#what ifs run through my mind like fire and i feel like im burning

[fearlessoulmates]

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#lately i want to tell someone about that day #but it still hurts like hell to think about that moment #what ifs run through my mind like fire and i feel like im burning #would they tell me it was my fault too? #was it? #why did i stay with him for so long after that #why did i try to forgive the one person whose eyes i looked into and were empty #how could i ever trust someone who used his biggest secret to try to make me forget #after four years he never let me in just sucked the life out of me #and now im empty and fucked up #but if i say it out loud i would just sound crazy