#when i’ll be 37 and everyone forgets about Xemnas etc except me

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*old, gruff man voice* y’know, I’m THAT kinda man... I imagine how my faves’ Silent Hill would look like

#thats a post i made! #in the past i wanted to design a whole series of monsters for m’s silent hill #i still rly want to do it #but i want to 1) be in the right M mood to enjoy it fully #and 2) have good ideas bc rn it’s pretty vague lol #i also think abt the idea of a Xemnas SH. but more for the ‘story’ espect #a SH setting for him would let me explore parts of him i wish were dealt with/explain in canon #or even his relationship with Xion bc!! they have nothing in canon.. i can think of one scene where they interact and 1) it’s in the manga #and 2) it’s essentially a joke #nevermind the fact that Xion’s internal conflict is about who she is and when she finds out she never.. asks why she made #like i mean she found out why at the same time as who she was based after but. she never asks Xemnas why- like she’s just ok with having #one single reason for being made. that bothers me lol. i just want them to have conflict and have Xemnas be himself and not care #would kinda be a twist to SH1 and 2’s own Little girl finds Family trope #Xem’s SH would be hard to make since he has no emotions but #there’s still things to be explored. like having Silent Hill itself trying to make Xem guilty for his actions #and fail each time- making Xem worse than any of the monsters it can create #will i ever make anything out of this? probably not but #maybe one day i can try to sketch ‘scenes’? #when i’ll be 37 and everyone forgets about Xemnas etc except me #/j. hopefully