closed out EDAW w/ rough behaviors & now my weight is "up" andd i'm trying not to panic. also spent money i shouldn't have spent.
(just ate anyway, cause i was hungry)
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Why must my body fluctuate between Slim Thick & Thick Thick on a weekly basis? Can whoever controlling my game of life character in this simulation just pick one? Thanks xoxo much love
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this is just a small thing but I really appreciate the attention to detail w finn’s body type in farm world vs in ooo
farm world finn has a very “dehydrated bodybuilder action star” look which shows that while he’s physically strong he probably isn’t the healthiest n doesn’t have very many recourses, what with living on the outskirts of a gritty post apocalypse town. meanwhile ooo finn has a strongman’s build n it’s really clear that he’s physically strong AND is taking care of himself thanks to the resources he has access to that farm world finn doesn’t. such a great subtle bit of environmental storytelling to show the differences between dimensions
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i noticed that i use body shape and hair length as a guide to show what era of edgeworth im drawing so i made a handy lil guide
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You ever just lay in bed in your undies after eating the most indulgent dinner and think hmmm Tumblr should see this cute view
I realized my tum was squishing against my thigh and instead of the narrative that normally would've run through my head, I had good thoughts. I thought that my beloved followers would probably love to see more of my squishy bits. And slowly I'm making peace with them 🩵
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i love a skinny scraggly jonny and i love a round squishy jonny good thing he's perpetually flopping between excessive cannibalism and a non nutritious prison diet so we can get both <3
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Sorry for blowin yall up tn lmfao
AS MUCH AS I LOVE DRAWING THE STUPID LITTLE ORANGE SPRITE...this is what i think he actually looks like. Sorry y'all </3 he scares me too
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i woke up hungry, a feeling, a physical sensation that's escaped me lately. almost eager for breakfast, a formerly skipped meal now a favorite, I dragged my hungover self up to start my morning routine. Evidence suggests binge behavior, I'm uncertain of a purge. i feel disgusting, ashamed. weight is up. up back to the bottom end of the acceptable range my RD has me at, though she wants me higher. the way I've had to force myself to continue with breakfast, fight negative thoughts, I'm already exhausted. i'm trying to turn it around, not let one night of behaviors, one 'scary' weight turn into a pattern, but so easily it all becomes tempting again. perhaps i've never fully left this place.
i wish we'd talk more about b/p behaviors in general and in treatment
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i keep making long ass posts trying to explore my feelings about chronic illness and disability and our current diet and fitness and health culture but it essentially boils down to: one day you will be sick or disabled and treating us like shit now won’t save you
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i hate that when finn takes off his hat in fanart and even in the show sometimes he often becomes skinny like he's literally a fridge you can't be doing this man
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