#well? yeah gotta cry

[amelia-yap]

I have discovered your Derg AU/Dragon Weiss and I’m very much in love. Thank you 🙇🏻‍♂️🙇🏻‍♂️

glad to hear that! im very much obsessed about her and she holds all my brainworms captive

#weiss schnee #derg AU #rwby #my art #she has snack #don't question about it i have no idea either #what would she eat anyway #hm #ruby caught her casually snacking on dust one day and had a heart attack #she then immediately takes it away from weiss and yeets it #and then it exploded and burnt down a good portion of the forest #no flammable areas are ever safe from them #anyways yeah they're stupid i love them #and i actually really gotta go do my homework now hfkjdaghkfh bye #i can't believe i wanted more (art) homework when i was in high school college me is crying because of it lmaooo #high school me please gimme your enthusiasm hjgkgjhgj #well no i can actually believe it since there was only 1 piece to do per week #yeah #lmao #buut yes #always happy to see someone discovering dragon weiss!!!! #we're in this brainrot together

[the-acid-pear-art]

Save a cowboy, ride a huge fucking sausage today 🏜️

(i will hopefully get around to making more Peppi pin ups in the future-)

#my art #artists on tumblr #pizza tower #pizza tower peppino #peppino spaghetti #TUMBLR PLEEEASE PUT THIS ON THE MAIN TAG OR I'LL CRY AND THROW UP #had to post this twice but anyway uhhh horniness encouraged etc etc #OKAY ITS ON THE GODDAMN TAG i feel normal again anyway allow me to ramble about this 🥰 #it took me way to long to get to this and honestly this might be hands down the most complex background I've ever done #and pretty one for that matter #might implement that in more future stuff #i honestly hope the lust within me when i made this can translate well to the viewer MSGSKSHDKDHD 😭😭 #i honestly get so stressed by art i lose that feeling #btw the original sketch did NOT have the best and i had given pep nipple piercings... what could've been 😢 #next one i make will be a pin up of the rocket because of course it will be #dont hold your breath tho #also yeah i got a bit silly w this LineArt i love experimenting w that shit lmao #BIG FAN OF IT TOO GOTTA SAY #anyway i am pleased w this and i hope yall are too etc etc

[gregoftom]

i’m speechless

#WELL. I MADE IT TO THE SCENE. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. #tomgreg #succession #i actually am speechless like i had to keep pausing and taking breaths. #WHO SAYS THIS. WHO. UNLESS ITS A LOVE CONFESSION??? IT FEELS LIKE A LOVE CONFESSION. #A SORT OF LAST HURRAH BEFORE HIS LIFE IS OVER???? TOM????????????????? LOOK AT ME #LOOK AT ME. THIS IS??? LIKE. MY LIFE IS OVER SO I MIGHT AS WELL CONFESS I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR GIANT ASS???? SPEAK UP #screaming crying shitting pissing throwing up shovelling sand into my mouth in the hopes i suffocate on it #and the fighting after. is it. is he. is this how he thinks love has to be??? like. he's used to fighting with shiv so now #he thinks that if he's in love they have to fight?? i have too much to say and talk about i really. ugh. #and when greg says he doesn't want to tom gets upset #like it's a rejection #i honestly hate this so much #COUNTRY BOYYYYYYY I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUEEEGUhgnrgv #AND THEN I DONT WANNA EITHER IT WAS A JOKE!!!!!!!!! yeah. uhuh okay. #ik the nero sporus stuff is wack BUT WHAT HAPPENS AFTER HELLO?????? HELLO. #but ''i'd castrate you and marry you in a heartbeat'' then do it pussy #sorry ik this is a novel in the tags but holy fuck. i gotta sit down seeya

[sysig]

When you weren’t looking (Patreon)

#Doodles #Adventure Time #Marceline #Fionna and Cake #Simon Petrikov #Just casually crying at my own art while I make it no biggie #Just ahhhh they do love each other! They want what's best for each other! But they missed each other so much!! And they still are!! #Both that they miss each other in the sense that they're lonely while together - Simon's Marceline was a child and Marcy's Simon was well #Not Ice King but also kinda yeah - and she'll never see him again #It's gotten be bittersweet #It's good that he has his mind! Very good! But he is forever un-changed/re-changed #I think it's canon that Simon was returned to being in his early 30s because Golb ate his age post him getting the crown? #It's not a retcon obviously lol but it's like his future has been retconned canonically in himself that's Gotta feel weird #But it basically undid the Simon that Marceline knew - the man who raised her was un-done even though they both remember him #Both of them just have to not think too hard about it probably :') #But even not thinking about that - Simon is still getting older! He's aging like a normal human again! And everything that comes with that #I love his crow's feet a lot <3 And his hair streak is so chic how did his genes know he would look so cute haha ♪ #Poor both of them - I do want them to be happy! They've just got so much sad! #I also think it's quite funny that all those years ago before I watched AT Marceline was the one fanart I made haha - the more things change #Still drawing her! I wonder if younger me would be surprised #I like her short hair :D Her long hair is lovely - all her hairstyles are lovely! - but the short hair is so cute #Really reminds me of her kid hairstyle ;u; I'm sure that doesn't hurt Simon at all haha #I draw it a lot like Tala's hairstyle as well haha - it's The Kid hairstyle!

[qqueenofhades]

"Weaponization of the Federal Government." I just....I just can't.

#hilary for ts #politics for ts #breaking news: fascists who relentlessly used the most extreme version of the government in the worst ways #now have a Big Sad that oh no they got investigated a little bit #their fee fees are hurt!!! #oh no @triggered!!!! #as usual every republican accusation is a confession #they whine and wail about Snowflakes because they are the most insecure whiny vicious little snowflake brats on the planet #yeah good job guys really working for the American People here #we are in for two years of this #i gotta pace myself #but also jesus ROLLERSKATING CHRIST #the ceo of the trump org got... five months in jail today #STEVE BANNON IS SOMEHOW NOT IN PRISON #and trump is still free to foment insurrections to his heart's content #you wanna talk about Justice well uh that has not happened #and yet you hypocritical pissclowns are just crying and crying #lololololollol

[inamindfarfaraway]

I’ve seen a lot of posts praising the intertwined love stories of Hadestown - their songs, their themes, their acting, their emotional impact - and all of it is absolutely deserved. But can we take a moment to appreciate the weight of "If It's True"?

“If it’s true what they say, what’s the purpose of a man? Just to turn his eyes away?”

“If he turns his back on everyone that he could’ve stood beside?”

“If it’s true what they say, I’ll be on my way.

But who are they to say what the truth is anyway?

‘Cause the ones who tell the lies are the solemnest to swear.

And the ones who load the dice always say the toss is fair.

And the ones who deal the cards are the ones who take the tricks

With their hands over their hearts while we play the game they fix.”

“I believe in us together more than anyone alone.

I believe that with each other, we are stronger than we know.

I believe that we are stronger than they know!

I believe that we are many. I believe that they are few.

And it isn’t for the few to tell the many what is true.”

I was expecting star-crossed lover feelings. I knew there would be an archetypal tragedy that seems both preventable and inevitable. Those elements, I could brace myself for somewhat. But nothing prepared me in the slightest for the CLASS CONFLICT arc, and it gave me chills like Eurydice had in that storm.

#and then all of those lines are followed up with ‘why do we turn away when our brother is bleeding?’ #‘why do we build a wall and then call it freedom?’ #‘if we’re free tell me why i can’t look in my brother’s eye?’ #interspersed with the ‘you gotta keep your head low if you wanna keep your head’ refrain because they’re still afraid! but they don’t stop! #the workers’ development made me cry #orpheus was really like #‘well i can accept that death is inevitable and irreversible and let my wife go #like every human does with every other human as a fact of life #or i can start a socialist revolution and force the king of the dead to listen to me. #… #POWER TO THE PEOPLE!’ #it isn’t even that he’s so resigned and hesitant at first #it’s more like he sees how hadestown works is like ‘wow this is fucked up. you afterlive like this?’ #and the desperate downtrodden exhausted emotionally crushed workers are like #‘wait. is this fucked up? holy shit it is! what the fuck? let’s rise up!’ #orpheus is like ‘yeah that works! okay! i was genuinely giving up there but let’s go!’ #hadestown #hadestown orpheus #if it’s true #hadestown if it’s true

[jello-fello]

It's a weird feeling when you do the exact things that brought so much joy a year ago, and then feel zero joy at all from them. Or from anything, really. I'm trying real hard to feel happy doing anything I used to and everything's coming up blank

#new things dont bring joy either #and i Know this means im depressed #and yeah still in mourning #but goddamn what do i gotta do to get some happy chemicals around here yknow?? #trying to feel happy when i draw again and to have a hobby back #not a cry for help its more like a 'well aint that a bitch'

[bibiana112]

I'm going to draw wktd fanart (to cope with a highly specific situation) while I still have the time for it (looming employment) and that is a promise to myself (I probably have something else I said I'd work on but whatever)

#I strt at the end of the month and I'm #I'm not even gonna say I'm scared I'm not I'm just not quite excited either? I'll pull through #and hopefully eat better and be able to buy fun things thaNK FUCK #however also taxes. I am not looking forward to taxes #like it's literally an ideal position if I don't manage it for whatever reason that'll be uh. something big for me to find out limits wise #but it's whatever I'm curious and I gotta try #and like I said god I'll be so happy to be able to afford hyper specific autism approved food that's gonna make everything so much easier #oh also the hyper specific situation? don't worry about it. just know I'm going to cry into whatever I draw for that game atm #I mentioned it in the post I made about it these days I literally skimmed through lines of one of the endings and immediately cried a single #Annoying tear. I feel like I don't cry about life things as much as would be healthy to and when I do I don't cry right #so I just get so annoyed at these sudden single tear moments when I'm not even putting effort into anything they just leak out #because something on a screen hit too close to home in an instant but I can't even properly Feel it because I'm focused on something else #and the thing in question has well been Acknowledged and rendered Irrelevant #it's not satisfying like crying for being engrossed on a story and/or characters and I absolutely hate how idk picturesque? it feels #people criticize drawing crying with a pretty single tear all the time it feels so fake and forced to fit the medium in a way that's still #appealing and consumable but I'm just a person with depersonalization issues. reverse derealization. everything's real except me #anyways I wasn't spiraling I will continue to not spiral about that at this moment but that's constantly there in my brain #and I'm going to draw the body horror lesbian polycule about it #Void fala aí #oh yeah I promised field sib content uh I can easily do that as a warm-up on a work day obviously pfft #''end of the month'' she's so pretentious you mean next week

[todayisafridaynight]

through all the practice sawashiro fights ive done this morning ive decided he has a really weird grudge against eri for whatever reason

#snap chats #IM CRYING #THE PAST LIKE FIVE RUNS HE'S TARGETED HER THE MOST #there was a run where joon-gi got the shit of it but for the most part it's just been eri #and she'll be on the cusp of health and ill be like 'well i can just heal next turn' and then Next Turn happens and he beelines for her #LIKE LEAVE HER ALONE SHE JUST SELLS CRACKERS WHAT IS YOUR DAMAGE. feminist king he's prioritizing the woman #bro found out her company's called 'ichiban confections' and saw red. literally Lol Hi Ichi #anyway. ive figured a new strat to get out of his second phase faster since that's The Problematic Phase #in my notes it says to buy two (2) rocket launchers before leaving sotenbori but i cant ?? find out where the second one's meant to go #one of them's meant for kiryu but after the kiryu fight i have in my notes to buy two more so. and you can only hold two launchers #this aint RE4 shit where you can just rocket launcher your way through the game LMAO #but yeah BEGRUDGINGLY listening to yokoyama's speedrun advice for once #ive routed in a rocket launcher as soon as the second phase starts #with any luck At Most i'll only have to deal with one or two cane strikes #so if i can just buff out the timing then this fight shouldn't be all that scary anymore #im slightly skeptical on my numbers since in this file i have adachi was one level short of getting the essence of shield rupture #so i had to do a little extra grinding but i dont think it'll be that different from a live run. i just want to perfect the guarding anyhow #y7's stats arent really revolved around your party member's levels its more around their equipment. level's important sure but not overly s #i thiiiink im getting better at it: ive figured that when he uses vile mutilation during the first phase it's a quicker guard vs vile enmit #just gotta get the feel of it down.. #after my class i think im gonna have a Boss Fight Practice stream #im p sure i have a speedrun save right before the millenium tower and i think im gonna quickly make kiryu and ishioda ones #since im right here anyway #ok by i have twenty minutes Until that class lmao

[gas-stxtion]

//sorry i haven't been working on replies lately! you see, it's because [mid-sentence i slowly lie down on the floor and start crying really hard. i do not finish my explanation]

#you know this whole thing is one big experiment‚ right? and you're the little mouse? {ooc} #//feel free not to read the tags b/c i'm gonna scream a bit #//moved in last week and already we may end up with two more people in this apartment #//bc two of my roommate's partners both need a place to stay #//and like with the one we've had some time to talk and prepare #//but with the other it's like oh ok she's moving in this weekend. non-negotiable huh. ok #//i want to scream cry and throw up lmao i am not emotionally prepared for there to be four people here #//especially b/c i don't know either of them suuuuper well just yet #//and rn i'm doing the bulk of the cleaning in the apartment which i don't mind! because i'm happy to help! #//roommate has a lot of other stuff she's worrying about and i understand and want to take the load off #//but i think if i see one more dirty pot i might start crying #//which as we all know is a normal reaction #//(that's sarcasm if that's not clear) #//i know i need to say something and insist on better communication #//because this is not malicious on my roommate's part. i know that. it's just a miscommunication #//anyway yeah i keep mentally coming back to the fact that my room isn't even fully unpacked yet lmao #//bc now we gotta get shit together to make sure everyone has somewhere to sleep n such #//and yes it's bc i haven't asked for help. i am aware. that's on me #//but damn. #//ok this got long jesus- #//if you read this i am giving you a high five but if not i understand lmfao #vent cw #negative cw

[magicaldreamfox1]

it's really hard being the most unlovable girl in the world ngl

#dreamy talks #someone's gotta do it tho 😔😔😔✊ #anyways followers and cool mutuals look away i'm gonna rant a little #okay here we go #i just. feel so sad recently #like every day feels like a bad day nowadays everything feels horrible #every day i wake up not having slept well and wanting to cry over breakfast or on the bus #and it's just. i used to be happier! i was mostly fine during the summer #and yeah maybe that was bc i was constantly consuming media so no thought could occur #but earlier this year it wasn't like that #and ik i should be happy bc like at least it's not high school right #i just feel so alone everywhere #and ik it's my own fault i could reach out to people more and stuff but idk i just can't #even with my family i just. it feels like my mother isn't even interested in me at all compared to my sister #and i get it i'm not interesting or at all like her when she was younger i just. idk #and my father. well he never loved me but we know that it's fine. it's just that knowledge at the back of my head #that bc i left he would do anything for my sister now so she won't leave too. meanwhile for me he doesn't even willingly pay child support. #whatever #i just feel so empty nowadays like there's nothing left within me (reference not intended) that doesn't hurt #like i was planning on getting new piercings this autumn right just like last year #and until now i didn't really have time #but now i just. don't have it within me to go and get them #and i always want new piercings! #anyways it's not that i'm unhappy with my life atm. things are fine! i like my major at uni and i made a friend there too! #everything in between just feels so empty and thinking abt love makes me want to cry #i wish i could stop existing until things get better and i don't feel like this anymore #i just wish i could be different. not bc i want to be but maybe bc then people would love me more. that sounds sad when i say it like that #every day is a bad day and i'm sick of it. i wish i could just have one day without feeling sad for once #anyways. #i'll delete this later

[kuiinncedes]

holy fuck i made so many small mistakes on this homework TT

#this is the hw i was crying about a few days ago LMFAO like jeanne shut up but yeah #im redoign it as ''studying'' lmfao and looking at the answers and god i rly fucking #forgot how to do math yay #i had a chance at getting a good grade on this hw probably and then i fucking missed small steps and details and shit like #pls TT #ughausdhgslidfglbfauidfgh #i need to stop coming on tumblr lmfao bye last thing tonight i gotta finish this problem and then get ready for bed 💀 #hate it here :))) why couldnt i just do well on the hw #smh #jeanne talks #yall y does anyone follow when all i do is complain abt school esp during finals season ig lmfao TT #apologies it will be over soon djngjfg

[sebsrainbowbicycle]

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#I am not doing well today #I would like to spend today in bed feeling sad and self indulgently crying #because i fucking miss my dad #but alas #I'm en route to spend all morning in the hosptial #which I haven’t told anyone about #because I cannot deal with having to hold their hand through it #whilst I also try to keep my shit together #so anyway I digress #gotta keep it together till i get home #but yeah if I’m weird or off that’s why #if you wouldn’t mind giving me a pass today that would be great #Ty Ily #to delete tomorrow

[diobrando]

there are at least 10 seats between me and the other person and this girl decides to sit 2 seats over from me like cmon girl move over 3 more seats wtf

#theres only 10 people around me in this corner of the library and theyre all at least 6ft away from me which rules #also not to expose myself but i am in here reading my yaoiz instead of doing schoolwork no wonder romario drags me for this #BUT in my defense i havent even looked at this reading in like.... uhhh a month? and the more i read the more i think about that one review #that says this series works better without the romance and god yeah idc about that at all im here for them growing close despite their #opposing viewpoints and tbh im so obsessed with how batshit crazy YWS is BUT SQ is my it guy #i dont usually pick the kindhearted protag as my fav but he's different #he really is kind and acts on his kindness with no desire to have it returned (tho it is appreciated) only to have his kindness repaid with #cruelty from the people he helps like god he's constantly being betrayed or hurt but his resolve is firm like cmon im a sucker esp when he #almost died and shiwu saved him and told him that even tho most people tend to forget the kindness granted to them by others that he still #regarded SQ's kindness as a virtue esp as he was alive and well because of SQ showing him a small kindness months before meeting again #like do not look at me this was the first time his kindness was shown in the first 50 chapters as having had a positive outcome and the way #he teared up and had that internal monologue about how it felt nice to finally have someone return his kindness and thank him and want to #emulate him like god im on the floor im dying im crying ALSO is his son now #there was no way that arc was gonna end well and im reading through it rn but theyre everything to me i want more of these 2 and only them #i said id stop reading at ch. 50 so i could do schoolwork so bye i gotta finish this chapter now and spend a few hours before class focusing #on scaffolding vocabulary and building background knowledge ;( (its fine i dont hate it i would prefer to continue my pleasure reading) #also i should be shot for reading this instead of electric sheep bc i did bring it too but i made a mistake this weekend by looking at this #reading and now im on ch. 49 and dont want to stop but im gonna have to

[petalsandpurity]

I GOT 80 ON MY DISSERTATION IM SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM SOBBING RN

#(for non brits an 80 is a high first!! so a v good grade that i was not expecting and now im shaking screaming crying all that stuff) #I've only ever gotten 3 other grades that were an 80. its the highest grade i've gotten so uhhhhh yeah currently screaming #i've just done my makeup as well bc im going out to my graduate show so i've gotta go redo that when i calm down lmaooo