starting Saxenda tomorrow.. kinda excited.. kinda nervous..
im yeLLING the moment i had been dreading the most is near schools gonna fucking ask ME To ACTUALLy come and submit shit everyones gonna see how much weight i gained. 2 months ago i wanted ppl to see me, to see my progress, to SEE ME AT MY FUCKING LOWEST LMFAOo what is life.
,okay 1 week to go, i can do something. starve all day everyday??? inshaallah, i keep saying this but i fuck myself over pLs just FOR ONCE DONT BINGE DONT EAT please lets pretend to love ourselves and not fuck it up again.
If anyone was wondering, I’ve hit 13 stone 12 finally. Being back at uni had been tough but I’m going to be going back to Omad starting tomo and will keep updating!
im so excited for halloween!! 🎃🦇 someone give me advice on not eating all the candies tho hehe
my fav thinspo❤️
Food log (pls eat a healthy amount of calories)
2 cups tomato soup - 500 cals
Total - 500 calories
Yeah I know that’s an over estimation but my boyfriend (bless his heart) made me soup and usually it’s only 250-300 for 2 cups but he put cream in it !!! I literally almost had a panic attack bc I usually put water so it doesn’t add calories. I’m not eating anything else today bc I really don’t know how many cals are in that :(
my thighs are aching so badly but if it means ill be thin it doesn’t really matter if im in a little pain
at least i know it’s working
1567 calories today
Busy day. Went out for early voting, worked on some orders from my shop, and took a nice long walk in the cool weather with the dogs. Hoping that weight is real and not just a fluctuation, I could use some positive reinforcement right now lol. Feeling better today. Hope it lasts.
Tumblr is really bouta put these 2 things on the same page I-💀
Was at 285 cal, then felt a binge coming on so I ate a 40 cal fudge pop, which stopped the cravings but now I’m at 325 cal for the day, I feel ✨fat and pathetic✨
Oh, also I was too weak to run my mile so I walked uphill, I still burned the same amount of calories but I’m disappointed in myself??
Anyways, what’s new with you?
“Stress makes you fat”
WELL I’M STRESSED BECAUSE I’M FAT
Oversized sweater motivation 💕 cozy, roomy.
(Beginner) Saitama’s Training: Day 4/100
The only soreness I woke up with today was in my left shoulder. I think I’m already getting stronger! Or at the very least, my sore muscles have almost completely recovered 😅
- 10 minutes stretching
- 100 wall push-ups
- 100 sit-ups
- 100 squats
i wonder if im ever going to be able to get on track and lose weight
i know binge eating disorder may not seem as scary as the other disorders, but i fear i will be this size or bigger for the rest of my life. i fear i will become the woman that needs 24/7 care because i cant stop binging. it’s selfish, to wish i could stop eating. but i cant help wishing for it…
teetering between 116-118 but I’m starting to level out. will probably never let myself go above 120 ever again
Alright I did day 3! Yesterday was rest day. Today was abs and I’m on my period! Yaaaaay!
I miss being this size even though I still considered myself fat.. I can’t wait to get down to this size again and maybe even smaller 😍
This one is gold
I’m assuming you’ll take their plate too
Don’t you ever go window-online-shopping for outfits you’ll wear when you reach your GW?
Today’s theme is cool Halloween costumes.
I hope they still make these by the time I’m thin.