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sugarsugarmp3 · 2 months
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i turn 21 on monday and i just know im not going to enjoy this weekend at all...
#BIG vent in tags#the last two months have been honestly some of the worst of my life i am always always thinking about this rly shitty thing happened#and now i have to go home for my birthday weekend which i know i should be happy about and it is a good thing#but i just really dont want to go and i feel like a bad person for feeling that way#im doing better than someone i know and i need to go home and be there for them#i wanted to be in my apartment and relax with my friends#ive had 4 midterms this week and i am just exhausted with everything#and its not like it being my brithday will make my weekend bc thats literally impossible#and i feel so shitty about feeling this way bc im not the one who needs help right now and my bday shouldnt even be a priority in my family#bc we have bigger problems rn#but i still wish it was better. plus today sucked#i just am always awkward with people and i wish i was better at social stuff and ive felt rly lonely bc i only hve a few good friends#and trying to make friends is so impossible bc it seems like i keep doing the wrong thing and not being able to vibe with people#rn im just thankful for labs bc having constant lab partners are the only social interactions i get in almost all my classes#this girls would sit next to me in genetics and we would talk but i hvent seen them in a few weeks and i dont know their names#and im not great with faces so i cant even go up to them if i see them and i wouldnt even know what to say if i did#i see the same people in my classes but im sure they think im weird bc ive never talked with them but i always accidentally make eye contac#and one girl in 4/5 of my classes i sometimes talk with but i dont even know if she likes me and i acciendetnally made eye contact with her#while waiting for a lecture to start but then made no attemot to talk to her bc i thought itd be awkward and she probably thought i was#ignoring her#its just this week. its been so so shitty i dont know how to change thus
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proteuus · 1 year
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everyone hates our new manager and I dont think thats fair at all but I dont think there's anything I can do about it :-(
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vzajemnik · 1 month
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the thing about being the person that always initiates hanging out and feeling unwanted resulting in not initiating the plans to hang out is that it actually results in crippling loneliness
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freebreadmoon · 3 months
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is there anyway you can write a cute, fluffy little story for Walker Scobell?
YES OMG I HAVENT BEEN ACTIVE BC I HAVE MIDTERMS
warnings: fluff, reader plays annabeth (i love leah dont come for me), no use of y/n, reader and walker aren’t dating but are obvi crushing
requests are open!!
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You and Walker were filming a buzzfeed puppy interview, sitting in the middle of the floor.
Walker sat with his legs crisscrossed, smiling wide at the brown spotted dog that nuzzled his leg. “Is it on? Oh, hi, I’m Walker Scobell, and I play Percy Jackson.”
“Hi,” you introduced yourself, “I play Annabeth Chase,” you picked up the fluffy fured black one that was by your foot, “and your watching buzzfeed!” You put a thumbs up at the camera, earning a laugh from the boy beside you.
“Wait I wanted to say it, I’m literally the main character—“
“But I’m the best character. Walker, you can say it at Vanity Fair.” He rolled his eyes at you, smiling slightly.
“Okay, moving on! um…what’s the question? What was your favorite scene to film…um…oh thats a hard one. I’m gonna say…either the fight with the Ares kids in capture the flag, or falling out of the arch. The harness thing was annoying to put on, but the other parts were fun.” Walker was only half paying attention, preoccupied by the dogs.
“I think the tunnel of love scene, or the one where Annabeth pushes Percy in the water, ‘cause I got to push Walker really hard.” You glanced at him, watching the smile curl onto his face.
“Yeah. We did like 15 takes of that because she kept laughing.” Walker laughed, shaking his head. “Actually, she laughed a lot. We had to retake lots of stuff ‘cause of her, especially the tunnel of love scene. The boat flipped and she wouldn’t stop laughing.” He shifted closer to you, messing with the puppy you’re holding.
“Oh! the next question…what’s your opinion on each other? Um…walker is the best blonde dude ever i think. like he’s literally my kid i swear, and he was honestly the best choice for percy. i think he’s the reason i even got to be annabeth, im really greatful for him. Aryan is super sweet and cool, he’s my best best friend, we do the stupidest things together, and I can’t imagine a world we aren’t honorary siblings.” You scratched behind a puppy’s ear, letting it lick you.
“Well I was just gonna say you’re awesome but…I guess I think we make a great team on-screen as well as off-screen. She’s a true friend. If it weren't for her, I don't know what I'd do, y'know? She’s like my very own real life Annabeth." He glanced up at you subtly, wanting to gauge your reaction, smiling in victory when he noticed the red tint to your cheeks.
“The…the next one says, how do you feel about fan support? is it overwhelming? Well, my answer is yes, sometimes. Especially with people who are really like into the book to the point where they hated the casting over looks.” You had started to speak a lot quieter as Walker drifted closer, trying to get the puppy off your lap.
“I don’t think much of it.” Walker shurgs. “Only really the edits that I see anyway, those are fun.” He smiles encouragingly at you , finally meeting your eyes.
“…Yeah. The edits.” You smile at him, referring to the ship edits. You’d talked about it in multiple interviews, and you had a favorites folder for them on Tiktok. You raised an eyebrow at Walker, who continued to move closer until his head was on your lap, giggling softly and starting pet his hair like you did the puppys fur.
“Okay, last question…have there been any memorable moments on set? Um…probably when i first met her. I just got the feeling she was gonna be Annabeth, she gave me this ‘what is he doing?’ Look, and it just clicked.” He stayed with his head on your lap, turning so his head is on your stomach when puppies come and attack him with licks.
“They think you’re one of them!” You push him off a little so the puppies can get to him. “And my answer…um…I think when Walker gave me the piece of banana that was in my hair in the show. He kinda just tied it in and left my set trailer, and it stuck. So if you guys wondered what the weird blue fabric in Annabeth’s hair was, it was not in fact a design choice, it was a Percy choice.” You turn so the camera can see the small braid in your hair with the bandanna piece at the end.
“And Percy’s got one too, if you look hard enough.” He lifts one of his feet, showing the vans he wore during filming, and the flimsy piece of bandanna tied through his top shoe hole. You shake your head, laughing at his insistence in staying with his head in your lap.
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While you layed on his bed, you scrolled through your fyp, stopping when you see the familiar scene of you two in the buzzfeed room, with his head in your lap. Nodding your head to the song in the edit as you scrolled through the comments.
“IRL percabeth?” He questioned from beside you. You looked at him, not realizing he had started paying attention to you, jumping to get your phone from him.
“No, I’m commenting! And reposting!” He laughed, rolling away from you. You got off the bed behind him, giving up taking the phone and blinking when he simply commented ‘real’.
“Well, so much for ‘it’ll blow over’.” You rolled your eyes, knowing the dating allegations will only get worse after this. Walker smiled triumphantly, waiting for the responses to come in.
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did u know ao3 has no jesper x male fics??? IT IS ABSOLUTELY CRIMINALLL 😭😭😭😭
can i pls req a jesper fluff 🤭🤭 i dont rlly have a preference for how u do it, just like playful flirting and confessions 🫶🏼
thank you :)
Light of The Moon- J.F x Male! Reader
Okay, judging by your comment about ao3, I went ahead and made this an x male! reader and it is pretty damn fluffy lol. I'm sorry that this took me like, two weeks, I just couldn't figure out how to start this for the life of me and only after I figured it out did I proceed.
I hope you like this one! I leaned more into the confession aspect then I did the flirting because I cannot write anything better than half decent flirting for the life of me, but I hope you like this if you read it kind nonnie.
Fic type- fluff
Warnings- mentions of lungs being given away (Jesper says he would've given his left lung up) mentions of blades, mentions of alcohol and alcohol consumption. I'm also tired and this is largely unedited but we die like matthias in this house
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Spring was an odd, but a lovely, time of year. It was the in between as far as weather was concerned. Some days called for rainstorms, others were humid and breezeless, though more often than not, it was a perfect blend of the two extremes.
That day, the day that Jesper graced your door with a candle, some tea, and a few good books, it was rainy. You could hear the pitter-patter of rain against the window that stood two feet above your bed and was connected to the ceiling, and you'd let it be the soundtrack to your routine that day.
Waking up and eating two of the cinnamon buns you'd bought from a bakery in the Geldcanal, not far out from where Wylan had lived with his mother.
Brushing your teeth, showering, getting dressed, grabbing your umbrella and your bag and getting a ride on a cheap coach to the University District, where you took your classes and ignored the intense headache that kicked in halfway through your day. Going home, doing a few hours behind the bar at the Crow Club.
The rain still continued close to eleven bells, after you'd grabbed your cheque for two weeks of work from Kaz and when Jesper showed at your door, two teas in hand, a candle, lighter, and a few books in a satchel draped over a shoulder.
"Mind if I steal your company for a bit, love?"
You scoffed. "You needn't flirt with me, Jesper, not if company is your goal," you said. "I would legitimately drop everything just to hear you laugh, so the flirting isn't necessary."
It was Jespers turn to scoff. "Well then, as far as flirting is concerned, it seems you've become my competition."
"Loser goes against Nina," you suggested as Jesper passed you the tea he'd grabbed. Jespers face showed horror for a moment before he relaxed.
"She'd beat us in a minute," he said. "No chance either of us would win that fight. I think I watched her make eyes at a pair of boots she liked once."
You laughed, took a sip of the tea Jesper had brought along. "Thank you for the tea, by the way. Needed it more than I thought."
Jesper only shrugged in response, incredible grin coming to his face easily.
"It's no problem, love," he said, the grin turning into a smirk. He'd been using that nickname for you since you'd known him, claiming he liked the way it made you flustered.
You'd taken that for what it was, chosen to remain selectively oblivious every time he used it and your heart gave a funny flitter in response.
"I've missed you," Jesper spoke into the silence. "Kaz has had me swept up in jobs and—"
You accidentally cut Jesper off with a nod. He'd been swept up in jobs for Kaz, you'd been swept up trying to graduate from university in one piece as midterms approached and your workload grew more by the day. A literature degree, as it turned out, was not all that you hoped it would be. It wasn't anything short of difficult and it was nothing if not occasionally mildly inconvenient.
"I've missed you more," you said. "Academia, especially in lit, is not easy. I regret this degree sometimes. Miss the jobs, the thrill of it."
Jesper laughed. "Ah, so you miss the jobs more than me?"
You shook your head. Jesper was your best friend, the guy who you'd been in love with since you enrolled in at Ketterdam University and met him in your first week. The jobs may have been worth it because of the money, but ultimately, jobs be damned.
You'd gotten the degree so that you wouldn't be reliant upon crime-based income as it were after having lived as a member of the Dregs for nearly a year and a half when you'd enrolled. But, there was a part of you that knew you'd happily give the degree up if it meant you never had to go more than a week without seeing Jesper, without hearing his jokes and responding to his quips with wit quicker than a blade.
"Never," you said. "I've missed you like hell, though. Seriously. I've missed you much it's not even funny."
Jesper laughed as he lit the candle, and an easy conversation went on. Jesper discussed the job that he'd just been on, and in turn, you discussed the mundanities of university life.
"I came round to talk about something," Jesper said after a few moments had passed, taking a sip of his tea absentmindedly. You took a sip of yours, dread filling you from head to toe.
"Anything good?" You asked.
"Depends on if you feel the same way," Jesper said, a nervous laugh prickling at the end of his sentence. "I uh—silences have never really been my forte, as you've been able to guess. I don't know when it happened, but we've known each other so long and it just kind of did, and I understand if you don't—"
A grin spread on your face before you could stop it. "Are you in love with me, Jesper Fahey?"
"Am I that easily read?" Jesper asked.
You grinned, shrugging. "I've loved you since I saw you at the Boeksplein on my first day at campus," you said. "I saw you and I just thought that—"
Jesper blinked. He'd recalled turning, meeting your gaze and silently recognizing you when he saw you maybe a week and a half later at the Slat, brandy in hand as you poured over something from your course load. He remembered striking a conversation about it, too.
"I watched you take notes on the book you were reading for a classic lit division my first night at the Slat," Jesper recalled. "I remember. I approached, started a conversation, and I fell in love almost right off the bat. It was the brandy that got me, I think. Brandy shows good taste."
You laughed a bit as Jesper came to sit to your right. "That night?" You asked. "I looked a mess that night, and you fell in love with me then?"
"You didn't look a mess," Jesper disagreed. You remembered that night in near perfect detail. You'd been wearing a Ketterdam University jumper that all first years got in the welcome kits they were given at the campus entrance, a maroon colored one with gray sweatpants. Your hair was a mess from running your hands through it so much, your fingertips stained with ink by the time that Jesper had approached.
"I absolutely did, Jes," you disagreed.
Jesper thought on it for a few moments. "All right," he said. "I concede. You looked a mess."
You nodded your agreement.
"But you were quite the mess that day," Jesper said. "The sight of you sent me into a gay panic that Inej made fun of me over, and I think right then I would've given my left lung just to kiss you."
You laughed, resting your forehead against his shoulder.
"I really would've," Jesper said. "Still would, I think."
"You don't have to give anything up to kiss me," you said. "The feeling is mutual, seriously."
Jesper grinned, and you pulled your forehead off his shoulder, standing and setting the to-go mug of tea you held onto your dresser. Jesper did the same, and then you both were leaning in.
"May I?" Jesper asked.
You grinned, nodding as your arms came to rest on either of his shoulders where his wrapped around your waist. "Jesper, I have waited for you to kiss me for four years. Please do."
And then his lips were on yours and you were so happy that it felt almost earth shattering, contentment flowing through you like it never had.
He pulled away, grinning. "I love you," he whispered, lips still ghosting yours. "I have loved you as long as I've known you."
"Ditto," you whispered, and he was laughing, and your lips were on his again and you were so content that it was almost dizzying.
You spent the remainder of the night in each others company, the both of you exchanging kisses and talking in the light of the moon. You felt like your life was perfect, and you wouldn't've had it any other way
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romanarose · 5 months
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Life update
Idk if anyone is invested in my bullshit but considering for a good month i was threatening to kill myself i figure i better update y'all
Way better, holy shit. Fuck.
I was REALLY worried about being alone over thanksgiving break bc my roommate and suitemates would be gone but god its what i needed. I LOVE MY ROOMMATE SO MUCH OKAY but sometimes space is nice. i hate my suitemates lol. Either way, for DAYS it was silent. I was very sick with an awful cold and i didn't have the energy to do anything that was a danger to myself for days, I was hopped up on cought syruo and actually got full nights rest!!
prior, I got my grade back for a midterm and uuuuuuuhhhhhhh I bombed it. professor reached out bc he was surprised considering he knows my ability and how ive been engaged in class. we met up on tuesday and talked about and i admitted i nearly hospitalized myself and relapsed on SH. he was very kind and encouraging and i feel better.
Unfortunetly i was so sick during break i couldnt work on my TWO research papers but i did manage to listen to an audiobook for a whole other paper. shit happens.
Luckily i finally got the one research paper on the satanic panic going
and I was SO STUCK on this paper on Aimee Semple McPherson bc im like okay shes facinating but i dont wanna just write a biography???
but today i inally had abreak through and im gonna talk about her influence on the religous right and televangelism.
Anyway
I think im looking at an A, 2 B's and 2 C's, which i dont think is too bad for barely getting by in life
things have also improved again at work, which is nice.
this winter break ill be working at the day care i worked at over the summer and living where i have lots of friends.
I think ill be okay
thank you all SO MUCH for everyone thats checked in on me, said words of encouragment, prayed for me, loved me <3
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queenie-blackthorn · 6 months
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50% into kotlc, here are some thoughts ive had since the 25% mark :D
@aylin-hijabi @that-multi-fandom-hijabi sorry for tagging yall a lot lmao
first thing that comes to mind thats plot-related n not character-related is prentice. he was exiled 12 years ago, same age as sophie. its so obviously not a coincidence. tho i wonder whats up w him n tiergan (idk how to spell lmao i feel like thats wrong)
also, i wonder just how strong sophie is. like, the way she knocked fitz into the wall ??? thats her not knowing the full extent of her powers. i have a feeling shes always gonna be one of those main characters whos extremely powerful but constantly throughout the series she finds new abilities she has. kinda like percy jackson
im also realizing how stupid ill seem if im just overanalysing everything and my guesses are too far-fetched or too deeply thought out to really mean anything lololol
moving to character-related, i adore dex. he seems kinda spiteful tho ??? esp towards fitz. thats prolly bc the vacker family is apparently rlly famous n shit n meanwhile dexs parents were a bad match. still dont rlly get what that means. i feel like theres more to him. also his crush on sophie is adorable
KEEFE. nothing, just... keefe. havent seen much but from what i HAVE seen, hes hilarious. i remember aylin mentioning that hes like leo valdez in that theyre both hot, funny, and traumatized... still waiting on the 'traumatized' part. she also said hes less major in this book n more major in the second book, so maybe ill find out then
midterms are gonna go wrong just wait i just know it
biana seems acc genuine in wanting to be friends w sophie. but there was one point when she was talking to sophie n there was smth like a glare for a moment ?? idk kinda sus to me. maybe im overthinking it cause i cant think of a possible motive
marella seems cool. in the art, shes absolutely gorgeous, but so is everyone in this goddamn book. also notable that the first time i saw her name i misread it as 'redneck' 💀💀💀
stina is a bitch. nothing else to say, except that she looks terrifyingly like me? except different eye color n i wear glasses loll. i hope to see some character development cause i personally hate the trope of "token mean girl" in books (like drew tanaka or zoya nazyalensky) cause theyre so one dimensional n boring (although zoya does become majorly more likeable throughout the grishaverse books, im hoping to see the same in stina)
irrelevant but the amount of times sophie is ending up in the infirmary reminds me of a roleplay w my friends from like three years ago oml the nostalgia (cause there would at all times be at least one character in the infirmary injured or nearly dead bc we needed that drama to keep the rp going LMAO)
overall, theres not as much to say as there was at the 25% mark. (i feel like theres more i wanna say but i cant think of anything.) prolly cause since then, the book has mainly been abt learning abt the elves' world n culture. i think by the 75% point im gonna have a lot more to say, n then ill post the final update thingie when im 100% done w the book
ill be 75% done in 89 pages, but the last day of midterm is tomorrow, so god knows how long thatll take me :') i promise to try thooo
oh also galvins a bitch but i feel like she has trauma fsr idk shes just giving
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fluffytriceratops · 8 months
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𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 - 𝐚. 𝐦𝐢𝐲𝐚 [chapter one]
chapter one: "𝚖𝚛𝚜 𝚔𝚠𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚐𝚊𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢."
notes: i'm not in uni so i don't know what i'm talking about most of the time huehue
chapter two: "bootymeat."
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Friday, 2:28 pm.
y/n
guess who failed her mid terms??
*le cry*  
bokubro
wtf tell me you're joking-
tsukitsuki
i can't say i'm surprised
kendoll
we knew it was going to happen eventually
no one should be surprised at this point
tetsu
wth?! even after all my tutoring??
y/n
well fuck you guys too-
thanks for the support, dickheads
bokubro
hey!! what about me?? 😭😭
y/n
not you bo, you're such a bean i luv you 🥰  
bokubro
AHH I LUVE YOU TOOO SDJdfj 🥰🥰🥰
kendoll
you guys disgust me
tsukitsuki
i dont have the patience for this
y/n
eat shit
queen keiji
aren't we forgetting something? are we just going to let her off the hook that easily?
tetsu
HOW DID YOU FAIL YOUR MIDTERMS
tsukitsuki
cuz she's an idiot
y/n
shut up string bean!
and technically i only failed one class-
but i just barley passed in most of the other's so..
👁👄👁👌✨
queen keiji
but i thought kuroo was helping you study?
bokubro
yeah! and you sounded so sure of yourself earlier
tetsu
don't blame this on me, she did this to herself
you guys sit with her for hours on end trying to get her to focus. it aint an easy task.
y/n
he was- i'm not even going to try to lie, he's right 🥲
kendoll
like i said, stupid
y/n
kenma i swear--- i will destroy your village in minecraft dont test me
👺👺👺
kendoll
not my fault you have half a brain cell
tsukitsuki
didn't you help build that village?
y/n
fuck you guys
i'm going out to eat sushi & boba and i'm not bringing any of you 🖕
bokubro
heyy!!!
WHAT ABOUT ME
queen keiji
excuse me??
tetsu
RUDEEEE
y/n
BESIDES YOU THREE ofc 💕
tetsu aren't you in class rn? and bo do you not have practice soon??
tetsu
yeah but we're just reviewing stuff from monday
plus it'll be over soon
bokubro
shit i nearly forgot
wait for ME???
pPLEASE?
kendoll
i want boba
tsukitsuki
i want sushi
y/n
well too fucking bad you guys can eat shit
soggy anus's
tsukitsuki
do you not have class in half an hour?
kendoll
soggy anus's? the fuck y/n
y/n
i can eat fast
bokubro
NOOO WAIT FOR ME
PLESSEAE
testu
WAIT FOR ME TOOO
queen keiji
i would also like you to wait for me
y/n
UGHHGHGH
FINEEE
but no kenma or tsukishima, they can suck my toes
tsukitsuki
that's fucking disgusting
is that some weird kink of yours?
kendoll
i change my mind
i don't want to go out with you anyway
bokubro
wait actually?
y/n are you into that stuff?
kendoll
i wouldn't put it past her, she's probably into all kinds of weird shit
y/n
EWW NO
SHUT UP YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT
tsukitsuki
how am i supposed to know what you meant?
i think what you want is pretty clear, nasty hoe
queen keiji
if you guys don't stop pissing her off none of us are going to be able to go
tsukitsuki
idc i'll go out with kozume
kendoll
i'd be up for that
bokubro
WAIT I WANNA COME TOO
y/n
THATs IT I"M GOING TO GET FOOD NOW PISS OFF FUCKERS
BO YOU FKCING TRAITOR
queen keiji
what did i say
tsukitsuki
idc either way
kendoll
i hope you choke
bokubro
NO WAIT Y/N IM SORRYRY
tetsu
wait y/n my class is over in like 2 minutes
let me come with!!  
y/n
KISS MY ASS
except for kaashi and tetsu💕
and ye- i'll wait for you i'm outside of my english classroom
kendoll
ew no
i knew you were into some nasty shit
bokubro
Y/N NOO
I"M SOWWRY
I DIDNT MEAN ITTTT
tetsu
alright, i'm leaving now!
y/n
thats your punishment for betraying me
now you know how it feels
keiji are you able to come now too?
kendoll
don't worry bo, you can come with us
tsukitsuki
exactly you don't want to hang out with her anyway
we're better
y/n
fuck you!
bo don't go! if you don't go i'll come pick you up after practice with food! anything you want, my treat!
queen keiji
i can't rn, i am also in class but if you're going to bring bokuto food, can you bring me some too please?
bokubro
does this mean you're not mad at me anymore ?
kendoll
dont fall for it bokuto!
tsukitsuki
yeah, come with us
y/n
bo i could never be mad at you!!! i love you so much~! 🥰🥰🥰
and sure, i'll get you something too keiji ^^  
queen keiji
alright, thank you 🙂
bokubro
I LOVE YOU TOOO DFSJDF 🥰🥰🥰 get me something with LOTS of meat please!!
y/n
okie! keiji do you have a preference on what you want?
tetsu
okay im back im with y/n now
kendoll
you don't have to tell us that
tetsu
i wanted to 😎
tsukitsuki
that emoji doesn't even make sense
tetsu
yes it does!
queen keiji
not really. you know what i like i trust you.
bokubro
ahh i gotta go now! ill see you later y/n!!
y/n
alrighty! see you soonish bo!!
tetsu
bye bo!
queen keiji
have fun at practise
bokubro
byeee! and thanks akaashi, I will 😊
y/n aight losers we're off i shall see you at home
tsukitsuki
or you could move out
y/n
shut up prick you're gonna see my hobo ass whether you want to or not
kendoll
we'd rather not
Friday, 3:56 pm.
y/n
mrs kwan is my sugar daddy
tsukitsuki
what the fuck
kendoll
as in the babysitter from cat in the hat?
tetsu
i just cackled so loudly- everyone is starring as me
y/n
yeah that's her 🥰
queen keiji
i don't know how to feel about this
kendoll
idk if i should be concerned or not
tsukitsuki
there is something mentally wrong with you
tetsu
im all for it, id smash
tsukitsuki
any sliver of respect i had for you is gone
y/n
ikr? she's such a hottie 😏🥵 tsuki doesn't know what he's missing
tetsu
clearly 🥵
tsukitsuki
that's it im changing the locks when i get home
kendoll
I'll help you
queen keiji
y/n aren't you in class rn? pay attention
y/n
okay okay!
...
would you smash kaashi?
tetsu
we need a tie breaker
queen keiji
...
yeah, sure
tsukitsuki
ive never been more disappointed
kendoll
agreed
gru is better
tsukitsuki
i hate you all
Friday, 6:18 pm.
bokubro
what'd i miss? 😂 dunno who she is imma look her up—
ohhh! yeah id smash 👁👄👁🤌✨
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fiapartridge · 9 months
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Daisy wakes up in a horrible mood, and Will sends her messages periodically just to check in on her
omg yes if will's away and can't physically be with her, he'll be sending messages throughout the day to make sure she's okay
will: rise and shine, baby!!!!!!
daisy: morning
will: you okay???
daisy: no, the coffee machine is broken. and i have an 8 am class today and then i have ballet practice later and drew is making me help him study for his history of sports class because he said i "owe him one" for the time i bailed on getting ice cream with him. so no. i'm not ok.
will: wish i was there, i could've beaten fortescue's ass for you :(
daisy: eh, i could do that on my own
will: 100%
daisy's typing...
will: sorry, my mom is going batshit because my sister lost her lv bag. i'll text you after (tell u if my sister made it out alive lol). i love you, baby ❤️
daisy: i love you! tell grace i wish her luck
will: and me???
daisy: she's not mad at u stupid and plus i like gracie more than u 😇
will: i hate you
daisy: i love you
will: gotta go before the screaming starts i'll text you later, pretty girl
will: i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
-> 1 hour later
will: hi, baby grace made it out alive sadly :(
will: hope your 8 am wasn't too terrible. you know i hate that old woman's voice she sounds like my great aunt. you know the one with the nasaly voice she really needs to get that thing checked up
will: anyway i love you hope you're okay
daisy: wait my professor??? LOL she's so sweet don't bully her
daisy: and i'm okay. thank u for checking in my love
will: always, baby
-> 30 minutes later
will: hope you didn't kill drew
daisy: will she has me trapped help help help she's gonna kill me SOSOSOSOSOSOS call 911!!!
will: drew give the phone back to daisy and stop harassing her
daisy: hey, i'm not harassing her
will: so how'd you get her phone
daisy: definitely not by jumping her
daisy: he jumped me. that bitch fucking jumped me
will: LMAO DONT KILL HIM WE HAVE A GAME IN 2 DAYS
daisy: don't worry i wont hurt your precious dman
will: thank you love
daisy: but i didn't promise a quick death - he wouldn't feel it... so technically i'm not hurting him???
will: okay i'll help you hide the body when i come back i think there's space in the freezer he's a tiny guy
daisy: he's taller than u willy
will: okay but he's lanky if he gets chopped up those bits and pieces are smalllll
daisy: shit ur right
daisy: you guys are fucking lunatics YOURE GONNA KILL ME AND CHOP ME UP AND PUT ME IN THE FREEZER HUH???
will: stop jumping daisy
daisy: you guys need to stop watching crime docs together
will: yeah yeah give daisy back to me, farts
daisy: forts**** autocorrect i assume
will: nope shit stinks
daisy: hi i missed you
daisy: drew threw my textbook down the stairs and made a run for with my phone so 😀 not much studying
will: i'm coming back today & i'm ready to beat his ass ❤️
daisy: love you gotta go before he starts swinging on me
will: i love you more like a million times more like you're going to get sick of me soon that's how much i love you dais
daisy: not possible <3
-> later in the day - after dinner time
will: how was ballet practice misty
will: hope drew didn't sustain any major injuries
will: also hope your day got better
will: i wish i was there. i miss you so much. all i want to do is kiss you sweet girl
daisy: i love you so much
daisy: practice was good, started the swan lake dance choreo which was so fun but so exhausting my eyes are literally struggling to stay open
daisy: ur almost home and u can come straight to my arms
daisy: i'm sleeping in ur room tonight because drew wanted to cram in some actual studying. he's really worried about his midterm
will: coach says if he doesn't pass the class he can't play against harvard on tuesday
daisy: ouch. i think he'll do fine he's just scared. he knows everything it's just the anxiety that's eating him up
will: hows yours today
daisy: my what
will: anxiety. are you okay? do you need anything? i'm on my way back i can grab you those chips you really like
daisy: i'm okay, my love. your texts kept me from going crazy today haha
daisy: i can't wait to see you. don't wake me when u get home tn. i just wanna be happy to see you in the morning
will: i love you, sweet girl. almost there
daisy: see you in the morning ❤️ i love you
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Not me running on liquid courage again. 💀🥂
I mean we all know canon toji is an asshole ❤️, but domestic?!?! It just makes you wanna bash a keyboard 😗 like how can you not! It's so fucking frustrating! He IS beautiful indeed its frustrating!
🥺🥺🤧 ahh this response! I know I said thank you already but like 🥺 thank you. I'm happy you found a healthy outlet. It takes a lot to acknowledge when you're not feeling well AND to doing something positive about it, so virtual hug 🤧 bring it in 🫂!
I wish school systems would actually give a fuck and do a better job preparing students for uni (dont we all). Everyone has a different situation but uni will always be there. I mean they want your money loans, right?? Take all the time you need while you're in uni. This is just my experience, but I feel like this is really only one time where you'll have a chance to work on your adult life before it becomes an expectation.
I just miss being a student for leeway at work. 0h and bc I like learning.
Omg I feel you on a personal level. Taking a 18 hour semester and a +50hr job for WHAT!!! In the end, I changed my major when I had 3 more classes until I graduated, so i graduated in 6 years 🙃.
Truly, please be kind to yourself. We only have 1 fucking day in the week to not think about work. I'm channeling my spirit energy to you. I wish you the best! Please take care and stay safe.
(Sorry for any typos)
omg hey!!! howre u!! sorry it took a while for me to respond ahdjwjs
no no bc that’s exactly me!! canon toji was so much of an asshole that i had a hard time writing him being soft and domestic and kind (ie: my first established fic was toji leaving the reader for mamaguro bc ik that man would choose her in any universe </33) but then i was like fuck canon. i want toji who’s in love w the reader; toji who cares for the reader; toji who’s moved on and healed from mamaguro and loving the reader for them and not as mamaguro’s replacement!!!! (most of my fics tend to follow this au)
i remember when i was drafting one of my first fluff fics (not headcanon or drabble), one of my besties told me, “ur projecting.” like maam, do u think i dont know 😭 but yea i wrote my soft toji whose scarred lips are gentle when they kiss the reader because toji is so pretty, we need him being happy with reader!!!!
thank u so much for the hug!! ive been having severe bad weeks and i needed this <3333 hugs you tight too 😚
and absolutely!! my school did ok in preparing us for post-secondary; college did amazing in helping me transition from high school setting and into post-secondary setting; but fuck. uni is a whole different level. can’t catch a break fr like AHHSHSHH
but yes thank u so much for the advice!!! i can absolutely see what u mean. like rn, even if i have work and back-to-back lectures, i still have the opportunities to ask for time-offs to prepare for my midterms and finals and papers which has helped me greatly! the life experience is helping me lots while giving me some form of coddling and ik this wouldnt really last into (greater) adulthood so that kinda sucks :((
and omg u switching majors is nerve-wracking but amazing at the same time!! ik sm of my friends who just suck up with their majors even if theyre fr struggling so im glad that u were able to pursue something more your style. im sorry it took long for u to grad though but still!!! im so happy for uu!!!
and i will be kind to myself, i promiseee!! ive been doing better these past few days and hoping to have more kind days moving forward!
thank you again for this kind mssge! ur words and kindness truly means a lot to me. take care darling, and have a happy and safe drinking 🥹🫶🏼
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boxofdicks · 26 days
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the only privilege i ever assume people have inherently is when i talk to other usamerican uni students when i was in undergrad in the states, cause when theyre stressed about assignments im always like why dont you just. take some adderall and pull an all nighter about this. why not just have 4 red bulls and an adderall and some cigarettes and submit the damn assignment. cause are you about to tell me you dont have access to this? seriously? you do. text your freshman year roommate and ask her. just spend your beer money for the week on this. live in the lib for a week. ive had diagnosed and prescribed adhd since i was 11 so i have to take these pills a few times a week to simply do my readings but they are so available to you people. and so i assume everyone has this privilege and if they dont then im like well i simply cannot aid you in your pursuits. not only can i conceive of an academic situation in which red bull and an adderall would not help but i dont know how youve gotten this far without at least the red bull part. i can recommend using the tool mybib for citations. google scholar and jstor and the writing center and emailing your professor asking for an extension bc ive never been turned down for one less than 48 hours. and adderall. when im a professor and i have office hours i will have to remedy this approach.
do you think people rawdog law school? med school? do you think theres a single biology or engineering or mandarin or comp sci or religious studies student who made honors without adderall. one time my buddy in seminary school got his hands on some cocaine and spent 4 days trading futures online before etrade found out he wasnt licensed to do so and he got banned. he made eight thousand dollars off of four hundred. and what did he do next? took a few days off to sleep, then passed his midterms. then he hit a deer with his truck and had to shoot it to put it out of its misery, so he took it to the local farm butcher and got years worth of venison. we make chili out of the sausage he gave my parents to thank us for hosting thanksgiving. the moral of this story? sometimes the grindset can pay off in mysterious ways. the power of stimulants is within you. you have the power to take control of this night and make it an all nighter and succeed. business majors abuse these. they use them without honor. they dont read textbooks or write essays or do math or whatever engineers do. they dont even trade rich peoples portfolios. they may network at best. at best. they party and then preach the grindset and sales. these people have rarely grinded. only when they took econ classes and had to learn stats did they grind. my friends. the grindset is within you. you can make thousands legally but not within the terms of service. you can finish the essay and pass. this isnt about adderall. its about grit. and red bull
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umamadd12 · 6 months
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Diya and adith walk into saxbys on campus
Adith: "Yo, have you checked out that new café downtown? Their coffee slaps"
Diya: “Nah bro, I couldn't go when thivya went with you guys”
Adith: “Oh yea i totally forget you weren't there”
Diya: "Saxbys line so long bruh, i got class in 10"
Adith:  “your screwed. Why did you even bother coming then?”
Diya: “I don’t know I'm a dumbass”
Adith: “I don't know what I want but the bagel looks so good”
Diya: “Im actually gonna go to class. Meet me and uma and thivya at the student center after my class”
Adith: “BRUH, I got class in 30 minutes”
Diya: “Damn then Ill see u back at white hall.”
Diya leaves and goes to the student center to meet her friends uma and thivya
Uma: “Where diya at. She taking mad long, also thivya what time are we going to center city tonight I got a lab due at midnight”
Thivya: “Lets aim around 10 so finish your work before that”
Uma: “word. My order is ready”
Uma walks over to wingstop to get his order where he runs into Diya 
Uma: “finally. So slow for what”
Diya: “Shut up I was in class”
Uma: “Thivya was sitting near chic fil a, Im going to grab my food real quick”
Diya: “word”
Diya walks over to her roommate, thivya
Diya: “heyyyy”
Thivya: “Heyyy”
Diya: “So what time are we going to center city:
Thivya: “10 ish, Uma got some work”
Diya: “Ok”
Uma walks over excited 
Uma: “guess who just texted me to hangout tn”
Diya & Thivya: “who”
Uma: “bianka”
Thivya: “what did she say”
Uma: “want to get food”
Diya: “but center city!?”
Uma: “We can still go just a little late”
Diya: “Bruh fine”
Thivya: “Have funnnn”
Logan and Josh walk into the student center
Logan: "The chic fil a line is too long, imma just get salad works "
Josh: “lowkey salad works sounds good, imma order and go to uma and them”
Josh and Logan walk over to uma, thivya, diya
Josh: “ Bro I just took a midterm and that was hard as shit” 
Uma: “nah for real. That comp sci midterm was hard as shit”
Logan: “ I didn't even have any haha”
Josh: “I need my calculator. I ordered it so long ago but White Hall still didn't process my package yet and it has been 3 days”
Uma: “ on god, They be taking mad long. Bro guess who I am going out with tonight”
Josh & Logan: “Bianka”(rolling their eyes)
Uma: “Yep”
Josh: “ How many times are you going to keep hurting yourself bro”
Uma in silence just laughs it off
Logan: “She does this every time bro but You do you”
All of them walk back to their resident hall, White Hall
Josh: “ The heck happened to the speaker”
Diya: "The JBL speaker broke, because it feel of the table"
Josh: “ohhhhh damn”
Uma: “Guys What do I wear my date. I might just wear hoodie and sweats”
Diya & Thivya: “ NO are u dumb”
Uma: “ Bruh I dont even know she mess with me like that”
Thivya: “ Trust me she is my best friend, She likes you dont overthink”
Uma: “ Fine, but I'm not getting my hopes up”
Uma Goes on his date and has a great time!
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half-lit-candle · 6 months
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16th and 17th october
precisely 12 days for my midterm exams. i want to improve my grades and finally prove to my parents that i am not the dumb, lazy, ungrateful child they think i am. so im going to start this blog to just let all my feelings out while staying anonymous. you can refer to me as candle if you want to (i know no one is going to read this but still). i have been studying rigorously for the past 5 months and i am finally going to get the chance to prove myself.
my parents are not the typical type. they know that i am specially gifted, because i got into a very prestigious school in my state which requires like 2 entrance exams. they know that i am very smart but for the past few years my mental health had taken a major toll and it affected my studies a lot. i used to just sit in front of my laptop and read stuff or watch YouTube or just whatever! i didn't study at all. my parents started to think i was just being lazy when i was actually in severe depression. they started to yell at me every single day. we would have arguments which would just result in me ending up in even worse situations than before.
my classmates used to bully me for being dumb too. i knew they didn't mean it but it hurt. until last year they used to call me dumb and stupid and just because i didn't score well on tests! they started ignoring me and just regarded me as the person who no one liked, but still talked to. of course not all of them did that, but most did. even the teachers started to target me. i was really mad at myself. i talked to my best friend about this and she talked to all our friends and to our class about my situation. she really changed my life and i got a little happy.
that sliver of happiness made my life worse. i started gaining confidence and people started taking me seriously. i started getting even more distracted and didn't pay attention to my academics at all. i was spending all my time just doing nothing and then a day before my tests i would start to panic. i was a perfectly fine person on the outside but inside, things were different
i never took time to analyze my situation. i never considered that my mental health was important and everything about me except my grades mattered too. i got very suicidal. i started self harming again because i didn't know what else to do. it got to the point that every single day i would carry razor blades with me and would cut on my thighs and stomach in the bathroom. i never let my friends find this out because if they did, they would think that i was doing that for attention. i lost all my interest in my hobbies. i stopped singing, i stopped painting. i stopped doing everything i liked because i felt like i did not deserve happiness.
since then my situation has changed my my habit of self injury has not. now because of the fear of failure, i just wake up, study, get ready, go to school, study, come back home, study and study some more until i pass out on my desk. i don't get enough sleep. i don't eat enough food. i dont exercise and i dont show my real emotions to anybody.
right now i'm taking time to write this because i was walking across my room to get my books and i glanced in the mirror and i saw a ghost. i was seeing the studious girl my parents expected and the smart girl who everyone likes but then i saw a shadow. a malnourished girl with huge bags under her eyes and an emotionless face. her eyes did not have a single spark in them. i saw a hollow outline of her limbs with only a trace of human left in them.
that's when i decided that i needed to change.
for the past 5 months( aka the new school year) i have been scoring my best possible on every single test. i have completed every single assignment weeks before the due date. i have tried to keep my scores to the expectation of everyone. i have been faking smiles here and there, trying to fit in. everyone is just thinking that im finally improving, but no. i may be scoring better now, i may seem a lot more happy now but inside, i am not improving at all.
my past traumas keep haunting me day and night, i feel constantly burdened and at the same time feel like a burden. but then again its like sometimes i dont care what everyone else thinks and that im content with my life and my situation. its like i feel happy and sad at the same time. its like im depressed but also having the best time of my life. i dont know what to do.
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jellyfish have been around for over 500 million years even if it is hard to find fossils of them!!
also. i saw in your other ask that you are currently on the second season of house—i’m only about half way through the first!! even though i watched a good bit before, this is my first time all the way through. ruby (hilsonisthecure) has been preparing me for what is to come and i am so so nervous. i am terrified. so if you need someone to go through it with you i am so here!!
Thank you for your jellyfish fact !! 😁😁 i wish we had more fossils of them—its crazy to think how many animals and other creatures have existed but we have no idea….i love learning about those large sloths and other animals, i swear i reblogged a post about that which involved avocado trees but my blog is a deep dark unorganized hole lmao. Also yes house!! What episode of s1 are u on? I watched a bit too before, my friend was binging it and whenever i would go to her house we would just watch it together lol and yes its going to be so emotionally devastating im trying to make sure i dont finish it around finals or midterms bc i need to actually pass my classes 😭 im here for you too !! Please if you have any random thoughts whether hilson or jellyfish related feel free to message me!! I need internet friends 🥸 and i dont know if u know the end bc i dont want to spoil, but i have a plan in place for coping. wilson is happy and healthy and loved and he and house have a motorcycle marriage. Thank u for the ask 🐸🙏!
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electricprincess96 · 1 year
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Is it that surprising the FEH OC won? The moment she showed up in the top 20, that's when everyone shifted gears to ensure her victory. It happened with Veronica via the jump to dethrone Camilla back in CYL 2, moreso when the base alt isn't playable. And again with Gatekeeper, where Foul Play was so obvious you had to breath in copuim to believe it was legit while the JP base was seething. Soren is just an extension of the playing favorites ball as he had an alt recently many noticed despite 2nd
Well yes it is surprising because the midterms weren't numbered in place of where they actually were in terms of numbered votes. So people choosing specifically her to get behind to makes no sense, like why? Why did they want to shift gears to support her why not Anna, or Fem Robin or Elincia etc? And why get behind any of them at all? Especially with a new catagory involving the character whos position changed the most. If these people dont actually care about this character (and i know most people dont i didnt even remember her name until these results and i see absolutely zero people talk about her the way they did the Books 1, 2, 3 and 4 OCs) then why care if she wins? To try and stop Bernie winning? Well that doesnt work cause again the midterms were in alphabetical order not in order of their placement at that time in the votes. Both Bernie and Heroes OC (I've forgotten her name again) could have been 19th and 20th respectively for all we knew. Now yes we know realistically Bernie was in the top 4 at least on the female side at the midterms just based on previous CYLs and the fact we know she's popular but there's no way everyone could have collectively got together to decide to specifically back this one random Heroes OC just to stop Bernie the way they did with Camilla in CYL2 because the way CYLs was done this time was too different. At least when it was Veronica the midterms clearly showed Camilla was in the top 2 at the time and Veronica was at least relatively close behind so it's more understandable. The fact way more people are shocked at this inclusion when way less people were shocked at Veronica because we'd mostly all heard about the campaign to dethrone Camilla. I think her midterms results whatever they may have been are legit, but I don't think she'd have come first without some botting help at play. Not a lot since it seems overall vote numbers were much lower this year, but still some.
And what's the problem with fans "playing favourites"? Yes Soren got an alt recently although it was a Tempest Trial unit so hardly anything to write home about. But the point of CYL is for fans to vote for characters they like and Soren is popular, and he only has like 2 alts anyway and this is only POR/RD's THIRD Brave Alt (After Ike and Micaiah) 3Hs already has more than that on its first year in CYLs. Soren deserves to be there just as much as any other previous winners (and for some of them he definitely deserves it more)
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