#we probably have them too but thatd also require that i live in the inner city which i dont nor do i ever want to

[cherry-shipping]

aaa this is self indulgent as shit but i really like the idea of my f/os finding me on the floor when i cant stand up, fatigued from hunger,,,,, them just being like “.............. you okay?” when ive attempted to cook but then dont have the energy to stand, followed with them making food for me

#cherry chats #love me dead #ha ha welcome to the series of posts that i make with my eyes closed cause im too embarrassed to look at it </3 #anyway im tired and sad as shit dad didnt give me any actual food again and ive been crying for like 3 hours #i think im gonna like. get in bed and read some fanfics maybe. #but i really am hungry though god it sucks to not be awake during the day so you can ask for help #aaaaa and i forgot my candy at home and he doesnt have anything else sweet #which yeah i know thats bad but thats the only thing i know for sure i can eat when i feel ill #man listen the whole point of this thing ive been imagining is i would very much like someone i love to take care with me #especially if they uh. love me as well. #god you guys are fucking lucky you cant see me in person when i type these posts #cause via text i can still maintain like a calm profile or whatever #you dont know im a mess who looks disgusting right now. just continue to picture me as i draw myself please #in america they have like. convenience stores and corner shops thatre open 24/7 right. #fuck thats so unfair #we probably have them too but thatd also require that i live in the inner city which i dont nor do i ever want to #but man i wish i could just like go outside and get a hot dog at times like these #uuuuuuuuuurgghhh my dad SUCKS!!!!!!! but anyway ive been rambling as to obscure the actual post enough so i dont have to look at it #im gonna uh. try to find something to eat and then stay in bed for awhile.