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cyber-neptune · 6 months

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11pm fem Megatron ramble post (sorta vent ish)

I project a lot of personal things onto characters that I like/find comfort in and Megatron just happen to be that character. Be it random trauma or mental illnesses, I like throwing it on Megs like one of those sticky hands. Always had difficulty explaining and processing a lot of emotions and personal stuff so it’s a great way to explain and understand things for me.

One of those things that I struggle with is my gender identity. I’m a genderfluid AFAB person and I’ve struggled trying to fit into what society deems “masculine” and “gender noncomforming”. Even being “feminine” is hard.

I know I should get this worked up over those things but it’s just hard. Feeling like no matter how I dress and act, I feel like a fraud.

I don’t mind trying to talk about it to people but It’s like I’m choking and suffocating on my words and my hands just got numb when I try to type about it and it all comes out like a nonsensical mess of letters. I also have difficulty with my self worth, always feeling like my problems are so small and insignificant, I end up just keeping quiet so I don’t “”bother”” anyone.

Started off topic af but anyway, I used to make jokes about Megatron being a girl/being feminine because it was like me trying and sometimes failing to appear more Masculine/gender neutral. In the end it’s like I was creating something I could “share” my troubles with without feeling like I’m bothering people.

There’s something about the way I’m headcanoning (is this a word??? It’s too late for this fhdj) Megatron as struggling to be seen by others as a girl/feminine, it’s kinda due to the way I look about which characters some people headcanon as “feminine” (Star.scream, Opt.imus, Sou.dw.ave, Knoc.kout, bumbl.ebee and many others). The way people draw/write them is, ig, interesting to me because it’s like they can accept almost every character as being girls/feminine except Megatron.

In a way this kinda led me to project more of my issues with my gender identity on Megatron. The feeling that no matter what I do, I’ll always be seen as something I’m not/not entirely and that I could never manage to be up to others expectation of what I “”should be””.

I’m thinking about other stuff so I’ll probably leave it at that and ig make an update or respond to shit in replies/reblogs, I’m too tired hfjdsj

#Zero speaks ☆#megatron #lady megatron #transformers #THE SHITTIEST RAMBLE OF THE DAY #vent-ish #long post #<- for me personally cuz I’m lazy dbdns

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leggerefiore · 1 year

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"Larry gives his partner socks for Christmas because he figures its a good, reliable gift." Yes, good. But what KIND of socks? Would he go for plain ones? Or would he get socks with cute colors or patterns? I really love cute socks, so I'd be happy if Larry got me some! Multicolored socks with stripes or hearts, or maybe even Pokemon themed ones. Opening up a pair of Dunsparce themed socks on Christmas morning...ooh, would he be willing to wear matching socks with his S/O? I mean he's not big on PDA (valid! I'm the same way!) but it's pretty subtle and Larry wears suit pants, so it would be hard to spot? TBH though even plain socks would be good because I wouldn't have to worry about them getting dirty, and considering how messy the Pokemon world is it's good to have some Adventuring Socks.

fhdjs you know know I was thinking like deluxe pack of plain colour socks, but you know Dudunsparce themed socks is something he would buy. He gets simple joy out of seeing the snake just vibing.

Larry and his partner silently match socks, and that is enough for him.

#larry.ima #can any Spanish players comfirm that in spanish he speaks like business email? i read that and i'd 100% believe it

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arytha · 11 months

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Hellooo!!! :3 Oc ask time >:3 How about 4, 25, and 45 for Mimi and 15, 34, and 43 for Yuri??

Mimi

4. What is their favorite music genre?

Mimi really likes alternative rock! She has to listen to it on her own time tho bc her girlfriend Data dislikes it u_u

25. What is their favorite animal?

Cats! Mimi wears a cat hoodie sweater fhdj

45. Are they good at keeping secrets?

Yep! Most of her life is a secret, and she's constantly exposed to secrets that could ruin many lives if they ever were revealed. Not to mention Data is one of the biggest secrets of the universe, herself. If you tell her something you don't want anyone else in the universe to know, she'd keep the secret to her grave (or reincarnation? in her case. she's already dead)

Yuri

15. Can they cook? What’s their favorite thing to make?

Not really! Well actually no, he can cook enough to get by if he was left alone but he hasn't needed to worry about it for centuries so he'd be a bit rusty. The only time he ever cooks (bakes) is when Xena comes back to the station after a Round. He makes her the cookies they had when they were kids :3

34. Do they have a dream job?

He's kind of living it right now! He's the lab director and head researcher of the experiment he and Xena are in. He started the project from the ground up, funded it initially, and spends most of his days monitoring Xena's actions and directing research flow. Lots of e-paperwork...

43. What do they think is their worst quality? What is their actual worst quality?

Ok so both Xena and Yuri are older than dirt and are continuing to get much, much older as their little pocket of the universe continues the Destiny project. How that ties into this question is. Yuri has basically accepted and smoothed out his shortcomings (even what he excels at), because of the sheer amount of time he's spent alive. If you asked him what his worst quality is he wouldn't be able to answer, because he thinks all his quirks, good or bad, are basically the same. Perhaps the one that inconveniences him the most is his cold and unwelcoming personality, but you'll never hear him admitting it.

What is actually his worst quality? The way that he overreacts when he does feel something and does have someone he cares for at stake. He's too quick to panic and go too far when attempting to bring things back into his control, and doesn't stop to think if his actions will bring more harm than it would good. He's a control freak and can't calm down unless things are going in a way he oversee.

#mara's shit #Yuri #Mimi #thank you for the ask!!! <333 #yuri's problem is the reason. things go even more horribly wrong in xena's story #he's basiclaly the reason the second half of the novel goes the way it does #he's not a good person! never has been! i love him.

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lavenoon · 1 year

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Hi Luce! :) I've come to ask for your help once again xD

If you don't mind me asking when you make comics what presets in CPS do you use? Do you prefer traditional Comic when creating a project? Did you try Webtoon thing there is?

I'd really like to try other presents outside of Illustration and Animation but they are really confusing :')

Ahh, unfortunately, once again I'm not much of a help fhdj

All my comics are simple illustrations - I think I tried the comics option once years ago, got completely confused by the borders, and never tried again. I'm admittedly not the most experimental person!

But I also just prefer creating my base comic, usually start out with a 3Kx10K canvas and then adjust as I go and insert panels, and for those I don't even use the panel brush because that's another thing I tried like once or twice and then decided it's too confusing.

Definitely outing myself as pure hobbyist and amateur here, sorry I can't be of more help! If it's any consolation, I already get confused by animations (because I rarely do them, and then forget everything I've learned and have to look up everything again when I do another one), which you already understand! And I'm sure it'll only be a learning curve for the comics too, maybe I'll ask you once they make sense to you! fghdjs

#answer let luce #sanchensky #aahhh I wish I could help I'm sorry;;#I only did illustrations for the longest time and only started really figuring out some features of csp this year #baby me just drew blorbos and barely knew about custom brushes #but uh. idk if this is weird to say maybe?#after seeing your sleuth jester animatic I feel like *obviously* you figured out animation on csp #so I'm sure the comics won't elude you forever!

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hotdrinks · 9 months

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Honestly, at the start of the book I was very invested in Truant and the way Zampanò's work seemed to have a tangible effect on his life. But later on his footnotes mostly devolved into lengthy gratuitously detailed sexcapades, not to mention him having, let's just say, not the greatest views on women. All of this capped off with one of the most baffling, but oddly fitting, ends to his story that left me not knowing how to feel about him.

However, the middle of the book itself, the one that focuses on the fictional cult (as in cult around a movie) surrounding the Navidson Record and, ofcourse, the exploration tapes dwarf any lackluster writing in the footnotes. The Navidson Record has to be one of the most if not the most profound and innovative peice of horror media I have ever encountered. I envy anyone who gets to read it for the first time. It's a huge book, but I wish I had set a stricter time frame for myself when I first read it because it's a visceral experience that can lose its punch if dragged on for over a year.

WAUGH!! Okay anon I hope you're still there. I waited to read this message until I finished the book just to keep my perceptions of everything as uninfluenced as possible.

First of all, the way women are written in HoL is something I definitely struggled with the most. Trying to parse through Watsonian/Doylist interpretations. Sort of wondering for a while if maybe Danielewski just doesn't (or at least didn't at the time) write women very well (still not sure where I stand with this one but Karen's chapter did definitely help me feel a little bit better about it).

And yeah Truant's sexcapades put me off for a minute but once it became clear that they were just his way of trying to bury his grief and what was happening to him they annoyed me less. And while it frustrates me that women are often used as plot devices in this way (without being given their own agency or depth) I do think this part of his story was necessary to his character development and narratively relevant (I was worried for a second that it wasn't lol) and personally it endeared me to him once he moved past it.

I also think his poor view of women is condemned in the text. Or at least it's something he outgrows. Like how he convinced himself he was so in love with "Thumper" without ever knowing her name, and when he finally asked it was too late. He was just looking for something easy to save him, missing out on connections because he was seeing everyone as a life raft and not a full person. The parental trauma of it all. (This is where my thoughts about women in HoL start spiraling fhdjs)

Overall I stayed really liking him the whole time, even though I didn't expect to! I just found him really sympathetic. The pekingese footnote had its intended effect on me I think lol. Also I like a sorta purple style of writing sometimes, so I didn't personally find his footnotes lackluster, but I can understand how they could grate on others. There are just certain lines in those notes that I think I'll remember forever, just because I think they were written so beautifully.

Also!!! "Visceral" is the perfect word to describe the Navidson record!!!! The format making you experience the House alongside everyone is soooo effective. It really does just instill grief in you while you read it, there were parts that made me cry and cry like a little baby boy in my own home. I was like shouting and talking to the characters while I was reading. And the ending was perfectly bittersweet to me. It's so good and so special I'm really happy I read it, I definitely want to read it again eventually.

#drinks talk tag #ask #anon #long post #i didnt really do any decoding or red stringing while reading the first time bc im never really drawn to that sort of thing #so for my next time through I think i would like to try reading it like that #thanks anon I would love to talk more about it if ur comfortable pming me!#or if u would rather stay on anon I would love to hear ur thoughts if u feel like givin them!

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tasteleeknow · 1 year

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can’t stop thinking about everything and no one!!!!! i shared a lil of my thoughts but lemme share some more: i really enjoyed the bits where you can see just how powerless she is i.e. when they’re having the big dinner to welcome him back and she can’t even be in the same room. which makes me think would min somehow take her with him next time he has to leave or is there no way they can get away with that?

also i like to think that the guards always let her through bc minho told them too. 🥹

and also! if you were to write a part two which i fully support and am sending you snacks to fuel your writing sessions!!!! i would LOVE to see how they interact with each other when other people are around. like does the prince talk to all his staff so it wouldn’t be weird or is it just how he treats her? aaand what would happen if a princess does start courting him again now that the queen knows??? aaaaaand would they risk sleeping in the same bed again now that they’ve had each other or is he fully addicted to her now and won’t bear to be without her again? 😭😭😭

but ofc anything you’d give us would be great so i’ll patiently sit in my prince minho daydream and eat the next part up if that’s the plan! if that’s not the plan i’ll just reread your amazing work and bask in the glory of his highness 😩 -lils

oh im happy to hear that was enjoyable bc yeah i added all these little plot points to really build the image of the powerlessness she has in like every aspect of her life and how the frustration about it builds. yeah 100% the whole like nothing will separate me from you again speech afterwards sets up the idea that he won't leave her behind again! it's very much going to be about like diminishing her sense of powerlessness as much as he can until he can make her queen. his ultimate goal in the end is literally to give her as much power as he can give anyone. BESIDE Him, not behind or beneath. so yeah, he'd take her wherever she wants to go is what im trying to say fhdjs

hfdjks that's very much something he would do

oh yeah for sure! seeing their dynamic outside of their little nest is def something i want to explore. there's so much i like didn't even touch and still it was 14k ghfjdks i really can't express how i could have kept going... and going.... and going..... i was like ok jade END IT

thank you bb :((((( i'm really really happy you liked it ♡

@gimmeurtmi

#answered

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linathelemon · 2 years

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Forget

fhdj i regret nothing

characters: Sayori, Monika

Angst! just angst :(((

TW: mentions of suicide, implied hookup

Summary: After Sayori is deleted, you miss her and you're unable to know what to do with so many conflicting emotions.

you had been counting how many days it had been since Sayori passed away. regardless how harshly you may have treated her in the past.

you felt guilty, so guilty, Sayori was going through so much suffering and you should've observed that and steered her to a happier path.

the other girls' didn't to recognize her existence, it was like she was never a part of this world, to begin with. but you couldn't forget her, Sayori was everything to you, and she always will be.

"Y/n?" Monika spoke and you jumped a little too, you tried to smile but felt she wasn't quite convinced.

"Are you alright?" she asked, Monika was kind but you couldn't burden her with your own problems.

"Yes, I'm fine. did you need something?" you responded hoping it would make her worry less.

"I called your name multiple times but you seemed to be in your own thoughts. are you sure you're al-" Monika worried about you, however, your intention wasn't to be so harsh but that's how it came out;

"didn't you hear me? I'm fine, Monika" you snapped, and Monika looked taken aback by your response.

"Alright, please tell me if something is wrong." she smiles sweetly.

you did write poems at home but at the literature club you couldn't participate the way you used to, not if Sayori is not there.

your mind kept thinking of memories that did not make you miss Sayori any less in fact, it hurt to think about them.

either way, once you started thinking those thoughts you couldn't stop, even so if you were to act on Monika's offer that would likely be even worse.

"Y/n, would you like to read a book with me?" Yuri smiles timidly,

yuri was a nice girl but right now you didn't feel up to maintaining relationships.

"No thank you." you again tried to smile but it never comes off as a smile.

however, Yuri tends to mind her own business and not question why you've withdrawn so much from the literature club.

on days like these all you wanted to do was forget, forget Sayori, forget everything and Monika could do that for you.

you sent her a text, it was easier that way. no one would suspect you and Monika were up to those kinds of activities.

"So, I'll be going with Y/n to get some supplies. we'll be back soon" Monika announced and smiled cheerfully,

once the two of you arrived at the empty classroom, Monika gave you a heated kiss.

but you didn't love her, you were doing all of this with Monika to forget.

#angst #ddlc #doki doki literature club #ddlc x reader

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yuutta · 3 years

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[insp, insp]

#what even is this fhdjs #fmaedit #fmabedit #animeedit #shounenedit #oldanimeedit #animtionedit #fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood #fullmetal alchemist #riza hawkeye #roy mustang #olivier armstrong #solf j. kimblee #sig curtis #fmab #animanga #mine: gifs #mine: all

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mixelation · 3 years

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I'm thinking of that time travelling sasuke, and I'm wondering how _confused_ he is by Sakura, because, like ... Naruto's basically still Naruto, maybe a little less certain of his philosophy, but Sakura? Sakura went from (in his perception) better than Tsunade, her successor as a medical ninja and mother to his daughter to ... an emotional wreck with little to no practical skills, except sometimes she'll punch a tree in half?

I'm assuming this is in relation to this post (possibly the tags of that post?)

i'm so sorry this turned into a really long analysis/hypothesizing so i'm putting it under a cut fhdjs (....also while writing this I forgot you specified this is married-to-Sakura!Sasuke, so this hypothetical Sasuke is like 20 and they're not together lmao)

I don't think we really know how well Sasuke knew Sakura before they were put on a team together. They were in class together (so he has to know who she IS and maybe, like, some vague awareness of what classes she's good/bad in) and we see Ino and Sakura arguing over who gets to sit next to him (while he barely pays attention), so I think it's up to fandom interpretation how much he knows about her and what he thought about her... but I personally headcanon him as barely remembering the Academy.

(Sasuke was HYPER focused on his own improvement so I don't think he paid a lot of attention to other students unless he thought he had to work harder to get ahead of them.... but mostly I headcanon this because I think it would be funny af if he couldn't remember Kiba or Choji or someone's name. Don't @ me.)

Things Sasuke remembers about little Sakura: she's very smart but isn't really going to, like, fling her herself at danger like he or Naruto would. He's vaguely aware that girls used to act real weird around him for some reason, including Sakura. He remembers thinking she was annoying and spoiled but then warming up to her while they were on Team 7, and then getting mad because he thought she was pitying him for ending up in the hospital and then feeling bad about nearly killing her.

But here's the thing: you're right, he's acclimated to post-Tsunade Sakura. The Sakura he knows is a highly respected medic who bitch-slapped a god. She's confident in her skills and her skills are top-notch across the board. She has lots of friends and is well-liked in the village and seems outwardly comfortable in who she is.

So, like, intellectually he knows Sakura used to be iffy at actual combat, but he doesn't really remember..... all the other things. Like, he remembers her telling off Naruto a lot and getting frustrated and back-talking Kakashi sometimes, and also he's pretty sure at the academy she used to go toe-to-toe with Top Kunoichi Ino, so in his mind she was always confident and outgoing? And he doesn't remember her being... like.... bad at most ninja things? Not as good at him in most areas, of course, but no one else their age was either.

(His most CLEAR memory of Sakura pre-chuunin exams was her sitting at the top of a tree and sticking her tongue out at him and Naruto, because that was the first time he was like: oh fuck, she's better than me at something, and that's what Sasuke cared about then.)

I think the most fun way to explore this is a time-travel AU where he ends up in his kid-body, so Sakura socializes with him like she would her contemporary Sasuke. And Sasuke is just, as you put it, confused.

Like, okay, when he was a kid he did not notice how Sakura's confidence would plummet if Kakashi (or any authority figure) said anything even remotely negative to her. He did not realize that every time she went on one of her lectures on how chakra works or whatever, she was really desperately vying for external approval, for him or Kakashi to tell her she was doing a good job. He definitely didn't realize she sort of really sucked at active combat because she spent all this time hesitating and second-guessing herself.

Sparring with her is fucking surreal and he doesn't know what to do about it. He looks at her across the field and his brain is like: DO NOT LET HER GET IN RANGE OF HITTING YOU. But then she acts shocked and betrayed and hurt when he hits her with a projectile, and she doesn't even try to hit him or throw things at him? What?

And then she does all these weird behaviors around him that make him uncomfortable, because they're weird and they're not Sakura. Like, she's always nicer about pointing out mistakes to Sasuke than, say, Naruto B U T his Sakura would, like... disagree with him sometimes? Genin!Sakura agrees with everything he says. She'll look up at him with eyes begging for approval or agreement and it makes him feel awful and weird. If she says she likes anmitsu and Sasuke says he doesn't like sweets, her shoulders will slump and she'll back off and stutter out something like an apology. Why is she apologizing for liking anmitsu?! It's confusing and Sasuke feels bad about it and he doesn't know why and he doesn't know what to do about it.

Naruto is more naive and dumb and annoying than he is as an adult, but he's basically the same person. Sasuke can still communicate with him entirely with fists. It's fine.

But who is this pink-haired girl on his team? Is she okay? He wants her to be fixed but he doesn't know how to make it happen.

At least when Naruto acts like a dumbass, it flips some sort of switch on her Sakura-ness and she'll physically toss him through a wall. Sasuke likes those moments. They're nice.

Please don't make him hang with weird past Sakura one-on-one. He makes him have confusing feelings he doesn't like.

(Meanwhile Sasuke keeps looking at Kakashi like: WOW you are even more maladjusted than I remember. Oh I see, so you didn't know what the fuck you were doing, okay. Please go ahead and teach me chidori so I can explain how I know it.)

#uchiha sasuke #haruno sakura #if you're actually talking about the boruto time travel arc: i BELIEVE the reason he gave for avoiding her was #something like 'she knows me too well'#by which i THINK he meant he was afraid Sakura would realize he's future!Sasuke?#but i prefer to HC him as being terrified of tiny Sakura for the reasons outlined above #she makes him feel weird and he needs to avoid her #it's even worse if they're married because he cares even more #WHY AREN'T YOU OKAY SAKURA #he invests a lot of time fleeing from her because she makes him feel weird but then he's like 'oh no what if she's having a problem'#and then he goes to hang out with her and she acts really happy and then he says something he thought was neutral #that makes her wilt and the Weird Feelings come back and he was to flee #he wants to do right by Sakura but also. he's terrified of her #what if she looks at him and sees on his sins #oh god what if she CRIES #punching naruto as a form of communication is SO MUCH easier

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escapeism-s · 2 years

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All the Computer Part Asks with Hex? :33

OH WHOA all of them?? Well 👀

Motherboard: Which one of you has the strongest parental instincts? If romantic, what are your thoughts on starting a family with them someday?

Main thing I’ll say about this one? Sometimes a family can be some guy, his robot boyfriend, and their pet cat 😌

Power supply unit (PSU): Which one of you brings the most energy to the relationship? Can it occasionally be a bit too much energy for the other?

Hex probably brings the most energy! He’s just naturally energetic and active in general, so it naturally also applies here. It’s never too much for me though! It’s actually one of the things I really love about him, even if I can’t always match his levels of energy fhdjs

Central processing unit (CPU): Are either of you prone to overworking yourselves? If so, how do you work through it as a pair?

Hex is very careful to not overwork himself most of the time, because doing so actually puts in him in serious danger (ex: glitcher). I try not to overwhelm myself too much either

Heat sink: How does your F/O help you destress and vent? Conversely, how do you help them?

Hex is the absolute best listener. No matter how upset I get or how incomprehensible by rambles become, he’ll stick by me until I start feeling a bit better. I imagine he’s really good at giving advice too, actually. As for me helping him, I like to give him distractions from whatever’s bothering him at the time. Either through some wacky convo or just watching something or playing a videogame together.

Liquid cooling system (LCS): Which one of you reminds the other to drink water? Do either of you actually drink water?

Hex, uh. Doesn’t drink water. So he’s of course the one reminding me to!

Random-access memory (RAM): Are either of you forgetful? If so, how does the other help the forgetful one with their memory? Or are you both forgetful?

I wouldn’t say either of us are particularly forgetful tbh

Graphics Processing Unit (GPU): Is your f/o artistically inclined? If so, which medium do they prefer? Do you ever help them with their craft?

He’s not particularly artistic, but I can definitely see him pulling up ms paint on himself and doodling with it when he’s bored! I’d love to compliment his little sketches

Network interface card (NIC): How does your F/O talk about you to their friends? No negative responses allowed because that would be slander towards your F/O.

He’d bring me up casually in conversation a lot. Like- “That reminds me of something funny Emmett said the other day!” Or “Oh, Emmett would love this!” Just little, but very frequent, remarks

Solid State Drive (SSD): What are some small details about your F/O that you appreciate?

I love his lil antennae! I like to think they can move in correspondence to his emotions. Also, I love how he can display pretty much anything on his screen, like shapes and symbols! It’s adorable

Hard drive: Which one of you is more prone to documenting every event in the relationship? Is it done in a particular way?

Oh that’s definitely Hex. When he has a memory he really wants to cherish, he sorta. Takes a literal, mental screenshot of that moment, and saves it in a special folder in his files

CD drive: Which one of you gets worked up the fastest? How does the other respond to this behavior?

Hex hardly ever gets angry in the slightest, so probably me. Depending on the situation, he’d try and do something to help calm my nerves or he’d try to get me out of the situation that’s getting me worked up.

Chassis: Which one of you is more self-conscious about your appearance? How does the other help?

Neither of us get self conscious about our appearance per se, but Hex sometimes feels a little insecure about being a robot in a relationship with a human. Normally he’s perfectly happy being a robot mind you, but one thing that he does occasionally worry about from time to time is giving affection.

His face is a screen so obviously he can’t kiss, and he’s made out of cold, hard metal, so he worries about being able to give proper hugs, too.

But!!! I’ll always remind him that his affection IS enough, that I love him, and that I couldn’t be any happier than I am with him

Tysm for sending this in, I had a blast filling these out! :D

#cici appreciation #self ship #self shipping #f/o #🏀 ‘hello world!’

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twopoppies · 3 years

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hi gina!

I had a really weird dream last night and I keep thinking about it and I feel like my mind is trying to coerce me into writing it into a fic (although I've never ever managed to write more than maybe... 5 pages? lmao) but the thing that really threw me off is that in this movie-like fic-like dream everything was kinda told through the pov of a third (original) character? who is basically the main character?? it's like I dreamt of an original plot with original carachters /plus/ a side of H and L lol.

I know I'm not making any sense right now but I don't want to disclose too much just in case I do end up writing this... thing is, I've already put down in my notes what I can remember from the dream and it just sparked something in me and I was inspired so I thickened the plot and it ended up being this monstrously long and intricate thing I'm sure it would take like a two part series to make it make sense (which given my previous attempts at writing is just the tiniest bit overwhelming and unrealistic fhdjs)

so I guess I was just wondering if you'd ever encountered a fic where an og character has such a prominent role? and if you think that would be too boring? I feel like if I came across something like that I wouldn't be super interested in reading it :/ but yeah idk I'm just so surprised this took over me the way it did, it never happened before ! so I might just try and put something down while I'm feeling inspired, even if I'll just end up keeping it to myself :')

Hi love. I don’t see any reason why that would be inherently boring. I really like fics that are told through another character’s POV. I haven’t read any where it’s an original character, but as long as you flesh out that character and make a reason for them being the narrator, I think it would be quite cool.

Most importantly, if you’re excited about it, you should write it.

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pinkydude · 3 years

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What's your heacanon on how Mitch will react to finding out about the biochip and Johnny? I get the vibe it'll be after V has an attack and blacked out for hours until he wakes up with Mitch stroking his hair being obviously upset and confused until V finally explains and you just know Mitch won't stop till he figures out a way to help V

That's legit what I had in mind too fhdj

V doesn't want to tell him at all, even told Panam not to say a thing, to keep is a secret, until he's forced to explain himself after a blackout, because Mitch is really worried, and he can feels V is hiding stuff from him fhjfjd

And they have that fkcinngghh heartcrushing discussion about the chip, the dying part and all the fun stuff

Mitch is a lil bit confused, really upset V hasn't said anything sooner but he pulls him into a big hug and ifkdkdnzbjaksjf i cry

#I really need to put down those things somewhere #I have thoughts I HAVE HEADCANONS #ITS BOUNCING IN MY BRAIN AAAAAHHH #Cyberpunk 2077 #Im EMO NOWWW FUCK #OTP: High Voltage

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arytha · 1 year

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for lorne: 🌹, 🏵️, 🌻, 🌵

for era: 🌹, 🍁, 🌻, 🌵

for the third one from this story i think his name started with i?: 🥀, 🍃, 🌵

for the cosmic tentacle hair: 🌹, 🌰, 🌵

for the glowy boy: 🍄, 🌻,🌵

for any: 🍄, 🍁, 🌰, 🏵️, 🌾, ☘️, 🌳, 🍃, 🌵, 🌱, 🌸,

ask game link: https://at.tumblr.com/aomitois/707821901094993920/vu8cj6yw2x57

(i was sure you reblogged it but can't find it now)

Thanks!!! This is a Long One 💜

Lorne:

🌹 [ROSE] Does your OC believe in true love? Why?

No. Lorne really doesn't believe in love in general- before they met Era, they never considered being with anyone or falling in love. Their mind changed for Era, but they don't believe that their 'choice' constitutes as 'true' love.

🏵️ [ROSETTE] What flower symbolises your OC best and why? What does the flower mean in floriography?

OK I don't know flower meanings and I'm using the farmer's almanac as a guide- so these are victorian meanings for the flower, I guess.

For Lorne its definitely Tarragon. The flowers are very distinct? And the meaning stated by the almanac is "Lasting interest". I think its perfect for them.

🌻 [SUNFLOWER] Where would your OC get lost in the moment/beauty of the place?

Lorne would say they aren't type to let themself get lost in the moment- very few places can make them pause their steps. A few places that strike up memories, however... A canyon that stretches out, echoing with each footstep. A cramped valley of trees, the hint of a bloodstain. Lorne tends towards nostalgia.

🌵 [CACTUS] How physically resilient is your OC?

Lorne has a strong resiliance- they can get up from things that would kill most of their peers. Its one of the reasons minor gods of their level avoid pushing Lorne's boundaries 1 on 1- they realize they'll be the ones more likely to fall in a battle of attrition.

Era:

🌹 [ROSE] Does your OC believe in true love? Why?

No. Era doesn't believe in true love either, and before Lorne pushed themself into his life, he hasn't even felt familial love before. Concepts that are based around "emotion" rather than "logic" or "manipulation" tend to baffle him. It easily overwhelms him.

🍁 [MAPLE LEAF] What is your OC's favourite season? Why and what do they do during it?

Era's favourite season is Summer, when the sun is the hottest and the days are the longest! He tends to move his work outside, and enjoys the air and the feeling of being alive. Grounded. He gets more and more obssessed with the feeling of the sun on his face as he continues reincarnating.

🌻 [SUNFLOWER] Where would your OC get lost in the moment/beauty of the place?

Really any place that gets quiet enough + is warm enough + is outside will be a good enough place for him to zone out staring into space in appreciation. He's more fascinated by mundane sights than uncommon landscapes.

🌵 [CACTUS] How physically resilient is your OC?

If there was a human that could rival gods, its Era. Though physically this resilience varies between incarnations. (That doesn't mean his mental resilience is up to par though. Still, he is sane for a much longer time than the elders expected.) He is mortal, after all.

Gene (I'm assuming this is for Gene bc he's the Third Wheel of this story fhdj):

🥀 [WILTED ROSE] How good is your OC at meeting deadlines? What motivates them?

Gene is deadline king. He has his manuscripts done way before anyone needs him to have them done and he works overtime to get himself Out Of Doing Things Later and to keep a better eye on Era. His motivation is how annoyed he is by the task at hand...

🍃 [FALLEN LEAF] What's the darkest period of time your OC has been through?

There was an event I haven't fully fleshed out yet that takes place right before Gene and Lorne are assigned to figure out what is going on with Era's cult. It ends up being the reason he's assigned to the mission and why he isn't as diligent in keeping Lorne and their ambitions in line at First Contact with Era. Idk if this is gonna be a loss he's had or what. Maybe 'family' related.

🌵 [CACTUS] How physically resilient is your OC?

Gene is a wimp when it comes to just himself but he's the kind of shounen protagonist that gets up again even if he's cursing himself if he's protecting someone.

Gemma:

🌹 [ROSE] Does your OC believe in true love? Why?

Yes yes yes <333 and her true love is that intern that keeps squeaking when she shows up. No to be serious though, Gemma gauges everything by how interested she is. She's very interested in love at the moment. 🥰

🌰 [CHESTNUT] What food group does your OC mostly eat (e.g., grains, fruits)?

As a unique AD she doesn't need to eat anything (besides radiation), but when she does to be polite to lesser lifeforms she likes starches. Hand her a potato and she's happy.

🌵 [CACTUS] How physically resilient is your OC?

She's an undying tentacled monster that eats radiation for breakfast idk. The only thing that could harm her would be a black hole or antimatter, and that's why she's only cautious when That Guy™ is around.

Osma (I think?? that he's the only glowy boy I've posted):

🍄 [MUSHROOM] How likely is your OC to eat random berries/mushrooms they find?

Considering any random berry or whatnot he could find would be in his room/courtyard he... would not actually no. If its not been cleared he won't dare to eat anything unusual.

🌻 [SUNFLOWER] Where would your OC get lost in the moment/beauty of the place?

Literally everywhere. He will stop and revel at the tiniest flowers, interesting groups of people, vast open spaces.. He hasn't been able to get Out Much, and thus gets stunned by things rather often.

🌵 [CACTUS] How physically resilient is your OC?

he's got a negative value in his RES stat (joking). I mean he's about as resilient as a modern day normal student.

Any: I'll randomly assign these to the Loop Group (aka Xena, Yuri, and Singularity/Zero)

🍄 [MUSHROOM] How likely is your OC to eat random berries/mushrooms they find?

Xena would Always stick that random berry and or mushroom in her mouth. Who turns down free food?

Yuri and Zero know better.

🍁 [MAPLE LEAF] What is your OC's favourite season? Why and what do they do during it?

Xena's favourite season is Autumn, because she likes the cooler temperatures and the smell of burning leaves.

Yuri's is winter, because he likes the dead silence and bitter cold. And the way the air stings every part of you left exposed. Not that he gets to experience seasons very often bc he's on the moon...

Zero likes springtime. He enjoys the view of decay giving way to life.

🌰 [CHESTNUT] What food group does your OC mostly eat (e.g., grains, fruits)?

Xena eats anything, but favors spicy things.

Yuri, when he does eat, keeps it bland.

Zero eats what he can, if he can.

🏵️ [ROSETTE] What flower symbolises your OC best and why? What does the flower mean in floriography?

Xena: Zinnia, meaning "Thoughts of absent friends, Lasting affection".

Yuri: Aloe, meaning "Affection, Grief".

Zero: Daffodil, meaning "Regard, Unequalled love".

🌾 [RICE SHEAF] How picky is your OC with food? What will and won't they eat?

None of these three are picky with what they eat. Yuri and Zero eat out of necessity, and Xena isn't a picky eater.

☘️ [SHAMROCK] How passionate is your OC about things they love/hate?

Xena is about as annoying as you can get with things she loves and hates. She's not afraid to make her stance known on things and be in yoir face about it.

Yuri is very neutral on things he enjoys, but cracks down heavily on banning stuff he hates (Zero).

Zero is very passionate about things he loves, and more subdued about things he hates.

🌳 [DECIDUOUS] What's your OC's favourite thing to do at the park?

Xena will always claim the swings.

Yuri likes to end up sitting on a bench and staring at the sky.

Zero likes picnics.

🍃 [FALLEN LEAF] What's the darkest period of time your OC has been through?

Xena's is the loss of her husband and child to the Loop and then seeing her former husband again a few loops later (a fee hundred years) 👍 and having to act like she's never met him before...

Zero's is Also That. Because he's the husband but because of how his Rule works he also remembers everything and is fighting to get back to Ground Zero. But he also assumes that she has no memory of him.

Yuri's is when he lost his wife to an event that was "foretold and destined", thus creating his obssession with destiny and how to subvert it.

🌵 [CACTUS] How physically resilient is your OC?

Xena and Yuri both have physiques where as long as they are not killed immediately, they can shrug off almost anything. This includes brain damage (and has been proven on at least one occasion in Xena's case). Yuri himself has sensation manipulation, thus can tune out pain when he has to. Xena has been known to still skip around like normal after being mutilated, fully aware of the pain.

Singularity/Zero is along the 'very resilient' side as well, but acts like he isn't to lower other's vigilance. As long as his opponent isn't Yuri 💀 then he drops the pitiful mask and gets serious.

🌱 [SEEDLING] What new passions/hates is your OC discovering?

Xena is discovering she's really passionate about hating how destiny works 👍 Too bad she's stuck here.

Yuri doesn't really have anything new besides his annoyance towards Zero

Zero is really figuring out that he loves teasing the siblings.

🌸 [CHERRY BLOSSOM] Does your OC believe in legends/myths?

They are all in the 'know'. They personally know some gods and have seen or been part of myths whispered throughout the galaxy. Zero's personally in the middle of making a legend that will definitely be passed down the ages.

#mara's shit #Xena #Yuri #Singularity #Osma #Gemma #Lorne #Era #thanks so much for the ask this was fun!!#dont hate me when i skip 'why' explanations ive always hated those if i dont have an answer right away ww #long post

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