#we're not having a 'who's a better mom' stand off fkn chillax

[rebelwith0utacause]

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#mocha was in a mood this morning and apparently i'm to blame because she saw me awake at 4 am and didn't want to fall asleep #in turn my mom couldn't fall asleep because of her and is awake from 4 am #she made sure to express her displeasure because it's my fault apparently that they taught her to jump on the beds and are treating her like #a grandchild; cooing and talking baby talk when they know they should ignore her so her biting tantrums could pass #so now i'm in a mood because waking up and having the blame put on you is so fun #she keeps trying to portray it like 'you're off in your room having fun online while i'm here taking care of your pet' #and i can't get her to understand that this pet is self-sufficient and can play on her own with her toys #she doesn't have to run around after her all the time; but then who's gonna play the victim ey? #like..........i stg she was jealous in the beginning because mocha would listen only to me #i dunno how to deal with that because it's not a fkn competition #we're not having a 'who's a better mom' stand off fkn chillax #this is not my child it's my pet #learn the fkn difference #and ffs understand that you may never get grandchildren and learn to accept it #stop looking for a fkn substitute #one of the reasons why i gave the a-ok for getting mocha was because i thought it'd help my parents while in retirement #and this is the sorry state we're in now #ana rambles