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niyamarieh · 5 years
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have a tendency to take showers whenever i feel particularly bad e if i give in right now im gonna be hitting 3 showers in one day.
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sningo-prompts · 2 years
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Ok but what if Ingo accidentally ate something his particular breed of Sneasel can’t. Like maybe for the regular breed it’s fine and Emmet didn’t think anything of it but… Hisuian Sneasels don’t share the same immunities as Johtoian Sneasels, they are quite literally an extinct breed of sneasel for a reason and probably didn’t adapt a tolerance for things a normal sneasel would have, like certain types of food that are poisonous or unhealthy to certain breeds of dogs that others that have developed a tolerance for.
I couldnt think of what he could have a reaction to so im just gonna not fill that in (if i had to pick something i was gonna pick raisins they casue kidney failure in dogs but i dont want to make it too serious sooooo)
Ok so hi writing liz here. I spent like so long on writing the set up. Its 3:22am and im still writing the set up. Ok i had a thought of taking the whole thing out and just writing the key points here then making a full post for what i have. Yea im gonna do that but im gonna leave this note here.
Another note. Its 4:05 and i just realised i wrote this whole thing for food poisoning instead of allergy. Sorry im having a spout of food poisoning myself at the moment so its just on the brain. Damn you local dominos.
Ok so key points only LETS GOO
Ingo tried to hide it from Emmet. Emmet does a lot for Ingo now and Ingo feels bad about it. He used to take care of Emmet.
I headcanon Ingo cooked for them and Emmet sucks at it.
Emmet knows Ingo feels bad about not being able to take care of Emmet, let alone himself, so Emmet has to keep a closer eye on Ingo since he wont tell him if something is wrong. So you just get Ingo poorly hiding his pain/sickness and Emmet hyper aware of Ingos state.
Im gonna say it gets pretty bad. Like Ingo is awake halfway throught the night stubbornly trying to tuff it out when hes just like “yea no something is very wrong i need help” so he goes to wake up Emmet, who is totally awake and totally wasnt about to drag Ingo to a pokemon center in the next five minutes. Emmet rushes him down and finds out its food poisoning. Which Emmet is completely surprised about because he researched everything Sneasels can and cant eat. He picked that food because it was supposed to be safe damn it. The nurse suggested maybe its because his typing is different.
Oh side note Emmet pretending Ingo is just his pokemon drives him up the wall. He hates making his brother feel like a lesser being.
Anyway Ingo has a good three days of recovery ahead of him. Hes tired. Hes in pain. Hes dehydrated. Hes shaky. And he cant keep anything in his stomach.
Now i have given myself food poisoning many many times (im banned from cooking chicken at 3am now) so i know it just sucks. No you arent leaving the house dont bother. You ate too weak to try probably. Drinking lots and lots of water feels like its doing nothing but doctors say it helps so *shrug* do it. It hardly matters what you eat it isnt staying long. Vomiting is the worst. Though tbh my stomach has serious acid lvl problems soooo idk i might be a bad example for how bad vomits should burn. Dehydration adds a lot of the symptoms tbh. If you share a bathroom with someone rip them, because you live in there now. Ok again im a bad example because i pretty much live in the bathroom as is. I shower when im sick. Like a lot. If im sick then i spends hours in there. At least if i have to vom im in the shower ya know. Idk. I should when i write these posts mostly.
So Emmet is going to take his normal levels of peotection of Ingo and dial them up to 11. He feels at fault for this after all. Ingo is too weak to shove his brother off right now. Emmet isnt going to work at all till Ingo is in full health again thats for sure. Queue sofa living. Emmet only left the house to go to the store to buy sports drinks and oatmeal. Maybe banana or two as well. You may think these are weird choices but trust me fam you dont want anything else. The sports drink gonna help with the dehydration and the oatmeal/bananas help keep your stomach in less of a mess. That is once you get to eat. When going through the main symptoms Ingo cant reslly eat or drink anything without making himself worse. Emmet hates it. I mean so does Ingo but duh. Seeing his brother in pain again is something Emmet never wanted to do. But its worse this time. He blames himself for his mistake. Even though there was literally no way for him to know, wel talking it over with Ingo but he thought he had it covered. Queue Ingo trying to comfort Emmet while sick making Emmet feel worse. I saw a headcanon that Emmet stress cleans so the whole time hes not by Ingos side hes cleaning something.
Once Ingo finds out what had been going on he can help keep his diet in order. He knows what hisuin sneasels can and cant eat after all. But thats not till everything is said and done.
Ok its 4:21am im done i got nothin else for this one. I do have like the other post in the works but my phone is at 4% so its gonna have to wait. Sorry i missed the allergy thingy. I dont have many food related ones. I assume Emmet gets worse off for stress because food allergies are crazy bad news. Your throat swells. You cant breathe. Oh Ingo could have died. Yea Emmet isnt good
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borderlinebastard · 3 years
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yes i would like to know your schedule! i have so much trouble with sleeping, i fluctuate between too much and too little and i can never sleep at the hours that i actually want to
A guide to being Borderlinebastard for a day:
6am: wake up to take meds then snooze for a bit (I can't eat for two hours after taking them)
7am: read the news on my phone or go for a shower, make a list of things to do today, and get changed
8am: make breakfast (an omelette with fruit) and do the dishes straight after, brush teeth
9am: 20-40 minute walk
10am: do some chores (like taking out the bins, hoovering, laundry) while listening to a podcast
11am: meditate for 15-30 minutes, 11.30am on Mondays I have therapy now so meditating is good for a) thinking of what I want to talk about and b) relaxing before talking about triggering stuff. This would be a good time for a hobby but I've been struggling to find one.
12.30pm: make lunch (chicken salad and some snacks I have lying around) and do dishes, take vitamin D (the UK isn't that sunny atm) and my other med that needs to be taken with food
The afternoons are usually very chill because a) I get tired and b) I don't have much to do lol and I just go online (also leaves room for appointments or if I want to go see my friend or going grocery shopping), but I go for a walk around 3-4pm so I don't end up trying to nap. I find it hard to do chores by this time of day so if I have anything that needs done, make a note for tomorrow
5 or 7pm is dinner (varies but tuna mayo with sweetcorn and pasta or beef stew is an example)
10.30pm: turning off my laptop, brushing my teeth, getting ready for bed. (And I fall asleep pretty quickly after what felt like a long day! Sometimes I've woken up at 2-3am but I just go to the bathroom then go back to bed
So thats the schedule I'm trying to stick with (its only been a week since I started) because before this: I straight up just went on my laptop from the moment I woke up till bedtime (which could be 2am, or 7am...). So this is progress to me. There's a lot of gaps because I need them. Everyone's will be different considering they might have work or school or other responsibilities (or feel capable of doing more/less).
On the days I don't feel well and sleep in too long I shorten the schedule to:
Easy Breakfast (cereal bar)
Taking meds and Brushing teeth
Meditating
Lunch (same as usual or a ready meal)
Dinner (anything but takeaway, because it makes me sluggish and will likely set me off on a binge-fest for the rest of the week)
I go to bed earlier, because obviously my body/mind is tired, so hopefully tomorrow won't be the same.
I've been thinking of changing the weekend to the mini schedule so that I have more energy on the weekdays, its a work in progress.
You'll always have the next day or week to start fresh! So far I haven't had two sick days in a row because I start to miss the routine quickly. If you're trying to follow this schedule, it'll take a while to get used to it. I had a lot of back pain and blisters when I started walking but they mostly went away after a few days :)
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caps-lockdown · 4 years
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3 AM
Hello lovelies here is my entry for @justkendings 1K challenge! If ya’ll couldn’t tell I’m trying to branch out and try some writing challenges this year.
Prompts were “Dude. It’s 3 in the morning.” and “I don’t suppose you’ve got a blowtorch around here?”
Thoughts are in italics. It’s also my first time writing a complete AU so be kind. Alright here we go!
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader Modern Neighbor AU
Words: 6,310 HOLY CRIPES THIS GOT AWAY FROM ME
Warnings: Swear words, booze and tons of fluff. Some crude humor. Tony, Bucky, and Sam being impatient and grumpy.
Summary: You’re a Nanny by day and a diner waitress by night. Steve is a first responder who gets off late. You both live in the same apartment building. Insert cavity inducing meet cute here.
It’s in Y/N Y/L/N format. I own nothing but my mistakes/no beta.
A/N: I imagined this like an episode of Friends, so I took a couple of lines from the show as little Easter Eggs, lemme know if you find them. And also know I don’t own friends but I’m super obsessed and what can I say? No one told me life was gonna be this way.
Enjoy!
Saturday, 3 AM
You were certain you were going to fall asleep standing up. The elevator creaked to a stop on the 23rd floor of your apartment building and you zombie dragged your body down the hall. 1-A and screaming kids? Nope. Five-B complete with another wannabe Broadway superstar warming up their vocals to Britney Spears? You live in New York city. There’s one on every floor. You looked across the hallway when you reached your door at 3-C where 7-D sat. You’ve lived here for almost two years and have never met the inhabitants of the two bedroom across from your two bedroom. Not that you had tons of time. You were a Nanny during the day most days, and on nights like tonight you worked at a Diner.
Almost there. You could hear the siren call of your bed, a tired smile at the thought of a hot shower for your screaming feet spreading across your face as you lazily jammed your key ring into the door. You glanced at your wrist watch.
2:50 AM
Your shift at the diner aptly named “The Night Owl” had run a tad bit on the long side tonight, a gaggle of high school theater kids flooding your tables at the tail end of your shift. They were riding the high of their opening night of “Footloose”, demanding cheese fries, milkshakes, and whatever amount of Marge’s meatloaf was remaining from the day. You brushed off a piece of the aforementioned dinner special from your apron, slowly pushing the door open. Not that your attempt to be quiet did any good, the tell tale squeaking of the ancient hinges announcing your nearly KO’d arrival.
Sam was in the living room in less than a minute after you shut the door, a slightly grumpy look on his face.
“Long night?”
“Almost thirty teenagers Sam,” You fell into the overstuffed recliner, reaching to take off your sneakers when there was a soft knock at your door. “Shit, I hope I didn’t wake the neighbors.”
“Relax Y/N, I got this.” Sam walked his own groggy body to the door, looking into the peephole before shaking his head and opening the door with another loud squeak.
You leaned to catch a sight of the person, your heart momentarily stopping as your gaze fell upon the most perfect looking man you had ever seen. Please let him be a neighbor.
Blonde hair sat messily atop his head, still slightly damp from a shower that you no doubt wished you could have been a fly on a wall for. If the tight blue t-shirt that was one flex away from ripping off this walking Adonis was any indication, you would have happily offered to hold the loofa for him too.
“I am so sorry to bother you at this hour. I live right across the hall, in 7-D and I was wondering if I could borrow a cup and a half of sugar from you?”
Sam stared at him, his face void of any emotion. “Sugar? Seriously?”
“Yea you see it’s a coworker, a friend really, birthday tomorrow and I said I would make a cake for him, but ah…I forgot to buy sugar before my shift. I’m a first responder and so when I got off work everything was closed. So you see I heard your door open and thought if I could ask you before you went to bed then I had a decent chance.”
Sam’s face remained stoic. “Dude. It’s 3 in the morning.”
“Actually it’s 2:58,” You replied coolly, pulling your roommate back and replacing him. “A cup and a half of sugar is no problem at all. Give us two shakes, k?”
“Thank you SO much,” The tall drink of water gushed, you giving him a small and peppy “No problem!” before making your way to your kitchen. You always managed to keep extra essentials in the pantry, your fingers easily finding your spare bag of sugar, taking note of the half full open one. “Go back to bed Sam, I’ll handle it.”
“Be careful Y/N, I’ve seen this horror movie before.” Sam warned with a wary look at the man before walking into his room and shutting the door with a THUD.
You handed the full bag of sugar to the man, enjoying the warmth from his hands as they brushed yours. “Sorry about him, it’s way past his bedtime.”
“Your boyfriend was right to be grumpy. It’s stupid early.” You chuckled, “What? Did I say something funny?”
“Sam isn’t my boyfriend, he’s my roommate. Truth be told most of the time I want to kill him. I imagine that would be multiplied ten-fold if we were actually dating.”
“I understand.” He shuffled his slipper clad feet on the floor for a moment before snapping his eyes to yours. “Uh thanks for the…the sugar. I only needed…”
“We have plenty, and I hate measuring things at 3 in the morning.”
“Actually it’s, “He checked his cell phone, “3:14”
Cheeky. “Then you better get to baking that cake then huh?” You smiled at his flustered appearance when he hastily nodded,
“Right, thanks again!”He turned to walk into his own open doorway. A dark haired man with a goatee you hadn’t noticed before stood in a gold and red bathrobe, trying to get a look at you around his brick shithouse built dwelling mate. Probably his partner. Damn it all. You shut the door with a defeated sigh. Figures.
The door to Steve and Tony’s apartment had the terrible habit of slamming shut, the hinges like its neighbor shot but in different ways. This morning was no different. SLAM
Steve nodded to his roommate after throwing the lock.
“Who’s the babe?” Tony asked, mischief floating in his eyes as Steve fought the urge to roll his own into the back of his head.
“Obviously our neighbor Tony. She was kind enough to lend me some sugar to bake Bucky’s cake.” He held up the bag for emphasis. “See?”
“Well shit Steve if you just wanted some sugar all you had to do was ask…” Steve fake gagged as he walked past his roommate, the older man throwing his hand to his chest in mock hurt. “What I just don’t do it for you anymore? You gotta go get your sugar from other women now? Am I not enough?!”
“There is too much to unpack there Ton, so please, for the love of everything holy, just go to bed.”
“Fine. But don’t expect me to wait up for your cheatin ass!”Steve pinched the bridge of his nose as Tony swayed his hips back into his room, “Next time ya see her, get her number for me?”
“Fat chance asshole, I saw her first.” Steve waved off his roommate sticking out his tongue before Tony shut the door, shaking his head and redirecting his focus to the task at hand.
It was going to be a long morning.
Saturday, 1 PM
“RISE AND SHINE YOU BEAUTIFUL MESS!”
You groaned, rubbing the sleep from your eyes as you sat up in the living room. How had you fallen asleep on the couch? And when did you fall asleep on the couch? You reached for the outstretched coffee cup Sam handed you, the hot green tea sloshing in its container as you brought it to your mouth. “I see you watched the season finale of QVC. Worth the hype?”
Your middle finger was met with a pained expression, “Oh Y/N, that is obscenely un-ladylike. What would your poor mother think?”
“Well she’s been dead seventeen years Sam, so I imagine not a thing.” You smiled tightlipped at your roommate who shook his head.
“Ya always gotta play the dead mom card?”
“Hmm that depends,” You spoke to the screen in front of you, “You gonna keep wearing too tight tee shirts and pants in a last ditch effort to get a girlfriend?”
“You wound me my lady. You cut me so deep just now.”
“Whatever, don’t you have work?” Your eyebrow raised when he shook his head.
“Nah foreman gave us the weekend off since we’re ahead of schedule. Don’t you got the kids today? Or the Owl?”
“Nope I don’t got either til Monday. I’m taking the kids to the Zoo when they get back from their family reunion.” You chuckled into your cup, “I’ve actually missed the little fuckers.”
“Well you have been their nanny for the last three years. What’re ya gonna do when they’re grown?”
“Sidney isn’t even in middle school yet Sam cut me a break. I got another four years, easy.”
 “Well what should we do with our new free time?”
“How about we go to the park? Grab some lunch, enjoy the sunshine. Tonight we can binge Golden Girls and drink way too much wine and order take out? My treat?” Sam seemed to ponder for a minute before nodding,
“For once you actually know what you want so who am I to say no?” You threw a pillow at him from the couch which he dodged with ease.
“Gotta be faster than…”
The second pillow didn’t miss as you squealed and ran to your room to get ready.
~~Meanwhile in 7-D~~
“No…too corny…no….not corny enough…”
Steve rubbed the back of his neck, a pile of sticky notes in a crumbled heap next to his desk. Writing a simple thank you note to your neighbor shouldn’t be this hard. It wouldn’t be, if you hadn’t been so incredibly attractive that he forgot to human. He never even introduced himself! He didn’t even ask your name! Tony said to cut himself some slack because it had been so early but Steve’s ma would hang him out to dry if she knew he had been knocking on some beautiful woman’s door at 3am.
He needed a nap.
The cake was baked and already frosted, sitting pretty ready for the big night tonight. He had used some of the sugar to make a nice coffee butter cream to ice the dark chocolate cake. Steve was super thankful you had given him the whole bag, or else Bucky would have gotten an unfrosted, sad cake. That would have definitely demoted him from “Best friend status”.
As if on cue his phone vibrated with a text message from his now a year older friend in a group chat for tonight.
Get some sleep old man, we got a long night tonight. –B
Yea yea I’m goin, sucks I have to sleep during this beautiful day though –S
This weather is freaking weird. Nearly sixty in MARCH? –B
Yea and global warming isn’t real. >.> –T
On that note I’m passing out, still on for 7?-S
Yep-B
Correct, sleep well boo thang! See you soon! Have sweet dreams of me! XoXo-T
How can I when you’re a living nightmare?-S
Steve rubbed his eyes, slapping his last written sticky note on the new bag of sugar before going to his room and passing out for a few hours.
Saturday, 6:30 PM
You and Sam had a lovely time walking central park, stopping at your favorite pizza place for lunch and just spending time catching up. You’ve been best friends since high school, and with both of you being on such odd hours most days it had become pretty difficult to enjoy the moments in between. The two of you were laughing your asses off as you made your way to your door, six bottles of wine swinging in bags at your sides.
Tonight was going to be exactly what you both needed.
Sam looked down when you nearly tripped over a block on something outside your door, “What the hell?”
You lowered yours to the floor, where a new bag of sugar sat, along with an attached sticky note. Thanks again for the sugar, Sugar.  The cake is sure to be a big hit. -Steve
You beamed as Sam reached down to pick it off the floor. “Looks like 7-D has got a sweet spot for you.”
“Oh Sam shaddup.” You groaned, shutting the door behind him. “He’s just being nice.”
“Yea sure, you gonna ask mister Sweet tooth out?”
“We both know I never will Sam, I’m too nervous about that kind of thing.” A defeated sigh left you as you sat back down on the couch and began setting up for the evening, “’sides, I think he’s batting for the same team. A very handsome man was waiting for him this morning.”
“Oh honey I’m sorry but there is a chance he’s like a screen door in a hurricane?” You tilted your head in confusion when he grinned, “Swings both ways? He assumed we were dating, so why should you assume they are?”
“Because they’d be the cutest couple in the whole damn building?” You laughed bitterly, setting the remote down on the table while the opening credits started playing. “Now will you call out for Thai already? All the wine shopping made me a starving Marvin.”
“You got it dude!” Sam agreed, hopping over the couch with a loud “WOOHOO” and landing next to you, picking up one of the many take out menus on the coffee table. “Usual spot or we looking to be adventurous this evening?”
“I so don’t have the strength for new tonight Sam, you know what I like.”
Sam saluted you before pulling out his phone, you turning down the volume as he ordered food.
Yea, exactly what you needed.
Sunday, 3 AM
“Sam….Sammy….” You whined, holding the broken corkscrew in a tipsy sadness. This was my favorite wine opener.
“Aww man, that was my favorite wine opener!” Sam echoed your thoughts, both of you giving your old friend a moment of silence before you ceremoniously dropped it into the trashcan.
“Our only wine opener.” You said with a sigh. Sam followed suit.
“What now? We still have two bottles to go through!”
Your eyes widened at your bright idea, rushing for the door as fast as your wine-soaked body could carry you and throwing the door open. You winced at the loud creak, hoping one day you’d remember to WD-40 the hinges. Your smile dropped when no one answered the door across the hall, turning back to Sam with a disappointed shrug. “No one home. I guess we’ll have to quit while we’re ahead.”
“That’s quittin talk!” Sam slurred, using the doorframe as a post, drifting off into thought as to how you could obtain a new corkscrew at this hour.
That’s when you heard it. An obnoxious laugh flooding the hall from the elevator, followed by loud, fumbling footsteps and a lot of cuss words.
“Jesus…Bucky…You’re such a damn lightweight anymore…What…what happened to you?” You recognized the brunette from earlier this morning, the blond god helping him hold up a dark haired man as they made their way towards their door. “Oh great and now the hot girl in 3-C is standing outside our door and we look like shit. Thanks Barnes.”
You took in their scraped and slightly bloodied appearance with a shocked expression, Sam wrinkling his nose at the smell of blood. “You guys look terrible. Rough night?”
The other half of 7-D winced when you stared at him, “We’ve been in worse scraps than this. But yeah, wasn’t exactly a walk in the park.” He gave you a soft, split lip smile. “What can I do for you beautiful?”
Your face burned up at the compliment, although you were positive the wine wasn’t helping matters. “Do….dddo you have a corkscrew? Ours broke.” You stammered, and followed it with a “What happened to you three?”
“Oh you know how birthdays parties and booze go.” Steve gave massive side eye to the man in the middle, “Someone didn’t want to share his cake I made him, sadly the rest is history.”
The drunk man in question had the good sense to look somewhat guilty as he sloppily threw his head up to look at the man, “JAMES DOESN’T SHARE FOOD!” He affirmed in a loud voice before dragging his gaze to you, his eyes widening in surprise. “Damn you…you weren’kidding Steve….she IS a babe.” The man attempted to wink at you with a black eye, you shaking your head at the absurdity of it all. “My….my name’s James but everyonecallsme Bucky. But you….you can callmewhatever you want sweets….”
“Alright Pal, let’s get your dumbass inside.” Steve gritted out with a clenched jaw as you darted out of the way. “And we got a couple corkscrews, so you can borrow one, no problem.”
“I got a screw she can have…” Tony muttered, barely missing 7-D’s free arm, letting go of Barnes in the process. He landed face first on the floor with a wham.
”YoU….YOu…ASShole!” Bucky spat angrily into the floor, trying in vain to pick himself up, “What…whatthefuck did I EVER do to you?!”
Tony scoffed, “Please, you want the short list or the long list?”
Laughter bubbled out of you and Sam while the blond quickly went into the kitchen and dug through drawers. He was back in a flash, holding out a wine opener that looked…
“That’s the same one we had!” You laughed, taking it from him while running your fingers over his as he released it with a small shudder. “You’re a life saver Steve!”
“I do what I can,” He replied with a chuckle.
“Hereally is a… lifesaver sweet thang.” Bucky said and you looked down to see he had managed to roll himself over in his inebriated state, staring at the two of you with a dreamy expression, “You two….wouldmakegreatlooking babies.”
“And I think that’s our cue.” Sam said with a tight lipped smile. “Thanks again dude, we’ll get this back to you ASAP.” You didn’t hold back your disappointment when the blond nodded.
“Take your time, and don’t mention it.” He looked at you, blue eyes making you want to drown in them, “Have a good night 3-C.”
“You…you too Steve.” You managed to get out before being dragged out of the doorway by your roommate. You stared at him when he shut the door and threw the lock, walking over to the unopened bottle with newfound purpose. “What the hell was that about?” You jumped slightly when the door across the hall slammed shut.
“They were making me nervous Y/N, I don’t like the way they all talked to you.”
“Steve isn’t like the others Sam, you need to stop being so overprotective.”
“That Bucky dude was one sentence away from getting a second black eye.”
“You’re a big baby. Now get to pouring that wine! I gotta see what Dorothy was going to say to Blanche!”
“Yes ma’am.” Sam rolled his eyes before uncorking the bottle. “Anything else ma’am?”
You had already hit resume on the t.v, grabbing a handful of stale popcorn and throwing most of it in your mouth, making a face at the pieces that fell to the floor. You wasted no time snatching the glass from him before the two of you sat on the couch, continuing your binge.
~~Meanwhile~~
“You NEED to ask her out Stevie!” Tony whined, holding the ice pack to his head. Steve shook his head, throwing Bucky a bag of frozen peas. Which he didn’t catch. Steve should have figured as much.
“I don’t NEED to do anything Tony. So shaddup already.” He warned, Bucky cocking his head in confusion.
“Why not? You said she ain’t dating her roomie right?”
“Doesn’t mean she ain’t seeing anyone else.” He admonished, getting really tired of his friends poking their noses into his personal life. Again
“What do you have to lose if she is? She’s insanely hot dude, at least get on a first name basis with her!”
He still hadn’t gotten your name. Shit.
“Alright mister Casanova, and just how do you suggest I do that?”
“Go ask to borrow something.” Bucky suggested, a little more sober than he had been a couple hours ago. Which wasn’t much, but any progress is progress.
Steve pulled a face, “You’re an idiot.”
“But I’m your idiot.” He smiled brightly, standing to stretch and accidentally knocking off the hideous “Better latte than never” coffee mug Steve had been too nice to throw away. He had gotten it as a gift, the eyesore coming from a female patient whose life he had saved a couple years ago. It was a nice thought, but the bright green and hot pink polka dots weren’t really his thing. “Oh no! Whatever shall we do!”
“You dick!” Tony glared, pointing to the shards of ceramic that littered the cheap hardwood floors, “We haven’t bought a new dustpan yet!”
Bucky tapped his temple, pointing to the door. “Looks like you’ll have to ask the hot neighbor.”
Steve checked his phone. 4:30 AM “No way, it’s too fucking early.”
“They still might be up.” Bucky shrugged, padding his way to the door and opening it with a dramatic flourish. He cupped his ear, leaning into the hallway. Steve heard your giggle fit from the other side of the hall, small smile creeping its way over his lips. How Fortuitous. “Could I be anymore right?”
“Alright you win this round.” Steve wiped his face with his arm, careful to avoid his split lip as he walked into the hall, but not before hip checking Bucky. “Jesus I hope she doesn’t think I’m a creep.”
He lightly knocked, hearing a small yelp on the other side followed by a gruff “I swear if it’s 7-D again I’m gonna…”
“Lay off him Sam, he’s hot and has been nothing but sweet. You rather it be the bitchy land…”
Steve jumped back when you pulled the door open, having a bit of difficulty with the new amount of wine you’ve consumed and hanging onto it as the SQQQQUUUUUEAAAK made you wince. You really needed to get that fixed. “Steve, hi…your ears burning? We were just talking about you!”
Apparently you couldn’t whisper when you were drunk. Steve found it adorable.
“No I uh, didn’t hear a thing. I got a weird question.”
“I got a weird answer.” You deadpanned, right before erupting into a fit of giggles. “Shoot”
“You got a dustpan? Bucky broke a mug and we haven’t had a chance to get a new one since the stove incident a few months back.”
You stared at him, eyes wide. “How do you leave a dustpan on a stove?”
“Hangover Breakfast.”
“Ah. Say no more. You wanna step in for a sec?”
“Uh yea, sure.” Steve stepped into your space and immediately felt like he was home. All of the décor on the walls, the perfectly coordinated knick knacks. Hell even your curtains matched.  It was an elegant take on pastels and spring themes. A lovely antique bird cage with flowers hung in the window. Stunning shades of blues and purples covered the furniture and windows, offsetting the gray colors of the couch, chair and tables. “Your space is amazing.”
“Thanks, it’s all Y/N and her HGTV obsession. Thankfully it’s all seasonal.” Sam laughed, emptying his glass. “You want a glass of wine while you wait? She usually doesn’t take long but we’ve had quite a bit to drink and right now I’d bet money she forgot which closet it’s in. We only have the one but her drunk brain sucks ass.” As if on cue the two men twisted their heads at the sound of you clamoring through the small closet.
“Nah I’ll pass. I’ve had more than enough for tonight. Thanks though.”
“I FOUND IT!” You emerged from the depths of Narnia, hair a mess and shirt rumpled holding a bright pink dustpan. The guys won’t him live that down, he could already hear them now. As if reading his thoughts you offered an apologetic smile, “Sorry bout the color.”
“It’s fine, you’re an absolute angel. Thank you.”
“Hey anytime, you’re quitelovelytolookat.” You got out in one long breath, eyes wide as you hoped he didn’t catch all of that. Wine made your sober thoughts flow out of your mouth a lot easier, which was always embarrassing.
“You’re quite attractive too Y/N.” Your eyes remained wide as you stared in panic.
“How did you…”
“Easy there no need to freak out, I’m not a stalker.” Steve chuckled, throwing his now dustpan clad hands in defense. “Sam told me. Like two minutes ago.” You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding, Sam rolling his eyes. This was so cute he wanted to puke. “Well I should get back to the guys before they figure out a way to burn the building down.”
“Right…” You gave a half smile, careful to get a good eyeful of his perfect ass as he left. The door shut with a loud creak. “He’s really cute Sam.” Sam made a face when his door slammed.
“Then do what NORMAL people do and, “He gripped your shoulders, giggles falling out of you as he gently shook you with every word, “Ask. Him out!”
“I barely know him Sam.”
“That what dates are for. Although with your track record you might as well just ask to borrow something after an hour. “
And with Sam’s brilliant idea lodged in your head you decided to do just that.
5:30 AM
Crreeeeeak
Your slightly less than sober self tiptoed into the hall, attempting to listen to the guys arguing over movies before knocking on the door. Steve answered the door in record time.
“Whatcha need Sweetheart?”
“You got any extra bags of popcorn? We’re out.”
“Sure thing, hang on.” You accepted the bags gratefully. “Anything else?”
“Favorite color?”
“Blue.”
“Blue….ok bye!”
“Bye”
Slam
Creeeeeeeak
6:30 AM
Slam
Knock
Your turn to open the door with a Creeeeeak
“Yes?”
“You got an iron?” Steve asked sheepishly, Tony, being slightly annoyed at the interruption of movie time poked his head into the hall.
“Why do you need an Iron? We have an Iron! I’m the Iron Man in this apartment!”
“She might have one not covered in cheese grease.” Steve said pointedly, Bucky looking guilty from opposite of Tony.
“That happened one time months ago! I bet it still works fine!” You gave the men a sympathetic glance.
Steve looked pleadingly at you. “Please.” You nodded, walking past a slightly irked and sleepy Sam to dig through the closet, returning promptly with an iron. “Thanks Doll, what’s your favorite movie?”
“Casablanca. You?”
“Pride and prejudice…” Your heart melted for .5 seconds before he quickly added “And Zombies.”
“Gotcha. Well, have a good morning. “
“Yea you too Y/N.”
Creeeeaaaak
Slam
7:30 AM
Creeeeeak
Knock Knock
Steve rubbed at his eyes before perking up at the sight of you in pjs, sleepy look on your own face as well.
“I don’t suppose you’ve got a blowtorch around here?” You asked casually.
Steve looked stunned. “Uh….One, should I be concerned for Sam’s well being?” You quickly shook your head. “Alright…Two, why do you need a blowtorch?”
“Crème Brulee” You laughed at his reaction, his eyebrows so far into his hairline they almost got lost into his hair. An exaggeration on your part but it was still definitely a sight. “Relax, I’m mostly sober. Just hungry.”
“There is no way your custard could have set by now.”
He noticed how you looked impressed before shrugging as if it were nothing, “It has when you own a blast chiller. Being employed by two world renowned chefs has its perks.”
“I guess. Hang on.” You managed to catch a glimpse of Tony and Bucky partially glaring at you from the living room.
“I’m not keeping you guys up am I?”
“Only meant to go to bed four hours ago.” Tony snapped before grinning, “But if you come in and cuddle with me til I fall asleep I’ll consider us even.” He winked and you felt slightly self conscious for standing in a doorway in a tank top and shorts.  
“Tony, go to bed. No one is keeping you out here.” Steve tossed across his shoulder before handing you the handheld heat device. “One blowtorch. “
“Thanks Steve. Want me to bring you some?” You asked innocently, cradling the blowtorch like a newborn. Bucky cleared his throat. “I think Tony and I deserve some for putting up with you two all night.” You gave a deep sigh before nodding slowly.
“Done. I did plan on bringing you some anyway, for being so nice to me. And like a belated birthday present.” Bucky’s eyes almost bulged out of his head, whipping it over to Steve at such a speed you thought it would pop off and get carried out of the window.
“If you don’t marry her I call dibs.” You held up a finger before heading back to your apartment, the door being left open for the simple fact that Sam had threatened to smother you. His hangover was coming in hot, and he was always so cranky when he had one. You put the finishing touches on the small ramekins, using the blowtorch with skilled hands. The parents of the kids you sat most of the week had taught you a thing or two after all. You carefully set them on a tray and along with a French press of fresh coffee, bridged the gap between your two doors once more.
You set the tray down on the coffee table in front of three sets of hungry eyes. “I hope you like it!” You said cheerfully, taking a minute to soak in the childlike wonder that graced the three men’s faces. They took no time digging into the confection, Bucky and Tony making nearly identical moans at their first spoonful.
“I take back all the bad things I was thinking about you.” Tony got out before moaning again, “This stuff should be illegal.” You shook your head, slowly backtracking through the door.
“I’m glad, but I should be trying to sleep now. I hope you all have a goodnight…I mean morning.” You rushed back to your apartment with a loud crrreeeeeaaaak.
“She’s perfect.” Steve gushed after nearly inhaling his dessert.
“If only you had remembered to ask her out.” Tony muffled out, going to town on licking the inside of the small bowl as if there were any stray pieces of burnt sugar remaining. “Now it looks like I’m going to have to. Really have to twist my arm.”
Steve looked at your closed door in disappointment. “Shit.”
8:00 AM
Slam
Steve raised his hand, waiting a moment to knock. He’d been an annoying asshole all night to his roommates, not to mention yours. He should just call it a night but he desperately needed to ask you out before he lost his nerve. And before Tony had a chance to. He lightly rapped on the door, holding his breath while the door creaked open. But you didn’t answer.
One extremely pissed off and extremely hungover Sam Wilson did.
“Someone better be dying 7-D.”
“Oh uh no…sorry I was uh…” Steve trailed off, looking for a way to cover his ass from the obvious wrath coming his way. “Spit it out I don’t have all day.” Sam warned, tapping his foot impatiently.
“DoyouhaveablenderIcouldborrow?” Steve shot out, the mumbled jumbled mess making Sam quirk a brow, crossing his arms.
“Come again?”
“Sorry, “ Steve cleared his throat before starting again, “Do you have a blender I can borrow? For Bloody Marys? The guys are gonna have a wicked hangover and I thought I’d be nice and make them when they wake up.”
“A blender seems like the exact opposite of what they need with a hangover  but what the hell. If it gets you out of my hair.“ Sam sighed, rubbing his eyes, “Hang on.” It took Sam ten seconds to retrieve the contraption and all of its matching parts. Steve would have been impressed, if he hadn’t felt so bad.
“One blender. Now let me die in peace.”
“Thanks…?” “Sam. Sam Wilson.”
“Sam.” Steve tried the name on for size with a wide smile. “Nice name.”
“Don’t push your luck Steve, Y/N may have fallen for that pretty boy crap but I sure as shit won’t.”
“I don’t suppose you two will want a Bloody Mary later?”
The door was already closing, Sam speaking into the shrinking crack with indifference. “Not unless it’s made out of sleep. Goodnight 7-D”
Steve thought his was the only door in the hallway that could slam.
Sunday, 3PM
“Y/N we need more toilet paper!” Sam called from the closet next to the bathroom, you hastily scribbling the words down on a post it note before grabbing your keys.
“I’m on it! If you think of anything else, text me!” You rushed out the door, not noticing you had forgotten to grab your apartment keys on the counter. You always carried two separate key rings, in the highly likely scenario of someone trying to mug you. Sam looked at them, wheels beginning to turn.
~~In 7-D~~
“I’m going out to get some celery!” Steve called, grabbing his keys and slipping on some worn sneakers, “If you need anything just message me!” Slam
“Today’s the day I change the locks.” Tony said confidently, retreating to his room briefly to grab the new set. He had been waiting for both of them to be home, but with the way Steve had been with Y/N all night he had a score to settle. Groaning at the sound of the trash man outside he pressed the once frozen bag of carrots to his head, walking out and past a comatose Bucky on the couch. Tony glared. Asshole can sleep through anything.
He was counting on it.
4:15pm
You were extremely concerned when you reached the apartment building and realized you forgotten your keys, temporary panic set in before you remembered two things.
One, Sam was still home.
And two, he was a light sleeper.
You practically sprinted down the hall, paying no mind to the tall blond that was slapped against his own door in defeat, random items along either side of the doorway. As you neared your own door you noticed a small pile of items had migrated outside as well, a bright orange sticky note attached to the oak door.
“They’ve locked us out.” Steve said with a groan, bag holding celery and coffee hitting the ground with an unimpressed thud. “They’re punishing us for this morning.”
“No way!” You bit out, knocking on the door angrily, “Wilma! Open this retched door if you ever want to take a shit again!” You looked down at the ground, finally acknowledging the objects. “What the hell is all of this?”
“It the things we borrowed from each other last night.” Came the blonde’s response, you recognizing the bright pink dust pan, French press, and Iron. Among other things he had asked for in the early hours.
“When did you borrow my blender?” You asked pointedly, noticing how Steve’s face turned a slight pink.
“This morning. I got Sam.” You mouth made a perfect O shape, taking the sticky note off the door. What he said-Sam
“This note makes no sense.” You whispered, scratching the crown of your head, looking up to Steve to see his blush deepen. “What’s this about?”
“Uh….here.” He handed you his own crumpled up note.
You can come in when you’ve grown a pair and asked her out –Tony
“Oh.” You stared at the note, shifting your weight from foot to foot while your hallway partner studied your face as if it was the first time meeting you. He jumped in surprise when you looked up again at him with a beaming smile, “Well how about lunch?”
“You’re not hungover?” He asked curiously, you scoffed.
“Please, I’m no rookie.”
“Lunch sounds great Y/N,” Steve beamed his own mega watt smile your way and held out his arm, “You ever been to Kay’s?”
“I looove Kay’s!” You gushed, grabbing his hand and dragging him down the hall, but not before yelling loudly. “IT’S A DATE! NOW YOU GUYS CAN PUT OUR STUFF BACK!”
The three men were happy to do it, thankful for some more peace and quiet. Even if only temporarily.
Six Months Later, 3 AM
Crreeeeaaaak
“God damnit.”
Your eyes shot open to the sound of your apartment door opening, waiting for the infernal door to scream in protest before it was shut. But that never came. Instead the sound of power tools and more cussing filled the air for a few moments before the sound of rattling metal and plastic containers flooded your ears. Curious, you threw on some slippers and opened your door, walking into the living room.
Your heart fluttered at the sight of Steve Rogers replacing your door hinges.
“Good morning handsome.” You called, walking up behind him and wrapping your arms around his solid middle, “You’re busy this morning. Long shift?”
“Nothing major, “ Steve moved so his arm came to rest around your side, “figured it was time we got this fixed. Especially since I live here now.”
“My hero,” You snarked, “whatever would I do without you?”
He snickered, “Probably kill Sam by now.”
“Yup.” You grinned when he let out a loud bark of laughter, “And now it’s just another thing you can hold over him when you see him and Tony this afternoon for brunch.”
“Copy that. Their apartment or ours this time?”He questioned, itching to get his hands on you.
“Theirs. So we have plenty of tim..”  He gripped you tight and cut you off with a kiss, you responding immediately. Steve sighed and picked you up effortlessly while you wrapped your legs around him. He pushed the door shut and tossed the lock over with ease, walking both of you back to your room.
Both doors closed with a soft click.
The end.
Tagging: @kaytizzle @giggleberts @cuffski @pies-wands-and-more
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okay it’s so random, but this is a very short (1.8k worth of words) idea that came to me all of sudden, so - I guess it’s my first Diego fic aye? 🎉
WARNINGS: swearing, bits of ANGST and SMUT (underage please scroll down past this)
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Living in the centre has its moments. Like shops and bus stops nearby, or great apartments. But there any days when you’d rather kill every single one of your nosy neighbours, noisy people on the street and everyone else who comes in your way.
Why? Cause you’ve had a long, tiring day and nothing went as planned, and all you wanted to do was to have a nice long shower, maybe eat some leftovers and go straight to bed to get some well deserved rest.
But no.
Apparently the universe and someone banging at your door at 3am were having other plans.
So you drag your already warmed up, limb body from the bed, and down the hall slowly opening your reddened eyes and cursing under your breath.
“Good fucking riddance! What kind of a blabbering asshole wakes up people in the middle of the goddamn night for no bloody reason!”
The door swings open and you’re met with the most pitiful countenance one could ever expect.
No, not a box of cute puppies but a whole 6 feet of shameless discourtesy. And missed calls.
“Well, well-“
“I’ll explain!”
“- Diego fucking Hargreeves kneeling at my doorstep at dawn. Unexpected, uninvited-“
“_____ please, quiet love. You’re alarm the neighbours.”
“ - AND, dares to give me instructions on what I am supposed to do.”
Your face is the epitome of resignation and anger, a perfectly sour mix of those two. Normally you’d just let him in, check if he’s injured and go back to bed with his arms wrapped safely around your curled up form. But it’s not one of those days.
“What the fuck do you want...” You speak up quieter now, but with just as much of exhaustion in your voice. Your arms crossed over your chest.
“You?”
“Cut the bullshit Hargreeves.”
“I’m sorry okay? If only you’d know you’d understand.” He’s also visibly tired but you can’t let this one slip out.
“Then tell me!”
“Here?” His eyebrows rise in the darkness of the hall as he gestures around himself.
“Yeah, could be here.”
“Can I at least come in?”
You take a deep breath before nodding and stepping back inside to let him pass. As the door closes you can feel his warm hands roaming up your sides but you shimmy out of his grasp scrunching up your nose.
“You smell.”
“Well yeah, I’ve been locked up for 3 days. That’s why I didn’t come earlier.” Your face twists in shock at his words. He’s visibly broken but he still tries to cover the whole story with guilt so you don’t ask further questions. And you just give up.
It’s way too late to continue any of this and you really just wanted to get those extra hours of sleep before your afternoon shift.
You bring your hands to your face to rub circles around your sleep deprived eyes and sigh loudly.
“Never mind. Clean yourself up, I’m going back to sleep.” You exclaim before heading back in direction of your bedroom. He doesn’t move though and you’re too sleepy to notice.
“Love you.” He calls after you, but you wave him off.
Once your body hits the mattress you’re gone. Your limbs mindlessly tangle themselves in the cold sheets, providing a much needed coverage.
When Diego finally turns the water off you’re long asleep. After grabbing a towel he comes to you, but stops mid-step at the door. Your chest is heaving peacefully, lips are slightly parted.
Somehow, in all of this madness, he found that fragile piece of happiness he wasn’t sure he was deserving of. It was you all along, and it took him so much time to realise that. So much that he was ashamed of himself.
Afraid that maybe his presence is making your life even more difficult. But maybe he’ll be able to repay you one day. One day.
But for now it’s still the night, even if the sun is already brightening up the sky, making it appear both orange and grey.
Throwing on a tshirt he climbs up to your side, curling around your sleeping form protectively. He watches your brows as they knit together in a dreamy haze. How your lashes flutter lightly, how the veins on your neck reappear with every intake of air, how your hair frames your face. Soon street lamps turn off and the sun is about to rise. But both of you breathe steadily together, snuggled, safe.
~~~~~
Some noise almost wakes you up around 10am but your brain has more sleeping on its mind. You can’t really protest, you’ve been up all yesterday and that idiot boyfriend of yours had you woken up in the middle of your blissful, undisturbed rest.
Your head and eyes are still heavy with sleep. Still half awake you keep your eyes closed, only covering your face with your arms for another half an hour. Chest raises, lungs are filling with fresh morning air, only you don’t remember leaving your window open.
Warmth spreads from your fingertips to your feet. Until it’s too much and you squirm, tossing and turning on your back before you abruptly come back to your senses.
“Di-Diego?” You stir sitting up on your elbows before your voice turns into a moan. From beneath your lashes you notice the growing smirk forming on his clearly occupied lips. He’s so pleased with himself he doesn’t even bother to answer. His mouth gently sucks on your clit, tongue swipes across your folds in a sweet yet torturously slow manner.
Classic Diego. But no, you can’t even think about it right now, he’s too good at it. Way too good for your liking. He nips, licks, gently bites on your thighs in the meantime leaving blooming, dark marks. You exhale another loud moan which only fuels his movements. It’s slow and sensual yet intense, enough to strike a match within you. And it burns, spreads from your core to your head and wakes all of your senses. You sit up completely and he pulls your legs up, over his shoulders, devouring deeper. Feasting on you.
“Uhh, Di, what’s gotten into you?” He pulls back with exaggerated pop, grinning.
“You.”
You roll your eyes playfully and in a blink of an eye he’s back at it again, sucking on your sensitive nub with newfound vigour. Your head falls back on your shoulders, eyes follow rolling back into your skull. His hair is soft underneath your fingertips when you reach out to tug at the roots encouragingly and he hums sending vibrations through your body. You’re trembling, losing your breath. Soon enough he notices that and adds fingers to stimulate your folds even more as his lips feverishly continue attack on your clit.
And like a bolt of lightning you unravel in front of his eyes, your shoulders tense just for a moment before relaxing as shocks of pleasure take over you. It feels like you’re about to sink into sheets, pillows and everything else. And it’s too much, your arms almost give out threatening to make you collapse.
Your fingers dig into the hair on his scalp and you gently pull him away, your eyes finally locking for longer than few seconds. Talking seems unnecessary so you shift to bring his lips close to your own. He takes the matter into his own hands yet again and climbs up over you to kiss you deeply. How could possibly not love that perfect mouth of his. You can smell yourself on him just as intensely as the soap on his soft skin. It feels so good it might as well be a dream, but it’s not and you pull away breathless.
“You need to shower.”
“Again?!” He whines in a raised voice and you laugh at how petty he looks like this. Like a disappointed puppy.
“Di, you smell like my cum baby. Don’t want you running on the streets smelling like my pussy.”
Your words cause his pout to turn into a toothy grin.
“Maybe I don’t mind smelling like my favourite pussy.” He whispers with that cheeky smirk of his before leaning down to plant a kiss to your sternum.
Smooth fucker.
“Still doesn’t explain this kind of ‘good morning’.” You lower your voice. “... after how harsh I’ve been last night. I didn’t mean that.”
“I know. But I’ve been a dick several times too, so I guess we’re even. Besides, I wanted to make it up to you. And that prison cell was cold and lonely y’know...” Your laughter fills the room and he smiles even wider, only semi-offended. “I mean it! I missed you.”
“You missed my ass, that’s what it is.”
“I missed those too.” He says squeezing your breasts before biting on your nipple through your shirt making you squeal. “And I love to pleasure my lady.” He adds and you playfully roll your eyes, though you know he’s being genuine.
Since you two got together he made his mission to prove you how incredible you are. In a way, he crowned you his queen. And even if that queen sometimes had to patch him up late at night, he still made sure to pay her back later with everything he could. In words and actions.
You reach up to kiss his cheek as your fingers stroke the skin on his cheek and temple.
“I love you Di. Even if you sneak up on me in the middle of the night like a fucking creep.”
“Love you too babygirl.”
You caress his cheek lovingly and he can’t help but get lost in your eyes over and over again. As if the world did not exist. Only you. Together.
“I also love that perfect mouth of yours.” You tease and he immediately catches it. Two could play that game of constant innuendos.
“Is that so? Well, I love your pretty lips too.”
“Yeah?”
“Uh-hm. Couldn’t stop thinking about them in that cell. And your pretty cu-”
“Oookay, that’s enough for now! First - breakfast.” You forcefully roll him off you before quickly jumping on your feet in direction of the kitchen, fixing your underwear in the process and leaving a chuckling mess of a human behind you. You could get used to having that laugh everyday in your bedroom. And such enjoyable mornings. And-
“I’m not hungry though.” He yells after once he catches his breath. You peek out the open door and he’s seated in the middle of the mattress, hands behind his head leaning on the headboard, all spread out and comfy.
“Is that so?”
“I mean, I’ve already eaten, so I’d much rather burn some more calories if you’re into exercising before breakfast.” He says wiggling his eyebrows at you. Oh he’s really good at teasing. But you’re in no way complaining. And mornings with Diego could just become your favourite morning routine...
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supernatural-book · 5 years
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A Pretty Big Win
Title: A Pretty Big Win (Prologue!!!!)
Summary: Things are getting pretty stressful in the Winchester's lives. In the middle of all the stress, Dean Winchester proposes that the two of you go on a road trip together, just to get away from it all. After all, spending time with his loving girlfriend was just what he needed- a win.
A/N: Oooooof okay. Heres the first part to a series I want to start! I already have the storyline written out, so I hope to take less than a year to finish it, lol. Anyways, I was originally just gonna do one long fic, but decided this would be better.
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Ugggh. 
It was way too early to be awake but, truth be told, he never got to sleep in the first place. Dean Winchester rubbed his hands over his scruffy face and sat up in bed before deciding to just sit and watch his girlfriend for a moment. He would inevitably have to drag his ass out of bed, but for now, he wants to take the time to appreciate your presence. God, look at you, baby. You looked so calm, so small and helpless lying next to the disgruntled hunter, the lumbering oaf that was Dean Winchester. Sometime during the night, you had curled yourself around him in an intimate embrace, one that Dean hadn’t been used to before knowing you. 
Dean Winchester was a good man, but he did have his faults.  For instance, his post-hunt ritual wasn’t always to shower and snuggle up in bed with his one true love. Rather, he’d drive himself to a bar to get tipsy and find any woman who he wanted to lose himself in that night, only to leave as soon as he could in the morning. Sure, he’d have someone to hold on those nights, but laying with a stranger after sex could never compare to the embrace of two lovers who shared each other’s hearts and souls. He knew that now, and he found himself wondering- once again- what he did to deserve someone like you. Someone who’s such a contrast to his cold, dark life. 
He knew from the moment he met you that you were going to be the death of him, and he was ready to accept that fate happily. When he was younger, he had flirted innocently with you every now and then, just watching to get a reaction out of you, wondering if you would ever be his. You made him feel things. Good things- hell, great things. Things he hadn’t felt in such a long time. 
God, that was so long ago. How did it take him so many years to get a hold of you?  ‘Not my fault’, Dean mused, ‘she makes me feel like an awkward kid again. She makes me all flustered and shy when she smiles. And her laughter, God, it’s so beautiful. And the way she says my name…’ His face was flushing just at the thought.
In your sleep, you snuggled closer into Dean’s side and used your leg- which was tossed over his own- to try and pull him closer to you. 
“Sorry, sweetheart. Gotta get up now.” He pressed a kiss against your forehead and when you still didn't stir from your slumber, he realized just how tired you must have been. Recently- he'd be completely honest- things haven’t been going so well in the Winchester’s life. Things weren't quite as bad as they'd been in the past- there was no looming apocalypse, thank God- but the stress of all the hunts was still taking its toll on all of you. Especially you, bless your precious heart. Who knows what you were trying to do, staying up late to research and wearing yourself out like that for him and Sammy. Dean would never, ever be able to find the right words to thank you for all you've sacrificed for them. The most stressful thing about all of this was that there was nothing you could do yet. Read through all of the books in the library, sure, but you had absolutely no leads and therefore no place to start. And among the stress of trying to figure out what to do, there seemed to be so many cases. Much more than usual. “God, I’m sorry (Y/N). You deserve so much more than this life.” He decided to let you sleep in a while longer and grudgingly pulled himself out of bed, groaning when his feet hit the cold floor. He turned back momentarily- he could never really get enough the girl who gave up everything for him and gave him everything, could he?- and tucked the blankets warm and snug around your form, smiling to himself.
‘Oh baby, you’ve got me wrapped around your finger, you know that? And I wouldn’t have it any other way.’
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Okay, something was off. 
It was early morning when you woke up to the sound of your lover's heavy, booted feet moving around on the hard floors of your shared bedroom. You cracked your eyes open and looked around for any indication of what time it was. There were no windows in the bunker, but your eyes fell on the digital clock on the nightstand. Three in the morning? What’s Dean doing up at 3 am? You drearily noticed that Dean had his and your duffel bags on the edge of the bed, each half-filled already.
"Dean?"  You shuffled around on the bed, indicating to him that you were awake. In your half-asleep state, you immediately jumped to the worst conclusion. Oh God, something bad happened and now we have to get out of the bunker before we die. "What's happening? Where are you going?" Dean looked up at the sound of your voice, a genuine smile taking over his face at the sight of you in his bed. It wasn’t odd for you to sleep in his bedroom- you’d been dating for two years now- but you could always see how thrilled Dean was to see you there every morning. 
And God, it had been way too long since you saw him smile at you like that, despite the eyebags.
Dean had a habit- maybe not a habit, a curse- of staying up too late for his own good and not getting any sleep some nights. Not his fault, and you couldn't blame him- hell, if you had half the emotional and psychological trauma he did you wouldn't be able to sleep either. Most of the time it was nightmares -his time in hell, in purgatory, a particularly bad hunt- and sometimes just plain old memories. He was often haunted by memories of the past, guilt over things long gone, the deaths of people who he could never save and still blamed himself for, and the worry- scratch that, the fear- of losing you. You would always be able to tell when he had a night like that. Aside from the telltale eyebags and many, many cups of coffee, he'd carry himself less proudly, be less talkative- it was always worrying when he didn't crack jokes with you- and overall be the spitting image of a broken man.
Something was different today- ahh, this morning, at 3am. He was… excited.
"Morning, sleepyhead." He leaned down to lay a kiss on your forehead, dragging his hand over your messy hair. "I was just about to wake you up." His gentle gesture and happy demeanor calmed your worried mind. Nothing bad was happening; he doesn’t seem worried or rushed. In fact, he seemed… softer, calmer than usual. You sat up in bed, watching him lay items out on the bed to pack. 
"So… what's going on?" You rubbed the sleep out of your eyes.
"You and I are going on a road trip for the weekend. Or however long we can be away." 
"Without Sam?" 
“Well, it wouldn’t be much of a romantic getaway if I brought my little brother with, would it?” He caught your confused gaze and laughed. "What, I can't go on dates with my girlfriend?"
"That's not what I meant. Is there, like, a hunt or something?" Dean opened your dresser and tossed you a pair of your jeans and one of his big Led Zeppelin tees. 
"No. No hunts this week. Told Sammy we all need a break. Gotta get out of here, don't you think? I’m suffocating" He turned to you again, leaning in to give you a squeeze and help you out of bed. “Anyway, we need to go on a date again, ya know? It's been a while. Come on, get up, sweetheart. I’ll keep packing, you go get dressed. We’re wasting driving time." You happily jumped out of bed to get ready, taken aback by how sweet Dean was acting, considering how stressed he had been the day before. Not even 24 hours ago, Dean was downing a bottle of whiskey and stressing over everything that had been happening recently. “I just need one win. Just one.” he had muttered into his glass before downing it and letting the familiar drink burn down his throat. It was odd that he suddenly seemed cheerful and happy again, but you’ll be damned if you’re not gonna cherish every single moment of Dean’s sweet side. ‘God,��� you thought, thinking back to your past with him.  ‘His sweet side is what made me fall for him in the first place’. 
When you first met Dean, you knew immediately that you’d fall in love with him. 
You were born into a family of hunters, who eventually- of course- met a tragic fate like many others, while you managed to get out of the life and were in the midst of your college education. Two FBI agents- odd, it didn’t really require the FBI- came to your dorm to ask you about it. 
They were both tall and imposing, one a bit taller than the other, and they were both quite handsome, you’d admit, but your eyes lingered on the shorter of the two. He had short dirty blonde hair and, once they sat down across from you and you could see him closer, you noticed the freckles sprinkled across his face. And the way the light hit his cheekbones- God he was pretty. You had to stop yourself from staring at his eyes- they were so beautifully green- while he questioned you.
And boy, this man sure didn't seem to care if there was a difference between questioning and flirting. Because you got a decent amount of both, leaving you flustered and fucking aching for him before you even knew his name.
They asked strange questions, but questions that struck a familiar chord in you. “Did you smell anything strange when you found them?” You knew why they were asking, and it reminded you of the information your parents told you to keep you safe. Sulfur equals demons. Were these guys hunters too? So, in the midst of their interrogation, you broke out your own questions. “Do you believe in demons?” They froze- surprised when they learned you came from a hunting family and asked for your help on the hunt. They introduced themselves- Sam and Dean Winchester. “The Winchesters?” Your parents told you about John Winchester- their father- and here you were, meeting his sons. 
Well, their parents sure make pretty babies.
After you helped them on the hunt, you knew there was no way you could continue living normally, but Sam and Dean helped. They introduced you to a friend of theirs- Bobby Singer- and persuaded you to stay with them to ensure your safety. Sam told you later that Dean was the one who suggested having you stay at Bobby’s and who wanted to keep in touch with you.
You stood in the doorway of the bathroom, brushing your teeth and watching Dean dig through your dresser and looking up every now and then to have you confirm the outfits he chose. You answered in small sentences, still lost in memories of when you first met. 
You weren’t going to lie- the first things you noticed about Dean was how handsome he was. Not only in appearance, even though he was goddamn pretty- but in the way he held himself. He was confident, but not egotistical- just enough to be attractive and flirtatious without the whole douchebag vibe. He knew how to make you (and basically every hetero girl he ever interacted with) flustered with just a look and damn, he knew he was good at it. You eventually learned he wasn't just a pretty face. He had the best sense of humor- some of the funniest lines you'd ever heard belonged to him- and was always super selfless, even to the point of self-sacrifice. And, when he wanted to be, he was sweet. He went out of his way to keep you safe and comfortable, no matter the situation. Need a bodyguard while in a bar? 'Got you, sweetheart'. You're scared about walking into this next hunt? 'Just stay behind me. Nothin' will hurt you long as I'm here'. You just plain need a hug? 'Aw. C'mere, kid'.
You could still remember the conversation you had with Dean before they left you with Bobby after that first hunt together. “Remember, you’re only staying here so you don’t get hurt. Don’t just throw your life away for hunting, kiddo.” 
“I’m not a kid, Dean. I’m twenty-two. I’m only six years younger than you.” He gave you a stern look. 
“Don’t change the subject, (Y/N).” You sighed, but couldn’t help but smile. He cares about you. He doesn’t want you to get hurt.
“Alright. I won’t go looking for hunts, but If you’re in trouble, I’m not just gonna sit by and watch. I'm gonna help.” After they had loaded their stuff into the Impala and were ready to drive off, Dean looked at you again, making you promise to stay safe. “Only if you do too.” You could still remember- vividly- how Dean gave you a quick wink and a smirk right before they drove off. 
Little did they know, that was the beginning of your long friendship with them.
Smiling at the fond memories of him, you left your spot in the doorway to wrap your arms around Dean’s waist from behind, earning a soft grunt from him. “Well, hey there.” He turned around in your arms and kissed the top of your head, taking a moment to breathe in your scent. 
“I love you, Dee.”
“Love you too, sweetheart.” You continued to pack your stuff up and get ready, seeing that Dean had already laid out most of your toiletries and your favorite outfits- consisting of mostly Dean’s shirts. When you finish, you grabbed a big, warm flannel out of Dean’s duffel bag and pulled it on, surrounding yourself with Dean’s scent and warmth. He gazed at you with an attentive grin; he always loved when you wore his clothes. After shrugging on his jacket and grabbing his duffel bag, Dean turned to you and looked you over one last time, a big, toothy grin taking its place on his face. “You ready?” 
“One hundred percent.” you grabbed one of his hands in yours as you made your way out to the garage, where your black beauty awaits you. Dean smirked and twirled the keys to the Impala around his finger.
“Then let’s get out of here, baby.” 
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devorass · 6 years
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Suggestions for the prompt thing: main cast day at the beach, Asra taking the apprentice to a Burning Man/Extravaganja type festival, Nadia being a fashion designer who finds her muse in the apprentice, apprentice coming home to find Julian trying to get into their apartment because he’s drunk and thinks it’s his (he lives next door)
aa i love all of these! thanks for sending them in
Main Cast-Day at the Beach
Asra-He probably loves going to the beach late evening/during sunset, and feels his magic rejuvenate with the water-He’ll show his excitement subtly, his smile a little brighter than usual, his posture more relaxed-Just wants to hold hands with you and run knee-deep into the water, even if he’s not wearing a swimsuit-Will play-fight in the water with you, collect shells he thinks you’ll like and make them into a necklace later on when you’re back home-Would collect sea water for magic rituals to take back with you-When it gets dark he’ll just sit by the water’s edge with your hands in his and your head on his shoulder, just taking in the sounds of the waves and the still of the night-Just a big ol’ sweet sap, really
Julian-Day at the beach? More like Night at the beach-It would probably not even be a planned trip really-Stumbling out of a nearby pub, he hears the sound of waves crashing on shore and his ears perk up-And when he notices a path towards the beach? He turns to you with the most dubious smirk-“How about some skinny dipping?” he suggests-and now here you are-Laughing like kids and dipping one another into the water -He’d wrap you up in his coat once you’re outside the water, “so you won’t catch a cold”, he says, not bc he’s embarrassed now after your skinny-dipping venture, ofc not--While you’re both drying up, he spends the time with you in his lap, telling you stories of his time with pirates and stories of Mazelinka’s pirate captain days
Nadia-Honestly, when she wakes you up one day saying ‘We’re going to the beach!’, you’re not even surprised-Like, it’s Nadia. She loves to spoil and surprise you, and she’s the best last-minute planner you’ve ever seen-She loves your excited smile when you’re close enough to the sea to see the ocean-Would probably set up a private area for just the two of you-You’d think she’s a countess, maybe things like stepping on seaweeds or mossy rocks would bother her-But don’t forget, she was raised by the sea-side-She loves the beach more than anyone-Would be content to just spend the day swimming and sunbathing with you-You can ask her what any kind of fish you see is-she’ll know -By sundown she happily rubs her hands on your sides to warm you up, before taking you back home for a warm shower with her ;)
Asra taking their apprentice to a Burning Man-like festival-Honestly, you’d be somewhat surprised he’s into this type of thing-But if you know anything, it’s that Asra is full of surprises-He takes Faust along, since she’s used to warm desert climates, and he knows she can rest in your tent if things get too rowdy/crowded-He’s not much of a drinker, but he might smoke a little whilst you’re there, if you’re both comfortable with it-Would love to walk around and see all the art installations, meet all the people he can meet-You’d probably end up with a huge crowd of new-found friends within hours of your arrival -Since Burning Man is a kind of festival where everyone is involved and can present artworks, music e.t.c, he’d love to play some music with you-Would make and bring incense, dried sage e.t.c with him to give to others! -Spends the night with your new friends, but will look forward to snuggling into you back at your tent -He’d honestly be impossible to wake up in the morning lmao, and being in the middle of a desert? His fluffy hair would become bed-hair galore (but who are we kidding, it’s still be adorable)
Nadia a fashion designer and the Apprentice is her muse
-She’s a world-renowned designer-No, really, she’s famous af-Think brands like Dior, that kind of famous-Her last collection was successful, but it’s been a few months with no news from her company-She hates to admit it, but sitting late at night at her office, her hands forming vice-like grips into her hair, she can’t help but admit it; she has no inspiration-The feeling of defeat turns into fatigue, and she trudges to her bed at the late hours of the night, disappointment coiled tight into her chest-The next morning she’s walking to the coffee shop by her apartment, when a figure catches her attention, walking by her on the street-It’s you-She’s not sure what drew you to her; you weren’t wearing anything extravagant, nor were you doing anything that caught her attention-But you passed by her and it’s like a surge of colours erupted behind her eyes, a dozen ideas and a new-found inspiration burning in her belly-Without thinking, she took a hold of your wrist, gently tugging you in place.-You turned to her with a bemused expression, one that mirrored hers as she realised what she’d done.-Stumbling over her own words, she muttered out a confused ‘Please, let me draw you’-You could’ve said no, you could’ve called her a creep and ran away-But you didn’t-You both settled over talking in the coffee-shop nearby, letting her explain her reasoning-The more she sat by you and talked with you, the more she felt like you were The One for her-From the way you spoke, to your laugh, to the gleam in your eyes; she felt the same way she felt when her hands gripped her pencils, when her hands seamed through fabrics and colours.-You agreed to letting her draw you, and with a flourish, she took out her sketchbook and pencils right then and there, sketching your face with such care you felt a blush creep onto your cheeks-You thought that she’d draw you and that’d be it, and to your surprise, you felt disappointed at the idea-But that couldn’t be further from the truth-When you were about to part ways, Nadia stopped you, taking hold of your arm and scribbling down her phone number on your palm.-Not long after, you became friends, and from friends you soon became lovers-She saw you not only as her muse, but as her beloved, as the person she’d give up anything and everything for-On the night of the release of her new collection, she brought you up on stage as she gave her opening speech, thanking you for the inspiration you gave her, for your love and patience-You became the power couple of the fashion industry
Julian accidentantly trying to enter your apartment bc he’s your drunk neighbour
-It’s 3am on a weekday, and you were midway through a sweet dream when a bang on your door woke you up-You blinked owlishly for a few seconds, trying to figure out what exactly it is that woke you, when you heard another bang on your front door, the sound of clinking metal and a loud mutter-You were being robbed. That’s the only thing you could think of. What else could it be?!-Cautiously, you gripped your cell phone in one hand, ready to call 911, and on the other, you grabbed a pan from the kitchen, raising it over your head as you neared the door and looked through the peephole.-Outside, you could see a tuff of auburn hair, could hear a low voice muttering a litany of what could only be curses, judging by their angered tone and-you assumed that was russian? -Oh god, was the russian mafia after you? Why?!-Taking in a deep breath, you opened the door, readying the pan in your hand…-…Only to come face to face with the most beautiful pair of eyes you’d ever seen-Well, first you saw a dude’s chest. Then you slowly looked up over the tall figure and. Well.-Wasn’t that…wait, you saw this man before. That’s your neighbour! Mr. Ugh, Mr…-“Devorak?” you muttered, trying out the surname you remember seeing on the door besides yours.-“Depends. Who’s asking?” He asked with a wink, leaning down to face you. -He cocked his head to the side, eyeing you up and down slowly.-“That’s weird. What’s a pretty face like you doin’ in my apartment?” he asked, “Not that I’m complaining”, he added with a shrug.-You tried to explain to him that he got the apartments wrong, battling the blush on your cheeks, but to no avail; you could smell the liquor on his breath from a mile away, could see he barely stood on two feet, leaning his body on your door for support.-After a moment of contemplation, you sighed, easing the frying pan down and to the side before you attempted to help him in.-“How much did you drink”, you mumbled under your breath as you wrapped a hand across his waist, hoisting him up the best as you could.-He didn’t answer your question; the moment you hoisted him away from the doorframe, he became instant deadweight, his eyes fluttering closed, small snores puffing air onto your neck.-You tugged him as far as your couch, dropping him there with a thud, but even that didn’t wake him.-You knew, of course, that taking a stranger into your apartment was a huge risk, reckless even.-But you knew this guy. Well, not exactly-but you saw him around a few times, and know he has a sister that lives in the neighbourhood because you saw her in the building often and chatted once on twice and-well, he just looked so defenceless. You didn’t feel threatened.-You filled up a glass of water and set it on the table beside him, then grabbed an extra blanket and threw it over his lanky frame.-You went to bed after that, but sleep didn’t find you until hours later, the feeling of his eyes on yours threading its way into your subconscious every time you tried to rest.-By morning, you woke up with a pounding headache, and for a moment, you thought all of last night’s happenings were just a weird dream.-But as you stretched and padded your way towards your kitchen for a cup of coffee, you knew this was no dream; not when the very same tall, dark, rowdy man from last night was taking slow cautious steps towards your front door.-He noticed you as you came to stand behind him and slowly turned, his expression like a deer caught in headlights.-“I-um-hello..?” he started, last night’s suaveness thrown out the window.-You greeted him good morning and waited, trying to will the awkwardness away, but he seemed to hangover to form a coherent sentence, and your headache wouldn’t let you form any rational thoughts in the moment.-“Thanks for um, for letting me stay. I shouldn’t have drank so much I must’ve mixed up our apartments since I live next to you, sorry I-“-You couldn’t help but laugh at his awkwardness, the way his nose scrunched up in embarrassment.-“Drink responsibly” you said with a grin, and invited him for some coffee.-He declined, hurriedly bidding you goodbye and rushing through the door, but you couldn’t blame him; the guy woke up hangover on his neighbours couch.-You spent the rest of your day like usual, but come evening, there was a knock on your door.-You opened it, and to your surprise, the same face that greeted you this morning stood there, a small smile tugging on his lips.-“I realised we never introdcued ourselves. And we live next to each other, and I did essentially spend the night here so…it’s only right” he said with a shrug. You noticed a box in his hands, and when he noticed your gaze, he smiled sheepishly.-“Ah, thank-you cookies. My sister insisted I should repay you, and I thought, what is the most universally loved thing? Cookies. So, here you go” he handed the box to you, the sweet smell drifting from it warm and inviting. -“And hum, I’m Julian. Julian Devorak.”-You introduced yourself in return, lavishing in the way he tried your name out on his lips, looking to you for reassurance.-“You know”, you started, “cookies go great with coffee. And with company.”-He needed no further invite-He was sprawled on your couch, eating cookies and laughing with you within minutes-And before either of you realised it, spending the day with each other, spending nights in one of your apartments, became a habit-And later on, when you were moving boxes from one apartment to the other, you laughed together over the awkward way you met.
i went overboard with this last one im sorry, i just have a fic in the works with the exact same plot and couldn’t help myself lmao
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deeeelightfuldee · 2 years
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When was the last time you did laundry? today is laundry day What are your plans for the weekend? nothing much so far. its only monday so its a little in advance. Z works. mom works. it might just be a low-key weekend.
How's the weather? gosh. two days ago it was 70. today it snowed. it’s in the low 30s. 
Do you like ice cream sandwiches? they’re fine. once in a blue moon i’ll get a hardcore craving for one but they def. arent gluten free so i dont eat them anymore.
When was the last time your grass was mowed? likeee october? maybe?
Do you prefer your strawberries with chocolate syrup, sugar or just plain? tbh any way. 
What is the first thing you see when you look to the right of you? my broken air purifier. man my eyes have been SO bad lately cus my allergies are out of control and i really need to get my air purifier fixed or get a new one.
Have you ever gotten a tattoo unprofessionally? I dont have any
Any books you are currently reading? not yet but i will be hopefully maybe this weekend.
Have you taken a shower in the last 24 hours? yep!
Have you already had your birthday this year? nope. not until july.
Have you ever been married? i have not
What actor played your favorite Batman? christian bale. to be fair ive only seen his and rob pattersons but I plan to catch up on the other ones.
What is the first thing you usually do when you wake up in the morning? try to sneak a peak at google to see what time it is. 
How often do you use Facebook? i don’t have the slightest clue how to do fb anymore. two days ago was the first time on fb since 2016 i think. its not my form of social media.
Did you know that the title of this survey is a Maroon 5 song? there isn’t a title?
What was one of your favorite cartoons as a kid? recess
Can you rollerskate? heck no. 
Do you prefer showers or baths? Showers. i havent taken a bath in yearrrrrrrs. I want one of those deep soaker tubs.
When was the last time you stayed a hotel? uhhhhh probably my solo-cation june of last year
Have you ever played Pokemon? nope
Do you enjoy documentaries? I do.
What is your favorite condiment? mayo probs
Have you ever deleted your social media just to get away from the world? hahahaha a few times. it might not be a bad idea.
Do you think pineapple should or shouldn't go on pizza? it should
Are you an introvert or an extrovert? i get mistaken for being an extrovert when im out in public because i can handle myself very well in social settings but im a total introvert. my cup is filled when im at home not gonna lie.
Have you ever had poison ivy? No.
Do you have a TikTok account? no
Have you ever had to take care of an elderly person? every day
Are you someone who doesn't like their food to touch? i don’t care at all
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1 - Are you interested in any reality TV shows? typically no. but I watched some of love is blind a few nights ago and im like wait wut.
2 - When was the last time you made plans with someone? What are you going to do with that person? uhhhh today we planned like a big friends group date thing for next week.
3 - How often (if ever) do you use moisturizer? every single day
4 - Name five things you can touch from where you’re sitting right now: phone, gatorade, planner, switch, sewing stuff
5 - Have you had any of your wisdom teeth removed? What was the reason? (eg. infection, impaction, lack of space). no. theyre all still in my head lol
6 - What was the reason for your last hospital visit? visiting alix
7 - Where was the last place you had an itch? my thigh
8 - If you’re on a long car journey, would you rather drive or be the passenger? uhh i dont really care i like either.
9 - What’s the earliest time you’ve had to wake up for work? What about the latest time you’ve clocked off for the day? 3am when I traveled for work. latest is probably 7am when i worked overnights
10 - Do you use a laptop, desktop, tablet or phone to take your surveys? laptoppppppp.
11 - Are you fussy when it comes to how your surveys are formatted on your blog? i was for a hot min but now im just like ugh why bother.
12 - How old were you when you first got internet access at home? Was it broadband or did you have dial-up first? I was likeeeeee.. 10? maybe? dial-up
13 - When was the last time you painted your nails? two days ago. but they stinkin chipped already -- so stupid.
14 - What’s your typical order when you go to Starbucks (or wherever your favourite coffee shop is)? uhhhh i dont drink coffee so any type of tea i guess 
15 - What’s your favourite thing to have on toast? i miss toast.
16 - Do you have any debt? If so, are you on top of paying it all back? i have student loan debt :( im making payments yea but its horrible.
17 - What was the last thing you purchased with a credit card? uhhhhh gas?
18 - Have you been to college/university? If so, has your degree been useful to you or was it a bit of a waste of money? i have. it has been useful. I havent started a career cus i need to continue education and thats been the process.
19 - How often do you travel by public transport? ive never taken a bus. i sometimes take the train to chicago just for fun.
20 - Do you have an instagram account? If so, how often do you post on there and what kind of things do you post? i do. usually pics of me or things i think are pretty
21 - Are you close to your extended family? Do you wish you were closer? so on my moms side she has two brothers who never married and never had kids. I’m close to one uncle. the other one is pretty much only seen on holidays. He has like a lot going on. On my dads side its strained as is, because im not close to my dad. He has 3 sisters and they all have been/are married and all have kids. I only see his sisters MAYBE once every like 10 years. out of all of the cousins on that side I only am close-ish to one cousin who is an absolute doll.
22 - Do you prefer to give your pets human names or not? lol i mean sure idc.
23 - Do you like having ice in your drinks? most of the time
24 - When was the last time you went to a BBQ restaurant? uhhhh idk like a year ago
25 - When was the last time you re-arranged the furniture? Is this something you like to do often? i like to do it but i dont do it often. we now have furniture that pretty specifically fits the rooms it is in so there isnt much rearranging to do.
26 - Have you ever used a fire extinguisher? Would you know how to use one without reading the instructions? i have. but it wasn’t one of those big fancy red ones it was one of those like canned kinds. 
27 - What’s the best thing you saw this week? the beach
28 - What was the last thing you used your mobile phone for? opening messages from the trin girls trying to get me to go on the trip 
29 - Did you used to play The Sims? What version or expansion pack was your favourite one to play? i love sims. i dk what one i played but man i loved that game
30 - What was the last thing you used a lighter for? to light candles around the room im sitting in. ---
Have you noticed a recurrence between the guys you’ve liked? there definitely are some similarities. i am attracted to hard workers, determined, great with kids, planners, people who like to have like close/intimate developed communication, 
What are your plans for the weekend? i answered that ^^^ up there
How many people have you kissed? uhhhh six? i think?
What’s your worst habit? probably lack of sleep.
Are you good with your money? ya have to have money to be good with it.
Which of the guys you’ve been interested in hurt you the most? physically? the guy who assaulted me. emotionally?..
Are you trying to get over somebody? i think thats going to be a long-term process.
Do you know anybody who is pregnant? my sisterrrrrr
Do you know anybody who is engaged? my brotherrrrrr
How old will you be in 12 months? 30!
Hiding anything from your parents? uhh no? my dad doesnt get to know any information about me but thats his own doing.
Can you handle being alone? i thoroughly enjoy my own company.
What is something you realized recently? uhhmmmm probably just realizing K is officially withdrawing himself from my life and thats just bizarre to see happen
Do you know what your ex is up to? which one
Are you happy with the choices you’ve made? yea for the most part
Are you currently arguing with someone? no. 
Have your friends disapproved of someone you were seeing, but you decided to pursue anyway? nope
What was the last thing you purchased? uhhh gas. or water.
What was your last phone call about? i was calling mom to tell her how low the tire was when i went to the tire place.
Can you handle the truth? i can.
How tall is the last person you kissed? likeeeee 6′1-6′2
What do you usually doodle? honestly whatever comes to mind.
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Do you like orange juice with or without pulp? without is my preference but i dc.
Do you want to be cremated or buried when you die? buried.
What’s something you often end up messing up or breaking?  ummm. my clothing lol
Have you ever named a bug in your house and thought of it as a pet? no.
Do you say "y'all"? Yeah.
Do you know how to yodel? uh sure?
Have you ever been to Yellowstone National Park? no i have not. I havent ventured west beyond colorado
Favorite gemstone? i love opal. honestly like all the gemstones are awesome.
Two favorite songs at the moment. ghost and happier.
Have you ever fed or taken care of a stray animal? all the time. we seriously attract strays. 
What is something you like to do in front of other people? hmmm, i like to get to know people. i love to ask questions. 
What was the last video game you played? Was it fun?  i play the switch all the time. that was a very good investment on K’s part. 
Have you ever been told you were going to Hell? yes by a customer lol. she was pissed about issues with a crib from the vendor that i had nothing to do with. 
Who was the last person to piss you off? uhhhhhhhh its been a while 
When was the last time you slept on the floor? uhhhh its been a while. many years.
Who is your best friend, and how long have you known them for? im in a transition period.
Are you a polite person? I like to think I am? but thats hard to tell 
Do you ever feel super shitty about your appearance? yepppppppppp. 
Have you ever been in a relationship where everything with your partner felt natural and effortless? yes
Have you ever been in a relationship where everything was difficult and rocky? yes
When you were a teenager, did your parents set rules about dating? no. i set my own rules 
What did you get into trouble for the most when you were a kid? seriously never was an issue. 
Are you in a heterosexual relationship? yes
Have your parents ever forgotten your birthday?  mom always knows it. dad has never remembered it once.
Do you like coconut flavored things? No.
Have you ever met a famous author before? i have been to book signings
[TW: RAPE] Do you know anybody who has been raped before?  myself
Have you ever wished for bigger boobs? uhhhh not really. i like my boobs.
Are you dangerously in love with someone? not currently. man being dangerously in love is just extremely taxing. 
What is favorite dance to do? whichever one i got 
Have you ever gone to a private school? one of my colleges
Have you ever liked someone who was unattractive? uhhhh a long time ago i liked someone that initially i was not attracted to. but eventually i became ENAMORED with his looks. looking back now i think he was very attractive
Do you have any secrets that you will take to your grave?  who knows. maybe 
Did you ever bite into an apple with a worm inside? no, i dont think so
Are oranges your favorite fruit? i love them and they are definitely some of my top fruit choices but idk if my all time favorite. 
Would you rather be a successful writer or artist? either one would be really really cool. probably oh gosh idk which one 
Who’s the last person you talked to about sex? uhh I was talking about my assault to Z.
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? yea sadly.
Do you have any facial piercings? no. but i would love another set of piercings for my ears.
What were you afraid of the most when you were a kid? tornados, losing mom
Are your eyes sensitive to sunlight? not my eyes necessarily but my body is very much against it.
Do you have a picture of you and your lover kissing? nope
What is a comfort show of yours? gilmore girls, bobs burgers, HSN, fraiser
Do you think we were put on this earth for a reason? i do.
Do you have a YouTube channel? If no, would you create one? If yes, what’s your content?  I have a channel but only for like school stuff. not a big deal. 
Do you watch anime? not yet. my nephews are desperately trying to get me to watch some 
Has anyone ever come out to you? not to me first but in a way
Are you the type of person that enjoys getting hugs? i do.
Do you carry a bottle of water wherever you go?  I try to but my preference is only for cold water
What is your doctor’s first name? i dont have one anymore.
Do you draw fanart of anything? no
Kissing someone with facial hair, do you mind? i dont mind it at all -- so long as their upper lip hair is not over their lip. that i dont like.
Have you ever kissed an ex after you two have broken up?  uhhhhhhh no
Ever kissed someone who smokes? no, that would not be appealing.
Do you ever wear boots with skinny jeans? yep
What if you were pregnant?  I mean that would be extremely shocking but assuming it was not a surprise... i’d be thrilled and happy to become a mom
Have you ever intentionally hurt an animal? no! i mean ive swatted at dogs or cats when they get into something dangerous to kind of spook them from it.. like cats sniffing lit candles. but NEVER anything that could hurt them
Do loud noises bother you? uhhh i guess? not really.
Can you break dance? absolutely not
Do you ever use facial masks or scrubs? i have one in my amazon cart I really want. sometimes i use them.
What is something that you believe in, but aren’t very outspoken about? hmm thats a very good question 
Do you enjoy theatre?  yes
Teach me something in another language.  amo amos amat (latin) i love, you love, he/she loves
Who knows the most about you (besides yourself)?  honestly K knew so much about me. 
Would you be/are you a good role model to a younger sibling?  i don’t have any younger siblings but i think i would be.
Does your family support you in the pursuit of your dreams?  some do
What is one medication that you take every day?  none
Who was your favorite celebrity when you were a kid?  steve irwin
Do you prefer llamas, penguins, or owls?  ummm penguins
Would you rather be a fairy or a mermaid? Fairy.
What movie did you last see?  iron man 2 but im almost done with thor
When was the last time you got a haircut?  i cut it a few weeks ago
When was the last time you completely broke down?  last year for several months
Have you ever seen the last person you kissed without their shirt on? briefly.
Good or bad day?  so far its good
Were you happy when you woke up today?  i wake up happy everyday
What’s something you need to do?  make money
What are you listening to?  bobs burgers for a few minutes before i swap back to thor
Has anyone let you down lately?  yes
Anything you’re giving up on?  yes
Have you taken anyone’s virginity? No.
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Jaden nd bastion for that domestic ask thing? >:3c
THE OTP YES i have so many feelings and everyone needs to hear me sob over the nerd baby and his superhero 
also that icon is the content i look for on this hellsite well done 
who is the big spoon/little spoon Jaden is the little spoon!! he prefers being the big spoon tbh he likes curling up against bastions fuckin ripped back but jaden always falls asleep first because he has to get this twelve hours or else he will be a grumpy boy but bastion?? bastion stays up all night drinking coffee and doing god knows what bc he’s the type of guy thats like ‘hey jaden im gonna go read a bit before i got to bed’ and then he fuckin stays up all night because he has no self control lmao so when it’s like 3am and he’s finally put down his book or finished dicking around on the computer he finally gets in bed and he doesnt want to wake up his husband (yes theyre married in my mind ok im love them) so he just lays down and pulls the human kuriboh to his chest and falls asleep 
what is their favorite non-sexual activity the standard answer is Card Games but besides dool masters they like to go on drives and look at stars and talk abt whatever. bastion is a chemical engineer and jaden’s his professional duelist trophy husband so they dont get to be together as much as they want bc jaden’s tournament schedule so when they’re together they gotta make it count u know so bastion will pick jaden up from the airport and they’ll just start driving out of the city talking about DM or what bastion’s been up to or whatever’s going through jaden’s mind (an enigma lmao) and then when there are no more streetlights to make it difficult to see the stars they’ll pull over and lay on the hood and cuddle and keep talking. it’s like 4am before they finally go home and since they’re going to sleep at the same time jaden finally gets his chance to be the big spoon 
who uses all the hot water in the morning getting jaden to shower is a fucking struggle he’s like a cat. living in the slifer dorm made him accustomed to being a generally gross person in general so he lives off dry shampoo and body spray so he doesn’t smell like hassleberry after a workout so that leaves bastion to take all of the water because he showers every morning after his run and insists on h is hair being perfect and well taken care of. like the guy has at least five different hair care products in the shower at all times while jaden, even though he’s dumb thick rich, buys that 3-in-1 crap he and syrus used to make stretch for a month back in college. jaden is also known to stick his kuriboh hair under the sink and shake it out like a dog because he is a gross boy that usually gets up about ten minutes before he has to leave so there’s no time for an actual shower and we’ve gotten away from the actual question but the tldr is bastion stands under the hot water he’s got one of those mirrors to shave in the shower while he’s doing his deep conditioning treatment and has a pore strip on his nose for beautiful ™ skin 
what they order from take out this one ties in a lot to my sageshipping BrOTP headcanons (on god there needs to be a brotp ask so i can scream to the world my love for bastion/alexis friendship) but the bit of background is that bastion and alexis would always order from this indian place that was open real late at night when they were in grad school together (no delivery at duel academy cause its an island u know) so it has a special place in his heart. jaden is a wimp when it comes to spice but since bastion loves it they order it anyway and the people that deliver the food know to make it wimpy baby spicy for jaden so he doesn’t end up sweating half his body weight up and crapping out lava four hours later 
what is the most trivial thing they fight over oh god they dont fight a lot because they love and appreciate each other’s eccentricities but if they’re going to fight its going to be over who’s doing the driving. they both love cars, bastion likes taking it apart and modifying them and whatnot and jaden likes the aesthetique (though his aesthetique is painting flames on a corolla jaden u lil shit smh) and they both like to go fast so when they go out they bitch abt who gets to drive. bastion tells jaden he doesnt appreciate the feel of the machine and jaden says bastion drives like a fucking old man so they end up settling the matter with rousing game of rock paper scissors 
who does most of the cleaning NEITHER OH MY GOD theyre both total slobs. bastion’s desk and home office is covered in his notebooks and duel monster cards, his walls covered with god knows what (formulas, dates, to-do lists, grocery lists) the guy just grabs the sharpie and starts writing because he’s afraid of forgetting something if he doesnt get it down right then. jaden lives in filth he has three day old bowls of cereal at his desk and uses used napkins as tissues he is certifiably NASTY. anyway they hire a housekeeper to make sure the entire house doesnt fall into disarray and she’s like their surrogate mother making sure they eat more than takeout and coffee and making sure the house smells nice. they call her Mama Cheryl (good middle aged mom name) and she’s the embarrassing mom at jadens local tournaments the kind that prints out huge pictures of his face and wears shirts with Neos on them and cheers for her boy v loudly. again we’re away from the question but i have a lot of headcanons abt this i’ll probs put in my dissertation lol 
what has a season pass in their DVR hmmm this is an interesting one…i like to think jaden loves crime shows because they’re heroes and he likes watching the good guys ™ win in the end. his favorite show is psych (which u all should watch its hilarious) but since that ended a while ago he’s been in to criminal minds and SVU because he likes watching the really diabolical criminals get caught. bastion never knew his mans was into such dark stuff until he opened the season pass thingy and got quite the heart attack because he thought jaden was all butterflies and flowers and funny stuff but bastion had to learn the duality of man the hard way. bastion doesn’t watch television that much but his guilty pleasure is vikings on the history channel and stuff on the discovery channel because he loves learning what a nerd 
who controls the netflix queue jaden is the one that likes to watch netflix the most but i wouldnt say he’s in control per se. they’re usually down for watching what each other likes but in the end jaden will sometimes end up superseding bastion because dammit bas we are not watching a documentary about the dead sea scrolls you dont even believe in god and bastions like fine youre cute we can watch Castle (even though thats not on netflix but i wish it were) 
who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working jaden. jaden all the way. bastion brings up a a wikihow article about how to fix the hvac system and he’s like I CAN FIX THIS and jadens like ily babe but you work with chemicals not with this kind of thing ur gonna break it like the time u tried to fix the sink and fuckin clogged the shit out of it we are calling Cheryl and Cheryl’s like jaden im a housekeeper call someone who actually does this for a living. anyway while theyre waiting for the professionals to get there bastion tries to demonstrate he knows what he’s doing he is smort by writing the steps and shit on the wall and jadens like youre so cute but no dont touch the heating system. he has to distract his lil nerd by asking him about what deck he should use for his next tournament or what the probability of drawing three polymerizations on the first turn is and bastion loves talking about math so jaden keeps asking questions until the system is fixed (he doesnt remember much of bastions mathematical explanations but bastion looks so cute with his eyes all bright and shiny talking about statistics) 
who leaves their stuff around BOTH they are slobs. jadens a bit worse if we’re being honest because while bastion leaves his papers and cards around schmaden schmuki leaves his underwear and food and cups in the living room and is prone to stripping off his clothes for one reason or another and just laying on the couch watching ESPN with his goddamn pants on the floor and saying they were constricting his knees or some shit when bastion asks why he feels the need to be half naked all the time. bastion had his own room in college so he doesnt quite understand why jadens comfortable just answering the door with a trail of clothing behind him because most people that dont know him assume he’s been getting bizzay but nah he just be Like That
who remembers to buy the milk jaden do because he drinks milk in his coffee. bastion drinks it black so if theres no milk its like eh whatever but jaden is a mess without his caffeine and he hates how bitter and gross it is when theres no milk in it so even if jaden’s not the one going to the grocery store he’ll write it on the wall so bastion will remember it because his mans dont check his texts that often but anything on that wall he fuckin remembers and jaden doesnt understand why he be Like That 
who remembers anniversaries both! they are dumb thick in love with each other and they like to plan little things to do for the anniversary of their first date, when they made it official, their wedding, etc. jaden is much more extravagant and will do something like jump on the bed until bastion wakes up and then drag him out for breakfast and get atticus to sing a really off-key renditions of classic love songs and bastion blushes so hard and its so cute it should be criminal lmao. bastion will get jaden a cute little gift like one of those pictures where the artist takes a photo and paints it so they can hang it on their wall. or bastion will fine tune his duel disk or get him a new card for his deck. they are in big gay love and i love them so much 
thanks for this ask on god i just wrote 1800 words of tutorship feels i have a problem lol 
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Day 67 - Antigua, Guatemala
1. At a cool 3am there was a knock on the cabin door to wake us up for our morning hike. This is so we can make the summit for sunrise (about 1.5 hours away). Only 5 minutes after that though there was another one. The guide was back to say the weather just turned and the clouds had come over intensely and perhaps the walk wasnt going to be worth it. He was happy to do the walk if anyone wanted but based on weather likely any sunrise view would be better from basecamp. I got up out of bed to check it out myself and it was so cold and the wind was blowing a gail with thick clouds surrounding. After hanging out a couple of minutes I decided going up wasnt worth it. I didn't feel I needed to say I made it for the sake of it when we were told and my view from the weather was we had it as good as it would get. Just under half the group decided to make the trek. I stayed up for a while sitting by the fire but after 15 minutes the clouds kept a coming in and it felt like nothing was going to change. I decided napping was a better use of my time. Glad I did this as those that stayed up said nothing changed and eventually followed suit. On top of this those that hiked up the top said it was immensely challenging in the wind and darkness. When they made the top there was nothing but clouds and they had to face the volcano side from the wind only turning to the (non-existant) view intermittently. They ultimately stayed up there 3 minutes before making the trek back. While I know you go up Acatenango to get to summit and see Fuego erupt, of which neither happened for me. I still really enjoyed the hike, it's not often you're really in the clouds like that!
2. At around 7am it was wake up round two for breakfast, this was oatmeal and tea. While we'd had the hike the day before I wasnt overly hungry so I took my time going along but eventually did. Just as I'd finished breakfast one of the men on my tour came into the food tent saying a group had shown up at the campsite asking for a doctor. Luckily we did have a doctor on the hike and on top of this, I think all the guides have to have a certain level of training. What eventuated was a group had been up the summit for a while (remembering the guys from my group were only there a few minutes) and a member of their group had hypothermia. Everyone cleared out of the food tent where the heater was that they took her inside with the doctor. Then my cabin cleared all our stuff out and got a sleeping bag to her ( doctors orders) and then they moved her in the cabin with the sleeping bag and the heater. It must've been further help the doctor spoke pretty good Spanish but the guides also stayed to help with translation too. While this was all happening myself and the others from my cabin stood by the campfire trying to stay warm. After 30/40 minutes the all clear was given and she was deemed in the green and it was time for us to begin our descent.
3. Yesterday it was largely an uphill journey so today is all downhill. From a physical toughness perspective this isn't so bad on my muscles but the challenge is staying up right and not spraining knees and ankles! The path is semi slippery from the wet and then also people race up and down the volcano (!!) So when they go down they intentionally slide their feet at parts to go faster but this makes it more slippery for us wee walkers. The trip down was only like two hours and I managed to go largely unscathed. I was wearing warm gloves at the start because of the cold but then kept them on once I didnt need them. This was because I realised if I slipped or needed to grab onto something it was better they got dirty than my hands. This was lucky because at one point we went through a cornfield which was protected by barbed wire. It just happened to be here that my ankle gave way on me. I had tried to grab a wooden post but missed in the slip and grabbed the barbed wire! Luckily the glove ripped ever so slightly but I was unscathed. Even better was all of me also didnt go into the menacing fence and I stayed upright! At around 10am i finished the decent and it was into the bus for the one hour ride to Antigua.
4. Back in Antigua I was rather optimistic for my afternoon. I only had the rest of this day and the start of the next to finish tripping around. Back at the hostel I had a shower (hottest temperature and strongest water preassure in 67 days!) Before heading out. First was to the Antigua lookout with the cross. It was a Sunday so a little bit busy but not as bad as you'd expect. Its only a small hill walk up but given it had been all of 3 hours since I'd finished Pacaya I was super slow. Pretty sure I was dwadling with my sleepy legs. Once down again the next stop was la mercad la mercad church. Turns out I'd been to both before a number of times without really registering. They were cute but nothing overly exciting. Then I went to go to the Santa Catalina arch but there were hundreds of people on the road so i cut my losses and went to Museo Casa Santo Domingo (a fancy hotel you can tour around). My zombiness got the better of me here and after a quick circle I ended up just sitting in their courtyard for an hour before making my way back to my own hostel. It was super peaceful in the gardens there.
5. Back at the hostel Abi and I caught up for a drink before going out for dinner. While we had a drink we looked at her draft Colombia plans as she had done lots of research and so it was helpful for me to learn a few things for my future weeks. I also passed on info I've received from others. Then what better way to spend your last evening in Guatemala than with Mexican food. We went to a highly recommended place called Frida's and it was well worth the hype. Delicious quesadillas and nachos. I had a frozen guava margarita which was heaven. At 10pm it was hometime for the final sleep in Guatemala! Its been a good 5 weeks here.
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1-102 😜
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
-yup2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
-yup3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
-like, a few hours ago actually4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
-yes
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
-yup6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
-yes I have7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
-Adidas joggers and a Letterman’s hoodie. 8. How often do you listen to music?
-almost constantly9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
-I wear jeans more but I like sweats more10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
-well it definitely didn't lmao11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
-antisocial. I'm too shy12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter A?
-Yes I have13. What about R?
-nope14. Can you drive a stick shift?
-nope15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
-yes but no. Depends who it is16. Are you going out of town soon?
-yeah next week actually17. When was the last time you cried?
-this morning18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
-yeah19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
-nope20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
-if family counts then yes21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
-I didn't get to see my girl22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
-when girls do** hell yes23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
-not officially yet24. What are you sitting on right now?
-on my bed25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
-no26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
-yeah27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
-April28. Do you get a lot of colds?
-nope29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
-Letterman’s30. Does anyone hate you?
-yeah lmao31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
-absolutely not32. Do you like watching scary movies?
-hell no33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
-yesssss34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
-fifth grade35. Did you have a dream last night?
-yes36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
-this morning. it was my grandpa37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
-maybe yeah38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
-yes39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
-yes40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
-no41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
-not officially. we were talking I guess42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
-yes43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
-yes44. What’s the best part about school?
-going home at the end of the day45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
-I don't even have a facebook46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
-no47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
-all the time48. Were you single over the last summer?
-no49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
-hell no50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
-nothing. I finished all my stuff for the day51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
-sam52. Are you nice to everyone?
-as long as they’re nice to me53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
-yeah54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
-yes. 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
-nope56. Do you think you like someone?
-yeah definitely57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a J?
-no58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
-girls? idk friends are friends doesn't matter to me59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
-yeah60. Do you hate anyone?
-yuppp
61. How’s your heart?
-right now its really happy62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
-yeah..63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
-yeah64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
-my lovely ex65. Are your toenails painted pink?
-no they aren't even painted right now66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
-no67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
-no, why would someone love seeing someone else cry??
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
-no69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
-april70. How do you look right now?
-like garbage71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
-yes72. Can you commit to one person?
-yes73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
-yeah74. Have you ever felt replaced?
-yeah, too often75. Did you wake up cranky?
-yeah76. Are you a jealous person?
-yeahhhh77. Are relationships ever worth it?
-yes78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
-no79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
-yeah80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
-shower81. Last person you cried in front of?
-my sister82. Is there someone you will never forget?
-yeah. 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
-absolutely84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
-cuddling85. Are you over your past?
-not every piece86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
-no87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
-yes88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
-nope89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
-absolutely90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
-yeah91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
-I hope so92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
-yes93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
-no94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- I don't remember honestly. I don't think so95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- I don't remember who I liked in march lmao96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
-hell yes97. Who do you have texts from?
-april, my mom, my cousin, my uncle, krista, grace, sam, my grandma, my boss, my neighbor and lizzy98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
-since when?99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
-yes100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
-its just me101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
-sadly, no102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
-yes.
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Hello & welcome to my shit show of a life, and relationship. My bf [M31] & I [F22] met about a year ago, because great friends & eventually hooked up & he asked me to be official. Months go by of us dating, we found a house together, we have dogs together, and everything was simply perfect. The sex was good, we f/cked often. He would show me off, but me sexy outfits & then takes pictures of me randomly. I felt so good about myself, finally. (My ex was abusive & controlling) so to finally find a man who appreciated me & my body & made me feel so loved & good, was like a dream. I felt like I was so alive inside again. He lit my spark.Fast forward to about 3 months ago, I notice intimacy starting to lack, the kisses/makeout sessions, him just wanting to go down on me without me asking.. all of that started to fade away & we would be intimate less and less. I’m not sure about anyone else, everyone is different. But to me that makes me feel like shit.. my own boyfriend who I adore & am so sexually attracted to, won’t fuck me. Or always says he’s tired or depressed. Well he’s been “depressed” for 4 months now. We still have sex, RARILY. I’d say.. 4 times in the last 2 months. Which might be good but shit, I’m young. I love to cum & make my man feel GOOD. Anyways, a few weeks ago I went to visit some family in another state, thinking time apart might help us since we are always around each other. I come back from my trip, we had a little fight because, no dick or anything when I came home from my trip. It was like he didn’t even really miss me.Fast forward to the next morning. I wake up to a text from my bestfriend saying she has something she has to tell me, so I tell her go ahead you know. Not thinking anything bad. She lets me log into her facebook messages & that’s where it starts. My bf was messaging her, innocence at first. But then progressed to me even more weird. Asking her if she has any subreddits for fetish account. Telling her she has nice feet. Sending her dirty emojis. Yeah. So I confront him while he’s taking a shower that morning, basically saying hey, I talking to Sarah, read the messages, what the fuck? Dude gets pissed with me, tried to blame my friend. Ends up apologizing hours later. Few days go by & I have this urge to just peep his snapchat, btw, I have went through his phone ONE other time. So I log on, open snap, and see soooo many friends/chats/unopened pics from a shit ton of females I’ve never seen in his snap before. So I close it. Wait for him to come back in the room so I can ask, hey, can I see your Snapchat? He said yeah one sec, hands me his phone, ITS A COMPLETE different setup. None of the names were there. I look at him confused and go, look I’m sorry but I just checked your snapchat and it looked nothing like that. I had been drinking, so he tried to pin it on me like you don’t know what you saw you’ve been drinking. So I believed him for a little bit, cuddled up next to him & begged him to please just be real with me. I told him he is my world, and I would never hurt him. He falls asleep. I messaged one of the girls that I remembered seeing from his Snap & message her on mine. She told me he had been sending dick pics, & posted a video of me sucking his dick to her, and others I’m guessing. So at this point it’s like 3am & I’m lying here sobbing, sick to my stomach. The next morning I confront him, he told me everything. He told me he has been battling self worth issues & feels he doesn’t deserve me. “This will haunt me for the rest of my life. You seriously are my bestfriend & I don’t know how I could do life without you. I have a problem. I love you I can’t lose you I wanna make this right.” Is what I’ve been hearing the past 3 days.. I’m just so broken inside. The sad thing is I want him to fuck me so bad.. I miss him. I miss us, the closeness. Our relationship was so fucking good. Now I don’t know where I went wrong. via /r/dating_advice
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