#we’re watching the last one now

[anna-scribbles]

h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work

unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion

#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad #because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid #i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back #i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades #i might be able to snag a short nap before work #but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen #WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE #well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway #OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal. #anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently #emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it #and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry #so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever? #and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this?? #also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m #so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point #anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari #after escaping her british nobility life #and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course. #and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known #and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates. #and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time #also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w #but at least he’s still obsessed with her #this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either. #ml #anna rambles #asks

[godblooded]

just an fyi, and it feels like it needs to be said here: your blog is your own space and you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want. if you’re sad? vent. get sad. maybe put it under a cut, definitely tag it, but get sad. if you feel like you need someone to talk to? drop a freaking message about how you’re feeling like you could use a buddy, or anything randomly engaging. if you’re having a hard time, you should feel safe and okay to talk about it in your own space. we’re writers and we’re people and while there’s a lot to be said for how engagement outside of oneself is necessary in rp (and really really needs to improve), i think there’s a lot that must be said about people reaching out to others. it’s become so solitary here — the whole ‘reblog from source’ thing when it comes to shit like about and musings is absurd. the whole refusing to like things is ridiculous. yes, curate your space, that’s important, but curating your space into a studio apartment only you live in doesn’t make this a community anymore, it makes it a studio apartment you live in.

just be yourself here. do whatever you want. but i’m always saying: remember you’re not alone, and don’t let yourself feel that way.

#ooc. o kaptain. #[this is illogically worded and after an argument I’m already upset but I just felt like this has to be put here. it’s been sitting on my #brain for so long and it’s something i just wanted to discuss. the way the rpc has become not even an echo chamber just… a shitty ny #apartment only one person lives in that can fit your fridge and your bedroom in the same room. the way literal fandoms have divided each #other through nothing but massive senses of entitlement and so much gatekeepy fucking language. it’s exhausting to watch this happen #literally all because i have no idea where interaction went and yes I’ve been virtually inactive for months now but. it absolutely isn’t for #lack of trying to come back. it’s hugely due to a lack of interaction whenever I reach out and then the feeling like I’m being either #entertained or dismissed. this is a social space and we’re people and everybody just needs to recognize that. like. last week my introverted #broski started discussing how as he’s older he feels loneliness more tangibly but he hates people and i looked right at him and said …yeah #dude. that’s natural. we’re humans. we need each other to live. we need spaces we create and communities we make. but like. there need to be #interactive people in those spaces. we’re social creatures. i love you guys and this is a ramble but… it’s been on my mind awhile. and #frankly? feels kinda good to finally speak my mind.]

[silvermoon424]

Bruh my workplace is treating me so well it’s crazy

#on top of working remote #I just got bumped up to 3 weeks of vacation plus sick time #they gave me money and an Apple Watch #and now we’re going on a retreat in March- all paid time #I’ve been treated like dogshit in most of my other jobs so this is CRAZY #I can’t get over how happy I am I ditched my last job and managed to get this one #personal

[lokiiied]

number one reason i need lokius canon:

• THEY’RE IN LOVE

number two reason i need lokius canon:

• piss off the straights

#number two reason is very quickly becoming number one reason the more dumb het comments i see #like…did they even realise loki confirmed his bisexuality last season #do they not know that he is literally historically and comically and now mcu canonically queer #and that 80% of the fandom ships lokius #and most people do not want to see selfcest #they think we’re ‘forcing it’ like no the writing is literally there but you only watch marvel #and are also incapable of seeing anything through a non heterosexual lens #it’s homophobic but i think it’s also ageist? #like they think there’s some ‘gross’ age gap just cuz mobius appears physically older but #you do know they’re actually pretty close in age #loki’s about 1050 years old lol #and mobius looked to be around 50 when the tva abducted him from the timeline #and he’s been working there for eons #also loki just clearly has a thing for older men #*cough cough* the grandmaster *cough cough* #anyways #lokius #loki season 2 #loki x mobius #please marvel #you have the power to do something so funny and so powerful #fucking cowards #marvel

[im-still-watching-anime]

i am officially, FINALLY all caught up again in both the manga and the anime for bsd and OH BOY there are thoughts and opinions but also WHO CARES because my tags are finally FREE to be unfiltered

#hnnnnnn #i am SO happy #i am BEYOND happy #i love the arc even if i complain about it a lot #but i am also hnnnnnn…….displeased……..with a few things #the anime fr about to catch these hands #i already KNEW they were rushing it from the few episodes i had watched #but the anime is usually SO good at pacing #that i fully trusted that certain things would be slowed down for significance/impact/etc #but instead the pacing just stayed WAY too fast for me #and they ended up cutting SO many small moments that had SO much importance like im going crazy about some of them #some of the lines they cut……. #or even adjusted slightly that it drew away the impact #ugh i KNOW there was a LOT to balance and a LOT of content to get through #but i am a little disappointed that so many emotional scenes were what ended up suffering for it #this is why i don’t usually like reading the manga for animes i watch #i always end up getting disappointed by the limitations of adaptations #that being said though regardless of general limitations i don’t think some of the rushing is above criticism #and i am going to go and eat glass while seething over the particularly offensive rushing/cuts😤 #OKAY DONE that’s the last i’ll say about it i would just go crazy if i didn’t vocalize it somewhere #in general i was VERY happy with the arc in both the manga and the anime i have SO much love for it #definitely a favorite for me #and THAT concludes my very vague no spoiler review #i swear one of these days my self control is going to snap #and im just going to start posting my full essays and content analysis shit about everything i watch here #but for now we’re safe and all my rants will stay spoiler free tag paragraphs instead godbless🙏

[kimjunnoodle]

LEAVES FROM THE VINE ARE YOU KIDDING ME 😭😭😭

#TWO BOPS IN ONE EP #IM SOBBING RN #I MISSED THIS SHOW SM #it’s not the same as the old but it’s so fun to be back again #my brother and i watched the old one on premier night in 2005 and watch the whole thing through together #and then he called me earlier to let me know the New 💐 shows out and we’re watching it right now together through texting and I’m crying #so so much Crying #avatar the last airbender #atla spoilers

[krispiecake]

i hope that everyone is aware that i am trying SO HARD to be normal but the universe is TESTING ME.

#i am trying ao hard not to fall back into old habits rn but jesus CHRIST brooooooooo #i havent been able to get barely any time with the staff i need for the past two days and now #theyre like 40mins late with my meds bc of another tenant #and its not even like theyre WITH the other tenant rn btw there are two members of staff sat in the office just talking #and its like bro. BROOOOOOOO #like they know this shit is SO triggering and i know they cant help some stuff but i still feel like i should be able to get my meds on time #if they arent actively with another tenant #its such a small thing but it helps my brain remember that actually they do still care abt me lol #all ive wanted to do since like wednesday was just watch a movie with my fp now that we’re cool again #and i was waiting in the lounge for like an hour and no one even came in #and its not like we planned anything so im not mad or whatever im just frustrated that #i had a rlly shit night last night and a pretty shit day today #and there just isnt anyone around to talk to bc theyre all dealing with someone else #or not even just sat around talking or whatever #idk this shit makes me wanna punch things burn everything to the ground and then kill myself if im being totally honest rn #and like last night and this isnt my therapists fault or anything but ahe wasnt able to pick up #and i managed to get thru it but it just added to the feeling like no one gave a shit #and its past nine again so she probs wouldnt be able to pick up now even tho i kinda need help again #idk this shit just. its so fucking triggering and i feel insane and so tightly wound #and ive been putting so much effort into my stupid therapy and i just wanna let go and have a full on meltdown again #i wanna take a bunch of pills and scream and cry and throw things and argue and just LET GO #cuz i feel like thats my ‘true nature’ and everything else is just me faking #or masking #AND IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT ITS SO MUCH EFFORT AND I FEEL LIKE IM GETTING NOTHING BACK

[spoofyleaf]

Mom was right, we will find people who get us.

#I wish I could go back to child me and tell them that #yes there’s people outside of that one or two people who’ll enjoy your company #yes there’s people who will be silly with you #yes we are still unashamedly ourselves #yes we still climb trees and collect rocks and weeds #yes we still accidentally blurt things outloud #yes we’re still dramatic in our body language because we never ‘grew out of it’ #yes we still love shitty horror movies and fun cartoons #yes we still watch documentaries #we are still as fond of nature and in fact we’re now studying it #yes we still draw and read like it’s the last day on earth #now we have some money and we can treat friends out for dinner #now we can take mom out for lunch #we learned how to kayak and paddle board just as we always wanted #we take the dogs with us and they love it especially because they get a treat after #we can drive now and we’re planning on meeting people over the summer #we haven’t stopped being weird #and we found the weirdos who enjoy our company

[someoldfires]

oh i have. A lot of thoughts

#like its always good to end things before they get stale or before one of the main cast members wants to leave or w/e #but god the potential :((( it really could have gone on for so much longer #i feel like 6 seasons is a good amount BUT they are so short #also its gonna be fucking torture watching the last season in real time trying to figure out if theyre doing nandermo or not #we’re at a good starting point if that’s what they’re doing but if they spend even one episode Not doing that #then theres not gonna be enough time to develop it properly #also. i know people say the central tension of the show would be over if they got together so they cant do that until the end #but honestly i could have watched a few seasons of them being a couple but having conflict. its not like they dont have issues #or they could have done a ross/rachel and hooked up or dated for a bit and then break up and not get together till the end #and obv theres the always excellent option of them having a secret relationship and hiding it from the cameras for like a whole season #lots of things i would have liked that we wont have time for now

[dirt-str1der]

Not to be a shipper but its so fun and makes me soo happy bobo

#Listen to my problems #this wasnt prompted by anything i was just thinking about how a lot of things for me are now skewed by the relationship persepctive not even #purely ‘romantic’ ones i just now think in terms of this person interacting with that person ... ... #i was also thinking about kiryu and majima again (i lied this is what really prompted this) and how they ddint even text each other #like you get wrapped up in all sorts of passions as a kid (in your twenties) and then when its over you part ways and not talk to each other #one of you is honourbound to stay behind and watch over things. and the other’s happiness and peace of mind depends on them ... kiryu told #him to take care of daigo and majima was like okie doki and dedicated his life to that #like i KNOW !! he had his own reasons for doing so. he wasnt just doing it for kiryu he was doing it for saejima (who by the way i havent #been introduced to a single member of his so called saejima (seajima) family) but it matters so much that he stayed and put up a fight about #it thinking since this is the last time we’re gonna see each other lets make it count !! and then get the crap beaten out of you and then #have a smoke break with him all well ... take care. because im not going to call or visit you lol. and i hope you forget about me because i #know ill be thinking about you and thats a pain in the ass innit .... #majima constantly has so much on his mind at all times always he cant even live for himself he just has to do it for other people ... so its #fucked up that kiryu just left him like that... call him at least let him know you think about him ... let him know its okay to come bother #you once in a while ..! bitch. that reminds me i have to finish watching breaking bad

[fleshdyke]

:]

#yall. #i told my partner to watch ofmd and she did and she really liked it and now she wants to be ed and stede w me for halloween bc shes so extra #i was out with her and a bunch of our friends today for her birthday and i was the last one to leave so i was just sitting in her room #playing her guitar while we talked abt halloween and she said ‘we have to make out in our costumes btw’ #we’re platonic partners btw. like i wouldn’t say *no* to romance or anything but idk where i am on the aro spec so i just say im aro bc yeah #and she calls us seeing each other dates. and on our last date she said she would want to date someone she’s already been friends with for a #while. we’ve been really close friends for over 3 years #and today she was holding my hand while we walked down the street #do you think this means something or. #IDK IF IM READJNG TOO FAR INTO IT OR SMTH?!? IDK #rambles

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

I am very thankfully not dating anyone anymore (though I’m not sure I ever was) I can flirt again!

#i started this post last night and got severally vr sick so I’m finishing it now #he and I r just friends again! as it objectively should be #i was just kinda like hey this whole time it’s felt like we’re just friends but also it’s been really awkward and weird #literally. the half hour before that conversation. miserable. the vibes were so bad and weird #and I’m like ok I cannot possibly make this any more awkward #but thankfully i think he agreed with me bc he didn’t seem all that disappointed #literally I’m friends with one of his friends and it objectively felt like I was dating her more than I was dating him #he’s a friend first and like. we pretty much stopped seeing one another ?? idk it was not great #also. I’m a flirt. i don’t like not being able to flirt with people #also I’m a lesbian. there were so many reasons why this was not going to last long #but now I can go back to flirting with our friend #so I’m happy #soup talks #important addition. after this conversation we watched snap cubes sonic fandub and it was hilarious

[gumgumvibecheck]

sitting in the middle of the room shirtless and hungover as shit scarfing down taco bell before i head on over to my friends place to go get drunk again. good mornin saturday morning

#me and the lads saw film red last night and then went to the bar and yelled about it for like 5 hours #now we’re gonna watch (american) football and yell about one piece some more #aub talks

[s0fter-sin]

ua s3 spoilers

i haven’t watched it yet but what the fuck is that scene with allison and luther??

#did the writers just forget that she was in a relationship with another guy for like three years #why is she suddenly jealous to the point of sa? #‘oh she didnt go through with it and tried to stop it’ who fucking cares? #that isnt something she would do #again i still havent watched it so idk what happens after i only read a summary someone did to warn people and a quick clip #literally one of the first things that happen to her last season was she was almost assukted by a bunch of white guys #and youre gonna make her do that? #what the fuck #yes shes selfish and yes she has no issues using her rumour for her own gain #but theres a big fucking difference between getting a film role or telling her daughter to go to sleep and sa’ing someone #especially when shes already built multiple relationships outside of luther #if she was on her own the entire time like luther was like she is in the comics then this would make sense for her #but she isnt #she moved on and this sudden jealousy or whatever doesnt make sense #just from promo and a few scenes i can already tell im not gonna like this season much #umbrella academy #umbrella academy s3 #umbrella academy spoilers #umbrella academy s3 spoilers #i think we’re alone now #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt

[breathingsong]

it’s nice to have a friend REAL

#i have a friend finally who i tell everything to and we get on so well #we’re so similar like we read books at the same time we watch the same shows we had the same crush for two years #and now we share our celebrity crush #and we’re both very uncool it’s great #i love all my friends but she’s the one i’m comfortable with #i want to tell the me of last year how well it all works out!!

[theorphicangel]

thinking about collegebf!gojo staying over for the night, constantly complaining about your single size bed.

“stop kicking me.”

“m’not kicking you.”

“Yes, yes you are satoru, don’t even try to deny it.” You huff, grumbling into your pillow.

“Is it my fault that you have a small ass bed?” Gojo exclaims, “I can’t even turn over right, I’ll pull a muscle.”

“leave then.”

your bedroom fills with immediate silence as soon as the words leave your mouth. your stomach nearly drops, regret creeping across your skin. you’ve only been dating satoru for a few months but you’ve known him for years and can already predict his reactions when it comes down to situations like this.

there’s two possible ways he could take this. one: he could turn into a brat and actually leave, giving you the silent treatment until you guilt trip him into talking to you by buying him sweet cinnamon buns for breakfast. or two: he plays along and actually ends up kicking you out…of your own bed.

awaiting his response you whisper his name tentatively.

“satoru—“

“take it back.”

“or what?” you tease, despite there is anxiety in your tone.

“fine then.”

Satoru sits up and reaches for his phone on your bedside table, immediately his fingers start typing, you watch him silently as he scrolls.

your mind gushes over the possible things he’s doing on his phone. finding ways to break up with you? Texting someone to pick him up? Ordering an Uber to leave?

the thought of it makes the regret take control over your whole body.

“I take it back!” you exclaimed suddenly, your arms wrapping around him, securing him tightly so he can’t leave. “m’sorry,” you kiss him between your speech,”don’t leave me — I’ll buy — you all the cinnamon— buns that you want.”

“whoa, whoa, whoa, who said anything about leaving? If anything we’re leaving together.”

“we?” you repeat.

“I’m looking for one bedroom apartments with a double bed.” He emphasises on the last part, “m’ getting sick of these dorm rooms.”

“wait really? you want to—“ you pause, swallowing thickly as the words come out of your throat.

“you want to live together?”

Gojo looks up, the glow of his phone screen illuminating his face.

“Of course baby, unless you don’t want to?”

“I do!,” you say exasperatedly, “I want to. I just didn’t think…”

“what?”

“well, right now? we don’t even have any—

“shhh—“ satoru presses a finger to your lips, “don’t start worrying that sweet little head of yours sweetheart, I’ve got it all figured out.”

you frown, pulling away his hand, “don’t sign anything without letting me see it first satoru” you warn.

“or course!” He says, “what do you take me to be, an idiot?

“sometimes.”

satoru glances up at you, his expression declares full offence. this is the moment where he’d choose to get up and leave but thankfully your sweet lips play as a smart distraction.

“but you’re my idiot, satoru, and I wouldn’t want to be with anyone else.”

“would you still buy me all the cinnamon buns-“

“no.”

#Angel writes #thought Drabble #gojo satoru headcanons #satoru gojo x reader #gojo x reader #jjk gojo satoru #jjk gojo #gojou satoru x reader #gojo satoru #jujutsu gojo #jjk imagines #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujustu kaisen