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FUCK
BEEMER IMAGE FROM BRISBANE NIGHT TWO FIND POST HERE
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waywardstarlightsuit · 5 months
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cdpr really added an older man who constantly praises me kinda character and expected me to be normal about it💀
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Girlies, I am deeply saddened to report that a small bird has passed away on my balcony. 
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jinstronaut · 1 year
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me existing today after seeing the jk x calvin klein ad
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scarletcomet · 11 months
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there's really no help for feeling suicidal when you're not in immediate danger
#like i guess im just supposed to wait until i am in immediate danger??#and even those resources are just to keep you safe. not make you not want to die#what the fuck am i supposed to do#being suicidal but not being in immediate danger really sucks#at least if i was like going to hurt myself in a life threatening way i could potentially die#but no im stuck here all because i dont want my parents to be sad#doesn't seem fair. i didn't ask to be born#i don't know what to do#how long can i feel this way and imagine all these scenarios until i do something about it?#i got really close a few nights while i was still at school#but every method has its downsides#i wish i could just not care about the effects my suicide would have on other people#i really just need to go for it#it's extremely selfish of me to say this but once i'm dead i won't care#i wish i could kill myself tonight#i wake up every morning and have to do another day. sometimes it's not so bad but i still just want to be dead#even while im laughing or snuggling with my bunny or with friends i still want to be dead#i want to kill myself#i think if i had a plan even if i was never going to go through with it i would feel better#like something to fall back onto. or just knowing it was possible#guess it's time to keep working on the pros and cons list of different suicide methods🤡#someone please help me#people who deserve to live and want to live die all the time but i have to keep living. doesn't seem fair.#the world is a really fucked up place#sorry for not adding trigger warnings. went past 20 tags and im on mobile so i cant move them around#i dont think anyone reads these anyways.
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random45flowerperson · 8 months
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frostbite-yinny · 1 year
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Wait bro you fr fr?
Froslass havin a bby 😦
YEO AND I'M PANICKING SHE HATED EVEY MALE HUMAN SHE HAD EVER MET AND SHE RARERLY EVEN BECAME FRIENDS WITH MALE POKEMON THAN BOOM
BABY
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babiezomb · 3 months
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being so tired that caffeine wont do anything.
being so tired my eyes feel like they're gonna fall out.
being so tired i can feel my body falling asleep while im standing.
being so tired i grit my teeth to the point i feel they might crack.
being so tired im stuck in a daze and cant snap out of it.
being so tired and nothing can help.
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dxease · 3 months
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We cuddled. We were watching a movie and he put his arm around me and kept me close. I don't know how to feel about this. He wouldn't even touch me when we're with friends if not to hug me goodbye, we're alone and he seems so comfortable, he keeps me close, takes my hand, caresses my cheek. I can't fucking understand what he feels for me.
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talysalankil · 1 month
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i'm at the "can't even play video games" level of sick oh noooo
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charliethinks · 1 year
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it’s so late and i can’t sleep
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gooeyyeehaw · 6 months
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Capitalism? Piracy? Hoco?
Here's more of a ranty post because I'm frustrated right now.
For my homecoming at high school, the theme was "Under the Sea". I figured dressing up as a pirate could easily be appropriate enough. I ordered a good-looking black shirt and red pants and am pretty disappointed with the results. I, of course, was not expecting stellar quality coming from Amazon when the prices were fifteen and twenty. I was excited to try them on the whole day but was taken aback when they arrived in the mail in one of those clear, slider zipper sort of bags.
When I tried them on, not only were they not a great size, but they were extremely wrinkly and the color of the pants was not quite as shown in the photo. I was pretty disappointed, but I'm still going to toss them in the washing machine to see if that will have any effect.
I'm more frustrated because I have no time to find anything else, and I'm not exactly a conventional dresser, meaning I cycle through my entire wardrobe and don't have anything saved for special occasions, which was the source of my excitement for the new outfit. I'm unsure what to do next because I was hoping to show up in something fresh and exciting, but I don't have any time to buy anything online. Do pirate-themed shops exist?!
The whole situation has really just made me jealous of Stede Bonnet's wardrobe from OFMD. My outfit was supposed to emulate the cursed red suit he finds in S2E5, but I didn't really succeed in that and just ended up looking stupid.
Who knew piracy would be so expensive?! Especially for a profession involving theft, and well, piracy. How do they expect me to ravage and pillage if I can't look good? It makes me really reflect, this first came up when I was watching Rio Bravo, how do cowboys and really any sort of historical figure afford all the nice clothing they wear? I mean think about the amount of leather both of them wear.
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poorbim · 1 year
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Me rn cause Ao3 is down
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depressedgremlinbitch · 8 months
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nothing bad happened so why the hell do i want to cry
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patchyworx · 1 year
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My friend made me simp for a cat
I don't know what to do anymore
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system--failure · 9 months
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wait who the fuck am i supposed to be
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