anyone else not only sleepy and tired but also exhausted
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I think a lot these days about how much bigger the U.S. is than Europe. I mean, part of this is just working for a European company---I talk to our legal counsel based in Paris, and they forget that California (about 75% the size of all of France) has a new law we have to care about, because---well, that's just a state! who cares about a state! My colleagues regularly refuse to travel to a country that's essentially 3 hours of train travel away, because that's so far! ignoring the fact that I have traveled 4 hours to our sister company within the U.S. and regularly drive 1+ hours to the office. (While that's annoying and I don't advocate for it, it's not necessarily unthinkable, that's my point.)
On my way home, I was listening to an NPR story about the Portugal model of drug diversion. It was a great story, thoughtfully reported and contextualized in the recent backlash against decriminalization in the U.S.---but their point of comparison with Portugal was New Jersey. Because they're about the same size, the Republic of Portugal and one of the smallest states in my nation. I just think that when we ask ourselves why things work differently in different countries, "literally, physically different" should occasionally feature in the conversation.
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this generation of kids is so fucked and it’s so depressing to watch in real time. the amount of parents that are like “my preschooler got covid/rsv/had to be hospitalized but it’s ok because kids get sick all the time” is so……in 20 years or so when these kids are in early adulthood we’re going to have an increase in autoimmune diseases and chronic respiratory illnesses along with heart conditions and strokes due to repeated covid infections and researchers are going to be scratching their heads on the cause and ignoring that we let kids go back to schools mid-pandemic with no disease mitigation and then ignored a second respiratory disease resurgence
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08/31/2023
the universe must have heard my complaining from the past week because i was assigned two projects and one discrete task at my externship today :'(( i can't go into details but they involve subpoenas, investigations, and doc review, oh my! after i logged off of work, i got some coffee and journaled on the patio outside—i love the mosaic table and little tree that's signaling the beginning of autumn☕🍂
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i'm on leave this week and it's remarkable and a little sad how much better my mood and energy are when i don't have to think about work, lmao. the last few months i have frequently had to ask myself "wow why am i so tired" and it turns out, being forced to work through burnout with no reprieve in sight will make you a more dour and fatigued person! wow!
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no come on dont tell me i finally lost my streak of never covid g!d damnit
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eyyy guess who finally has a new job
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I'm so upset. I woke up with my sinuses all scratchy and have been trying to ignore it again thinking surely I can't have another fucking virus only a month after that evil one but my sister just called me from work and said she's been feeling the same way
I'm so fucking sick of this. It's the fifth time I've gotten ill this year. Never in my life have I gotten ill so consistently, especially not with the illnesses being so intense, even when I had a terrible lifestyle and didn't look after myself. I genuinely think c*vid fucked me up last summer and my immune system hasn't been the same since 😣
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lol whenever I deal with the toxic bullshit from the men in my family it just validates why I have chosen to remain single for this long.
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potentially got an apartment after a viewing and spent two hours on a train and also got my piercing switched out all before noon i love 'working' from home
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