by a university society . like we hadnt even kissed yet #i fell asleep bc ive been so exhausted and when i woke up i realised they briefly appeared in a dream i had #and then i started tearing up out of Fear bc like . whenever ive lost smn i loved the dreams were the worst #like . good dreams. were horrible. and now its like what if this turns out horrible ? but i dont wanna self sabotage bc i rly rly rly like #them . i gave them a rose and on the train home i could stop staring at their hands holding the rose #and i know theyve liked me for months and i know theyve been waiting for months but somehow its still like #what if it just fades. whatever happens happens ig. i took them a leaf compressed in a poetry book from #a book shop we found on our second date tgth. they gave me a necklace w a small vial and a tiny flower inside #its so pretty. thinking abt the way they put it on me + when they wrapped their arms around me when i was cooking for them etc etc #im FINE its FINE its OKAY . whatever !!!!! #[chroma blue]

[femme-malewife]

Tbh in regrards to Honeyworks, I consider the novels and MVs to be what’s canon. The MVs highlight the important things, and the novels expand on it. I don’t consider the anime to be canon.

The games, it’s a little more tricky to say? Because they do pretty much copy/paste from the novels in their precious stories, but they remove things too. Like in the Romeo precious story, it pretty much simply followed the entirety of the Romeo novel, except they took away pretty much all of chapter 5, in which Aizou and Yujiro go to the aquarium together and Aizou wins a stuffed penguin and gives it to Yujiro when he saw how disappointed he was, then in the Kyoto event, it said Yujiro never went to an aquarium before.

But anyway.

With the anime, I do take some things as canon- things that end up getting expanded on or make sense.

Like in the novels, Yuko was never around. Only mentioned in flashbacks. Why? The movie says it’s because she’s in France, and tbh, I can buy that. I can consider that canon, since...well, where else would she be? You can’t exactly prove she’s still in Japan.

And like in Heroine Tarumono, Nagisa happened. I personally like the hc that the whole Asuka incident happened first, and then the Nagisa thing happened later. Otherwise, what was the point in making a whole MV, a whole novel dedicated to it???

Normally, I would say they’re two separate things, but given that Honeyworks is starting to give Nagisa a bit more spotlight and giving him songs like “I lied to the girl I love” and Hiyori’s song continues with her singing about her confused feelings for Nagisa, which apparently is said to take place after Heroine Dev and Herotaru, then I would assume both happened, but the anime couldn’t show it because Ascana graduated, connecting Hiyori and Nagisa’s episode to the MVs.

Am I wrong? Maybe. Who knows? I don’t think the staff of Honeyworks themselves know tbh.

But if anyone gets into Honeywoks- whether it’s through Herotaru or anything else, I strongly recommend the MVs first, the novels afterwards, and take the anime with pinches of salt.

#tbh the whole asuka/nagisa thing is actually why i really dont reuse the pink flower charm #i did for my first nagihiyo fic ever but i didnt put much focus in it since the fic was supposed to be like #a direct continuation #but i wont be using it again bc the pink flower charm is... #well... #despite it not being canon #it IS a more...yuuhiyo moment #and im not going to take the little crumbs from yuuhiyo shippers for nagihiyo #thats actually why i made nagisa give hiyori a heart necklace in my recent fic #it wouldnt be right to snag something that yuuhiyo shippers enjoy and use it for my own ship #esp since its not...canon. it just feels like honeyworks dropped crusts of bread for them and then me taking that away from them... #so yeah not doing that #but yall didnt hear any of that from me lmaoooo #like i said. we shippers have our own bubbles. im not stealing from someone elses bubble to show off my own ship #likewise...since the anime is largely not canon...leave yume fanfare alone!! (lighthearted but also...) #its an aiyuu song lmaoooo

[bunnyb34r]

Kidney stone angy but in lighter news! NewLady coworker apparently has been telling people ab how nice and patient I am 🥰😭

It was just us on Sunday so I helped her and showed her how to do a bunch of stuff

Whenever she tells me shes so glad I'm so kind ab helping her I always think "well why wouldnt I be? If I tell you to figure it out yourself or fuck off then it screws us both bc I'll have to constantly fix your mess ups, plus I know theres 0 training so I know how hard it is starting out. Also I was raised right lmao"

But it's nice to know the effort is appreciated 🥰😋

#marquilla #NetflixCoworker and NewLady HATE each other it was like from the very start lmaoo like we had to get a manager involved like hey uh... #i think theyre gonna kill each other... and he was like okay and? agdggdgdgddfg i think he might have talked to them but idk #i will admit it is tedious having to explain and re-explain stuff to her but it doesnt do anything but cause strife if i get mad at her #plus i know i only have to deal with her for a few hours and that helps agdgdgdg i do sometimes go home and scream but im still polite and #kind when i help her bc thats the right thing to do & we dont get training so we're all the one asking for help SOMETIMES like with the #flowers yesterday — plus even if i hate someone at work ill be nice as fuck to them bc i gotta see yall every day it's stupid to fight #work talk