#what‘s even the problem

[skipper1331]

Taking care // Jessie Fleming

kinda pt. 2 of Protective Moms

a/n: based off this request.

"Tobs, I can walk on my own" you whined, the striker supporting you. "I have broken nose, nothing more"

"And a serious concussion"

You grumbled but you had no other choice, Tobin wouldn‘t leave your side until your body was laid down in your bed. "Can I at least have my phone back?"

"Ask Christen"

Back at your room you laid down, Tobs placed a glass of water on your nightstand before she tucked you under the duvet. "How shall I ask her when she isn’t here?"

"That‘s not my problem, we‘ll check up on you later." the forward then left the room, ready to go to training. (She tried to tell the coach that she had to watch you and take care of you but as soon as you heard that you argued with her, that you‘re old enough, etc. which she only half-heartedly accepted)

A long sigh left your throat.

-

"Jess is pretty amazing, isn‘t she?" you smiled as you went to breakfast with Chris and Tobs. "She‘s alright" said Tobin while Christen answered, "She’s such a sweetheart." As you had your breakfast on your plate you walked towards the table where Sonnett, Kelley and Alex sat. Suddenly, a sharp pain shot through your head, it throbbed and spun then went black. You passed out.

Everything seemed fine so far, your nose was broken but otherwise nothing to notice from the concussion. Yesterday, Chris, Tobin, Jess and you were out for a 'parents meet kids girlfriend' date and you were your usual self.

Well, until now. The plate shattered across the floor, your body hitting the floor with a 'humpf'. Christen was the first by your side, rapidly and firmly patting your cheek, with no luck in waking you - you were knocked out while Tobin ran around the hotel searching for someone from the physio team, a doc, anyone.

-

That‘s how you ended up for the rest of the day and the next few days in your bed with no phone and no remote to turn the tv on, strict guidelines: Rest, rest, rest! Tobin took the doc very serious, she wouldn‘t risk more damage. The little meet up with your girl was already to much after the knock from Chapman. Even though the moms where at training they made sure you had everything, a bottle of water beside your bed and painkillers next to it, just in case.

Meanwhile Jess was going crazy. Why hadn‘t you replied to her texts? Did the moms forbid you to contact her? Oh god, they didn‘t like her?! She tried to call you over and over, your phone ringing in Chris‘ bag as she was doing drills with her team mates.

"You good, Jess?" Sinc asked the young canadian as she saw how she was biting her lip nervously, her fingers playing with the hem of her hoodie.

"Huh? Yeah! I‘m fine" the midfielder replied. She wasn't convincing so Sinc took a seat beside her. She nudged the shoulder of the young canadian, silently asking what‘s wrong. "She isn‘t answering" she admitted, her ears turning red, "the only text she sent was a good morning which was hours ago"

"So? Maybe she‘s at training?"

"No, no. She has to be in bed because of her concussion"

"Well then, maybe she‘s sleeping" the older woman tried to ease Jessie‘s mind but with no success, she could see that her brain was working on high speed, trying to figure out what‘s wrong. "I just feel like something is off, you know? Like something happened."

The only thing Christine could do now was support her, "If you think someting is off then go to her." a big smile spread across the face of the small canadian "you think?"

"If you don‘t, you have to wait until she answers"

-

Knocking on your door, Jess was nervous. Shortly after her talk with Sinc the midfielder went to your hotel, it took her some time but she made it. She didn‘t know why she was nervous, you were her girlfriend after all yet the thought of an angry Tobin Heath opening the door was scary. Her knock wasn‘t too loud, she didn‘t want to make your headache worse though the knock was loud enough to be heard. "Hello?" you rasped out as you opened the door. "Hi" your girl said, shuffling with her feet.

"What‘re you doing here?" you looked down the hall before you pulled her in to her room. "You didn‘t answer my texts" you chuckled as you placed yourself back on the bed. "I don‘t have my phone," patting the spot next to you to signal her she should join you. "Why?" She asked, taking her shoes off, joining you. Immediately, your head rested on her chest as her arms wrapped around you. "Chris has it and the remote as well. I‘m so bored, you can‘t even imagine," you stated, melting in the embrace of your lover. "I get that, baby, but why?" While lips were pressed against your forehead, you answered, "strict doc rules 'cause I passed out. Tobin is being overprotective" in to her chest, slowly getting tired. The whole day, you‘d been laying around, doing nothing yet couldn‘t sleep but with your lovers arms around the tiredness started to set in. "You passed out?" The midfielder asked shocked, she knew something was off. "Yeah, i‘m alright though, just need to rest" your eyes shutting at the end of your sentence. "I love you" was the last thing you said before you fell in to deep slumber.

Freshly showered, the team got back to the hotel, Chris and Tobs already on her way to your room. As they opened the door and stepped in to the room, they could see the brunette you were hugging, both of you deep and fast asleep. Christen laughed softly; the two of you couldn‘t be away from each other. Even Tobin smiled, seeing you like this. Normally, she would have gone all protective but something in her was telling her that she was seeing the right thing, Jess was the right 'thing'

"They‘re adorable" said person stated, slinging her arm around the dark haired women who could only agree.

Sleeping in your lovers arms will always be the best kind of recovery.

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#jessie fleming #jessie fleming x reader #chelsea wfc #woso fanfics #woso x reader #woso #canwnt #canwnt x reader #uswnt #tobin heath #christen press #preath

[justporo]

Tavern Talk

I really wanted to write a little something about the companions enjoying a moment of banter at breakfast - so have them complaining about Astarion and Tav not being able to keep their… nightly activities subtle… Spoiler warning!

Pairing: Astarion / GN!Tav

Warning: Talk of sex

(Gif from here!)

The whole party was sitting together eating breakfast in the tavern they stayed in - except, Tav and Astarion sat a few tables away and none of them were really eating. While the vampire and the wood elf were sitting at their small cozy table in the corner being all cute, the rest of the party sat at the big table in the middle and openly stared at the couple - a spoonfull or two even forgotten halfway to its destination.

„I swear to all Gods that will listen that if I have to endure them going at it one more night, I‘m going to kill myself right here, Absolute be damned“, Gale moaned pressing the balls of his hands into his eyesockets. He did indeed look even more tired than usually. Seemingly, the fact that he had one of the two rooms next to the happy couple was to blame.

„I agree, maybe Tav should‘ve taught this wretched vampire to not moan so loudly - even the bard‘s yapping would have been less annoying“, Lae‘zel agreed - she had the other room next to them. She stabbed the fruit on her platter as if she tried to murder it and chewed it angrily. Karlach snorted a little at the githyanki‘s murderous mood while she took a bite of bread.

„Well, if it‘s in his nature to be this vocal than it‘s better to let it out than forcing it down“, Halsin chimed in, a somewhat dreamy look in his eyes while eating another big spoonful of his porridge. He was the only one that wasn‘t really staring at the two other elves.

The druid‘s comment made all heads turn to him for a hot second. „Eww“, Shadowheart made quietly and scrunched up her nose while she kept twirling her sole cup of tea in front of her around.

„Tchk, druid, if you don‘t mind sleeping next to what sounds like a dying owlbear then I‘ll happily swap rooms with you and maybe you can ask to join next time they‘re at it“, Lae‘zel spit towards the towering elven druid.

„That‘s absolutely not what a dying owlbear would sound like“, Halsin answered very matter-of-fact, staring down at the table now with furrowed brows. His pointy ears had turned a telltale shade of light pink.

„You‘re all just jealous“, Karlach entered the conversation. She sat relaxedly on the bench leaning back and crossed her arms over her chest: „Jealous, because they are getting some and we all don‘t.“ „Tss, getting some is not the problem. But you don‘t have to rub it into everyone‘s faces how much amazing sex you‘re having“, Shadowheart responded, nose still scrunched up in disgust.

„So, what I‘m hearing is that you might have a big orgy with an endless amount of lovers in your room every night and none of us would ever know and you would absolutely never sass us about it in your sarcastic little tone you have sometimes“, the wizard replied dryly to Shadowheart‘s remark while raising an eyebrow at the half-elf and gesturing towards her with one hand. „Well, I wouldn‘t tell you, for starters, Gale. Just because you can never keep your mouth shut doesn‘t mean the rest of us can‘t - stop projecting yourself on everybody else.“ That earned Shadowheart snorts and chuckles all around the table - and the wizard did not have a witty reply anymore.

Silence spread through the group. Lae‘zel kept murdering her breakfast, Halsin munched on his food as did Wyll. Karlach kept forgetting to put her bread in her mouth to actually eat it while still throwing glances over to where Tav and Astarion were now holding hands and leaning their heads together like the lovebirds they were. Shadowheart and Gale kept holding on to their hot beverages. Shadowheart usually skipped out on eating for breakfast - and Gale seemed to still fight with being deprived of his beauty sleep.

„But what‘s changed? We all know they fucked before“, Karlach finally broke the silence. The comment earning mumbled approval and more groans around the table („Don‘t remind me, tiefling“, Lae‘zel spat). „They smooch all the damn time in front of everyone and at the most inappropriate times. I mean, it‘s not like they‘re trying to hide anything“, Karlach continued and shrugged. „Yes, by the Gods, I‘d hope they would hide it“, Gale whispered under his breath and stared at the ceiling in desperation.

„I‘d assume what‘s changed is that they‘re both now truly free to choose the one they love and act upon it - without ulterior motives or fear behind it.“ This was the first time Wyll offered any insight on the topic. He had rather politely held his tongue on the matter, not wanting to judge and indulge the gossiping.

„Hmm“, the druid agreed with him and nodded solemnly, „I would think breaking out of your slavery of two hundred years and experiencing real love and genuine connection after that can quite positively turn your world around for the better.“ „Don‘t romanticise that they can‘t be more subtle!“, Shadowheart immediatly exclaimed and crossed her arms over her chest.

„Well, for what it‘s worth I think they deserve to enjoy their love in peace for a bit but if you‘re all so bothered about it, I can go and talk to them about it later“, Wyll offered, completely being the diplomat about the whole thing.

„Chk, warlock, don‘t bother - I feel like these people don‘t want a solution, they‘d rather sit here every morning and gossip and bitch about it“, said Lae‘zel who had finished her food and was now just sitting between the others while brooding.

„I‘m all about handling this like adults“, Gale said and lifted his cup of tea halfway ,“but if they insist behaving like rabbits, we might as well-“

The group never found out what the wizard would have proposed, because he made a sudden jolt and splashed his tea all over himself. Gale squinted through the streams of liquid running down his face and turned around.

Astarion had snuck up on them and kneed Gale in the back, making him spill his drink. Murder twinkled in the vampire‘s red eyes. Karlach and Halsin had broke out into full, body-shaking laughter, even Wyll and Lae‘zel let out a chuckle while Shadowheart just shook her head in disappointment.

„If you keep talking about Tav and me in terms of critters, I will gut you like one, wizard. And that goes for all of you“, Astarion hissed after he had leaned down to Gale who was trying to soak up the spilled beverage with some napkins.

„Please do, if you two keep insisting on being godsdamned lovebirds. You‘d be doing me a favour“, Gale replied. Astarion hissed again - but now with a dirty smirk on his face: „Well, if that‘s the case you‘re also happy to come over and watch next time, bastard.“ „You should clear that with Tav first, Astarion“, Shadowheart added dryly. The round chuckled again and now seemingly relaxed. Astarion still looked ready to spill innards but the tension in his shoulders had loosened a little.

„Yo, Tav“, Karlach shouted over to the elf after she had calmed down a bit from all the laughter „keep your guarddog in check, would ya?“ Then she laughed again. Tav just flipped her off across the room and started laughing as well.

Halsin meanwhile had finished his meal and made to get up. He walked over to Astarion and patted the vampire on the back who winced at first but relaxed quickly again. „Maybe keep it down a little next time, so we can all keep being friends, eh?“, the druid offered in a friendly manner and smiled at the vampire.

Astarion made to protest: „I‘m not your…“ But then he stopped while his gaze wandered over this unlikely party of adventurers and back to Tav as well and realised the druid was right: they were, all of them, his friends.

#astarion #astarion ancunin #baldur's gate 3 #fanfiction #baldur's gate iii #astarion x tav #bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate #astarion x mc #astarion x oc #karlach #shadowheart #gale #gale of waterdeep #wyll #wyll ravengard #halsin #lae‘zel #laezel

[httpdabi]

Desperate

Genre: Smut, Best friends to lovers I guess

Summary: You really wanted to lose your virginity. Why not ask your best friend ?

“I’ll make it fit “

Word count: 4.1K

Warnings: 18+ (minors, i don’t like you, stay away), virgin reader, Dom!Dabi, unprotected, creampie, spitting, praising

,, Girl, just use tinder or something‘‘ Nejire said as she took a sip of her cappuccino, talking so casually about it. ,, These days, everyone is finding someone there‘‘ she added, hoping that will help.

,, I don‘t know, that‘s really not my style‘‘ you answered, playing with the straw in your drink. It‘s not like you have something against all those dating apps, but you really don’t believe that you’ll be able to find anyone appropriate there.

Well, it‘s not like you needed someone appropriate in the first place. You didn’t look for a relationship after all, you were looking for someone to snatch your v-card. That damn card that was giving you a feeling like it‘s keeping you in one spot forever.

Every time you would find someone you like, you end up waiting for too long, trying to see it they are the good one and if they are worth of losing your virginity with them. Sure, the times are different as they were before, and sure, losing your virginity isn‘t something special anymore, but you still didn’t want to lose it with someone you don‘t know at all.

Knowing Nejire, if you told her what your real intention was, she would push you into installing Tinder even more, and you really didn‘t want that at all.

Going home, you found yourself thinking about all the possibilities you have and once you were home, you took a pen and paper, scripting down the names of the possible candidates that might take your virginity if you blink few times and bite your lip maybe twice.

,, Fucking shit‘‘ you cursed, ripping the paper aggressively as you took your phone, searching for the familiar contact, ready to cry out and scream about your frustrations to him. Maybe if you tell your best friend about the problem that‘s bothering you for god knows how long, MAYBE he’ll be able to help? Find someone good and kind ???

Maybe he‘ll have some advice for you, after all, Touya never had the same problem like you do.

,, Hey doll‘‘ he greeted you on the other line with his husky voice you alway found so attractive.. and in that moment, something crazy got on your mind. Something, you never thought about before.

,, I have to ask you something‘‘ you spat out, walking around your room nervously.

,, Sure, what‘s up ?‘‘ Your best friend asked, sensing that something‘s weird with your behaviour. Not sure what to do anymore, you took one good minute, forming your words and thinking if you should keep them in your head or really bother Touya with it.

,, Will you take my v card ?‘‘ You breathed out, squeezing your eyes in embarrassment.

,, Excuse me ? ‘‘ Touya choked out, shocked with your sudden question. ,, You‘re crazy‘‘ he added, laughing loudly, thinking how you‘re probably pulling up some prank on him.

,, Come on Touya, please‘‘ you begged, throwing yourself on the bed, ready to scream into the pillow.

,, Fuck no, go take a cold shower to calm your tits down‘‘ He laughed, knowing very well that what he said isn‘t funny at all, but he still hoped it‘ll help with the weird situation.

,, Toyuaaa please, I swear nothing will change between us, I just don‘t want to stay virgin forever, it‘s fucking depressing‘‘ you whined, rolling around in your bed.

,, I‘m not sure if you‘re serious, or just fucking around doll‘‘ Touya said on the other line.

,, I‘m serious.. so we gonna do it ?‘‘ you asked, and with that question you noticed how desperate you sound. What the fuck would even Touya think about you after all of it ?

,, Forget it, I‘m sorry.. I‘m gonna find someone else to do it I guess.. I didn‘t want to force you into this‘‘ You apologised to your best friend, understanding how forcing him into it won‘t bring anything good. After all, he‘s your best friend, is it really a good idea to fuck him and with that maybe ruin your friendship?

,, Jesus fuck‘‘ Touya breathed out, thinking about the right time to tell you how he always wanted to fuck you. Every time you would show up in that fucking plaid skirt that was showing way too much of your skin, he wanted to bend you over and spank the shit out of you. He wanted to bend you over and fuck you hard and fast. But he never had a chance to do it, knowing very well that you are a virgin and that he would probably destroy your insides.

he wasn‘t really sure if you are joking or not once you called him, and if he knew that you are totally serious from the very beginning, he would probably say yes immediately and just try to control himself, try not to ruin your guts, but there he was, listening to your apologies and how you‘ll find someone else.

,, Come over then‘‘ Toyua added, hanging up immediately after he spoke those three words.

Not sure what is going on, you spend a short amount of time just on your bed, trying to understand everything clearly. In that time you had few things going on inside of your head. Should you go or should you call him and tell him how you don‘t want to put your friendship under a risk. Even telling him how it was a silly prank was a great idea in that moment.

But fuck it.

Fuck it.

You asked him and he agreed at the end.

That‘s what you wanted after all.

Once you got ready, and once you were in front of his apartment, it was hard for you to knock on his door. Somehow, your hand felt heavy and you almost thought how it‘s a sign from God. Was he giving you a second chance to think about your decision ? Was that a chance to turn around and leave ?

All those thoughts filed away, when Touya opened the door, asking you if you are planning to get inside, throwing few jokes at you, as he could see thru you and sense how tensed you are.

,, Tee or coffee ?‘‘ Touya asked as you made yourself comfortable on his couch, covering yourself with his favourite blanket. Somehow, you always found more comfort in his apartment than in your own. Maybe because of the nice scent it has, or because you made so much memories with him in that apartment. Well, it‘s probably just him. He was your comfort all the time after all.

,, Cappuccino‘‘ you answered as you cuddled yourself into his blanket.

,, Bitch, I asked you if you want tee or coffee, I don‘t have cappuccino‘‘ He snapped, glaring at you. Rolling your eyes playfully, you just ignored him as you waited for him to bring you your drink.

,, So how is it ?‘‘ He asked, once you tried the coffee he just gave you. Furrowing your brows, you took another sip, acting as you were deciding if the coffee is good or not.

,,So ?‘‘ He asked impatiently, giving you few small pushes with his elbow.

,,Wait, I‘m trying to taste the flavour‘‘ You pointed, pushing his elbow to the side. ,, cause there’s none.‘‘ you added, joking around.

At your surprise Touya didn‘t mention the phone call at all, or joke about it. Instead he prepared your favourite snacks before he found some nice movie on Netflix. Telling you to move your ass to the side, he hopped beside you on his couch, placing one arm around you as he got under the blanket. You weren‘t really surprised, it was something the two of you always did, but it really made you feel more comfortable after your request and it didn‘t make things awkward as you expected them to be.

Thanks to him, you almost forgot why you were even there. The two of you were simply enjoying the movie and the company of each other.

,, Doll, you sure you wanna do it ?‘‘ Touya asked once the movie was done. Turning the television off, he faced you, his arms still wrapped around you. You were grateful that there was no light in the room, since he would see the blush that was spreading across your face.

,, Are you sure you want it ?‘‘ You asked him back, as you played with your fingers nervously.

,, It‘s your virginity we‘re talking about, not mine‘‘ Touya joked, pulling you more into his embrace. ,, but if I‘m being honest, when you said how you‘ll find someone else, it did upset me a bit‘‘ he added, as he slowly started to caress your back.

,, Well, I‘m sure it would be more comfortable to do it with you than with someone else‘‘ you mumbled under your breath. Every word felt heavy, since all you could focus was his fingers that were moving slowly against your skin.

You didn‘t feel nervous as you felt before and it was all thanks to all the comfort your best friend always gave you. Just thinking about all the times he was there for you, how many times he held you after your break up, how many times he would ditch everyone and everything to buy you snacks and painkillers when your period got you. What did he not do for you after all?

,, Why did you get upset tho ?‘‘ you asked him, your breaths getting deeper as you felt his fingers tracing your lower back. It wasn‘t the first time that Touya was caressing your skin, in fact, he did it billion little times, yet now that the topic was so intimate, it felt different. It felt like his touch was burning your skin.

,, Because you’re my girl‘‘ Touya breathed out. You could feel his nose brushing your own and his soft and minty breath, slightly mixed with a taste of cigarettes, on your face. He was never so close.

,, I am ?‘‘ you whispered the question as quiet as possible, like you just shared a secret with him that was only for his ears.

,, You’ve always been baby‘‘ he whispered back, rubbing your waist with his left hand.

Last thing he wanted to do was to rush you, but he knew very well that you won‘t be the one to do the first move. But he did encourage you, as he slowly started placing soft kisses across your face. Closing your eyes, you enjoyed the feeling of his soft lips, you wanted to absorb every second of it, the more the better.

Placing your hand on his cheek, you stopped him for a second, only to connect your lips with his own. You knew how Touya was, you knew very well that it would take him forever to move foreword as he was too gentle, too patient with you. And that was just enough for him. Touya hovered on top of you, kissing you back passionately.

Your hands found their way under his shirt naturally, placing them on his waist and his back as he rolled his hips against yours. The way he was smiling while kissing you, was showing him away a little bit, it was showing exactly how he felt in that moment.

Touya started playing with the edges of your shorts. Not sure if that was some kind of sign, you moved your hips up. That was no sign, but since you moved them up, Touya pulled your shorts and panties down, throwing them somewhere over the room.

You were pretty sure that you would feel more than uncomfortable once you end up naked under someone, but to be true, you didn‘t feel any of it. Maybe because you were in the dark and you couldn‘t see his face clearly? Or was it because you were doing it with Touya ?

Instead of thinking about what’s going on and being embarrassed about it, like you expected, you took your shirt off instead, placing it on his couch.

,, Fuck‘‘ Touya muttered under his breath, before he positioned himself between your legs. You weren‘t sure what was he doing, until you felt his lips on your left nipple, sucking on it softly. Touya‘s lips were everywhere. Your neck, your boobs, your shoulders. He had to claim every spot on you.

Stopping for a second, he took his shirt off, before he started placing soft kisses around your tights. For the first time that night, you wished the lights were on, even just for a second, so you could admire the way he looked between your legs.

You froze once you felt him placing soft kisses around your pussy, tracing his finger slowly over your clit. It was the first time someone has touched you down there, and damn, you really wanted more.

From your heavy breathing, Touya knew that he could go on. Your eyes flew open when you unexpectedly felt his tongue against your clit. Somehow, he was going all the time around, you simply didn‘t think he would do it so soon. A moan escaped your lips, as he started sucking onto your clit, giving you a gentle bite, satisfied with your reaction.

,, Touya‘‘ you mumbled his name, trying to catch your breath, as you played with his hair. Oh, if you only knew what you were doing to him. If you knew how hard he tried to keep his shit together.

The fact that you were so wet for him, was sending Touya over the edge. If you just touched him, he would probably cum the same second.

Slowly, Touya slipped a finger inside of you, smiling, when he realised how relaxed you were with him. There was zero tension in your body, and his finger got inside so naturally. You let out a soft moan, as he started moving his finger in and out of you. Toes curled up as he started sucking on your sensitive nub again.

,, Fuck doll, i could eat you out the whole night‘‘ Touya commented, going back to the sucking at the nerves that made your legs shake. You couldn‘t answer, you couldn‘t say anything, way too lost into his touch and his mouth. Bucking your hips, you moaned loudly, as your hole clenched around his finger.

He could feel that, picking up his pace a little bit. It felt like he knew your body perfectly, even tho it was your first time. It didn‘t take you so long, you found yourself grabbing onto his hair, as you came all over his mouth, but he didn‘t move away. Why the fuck would he ? He knew by the way you move, by the way you grabbed his hair, by the way your tight hole was hugging his finger. He knew very well that your orgasm would be there any second. So why would he move ? That’s what he wanted since he met you. You cuming all over his mouth.

And that got him hornier even ten times than he was just minutes before. The taste of you.

Touya had to take a second just to promise to himself to be gentle with you. He had to promise that he will have his ways with you just after he takes your virginity.

Standing up, he took of his sweatpants together with his boxers, not surprised how hard he was, but surprised once he felt your small hand against his cock. You were laying on his couch breathless, but since you couldn’t really see him, you had to touch his dick. You had to feel it. Eyes wide open, once you realised how big it is, surprised that you could feel the veins, and shocked once your felt a small metal ball on the tip of it.

Touya groaned as he felt your touch, your tumb moving over the tip of his dick. If he didn‘t know any better, he would have thought that you were teasing him. Knowing that you were just curious, he let you do it, giving his best not to cum all over your hand.

Once you were done, he positioned himself, slowly rubbing the head of his dick around your hole, asking you if you’re ready before he slowly pushed in. The way you grabbed his shoulders, and the way you twitched under him, he understood that it will be painful, giving you more than enough time to adjust to every inch of him.

Touya closed his eyes, listening to your deep breaths. You were so fucking tight, putting just the tip inside almost made him cum. Once you were good, he moved a little, bringing the first reaction back again. You were thankful that he was so understanding and patient with you, because it felt like he was tearing you apart.

,, It hurts Touya‘‘ you admitted quietly, unknowingly digging your nails in his back.

,,I know baby‘‘ Touya said, placing small kisses over your neck, helping you forget about the pain, as he let you violate his back. ,,It will go away, I promise‘‘ he added, kissing your lips, as he moved a bit deeper. With every inch his dick got inside you, it felt like your insides were burning up in pain.

,, That’s it baby, just like that‘‘ Touya whispered, moving a little. He wanted to burry his dick inside you fully, so you could finally adjust to his full size, understanding how painful it is to adjust to one inch, only to feel the sharp pain with another one. ,, Fuck, you’re so tight.. You feel so good‘‘ he confessed, breathing heavily on your ear. God, how it turned you on. Just hearing him like that, you were ready to suffer ever more pain just to make him satisfied with you.

,,Let me finish, I promise you’ll like it in a bit.‘‘ He mumbled, moving once again, he wasn’t even halfway in, yet it felt like forever to you. ,, Come on, be the good little girl that I know you are‘‘ he added, still moving so slowly, so painfully. Squeezing your eyes, you dig your nails even deeper into his skin.

,, Just relax baby‘‘ he placed a soft kiss all over your face once again.

,, Touya, I don’t think it fits‘‘ You whispered, feeling the sharp pain down there.

,, I‘ll make it fit‘‘ He breathed out, moving slowly. A moan escaped your lips as you heard him say that. Even tho you were in pain, just hearing those words from your best friend, made you even wetter than you already were. He moved his hips a little more than before, pushing fully inside you, to finally get you over the pain. You screamed loudly, one hand grabbing his shoulder as you tried to find some comfort, you tried to catch your breath as the pain took over your body.

,, Shh, shh, it‘s okay baby.. You can take it‘‘ Touya whispered softly, caressing your soft skin, as he let you adjust to his full size finally. His words made you whimper, eyes closing in pain and ecstasy at the same time. You knew that first time would be painful, you heard about it, but you weren’t prepared for that kind of pain at all. You understood that his size played a big role too, but you were still so fucking glad you were doing it with him, than with someone else.

Touya groans as you move your hips against his, his hands are down on your hips, thumbs rubbing soothing circles into your soft plushy skin. When he moves, you realise that he is so deep inside you, it made your mind all hazy, as you felt his length go all the way out, only to move back in.

Once he knows that you’re all good, and that the pain is not there as much as before, he starts rolling his hips against yours slowly, stealing few moans from you that made him go insane. He was right again, when he said that you’ll like it, that the pain will go away. Touya is always right.

,, Oh God, I‘m gonna cum so hard baby.. I‘m already so close‘‘ Touya groaned as he rocked his hips at a steady pace. You felt like heaven for him, just like you were made only for him and no one else.

,, Toyua‘‘ you moaned his name again. You weren’t able to talk, or even think, all that was on your mind was Touya, and nothing else.

,, You’re taking it so well doll..fuck‘‘ He praised you, almost like he knew that his words were doing wonders on you, just like his dick.

Stopping suddenly, buried deep inside you, Touya pressed his palm over your lower belly, smirking widely as he put just a bit pressure into it.

,, Feel me here doll?‘‘ He asked you. Nodding your head, you were fucked dumb, too dumb to answer. ,, Feel how deep I am?‘‘ he added, rocking his hips again.

Once you encourage him that he can go faster, once your moans get louder with every move, he starts pounding into you. Snapping his hips into you, he forced a loud moan out of you, loud enough for his neighbours to hear. Touya retraced his hips slowly, until he is almost completely out of your just to slam back in, the head of his dick hitting against your g-spot, making your moans and whimpers fall from you louder than the second before.

Touya grabs your chin, giving you a sign to open your mouth, as his other hand found its way to your clit, rubbing it fast once he noticed how your insides started pulsing around his dick.

You opened your eyes together with your mouth, unsure why he wanted that. Touya‘s face was inches from yours, giving you a satisfied smirk as he tilted his heads slowly to the side, only to spit inside your mouth.

,, Swallow‘‘ Touya commanded, as he fucked into you, surprised when you did, without any complaints. His dick twitched inside you once you closed your eyes after you swallowed his saliva and opened your mouth again, tongue out waiting for more.

Spitting one more time, he rocked his hips at animalistic pace, hitting your spot all over and over again. Touya felt his own orgasm reaching the peak, as your pussy clenched around his dick, hugging him so tightly as you came all over him again, moaning softly, yet so loudly.

Touya lets out a string of curses as his hips slam into you two more times, thick ropes of cum painting your walls white, as he grinds his hips against yours slowly.

,,Fuck, doll‘‘ He groaned, snapping his hips few more times, as he fucked his cum deeper into you. The pressure of your nails and your hands on his skin was almost lost, as you tried to catch your breath from the orgasm Touya just gave you.

,, You did so well doll‘‘ he said, kissing your neck softly, as he collapsed on top of you, not wanting to pull his dick out, not wanting for the moment to end. ,, so well for me‘‘ He added, smiling into your neck, as you played with his soft hair.

The moment he pulled out of you, and you felt his cum leaking out, you thought you’ll feel some regret, but you really didn‘t, smiling widely as you realised what you just did.

Touya stood up, wearing his underwear and sweatpants,as he told you to wait there and not to move, only to come back with warm towel just a second after. Gently cleaning you up, trying not to get hard again as he saw his cum leaking out of your tiny hole. Once he was done, told you to push your hips up a bit, as he rolled your panties up.

Helping you sit up, he told you to put your arms up a bit, as he helped you wear his shirt, it felt like he was babying you and you liked it so much.

,, You okay?‘‘ he asked, as he hopped onto the couch beside you, wrapping his arms around you, as he caressed your arm softly, chin on your shoulder, not breaking the eye contact even for a second.

,, I‘m good, it hurts a little bit tho‘‘ You said honestly. The pain wasn’t something unbearable, but it was still there. ,, But you were really gentle with me‘‘ you added, as you covered the two of you with his blanket.

,, Doll, next time I‘ll fuck the shit out of you‘‘ he commented, making your eyes widen in shock.

,, There is a next time?‘‘ you teased, as you played with his fingers. He stopped with his caressing and pushed his upper body up, just enough to face you completely.

,, you can’t expect us to stay friends after this?‘‘ He said, shaking his head lightly. ,, I told you, you are mine‘‘ Touya added, wrapping his fingers between your own, as you played with them still.

,, My doll‘‘ He smiled, pulling your hand toward his lips, as he placed kiss on top of it. ,, You’re all mine now” he added, in between the kisses.

That was also right, you were always his. Touya is always right.

#dabi x reader #dabi #mha dabi #dabi smut #smut #mha smut #dabi hcs #dabi headcanons #mha headcanons #dabi is a todoroki #bnha dabi #yandere dabi #dabi imagine #bnha smut #touya fanfic #dabi fanfic #mha fanfiction #touya imagine #touya headcanons #yandere touya #yandere dabi x reader #dabi simps unite

[zairene]

“is this seat taken?”

you had asked the stranger, taking notice of how filled the bus was and the only seat open was next to this boy who seemed to be around your age. he looked up at you with a tired expression.

“i mean, it’s empty right?” you playfully rolled your eyes as you sat down. his eyes suddenly widened and he looked to be somewhat bothered.

“what?” you were curious to see what the problem was.

“i didn’t think you’d sit down.” you crossed your arms.

“but i asked and you said the seat was free.”

“yeah, but i just say that to be nice. i didn’t actually want you to sit there.” you scoffed.

“i bet you’re the life of the party, huh?” you remarked sarcastically.

“the liveliest.” a smirk grew on his face, and he lowered his book to make eye contact with you.

“is that even a word?”

“i don’t know. what are you, a dictionary?” you smiled. you kind of liked the guy, despite the fact he didn’t want you to sit next to him in the first place. he picked up his book to continue his reading. you let his words linger as you watched him continue to flip through the pages of his book.

“you’re gonna keep staring?”

“yeah, it’s kinda interesting watching you read a book. what’s it about?” you rested your cheek on your hand.

“it’s a murder mystery. trying to figure out who killed the mansion owner’s sister.”

“that seems right up your alley.”

“what‘s that supposed to mean?” he raised his eyebrow.

“you’re kinda mysterious, y’know? quiet people seem to like the most gothic things.” you shrugged.

“you’re just saying that because you just met me. what if i’m not as quiet as i seem?”

“it was just my first impression of you obviously. i don’t really know anything else about you.”

“you seem to want to know more about me.”

“that’s because i do.” you grinned. his eyes narrowed at you, trying to figure out whether you’re intentions were genuine or just to poke even more fun at him. you felt the bus nearing the next stop and the area around you looked familiar, just to recognize it was your stop. “but unfortunately, i cannot.” you start gathering your things. “i have things to do, places to go, people to see.”

“i guess you aren’t so bad after all.”

you gasped dramatically. “i feel honored, mystery guy.”

“mystery guy?”

“i mean, you never told me your name so i just came up with one.”

“it’s megumi. don’t call me that ever again.”

“so there’s a next time we’ll meet?”

“maybe, you never know.”

“well to be 100% sure of that time…” you reached into your bag and grabbed out a piece of paper and pen. you wrote your number and name and proceeded to give it to him. “call me.” as if it were on cue, the bus stopped and you waved megumi goodbye before hopping out of the seat and exiting the doors.

#✏️ :: — fanfiction ! #just a little thing i wrote up idk #jjk fanfiction #jjk x reader #megumi fushiguro fluff #megumi x reader #megumi fushiguro x reader #megumi x you

[beep-beep-robin]

steve gets jumpier after vecna because he’s finding it harder and harder to hear people when they approach him. no one really seems to notice because most of the time they approach him normally and from the front, and if they do, they chalk it up to steve being on edge after everything that had happened - just as they all were.

but eddie clocks it when one of his usual greetings for steve almost turns into the latter punching him in the face on reflex. there were a few different variations of eddie‘s more… flirty greetings. one of them involved approaching the other person from behind and leaning over their shoulder, basically whispering a "hey harrington", into his ear.

steve nearly doesn’t react (unbeknownst to eddie, he had chosen the ear that was almost completely deaf by now), but when eddies hair suddenly touches his cheek, he flings himself around, eyes wide, arms ready to fight whoever (or whatever, with his track record) had snuck up behind him. when he sees who it is, he lets out an exasperated sigh followed by, "holy shit, eddie! what the fuck dude!".

sure, eddie could‘ve chalked that up to steve being jumpy in general. but this wasn‘t the first time he‘d noticed something being off about him. it‘s just the final straw, it confirms his suspicions. not that he had intentionally wanted to scare steve, he‘d just pushed his worries aside before and didn‘t really believe what his own observations had already shown him. he thought steve would at least tell robin if anything was going on. but now it’s clear to him that something is up. something that he hadn‘t mentioned to anyone.

of course, steve plays it off right away. says that he was just so focused on the task at hand that he didn‘t hear eddie come up behind him. "bullshit, harrington. you know, i‘ve been keeping an eye on you for a while now," eddie confesses, "you‘ve been especially jumpy lately. what‘s going on? i know it‘s not because of vecna."

another thing eddie had taken note of previously was that steve kept looking at eddies lips when he spoke. at first he had taken it as a sign that his wishes had been granted and that steve might not be as straight as people thought, but then he noticed that he was also doing the same thing with other people as well. like he was reading their lips. that was what steve seemed to be doing right now, too.

he glances back and forth between eddie and the door, as if he‘s scared someone’s going to randomly walk in. eddie can tell that steve‘s glad someone was finally asking about it, almost as if he hadn‘t wanted to bring it up himself. he had noticed that steve rarely ever talked about his own problems, always helping the others with theirs. so eddie’s fucking glad to be the one to offer steve a space where he could finally talk about his own shit.

"it‘s my ears.", meant to be a whisper, but eddie catches it. steves face is turned away from him, his expression bordering on embarrassment. "they‘ve been shitty for a while, since the upside down shit started basically. but they‘ve been getting worse."

steve risks a glance at eddie. even though he‘d had time to think about it, eddie‘s at a loss for words. his heart hurts for steve, the fact that he‘d waited so long to tell anyone made him want to give the other boy a hug. he doesn’t though.

he touches steves shoulder, giving it a squeeze, "well, shit dude. i‘m glad you told me? um… did you like, get it checked out by a doctor?" that makes steve huff out a laugh. "sure. didn‘t help me much though."

they spend quite a while talking about steves hearing. eddie feels like he can see a bit of relief in steve‘s expression, hopes he can give steve a bit of what steve continuously gives their whole group. support, understanding and maybe, if he‘d let him, some love on top of that. eddie’s ready for it to be platonic love, too. whatever steve needed the most right now.

overshadowing the relief though, is guilt. completely unjustified, that much is clear to eddie. he‘s sure steve had convinced himself by now that his struggles didn‘t matter, that he had to just swallow his problems down. maybe someone else had instilled that belief in him, in earlier years. eddie’s determined to convince him otherwise.

"so stevie, tell me: is that why you keep staring at my lips so much?", eddie dares to ask after their conversation takes a lighter turn again. maybe he imagines it, but steves cheeks turn a bit red after processing eddies words. he raises his eyebrows at eddie, "sure munson. what other reason would there be?"

and when eddie notices steve staring at his lips even while steve is talking during the rest of their conversation, he definitely isn‘t getting his hopes up again. definitely not.

#this is so long i apologize #if there‘s any inaccuracies pls lmk #i‘m not hoh myself so!! i apologize if i explained anything wrong #i just needed someone to listen to steve okaaaay #also i hope this makes sense like in general?? i‘m very tired and i just wrote this instead of sleeping lol #steddie #eddie munson #steve harrington #stranger things #steve x eddie #eddie x steve #steveddie #headcanon #steddie fic #ficlet #hoh steve harrington #original post #vanessas writing #vanessas headcanons

[neobora]

I need some advice please…so here it is since 2020 that I manifest my db, I went through a lot of methods of all kinds like many people, but without ever. Normally, when I was not feeling well, I was able to encourage myself. I discovered not long ago the states, it changed a lot my vision of things and I was very optimistic at the beginning but recently I am more and more complexed with my weight/body and the sun starts to come back so I have to buy clothes (which I didn't do anymore because of my complex for years) even if I feel good in my 4D, I have the impression that my 3D catches up with me. I get depressed a lot I don't know what to do anymore I feel like I'm missing out on my life by dint of hiding… I'd like to lose 16kg, I know it's not the kind of state I should be in but right now I just really need advice… thanks <3 :(

"i have the impression that my 3d catches up with me"

waitwaitwait…. i think this is your problem. you need to stop giving the 3d so much power and seeing the 3d and 4d as separate.

the 3d is your mind reflected. it always reflects you. the 3d is not something you HAVE to be afraid of! no one is doing that to you but yourself. it just shows you what you assume within. don‘t try to force a change in the 3d, you can only change by changing SELF. i know what it‘s like to constantly be scared of the 3d and worry about it. even when you‘re 'trying to manifest' but at the same time you are scared of what the 3d shows you, you can never really fulfill yourself.

here i explained that you need to identify with the INNER MAN. right now you are doing the opposite, you FEEL like you are stuck in this outer world with circumstances you don’t like. but that’s just tricking yourself into forgetting who you are at your core: the inner man. you are always the creator, no matter what, you constantly create what you see in the outer world. you create assumptions, fears, doubts, worries etc. but that does not mean you have to FEEL them and identify with them! once i became aware that i don’t have to FEEL like something i see outside or hear in my mind is true, i stopped caring about the 3d. if i do not feel (identify with) it, it‘s not important to me and doesn’t say anything about me.

i think fear is what stops most people. "but what if xyz happens? what if it doesnt work? what if…." where is all of that happening? in your mind. and who has complete control over your mind? YOU.

this is something you can do when the fear hits that i discovered while i was really struggling: make yourself aware that you are creating ALL OF THIS. then instead of forcing the fear away or forcing good feelings, let the fear pass over you while identifying with the inner man and see that even though it is there, you do not have to identify with it. when i did this the fear turned into pure freedom and adrenaline after a while, it was such an insane experience ngl. it felt so good and freeing. i think i‘ll make a separate post for fear sometime to explain it further.

from there you can fulfill yourself in your imagination without the constant fear nagging you. but it‘s important that you stay persistent without falling back into old states or identifying with your doubts. you created them, remember? you can choose what you feel. what‘s helpful here is seeing the 3d as a dream or (literally) as your mind. if you see something you do not like, remind yourself that‘s not you anymore and you already KNOW you have all you want because you are the creator. you don‘t have to feel urgency or ask "where are my desires?" because you already have them IN IMAGINATION, in your mind, the only thing that gets reflected.

#my asks #loa #law of assumption #manifestation #manifesting #self concept

[banzaitaka]

Helloo there couldnt help but notice u write for samon and qi from nanbaka could i get Male reader whos like mikey from tokyo revengers as a partner (short lazy but strong af) thank you for ur time

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I hope this is what you wanted & you enjoy reading! Tips are very appreciated!

Samon Gokuu x male! reader

Qi x male! reader

Gremlin

Gremlin. That‘s what Samon calls that little bundle of chaos, or in other words; his boyfriend. First, it seemed like a rather harsh petname to give your lover, but all of building 5 learned to respect, accept or agree with that decision soon enough.

(Y/N)‘s mood was so unpredictable, but so incredibly predictable at the same time. Or rather, Samon forgets how easy he could tell what he was up to all the time.

„I wonder where (Y/N) is. Lunch break is already over.“ Oh right. He falls asleep in the spot after every meal without a care in the world.

„(Y/N), what are you-“ Ugh. Of course he dashes out to accompany the inmates to the gaming room.

„I‘m sorry, I can‘t fight you today. (Y/N) should be fre-“ „Ooooooh Li wants to fight!?“ „Where the hell did you come from?“

Nothing worth worrying or pondering about, actually. Though, it can suck quite a bit of energy from the supervisor, only just a bit. What really makes him a little gremlin is something else. In a moment of weakness - or rather, as (Y/N) was snacking on a peach bun - Liang and Upa were fighting two vs. one against Samon. A special occasion, I might add. Neither of the inmates seemed to be in the mood for cooperation that day. So one thing lead to another and…As Liang aimed a kick to Samon‘s stomach from one side, and Upa was charging his own attack from the other, Samon waited for the perfect moment to jump backwards, leading the two of them to collide.

The kick ended up flinging Upa away, and outside the training grounds. Crashing right into (Y/N), sending them both to the rocky ground. The peach bun now in the shape of a pancake, spread all over (Y/N)‘s guard uniform.

As soon as Upa realized what had happend, he stood up and apologized for crashing into him, before turning around to his cellmate, „Hey Liang, watch your foot, damnit!“ The poor boy didn‘t even notice the guard standing menacingly behind him, not until he felt his hand grab the back of his neck. „I‘ll make you pay.“

„(Y/N). It was an accident.“, Samon walked up to them, beads of sweat rolling down his temple, „I‘ll get you a new bun, and a clean uniform.“

„This is not about that!“, (Y/N) spat back, face unreadable, eyes burning holes into the back of Upa‘s head. „Then what is…“, too late.

Laughter. (Y/N)‘s laughter drumming through the area, letting go of the poor inmate, „Just kidding. Hehehehehe.“

„DAMNIT, YOU LITTLE GREMLIN!“

Samon didn‘t know if he was more mad about falling for it yet again, or the fact (Y/N) dared to do it yet again.

Child-like

Narrowing his eyes, (Y/N) stared at the plate of food infront of him. It was like he was trying to eradicate it with his fuming glare. His fellow inmates held a considerably large distance between them and him, fearing the aura that was slowly starting to seep through and out of his body. „What‘s wrong, (Y/N)?“, Liang sat down across from the male, next to Upa who was already sighing, „Is that even a question at this point?“, the Qigong master deadpanned.

„They forgot the flag.“, (Y/N)‘s tone was far too serious for the scenario that was going down, at least for those around him. To him, the missing flag on his burger could as well be a declaration of war. How dare they?

„I wonder if they enjoy this.“, Qi muttered to himself, joining the group at the table with his own tray in hand. It happened to be loud enough for his boyfriend to hear, however, judging by that loud scoff that was followed by a pout. Chuckling to himself, Qi placed down his tray and moved to solve this growing dilemma before it could actually become a problem. He stuck a little flag ontop of (Y/N)‘s burger, „You know, I still don‘t get why you get so worked up over this.“

As if worked with magic, the thick blanket of anger disappeared and made space for sparkles of childish joy to float in the air around the young man. You could hear the entirety of the cafeteria sigh in unision, not including Qi. He settled for a head-shake, lips adorned with a fond smile. „Heh, you‘re welcome.“, he chuckled out at how (Y/N) gulped down his flag-adorned burger, despite not being thanked for his service at all. It‘s fine though. Seeing that bright smile and hearing that cute little giggle was enough.

Besides, he was looking forward to the nap together after lunch.

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[whatiswrongwithpeople]

The overwhelming sensation of spice

Tangerine x reader / Tangerine x female!OC (Codename: Tabasco)

A/N: Well hello there again my fellow mustache fruit enthusiasts! Thank you all for your incredible support on my work so far ! This is once again a Tangerine x Tabasco story. Just a little warning, I wrote this at 2am in my notes app and it’s not proof read.

Summary: The brothers are on a mission to retrieve a key from a target, but they don’t seem to be the only ones assigned to the mission

Note: No use of Y/N , reader’s codename is Tabasco , quite a bit of cursing in this one

Hope you enjoy! 🧡🍊 (also feel free to check out my other Bullet Train/ Tangerine x Reader aka Tabasco work)

Edit: I wrote some brief HCs for the aftermath of this story https://whatiswrongwithpeople.tumblr.com/post/692961985773568000/the-aftermath-of-the-overwhelming-sensation-of

This certainly was neither Lemon’s nor Tangerine’s scene. Around them were various people , dressed in their fanciest attire, clad in jewellery which was probably more worth than anything the brothers have ever owned. The walls around them were made out of marble , various paintings in heavy golden frames decorating them and in the middle of the room was a huge crystal chandelier hanging from the ceiling. The light dim but yet bright enough to make each and every expensive treasure in the room sparkle and shine. “There is no way these people will buy this shit.” Lemon muttered through gritted teeth , stretching his arms to show off the suit he was wearing. The suit was by no means cheap , but compared to what the other guests were wearing , Lemon looked like a goldfish in a coral reef. Unspectacular, out of place and simply underwhelming. “Aaah , come on bruv.” Tangerine huffed , throwing a glance over his shoulder , adjusting the sleeves of his blue suit “ I think we look quite dashing.” Turning his head back around , his smirk is met with Lemon’s arched eyebrow and a deadly stare,followed by a grumpy “Fuck off.” Opening his mouth for a snarky comeback, Tangerine’s phone rings and without even looking at the caller’s ID he accepts the call. “The target has arrived , he is wearing a red velvet suit. I want you to extract that key from him, dead or alive.” Without any further instructions the phone line goes dead. Glancing around the room in search for the target , Tangerine leans towards his brother, whispering “Key’s on a red velvet guy.” He can feel his brother’s eyes on him. “A fucking mission for a key. I sure hope that thing is actually important.” “Well, it surely won’t be the key for the lock to his fucking bicycle.” The brunette mutters ,meeting Lemon’s gaze for a second before straightening his posture, ready to get the job done. Finding their target turned out to be the easiest part of their task. Not only because the bright red velvet suit was quite a bold fashion statement , but also because the man seemed to love mingling with each and every single one of the guests at the gala. The latter though was a problem because getting the man alone or pulling him away from the crowd simply seemed to be impossible. “He’s leaving the room.” “What?” Tangerine whipped around , facing his brother who seemingly just spawned next to him at the bar. “He’s leaving the room with a chick on his arm.” Lemon pointed out , subtly nudging his head to the right. And indeed Mr. Velvet Suit was on his way to one of the backrooms of the gallery , a woman confidently walking right next to him. And if it wasn’t for the importance of the mission, or rather the importance of the money it would bring into the brothers‘ bank account, Tangerine would have allowed himself to take in her form just a little bit longer. Noticing the hungry and slightly dazed look in his brother’s gaze , Lemon smirked, deciding to give his brother a little bit longer to collect his seemingly reeling thoughts. After a few seconds , he raised his hand , clapping the brunette man on the shoulder. ”So , what‘s the plan?“ Clearing his throat, Tangerine turned to him. ”I think the room they are retreating to is showcasing some old Roman artefacts. We‘ll give them a minute and then go in there , pretending to be interested im whatever shit is put on display and when the moment is right , we take on that bastard and get that fucking key.“ Letting his hand drop from Tangerine‘s shoulder , Lemon throws him another deadly stare. ”I don‘t know shit about the Romans , man. “ Shrugging, Tangerine answers “Me neither , but they are long dead , so it’s not like any Romans can judge us, right ?” Glancing at the watch on his wrist, he motions for Lemon to start with the plan.

But before the two men can enter the gallery’s backroom , they hear the all too familiar noise of a fight, crashing and yelps indicating that someone is currently struggling. Turning the corner , the brothers can finally see who exactly is causing the noise. The man in the red velvet suit stands pressed against one of the glass display cases, his back slightly arching over its sharp corner. Keeping him in place is the mysterious woman, one leg slung around his,pressing herself against him whilst twisting the heavy golden necklace the man is wearing around his neck in a tight grip, pulling his head backwards, making him claw at his throat for air. Her free hand traveled seductively over the man’s chest, sly fingers quickly finding the inside pocket of his suit jacket and retrieving the key which was safely tucked away right there. Caught in a trance , the brothers can’t help but to watch how the woman places a kiss onto the target’s jawline, her lips trailing their path up to his ear, only pulling away to whisper “I am sure there are women out there who’d love to be with an arrogant asshole such as you, but too bad I don’t really care about all of that.” And before either of the brothers could jump into action, she forcefully yanked back the necklace within her grip even further, removing her body weight from the target’s , making the man crash down onto the glass display, his body slumping to the floor like a rag doll. Taking a step back she secured the key onto her necklace , safely tucking it into her neckline, and threw one final glance towards the target‘s body. A genuine sigh escaping her lips , when she nudges the red clad man with her foot. „I actually prefer blue.“

Upon hearing the clicking sound of a gun being loaded she swiftly whips around, successfully knocking out one of her attackers , by throwing some artefact right at his head. Holding his gun steady , Tangerine eyes his unconscious brother, feeling anger burning inside his veins. “You fucking bitch!” But before his eyes can meet the woman’s form , he feels the cold material of a metal necklace around his throat. Has he been watching his brother that long? His breathing is cut short and he is knocked onto his knees, his gun slightly wavering in his still aiming hand. “Actually,” the face of the woman comes into sight in the very corner of his eye , leaning around his shoulder “the name is Tabasco. Little Bitch was already taken , unfortunately.” Tangerine would never admit it , but her voice sent a shiver down his back right then and there. Suddenly, Tabasco stepped in front of im, knocked the gun out of his hand and kicked it to the other end of the room. Oh , Tangerine knew he should be worried, maybe even come up with an escape route but no matter how hard he tried , the only route he could trace was the one from Tabasco’s heel up to her thigh exposed by the slit in her dress. He was doomed. He would NEVER admit it. But oh he was doomed and he knew it. The sensation of two fingers on his chin snapped him out of his thoughts. Tabasco was now standing right in front of him , still strangling him with the necklace, tilting his head upwards to meet her gaze. He let his hungry eyes slowly travel her curves , taking in every inch of her until their eyes lock. Time seemed to stand still, there he was, knocked down onto his knees , strangled by the very woman who just prevented him and his brother from getting one of the biggest pay-checks they have received in months and yet somehow , in the most confusing and infuriating way, it just felt right to him. Tangerine has no idea how much time passed and to be honest he doesn’t really want to know about how long exactly he failed to defend himself, when suddenly the pressure around his neck lessens until it is completely gone. Panting and confused he looks back up at Tabasco. The woman only smirks , her eyes traveling his form, before she reaches down and adjusts the collar of his baby blue shirt. Meeting his gaze for the last time she smiles, “See, I always preferred blue.” And with that she takes a step back and turns around, leaving behind an unconscious Lemon and a taken aback Tangerine. Calling over her shoulder, “Maybe you should suggest your boss to add a little bit of spice to the team next time you’re sent on a mission!” , before she disappears into the darkness of the hallway.

#bullet train imagine #bullet train x reader #tangerine x tabasco #tangerine oneshot #tangerine imagine #tangerine x reader #lemon and tangerine #aaron taylor johnson imagine #aaron taylor johnson x reader #aaron taylor johnson #bullet train #tangerine x original female character

[tys-kitty]

Kit in TDA - A summary

Kit: So what‘s even your purpose besides looking hot and having relationship problems?

#cassandra clare #kit herondale #ty blackthorn #julian blackthorn #emma carstairs #tda #the dark artifices #livvy blackthorn #dru blackthorn #helen blackthorn #mark blackthorn

[justjensenanddean]

Jensen Ackles (Solo Panel) | JIBCon 2022

(x)

Jason and Jensen have a Father Friday chat where they share pics & stories of their daughters every Friday. Jensen was riding with Jason when he was on that massive horse. (x)

He‘s filmed until 3 am the day before. He thought he‘d slow down after SPN but no, it got worse. He was doing another project in a different town before he flew to film Big Sky. Before that, a movie. (x)

Jensen talking about a new project he filmed 4 days ago in a different country (x)

jensen said that three days ago was doing another project and he didn’t mentioned which it is  (x)

He was filming a movie and I yelled “WHAT MOVIE?” and he just said that he doesn't know and that there is someone in his life who helps him with his schedule because he always gets lost lol #JIB12 (x)

3rd radio company album is almost done only jensens parts are missing #jib12 (x)

Jensen and Steve might do a show in the near future. A live show, but maybe stream it, too. (x)

Steve and he has an album basically ready, Steve is producing it, but Jensen still has to go there and do his part but he hasn't come home for 2 months :( His children came to visit him, but he hasn't seen his house for months… #JIB12  (x)

In fact, he has been using the clothes from the same suitcase for these two months. #JIB12 (x)

How to communicate your vision clearly as a director? You’re the captain of the problem solving squad, the script is the problem. All the cast & crew is there to collaborate. A clear vision helps. But be open to other ideas. It brings on happy accidents. #jib12  (x)

“What was it like working with Kripke again?” “As if I had never stopped working with him” #JIB12  (x)

Jensen only signed to do one season of The Boys, but the door was left open. It’s a question of when he‘ll be back now, not if.  (x)

As for SB coming back Jensen said it's not a case of if, just when.. wasn't gonna be at the beginning of season 4 or even season 4 but he will be back. They've had conversations about SB and his story (x)

“ thanks Jensen for being here because it means a lot” jensen: i wasn't gonna let u down.  (x)

(x)

After The Boys & after Rust, he suddenly panicked because he was out if a job, so he phoned his agent to ask who‘s hiring. Then they talked with ABC. ABC asked him what he‘s interested in, he asked what projects they have. Exec Jennifer (?) suggested he meets with Big Sky (x)  Show’s creator wrote Beau just for him. Jensen thought it sounds like fun, then he watched some eps & then decided to sign on for one season. He has a few more months to film it. (x)  He‘s having fun inna new house. All of his old stuff from Supernatural is all new now, so he gets to pull out his old material. He also has some things cooking on what‘s next. (x)

Jensen got on Big Sky bc after Rust & some other things he was left at the end of the yr w no plans. Contacted ppl he knew at ABC, asking generally, what do you having coming up, are there any projects I might be right for? (x) & they were like “You should talk w the showrunner of Big Sky”. & he did & they hit it off & he loved the character. “I’m like the season 3 go-to guest.” Is having fun doing that, but also “got some things cooking” & hopefully can tell us soon about the next thing (x)

"I got an email from him (Elwood Reid) and it was a break down of this new character Beau. And I was like 'Oh he just wrote this for me, that's what he did.' so I was like 'Yeah, this sounds like fun!" (x)

Beau will bring a “lightness” to the show. He still has a few more months of recording… #JIB12  (x)

Jensen: who saw the boys?   * the hall raises their hand * Jensen: who hasn't seen it?   * someone raises their hand * Jensen: it's a cartoon show #Jib12  (x)

Jensen: Soldier Boy is the only stable character on The Boys, everyone is messed up. - „Clearly I still have some Soldier Boy in me I have to get rid off.“ #jib12  (x)

Jensen saying solider boy being the only mentality stable person in the boys (as a joke)  (x)

Now he is talking about SB, who is a character who thinks he's a "good guy", but of course he's not And that there are several people in the real world who are like this, who do not evolve along with the evolution of society  (x)

(x)

Jensen Ackles on #Soldierboy at #JIBCon #Jib12: “I think SB is a good guy in his mind, & probably was a good guy at some point.” But became “very very flawed” over time. “But in his mind, he’s doing the right thing.” (x)

if Jensen had to choose between playing Dean Winchester and Soldier Boy, he’d play Dean cause “he’s such a good guy” #jib12  (x)

Ultimately he prefers Dean, because Dean is a good guy. SB was a good guy in his mind, he‘s not a bad guy. But he got screwed up by upbringing and circumstances. Was interesting for him to play someone like it. He knows real people like that, who‘re not changing w/ society  (x)

“You always want to evolve, you always want to learn. That’s how we grow and get better as a society.” SB is like other real people who don’t want to. SB would get cancelled today & he‘s reply „well yeah? You‘re getting cancelled.” (x)  If Dean & SB would meet… They‘d probably bond immediately and then Dean would realize SB is a toxic asshole & say “I can’t hang out with you anymore, you‘re gonna get me in trouble” (x)  “At the end of the day, Dean would say „well now I‘m gonna have to kick your ass.“ and then Dean would get destroyed. Sorry, Dean” (x)

Someone explains the Ackles Ass Equation to him. Jensen says, he assumes it‘s being done for a lot of actors. He apologizes to the people who had to come up with it. (x)

For The Boys season 4 they need a picture of someone‘s butt. They had to hire someone to take the picture. Kripke wanted s male ass because it‘s funnier because it‘s fuzzier. #jib12  (x)

15-yr old asks for advice, Jensen clarifies if he wants life, professional, girl or boy advice. “We don’t have to do this, we get to do this. Spend every day earning it.” #jib12  (x)

(x)

#Jensen Ackles #Soldier Boy #Beau Arlen #Jensen's smile #JIBCon2022 #* #Jensen: Panel Highlights #JIB12

[moon0fairy]

Ted Lasso finale 3x12 haha:

„That was a crime“ „Speaking of which.. Rupert Manion“

…. They really know how to subvert an audience, they reallyhad me there for a sec…

This poor cleaning lady

Judge Mcadoo damnn

Dani whuuut he‘s innocent your honor!!!!

Aww Jamie putting more money in

Expensive dinner huh

Is Roy and Keeley scaring each other gonna be a running gag now

„Stuff“ (Jamie)

Beard for the love of god leave this woman

TRENT🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

Beard already underlining (just to make Trent nervous)

So everyone already knows about Ted leaving…

„Whatever you guys want“

Oh god

KEELEY TRENT INTERACTION

Keeley and Jamie hugging and you see Roy between them oh boi

Are we finally getting a Trent and Ted scene

„I just want you to like it“

Royoo🥹🥹

Me seeing Roy and Jamie fight: please just shut up and kiss

Now they‘re just idiots

If you go I go

Not them both showing up beaten up by Keeley

„You should just pick“ (if she says why do I have to pick when I can have both I‘ll scream)

Yeah honestly better choice

Ohh finally the Ted and Nate talk

They should paint „Believe“ on there honestly

MICHAEL OMG

Well Dr Jakobson that was rude (the look between Henry and Michelle)

ROY

Trent raising his finger every time he wants to speak

TRENTS HAIR IS PERFECT

Nate can finally talk about his girlfriend🥹

Damn that‘s a big avocado

No more Van Damme!!

This video sucks I don‘t want to cry already (apparently they had the same problem)

(Spotted Trents hair behind Ted)

Zorro literally blocked every score last game what‘s going on???

Awww all got a believe piece

Also that was the book Ted gave Jamie in the first season wasn‘t it?

Getting a new one would be easier but it‘s for the ~symbol~

ISAAC LETS GO

Huh???

Not the guy😂😂😂 (Barbara having the time of her life)

Rupert and his stupid villain coat

🤢🤢

Sassy also having the time of her life

TED KNOWS THE GAME

Jamie is doing the thing !!! From season one !!!! So many throwbacks!!!!

🥳🥳🥳🥳

COLIN !!!!!

So Rebecca didn‘t sell the club?

Ussie guy !!!!

Beard please leave Jane (also Ted please leave too and run into Trents arms)

NOOO WE GOT BEARDS NAME

Nooooo go with him😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

BOAT GUY OMG

TED WOULD NEVER MISS BEARDS WEDDING WTF

Also Dani giving us the poly representation ok!!

The ending was just me crying so no comment on any of that even tho I have thoughts but I need to stop crying first 🤣

#ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #ted lasso commentary #ted lasso 3x12 #trent crimm #colin hughes #rebecca welton #keeley jones #jamie tarrt #roy kent #sam obisanya #isaac mcadoo #nathan shelley #coach beard

[skipper1331]

Tell and show the world // Lina Magull

a/n: based off this request. Please enjoy:D

"Lina" you said as you stood behind the kitchen counter, chopping the vegetables for dinner. "Ja, liebe?" the brunette asked, eyes looking away from her laptop screen. "I‘ve been thinking…" you mumbled, suddenly feeling shy, cheeks slowly turning red, "what‘s wrong?" the german was immediately by your side, "stop the chopping, baby" her fingers laced with your own as she turned you around. When you didn‘t answer her, her hands cupped your cheeks while you started playing with your wedding ring. "When are you going to tell the world about us?" you mumbled, shy, afraid. She seemed confused, jaw tense, eyes that asked many questions. You never had a problem keeping your relationship secret or private. Lina did not tape her ring nor did she wear it during games or ever mentioned that she was in a commited relationship. Her private life was private. Where did the change of heart come from?

"Lately, umm" your voice was shaking - you didn‘t know why, you knew that Lina loved you, she was your wife but something was making you nervous. "Comments. The comments under your posts are getting worse. And- and these ship videos with G, I don’t like them. I like G, don‘t get me wrong, she’s awesome but-" you rambled on about the thirsty comments under her instagram posts, the ship edits you had on your for you page and your hurt feelings. In no way, you were mad at Lina, just hurt with the whole situation. "Hey, hey" the bayern munich player pulled you close, her hands firmly resting on their usual place around your waist while your head hit her shoulder with a quiet thud, "my love, look at me" she demanded softly. With tears in your eyes you looked in to the orbs you‘d loved for so long, "Is that what has been bothering you the last few days?" one of her hands cupped your cheek, wiping away the tears that spilled. You didn't want to admit it, it still hurt you a lot and seeing her do nothing about it was just another little stab in your heart. You knew she didn't read most of the comments except those from her friends and family, so you couldn't blame her - you didn't even want too. Your heart just stung.

In respond, you nodded, biting your lower lip to contain yourself, "Stop crying, please" the germans heart ached at sight in front of her, the way your body shook as the tears ran down your cheeks, "i would tell the world in a heartbeat, liebe."

Your eyes grew wide, only a sniffle coming from your throat, "really?"

"100%"

You chuckled at the determined look the midfielder had on her face, "do you want me to post something on instagram or a tweet or what? Tell me, baby, I‘ll do it" she pressed multiple kisses over your face, a nose scrunch in reply as you giggled along. "You‘re my wife and I love you, okay? I would tell every person in the world myself If that‘s what makes you happy"

-

Match day.

Champions league semi final.

Bayern Munich vs Chelsea.

Lina was sitting at the press conference table with Alexander Straus as media teams were behind the cameras, many with notes and a mic in their hand.

"Der FC Chelsea ist ein starker Gegner, glauben Sie, sie können gegen so eine starke Mannschaft gewinnen?" an older man asked Alex and Lina, both sharing a look. With a tilt of his head the Bayern coach asked the midfielder If she wanted to answer or If he should - he answered. He told the interviewer, "From goalkeeper to striker, the most diverse talents have met - Guro Reiten, Sam Kerr, Millie Bright and so on - pooled together and formed a high class team. They are very good but not unbeatable. That's what we're trying to show today."

There were some more questions which Lina and Alexander answered before the last question before the game was asked.

"Nächste Frage an Lina Magull: Was motiviert das Team und Sie persönlich den Sieg heute zu holen?"

"Der Titel" she chuckled, "Wir alle sind super motiviert und haben ein hohes Interesse daran, den Titel mit nach Hause zu nehmen und das Halbfinale ist ein Schritt in die richtige Richtung. Am Ende des Tages, kämpft jede für das Team und hat seine eigene Person für die er kämpf, das variiert von Spielerin zu Spielerin. Für mich zum Beispiel ist es meine Frau. Ich betrete heute - immer - das Spielfeld, um meine Frau zu beeindrucken und ihr Strahlen am Abend zu sehen"

The whole room inhaled sharply - wife?! Why didn't anyone know that? Alexander had a smile on his face, of course he knew about you, all the Bayern people knew about you and they loved you - you were great.

Only then did everyone notice the ring the german was wearing on her finger; it was simple yet beautiful - it suited her.

Tell the media she had a wife? check.

Lina loved the faces she saw behind the cameras, there were shocked ones - jaw to floor, there were confused ones - huh? Did she say wife? and there were happy faces.

-

Sitting in the stands next to Sydney‘s mum you saw the girls walking out of the tunnel. The Allianz Arena was sold out, red shirts everywhere. Even the mens team came to support the girls - a rare sight.

It was just wow. The girls played their hearts and showed their talent. It didn‘t matter that Chelsea got on the score line first, Erin Cuthbert with the header.

Bayern was eager and hungry.

After the first 20 minutes, Bayern played better than their best. Pernille Harder scored the equalizer, she didn‘t celebrate though, she turned to the few Chelsea fans, raised her hand a little and apologized silently. The Blues were her home and family once and still are, even If she doesn‘t play for them anymore.

Georgia was the next to score a banger - outside the box. It was beautiful, AKB had no chance. The stadium went crazy.

Last but not least, was the third goal of the game. The game had built up from Grohs, the Bayern keeper. The girls played a Tiki Taka, the opponents could only watch the ball, there was no chance of taking it. Bühl then converted it to 3-1, the ball slipping past her national team mates fingertips.

When the whistle blew, the stadium got louder and louder, fans were signing chants as they jumped around to celebrate.

When everyone finished shaking their opponents and talked to their friends, the girls swarmed out to sign jerseys and to take pictures. Lina though, she had only one goal in mind. She wanted to see you. You were often at the Bayern games but never in a jersey or at least never in a jersey with 'Magull' on the back of it.

Not until now, this morning the german had told to wear her jersey later, she was very clear with her demand.

"Hi, my love" she whispered after she had jumped over the barrier, her arms going around your waist. Your smile was brigther than the sky while you cupped her cheeks, proud of your wife and her team, "Baby! That was amazing!" The brunette just grinned at you, loving the big wide smile that covered your face. Shortly after your said words your arms looped around her neck, your head on her shoulder as you hugged her dearly. Her own head was hidden in your neck as she pressed soft kisses to it.

First kiss: i‘m so happy.

Second kiss: thank you for being here.

third kiss: i love you.

the multiple kisses after: wow!!

Many eyes and cameras were on you, multiple people taking pictures of the two of you. Yet it didn‘t matter, your heart fluttered at the sight of your wife, the way she interacted with you in front of the fans. Normally it was the bare minimum but not now, she had accepted the concerns you told her about and implemented your wishes, your request. She would do anything, absolutely anything, for you.

And If it wasn‘t clear enough, the kiss on your lips was. She gave you a passionate yet gentle and appropriate one, it was like in the movies; your hands resting on her neck, her own hands placed on your hips as she leant forwads, yourself leaning backwards in return. Lina felt euphoric, like she was high. High on love, high with happiness, high with everything.

-

It was safe to say, Lina‘s announcement at the press conference went viral, multiple clips across the internet. As well as various edits of the scene in the stadium.

The german international broke the internet, yet it wasn‘t enough for her.

She had announced it to the media, she had demonstrated the fans and she was about to show the world.

linamagull

stanwaygeorgia and 36.047 thousand others

linamagull ❤️

it was that simple. 4 pictures with more or less the same gesture. You in her arms, just with a different view. The pictures were taken over the years, they still gave you enough privacy but a clear statement was made: Lina Magull was happily married.

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translation:

Der FC Chelsea ist ein starker Gegner, glauben Sie, sie können gegen so eine starke Mannschaft gewinnen? - Chelsea are a strong opponent, do you think you can win against such a strong team?

Nächste Frage an Lina Magull: Was motiviert das Team und Sie persönlich den Sieg heute zu holen - Next question for Lina Magull: What motivates the team and you personally to win today

Wir alle sind super motiviert und haben ein hohes Interesse daran, den Titel mit nach Hause zu nehmen und das Halbfinale ist ein Schritt in die richtige Richtung. Am Ende des Tages, kämpft jeder für das Team und hat seine eigene Person für die er kämpf, das variiert von Spielerin zu Spielerin. Für mich zum Beispiel ist es meine Frau. Ich betrete heute - immer - das Spielfeld, um meine Frau zu beeindrucken und ihr Strahlen am Abend zu sehen - We are all motivated and very interested in taking the trophy home and the semi-final is a step in the right direction. At the end of the day, everyone fights for the team and has their own person to fight for, it varies from player to player. For me, for example, it is my wife. I step on the pitch today - always - to impress my wife and see her bright smile in the evening.

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#lina magull #lina magull x reader #bayern munich frauen #bayern munich women #woso fanfics #woso x reader #woso #gerwnt #gerwnt x reader #frauen bundesliga #fc bayern frauen #dfb frauen x reader #dfb frauen

[wendingways]

20 Questions For Writers

Thank you, @sinvulkt! I saw someone else post one of these a while ago, and it looked fun, so thanks so much for the tag! 💛💛💛

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

Seven. Technically eight, but one of them is part of another and just separated for logistical reasons, so it doesn't really count.

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

190,105 words

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Star Wars

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Fortune's Rule, 536 kudos

Missing Pieces No More, 142

Whispers From Tomorrow, 126

Petrichor, 42

Threadbare, 30

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Most of the time! Sometimes it takes a while because busy + tired, but I enjoy it when other authors respond to my comments, so I want to respond other people's comments. :)

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Probably Threadbare. Wouldn't say it's a full-on angsty ending, because I tend to go for angsty beginnings/middles and happy endings, but it's the closest I've got.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Whispers From Tomorrow, by virtue of it being a pre-Order-66 fix-it.

8. Do you get hate on your fic?

I've gotten a little. You know how FFN can be. There was this one kinda funny one instance where somebody was silent for like 20 chapters, and then absolutely flipped their lid in a comment after I killed off a character. Not even a main character! Oops....

9. Do you write smut?

Nope.

10. Do you write crossovers?

Not as a rule, but I did start scribbling down this weird idea for Anne Shirley, from Anne of Green Gables, ending up in the GFFA during the Clone Wars via some witchery in the Haunted Wood. What gets me is how I told my brother about it, and he promptly started nagging me to write it because he wants to read it XD

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, but feel free to do so if you're interested!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

No.

14. What‘s your all-time favourite ship?

Meh, not really a big shipper.

15. What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

WIP I will never finish? What are you talking about?

There are no unfinished WIPS in Ba Sing Se.

Seriously, though, probably my Padmé ROTS time loop fic. I had this idea for Padmé to keep looping back to some point in ROTS after she dies. I love the idea, it's roughly outlined and I've written some snippets, and there's this one scene that I'd really like to include, but I'm just not sure how to make the time loop AU work in this scenario.

16. What’s your writing strengths?

Grammar, usage, and mechanics. And maybe angst, oddly enough. Never figured myself for an angst writer, but then I started writing Fortune's Rule, and here we are.

17. What’s your writing weaknesses?

Speed. I write slowly. I also tend to end up going down research rabbit holes that suck up my time and energy. And I have a really hard time saying no to adding more characters, which adds to the whole writing-takes-a-long-time thing.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Sure! I've enjoyed putting little bits of Mando'a and Huttese into Fortune's Rule.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Calico Captive, by Elizabeth George Speare, when I was in my early teens. Never managed to get a whole fic out of it, and what fragments I did write were terribly underdeveloped, sentimental, and shallow. But we all have to start somewhere!

20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

Fortune's Rule, all the way! I know it's not finished yet, but it is my precious and my problem child, and I love it to bits!

In a way, it's a very self-indulgent story, because it's got all the tropes I most adore, and it's like a puzzle, trying to figure out how to put all these different elements together in a way that's believable, and how to have characters develop to where I want them to be.

Plus, it's also given me some fun surprises, like Padmé and Ahsoka being besties, Ventress becoming Obi-Wan's confidant for a certain matter, and Piett becoming a friend/confidant/emotional support admiral for Starkiller.

And there's so much more fun stuff planned, especially as we're getting close the start of an arc I've been planning since before I started posting the fic in 2021! (There will be child hijinks. There will be pirates. There will be sand, and angst and fluff galore. And I am so kriffing excited.)

Tagging (If you're interested! I'm doing like sinvulkt and tagging some authors I've interacted with a bit on AO3; hope this isn't a nuisance to anyone! :) ) @musewrangler, @clawedandcute, @xxiamnotokay666xx

#ask game #tag game #20 questions #20 questions for fic writers #fic writing

[nostalgia-tblr]

20 Questions For Writers

I got tagged by @thot-son-of-odin for this!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

412 (plus some Anonymous works that aren’t counted in that number)

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

777,634

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Doctor Who (old and new), various Star Treks, the MCU, and a few others including Elementary and M*A*S*H.

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

1. Trust the Devil

2. Four Times the Doctor and Clara Shared a Bed and One Time They Didn't

3. Locks And Revelations

4. Responsibility

5. How To Walk On Eggshells

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I didn’t used to but I try to now. It took me a while to get past “if I thank them for the kind words that means I agree and they can call me big-headed!” but now I think perhaps the commenter and I will become friends, as though this was still the LJ days or whatever.

6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I am answering these together to say that with 412 works it’s rly hard to come up with an answer because I’m bound to forget something that’s either angstier or happier than the one I pick D:

8. Do you get hate on your fic?

No, despite writing occasionally Problematic stuff. Maybe I’m just lucky with that? I think on AO3 the worst I’ve ever got is a comment or two on Ten/Reinette fic about how it is a TERRIBLE pairing and how dare anyone write it. I think I deleted those, or if I haven’t then I meant to, because fuck it they’re properly tagged so the enraged anons must have deliberately chosen something that would offend them.

This sort of thing is why I still have an automatic flinch reaction when people tell me they like Rose Tyler.

9. Do you write smut?

Of course not! I write very thoughtful and insightful character studies in which the characters being studied fuck, that’s COMPLETELY different!

10. Do you write crossovers?

Not often, I’m more into the idea of crossovers than actually writing (or reading) them.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don’t think so.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yeah, a few times.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

Yes but not for years.

14. What‘s your all-time favourite ship?

I’m going to say Doctor/TARDIS because that’s a safe answer to such questions.

15. What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Never say never – I’ve had ideas that did finally get written a decade later.

16. What’s your writing strengths?

I think it’s dialogue, which is also usually the easiest part to write. (I am a bit of a Fic Snob about how characters should sound like themselves in fic, including in AU fics where is even more important and also if they go OOC in those then that should be the point that’s being made.)

17. What’s your writing weaknesses?

The bits that aren’t dialogue. Urgh, why must things need to be described! Why must I tell the reader who is speaking!

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

Well I usually see it in the context of “a phrase or word in the language we assume the characters are actually speaking” (mostly pet-names, for some reason) and that just makes me go “So what language are they speaking in the rest of this story? In the rest of this sentence, even?” Not a fan of this, nah.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Star Wars! :O

20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

I dunno, there’s too many of them (same problem as before).

I tag anyone what wants to do this meme!

#fic related #20 questions for fic writers

[sinosauropteryx--prima]

Life in the Cambrian

(row 1: Pikaia, Hallucigenia, Opabinia; row 2: Wiwaxia, Anomalocaris, Cambroraster; row 3: Olenellus, Marrella, Nailiana)

About a month ago I started to make these little collages about prehistoric life and honestly, all that I want is to talk about some of the cool and weird creatures that used to live on our planet. So I‘m just going to make this all of y‘alls problem and infodump into the void for a moment here. I‘m sorry and you‘re welcome.

The history of our planet actually starts about 4.6 billion years ago. Back then the earth was of course a flaming hot ball of lava that got constantly hit by rocks from outer space. One of those rocks was even big enough that its collision with us created the moon. Overall not a great time to be alive (also, as far as we know there wasn‘t really anything “alive“ yet). It was so bad, that this early time is called Hadean, you know, after the greek god of literal hell.

But after a while (like about 4 billion years ago) things chilled out a bit. This next time period is called the Archean, which is greek for “beginning“. The planet cooled down, we got some water and a real atmosphere, although its composition was very different from the one we have today, which would lead to the sky having all kinds of weird colors (maybe orange-ish). We also see the first life in the forms of single cell organisms. Some of those organism would have started to do photosynthesis, creating oxygen and releasing that into the atmosphere. One interesting hypothesis I came across btw is that it is believed that those early organisms didn‘t use chlorophyll to do their photosynthesis, but other molecules. You might now wonder, why that would be interesting in any way. Well, chlorophyll is the thing, that gives our photosynthesis-doing plants today their color. The organisms back than might have had a different color, most likely purple, and there is a good chance that their presences would have dyed the oceans purple. So imagine this barren world, with no visible life, orange skies, purple oceans and an atmosphere that would probably kill you. It‘s a beautiful image, isn‘t it?

As those silly little single celled organism did their photosynthesis, they steadily realized oxygen into the atmosphere, which turned out to be a problem, because when you change the composition of the atmosphere, that will massively affect live on the planet (totally not what‘s happening right now, no, we‘re fine). So at the end of the Archean there probably was a mass extinction where a lot of life basically suffocated itself. This “Great Oxidation Event“ happened about 2.6 billion years ago and marked the end of the Archean and the beginning of the Proterozoic (meaning “early life“), during which we see the first complex life forms.

Hadean, Archean and Proterozoic are all eons, which is the biggest measurement in the geologic time scale. Sometimes they are also just grouped together as the Pre-Cambrian (I will get to the actual Cambrian soon, I promise). The last eon, and the one we‘re currently living in, is the Phanerozoic (“visible life“) eon. Because it is the most recent and we have a lot more detailed knowledge about it, it usually gets divided into smaller parts. Eons are divided into eras (insert Taylor Swift joke here) and eras are divided into periods. Think of it like how a year is divided into months, and months are divided into days, and those are again divided into hours.

The first era of the Phanerozoic is the Paleozoic Era (“ancient life“) and the first period in that era is the Cambrian, which started about 540 million years ago. You might now wonder, why geologist have decided that that is the beginning of this last eon. In geology things usually get divided when there is a big change happening. The Great Oxidation Event was a pretty big deal and the world was changed afterwards, so we give the time before and after different names, to highlight that. It is similar to how we divided years into BC and AD because the birth of Jesus was a pretty big deal for the western world and we use it as a reference.

The thing that had changed at the beginning of the Phanerozoic eon is that suddenly there was A LOT of life. As we have just discussed, there was some life before this point, but it was rare, small, very primitive and the fossils are very hard to find. In fact the shift between older fossil-free rocks and then all the fossil-filled rocks of the Cambrian was so obvious and so sudden, that for a while paleontologists thought that life itself must have started in the Cambrian.

Today we know that that is not true. However during the Cambrian life diversified very rapidly and by the end of it, the earliest members of all animal lines were present. This includes for example arthropods (insects, spiders, etc.), chordates (everything with a backbone, like us), molluscs (snails, octopus, clams, …), cnidaria (jellyfish and corals), and many more. This diversification is also known as the Cambrian Explosion, which is quite the catchy name. It is however not completely clear, why this happened and why at this time, but there are some theories:

One idea is that something in the environment changed. Maybe the oxygen content in the air and water increased, allowing the animals to grow to bigger sizes. Maybe it was the temperature or something else. Another theory is that it had to do with the animals themselves. Some of them might have evolved something that then forced everyone else to also step up their game in an evolutionary arms race. The thing that‘s usually brought up here are eyes (because yes, at some point, eyes were the hot new thing). It would make sense, because, believe it or not, if you have eyes you can actually see things, which means that you can hunt things, or avoid things that hunt you.

Most of the Cambrian animals were pretty small, only a couple cm long. One of the biggest ones was Anomalocaris (whose name literally translates to “weird shrimp“), which measured up to 60 cm long. Imagine you‘re a little Cambrian creature, just going about your day, swimming in the sea, feeding on plankton, as suddenly a shadow falls over you. A giant beast swims above you. Its long arms are reaching for you as you desperately try to escape the monster.

Anomalocaris wasn‘t actually a shrimp. At best, it was very distantly related, as it was also an arthropod. It, as well as its cousin Cambroraster, belonged to the radiodonta, which was very successful during the early Paleozoic, living a variety of lifestyles and making up some of the biggest animals of their time. The five-eyed (yes, five-eyed) Opabinia was also closely related. Another group of arthropods were the trilobites (like Olenellus), bug-like creatures living on the ocean floors.

As alien as those creatures might seem, there were much stranger ones out there. Wiwaxia for example, which wikipedia just marks as “Mollusc (?)“, which sounds about as confident as a student that didn‘t study for their exam. But the title for the weirdest one should probably go to Hallucigenia. It was most likely at least somewhat related to arthropods and it did puzzle paleontologists for a long time (I mean, they named it Hallucigenia for a reason). When it was first discovered, scientists thought that the long spines on its back were actually its legs and they also switched its head and tail in reconstructions. So not only did we mess up its back and front, we also got it upside down.

In terms of our own lineage: one of the earliest known chordates is Pikaia. The family resemblance isn‘t really there yet, but you have to start somewhere, I guess.

I‘m done with rambling for now. I hope at least someone found this slightly interesting or learned something or whatever.

Art by:

Anomalocaris - Luis R. Blanco

Opabinia, Pikaia - Jose Antonio Penas

Hallucigenia - Qbliviens

Cambroraster - Christian M.

Wiwaxia - Julio Lacerda

Olenellus - Nobu Tamura

Marrella - Ntvtiko

Nailiana Xi Liu

All the info is just a combination of wikipedia pages.

#paleoblr #paleontology #paleozoic #cambrian #anomalocaris

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20 questions for fic writers

tagged by @zeroducks-2! thank you <3

How many works do you have on AO3?

90 total, with 8 of them for my original fiction pseud.

What’s your total A03 word count?

266,163. however, i like to subtract 2 of the original works i wrote, 'cause most of the writing is no longer canon to the project it was written for xD so, 198,925. still impressive!

What fandoms do you write for?

whatever fandom i'm obsessed with at the moment.

in the past, that's been super robot monkey team hyper force go!; how to train your dragon; ghost hunt; percy jackson & the olympians; legend of zelda; and ducktales (2017). there are a few other fandoms but those works never left my drafts xD

currently, it's DCU, & mostly bats at that <3

What are your top five fics by kudos?

in a diner at midnight (1,161 kudos) -> first story in my reverse robins series, as well as the first batfic i ever published lol. Tim catches Jason stealing the Batmobile's tires after he was sent back to the car, and does what any good Robin would: laugh his ass off and then buy him dinner.

you know just what i need (1,158 kudos) -> Tim is an omega. Jason is an alpha. Jason likes him, but he knows he blew his chances at being with Tim years ago. That changes, after he finds out that Tim has experienced a string of rejections, as he prefers to dominate alphas in bed. Jason is... entirely unopposed to this.

early confrontations (814) -> another part of the reverse robins series. When Jason finds out that Tim might be alive and operating as the Red Hood, he decides the best course of action is to break into his apartment.

inquiring minds (794) -> the only non-DC fic on this list. Ducktales (2017). Penumbra wants to know how Donald didn't burn up in Earth's atmosphere.

held together (792) -> another part of the reverse robins series. After Bruce accuses Jason of killing Garzonas, he goes to Tim for comfort.

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

There for a while I was only responding if someone had a question, but now I do try to respond more, even if just to say thank you, or send back a heart emoji in return xD

What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Hmmm. I don't write a lot of unhappy endings xD But "empty promises" is probably the angstiest ending I've written. Maybe "twenty to one."

What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Hmm…

Edit: I didn’t realize I forgot to finish answering this one!! Most of my fics end happily so I’m not sure which one has the happiest 🤔 I will have to look through and edit again with a proper answer lmao

Do you get hate on your fic?

Not in a while. Only once on AO3. Twice on FFN. Some people weren't very happy I wrote genderfluid Link :) And then prior to that-- I mean. It was hate, I guess, but it was more funny than anything else. Guest account was upset at the length of my oneshot collection entries and started advertising for a date, lmao. Ah, trolls.

Do you write smut?

Yes. Usually with feelings, and on occasion, with plot.

Do you write crossovers?

Hmm, I have had a conversation about crossing over my first fandom with DC, but idk if that will ever actually leave my drafts ^^;

That said, I do like the idea of writing fusions?

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

No.

Have you ever co-written a fic?

Not in a very long time! And the two I was co-writing never did get finished, lol.

What‘s your all-time favourite ship?

I hop fandoms and multi-ship too much to have an "all-time" favorite ship. But currently I vibe hardest with JayTim.

What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Hmm...

So I tend to either plod along at WIPs until they're either finished or I've moved fandoms xD Every now and then I will scrap one, but for the most part, there's a pretty good chance of me finishing the fics I start.

That said...

I don't know exactly what the problem is, but I've been having a really difficult time working on the tenderest of touches. Stray!Tim x Hood!Jason teaming up to kill the Joker, and as they're waiting for their plans to come to fruition, they end up having lots of ill-advised kinky sex... which slowly causes their feelings for each other to deepen and reveal themselves.

There are also some identity shenanigans, as Jason never learned Tim's secret ID and Tim has no idea that Hood is his dead first crush :)

What’s your writing strengths?

I think I'm good at conveying emotion. I also think I do alright with dialogue :) And, hm, metaphors / imagery?

What’s your writing weaknesses?

Character voice. Not so much in dialogue, but in the prose? I tend to stick to 3rd Person Limited, and I feel like my personal writing voice tends to come out too strong & overwhelm the character's.

Endings. Sometimes I find the right one, but other times I meander for a while, or just. Decide to stop it at a certain point, which can be a little abrupt.

Juggling more than so many characters. This one hasn't shown up so much in DC fics because I don't think I've really written much with more than 3 characters, but that's about my limit. After that I end up forgetting people / certain characters end up kind of disappearing.

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

A word here or two, yes. A couple of lines, maybe. But any more than that... not likely?

First fandom you wrote for?

Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go! An old Disney cartoon from the early 00s. It was... mecha-anime adjacent, centering around a human and his five cybernetic monkey teammates trying to stop their planet from being (destroyed? ruined? corrupted?) by the Skeleton King.

Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

Hmm...

Okay, actually my favorite fic I've written hasn't been posted yet. I was persuaded to make it longer and--well. I had ideas, so. That's what I'm doing :)

But of the ones I have posted...

It's a toss-up. Because like... I have two that I genuinely enjoy re-reading because (at least for the moment xD) I have no complaints. And then there are two I'm just. Genuinely proud of the concept and the outcome, even if there are areas I might want to fix, I think I did a good job anyway.

And then there's one that I'm genuinely just proud of finishing bc of how much trouble I had with it xD

Anyway. Um.

I'm gonna go with the two i enjoy re-reading the most---

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