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cathalbravecog · 9 months
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c4n1d43cup1d · 6 months
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how have i never seen anyone compare these 2
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rookiesbookies · 4 months
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Hi, I really love the greek gods au for the boys, could I request some more hcs for them?
I was lowkey so excited to have an ask! Welcome Anon! I appreciate you! You have braved my inbox and im super excited to have you!
I saw you ask and wrote this as fast as I could with some of the other ideas for them that swim around my brain.
Let me know what you think!
Masterlist is pinned on my account as always, and my inbox is open!
Price
He had Hephaestus forge him a special razor so he could always keep his mustache in check after an incident where he tried to use a human razor and broke it.
He wears human clothes, he does have his godly robes but he prefers to wear something that may be comforting for whatever sacrificial woman he has at a given moment.
Has debated no longer accepting the women as sacrifices
for a long string of time the women were just the horniest ones or the village prostitutes. While they were nice for a week or two he did end up finding them homes elsewhere
Gaz says he fosters women like cats.
Price isnt looking at fostering anymore though. This most recent accidental sacrifice has by far been his favorite. She’s so warm, causes no problem, and isn’t like the last one he got who owned 8 cats.
Price likes cats, just not 8 of them.
He also worries Zeus will try to take his woman
Which is why the woman is hidden and protected by Price’s powerful shield from anyone who tries to creep on her. He doesn’t want his woman threatened by Hera.
Hera already knows he has decided to marry this one, as the goddess of marriage and is probably the most proud of him compared to Zeus’ other bastard children.
Soap
He most often wears his godly armor instead of his robes or human clothes.
The human clothes are really only to go see Price, the robes are really only for relaxing in his house, but the armor is for working.
He has to really just follow around his dad, Ares
He doesn’t know his goddess mom, and Ares wont tell him. Honestly he questions if he’s even Ares because the relationship isnt very father-son, they’re more just like Coworkers
He says his mom is probably Aphrodite but who knows
He spends most of his time with Simon.
Simon is relaxed and comes to work with him sometimes. Usually accidentally causing a cold breeze with his presence.
Soap linda digs the dark robes, he hates how shiny his white ones are.
Definitely hides amongst humans when he gets pent up or frustrated from work.
Gods are so demanding in bed, he’d rather have a human.
With Price looking like he’s going to settle down with his newest sacrifice, Soap thinks about finding his own woman. Price’s helps him cook and clean and look like she’d take it with no problems. Soap kinda wants that now
Ghost
He’s a very antisocial god.
Price has tried to get him to loosen up.
Price has offered him the best of some of the sacrifices that he didn’t get along with.
Simon just hasn’t shifted.
He buddies around with Soap, says its because their work is the most similar.
In reality Soap is the one person he favors the most. Keegan is also up there, but he’s no Johnny.
He never understood why Price took the sacrifices of women. He doesnt bother with the mountain god who gets on his nerves. He loves Gaz but his social battery just dies.
He doesnt see anyone loving that.
Not to mention, he’s the god of Winter. His fingers are cold, his robes are a dark black instead of a beautiful white because he’s from the underworld, and he spends a lot of time down there as well.
He refuses to kidnap a woman how Hades had. Says he had standards and is too attractive for that. Tells people he’ll get a woman when he wants one.
Persephone worries about him. Persephone wants a daughter-in-law who can bring her cold son out of this.
Even Demeter worries, and she loves when he visits. She has no more work when he comes into town, she just wish he didn’t reek of death from the underworld.
Konig
You think Konig was tall at somewhere between 6’7” and 6’10”? Now he’s like 8 feet tall.
He’s probably the loneliest of all of gods, he lives at the top of his mountain (which is kinda like the one of Olympus where it was kinda just a glorified hill) and doesn’t get much company, unlike the 141 group.
He does wear a veil because of his anxiety, being a lonely god makes you self conscious, what if all the other gods are much more handsome?
He wears robes, unlike the 141 group, he doesnt try to blend in with humans so he only has his godly robes.
He doesnt often get sacrifices either, since his altar is at the top of the mountain. Its why he doesnt intervene when the war people come often.
If only there was a way to sacrifice someone to keep him company, he’d never need much more again.
Especially with Atlas holding up the world.
Zeus told him he was born from a single drop of Atlas’ sweat hitting the ground.
Konig has never met Atlas. So he wouldn’t doubt he maybe is secretly a Zeus child? However he doesn’t mind not being a Zeus child. Hera doesn’t give him problems and he likes it that way.
He cooks, he cleans. He’d do anything for someone to spend a bit of time with. He might start scoping out the local village and town again. Last time he was disappointed by all the interesting ones being taken, so he stayed at a distance. But maybe he’d try again.
Keegan
Work is always calling Keegan.
As Thanatos says, “humans wont stop dying, birthing, fucking, or breathing”
Keegan doesn’t disagree.
He has black robes, similar to Ghost’s as they’re both from the underworld. He has spent a great deal of time with Simon as he has to deal with people suffering from hypothermia in the harsh winters.
Simon doesn’t cold shoulder him like most others. Compared to the gods from the underworld, Keegan is quite friendly. He just knows people dont live forever.
Or he hasn’t learned Price can protect humans and living things from death yet.
He has a solid relationship with Thanatos. He cant complain especially next to Soap’s and Price’s situations
He hasn’t ever really spent time with the 141 group because he’s worried he’ll have to get up and leave randomly due to his job.
He also doesn’t have human clothes like they do. He often wonders where they came from.
His home is in the underworld, so he worries about a human living there if he ever were to take on a bride.
Maybe he’d find a nice goddess like Hades did. But Price makes humans seem so nice.
He just worries he wouldnt be home enough to care for his human or he’d have to take his human to work to make sure she got enough vitamin D… i mean he can always gives you vitamin D but it’s a different vitamin.
He’s also worried about touching a human because what if he accidentally kills them or something ridiculous like that?
Too many risks. Maybe. Unless someone is brave enough to prove them wrong.
Gaz
He saves a lot of dropped babies from serious damage. He never shows himself, always stays invisible to the human eye, but he saves a lot of babies.
Also saves a lot of kids. Toddlers and young children fall quite a bit.
He has the whitest and cleanest and shiniest robes btw
But yeah he loves saving kids. Especially when he can show his form because adults don’t believe kids anyway.
Especially if they say they were saved by a god.
He also saves quite a bit of animals. Like bird eggs.
He just prefers saving kids.
He thinks they’re really darn cute.
Wouldn’t mind a few of his own
Doesnt help Hermes keeps teasing him though.
Hermes never misses a chance to remind him he came from him jerking it on a cloud and letting it fall to the earth.
Hermes thinks its really funny.
Gaz wouldn’t hate a partner. Nymph, Human, or Goddess.
He’s taken a couple of them to bed and has to say Human is his favorite.
Did he mention he saves a lot of kids?
Would you, maybe, like to save his, perhaps, for like 9 months?
Krueger
Sebastian makes Konig’s world a bit less lonely? However isn’t the most wonderful company.
Definitely defiles the virgins of random towns near by.
Has fun telling them he’s a god and was sent by their towns patron to defile them
Lowkey Hera had to ask if he was one of Zeus
He was actually carved from clay and given gifts from gods
Artemis made him a skilled hunter, Hades made him a quick thinker, Athena gave him tactical knowledge, Ares gave him strength, Apollo gave him impermeable skin, Zeus gave him a big dick, Eris gave him wild anger
The usual
His job is not terribly demanding and has quite a bit of free time to spend with Konig
He has big dark armor and a giant axe. Definitely has a lot of fun with it
his dream is to get a temple of his own and his own priestesses who would do his bidding and pray to him their city doesnt go on a hit list for the gods
He also dreams to get a virgin sacrificed to him.
He isnt greedy like Price when it comes to women, he just wants one. One is all he would need.
He’d never need to go around defiling random virgins anymore, he’d just get to have his virgin at home.
He’d love to have his own servant. He’d treat her well he promises. He’d love an embarrassed virgin for himself.
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iknowyuu · 1 year
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study, study, mwah
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kdrama! sieun x extrovert! affectionate! reader
// reader gets a terrible grade and seeks out the smartest person they know to help them study. studying is boring though, “can we do something else?”
tags: studying leading to making out, the events of weak hero one class don’t happen AU, sieun sitting on reader’s lap, whiny & bold reader, neck kisses, hickey mentions, sieun bites reader too hard on accident, sieun has never kissed anyone, reader and sieun become physically affectionate really fast in a short period of time (i.e. they make out almost right after the first kiss lol)
note: as you can tell, i like writing about neck kisses 💀 this was meant to be like 300 words max BUT I COULDN’T STOP 😭 ENJOY LMFAO. stream funky glitter christmas by NMIXX!!!
“ah,” you whine, “love you, love you,” you bring him closer to your chest, and he re-adjusts his legs to either side of your body, his hands tightening on both your shoulders.
sieun is not the type to indulge in physical affection of any kind, really at all. so, how did he end up in this situation?
it started in the classroom. “ohhh myyy goddd,” your forehead hit the paper on the desk, disappointed at the low score you got. “how did i fail again!?” you sighed as you moved your head to the side, looking at your best friend sitting next to you. she laughed at you, “well maybe if you actually studied,” you squinted your eyes at her, “you’d get a good grade.” she held up her high score, smiling at you. “ugh. really? what do you take me for, a rocket scientist or something?” you moved your head to the side. “…how would i even start doing that anyway? i know nothing about studying.”
“just ask sieun then.” she stated matter of factly. “what? you’re joking, right?” you lifted your head and laughed at her suggestion. you didn’t have anything against him, it’s just.. he was very antisocial.. and frankly, you were kinda scared of him. “no [name], im not. he’s really smart and always gets a perfect score.” she gestured in his direction and you both looked at him from your desks in the back of the classroom.
it was lunch time and he was still studying?? who even does that?
you contemplated her words before nodding affirmatively. “okay. okay! you’re right. lets do this.” you stood up and began walking to his desk before turning around when you saw she wasn’t coming. “umm.. are you coming?” you asked.
“HA, no! that’s your grade. not mine,” she shrugged before turning around to one of your other friends to talk about.. whatever they were talking about.
you deadpanned at her and sighed. she’s right, this is on you. if you wanted to step things up, you’d need to do this yourself. taking another deep breath, you prepared yourself and walked up to his desk at the front, not realizing how quiet the classroom got when you tapped on his shoulder. “hey.. sieun?” you looked at him as he slowly turned around, taking out his earbud. “so, i know we’ve never talked, but i wanted to ask if-“
“can you hurry up? im busy.” he scrunched his eyebrows at you, waiting for your response- meanwhile, you swallowed at how blunt he was. honestly.. it was kind of hot. but mostly rude. “oh, okay.” you responded instinctively, feeling hurt by his words, but knowing you needed to ask if you wanted better grades. “is there anyway you could help me study for the next test?”
he blinked at you. “no.” he turns around and puts his earbud back in, continuing to write. you stared at him, shocked. “ooo..kay.”
that was not the first time you’d ask him. yeah, far from it.
when you walked into class the next day: “please, sieun? just until the next test!” “no.”
when he was walking to cram school: “sieun!! hi! how are you?” “if you’re asking me to help you study, the no.”
several days go by of you asking him the same question, him responding negatively each time. you were read to give up, but one evening you saw he was on his usual route home, so you caught up with him after seeing him from the convenience store window: “siiieeuuunnn!! i bought you onigiri and some matcha tea! it’s good for studying, it helps your brain calm down and focus.” you stretched your arms out, trying to hand him the bag full of goods. “oh.” he looked at you, and he blinked, seemingly confused by your gesture. “thank you.” he hesitantly takes the bag from your hands, making eye contact with you, then bowing, you following suit. he then turns on his feet and begins walking home. 
“wait! let me walk you home,” you catch up with him, waving goodbye to your friends through the store window. “so.. you just came from cram school?” he sighs and removes both air-buds from his ears, placing them in his pocket. “yes.” he answers bluntly. “oh, is it good? i really need to start.. y’know, actually caring about my schoolwork.” you glance at him. “it’s fine. it’s a nice place to study.” he slightly shrugs, not sparing a look in your direction. “that’s good!” you smile at him, happy that you’re finally breaking through his shell, even if it’s just a little bit. a silence followed you the rest of the way to his house, and you both stop at his apartment door. “are your parents home?” he looks at you as he unlocks the door knob, “no.” you beam at him, “oh, then if you’re not busy, can we study together? please?” he looks as if he’s gonna say no, but you interrupt him. “pleasepleaseplease! i’ll stop bothering you during school, i promise! and i’ll buy you whatever you want from that convenience store next time we meet!”
he stares at you for several seconds before finally speaking up, “okay. please don’t think this means we’ll be studying together often.” he lets you in, taking off his shoes and stepping into his house slippers, glancing behind him as you cheer, sarcastically remarking "wow, love you too." and step inside, closing the door behind you. 
with time, you find yourself sitting next to sieun at his dining table, your notes and previously failed test in front of you, while sieun is writing down what seems to be practice english. despite what sieun said about not making your study sessions a normal thing, you find yourself at his home at first twice a week, then three times, then four, and eventually it becomes a total of five times a week, not counting the times you convince him to go with you to random places like a park or cafe. you both become good friends, and even though you promised not to bother him during school hours, you discover that you enjoy his company whenever you want to just chill. as the weeks turn into months, you became more and more casual and as a result, affectionate with him. words of affirmation was the way you expressed your appreciation and love for the people around you, and sieun was no exception. the first time you told him "i love you," he was.. startled to say the least. you asked him if that was okay for you to say, only as friends of course, and he agreed. nonetheless, you don’t feel the need to be perfect or completely likeable or 100% positive whenever you’re with him. his lack of expectations from you is.. freeing.
it was the last day before finals, and you had prepared. oh boy, you’d prepared so hard that you believed you would get at the very least a B+ letter grade. all the stress and studying will defientely pay off, you thought, and you felt you deserved a treat and a break. so did sieun.
but it seems he didn’t feel the same. “sieunnn, pleaaasseee,” you whined as you laid completely flat on the ground in front of the table, pouting as he didn’t even glance up to look at you. “we deserve a breakkk! we’ve been working our asses off, and plus, i heard that you shouldn’t cram before a test because it stresses out your brain and makes you forget what you learned!”
he sighs and mumbles. “that’s not true, and you know it, [name].” you close your eyes and sigh “i knowww,” you mumble to yourself, sighing with discontent. “i just want... i just want us to take a break,” you sit up and move to sit as close to him as humanly possible. “you’ve always worked so hard, and you deserve a break. a good, long, and satisfying break.” you reach over and hug his waist, leaning over slightly and resting your forehead on his shoulder.
he’s used to your overly affectionate demeanor at this point; he’s seen it time and time again in the classroom, in the cram school you joined to help your grades (and to be with him), and when you both went out together, you routinely and quite casually saying "love you," or "i love you," or some variation of the sort. he never returns the words and he pretends to not care, but in reality, he likes it. just a little- he would never admit it to you, though.
he glances at you but pays your words no mind, continuing to write on the paper in front of him. “sieun!! if you don’t stop studying right now, i’ll.. i’ll do something! something shocking that you would never expect, and then you’d be forced to stop. so, you better stop now on your own will.” you remove your arms from him and sit up straight.
you don’t catch the air that he forcefully exhales from his nose, “like what?” once again not sparing you a single glance.
oh. you didn’t think that far ahead. “you didn’t think that far ahead, did you?” how did he read your mind!? trying to think fast before he makes a fool out of you, you do the first thing that comes to mind- what you’ve wanted to do for a long, long time.
you lean towards him, slightly moving forward to kiss his cheek. he stops writing, and his head slowly turns to yours, making eye contact with you. your heart, aching for more since when you first started crushing on him, take the chance to lean forward again and place a kiss on his lips. as you’re pulling away, you smile as you notice his eyes are closed. “is.. is that okay?” you smile as a timid and small grin appears on his lips. if you weren’t looking at him as intensely as you were, you would’ve missed the single nod he gave to you.
“i have an idea,” you place your hands on his knees, “you’re always teaching me things and helping me study- now it’s my turn to teach you.”
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you moaned quietly into his mouth as you continued to kiss him, gently rubbing his thigh. the two of you were now in his room and on his bed, lips swollen but still hungry for more. after teaching him the basics of kissing 101 ™,  he quickly got the hang of things. turns out studying is better for more than just good grades.
you pull away, and idea popping into your head. “wait,” you giggle at the way he slightly moves forward, chasing your lips. “i wanna try something, if you don’t mind.” he looks at you with curiousity. “what is it?” “can you.. sit on my lap?” you quickly continue upon seeing the look on his face. “i mean, only if you want to of course, i don’t wanna move too fast or pressure-”
“okay,” he cuts your rambling off and stands up, gesturing for you to move back onto the frame of his bed. you beam and move to the affirmentioned spot, avoiding eye contact as he climbs onto his bed, and into your lap. he looks down at you, getting used to the elevated angle. “like this?” you nod excitedly, not wasting time before you made kissy-lips at him. he takes the hint, barely hesitating before he leans down, lips meeting yours.
now, you’d taught him about other places people would kiss during a makeout session, like their cheek and jaw, but you did not expect him to try and go for it on the first day. he breaks away from you, his kisses moving from your lips to the corner of your mouth and lower, eventually reaching your neck. on instinct, you let out a quiet “ah!” eyes shooting open before closing just as fast. you feel as he kisses and kisses your neck, and you feel like you’re in heaven. his lips are so soft, and they feel so good, you don’t ever want him to sto-
“ow!” you yelp as he immediately stops his assault on your neck. “did i hurt you?” he looks back into your eyes, concern on his features. “no, no, it’s okay, i just wasn’t expecting you to.. bite so hard.” you reach up and run your hands through his hair. “keep going, please,”
you smile and close your eyes as he leans down, this time nipping and biting much softer than before. “ah,” you whine, “love you, love you,” you bring him closer to your chest, and he re-adjusts his legs to either side of your body, his hands tightening on both your shoulders. it feels so good, he feels so good.
minutes go by as the both of you take turns kissing and giving each other hickeys, deciding to slow down when it nears time for you to go.
your phone on his bedside table buzzes once, than twice, then three times. his forehead is resting on your shoulder as you tap him. “okay, i have to go sieun.” you smile at the soft sigh he heaves as he climbs out of your lap, going over to his desk and closing his books.
time goes by as you go back out of his room, taking your time packing all your study equipment before heading towards the door to take off the (favourite color) slippers sieun got specifically for when you visit, and putting on your regular shoes. turning towards him you readjusted the bag you had, smiling at the boy in front of you. "i had so much fun, sieun," you open your arms out and pull him into a hug, enjoying the way he gently hugs you back, almost as if you were made of porcelain, not wanting to hurt or break you, ever.
he doesn't respond as you lean your head onto his shoulder, deeply sighing and closing your eyes, not ever wanting this moment to end. alas, he pulls away first, looking at you with those pretty eyes of his, "you should.. you should come back tomorrow."
the smile that appears on your face is incomparable to any smile you've ever had. the warmth that floods your body is enough to satisfy you, and for the first time with him, you become shy and look at the ground before turning back around to open the door. "i will," meeting his eyes for the last time tonight, you wave at him before two words instinctively leave your mouth; "love you!"
he smiles the tiniest smile and quietly responds, "love you too."
post story note: omg when i tell you i sat down for an hour and literally wrote half the story last night SJJSSJ I LITERALLY COULDN'T STOP. what did you guys think?? im thinking of writing a part two, but im not sure yet. i hope sieun didn't seem too ooc, i had trouble writing him during the makeout session 😭. let me know what you guys think! here is part two btw!
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jonphaedrus · 4 months
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HEY
DO YOU LIKE MY STUFF? do you enjoy reading my pornography or seeing pictures of my cats? do you want to actually talk to me despite my being the most antisocial hermit or request i write things?
well i don't have a job and we could kind of use some income so many years after i'm sure i could have done this, im finally starting a patreon and i will be opening a subscribestar soon as well. if you'd like to find out what im working on ahead of time, check out a discord with me in it, or just see photos of my cats... well. yes. here it is. the opportunity of a lifetime i guess. or the opportunity of the holidays.
come check it out or whatever
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aspd-culture · 6 months
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aspd culture is : goes into the aspd tag. seems someone claiming house md, (guy whos dxd aspd in the show im pretty sure lol) is actually hyperempathic instead of lacking it and avoids patients due to too much empathy. like ok just avoid the whole boundary pushing / whatever else ok. alright thats enough of that *turns off internet* ive had enough of prosocials damn why do they think the only aspd symptom ever is lack of empathy. god
The amount of people who take *any* ASPD rep - including but not limited to House, this was also EXTREMELY common with Wednesday Addams, who is also diagnosed with ASPD in the show Wednesday - and call it "hyperempathetic autism" is... disgusting honestly. I'm autistic too and I get the desire to have representation from non-infantalized characters, I do, but the erasure of ASPD from the very few sources who intentionally make ASPD representation is not how we handle that.
And, as you mentioned, many people intentionally overlook, ignore, or try to explain away any "bad" behavior (see also: ASPD symptoms) because it pushes against their point.
People are just... so desperate to not admit that anyone they like had ASPD that they will directly ignore and speak over the media's direct acknowledgement of ASPD just so they can see us as monsters and still have permission to like that character.
PSA to prosocials, especially those with no other experience with cluster b treatment:
When the therapist/psychologist/psychiatrist says the character "has antisocial traits" or "is antisocial", that's not a descriptor, nor does it mean they don't like people/avoid interaction with people. That's a medical professional using a different model of discussing a diagnosis with the patient by rephrasing it without the disorder attached. This is super common with ASPD because many pwASPD who are forced into treatment - like House and Wednesday - are resistant to admitting something is "wrong with them", so the professional will use the inital descriptor instead of the entire disorder name. In this case it's "antisocial" with the words personality disorder removed. It's also common to see in media happening for people with BPD, with the character being referred to as "having borderline traits" or "being borderline".
If the professional was referring to them or their traits as "asocial", then it would mean what you guys think it does - they avoid interaction, have a general dislike of socializing/social situations, and generally self-isolate. Antisocial and asocial are not the same, and while you can argue that anyone else in a show calling someone antisocial won't know the difference, their mental health professionals do. Evidently, House and the rest of the cast are also very aware in-canon of mental health, going by the DID episode which was done amazingly well imo. If House knows about Dissociative Identity Disorder, I assure you ASPD is not off of his radar. ASPD is significantly more prevalent than DID, with up to 4% of the US population having ASPD compared to 1% of the population having DID. While there is issues with under-diagnosis, those issues are the case with both disorders, so it's likely that the difference made by that would at most only slightly close the gap between the two. House also researches things purely based on the existence of stigma and/or lack of public knowledge on the subject, and frequently attempts to find out why he thinks and acts the way he does behind the scenes. If you google his symptoms, ASPD would be at least one of the things that comes up. So again, he is not misusing antisocial.
In fact, no one on House, MD would say antisocial where they meant asocial, as they are versed in psychology as a part of dealing with complex cases that have failed repeatedly to be diagnosed. That is shown constantly throughout the show. If you chose 3 episodes at random, I'm willing to bet at least one would show their experience in psychology as one of the team pushes the "it's just mental illness" angle.
All of this is to say that fuck prosocials endless refusal to actually acknowledge ASPD, both in likeable and notably unlikable characters!! Many of them HATE House, yet still can't admit he has ASPD. It's giving ableist, because it is ableist.
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The amount of people who take *any* ASPD rep - including but not limited to House, this was also EXTREMELY common with Wednesday Addams, who is also diagnosed with ASPD in the show Wednesday - and call it "hyperempathetic autism" is... disgusting honestly. I'm autistic too and I get the desire to have representation from non-infantalized characters, I do, but the erasure of ASPD from the very few sources who intentionally make ASPD representation is not how we handle that.
And, as you mentioned, many people intentionally overlook, ignore, or try to explain away any "bad" behavior (see also: ASPD symptoms) because it pushes against their point.
People are just... so desperate to not admit that anyone they like had ASPD that they will directly ignore and speak over the media's direct acknowledgement of ASPD just so they can see us as monsters and still have permission to like that character.
PSA to prosocials, especially those with no other experience with cluster b treatment:
When the therapist/psychologist/psychiatrist says the character "has antisocial traits" or "is antisocial", that's not a descriptor, nor does it mean they don't like people/avoid interaction with people. That's a medical professional using a different model of discussing a diagnosis with the patient by rephrasing it without the disorder attached. This is super common with ASPD because many pwASPD who are forced into treatment - like House and Wednesday - are resistant to admitting something is "wrong with them", so the professional will use the inital descriptor instead of the entire disorder name. In this case it's "antisocial" with the words personality disorder removed. It's also common to see in media happening for people with BPD, with the character being referred to as "having borderline traits" or "being borderline".
If the professional was referring to them or their traits as "asocial", then it would mean what you guys think it does - they avoid interaction, have a general dislike of socializing/social situations, and generally self-isolate. Antisocial and asocial are not the same, and while you can argue that anyone else in a show calling someone antisocial won't know the difference, their mental health professionals do. Evidently, House and the rest of the cast are also very aware in-canon of mental health, going by the DID episode which was done amazingly well imo. If House knows about Dissociative Identity Disorder, I assure you ASPD is not off of his radar. ASPD is significantly more prevalent than DID, with up to 4% of the US population having ASPD compared to 1% of the population having DID. While there is issues with under-diagnosis, those issues are the case with both disorders, so it's likely that the difference made by that would at most only slightly close the gap between the two. House also researches things purely based on the existence of stigma and/or lack of public knowledge on the subject, and frequently attempts to find out why he thinks and acts the way he does behind the scenes. If you google his symptoms, ASPD would be at least one of the things that comes up. So again, he is not misusing antisocial.
In fact, no one on House, MD would say antisocial where they meant asocial, as they are versed in psychology as a part of dealing with complex cases that have failed repeatedly to be diagnosed. That is shown constantly throughout the show. If you chose 3 episodes at random, I'm willing to bet at least one would show their experience in psychology as one of the team pushes the "it's just mental illness" angle.
All of this is to say that fuck prosocials endless refusal to actually acknowledge ASPD, both in likeable and notably unlikable characters!! Many of them HATE House, yet still can't admit he has ASPD. It's giving ableist, because it is ableist.
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seokwoosmole · 7 months
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I feel like I posted one of these a longggg time ago like when I first started this blog but that was forever ago so here's my updated stan list cuz I'd rlly like to make some new moots & friends. Keep reading to see cause this will be a long post:
Stan Level: Group/Artist (Biases)
Ults: SF9 (Rowoon, Dawon, Zuho), iKON (Bobby), B.I, ATEEZ (Mingi, Hongjoong)
Semi-Ults: KARD (OT4 but mostly BM & Jiwoo), GOT7 (Jinyoung), SHINee (KEY)
Boy Groups/Bands I Stan: Xdinary Heroes (O.de, Jooyeon), MONSTA X (Joohoney, IM), ONEUS (Seoho, Leedo), The Rose (Dojoon, Woosung), ZEROBASEONE [I was a star creator] (Gunwook, Matthew), TXT (Taehyun)
Girl Groups I Stan: Dreamcatcher (Dami, Sua), Purple Kiss (Swan), ITZY (Chaeryeong)
Soloists I Stan: B.I, Seo In Guk, IU, Lee Hi, Wonho, AleXa, Somi, BIBI, YENA
Baby Stan [these groups are either new or I haven't stanned them for long/don't know them as well]: P1Harmony (Jiung, Keeho), ONEWE (don't have a bias yet I just like them as a whole), The New Six (Maybe Junhyeok but he's been in hiatus for awhile so don't rlly know him that well – so maybe Kyungjun or Sungjun?), Limelight (Gaeun), EVNNE (Keita), Cherry Bullet (I've liked them for a long time but more so for the music, idk the members very well)
Artists I want to get more into: EVERGLOW, BOYNEXTDOOR, CRAXY, PENTAGON, AKMU, WOODZ, KANG DANIEL
That's my like FULL FULL stan list but the artists I'm most active in the fandom for/blog the most about are: ATEEZ, SF9, iKON, B.I, Xdinary Heroes, Oneus, Zerobaseone. Sooooo anyway 👉🏼👈🏼 if u wanna be moots drop a like or follow or whatever. I like talking but im just antisocial hahaha so am terrible at initiating conversations lol
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☆— pairing : beomgyu x reader x taehyun
☆— genre : slight fluff, smut (MDNI)
☆— warnings : frat boys, alcohol, oral (giving & receiving), 3-sum, def. not safe sex (wrap before you tap!) pet names (its literally only baby..)
☆— summary : two boys. two of the most popular boys in the well known frat, "tau chi tau" are interested in you. making whoever gets you first the ultimate competition. you, seeing right through their little game, you decide to play along. which one of them will win? or maybe both?
☆— wc : 3.5k
☆— this is NOT a proofread so if their are mistakes im sorry!
☆— author note : im so sorry this is my first fic im sorry if its bad 😭🙏
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“y/n?” 
You're woken up by your best friend who shared the same lecture with you.
It's your last lecture of the day and silly you decided to fully book your schedule with lectures because you thought you would be fine with waking up early in the morning, you were clearly not
“Come let’s go back home” 
Your friend is dragging you out of the lecture hall, you're stumbling all over the place from the drowsiness that hit you in the middle of class “Yunjin, wait.. I'm so…. Tired'' Yunjin stops and says “hurry up i need to go and study”
—-
walking into the entrance of your apartment you share together you stumble and say
“I'm taking a nap” rubbing your eyes as you slowly but surely walk over to your bedroom
“Ok i'll be in my room” Yunjin shoots you a smile while you continue to walk with a small wave
—-
-buzz-
Your phone is vibrating underneath your pillow then stops
-buzz-
It happens again it's vibrating
-buzz- 
“Ugh who could be texting me at this time..” Apparently it's Yunjin, she's texting you non stop, you read the messages, ‘the infamous tau chi tau boys are throwing a party tonight!’
Practically reading the excitement from the message, you're not really into parties but you thought since you have been a little antisocial you could give it a try. You message back ‘i'll be there’ Yunjin immediately responds back ‘perfect we're going together’ 
— 
You jump up out of your bed still a little drowsy from the long nap you took due to a long day of classes, “i need to shower..” you say to yourself, so that's what you do
Hoping out of the shower smelling like vanilla and coconut, you start to dry yourself then bring out your blow dryer to start styling your hair ‘the party starts at 10 btw !’ you read the text while continuing to style your hair in a soft blow out
‘Bsf !! 🩷 is calling..’
You pickup the phone “hello?” “y/n hurry up i know you aren't doing anything” Yunjin says clearly annoyed by your old habits.. “Actually i'm doing my makeup right now” you tell her with an eyeroll following shortly after it “oh? My bestie has changed?!” “Yunjin i'm going to hang up” “okok sorry go get ready i'll be there around 9:30” “ok see you! Byee”
You hang up and continue to get ready you do a cute silver smokey eye with the perfect amount of glitter
You finish with your makeup and send a picture to Yunjin telling her your getting dressed and you will be ready soon
you check the time it reads ‘8:47pm’ you start to get a little nervous and actually wonder if you should really go to this party… “whatever, lets go and have a fun time”
You figure out what you wanna wear by throwing your closet on the floor of your room debating whether to clean it up now or just save it for later, you finally find this stunning backless bodycon black slip dress that complements your curves perfectly
“Perfect.”
Slipping on the dress you find your favourite heels that have been missing for awhile now, cute black strappy heels that are just the perfect height
You put everything on and match it with a small silver shoulder bag that can fit just the right amount of items that you need, your lipgloss, phone, airpods, condom (for obvious reasons) and a packet of mint gum
9:40pm
‘Message from Bsf !! 🩷 : im here come out when your ready’
“Hey siri!”
“Yes?”
“Message Bsf, i'm coming out right now! make sure you have aux ready for me !”
10 minutes into the car ride you feel anxious that you might not fit in, Yunjin notices “y/n don't stress you literally look so fine i would def smash if i weren't your best friend” you giggle at her comment and continue 
You guys arrive and are welcomed by this total cutie, he had faded pink hair was wearing a baggy dark grey shirt with navy baggy jeans and some black shoes, Yunjin notices the way you look at him and nudges you with a smirk while continuing to walk into the frat house
“I saw the way you were looking at him!” she says with the biggest smirk on her face “that was one of the guys that asked me to bring you here!” your face turns from a slight smile to a huge smirk “what do you mean by one of the guys?! Was there more than one?” you ask and Yunjin nods her head yes
Both of you walk farther into the house to find where the drinks are, you stumble upon the mini bar to find some boy with fluffy brown hair dressed in a black hoodie with a small silver chain poking out of the collar with green cargos and some basic white air forces on
“What could I get you two?” the cute fluffy brown haired boy says
“Uhm i'll just get a white claw annnd she will get..” Yunjin says looking at you but you're mesmerised by his looks “oh. I'll just get what she's getting”
“Any specific flavours?” he asks to make sure both of you are happy
“No i'm fine with any” Yunjin says while you nod in agreeance 
You both take your drinks from the boy, who you noticed was winking at you as he gave them to you. You then leave in search of something to do at the party, until you run into the pink-haired boy you initially saw.
Yunjin nudges you telling you to “go talk to him he is really nice” so you do what she says and you go up to him and talk to him
“Hey, how are you?” you say trying to come off as confident while trying to hide the redness from the alcohol
“I'm doing pretty well, what about you?” he says while having this soft smile on his face leaving you staring for a bit
“I'm good, My name is y/n what about you?” you ask
“I know who you are i've seen you in a few of my classes, anyways i'm Taehyun” you realise the boy you are talking to you is Taehyun, like THE kang Taehyun, he is known around campus for being super sweet but at the same time a total asshole to girls, but he doesn't seem like an asshole
You continue talking to him until you get a text from Yunjin saying “meet me near the bar there is a guy that wants to talk to you”
You tell him that you will be back and he sends you off with a wink and a small wave
Back at the bar you find Yunjin with that fluffy brown hair boy who served you, Yunjin is waving at you to come, so you do, you stand behind her eager to get back to taehyun but Yunjin is quick to shut that down by bringing out an extra chair hidden underneath the mini bar
The boy starts by introducing himself “hey i'm Beomgyu, i've heard from your friend that you don't get out much” you glare at Yunjin but she is busy laughing to notice your glare “yeah i'm pretty busy with school because i thought i would be able to survive a full schedule everyday” you state still eager to get back to taehyun when you see him coming over to you
“Oh hey Beomgyu, i see you've met y/n” taehyun says looking at you with a smirk, you turn to Yunjin to see that she is leaving while waving you bye and mouthing ‘good luck’ 
Taehyun drops a drink on your dress while reaching over the bar to get his own, leaving you drenched and smelling heavily of cheap alcohol. He notices and tries to clean it up with a napkin, but it doesn't work very well.
“Shit, sorry y/n i didn't mean to.. Yo Kai, Soob some help please?”
Taehyun gestures to his friends Soobin and Kai to help him while he looks for something to stop the spill over the bar counter. Meanwhile, Soobin and Kai advise you to head upstairs, take a shirt out of one of the closets, and leave your dress here; they will eventually find a way to return it to you.
As you climb the stairs, you come across a room door marked ‘Beomgyu.’ You knock on the door to make sure nobody is inside, and as soon as you do, you hear someone shout, "Come on everyone, we're going to be playing seven minutes in heaven!" You were wearing a dress and had nothing on but your undergarments on, so you quickly take a shirt out of Beomgyus' closet and grab a pair of sweatpants. 
As you get ready to play, make sure to sit next to Soobin and Kai, your new friends, and across from Taehyun and Beomgyu. All the while, keep your eyes fixed on the man holding the bottle.
“Ok who wants to go first?” says the man who you later find out his name is ‘yeonjun’ 
Despite Taehyun and Beomgyus' hunger in their eyes, you take the initiative and say, "I will." You set the bottle down and give it a good spin after Yeonjun hands it to you. Beomgyu is spinning the bottle and is staring at you because you are wearing his clothes. He thinks it's adorable that you chose his room out of all the ones you could have gone to. 
The bottle lands on…. No one else but taehyun
Out of all people it was Taehyun, you weren't mad, no you were more than happy but you were more so just stunned. You got up and took Taehyun by the hand, getting covered in his musky scent and becoming intoxicated by both his scent and alcohol.
Into the closet you both headed as you hear someone say “the timer will start when the door is locked”
You and taehyun stare at each other looking into his big eyes taking in all his features that you might have missed, he wraps his arms around your waist holding you close asd he keeps one arm on your waist and uses the other to move loose hair out of your face
“You look so pretty up close '' Taehyun states, obviously trying to sweeten you up and it's working, usually you wouldn't fall for something stupid like this but Taehyun has you wrapped around his finger so does Beomgyu..
“Do i now..?” saying with a playful tone leaning into him reaching your arm overs his neck to take him in for a kiss
Minutes go by your not sure how many you have left but that is not important, taehyun is, he is gripping your waist tighter kissing you back, your hands are ruffling his hair when you feel his tongue swipe against your bottom lip begging for permission to be let in, you guys then fight for dominance. Taehyun obviously won.
After a few moments of making out, you guys heard a knock on the door indicating that your time is up. You guys fixed yourselves up to look presentable. Taehyun opened the door for you, allowing you to head out first, you then went back to your seat next to Kai and Soobin, walking past Beomgyu to get to your spot, he got a whiff of Taehyun’s strong cologne.
Shooting a stern look at you, you giggle to Kai, letting him know what happened with you and Taehyun in the closet, “we could tell what went on in there just not sure to what extent” Kai said with a giant smile
Few rounds of the game go by until many get bored, people start to leave, but Beomgyu is still staring, giving a sharp glare in your direction, he is pissed you can tell, maybe it's due to what happened in the closet but you have a feeling where this is going..
“Come with me.” Beomgyu says while the game ends dragging you along with him up to his room, “why are we-” he cuts you off “shut up” he says kissing you while shutting the door to his room, he is eager but passionate you can feel his hands roam your body while you break away from the kiss, “Beomgyu…” you say slowly, turning your head while someone knocks on the door, he lets you get the door to see its taehyun, he barges in, sitting down in Beomgyu’s chair in his desk “please continue” he says while nodding his head up
You do what he says and continue making out with Beomgyu, you can feel him tug on the borrowed clothes “off… please” he looks down at you with hungry eyes, you can't help but listen to him, slowly ridding yourself of the borrowed clothes leaving you in front of both Beomgyu and Taehyun in just your undergarments 
Both staring at you in awe, Beomgyu’s hands sneak onto your waist holding you close to him, feeling his cock push up on your thigh through his pants, feeling painfully hard
He removes his hands off your body for a second as he breaks the kiss to remove his clothes, while Taehyun is watching the both of you he lowers his pants to his mid thigh leaving him in his boxers as he palms himself through them
Beomgyu is pushing you on his king size bed, while your sitting up on his bed you feel the heat between your thighs grow stronger and stronger by the fact that you have two men fawning over you
Taehyun rids himself of his clothes as joins Beomgyu while they both stand on either side of the bed, taehyun is the first to join you on the bed, on top of you while he kisses your stomach, leaving marks while slowly groping your plush tits, while Beomgyu is kissing on your neck biting and leaving small little marks waiting to get a reaction out of you
Small whimpers leave your mouth while you try to hold back moans from the pleasure, getting slightly uncomfortable with the wetness of your panties, you start to rub your thighs together
“Getting needy already..?” Taehyun looks up to you with his lidded eyes as his fingers caress your soaking panties, rubbing them up and down along your heat, he pulls them to the side as he lowers his head to level with your cunt, his hands placed on your thighs stopping you from closing them on his head while he leaves kitten licks on the sensitive skin
“mmhm.. !” you let out a whimper while the two men are keeping you satisfied, but you're craving more..
Beomgyu sneaks his hands behind your back to unclasp your bralette that holds your soft and cute boobs in place
Removing the garment and tossing it off the bed, Beomgyu immediately toys with your nipples one of them in his mouth, feeling his tongue lick and suck on it while the other is being pinched and rubber by his thumb
Taehyun lifts your hips to remove your panties tossing them to the side, he continues kissing your extremely sensitive bud while pushing his nose up against it, he teases your entrance with his tongue, pushing it in slightly then removing it and resuming his kitten licks
Your hands found rest on both of their heads, gripping their hair, tugging Beomgyu’s once in awhile leaving him to groan “mmm..~ , so cute..” he says, you can barely hear him as he has his face shoved in your tits
He gets up to remove the rest of his clothes, you whine from the lack on touch, crawling towards you, his cock in hand, he brings it close to your face, you immediately take your hand and grab it to guide it to your mouth
Leaving a kiss on his angry red tip, then moving down to his shaft leaving kisses all over it while you thumb with his leaky tip, pre-cum all over his tip and your fingers
“Ughh..~ just like that… fuck!” he exclaims, his hand resting on your head, handful of your hair and he guides you where he needs your mouth
“Baby… may i..~” taehyun say while he takes off his boxers, holding his cock slowly pumping it waiting for a response from you
“Mhm..~!” you say, mouth full of Beomgyu’s cock which is almost too big for you, you can feel every vein while your lips are wrapped around bobbing your head up and down
With no hesitation Taehyun slams into your soft plush walls, clamping down on him, having to stop sucking off Beomgyu due to the sudden feeling “haah..~!” you moan out around Beomgyu’s cock
“Fuck y/n..! You're so good..~!” Beomgyu moans moving his hand from your hair to the side of your face caressing it while Taehyun starts to move after letting you adjust to the feeling of his long and girthy length, his hands resting on your hips while your legs wrap around his waist, ankles locked around each other pulling him closer
“Hmm..~ want to feel me deeper.. Hmm~?” he says mesmerised by the way your taking both of them right now
Feeling over stimulated by the both you can feel your climax rising soon, Taehyun can also feel by the way your walls clench around him, your getting sloppier and sloppier with Beomgyu in your mouth, but he's close
“Aah..~ im close k.. keep going baby..~” Beomgyu barely gets that out while you try to finish him off as fast as you can, he ends up shooting his load in your mouth, mouth full of his warm and sweet load you swallow all while looking up at him, a little escape from the side of your mouth, he swipes his thumb to clean it holding his thumb out for you while you lick it clean
Taehyun’s speed gets faster “fuck baby..~ you're so good to me.. taking me like this~” your a moaning mess can't control anything that comes out of your mouth, Taehyun lifts your legs onto his shoulders, leaving him with a new angle which lets him hit that perfect spot “hmmm~! ah- ah- ah-!” leaving a a staccato of moans
“Come on baby~ cum for me..~!” Taehyun says, Beomgyu watching this as he sits patiently and waits for his turn, looking at Taehyun you're a moaning mess “cu- cumming~!” you scream out in pleasure as you let the knot in your stomach let go, cumming all over Taehyun's cock, he quickly pulls out to cum on your stomach leaving you a mess for Beomgyu
Slowly taking over Beomgyu takes over Taehyun’s spot in between your legs, with no time to adjust he starts pounding into you like a dog in heat, 
Tears stain your face from the over stimulation from the both of them giving you no time to recover, Beomgyu is very vocal while his speed increases, your gripping the bed sheets to find something to help ground yourself and to stop you from immediately cumming on the spot
Taehyun replaces the bed sheets with his hands holding yours kissing it, then kissing and marking your neck
“y/n~! you're s- so good.. haah~!” Beomgyu is moaning practically cumming “b- beom! I'm cumming~!” you scream as you cum on his cock, still not there yet he continues to pound into you with no mercy, “d- dont worry baby..~ im c- close!” he says reassuring you as he also quickly pulls out to mix his cum with Taehyun’s on your stomach
Almost completely fucked out, you grab taehyuns cock and attempt to suck him off but fail, he helps you by grabbing your hair and slowing guiding you bobbing your head up and down on it, swirling your tongue, leaving saliva dripping from your mouth onto the bed, his cock twitching in your mouth, you can feel he’s close
“Aah~ baby.. Im- im gonna cum~” he says, shortly after he cums in your mouth, his load was a lot more than Beomgyu’s but you still swallow it
He pulls out and they both give you a kiss on the head, “let's get you cleaned up?” Beomgyu says looking at you, then the almost dried cum on your stomach
Before it completely dries up Taehyun fetches a warm and wet towelette, wiping your face from the sweat, while Beomgyu grabs some toilet paper, cleaning the mess from your orgasms and the cum on your stomach
The boys hop into the bed next to you, “so cute~” Taehyun says while fixing your hair “isn't she~?” Beomgyu says while rubbing your hips
Falling asleep in their arms your last thought pops into your head
‘I will most likely be coming to more parties if i get to spend the night with these two again’
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Hanahaki (Words better left unsaid(?))
Fuck it i'm splitting it into parts. this is part one. ALL OF IT IS IN ONE DOC THATS SEVEN PAGES LONG AND STILL NOT COMPLETE. HERE'S THE FIRST FOUR PAGES.
Anyways this is filled with headcanons because only the MSS demo is out. HERE YOU GO BORIS I HOPE YOU LIKE FUCKING. CHUBEE BEING ANTISOCIAL OR WHATEVER IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT.
EAT THE ANGST WHILE I GO AND MAKE MYSELF SOMETHING TO EAT FOR I HUNGER.
also a friend and I wrote a fic with our OCs that involved Hanahaki like. 2 years ago. And the resolve of that fic was that the sickly person lost their memory and thats how the hanahaki was rid of. and i liked that idea so Input "FORGETTING UR LOVED ONES WILL CURE YOU OF THE FLOWERS!!!" in here.
Uhhh tw for Hanahaki, memory loss caused by concussion, and idk what else. please ask me if you need something tagged cuz i genuinely have no idea what to tag.
also i had to replay all the routes in the demo so I could do my best to write the personalities. I mainly just like kicking chubee while he's down because. idk actually. ig its just cuz i like him as a character? I'm really tired
im going to stop rambling pls just read this so i can get back to working on the second part AND my other angst fics. and the singular happy fic in my WIP collection.
Ba-dump, ba-dump, ba-dump. Chubee knew the feeling well. Ba-dump, ba-dump, ba-dump. His heart was pounding, and his stomach was spinning about. Ba-dump, ba-dump, ba-dump. Rongdien was snort-laughing at Matu, who had tripped over Aloiki’s fake tail and fallen flat on his face.
Rongdien was one of the hardest of the group to make friends with, it took the beekeeper a while to figure out how to make them grin. While everyone else was somewhat open with their interests, they had remained stone-faced.
That frustrated Chubee, although he hated showing it. Deep down, he felt that he was only good for jokes and “therapy”. Nobody really cared about him, nobody wanted to know what he was interested in, or what he had gone through in life. So when someone didn’t see him as good for either, he could only feel hollow. If he didn’t have a purpose, why should he live?
The red-head glanced at the blonde, gaze clouding with confusion. “You’re staring, ‘Bee. Why are you staring, Chubee.” Their voice wasn’t loud, but it was commanding enough to make Chubee stand up straight.
“Sorry, Mx. ‘dien.” He tried for a grin, but it was hard to manage. Their amber eyes were sharp, piercing him through and making his knees wobble, making it hard for him to stand.
“Why are you staring.” Rongdien repeated, making the beekeeper attempt to straighten up even moreso. 
“Don’t see you laugh often, is all!” There was something bitter rising in his throat, and his breath was growing hard. “I don’t feel so well, though.” He kept the grin up as he backed up, the bitterness growing.
He booked it. Chubee ran down the halls, ran towards his room. He slammed his door open as fast as he could, before his knees buckled. Petals flooded out of his mouth, that of the red windflower. Typically, he would’ve stared in awe, but they were coming from his mouth.
“No, no, no.” He whispered, tears welling in his eyes. He had this sickening curse once before, back before he graduated, and someone else had to tell him years later.
“You had this sickness. “Hanahaki”, I believe it is called. You were spewing up entire bouquet’s worth of purple petals. 
Chubee was unusually still. His hands weren’t patting his knees, his foot wasn’t tapping the ground, his eye wasn’t twitching. 
“It was weird that you were missing so much school, y’know. Everyone was worried, even…” the brunette paused, her lips pursing. “Even Pedro.”
The name hung in the air, and she stared at him like he was about to spew out an entire flower again.
“Maria, it’s fiiiineeeee!” He hated how his voice wavered, “I’m over it. You know how? I got a concussion.”
Maria’s eyebrows furrowed, and she looked at him quizzically. “How would that help?!”
The blonde just shrugged, taking off his gloves and touching his fingers to his palm repeatedly. “I had a talk with Carmen,” he tried to keep any and all emotion out of his tone. “ ‘Pparently, forgetting the one you love helps. It’s why I didn’t show up for the rest of the year, either.”
She still bore a concerned expression, and Chubee itched with discomfort. He never knew how to react whenever someone showed concern for him.
“Y’know, Carmen has a killer throw. Never trust ‘em with a tennis ball, you’ll regret it.” Shivers went down his spine, but he tried to sound like he was joking. “Knocked me straight out. Only knew he did it because he was next to me at the hospital.”
Maria glanced out the window– the sun was setting, and it caused a beautiful gradient to cover her face. Blue, pink, orange, and then yellow. “He said you got a bad concussion, and everyone wanted to see you… Many people are fond of you, Garcia.”
Chubee had no retort to make, as much as he wish he did. 
“At the beginning of the school year, when the teacher made us do an introduction assignment… a lot of people remembered your interest in beekeeping from that day. It’s why Jaime got you the bee plushie, and why Lucia and I saved up to get you those bee-themed pixie lights.” She raised a finger, pointing at his hat– the one he always wore. “It’s why Antonio got you that.”
Chubee snapped back to the present, he had lingered on that memory for too long. What purpose had there been to think back to it? He already knew that he just needed to forget. Forgetting was a lot easier than opening up about his feelings.
“You blood-havers are strange.” A metallic, squeaky, voice rang from above him.
He jolted, looking above and wiping his mouth. “Estelia.” He muttered, his tone bitter with hatred.
The robot just giggled, hovering in the air before staring at the petals. “That’s gross. Humans are gross.”
She began to ramble, but he cut her off as keeled over, pressing his palms into the hardwood flooring and cringing as more petals spilled out of his mouth, accompanied by dots of blood.
“You should see a doctor.” Estelia vanished after saying that, although her steel-cold giggles still echoed about in the halls.
Chubee ignored that comment. He was too busy thinking about who could help him forget. 
Maybe Carolia could hit him on the head, whether it be with fist or hammer. Carolia never did seem to like others, so perhaps he wouldn’t ask questions.
There was a knock at his doorway, and dread filled his chest.
“Nice petals.” The voice was monotone, uninterested, and yet somewhat amused. “I don’t see that every day.”
Chubee did his best to gain his composure, but it was difficult.
“Mina says hi, by the way.” the brunette crouched down, patting Chubee on the back. “I can see if any of Mina’s medicine can help with the petals. With all the medicine substitution needed in my field, I’m sure I have something that could aid.”
Mezsha stood up with furrowed eyebrows, pulling Chubee up by the hood of his jacket. “But,” she continued after a long inhale. “It won’t be a permanent solution. There are three ways to survive this. But there are four ways to come out of this sickness.”
His throat was dry as he spoke. “How can I survive?”
Mina chortled at Chubee’s voice, which stung slightly, but it wasn’t important at the moment. Mezsha seemed to be thinking.
“Well,” She said after a few minutes, “I’ll dumb this down as much as I can, for your sake. The first way you can survive is by confessing your feelings– but your feelings must be returned. Obviously.”
The bee-keeper buzzed softly, kicking at the petals and pursing his lips. His parents stopped showing care for him long ago, and it taught him something. Never, ever, be honest with your feelings. Even in a life or death situation, don’t be honest. It’ll just hurt you in the end.
“The second way is surgery. I’m the only one here capable of performing such a feat– at least, without you risking some sort of infection. Also, I don’t know if the others would be able to perform it right. This is the most simple way, especially with how you’ll lose your feelings after, but you’ll have to place a lot of trust in me.”
Mina squealed and swiped the air.
“And, no, Mina won’t be in the room for it. That would be unsanitary.”
The blonde buzzed in amusement, rolling his shoulders. “Thanks for the reassurance. Really makes the idea less scary.”
The veterinarian stared at Chubee, a small spark of entertainment darting through her honey-yellow eyes. “Do not use sarcasm against me, Garcia. Moving on, the third way to survive such a condition is to—”
“Lose your memory.” The words burst out of his mouth, and as soon as he realized he cut her off, he took a few steps back. “Sorry.”
Mezsha’s glasses slipped down the bridge of her nose, her eyes narrowed as she stared at the beekeeper. “Most people don’t know about that, how do you?”
Chubee had never been as honest as he had been in that moment. Words spilled out without a stop put to them, and it felt like he was going to crumple over. He explained everything, how he had had the disease once before, and how a classmate told him that memory loss would help, and how the concussion left him hospitalized for a month– the last month of the school year.
He explained how hard it was for him to be honest with his emotions, because it never felt like anyone would ever care. How all the tears he forced down were trapped because he didn’t want to be picked on for crying, how he was scared of anyone getting too close because he might become attached and he didn’t want to grieve when he was abandoned.
He could only stop when his hyperventilation became too much to speak through, and it was then that he realized how nice it felt to cry. To let all he bottled up, flow out. And his words hung in the air, only interrupted by his sharp sobs and sharp, uneven, breath.
Inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, exhale, exhale, in. He could almost feel Mezsha’s pitiful gaze, he didn’t have to look up. Exhale, exhale, inhale, exhale. His heart was pumping, and tears dripped off of his chin and to the hardwood tile. Inhale, exhale, inhale, inhale, exhale.
A fluffy heap was pushed into his chest.
“Bah!” It was a tiny, yet high-pitched, roar. Mina.
He wrapped an arm around the bear cub, tears clearing from his vision as he spoke gently. “Oh, hello there, Mina…”
Mina chortled again, turning her head to stare at her care-taker. “Raaah?”
Mezsha’s jaw was tight, and her eyebrows were furrowed together. “Keep holding Mina until you calm down. Petting her may help.” Her voice was much softer than usual, even with a hint of sorrow in it. 
Chubee’s breath slowed down bit by bit, and tears were no longer welling in his eyes. His eyes stung from dryness, and his cheeks were burning from the lament.
“Thank you for opening up.” 
He looked up, and Mezsha was slightly crouched to his height. Her eyes were damp with sympathy, and her irises were much more of a marigold color.
His words caught in his throat for a mere second. “I shouldn’t have.”
Mezsha tapped her finger against the wall, her gaze clouding and growing distant. “No, it’s okay. Bottling up emotions will never do you any good, and it will only cause harm.” 
A snarky comment came to mind, but he let Mezsha continue.
“But you should not be forced to confess your feelings, or to let others know at all times how you truly feel. So perhaps we should head back to the original topic.” 
“That would be appreciated.” Chubee’s voice was nothing more than a whisper.
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theblacklupins · 2 years
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Smoke and Ice Cream
cw: smoking
Remus walked out of the bar, craving fresh air after being smooshed in crowds of people for so long. He looked up at the sky and squinted his eyes. How had the moon risen up so high? It had been only eight when he walked in with Lily. Speaking of Lily, he had no idea where she had gone to. Last he’d seen her was when she was dancing with a bloke with dark skin and even darker hair. It hadn’t even been dancing at that point, more of grinding. Remus grimaced and tried to get the memory out of his head. Sure, he was her best friend and all, but he didn’t want to see anything like that.
A waft of smoke caught his nose, and his face pinched. He always hated the smell of cigarettes, and couldn’t stand it when Lily smoked near him. He turned discreetly to find a handsome bloke leaning against the wall of the pub, long fingers holding a cigarette and what Remus could see were multiple rings adorning them. His hair fell in waves of black down to his shoulders, and his eyelids had some kind of eyeshadow on them, making him look smouldering and absolutely gorgeous to the bone.
Their eyes caught and Remus quickly glanced away, a blush he hoped was too dark to see forming on his cheeks. He heard a stomp of a foot, before a voice right behind him said, “Quite the looker, eh, darling?”
Remus jolted, turning around to find the handsome man right there, eyes that he found so pretty before now intense and held a gleaming look in them. Still pretty, but very much intimidating.
Remus’ very intelligent response was to say, “Huh? I’m— I— uh.”
The man chuckled. He seemed to be amused by Remus, for whatever reason that may be. Oh, and his lips. Pink, curling softly up to a smirk, and so downright tempting to the core. Remus caught himself after a second and quickly looked back up to the man’s eyes, which he immediately regretted. Now they held interest, a sort of curiosity that hinted at— at something, something Remus just couldn’t put his finger on. The man smirked once more, and held out a hand. It was no longer holding a cigarette.
“Sirius Black. Nice to meet you.”
Remus blinked. He shook his hand. Everything felt robotic and like he wasn’t deciding on things himself, more of a survival instinct his mind had to switch on just to be able to function. “Re— Remus Lupin. Nice to meet you too.”
“So the pretty boy has a name,” Sirius said in a teasing tone, and the other man’s face burned up. “And why’re you at a pub, darling? You look like you should be im your bedroom, studying for the next exam you’ve got.” He raised a hand to brush the side of Remus’ glasses.
Remus blushed, looking down at his turtleneck and trousers. Yeah, it wasn’t really attire to wear at a pub, but he thought he would be out within an hour and back home with his cat, reading a book or maybe having a cup of his favourite tea.
“Not that I’m complaining. You look very pretty.” Sirius tilted his head up, as if challenging the other man to say something. “Here for a birthday or something?”
Remus shook his head. “No— just— just here with my friend. I dunno where she is, though.”
Something flashed through Sirius’ eyes. “Friend, huh?”
Remus caught on pretty quick. He wanted to laugh, if his stomach didn’t feel so fluttery at the moment. “Uh— yeah, just a friend. I— I don’t— you know, swing that way. If you know what I mean.”
Sirius smiled, the quirk of his lips different from his smirk. “Ah. I do know what you mean.”
Remus nodded jerkily. He didn’t know what to say next; it wasn’t like he was always approached by good looking blokes all the time. He was awkward at best, antisocial at worst, never talking to people before they talked to him, or doing anything to keep up small talk with people he didn’t know well.
“Well, Remus, what if we went to get ice cream right now, considering it’s a little too late to get coffee?”
Remus’ head shot up, and he blinked owlishly. “Well, I don’t think coffee might keep me awake. It hasn’t for a long while. Might be a problem,” he said dazedly, not knowing what Sirius was trying to say. Or did he?
Sirius laughed, a small, joyful sound that warmed Remus from inside out. “That’s a little concerning, yeah. But I’d rather have a date where we could learn about out favourite flavours of ice cream and see whether we’re compatible or not, eh?” He said it jokingly, but his eyes held sincerity.
Date? “My favourite flavour is vanilla,” Remus replied stupidly, and his heart and head felt like passing out.
Sirius laughed again. “Ah. I can tell. Mine’s cotton candy,” he said with a grin.
Remus scrunched his nose. “Cotton candy? That’s way too sweet.”
Sirius tsked. “How dare you. It seems like we’re incompatible after all.” But he grinned after a second. “Though I’d still love that date with you.”
And if Remus found himself giggling over Sirius ranting about how cotton candy was the best flavour in the universe, well, he couldn’t say he regretted agreeing much.
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ticklish-n-stuff · 1 year
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hiii, how are you doing today? :) i hope you’re doing well ^^ this isnt a req (obv since ur requests are closed) but i have a huge pjsekai brainrot and need to let someone else know about it at least 🧍‍♀️ SO, i imagined after a show, tsukasa and the others allow some kids to talk to them about, well, whatever they want lol and one of them asks tsukasa if he has a weakness and he’s like ‘obv not im a star i dont have weaknesses’ and the kids dont believe him so they start listing some weaknesses to see if he’s actually telling the truth and one of them says like ‘ur not ticklish either?’ and tsukasa actually freezes up because he doesnt know, he tickles other people sometimes, sure, but no one has ever tickled him before and he hasnt really even LET other people do it because hes supposed to be a world future star, he ‘cant let that kinda thing get in the way’ or something (bad idea cause now he’s severely touch starved) and he’s like ‘well look at the time i gotta go now’ and the kids (and the other wxs members) get really confused LMAO but then rui decides to fix the problem and let tsukasa have the experience of being tickled and they both find out he is EXTREMELY ticklish and yeah thats kinda it i just needed to get this out of my head im so sorry if this is a bit too long
Hello! I've been feeling a bit sickly but overall I'm good, hope you're doing good as well ^^
And EEEEEE THAT SOUNDS SO CUTE IM ROLLING ON THE FLOOR!!! TOUCH STARVED TSUKASA IS SO REAL
I might come off as an antisocial bastard, but I'm always happy to hear other ppl's ramblings so feel free to share them anytime ^^
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hamsamwich23 · 1 year
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Can you tell us more about twenty. Their relationship with the puppets and Owen. They sound and look quite unique. A good unique
I got two asks asking about Twenty, so yeah I absolutely can! And I'll tag @emilythezeldafan because they were also one that asked about him sjdjdjdd
Please do not tag this as in///vad/er z/im (I'm trying to stay safe from that fandom mess)
Twenty facts (and some other random information)
Twenty is a 16 year old (in current times) hybrid who ended up on this earth due to his own dimension being destroyed thanks to an event known as the Z/im void.
He was cloned as an irken in the beginning however since he wasn't supposed to actually be cloned or even exist (he's an extra smeet), he was used as an experiment for five years
His genes were mixed with those of an extinct alien species
Until this dimensions Miyuki got him out of the situation and ended up raising him like he were his own son
He's technically an alternative version of Zim, and used to be known as Zimaki
He's trans, he realized this at a younger age. And chose his name based off the last number on his PAK serial number (20)
He's the one who made the puppets prosthetic legs...he also broke into the warehouse because he took a job to investigate the place (from this Earth's Dib)
He lives alone, and unlike canon z1ms base, his actually looks like a normal household (because it is, aside from the lab in the basement)
He's very good with science and machinery, and has some knowledge on medical skills
He's also an excellent baker
He's currently dating Scout
He actually got saved by scout when he went into the warehouse and almost got experimented on by Riley
Riley dislikes bringing this up)
His current form is not because of the curse on earth (due to irkens somehow being unaffected), however it does help him blend in well with this, since he is now nothing out of the ordinary on Earth.
Dib, 18, moved away after his father was judged (and found guilty) by Mortimer, as it was finally a chance of freedom for him. He and Twenty are still friends.
(m3mbrane was punished with death for illegally experimenting on innocent people affected by the curse, for context)
Gaz still lives at home with a family member who's taken over as caretaker. She and Twenty also still talk
Gaz also talks to scout (mainly online, they play video games together)
Miyuki died when he was ten, she has died saving him from being eliminated, however the blame was twisted and put on him because he was the only one there with her.
Miyuki is technically haunting him, and can go anywhere as long as twenty is there. It's unknown if he knows she's watching him or not.
Since the whole warehouse incident with Owen happened way before he was born, twenty only knows about Owen from what is recorded and from what the puppets have told him
He has a good relationship with Mortimer, Mortimer being the one who made it so Scout was allowed to leave the warehouse whenever she wanted to, and let twenty keep his life seeing that there wasn't any reason to kill him
He's also got a good relationship with Daisy as the two can get along on many things , and they both enjoy baking, although daisy. Can get competitive
He and Nick get along at times despite Nick being antisocial a good amount of time.
Twenty and Esmeralda get along as well, Esmeralda seeing Twenty as an older brother sort of figure
He's not exactly fond of Riley, due to her experiments on Scout. He does however do his best to be kind to her and help Daisy convince her to take the right actions
He eats bugs. I'm not kidding
He uses bugs in the food he makes (only for himself though). It's part of some sort of craving for smaller animals/bugs/fish from whatever he was combined with
He doesn't know what the extinct species was, and he may never. Probably not since his own dimension where they were was destroyed
So he can only guess, estimate and hope.
I hope this helped a little bit!! Feel free to send in more asks about this guy, I appreciate anything
(I also give you permission to draw him, if anyone wants too, his refs are somewhere :])
EDIT: ESMERALDA IS AN OC THAT BELONGS TO MY PARTNER IN AU CRIME, @silent-bull !!! IMSOSORRY
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shinsou for the character thing
ok
favorite thing about them who doesnt love a cool hot shit underdog
least favorite thing about them the fact hes not the mc n has very little screentime. just completely tragic. like he SHOULD be in deku's close circle at least. but i know why he isnt. can u imagine if hes face to face with AFO or shigaraki hed be like "hey dumbfuck" "what did you say--?" "piss your pants you fucking idiot" and then bnha ends
favorite line one of his first dialogues. "you 1-a bitches are so mid it sickens me" or something like that
brOTP deku, monoma, JIROU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (mean girls besties!), kaminari ... honestly i do think he can get along well with anybody he isnt as antisocial as he thinks he is. like at first he'd be like dont fuck with me im so cool and im not here to make friends. but if u go to him like "hey do u wanna have lunch whats ur animal crossing ID" hed go have lunch with u and give u his animal crossing ID. he should however be put together w charas he wouldnt get along with (tdrk n bkg namely) for comedic purposes. hed also get along unexpectedly with people like iida and momo
OTP idc. hed probably blend well with anybody. but something about him--and i RARELY say this abt characters!--something about him is like ... how do you say this? gay
nOTP idc
random headcanon not good with horror movies (but watches them anyway). likes comedy, which you couldn't tell at first. i think he actually reads a lot, and he looks laidback but actually studies hard everyday. also surprisingly organized and has one of those little journal notebooks to schedule his daily activities (5-7pm training, 8-9pm do homework, etc). the kind who takes notes of his spendings. just unexpectedly meticulous, contrasting w the fact that he looks like somebody who doesnt give a fuck about anything
unpopular opinion stop making him cool. hes funnier when hes lame BUT other people THINK hes cool. he has to be in this specific situation all the time
song i associate with them brain stew, dazed and confused
favorite picture of them the one where hes fighting with deku when deku got his black whip shit n hes got that cool mask ... whatever
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stinkyme · 1 year
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ILL SURE DO IT !! TYSM FOR TH RECOMMENDATIONS :3
hibiscus tea? idk if ive tried it before :( is it good??
I WILL. YOU TOO ALSO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF <3 AND ITS OKAY !! it was really cute of you describing it that way
BILBO HAS BEEN W ME FOR FOUR YEARS!! hes a bit of an antisocial cat, but every night he sleeps w me. also, he only sleep if i hug him like a baby sksmxj i think its so lovely
AND OMG ??? UR CAT IS SO SO PRETTY 😭 SHES ADORABLE IM CRYINGJ. pls tell leona that shes a cutie :( <3
I HAVE A PIC OF BILBO HERE!! and my drawing too, its simple bc im too lazy to do something more…detailed, i guess?
AND !! I LIKE TO DRAW CUTE THINGS :3
BTW, SORRY IF IM BOTHERING YOU 😓 (im paranoid
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OF COURSE!! BUT I WOULD MUCH RATHER RECOMMEND THYME OR MAYBE MINT ONE RATHER THAN VALERIANA :) <3
YOU DEFINITELY SHOULD IF YOU CAN!! I love it, I add a bit of sugar so it's kind of like sweet, fruity but also has sort of flowery aroma yk what I mean :D I really enjoy it :) *sending you hibiscus tea as we speak hehe* AND I WILL TAKE CARE, DON'T WORRY MY SWEET NIK!! :D <3 STOP YOU ARE ADORABLE DJSJSJS
BILBO🥹🥹🥹🥹 LOOK AT THAT CUTE BABY, MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT. IT'S ONLY NATURAL HE WANTS TO BE CUDDLED LIKE WHEN HE SLEEPS :D WHAT A NICE BOND TWO OF YOU HAVE, IT'S SO CUTE :")
I LOVE HIS LITTLE MARK ON THE NOSE PLEASE, IT'S SO CUTE, KISS HIM IF YOU CAN AND TELL HIM HE IS THE PRETTIEST BOY I'VE SEEN <3333
HSJSJSJS SHE IS THANKFUL FOR YOUR COMPLIMENTS, SHE ADORES ATTENTION, YOU SAID BILBO IS ANTISOCIAL SORT OF, WELL LEONA IS TOO SOCIAL ON THE OTHER HAND NSJSJS AND TOO CLINGY, SHE IS JUST A MENACE
but Bilbo being antisocial yet feeling so comfortable with you says a lot, you are his safe person and his comfort, he chose you and I know he loves you beyond words :)
but please give Bilbo huge kiss for me🥹 <3 he is so precious, my heart can't take it
I LOVE YOUR LITTLE DRAWING!! I THINK IT'S SO ADORABLE!! AND IT'S OKAY TO HAVE "SIMPLE" STYLE, WHATEVER WORKS FOR YOU :D I THINK EVERY ART IS AN AMAZING ART, AT LEAST IT WILL BE IN MY EYES BECAUSE IT CONSUMES TIME AND MOTIVATION AND EVERYTHING SO I LOVE IT!! AND YOUR DRAWING IS ADORABLE, I WILL SAVE IT IF YOU DON'T MIND (i wont post it anywhere, just a little memory :3) and always feel free to send me more if you want to!! :) <3
WHY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE BOTHERING ME MY SWEET NIK? NOT AT ALL PLEASE, BY NO MEANS ARE YOU BOTHERING ME, I ENJOY TALKING TO YOU!! I understand anxiety/paranoia can be bitches but I promise you are not :) at least you can tell from my answers I think hehe :D <3 don't worry your pretty head Nik, I enjoy talking to you!! :) <3
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chanyoungies · 1 year
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HELLO MILLIE. I am going to ask for Enha & SF9 (because of course I would.)
HIIIII CHRISSYYYYY!!!!! of course you would <3 thank u <3
and hyphen
first bias: heeseung? i think? maybe sunghoon? maybe both? ??? can't remember
current bias: ..sunghoon/jay/heeseung/sunoo
album ranking: border: carnival = dimension: dilemma > border: day one > dimension: answer (new songs only) => manifesto: day 1
how i got into them: given-taken was everything i wanted so i proceeded to fall so very quickly
which member would be my best friend: sunoo <3 nd i think i Could maybe be good friends w jay also
something i associate with them: vampires. the promised neverland. just... u know creepy orphanages, even better if there's magic or scifi involved. sunghoon ice skating (obviously) & your song from moulin rouge + you are the reason by calum scott (both also v obviously). jay antisocial & take me back to london by ed sheeran + queen of the night by hey violet + diamonds are forever by sabrina carpenter + hate me by ellie goulding + casanova by allie x. hee imagine by brooklyn + guilty conscience by 070 shake + wasted nights by one ok rock & chase atlantic in general. sunoo can't we just leave the monster alive?.
sensational feeling 9 or whatever it stood for </3
first bias: probably taeyang and/or youngbin?
current bias: inseong/youngbin(/hwiyoung/taeyang)
album ranking: sensuous = rpm = first collection => burning sensation = breaking sensation = knights of the sun = mamma mia = narcissus = special history book > 9loryus => feeling sensation (> so beautiful)
how i got into them: this is the story of a long competition between sf9 and ptg in my brain because for some reason it couldn't accept that i could just . u know . get into both groups ?? n so since they debuted around the same time i kinda followed them both from afar nd it was like. i liked fanfare Much better than gorilla but then i'd like a pentagon release move than an sf9 one when they were also around the same time (very roughly) nd id be like oh? nd that kinda kept going for a while idk ?? but like i did follow their music and to an extent, them, since debut so i don't think there was like an actual clear moment when i was like ok time to stan, or anything, like, before i knew it i kinda. knew them alr you know? i also remember that there was this period of time where basically all i'd listen to for like a few months was their discography it was like . a few years ago like. 4 maybe 5.
which member would be my best friend: chanhee!!!!!!!! id self-proclaim myself his best friend whether he likes it or not id cling onto him idc also inseong!
something i associate with them: all the dramas come to mind. and fall! nd that one red carpet(?)ed room in fanfare nd im specifying this one just bc i made this remark while watching p1h's debut being like well this is Oddly reminiscent of fanfare.
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deimosmadcomirl · 1 year
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wanted to make an about me for me n my sys as well as an about me for the blog! (we may edit this post often)
firstly, let me explain the blog and what its for!
this blog is mainly here for us to educate people about ug subs, talk to others about reality shifting, post about our system, and post mood boards for characters! everything will be tagged appropriately incase you wanna block out a specific tag so you can just browse through our other posts without seeing posts with that tag! ill add onto this post later with all the main tags were gonna use so you know what posts/topic will be in which tags! a quick warning about the blog! this blog will talk about sensitive topics, as a lot of ug subs revolve around sensitive topics! we may also have posts that could be considered 'sexual themes' as we do make and use subs for that stuff!
secondly, i guess were just the nevadan system?? idk we dont really have a solid name figured out but that works i think. our system really isnt that large, theres probably maybe less than 20 of us? though, youre probably just gonna see the madcom guys show up on the blog as the others dont really care for social media. we use quiogenic as our label as we dont exactly feel we fit traumagenic or endogenic. were bodily 18, but all our ages are different of course! boundaries depends on whoevers fronting
now, onto individual intros!
hi, im deimos, the one making this post! im the host and probably the main person to use the blog. my boundaries are mostly just dont act sexual around me when im age regressed (swearing is fine cause i grew up with swearing in my household) and please do not talk about my death/make purgatory jokes. it makes me very upset when i see anything relating to it. im an age slider and age regressor who slides/regresses between 4-18, but i usually stay between 15-18! i use he/they/clown/it pronouns and identify as a trans male, though i do use genderfluid as well to explain the way i present. im on the aro-ace spectrum, not sure what exactly, just know i dont experience romantic attraction the same way as others and sexual attraction is very limited, as well as pan n polyamorous! i use UG subs and am the main reality shifter here as the others dont front that often (though were working on that). ill sign off with 🚬 on posts!
the next person you may see often is hank! hes a trauma holder of ours, so please be gentle with him. his boundaries are just basically ask before any physical affection and dont flirt with them platonically or romantically as it makes them uncomfortable since hes taken. hank seems really cold and aggressive, but thats just his natural state! theyre about 39 (old ass man /lhj). he uses he/they pronouns and identifies as nonbinary. theyre on the aromantic spectrum as well as unlabeled n polyamorous. he is taken by doc and tricky. hanks mostly just here for giving advice as thats the thing theyre best at. theyll sign off with 🔪 on posts!
the last main person youll probably see is tricky! trickys a persecutor and can get a little aggressive, but it doesnt mean to! their boundaries are just no romantic flirting. honk tries to be very nice to people and loves making new friends! honks 69 but doesnt act like it. he uses it/honk/they/he pronouns and identifies as nonbinary! theyre bisexual and polyamorous! honks taken by hank and the auditor. it types in all caps as well as uses clown in place of me and i! sometimes it may shorten words like you to u and abbreviate things when possible. trickys here for moodboard/aesthetic related requests/posts! they love making those types of things. itll sign off with 🤡 on posts!
the other people that may potentially pop up are doc and dr. hofnarr, but theyre either antisocial or shy around strangers
tag list (will add as we use more/think of more)
deimos rambles - deimos rambling posts, talking bout whatever comes to his mind
nevadan system - posts about our system, updates on it, talking about new members, etc.
ug subliminal / ug subliminals - posts about ug subliminals, could be a ug sub of ours, one we think is cool, or posts talking about them!
mood boards - mood boards weve created or ones we think are cool!
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