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effielumiere · 2 years

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The Companion 3

Pairing: Park Jimin x Reader

Genre: Romance, Idol AU, Drama, Comedy (hopefully lol)

Summary: A year after all their world tour was cancelled with the announcement of the pandemic, Jimin goes through a roller coaster of emotions and he can barely his emotions and he's trying so hard to stay happy. Namjoon and Jin suggested to get a puppy when they got drunk but Joon thought a human companion sounded funny to his drunken brain, not knowing that Jimin took his word seriously. When he finally finds the one who's going to be his human emotion companion, he wonders if she's up for it? And most importantly, he wonders how things would play out with him being Park Jimin and her being... well, a fan... an ARMY to be precise.

Warning(s): Fluff. Bit of pandemic talk. Sentences in italics are Korean words translated to English. UNEDITED!

Word count: 2k

A/N: We're back to Y/N's pov. I was supposed to post this on Sunday but I fell asleep too early, my sleep cycle is fcked because of insomnia.

Fun fact: this was supposed to be a hybrid!Jimin fanfic. 👀.... I can turn it into that we still got time i guess.. lemme know what you think, comment down beloowww. Search author_effie on the birdapp.

Sorry it's pretty short. Enjoyyyy

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I stare at the empty lobby of Hybe waiting as per the instruction of Jimin. It's been two weeks since the trip to the grocery and the last time I saw Jimin, and within that time Jimin and I settled for phone calls and when he had the time, video calls usually before midnight. But little did he know I slept past 3am due to the what seemed to be never ending jetlag.

"Ms. Y/N?" I heard a voice call my name, looking up I see the receptionist bowing. I bow back as I greet her "Good morning,"

"This way please," she says as she leads me to a door guarded by security. She reaches over to the guard who hands her an ID with a black lanyard that she hands to me. It had my picture from my resume and my name in English under the Korean characters, along with my job title, Executive Secretary. If they only knew...

Before entering the elevator, she teaches me how to use the biometrics system to clock in whenever I arrive and to enter the code I'll receive from Jimin. The ride up the elevator was silent and quick, as soon as we arrived at our designated floor she leads me towards another door that had another security guard waiting outside.

"She's Park Jimin's personal assistant," she informs them as they nod and open the door for me. I say my thanks and walk in as quietly as I can. The room was filled thumping, squeaking and loud music playing on the speakers of an English song I didn't recognize, but the voices I definitely recognized. Eyes gazing around the large, somewhat dark room that looked a basketball court inside the building I find seven men singing and dancing to a new song. Their manager walks up to me and greets me with a smile, hand extended to shake my hand.

"Welcome," he smiles bowing his head "First day, right?"

"Yes, it is, " I nod, enthusiastically smiling through my mask "this is amazing," I gesture at the room in awe, he chuckles.

"They wanted a big open space in the building to rehearse and have fun in," he sighs "the basketball hoop was a suggestion of Yoongi and Jimin's."

"It's a good touch," I agreed as I look at the floor that did match a basketball court "At least they could goof around here without having to be watched by the public eye."

"Yes" he nods "and no one but us, gets to hear the new songs" he grins.

"I can't believe it's another English song. They're gonna flip," he chuckles at me last comment.

"Is that what you think how the fans are gonna react?" he asks knowing the answer

"Sir," I began "my jaw dropped the moment I heard it an saw them singing and dancing to it when I walked in, I'm pretty sure they're going to react more than I did."

"Hopefully your jaw won't drop too many times in the next two weeks or so." he smiles

"Oh? Why is that?" I asked surprised

"He didn't tell you yet?" he asks eyebrows furrowed "The music video shoot starts in two days"

I stare at Jimin's manager in surprise, "he could've given me a warning" he smiles.

"As long as you keep doing what you're doing making him happy and smile the way he did a couple of weeks ago," he stares happily at the boys "I think it's us that need a warning. You seem to be the best addition to the team do far. I haven't seen him smile and be talkative for a while before the idea of you came along."

I stare at the boys as well who were making their way towards us, rehearsals finished.

"Ya~, Jimin-ah!" Jin yells at him, he was across the room grabbing his things before heading out direction "Introduce us to your girl." he grins as the other members and their manager snicker at his comment.

"Oh, I'm not Jimin's-" I say hurriedly as Jimin speaks at the same time "Hyung, stop it. She's not-" leaving the other members in splits

"Was there something wrong with what I said?" he playfully asks Namjoon who was laughing "She's a girl and she hangs out with our Jiminie, it made sense right?" he giggles asking for Namjoon's approval who tries holding his laughter in, giving him a thumbs up.

"Ignore them," he sighs defeated, cheeks showing a tinge of pink "they didn't sleep well and they haven't eaten yet. Their blood sugar is probably dropping,"

"Probably" I smile.

"Hey, kid." Yoongi calls out "some of us haven't met her yet" he grins at me.

"Ah," Jimin face palms himself "Right.

"Everyone," he addressed all the staff in the room "this is Y/N, she's my assistant. It's her first day, please be nice to her." They all greet me and I return the greeting bowing at them as I do.

Jimin then turns to me then to his groupmates, "You've already met Taehyung, Jungkook and Namjoon hyung," they wave at me as the other three guys gather in one side and shake their heads.

"I can't believe these kids met her before we did" Yoongi shakes his head dramatically, making Hobi chuckle "Trouble, trouble, trouble,"

"Hobi hyung this is-"

"Y/n-ssi!~" Hobi squeals as he pulls me in for a hug

"-and Y/n-ssi this is-"

"Hobaaaahh~" I squeal with the same enthusiasm as we squeeze each other.

"Ya, move over, Hoba" I hear Yoongi from behind Hoseok and he reluctantly lets me go when Yoongi pulls me in for a brief hug.

"Y/n-ssi, Yoongi hyung." Jimin says behind us and when he let me go Jin was the last one to hug me.

"And that's Jin hyung," Jimin muttered loud enough for us to hear "I still don't understand why I had to formally introduce you all to her, she knows you and you all know her from sneaking in when she and Namjoon hyung had meetings,"

"Because the three of them never really had the chance to talk to her while the calls happened," Joon explained "Something about being shy or busy. Taehyung, Hobi and JK were the only ones that really took the time to join in on my meetings with her, that's why they're familiar with her."

"Was the pantry of the apartment full of food when your arrived?" Jin asked me as he leaned back from the hug but not fully letting go of me yet, "Don't lie."

"It was full," I said trying so hard so that they won't know I was lying.

"You're just as a bad liar as Jungkook is," Yoongi laughs as Jin let's go and Jimin holds my arm and pulling me, but stood behind me as if to hide.

"Ya~, Jiminah!" Jin calls out to him "Be responsible, yeah? You decided to push through with this idea, you better be responsible for her." Jin sounded like a parent scolding their child who unexpectedly brought home a puppy.

"I will..." Jimin shyly whispered behind me, before wrapping his arms around my waist and playfully dragging me to the door and I let him "Let's go~"

"Feed her real food!" Namjoon yells as we made our way out of the room only to hear Jin and Yoongi ask him "What do you mean?" "What did you say?" making Jimin look at me with wide eyes, grabbing my hand and making a run for the elevator laughing.

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"Hot.. hot!" Jimin breathes through his mouth as he chews the freshly cooked tteokbokki from his bowl, making smoke come from his mouth and into the wind.

"Calm down, Jimin," I chastised "Blow on your food to cool it down, it's not going anywhere" I giggled at how adorable he looked. Half of his cheeks were resting on his face mask while the rest of his head up to his eyebrows were covered by his black beanie. Under his dark green and brown jacket he wore black joggers and a gray sweater that he changed into when we spent time in his apartment before wait until midnight to eat street food at Itaewon. Somewhere behind us were his security personnel undercover, eating but alert.

"Must eat plenty~" he says through a mouthful, covering his mouth then fanning it to cool it down "Delicious~"

I laugh at him as I take another bite. We had ramyeon for dinner and it was obviously not enough, so ended up eating out for samgyupsal and here we are, the third dinner waiting for that dessert, I half hoped dessert was next as I chewed thoughtfully.

Sipping the soup from the cup where his fish cake was he watches me, "Are you enjoying your time here? I know you haven't been able to go out much but I could take you to places you want to visit."

"I'm alright Jiminah," I reassure him "Besides touring around town can wait. I don't really know a lot of places except what I see on the flyers and I'm enjoying my time with you.

What I'm trying to say is, I'd rather spend time with you and the boys than go around town alone." I smile at him as I watch him hand me another serving of tteokbokki and fish cakes. He smiles at me and slowly nods sighing, taking off his mask and putting it in his pocket.

"I believe you, I'll try to find a way to make you visit places," I was about to object but he beat me to it "You can't stop me. I'm your... boss, remember?"

"As true as that is, I hate that Joon called you my boss," I air quoted making him chuckle as he takes a bite out of the fresh, hot tteokbokki "I swear to God, Jiminah..." I watch him breath out the hot air from his food making him look like an adorable little dragon. Leaning forward, I wipe a tissue that was in between us on the table on the corner of his lips where the sauce was dripping and he stopped chewing as I gently wiped, puppy eyes as he watched me.

"You're like a baby eating your food," I smiled "happy, but messy"

"That's what happens when the food is delicious~" he sings happily.

"When was the last time you ate out like this?" I asked "A pretty long while, we've been to busy then the pandemic happened. I didn't really feel like leaving the dorm." I nod in understanding, no one really felt like leaving their houses up until lately when news of vaccines started popping up.

"Well, at least you got out today"

"All because you're here," he says "if you weren't here, I would probably be at the dorm with the boys waiting for time to pass and watching TV. You make me think a lot lately."

"Not in a bad way, I hope"

"No," he smiles happily "not in a bad way. You make me think of where or what I should do the next time I see you, it makes me active. Which reminds me, you have to join me the day after tomorrow. I need to retouch my rainbow highlights for the music video."

"You didn't tell me about the music video"

"Really?" he asks, midway of taking a bite of his fish cakes "I guess it slipped my mind. But now you know." He chews and smiles at me innocently, "I guess I also have to share my schedule with you, so you know what my plans are." I nod sipping my soup through the cup.

"I promise dessert is next, I just want another round of tteokbokki and fish cakes." he covers his face adorably like he's facing a mini crisis "Would you like another serving?"

Somehow knowing he's not gonna eat another round of tteokbokki without me, I agree to a last serving so he wouldn't eat alone. And just as he promised, we had bingsu before he drove me home to the apartment.

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taeyangdyb · 7 years

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Giving love a shot part 55

After waking up from my nap, Jaebum was still out, it’s not late anyways. I’m starving as if I haven’t eat in days. I swear I have a third kid in my stomach, I should really get that check. It’s like it was hiding behind the girls, and now the third one is ready to come out.

As I was making my way out of the bathroom my phone rings.

Jae: hello?

Yori: hey, what are you doing?

Jae: nothing I just wake up, You?

Yori: getting ready

Jae: For?

Yori: dinner date, Loco and them went out. it’s a Saturday I’m not staying in

Jae: aren’t you pregnant?

Yori: so does everyone else that’s going, get ready I’ll send you the address *hangs up*

Great. Finding something to wear is much harder than she think. After 30 minutes of looking I finally found a blue satin long sleeve romper, I ordered online that was too big, now it fits perfectly, pairing it with a metallic silver heels.

*45minutes to the place*

Getting there all the faces I seen makes me somewhat refresh and happy. Some of our friends from high school.

Ian: damn you look hotter pregnant

Bobby:*elbows him* hey Jae, or should I say Mrs.Park?

Jae: Jae’s fine

Ailee: okay can we please go inside, I’m starving.

*Yori’s Views*

As we making our way upstairs to our table, we find all of our husbands having dinner party, while we their pregnant wives are siting at home? Loco got me all the way FCKED UP *deep breaths* calm down Yori you’re not in high school anymore, you’re a married woman with class.

Jae: are you okay?

Yori: I’m great. *smile*

Byul:*whisper* someone want to tell her that she looks creepy smiling like this?

I feel like I’m turning green, like the incredible hulk is coming out of me, if it does come out I’m gonna have a lot of things to pay for.

Again I have a lot of class.

Bobby: isn’t that you guy's husbands?

Jae:*looks around and finally see her husband sitting in between two of his #1fans Lina and Yuri*

Ian: how come you guys didn’t get an invite?

Jae: because they’re not my friends

Bobby: what's that gonna do with anything?

Jae: the girl on his left is his ex the one on the right, birthday girl has a crush on him since forever.

Nat: and you’re not going to do anything about it?

Jae: have you guys even seen me chase a guy? Even if I married him, I’m not going to chase him around. Also I’m carrying 3 kids, it’s not like I can’t fight anyone. Besides I’m too hungry to go fight.

*All laughs*

Jimin: aren’t you having twins?

Jae: trust me there’s 3 kids in there.

I know she’s angry I don’t know why she’s playing it off.

Yori: I don’t know about you guys, but I’m going to say hello

Ailee: Yori don’t start anything it’s the girl’s birthdays

Yori: the main reasons to go say hello, you know wishing her a hellish birthday

Byul: oh no

*meanwhile*

Chacha: this is not good

Loco: What?

Chacha: turn to your right

Loco:* looks over and find one pissed off Yori glaring at him*

Yori: *walks towards him* when I asked you where you were going, I thought you said that you were going to the bar with you friends?

Loco: babe look- baby listen

Yori: nuh put the whole baby shi-

Jae: Yori, could you not- I’m really sorry about that-

*seeing how much Lina glares at her*

Jae: *raise her brows* wait, what am I sorry for I didn’t do anything. She has every right to go off, I don’t have the right to stop her. The only reason I’ll stop her, it’s because me and my kids are hungry, if she goes off we’ll need to find another restaurant. If it was up to me I’d just walk by and not even checking for anyone, but the incredible hulk over there couldn’t keep her mouth shut. As for you with the fake plastic Tiara, you don’t have to glare at me, I’m not here for Jaebum okay, don’t glare at me as if I knew he was going to be here I’d suggest somewhere else, since we're already here let’s just act as if we didn’t see you guys here. As for you Yori, can we eat before you break everything here? *drags her away*

Ian&Bobby: still hot even when she’s pregnant *walks behind them*

Jay: *angrily glares at them ?

Back at our table I’m still furious, but I’m not going to ruin everyone’s mood.

*15minutes later*

After ordering appetizers I feel better I guess I was just hungry 😆 like them snicker bar commercials.

*2hours later*

As the time goes by, it was actually fun, we eat, talk about old time, It feels great. After we eat we couldn’t hang for too long, we had to go home, well the pregnant ones

In the parking lot we find all of our husbands waiting.

Yori: I don’t feel like driving

Byul: me either

Jimin: I’m stuffed

Byul: should we ride with them?

Jimin: the way our pride and ego set up, not gonna happen.

Ailee: but you can go you’re heavier than all of us.

Byul: what make you guys think I’m not angry as well?

Jae: are you?

Byul:…

Jae: I’ll call you a driver.

Within the next hour Jaeha called 3 people one to drive her car, one to drive Byul home and the next for her to ride home. I guess they were waiting for us to ask them for rides, but we all drove away in our cars.

Loco got home 20minutes after I did.

Loco: hey can we talk?

Yori: no

Loco: look about-

Yori: I..Do..not..want..to..hear.. it.

Loco: babe-

Yori: Honestly I’m full I’m going to shower and sleep.

Loco: if I told you that I was going to her party you were going to get upset.

Yori: you think I’m happy right now?

Loco: can we not do that tonight?

Yori: do what? You’re the one still talking.

*Jae’s views *

I stayed out for an hour before I get home , I didn’t wanna deal with him, but as soon as he get home he wanted to talk.

Jay: can we talk?

Jae: no

Jay: Jaeha look I’m sorry

Jae: congratulations, while you stay here feeling sorry for who knows what, that I actually dont really care for anymore, I’m going to clean up and sleep, my kids are tired.

After freshen up, she picked up her phone.

*Jae calls dad*

Dad: hello?

Jae: hey daddy, we’re you sleeping?

Dad: no, just having a cigar

Jae: at this time? Long day?

Dad: yeah something like that, how about you?

Jae: my day? I’ve been feeling funny all day, but besides that I’m good

Dad: did you call the doctor?

Jae: no I don’t think it was that serious

Dad: how are the babies?

Jae: well they just here kicking me for no reasons, I will flick the first one that comes out.

Dad:*laughs*

Jae: but something’s strange

Dad: what?

Jae: I feel like there’s a third one

Dad: third baby? But the doctor-

Jae: daddy doctors can be wrong. I feel like it was hiding, but now getting bigger and ready to come out

Dad: maybe you’re-

Jae: dad I’m not crazy, I can feel something different, like two extra kick. Maybe it’s an introverted baby, and he start kicking cause the girls are annoying him.

Dad: him? You think it’s a boy?

Jae: yup

Dad: that’s fantastic *sounds happier*

Jae: I’m offended that you sounds happier to hear a boy, what’s wrong with my girls?

Dad:*laughs*

Jae: DADDY

Dad: okay okay, I’m sorry. I’m just happy if you’re right it’d be great to have a boy running around, you know a bit more blue and less pink.

Jae: shame on you dad. I hope you take care of you health cause you’re going to need energy. And enough with the cigars

Dad: okay I’ll ease up….starting with the next cigar

Jae: *lol* okay dad. I’ll let you go back to enjoy your cigar. I know it won’t be the last one to.

Dad: Jaejae

Jae: yes dad

Dad: thank you for calling, I was having quite a depressing day, but now I feel much better

Jae: you’re welcome, hey dad?

Dad: yeah

Jae: do you wanna go on a date with me?

Dad: a date?

Jae: yeah, you know just you and I….just like old times.

Dad: I would love that

Jae: okay I’ll see you tomorrow, love you dad

Dad: I love you to Jaejae

After hanging up the phone with my dad, I couldn’t help but feeling emotional. I love my dad, we always spend times together, now that I’m married and about to have children, I missed being my dad’s little girl. 😢😭

*next day*

*Jay’s View AOMG office*

Gray: did you get cursed out last night?

Jay: I wish

Loco: I slept on the couch last night, not even the comfortable one.

Simon: Jimin got me running in the middle of the night to get her some gross stuff, I know she did that on purpose.

Lina: hey what’s up with the long faces? I wanna thank you guys for last night, I had fun.

*All looks at each other*

Jay: am honestly the worst person on this planet, I’m the worst husband. It sad that after all this time I’m still hurting Jaeha.

Simon: look that doesn’t make you a bad husband

Jay: you don’t get it, the night before I doubted her…. over Aaron. And the next day that happened.

Gray: what?

Loco: come on man, thats stupid

Jay: I don’t deserve to be with Jaeha. Before we would argue, but now, now it’s not even worth the argument anymore. I’m afraid one day she’s just going to get up and leave just like last before.

Simon: where is she?

Jay: spending the day with her dad

Gray: look you guys went through much worst than that.

Simon: look tomorrow we’ll invite you guys over and figure it out

Jae: I doubt she’ll go

Gray: just ask Mark to bring her, she’ll never say no to him

I got home late, I found Jae fell asleep with her head on his lap.

Jay: how was the date?

Mr.Han: more fun I’ve had in a while. Did she always eat that much?

Jay:*chuckles* it doubles now, or should I say triple.

Mr.Han: thank you

Jay: for?

Mr.Han: making my little girl happy. I know she’s not so little anymore, but you’re about to be a father, you’ll understand soon. You’ll see no matter how old they are, you’ll always see them as you little girl, even if they’re pregnant with kids, and a little too heavy for you to carry to bed. Thank you

So she really doesn’t tell her parents about anything that’s going on huh? If he knew, he wouldn’t be having this conversation with me WORST HUSBAND EVER.

*next morning*

I dranked all night, waking up my head is killing me, Jae’s not on the bed, walking out of the sitting room, she’s watching T.V. with a bowl of fruits in front of her. It’s sad how one thing can lead to so many other things.

I shouldn’t have gotten angry over Aaron, I shouldn’t have gone to that dinner in the first place knowing exactly who was going to be there.

Jay: hey

Jae: morning

Jay: you up early

Jae: I was hungry

Jay: you had breakfast?

Jae: yeah

Why am I asking her that? Of course she did.

*phone rings*

Jae: hello?

Eric: Mrs.Park

Jae: please don’t call me that

Eric: why? You guys are married-

Jae: WHAT DO YOU WANT?

Eric: okay first of all, I told you several times, do not talk to me like that, and second I wanted to talk to you about something, so watch your attitude, I’m on my way out get ready I’ll pick you up.

Jae:*rolls her eyes*

Eric: keep rolling your eyes and they just might get stuck in the back of your head. GET READY!

Jae: *mumbles* idiot

Eric: I heard that

Jae: I KNOW!! *Hangs up, and starts getting ready*

Well I guess that cancel me spending the day with her. After Jaeha left I stayed home, I didn’t even bother answer answering my phone.

The only person I love or even want to talk to in this whole damn planet, I can’t treat her right, so why bother even talking to anyone else.

☆Eric’s Views☆

Okay so I had plans today to talk to the girls about having a Maternity shoots, ideas for them, but I got attitude from all of them. I’m used to getting it from all the girls, but once I see it includes Byul, who’s the NICEST one of all, there’s a problem.

Joon: dude you better have a good reason to come to my house. *looks in the back seat and sees Mark* why are you here?

Mark: he’s paying for lunch

Joon: don’t you have money?

Mark: I love free food

Joon: you love free everything

Mark: that’s not true-

Eric: can I please run you guys over?

Mark: just get in.

Joon:*opens the front door*

Eric: sit in the back, I have to pick up Jaeha

Joon: why?

Eric: something’s going on with these women and they won’t say. They’re all in their feelings

Joon: well duh, THEY’RE ALL PREGNANT AND MISERABLE.

Eric: I’ve never gotten attitude from Byul before.

Joon: maybe it’s-

Eric: Do not tell me that it hormone either. Forget about everyone else, would Jaejae tell us if anything was wrong? I know something is wrong, I just feel it, but she won’t say anything, now why would she do that? Because she doesn’t want us to get pissed off at him.

Joon: and what makes you think she’ll say anything

Eric: she won’t

Joon: can you say something?

Mark: when are we going to eat?

I swear those two makes me sick half of the times.

*1hour later*

Jae: why’d you tell me to get ready early

Eric:*gets out and open the door for her* cause you always late.

Jae: what are you two doing here?

Mark: free food

Jae: don’t you have money?

Mark: still, free food

Jae: and You?

Joon: he dragged

Jae: oh

The second I started driving, she zones out. She didn’t even hear me, even when I offered her food.

*Eric’s house*

Jae:*struggles to get out the, but can’t*

Mark:*went out to help her*

Jae: thanks *walks away*

Mark: I really dont want to go hit anyone today so please let it be hormones, or else one of you guys are gonna have to bail me out *walks inside*

Later when the rest of the girls came, none of them would spill anything about what’s going, or what happened. Jae is in a whole new planet.

Eric: can you guys wait for us here I need to talk to these guys *all 3 walks out*

*meanwhile inside*

Ailee: your phone’s ringing Yori

Yori: who cares

Jimin: it’s your husband

Byul: Jaejae are you Okay?

Jae: I dont know

Ailee: did you guys talk?

Jae: about what?

Byul: about the other day?

Jae: I don’t have anything to talk or say about it.

Jimin: you’re not upset?

Jae: about what?

Yori: Jay leaving you home alone to go party with Lina and Yuri?

Jae: what do you guys want me to say? I’m not 25 anymore, look at me look at them.

Ailee: you look like that because you’re pregnant, nothing’s wrong with how you look

Byul: so you’re just going to give up?

Jae: *stands up* ERIC?

In the end Joon ended up taking Jaeha home cause if Mark or I went I swear I would’ve hit hit him.

*Jay’s views*

Jaeha came back quicker than I expected. The second she walks in I can feel something is wrong.

Jay: hey you okay?

Jae: why wouldn’t I be?

Jay: well you don’t really look too well

Jae: I’m fine

Jay: Oh okay

Jae:*starts walking away*

Jay: hey

Jae: What?

Jay: wanna have a movie night?

I just know that she’s going to say no, but I guest it’s worth the try right?

Jae:*stares at him with a frown on her face* it’s 3PM

Jay: *shrugs* but-but if you’re tired you don’t-

Jae: you have movie food?

I did not think that far ahead, I was expecting a no

Jay: uuuh, what would you like?

Jae: how long have you known me?

Jay: I’ll grab my keys

Jae: and some clothes while you’re at it

Jay: what’s wrong with-

Oh right I’m not allowed to leave the house in Gray sweatpants.

Jay: I’ll be back

♡Jae’s views ♡

While Jay left to go wherever I’m just going to change to something more comfortable. Am I mad at him? Of course I am Why did I agree to watch the movie with him? Because I love him and I miss him, regardless of how much I want to hate him right now, I can’t.

I just can’t help it, I both love and hate him but the love surpasses the hate. I can’t hurt his feelings even if I honestly wanted to, it might happen accidentally but never intentionally. Even if I did intentionally the guilt would kill me.

I think the whole restaurant thing was just a bad coincidence, because when he went out, I was getting ready to sleep. If I have to be honest I really don’t like the Luna or Lina girl, if she still hits on him even if I confronted her, many time. I think she has something under her sleeves and I don’t trust her.

I’m not worrying about Yuri cause she knows better, but why was she there? I wonder if she and Jay still talks? Why do I still feel insecure about this? I don’t have the habit of checking or “snooping” in his phone, but I wonder if they talk? How long?

Do they hang out….alone? Maybe deep deep down he still feel something for her, like I do for Aaron. It is not the same thing, Aaron is not a threat, he’s gone, and he’s never coming back.

Am I over reacting? Maybe it’s hormones.

Jay: hey I’m back

Jae: hey

Jay: I didn’t know which you wanted so I bought these *Pizza, chicken, fruits, ice cream*

Jae: nice

Jay: I’ll go change

Jae: okay

I’m sitting here waiting for Jay to come out, his phone started ringing. The caller ID said “Unimportant”. We answer each other’s phone, I have no secrets from him and him for me, well at least that was before. Now I’m afraid that I might see or hear see something that I’m not suppose to see or hear.

Jay: was that my phone?

Jae: yeah

Jay: did you answer it? Who was it?

Jae: no, it said unimportant

Jay: oh, what are we watching?

Jae: you’re not going to call back?

Jay: nope the name speak for itself

Jae: You sure?

Jay: positive. So we have everything

Jae: except for the movie.

☆Jay’s views☆

It didn’t take long to find a movie, thankfully she’s not a huge fan of mushy movies, we spent the rest of the day watching movies, no interruption. At time I caught her zoning out.

I want to talk to her but I can’t, I don’t know how Things can go from zero to one million, in just a short time. I want to fix things, I want to make sure everything’s okay with her. I want her to know that I still care, I still love her, even more than before; but I have no idea where or how to start. I want to fix things before our kids born.

The following days, we went to Karaoke to hang out after fooling playing and singing anything. Everyone sings, even most of them could use singing lessons

Simon: Jaejae your turn

Jae: not really in the mood

Eric: the main reason for you to sing. It’ll help you relax, you know let lose a little.

Jae: I can’t sing

Joon: you are not as bad as Ailee

Ailee: rude

Jae: *sigh* fine

Even with just us she’s nervous

Mark: just close your eyes and let it go

The song she pick us “Mercy, by Shawn Mendes”

🎤🎵 CHORUS: Please have mercy on me Take it easy on my heart Even though you don’t mean to hurt me You keep tearing me apart Would you please have mercy on me I’m a puppet on your string And even though you got good intentions I need you to set me free

Please have mercy on me Take it easy on my heart Even though you don’t mean to hurt me You keep tearing me apart Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart Would you please have mercy, mercy on my hea

I’m begging you for mercy, mercy Begging you, begging you, please, baby I’m begging you for mercy, mercy Ooh, I’m begging you, I’m begging🎤🎵

Everyone literally got quiet after that.

Jae: I sounded that bad? *tries to play off the fact that she’s hurt*

Simon: would you like to be a member of AOMG? I’ll sign you

Jae: let me think about that after I give birth

Simon: I’ll be waiting, I know where you live

Jae:*smile*

I still haven’t been able to move myself or say anything. I was stuck like that until it was time for us to leave.

Joon: Jaejae, Eric said that your maternity shoot is tomorrow so get ready and get enough sleep, don’t be late

Jae: okay, and Joon-

Joon: I know, I’ll make sure they get home and one piece.

Jae: okay, love you guys

Joon: we love you too Jaejae, more than you think.

Jae:*hugs him* no more drinking, go home.

Ride back home is of course quiet.

*next morning*

I had zero sleep last night. I left home early because Simon said that he wanted to talk to me.

Jay: I thought we had a meeting?

Simon: we need to talk

Jay: what’s up?

Simon: what’s going on? I know it’s your personal life, but the way these women circle set up, it all for one and one for all. When something’s wrong with Jaeha, it affect all of us.

Jay: what are you talking about?

Simon: Jimin asked me what’s going between you, Yuri, and Lina.

Jay: what?

Simon: I know it’s your personal life, but it’s affecting all of us. I’m not the only one being questioned about that either. Whatever it is fix it,

Jay: what do you want to do? I can’t fix what I don’t know?

Simon: did you guys had an argument or something?

Jay: no, the previous night I asked her about Aaron

Simon: why would you ask her that?

Jay: I don’t know, I wanted to know if she still has feelings for him.

Simon: come on man, you’re at fault for that one. Why you always bring that up? How did you feel when she was in that mini coma two months ago?

Jay: like hell

Simon: okay, how would you feel if she didn’t wake up? Would you want people to keep asking you about her? It’s the same for her. How do you want her to move on, when you constantly reminding her of him? And the next she found you sitting in between your ex and a woman who’s after you even though you’re married. The husband of the year award goes to you Sir Park Jaebum.

Jay: you mean award for the biggest jerk.

Simon: where is she?

Jay: right now she should be getting ready to go to Eric’s

Simon: you going?

Jay: no, they all hate me now. To tell you I dont blame them; after all these years, all I’ve done is hurt her.

I stayed out the majority of the day, when I got home they were all there.

Jae: hey

Jay: hey

Jae: where’d you go?

Jay: out with Simon

Jae: all day?

Jay: yea

Jae: just..the two of you?

Jay: yes, just Simon and I. We were talking and I guess the day just go by.

Jae: oh okay-

Ian: hey Jaejae we’re going to play a game you wanna- *notices Jay* you

Jay: me

Ian: were you at some wo-

Jae:*elbows him*

Ian: hey what was that for?

Jae: go away

Ian: hurry up, we’re waiting on you.

Jae: sorry about that.

Jay: don’t apologize for that

Jae: do you want to join us?

Jay: no, you can go have fun.

Jae: you sure?

Jay: I am

Jae: okay *walks back over to her friends*

*meanwhile eavesdropping on their convo*

Jae: you’re a jerk you know that?

Ian: what did I do? I was just telling the truth.

Lia: all this guy’s ever done to you for the past what? 10 years, is hurt you.

Jae: this GUY is my husband

Lia: well tell that husband of yours to start treating you like a wife. One that he actually cares about.

Jae: he’s not as bad as you guys see him to be

Lia: what if he’s cheating on you?

Jae: he’s not. Jay would never, I’m not going to accuse him because of “what if’s” I want to see it for myself.

Ian: and if you do?

Jae: as much as I don’t want to think about that, if I do catch, him pregnant or not, we’re done. Immediate divorce, I’ll put a restriction order on him so bad that he won’t even be able to look up my name on the internet, let alone know what his kids look like.

Joon: are you 3 finish?

Mark: speaking of kids, don’t you think you need another car?

Jae: not really, why?

Mark: you need a family car, how are you going to fit car seats in your two door cars.

Jae: that totally slipped my mind *groans* can we go back to high school

Joon: the good ole times.

Eric: classes used to be fun

Joon: you mean hitting on the teachers? My business teacher was hot

Ian: the one you got fired

Joon: technically she quit

Jae: before or after you slept with her?

Joon: what makes you think-

Jae: it was after.

After her hearing their conversation, the guilt I feel is indescribable. Why did she take my side? I really don’t deserve to be with Jaeha.

I want to make this right, I want to make her happy. I have no clue what to do.

*bedroom*

Jae: you okay?

Jay: yea, why?

Jae: well you’ve been drinking every night for the past few days and that’s very unlike you, is everything Okay?

Jay: no, is everything okay with you?

Jae: what you mean?

Jay: is everything okay? With you?…..with us?

Jae: everything is fin-

Jay: dont tell me that everything is fine when it isn’t Jaejae. if I’m doing anything that’s hurting you, you have to tell me.

Jae: you should stop drinking

Jay: I’M NOT DRUNK

Jae: okay, you’re not drunk. I’m going to get ready for bed.

Jay: Jae

Jae: mhhm

Jay: are you mad at me?

Jae: mad at you for what?

Jay: I don’t know it feels like everything’s changing. It doesn’t feel the same anymore. And yesterday, the lyrics to that song makes me feel like the worst person in the whole planet. So if I hurt you in anyways that I’m not aware of you have to tell me.

Jae: okay did you do something? Anything you know that would hurt my feeling?

Jay: if it'sabout Aaron I’m sorry, I know what he meant to you, I never should’ve said anything about him. If you’re upset about the whole Lina dinner thing, I’m sorry.

Jae: *sigh* it’s not just about the dinner, it feels like a whole other Yuri again, I can’t compete with another woman again Jaebum. Ever since I met you years ago, all I’ve been doing is compete with other women. I got it, being with you meant that I have to deal with all of the women hitting on you, I know it was all part of the package and I accepted it. I thought that things would’ve gotten at least a little bit better after we got married, but it not. I can’t compete anymore, I’m tired. Being almost 8 months pregnant, that’s not the kind of conversation I wanted to be having with you, my husband. *tearing up* that’s not what I want to worry about, I want to talk to you about our kids, their future, i know that’s too soon, but I don’t want to be worrying about that kind of stuff. so I give up, with my bad history of stress and depression, I can’t lose my kids over things like that and… and I really love you Jay I dont want to end up hating you, over a matter that could’ve easily fix. You know despite everything that’s going on, I always take your side, because I know, we went through much worst than that, but one thing I’ve realized, is that in the only who always does the fighting, I’m the only one getting hurt like you dont care about me. Jay I love you, with all my heart, and everything I am, I don’t want anything between us, but I’m now, beginning to get tired *walks out of the room*

#Giving love a shot part 55 #kpop scenarios #aomg scenarios #aomg imagines #Jay park fiction #Jay park scenarios #Jay park snaps #jay park imagine

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