#we move in in 2 months!

[sapsolace]

obsessed w these boneheads as of late :]

#griddlehark #tlt #the locked tomb #gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #gtn #when u and the situationship livin it up in a haunted palace... FO FREE!!!!! #i wanted 2 do a background 4 this but college and work have been kicking my ASS so #figured i should just post it and move on i got other sketches and wips #anyways hello tlt fans do not expect me 2 draw anything the same twice. love u <3 #in this kitchen we fuck it And we ball. no artistic sameness and we like it that way. i also serve food once a month #stay at your own risk #i've been going insane over tlt by myself on my side acc and the longer i have no one 2 talk abt nona grief with #the more art i will pop out. but also pls i need 2 talk abt this shit w someone i'm coughing and dying out here

[liyv]

is this what you wanted?

#bsd spoilers #bsd #dazai osamu #art tag #tw blood #tw injury #ohhhhhhhhhhhh 109 made me so crazy ive been chewing on bricks all month #like we have the old setup thats like: 1. dazai wants to die and 2. chuuya wants to kill him but in truth its now more like #1. dazai wants to live hes trying to live and 2. chuuya could never of his own volition harm dazai #& then 109 takes them at their worse & takes away all of their power & agency & story up until now #& gives them EXACTLY WHAT THEY WANT #but its not true! we've moved past this ending! #so now we get 1. what they want(ed) isnt something they couldve ever achieved by their own will (SAD) & #2. maybe now they realize they want for smth else? (HOPEFUL) & their arc goes from there #<- completely delusional btw. #bungou stray dogs

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #it was a hard day today. #sometimes you just gotta cry for an hour about requiring significant assistance to do basic stuff that you don't actually have help with rn! #(my wife is working 6 12s at a job we had to move across the country for) #(which means 1 she is *exhausted* at *all* times and struggling to even meet her own needs) #(and 2 our other partner and all our family and friends are. multiple days away by car. so they can't come help.) #it's getting hard to even stick leftovers in the microwave for myself but no one else is able to cook for me. #it sucks. #(we're moving again in june because this was a 1-year position from the beginning) #(and the idea is for our other partner to move in with us which will help a lot) #(plus my wife should be switching to a reliably 5-day week at that time) #(but we don't know where we're going for another month and a half.) #(so we can't really do any groundwork or anything to make that happen.) #(and having zero agency other than sitting and waiting and getting worse alone Really Sucks!) #I guess this is a bit of a secret part two to yesterday's meducation lol #favorites

[useless-catalanfacts]

Btw if you come on holidays and stay at an AirBnb instead of an actual registered hotel I hate you personally. Not "I hate the gentrification and touristic massification and the way we can't live in our homes and are forced to move away because of tourism" in an abstract way- No, not just that. I hate you.

#I'm from a seaside town that has become popular with tourists who come for the beach and the mediterranean climate #and the typical whitewashed walls of mediterranean coastal towns #in just a few years the average rent has gone up so much that now the average rent id #*is over 1000€ per month #one thousand! #that's a whole salary! #in the past 2 years they've been building a new neighbourhood. they've destroyed the vinyeards to make a new neighbourhood that will make #the town 1/3 bigger than it is. that's a lot. but all those houses are luxury houses with private swimming pools for rich foreigners (we #already have 2 private British schools high schools and college(in the british sense)/baccalaureate where their kids go and never have to #interact with locals. I teach some of those kids and they're very prejudiced against locals and very bigoted against the catalan language #(which ofc they never bother to learn) #there's a law in catalonia that says that for every certain amount of houses you build you are obligated to build a certain percentage of #affordable housing. so in this new neighborhood they built the bare minumum affordable housing which is still too expensive for us #and since there's so few of them everyone is competing to get them. the city hall and the bank have had to make an official competition for #them but you only classify if the renr would not be more than 1/3rd of your salary which is impossible. my cousins who are in their mid 30s #and have been working a good qualified job for 15 years (and their partners too) are considered too poor to be considered for the #affordable housing #everyone is having to move out to other cities away from their friends and family and current jobs. the only jobs left here soon will be #mostly directed at tourists #and the only way to continue living here if you're a normal person and not rich is if you're an only child who one day might inherit the #parents' house #but we look around at what's happening in nearby cities and we see the next step which will be airbnb taking the houses that are left #in many places (I've posted about thia before) there aren't any flats for rent or sell anymore that isn't an airbnb #I'm still lucky in my town when compared to other places like Barcelona which are already full of the airbnb plague #actualitat #airbnb #tourism #touristic massification #gentrification

[lokh]

brooo no way did all children of immigrants get told u couldn't trust anyone and no one would help you too 😭😭😭

#read an autobio comic and they said this and i went. omg.... #like i knew thats Why they said it but i didnt realise it was the common experience #AND IT FUCKS U UP!!!! #esp when ur like. in the 1.5 gen category #ie born overseas but moved young #i was 2 and i feel like it still made a huge difference #vs my sis who was like. 8 months old when we moved #like now im grown up and dont know how to connect w people and. obv some other things play into that #but this shit? didnt help lmao

[neonvqmpire]

GOOD OMENS TRAILER TOMORROW AHHGHGREDDDDDFFFF

#SHEVSUBWUSVEISSGVWHWHWIEUEUEGEG #I DIDNT EXPECT THIS AT ALL THIS EARLY ALREADY BUT HEY LETS GO #ALSO WE WILL MAYBE PROBABLY GET THE WWDITS S5 POSTER/PROMO THEME TOMORROW ASWELL AHHGH I LOVE PRIDE MONTH #i do not have any time whatsoever because i am moving next week but i will skim through season 1 tomorrow #i already watched episode 2 briefly today ill just continue from there #good omens #aziracrow #sage posting

[moregraceful]

I am once again job searching.... I am beginning to think capitalism is simply not for me. also do you know much easier my life in the bay area would be if I had any kind of skills that would transfer to a corporate or tech setting

#or was willing and able to move out of the bay area lol that's the other one. but that's a way more complicated discussion #but like imagine a world where i have a job i tolerate and isn't soulcrushing that allows me to make money...wow... #my work experience is like 1) public and academic libraries 2) human trafficking survivors 3) religious settings #AND LIKE OBVIOUSLY I CAN SPIN ALL OF THAT #but sometimes i go on teamwork and i look at sports jobs and i'm like. i could do that #i would be so good at social impact shit #but broadly if i was a hiring manager in any corporate setting i'd see my work experience and go. that's a hot mess. absolutely not #which i have found libraries and nonprofits are a little more tolerant of a chaotic resume.....alas #anyway if i seem insane in the next couple of months. it's bc my org is in a state of decay and i am not committed enough #to stick through to the end and/or be fired when we start losing funders. god bless bake on #fresno oilers.txt

[ineed-to-sleep]

I'm starting a collection

#she said :p #she's so sillay #frajolina tag #sleep.txt #we're moving in 2 weeks she's gonna be so pissed at me #last time we moved she hid under the bed constantly for a month until she felt comfortable in the new home #tho last time was also the first time she'd ever moved. she spent all her 10+ years in my grandma's house since she was born #so maybe this time around she'll be less stressed out? hopefully #I hate to see her stressed 😔 she gets so scared in unfamiliar places

[invisible-goats]

packing is hard

#we're not moving for like 2 months #but we know ourselves and have started packing some nonessentials #got 2 boxes of books and dvds #we have so many books #why do we have so many books #why are books so heavy #paper is so light but then you put enough together and it's just a block of wood again #def gonna end up getting rid of a load of stuff as we go as well #especially clothes i suspect #but there's also probably gonna be some rubbish we didn't realise we still had because depression

[skkpaws]

alright guys you know what time it is .. month number 4 of predicting suegiku reunion until it happens! 114 will be the one !

#i feel like i should make a tag for this #but i accidentally deleted month 2 so that’s annoying #anyway we should be moving into new content so i have hope it’ll happen soon!!! #esp as we wrap up this arc and see the aftermath #please. #suegiku #bsd #this is a bit early but i don’t wanna forget

[mazzy-rockstar]

Monday blues are hitting me hard today

#you can ignore this if you want cause im gonna talk a lot of shit and sads and feelings #but as i’ve realised i literally have no one to empty my heart out to irl #and it’s fucking heartbreaking cause i love my friends but I don’t think they love me back #which is an insane though but I genuinely think it’s true like #i moved away 4 ish months ago and i know that communication comes from both side but like i wanted to test smt #so i stopped texting first and guess what?? only 2 friends texted me #1 because she’s genuinely a good friend i think and the other because she needed money (which i gave her like a fucking fool) #my heart just hurts cause i realised i’m not as important to them as they are to me and I’m completely misreading our relationship and #it sucks because I thought they were going to be my friends for life but now they’re all posting recaps of 2023 and im in none of their pics #even in pics where i was present at the time #and i dont know if it’s intentional or if im just being an insecure little bitch but it fucking hurts #i just want to be important to someone #i want to be someone’s person #not a last resort like #they keep doing stuff together which i get like life moves on and i’m the one that left #but not a single text or a pic or a ‘we miss you!’ #not even a fucking heart on insta stories #am i being desperate?? or do I actually have shitty friends #like i have impostor syndrome in my own fucking friendgroup??? #I can’t just drop them either cause then I’ll actually have no one #idk i must exude some sort of energy #i dont think ive ever had a genuine good best friend like for some reason they leave after 3 years #(and this is why i have trust issues and attachment disorders) #anyway I’ll probably just suck it up and go about my day #ive lived 24 years like this what’s an entire life #it’s wild cause i have a good time whenever i’m with them (i think) and then i leave and it’s crickets #i feel like hired entertainment sometimes #idk my head hurts so I’m probably overthinking but like these feelings come from somewhere right? #i have to stop

[somethingsomethingcomic]

beware my wine rants

#hi im back and experimenting #ive had the gnarliest art block for the past like month and a half sorry! i made this to try to break out of it #for more context this happened on the night we got drunk and watched spiderman 2 (2004) and i looked up the soundtrack afterwards #and fell down a rabbithole bc switchfoot is on it #my dad used to listen to contemporary christian radio (probably still does) so i heard a lot of the more popular Christian hits of the 2000s #also christian stations will play what the fuck ever sometimes if a song can be read in even a little bit of a christian way #idk how christian the fray is (ig they did make 'you found me' but.) but ive heard 'how to save a life' on christian stations #and theres plenty of like. really lowkey christian bands. like switchfoot! and relient k! #most ppl alive in the 00s have probably heard 'dare you to move' just in nature. and christian stations loved that one #newsboys is on that spectrum somewhere i think. they did 'belly of the whale' for the Jonah a veggietales movie #and the dvd bonus features include the music video for that plus the video for 'a million pieces' which doesnt feel overtly christian to me #anyway! i hope everyone likes this vertical format! and the coloring. im still trying to adjust my style for that part #when csp says 'brightness' it does not nean 'color value' which is an issue for my new method #but yknow its a learning curve #furry #queer artist #smth smth #queer comics #trans artist

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #I started packing for the next move yesterday #I'm not leaving for another 2 months (and my wife will stay behind for an extra month) #but this way I can just do one or two boxes a day and still get all my stuff packed so she doesn't have to worry about it #I'm so tired of moving. #there will be at least 1 move shortly after this #then we might have to move again next year or we might stay put for a while depending how she wants to prioritize things #but eventually. someday. we will have a permanent home. #the longest I've ever lived in the same unit as an adult has been 3 years. #and I'm almost 30. #I'm so very tired of moving. #but at least for this move I get to leave ahead of time #and for the next one our other partner will already permanently be there and my wife will have way more flexible time. #after that I have no idea.

[frazzledazzlin]

I NEVER POSTED ONE OF MY FIRST EVER COPPERRIGHTS HERE????

#COPPERRIGHT #its been 2 months they have NOT left my mind for even a second i need to graze a whole valley #they have done psychic damage to my brain #and that's on puffballs for 'accidentally' giving them the most gay subtext ever like what the fuck everyday i realize new things #like recently how reg uses binoculars to watch rhm and henry trying to run back to the rocket #and reg's got GOOD ENOUGH EYESIGHT TO DRIVE AN AIRSHIP but watches rhm do his dual tech move with henry and then goes 'wow' #ok reg!!!!!!! we get it!!!!!!! he's your husband!!!!!! #also this is totally self indulgent but remember that style on em fail #rhm's facing the way reg was standing watching over them #i know rhm tipped his hat and posed for reg and reg watched with binoculars are you seeing what my rotting brain is trying to convey #thsc #the henry stickmin collection #right hand man #right hand man reborn #reginald copperrbottom #henry stickmin #scriboozles

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

My Mom got legitimately angry at me for trying to learn Welsh because it “will never be useful/l, can’t learn without immersion and/or being a child, won’t help me get a job/learn for my career” so if you’re ever wondering why non-colonialist languages die not being able to commodify them is exactly why

#granted less than the population of my high school speaks welsh in my country #and i’m desperately behind on new tech and bad at the tech i’m supposed to be an ‘expert’ at #and i should really brush up my spanish #but she even agreed it’s sad we can’t learn something for the love of it & it’s like?? you just said it’s useless tho! #i’m not even welsh #lmao #i just want to sing songs properly and conquer my fucking auditory processing disorder #but welsh grammar is awful and i hate mutations hate it so had #not conversational welsh but still #been doing duolingo (sorry streak too bomb) for 2 1/2 months minimum but it’s so poor and the voices are so bad and it doesn’t show you #BASICS #like i’m learning more thru other apps and yt vids and moving onto c4c soon #it’s dire #welsh #cymraeg #cymru #duolingo #<- evil etc. but also bad course #also apparently the welsh govt is discriminatory and funnels money to language programs that fail (which is bad) #but straight up hating ‘non viable’ languages is so fuckin weird to me #endangered languages #welsh independence #<- let them out lmao #michael sheen #<- thank you good omens brainrot for forcing me into a new useless hyperfixation i will thusly abandon #language learning #memrise #say something #commodification #capitalist dystopia

[iero]

Was so proud of myself yesterday because I didn't have a panic attack for the first day in easily a month to immediately have one as soon as I got back to the place today... When will this end?

#personal #Also I must have a very slight fear of heights because I'm up on the 7th floor and the windows in here are wall to wall floor to ceiling. #And the entire time I was trying to calm myself down I was like 'Don't look out the window. Don't look down.' over and over again. #But I wish I was joking about having one for the past month now... Sometimes it's just one. Sometimes it's 2-3. Sometimes it's MORE a day. #I do want to go home to the comfort of my OWN bed to be honest and I leave Tuesday morning. #I think this panic attack was brought on by my homesickness once again... I'll feel better tomorrow when my mom and her boyfriend arrive #here for their hockey game. We won't be hanging out but it's the thought that I know I have family here that counts. #It's so fucking embarrassing admitting I get severely homesick at age 30 LMAO. This is why I can't move away from my family.