#we’re just thinking out loud

[compacflt]

idk if this question has already been answered or not but idrc, would your ice have considered it "talking about it" to admit his physical attraction towards mav? like calling him beautiful or genuinely complementing him. this goes for mav too

i do feel post debriefing ice would call mav beautiful openly or some sappy bs like that

love your writing 💌

anon i need you to know this ask was so cute it made me physically nauseous. i was sick all week thinking about how cute this ask was. thank you for sending it.

i actually had a couple drabbles where yes ice both pre- and post-TGM mission is like yeah im physically attracted to you, but it’s less like “oh my god you’re so hot 😍” and more like “i mean, yeah, you objectively look like tom cruise so it’s not like i really have a choice.”

but “beautiful” specifically i had not thought of, and it has knocked me off my feet and made me go feral/rabid/undomesticated for a few days straight, so i will be writing something about this. thanks.

#the reason there is very little of maverick in ch9 of wwgattai is because it would all be 100% fluff. #that’s the whole reason i started writing the drabbles. #i had to play up the ‘oh no we’re still not really together’ bit for the plot but #by the late aughts/early 2010s these are two old men who are extremely consciously in love #& just can’t say it out loud because it might change everything/have an effect on their careers #something that Should Be Done before they die but they both know so they don’t really HAVE to talk about it #I still don’t think i hit that feeling exactly which is disappointing but whatever #cutest ask ever anon. ill be thinking about this for months. #i clearly didn’t give their pre-2000s sex life a ton of thought but im sure ice was calling him ‘pretty boy’ in bed from day one #jsyk #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #icemav #top gun #top gun maverick #asks #edts notes #ANON!!! You sent this ask two months ago & this has just been sitting in my drafts sorry sorry sorry #first 3 are pre-tgm and last one is post-tgm (mav retiring ❤️) #anon—i just want you to know how seriously i took this ask; two/three months later. i wasn’t planning on writing out their wedding night #at all #this ask was what made me write their wedding LMAO

[what-is-love-babey-dont-hurt-me]

Kirby franchise has been one of my favorites I’ve been a fan of so far, but I gotta admit (compared to my past fandoms I’ve been a part of) the fandom is slightly less fun for me because the fanbase (from what I’ve seen) does not value fan created content nearly as much as other fandoms. Kirby fandom isn’t exactly small and yet so much fic and art I see won’t get any traction or recognition it’s kinda a shame

#snappy speaks #this is not going in the tags but is this only me imagining things #we’re my past fandoms just outliers for the culture of supporting artists or something #I mean I know the fandom is in a bit of a drought bc it’s been a bit but??? #my past fandoms also had droughts #and what I saw was in those times the fan content was more important than ever #idk i’m just rambling #thinking out loud

[genderfuckyou]

Hiii. If you are bi and openly use lesbian to describe yourself bc it feels right sometimes,,,I’m so sorry for all the shit you have to put up with. You deserve 200 million dollars

#genuinely #idk what the problem is #a lot of ppl come out and say ‘ don’t use that word it will confuse the cishets and make them think we’re the same!!! #my sister in gay #that sounds like a them problem #bottom line is : if someone identifies a certain way and you shun them out of bad faith you’re no better than a homophobe #just thinking out loud #pan lesbians #bi lesbians #he him lesbians

[theinkbunny]

”oh you want to keep that? It’s so girly are you even trans?”

(Rant in tags if you wanna read it ig)

#Mom yelled at me bc I wanted to keep a dress that had memories attached to it #I hate dresses but look. #It has a stain on it where my friend who moved far away dropped some paint on it where my thigh would be #It has a loose string tied sloppily into a flower from a friend who had issues speaking her feelings and instead acted them #It has discoloured patches from my old friend who I haven’t been able to talk to in months hugging me and her bracelets rubbing against it #It has memories attached to it #Just like how my purple coat does #I always have a bag of mint tea in it because a while back somebody got me a huge pack of it during a secret Santa because they noticed - #- i had a stuffy nose during the winter due to allergy’s and often couldn’t breathe properly #I have thousand of sticky notes of a made up language somebody in my class made and wanted me to be in #Hell even my shoes show this sorts of stuff. #My converse that I wore for so long the laces tore? They’re covered in writing from my friend who’s a poet at heart #My big #chunky platforms? Filled with sparkles and dust from a party my friend had #For crying out loud soon I’m gonna be filling my room with Sanrio and feather stickers #Because everytime my ex gf sees me (we’re still friends btw) she always manages to put a sticker somewhere on me #MY SKETCHBOOKS TOO. Full of little doodles and hearts and paint splatters and everything you can think of. #My notebooks for writing? I forgot it a week i went off for surgery and I came back to it full of stories I liked and stores that had them- #For cheap because they knew my family wasn’t doing too well. And full of notes of them missing me #Seriously like I have a string on my wall full of notes from them because that’s been my pickmeup for whenever I’m not on here #It’s pathetic I know I just don’t care. I love them and I know they love me too. I hope they’re well

[umbrify]

Okay at this point I feel like there’s no other explanation for… whatever Jimmy and Scar have going on, other than that Jimmy is in love with Scar, and Scar does NOT love him back.

Like… Jimmy is constantly letting Scar get away with huge acts of disrespect- things way beyond what fWhip ever did. Scar makes fun of him and kills him and even stole his hat, and Jimmy’s like “oh yeah that’s fine, it’s whatever,” like he just gives Scar a light tap on the wrist and that’s it.

Scar is seen not only actively breaking a law in front of Jimmy, by wearing the Chromia hat, but he also straight up says that he traded one of Jimmy’s hats away! And that’s just?? Fine??? With Jimmy???? Like Jimmy made him deputy! Deputy number one, mind you! Something that fWhip never was, and fWhip did significantly fewer bad things! What’s up with that??

fWhip was right when he said Jimmy’s got a double standard for Scar, god damn. If I was fWhip, I’d be upset too!

#empires smp #this is a bit of a ramble. i am just thinking out loud abt them #this is about characters btw. just so we’re clear. in case it wasn’t clear #empiresshipping #hermitshipping #<- one of these probably? #umbrify talks

[samuraisharkie]

If you’re putting off loud ass firework tonight in the suburbs around other houses, let it be known I hate you. nearly kills my dog every year.

#first day of disability month is flooded with panic inducing noise. fuck America #could you losers drive out to open country that’s flat to let out fucking industrial level fireworks. #I don’t mean the small driveway ones or even just one or two smaller ones #I mean the ones that fucking send a shockwave through the whole house like a bomb is dropping. #nothing BUT those it sounds like a war zone out here #I hope you people set ur house on fire #killing birds bats and bugs and more #y’all aren’t even celebrating veterans like you think you are. every vet I’ve ever talked to or heard of HATES it. #putting people in danger to blow out ur eardrums setting off massive fireworks at close range. #y’all are fucking annoying #I wish there was like. etiquette for fireworks this time of year. #where you could put a sign out like ‘this neighborhood as a very anxious senior dog’ or ‘this house is sensitive to loud noises’ #’this house as someone w PTSD’ etc. but no everyone is supposed to get over it and shut the fuck up #and if we don’t like it we’re joyless funkillers #and if the sign is out then you have to find somewhere else away from that house to set off your fireworks. #and if you can’t find a spot without signs then you fucking get over it and have ur burger without ear shattering noise #or you know. go watch PROFESSIONALS set off fireworks instead of risking yourselves your neighbors and everything around you #I’m sorry if ur 4th of July is ruined bc you could set off industrial professional level fireworks then you genuinely need psychiatric help #if you set off a few. this isn’t about you. if you’re putting on a fucking show stopping finale this in fact is #every Fourth of July is a borderline extinction event for wildlife too. animals can die just from the sound. #they DO die. there’s a massive amount of dead animals found every year after nationwide firework events like this #y’all are killing the wildlife and then scratching ur dumbass heads going ‘huh I wonder where the fireflies went’ #you know what’s prettier than polluting the air with pyrotechnics? fireflies! where are they? you killed them! #i LIKE fireworks too. I just don’t like them in my neighborhood by my novice neighbors surrounding me on all sides. #not every single house needs to set off fireworks. fucking stop it

[secret-keeper-speaks]

I can’t believe I forgot to blog for like two weeks jesus christ I need to get back in the game well washington wasn’t anything special anyways i got to learn about history and all that but I already knew that stuff anyways in other news today is my trip to the youth fair its like a carnival apparently george and harold are quite excited i…still have mixed feelings

#sk logs #live from piqua ohio #I don’t know what to expect #not knowing this stuff freaks me out #we’re on the bus right now #but I still don’t know what to expect #I wish I could get a straight answer from the kids #but they’re just reading comic books and laughing #and having fun and talking #it’s so loud in here #I can barely hear myself think #ugh whatever #itll be okay #i just have to tough it out

[aloneandforsakenbyfateandbyman]

After working several low-paying shit secretary jobs I feel like kms for not doing any post grad. I really thot I would be fine with just an English/journalism degree w nothing else and 0 connections lol!

Also as soon as I got my bachelor’s I’ve been in a whirlwind long distance relationship which allowed me to visit Nice 3x, Krakow, Monaco, Prague, Puerto Vallarta, Mexico City and Cancun. I feel so grateful to god for these aspects of my life.

Yet as soon as I set foot in Canada I feel worthless again.. Everyone is so career-oriented bc the cost of living/ housing in Vancouver is the worst in North America. I simply cannot live here long term without suicide in the cards XD

My goal is to save as much money as I can, do technical writing courses to work remotely + put an end to my non-existent job prospects, and to apply for a spousal visa to stay in France and FINALLY marry my bf after a 4 year wild goose chase around the world.

It’s hard to be positive bc my pessimistic side wants to kms but I do have a lot to live for, I have love and life goals. My current peasant job is temporary and by next year January hopefully I’ll be living in the French Riviera but it sounds too good to be true I want to die sitting at my desk atm

#nobody cares but I’m just thinking out loud #bc I hate my life rn and it needs to change #we’re all struggling rn and I hope everyone else achieves their dreams as well I believe in u

[arthur-r]

my partner broke up with me last night and the first thing my mom asked was if it’s because he wanted to be with a “boy boy”

#anyway i’m so fucking normal. i’m so fucking normal #we’re actually going to still be friends but it’s still kind of shit #because it’s not fun to get broken up with. if you can believe it #he just didn’t like me that way anymore which. to each their own #(i fucking said that out loud he said ‘‘i still like spending time with you i just don’t like holding you anymore’’ #and i said ‘‘well to each their own!!’’) #(because i am insane and strange. and because he broke up with me after i took my fucking sleep meds) #but anyway i’m being so normal about it. but my mom calling me to comfort me did not fucking work #when her first question is ‘‘oh it’s because you’re trans right?? cause nobody loves you’’ #but whatever. he was SO good at breaking up with me so whatEVER #he was nice about it. and you can’t force somebody to be attracted to you and it’s not like it’s better to be in a doomed relationship #and i’m not here to vent. well like i am a little bit but just about my mom shdhdf #i don’t know. think i’m gonna sleep for a while now maybe!! but text me if you need anything #me. my post. mine. #delete later #friends only #vent cw #transphobia cw #? #like if read

[dimorphodon-x]

Haven’t really touched my tablet in a few days so did some quick sketches of giant cursed hawk!Starhawk to make sure I don’t need to readjust.

Pirateformers au by @tigracespace

#he’s just coming out of his cage #and he’s been doing just fine #it is 2 am💀 #also I hear loud breathing??? #pretty sure it’s from my brother’s room but it’s so loud and it sounds like it’s coming from outside #the window is open a tiny bit because I have Max’s litter box in here #very strange lmaoo #my art #transformers #transformers oc #pirateformers au #transformers au #starhawk #I think we’re going to the zoo tomorrow #today? #so that’ll be fun

[06-archive]

I think… people who watched atsv and came to the conclusion that miguel is a villain are a bit stupid. Or maybe theyre not using the right word

#spiderverse spoilers #atsv spoilers #cont in tags btw #I don’t think hes exactly a good guy or anything hes very much not #But i dont think its fair to call him a villain. an antagonistic force at most #We see his perspective with canon divergences and we’re supposed to understand why hes so irrational about this #empathize with him and all he doesnt want this happening to another spider man #hes just very irrational #especially when he lays out the truth for miles #that hes an anomoly and all #like yeah hes bitchy and hes unhinged and hes harsh and rude but you have to understand his perspective #he lost his entire universe because he caused so many anomalies and hes keeping every spiderman safe by keeping the canon #even if it means letting bad things happen and letting people close to them die #miguel alone and reading his character like this to me simply just adds to his character in the movie ugh i love him #atsv did such a good job with their characters and building their arcs i woill scream so loud #i cant wait to see what they do with him in beyond

[her-midas-touch]

I’m so okay I’m totally fine but also "They’ll hate you because you made them love you so much”

#im sorry if you see this and it makes no sense I’m on a huge wave of feeling things and I need to get it out of my system ignore me lol #Its just that one episode in emily dickinson s2 iykyk but also the delivery just makes me want to sit there and think about this #its about fame but also it makes so much sense in a normal context #because isn’t love of any kind also scary like that? Like how we’re sometimes so suspicious of people’s motives or overthink a relationship #suspect an ulterior motive #or being used or worried about not being on the same page about the relationship or getting too attached while the other person doesn’t #and its part of the reason we draw up all these walls around us to keep the hurt out or avoid the person #or convince ourselves its too good to be true #and then sometimes we’re on the receiving end of that and its so confusing and hurtful and sometimes #the line between hate and love is a thin one #but they’re both just strong emotions that can take quiet and loud forms but the fact is they both stem from an excess of something #just that hate comes easier because love is genuinely scary in the sense that being proved wrong about it is just way more crushing #than being misdirected or wrong in hate #ari yells at the void (no literally because wtf are my tags rn 😭)

[catchfeelingsnotflights]

god I love my family but I can’t spend more than 24 hours with them without going completely crazy

#they just arrived today but I’m still thinking of going out with my friends tomorrow to get away from them #feeling super bad about it but I just cant help it #they just bring out the worst in me #im always so irritated and cautious around them #what are you so loud for??? #why are you always arguing with each other??? #and it feels like we’re from different stars #like it’s hard to even find something to talk about these days #and they are slowly becoming really conservative-right #at least my mom is not picking at me the whole time #I feel like she puts a little more effort into it but still not ideal

[heybaetae]

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#sent my mom those bts x harry photos this morning thinking she’d find it cool #since she likes harry #but she literally just. didn’t care and it kind of hurt bc it’s such a huge deal for me #to see him and the boys in the same frame #i thought i’d get some kind of reaction and i just didn’t #so i felt kinda shitty about it #but then my younger sister came over and she came in my room to look around #and started asking me questions about bts while looking at my pc collection #and then she let me pretty much give her a two hour crash course on bts #while asking questions and letting me show her music videos while she tried to study their names/faces better #and it made me feel good bc i never have anyone around to talk to them about out loud in detail #or rave about them with or anything bc my parents don’t careeee so i suppress it all #and i literally said to her ‘i never get to talk about them’ so she just. let me #mind you my sister and i butted heads so much when we were younger bc we’re so close in age #we have very different music tastes #she will likely never stan bts and that’s FINEEE lol #but it’s nice that she respects my love for them and has even gifted me things/merch and keeps her eyes open for things #knowing how much they mean to me #she’s the only one in my family who really supports it without any weird resistance or fakeness like my parents do #even if they do sometimes try to show interest i know it’s not that genuine #anyway long post just feeling nice that my sister cared about the most important thing in my life even just for a little bit

[loverslakes]

idk why at pushing 26 i still put myself in situations where people feel like they can comment on why my dating life is Like That

#it would make sense if i said the part we’re both thinking out loud #but i don’t Want To and that’s on me #i’m just a shell thats all i was meant to b

[salsflore]

going 2 sleeepppp... its not even 11 pm yet but ueueue i have to go out tomorrow (bring my cat to the vet + mom wants to take me to the clinic after going to the church) ueue

#i don’t enjoy going but i don’t have a choice. its funny because she’ll get irritated and angry over the phone while we’re otw there #patience is a virtue MY ASS i hate super hot tempered people #i told her i hate going out on sundays and she was like ok lets go saturday! and i was like no i don’t really wanna and she was like anak- #-you need to pray... so i was like why not pray at home and she was like. she gave me that look #it is a genuine question though. i’m agnostic but i do want to know is there any difference at all. i imagine its mostly for the sense of #community and the environment but i don’t think being in a church itsslf will like amplify your belief or anything does it like #last time we went it was a subtly-transphobic white guy as the pastor. nobody was laughing at his jokes. loser #he didn't say it out loud but ahhh nowadays people are making up crazy identities and thats not right...! i hope you explode btw #she doesn’t even talk to anyone we just go there sit for 50 mins go home like what. and then she immediately disregards everything anyways #💭