#what is wrong with me i need to sleep

[hijinxinprogress]

Whenever the JL starts complaining about YJs public image YJ just straight up gaslights them

#Yj starting rumors about themselves and staging fights to make the media and jl look crazy #yj fucking with reporters and just the general public is the funniest thing to me #After the jl lectures yj about their lack of professionalism there’s always a trashy tabloid spreading rumors about yj for the next 3 month #the jl: we need to talk about your lack of professionalism in the field- #yj pretending to be sad while holding a huge stack of trashy tabloids: this is what you’re basing your opinion on?? You don’t trust me?? 🥺 #the jl having no idea they’ve been played: wait no- #young just us #young justice #yj98 #bart allen #dc impulse #kon el superboy #Greta Hayes #dc secret #Cissie king jones #Cassie sandsmark #gnc!cassie sandsmark #wondergirl #anita fite #dc empress #tim drake #dc red robin #Kon has definitely shown up ready to dismantle mfs from halfway across the world bc yj sounded distressed #And then he gets there and Barts like hold on I’ll restart it 🤩 I just found out about horror movies wtf is wrong with the past?? #Or he’s terrified Anita out her sleep again (she almost stabbed him) and she’s like dude I have fucking sleep apnea

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

*sighs* precious baby version of night and his mentally drained brother/dad got me dropping everything for a quick doodle<333

au by @dreemurr-skelememer

#my art #utmv #resetmare #dream sans #nightmare sans #nightmare #dream #ughhh idk i don't like how any of these came out >:'D #i mean they're a lil rushed i guess- but eh it's good enough to post hhh #i wanted to add so many more scenes but goshh i need to keep up with my studies at this point before i fall behind HGFVG #sketching the first lil drawing made me think of myself as a kid nagging my parents with so many weirdly specific questions xD #that or night is probably talking dream's nonexistent ears off about a story he read or his crazy day playing with the animals outside- #man what an adorable and sweet kiddo! nothing is wrong with him or his imaginary monster friend :) <333 #(but seriously tho..dream is so sleep deprived he'd just chalk up seeing tentacles move around the house as hallucinations hh :'Dc) #augh i just love this concept (dadmare/dadream in general) so muchh like YESSS gimme more of the anxious angsty brother stories<3333

[goldetrash]

HURT NO COMFORT IS MY COMFORT

Also, in light of the Season 4 Finale: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

#lego macaque #my art #i headcanon white fur macaque #look at angsty boi #look what they have done to himm #god dammit wu kong! #he just wanted to give you a peach #uuuggh season 4 sad rn #lego monkie kid #shadowpeach probably #this god damn show #first it was skeletons now it is monkeys #what is wrong with me #literally 3am #i need to sleep #shadow baby

[reasoncourt]

idk who needs to hear this but you can hate taylor swift without siding with the ai porn guys. disliking her isn’t an act of misogyny but ai porn of her is an act of misogyny despite her whiteness and wealth and power. like this is fr my problem with most ppl who hate her - they just abandon all of their principles when it comes to her. like we do realise she can suck and also not deserve nonconsenual porn made of her right?

#srry for ppl who haven’t seen this discourse hahaha #i’m just so ???? about it #reminds me of when everyone was taking kanye’s side years ago with that phone call thing #because they hate taylor swift #and it’s like - ok think what u want about the phone call and her reaction #but u have to agree that him making a fake nude plastic replica of her naked body #to have sleeping in bed with him in his music video #was actually disgusting #like she was 25 i think #and everyone was like ‘white woman victimhood tears wealthy woman boo’ etc #and it’s like ok ok but the music video was fucked up #we think the music video was massively wrong right #guys? guys??!!! #right?!!!! #anywho #just needed a rant #this shit affects more than just celebrities #and i don’t think ‘she deserves it’ should ever be an argument #no matter what you think of the victim #when it comes to this stuff #dl

[aspenstarflare]

Anakin at the briefing sitting on a bench with Ahsoka:

Anakin whispering: So then once the siege has depleted their resources, we’ll-

[Dogma enters the room]

Dogma: Sir we-

Anakin: SHHhHHHhhHHhhhhhHh!

Dogma: ???

Anakin whispering: She’s sleeping. [Gestures to Ahsoka passed out on his shoulder]

Dogma: Sir. We’re about to depart, is this really-

Everyone in the room but Ahsoka and Dogma: SHhhHHhhH!

Anakin whispering: She’s purring. And she rarely gets enough sleep. You will not ruin this.

Dogma: . . .

Dogma: Yes sir.. [Exists room questioning his life’s existence]

#ahsoka tano #anakin skywalker #clone trooper dogma #anakin and ahsoka #clone wars #anakin is a father to ahsoka and the 501st #anakin is such a dad #ahsoka has anxiety and doesn’t get the sleep she needs #i can hardly imagine sleep is fun whilst being a CHILD SOILDER #don’t get me wrong I love that she’s traumatized #but like I love her but I love her traumatized parts too #it’s what gives her a good sense of humor #the clone wars incorrect quotes #clone wars fluff #star wars the clone wars

[piplupod]

i feel like i am losing my mind a little bit bc i spent over half of my counselling appt talking about my fear of spiders and this lady kept telling me i should just kill them, and that the only way to get over my fear is to kill them, and i shouldnt catch and release them anymore ??

and now i am thinking about it and wondering do they actually remember how to get into the house,,,,,, if i put them way on the other side of the house in the garden under a plant where its safe, will they just... come back inside? because I don't remember ever seeing any duplicates of spiders that I caught and released, it seems to always be a different looking one each time so :|

but she just seemed so confused and kind of amused by me trying to explain how i think that like... every life has value and I don't think I should be killing spiders if I can avoid doing that. and she straight up laughed at me saying that they are fascinating very interesting little critters.

i don't know, i just feel kind of sick i think. that was just really not what i was expecting and I'm confused like... is this ... the only way I can get over my fear of them? to just start killing them whenever i find one in the house?? that doesn't seem right at all to me but maybe I'm being too soft or something

they talk about values in DBT and how you must make sure your actions don't go against your values, and this seems very backwards to that, especially since this woman started the DBT program at the hospital. so i feel like maybe it's wrong of her to be telling me this, but also maybe she's right about this. idk !!!

#im just very confused #i just... should we not extend kindness to insects when we can? #like yes theyre creepy crawlies and they get into things but... they are also living creatures #they have inherent value just on account of being alive #maybe i am too sentimental or soft or smth idk im really upset abt this fdsjkl #i've always felt this way idk dsfjkl it is just a part of me i guess #i dont like how so many humans think they are top of the chain and everything else is lesser and below them #i dont think we should be feeling like we have total dominion over all the other living things on earth #its... a very white christian colonizer way of thinking. in my opinion anyways. maybe im wrong idk #i can't google the thing abt if spiders have a good memory and sense of direction bc i will find Too Much info or photos #and i . would like to sleep tonight. #im already so agitated though so idk but fsdjkl im kind of scared what i might find by lookign things up #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #spider tw

[mbat]

world of warcraft is wild in that they have a species that is an antisemitic caricature (which said species commonly is in fantasy but they really go hard on it) and then they let you play as said species which i think is already wild. also if you play the default starting area you are made to play a horrible person as that species

and then i, a jewish person, made a character of that species as a way to somehow spite them (?? i still dont know how that spites them but it was why i did it) but then i got like really attached to her and shes one of my favorite characters ive made in general and i think about her a lot. also i didnt play the default starting area so she wasnt forced to be a totally completely bad person at least for any of that

tfw you make one dimensional antisemitic caricature species but then you make them playable and therefore allow your players to get attached and make non one dimensional characters of them. wild

#i dont know what my point is #world of warcraft is a game for sure #my post #world of warcraft #fantasy when theyre deciding on species to have and what the traits of those species are #and they have one that has big noses #and theyre like. hmmm what traits to give them #and theyre just that picture of that one guy straining really hard until they decide. ah. money obsessed! #im tired btw #ive been playing wynncraft a lot lately and their depiction of villagers is... interesting. #theyre not as one dimensional as the goblins in WoW but theyre still... not great #someone hire me as the local jew that looks out for antisemitic traits in stories a bit much. i think its needed #theres probably better more informed people for that job actually but consider: i want to not be broke anymore and it also sounds weirdlyfun #me mentioning money on this post feels wrong but welcome to capitalism i need a job or im. idk i guess bad at life? #capitalism logic is stupid. i need to go to sleep LMAO

[moregraceful]

accidentally invented a new form of no bedtime called 11pm glass of emergency-c + 4pm latte + 8pm cup of black tea + 9pm cup of black tea

#the real question is can i go to church on less than 5 hours of sleep and still function lol #i unlocked my instagram bc church wouldn't stop tagging me to direct people to me for stuff but that meant i had to delete a bunch of pho #tos AND rewrite a bunch of captions for photos i didn't WANT to delete bc i was too mean to random sharks prospects #which is fine if it is u know the anonymity of tumblr but not public instagram where my church won't stop FULL NAMING AND TAGGING ME #''anonymity of tumblr'' i doxx myself on here like 80 times a day in front of more people than i went to college with #anyway my point is i was going through deleting all evidence of politics pens fandom and legal documents and i was like damn #my attitude towards my team SUCKS. i gotta be way less of a hater!!! #what did my prospects ever do wrong besides everything NOTHING. the system is BROKEN. i am sorry i will be so much nicer guys :( #also if u really want to be humbled. scrolling back to 2012 on your instagram and re-experiencing senior year of college. BAD #i've deleted i think everything that would reasonably get our nonprofit status pulled but what a horrific journey it was #two full hockey intermission periods of deleting shit plus another hour at home doing several more passes and then rewriting captions #so that some poor 21 year old prospect randomly searching their name doesn't see me full ass call their teammate cringe #their teammate IS cringe. but i love him. but the nuances are lost on instagram people don't understand these things they take everything #at face value #don't know why i just assigned shakir mukhamadullin they/them pronouns #i think i need to go lie in bed with a blanket over my head until i suffocate #this ALWAYS happens i get too hype about mackenzie blackwood and start listening to selena gomez and then it's like almost 3am and i'm just #fresno oilers.txt #oh and. a friend sent me screenshots of the girl she's been flirting with on a dating app and they are SOOOOO cute #i hope they make a good run of it i really do bc it was SO cute. living vicariously through episcopalian lesbians as one does #but then i was trying to figure out how to edit my dating app profile to dissuade chasers but still honeytrap guys who are tall enough #or athletic enough to pick the tangerines at the top of the tangerine tree. bc i couldn't reach this week #but there were still like god maybe 150 tangerines on the tree. i was like this could be feeding people but i'm TOO SHORT #and my life will be like this. FOREVER #icb the future of this garden is so psychologically burdensome that i'm having to build it into a dating app profile lol #well now that i'd treated this entire tag set as twitter for and hour and a half #time to go try to lie in bed and stare at the ceiling and then wake up in [checks notes] four hours

[queen-scribbles]

Considering one of Trinne’s biggest flaws is that she cares too much and thus doesn’t think things through before reacting, I’m currently laughing over this comment

and trying to figure out how to reply. 🤣

I wanna be nice but also would love to know how they got that.

#queen rambles #like #what’s a non-condescending sounding way to ask how they reached that conclusion? #bc she CAN be abrasive/outspoken but if I’m portraying my girl wrong I wanna fix it #but literally 75% of the trouble she gets in is bc she cares too much to be logical #it’s one of the main butting-heads-with-Harvey points early on #I need to check on my computer and see which chapter this is (I’m not logged into ao3 on my phone) #bc that might make it make more sense #😂😂😂😂 #if it’s when she’s all grumpy from lack of sleep and A Wild Jowan Appears it’ll make more sense #it’s just genuinely FUNNY to me that miss ‘got grey wardened bc she cared about her bff too much’ #miss ‘offers to fry the nemesis of a companion she’s just starting to tolerate’ #miss ‘we have to save EVERYONE wym we can’t do more?!?!?’ #somehow came off as uncaring #???????

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

'yandere sebastian' 'yandere abigail' 'yandere wizard' give me yandere clint 🖐✊🖐✊

#random thoughts #stardew valley #love the idea of a clint who slowly loses interest in emily and starts fixating on the farmer #it wouldn't get violent so not REALLY a yandere he just gets kinda stalker-y and really passive-aggressive #about you talking to and romancing other people #i just wish more stardew mods kept the original kind of asshole-y personalities of the nonromancable characters #don't make morris a sympathetic guy whose dad died and he's 'just following orders' give me reasons WHY he thinks pelican town sucks #and make me be able to kiss him anyway #a character doesn't need to be morally good for me to understand their motivations!!! #GIVE ME ASSHOLE WIZARD!!! #actually you know what i love the idea of clint killing someone and immediately regretting it #like in a heat of the moment 'my crush's spouse is arguing with me while im forging and well.' #'i got mad and i had a hammer' #immediately freaks out but OBVIOUSLY he can't go to harvey about this!!! #so he takes the body (were they still breathing? he was so freaked out he can't remember anymore and he hates it) #and buries it in the grove of trees behind his house where you get that one statue #goes inside and cries himself to sleep or smth #gets all jumpy for a while until you trigger his next heart event #when you go to his shop while he's visibly upset and he's like #'would you still like me even if i did something really wrong? would we still be friends?' #and depending on how you answer he either gets moderately back to normal or kills himself #the ghost of your spouse starts haunting him btw. visible only to him #you can see inside his house before you enter during the cutscene and you (the player) can see the ghost #but when you go inside it's gone #if he kills himself you find a note saying to check out back to see what he did #my guilty pleasure is really fucking edgy character mods can you tell #anyway if you get married and have a kid after this the kid has your deceased spouse's name by default <3

[eternallydreaminggf]

i literaly hate all of the bi vs lesbian stuff like "they dont get me" "ohh you cant trust ___" from both sides i feel like none of us understand each other fully within any group like i dont easily relate 2 a lot of other bi women if at all. i guess theres probably more of a consensus w shared experiences among lesbians bc of the exclusive same sex attraction but there is still not any group thats going 2 be a monolith... idk :/ and thats just my opinion i cant speak for anyone else

#like going oh im bi so i can only date bi people bc this. well did u know bi people can and will also be biphobic and accuse u of those same #things. megan fox is bi yet she said if she were 2 sleep with a woman she needs to have never been with a man bc thats gross. #anyone can say anythiing... and going oh bi women could never understand how it feels to have men chosen over u Like i dont even think thats #sexuality specific that ur female friend will do that to you and it will bug you #also assuming that any woman who was wronged by her female partner is a lesbian and her partner is bi. #idk so on #also this is not me saying i think lesbian omly spaces are bad or shouldn't exist DONT get it twisted #i feel like hrh collection imagining what her commenters are saying and screaming at them #a lot of lesbians do feel like often the only people who can understand them truly r other lesbians and they are a very small group so #something like that is rlly important

[8rujaa]

my therapist really saved me….

#tw abuse // tw sa #i can’t sleep bc i keep thinking about this. #like i probably would’ve not been here if it weren’t for her #i started seeing her january of 2023… my life has changed entirely since then and she was definitely the one who got the ball rolling #literally so much has changed since then and it’s all because of her #i was so dissociated during our first few sessions #thanks to her i was able to get diagnosed and medicated for adhd. i was able to realize i was in an abusive situation and plan a way out #i was able to focus on myself and my healing and she’s helped me reframe so much of my negative thinking #i was able to process a lot of emotions and become a better version of myself with each session #she’s truly incredible. #i remember the first comment she made about the relationship had been ‘’so it’s like there’s an imbalance of control in the relationship’’ #i had put my partners on such a high pedestal that i had no idea they could be doing anything wrong #and i asked her what she meant and she said ‘from what you’ve been describing it’s sounds like a strict parents and child type of dynamic’ #she told me they didn’t need to understand why i wanted to leave and they didn’t need to make that decision. if that’s what was going to be #best for me the only thing i could do is let them know my reasoning and simply leave. i didn’t need their permission.’’ #i remember being so confused at that realization bc like… i had been putting their emotions over mine the whole time i had forgotten simply #doing what’s best for me was an option… l #ever since then i’ve been putting myself first and it’s been a steady uphill from rock bottom… i’ve made an incredible amount of progress #when i first started with her getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen was incredibly difficult and took all my strength. #yesterday i conquered a mountain!!!!!!! i hiked all the way to the top!!!!! :D #me a year ago thought it was going to take me years and years to recover. as soon as i left i made leaps of progress #im incredibly proud of myself and grateful for her. and my reiki lady she’s also been a great great help. #the silver lining is i realized who really matters. and the relationships i cared about deepened. #my sweet virgo friend was the one who was always like ‘THATS A GROWN ASS MAN WHO CANT UNDERSTAND BASIC CONSENT???’ #LMFAO i would be like ‘but he has trauma and bla bla bla’ she looked me dead in the eyes and said #’jess you said with your last boyfriend that you would never make excuses for a man who was hurting you again. stop defending him.’ #she’s really a gem and i treasure her with my life. i hope she knows i love her. she’s family at this point #she’s also literally saved my life before (like deadass called 911 for help) #im glad i had the support system i had. that was a rough situation with so many layers and im glad i got through it #my 22nd year of life was by far the worst of my life and i don’t ever want to put myself in that situation again. im glad i learned.

[beachesgetpeaches]

I am so tired and so unfocused and so stressed and so unmotivated? like I cant interpret words being spoken to me

#is this pms is this burnout is this what #ive been getting up to 9 hours of sleep this whole week and my brwin is still sad and fucked #i feel like i need to like get a tiny electrical shock or smth #is this hyperfixation down #is this post concert depression #what is wrong with me this was interesting to me like two weeks aho

[avephelis]

oh my god. have i never drawn viv and vex.

#NEED TO REMEDY THIS RIGHT NOW? <- about to go sleep #theyre lterally my favourites this is so fucked up of me... #OH MY GOD WAIT. I HAVENT FUCKING DRAWN THEO OR GREFGOR EITHER. #what is wrong with me... what is WRONG WITH ME...

[in-tua-deep]

Sometimes you are just trying to sleep and your brain conjures up an image of Jack Frost from rise of the guardians to earnestly explain to you that he’s “not human. Not really. Even though I started out human, I’m not now. It’s like eggs, right? You can start out with eggs, but then you start adding flour and heat and all sorts and suddenly you have cake. Once you have cake, you can’t ever go back to being eggs, even if you started as eggs. You see that right?”

“Anyway, when I bleed I don’t bleed blood, it’s all just river water, see?”

#my dreams #eggs into cake dream #hey brain what the fuck does this mean what are you trying to communicate here #Jack Frost #the absolute earnestness he was giving off when he said ‘it’s like eggs right’ #I guess this is applicable to my oc dusty who is fae but started out human?? the wrong changeling child? #also need people to know that the last line was said with just as much earnestness #maybe it was all a preamble for Jack Frost to show off the fact that he bleeds water idk #thought it would spook me if he didn’t convince me he straight up just wasn’t human first? so maybe I shouldn’t expect blood? #didn’t Jack Frost die in a pond anyway #shouldn’t he be bleeding pond water not river water #idk I’m going back to sleep I have work tomorrow