#when she sent this in the chat

[maudiemoods]

Doodles based off dramatic ai shenanigans

I love angst so I wrote my character to be murdered but then the ai said some really sad stuff so I gave her a happy ending

Storyline: worked at daycare and got to know moon→ was drafted into the war and was gone for 10 years (random but fun)→ came back and got married → began living together for a while → got murdered 😔→ came back as a ghost to spend eternity with moon

#zzzz...zzzz...zzz... #moon is SHE/THEY!!! idk i just loooovvvee that she was so quick to say that dhjsjsjsjs #i do love these AIs #guys im insane and these AIs are very entertaining #there was one point when moon went to sleep and did not wake up. ever time i sent a chat she sent lmaooo #maudiemoods fnaf fanart

[corpish]

there’s an older coworker of mine who’s based out of Idaho and I’ve only met her in person once and tbh don’t work with her day-to-day but every holiday she sends me a handwritten note wishing me a happy [insert holiday] 😭❤️

#she sent me a St Patty’s one today #it’s soooo sweet #when we first met we chatted a bunch and she’s a HUGE lgbtq+ ally too #love queen Holli

[todayisafridaynight]

obsessed with my non-rgg friend trying to bribe me into playing imessage 8ball with kiryu boob

#snap chats #she follows this blog but never uses tumblr HAHA #ALSO DISCLAIMER I SENT MY MESSAGE THE EXACT SECOND SHE SENT KIRYULAKEJLKA #ps she doesnt know anything about rgg. aside from osmosis but we get the point #genuinely love my non rgg friends who do send me rgg stuff when they can tho #VERY heart warming... like thank you champs..... im glad im in yalls hearts... #however aint no amount of doki doki kiryu gifs is gonna get me on imessage 8ball #i dont PLAY LIKE THAT. also i never get notifs when its my turn soooo #oh yeah. btw. i havent drawn shit #too busy thinking about Pure and staring at the fire i lit. after my other candle burned out of course #might just give up on it for the night and watch kyouen for the rest of the night <- absolutley will not and will stare at a blank canvas #boooo my moms home tomorrow so that means i have to leave the house at like. 3AM. cause she ALSO gets up really early #laaame. ok bye

[actual-changeling]

see here's the thing. once you realize that you can, in fact, do with your body whatever you want, you're an adult, no one will stop you - you cannot stop yourself anymore, either.

am i ready to spend a shitload of money on tattoos and disappointing my mother as much as possible? yes. yes absolutely i am.

#alex yells at the void #my mother was. overly polite when i sent a pic in the family group chat #however she can go fuck herself anyway #im in my reclaiming my life and self era hopefully finally #once this tattoo is healed you bet im gonna find another one to get #until then i REALLY need to stay off her website or i will fold so quickly

[sttoru]

thank god for making me hate men

#sttoru chats. #me when im ranting to a friend on vc #abt those satanic things sent on earth #and she agrees #love u selena #anyways will shut up here abt it for now teehee

[agentcoops]

coaching a girl i was in one (1) play with on how to navigate allocating workshops and understanding the timetable at our local uni bc the organization is a shitshow

#me who did all of this literally a year ago: uhhhhhh so. heres my advice but also chat 2 ur lecturer theyll know specifics #even tho my lecturers never knew shit lmao #i sent her a huge long message a few days ago when i found out shes going there bc they have a bunch of real cool free shit that #i didnt discover until my 3rd year and so i barely used it #like free doctors free gym free craft space w sewing machines and circuits and direct to garment printers like

[johnbly]

WIP game!

i was tagged by @tortoisesshells ✨

so i have two fics going one rn: 1) in the boat purgatory in at world's end, james comes across gov swann and the two have a final conversation together (not using that for this since i haven't done too much but something to look forward to i guess) and 2) bolt's "what if james had a dragon" fic and subsequent discussions and questions has me now doing a "what if hornblower had a dragon" fic so here is an excerpt from that:

“Who are you?”  The dragonet is speaking French, and internally Hornblower swears. Is French the only language the creature knows? It’s no issue for him, of course, but how can it be expected to be a British dragon if it only knows French? “Captain Horatio Hornblower, most recently of the HMS Sutherland,” he replies, also in French – awkwardly so, because it’s a ridiculously formal introduction to make to a dragon, but in light of never having conversed with one before he’s fallen back on the old habit of saying more than is necessary. “That is not a French name,” the dragon says. In English. “Non – no, it is not. You speak English, then?” “I do.” Pause. “That was a long introduction. I hope you don’t want me to use it whenever I want to call on you?” The idea of a dragon wanting to call on him at all is no less ridiculous than having a conversation with one, but it – he? The voice is deep – has a point. “You can call me 'Hornblower',” he says.

i don't remember who all is writing things that hasn't already been tagged, so if you see this and are a writer, feel free to share!

#thanks tortie! glad i had something to share #further context: it's at the end of flying colours as you may have guessed from hornblower's intro #when he bush and brown go to steal the witch of endor they find the egg #bc originally the egg (maybe some others too?) was being sent by the navy somewhere but then as we know she was captured by the french #so now the french are getting ready to move the egg somewhere but surprise the escaped british prisoners are stealing your ship #the dragon is named justinian bc hornblower was like [sweats] how do i name things #and started thinking about the names of his ships but accidentally said them aloud and the dragon was like 'i like justinian thanks' #the fic just covers the finding/hatching/reuniting with the fleet #but i do intend to reread temeraire eventually so maybe more will come #...i hope there are no typos in these tags #also i hate posting long things on mobile but i refused to give in so here we are #also also justinian is going to be a good bean that will remind hornblower of kennedy sometimes #bc i think he needs someone like that in addition to bush. thank you show #and idk if the boat purgatory convo could happen in canon since their deaths were separated by a fair amount of time (?) #but i can do what i want #afraid of heights hornblower having a dragon is still funny to me. sorry buddy blame bolt #he's kind of a mashup of show!hornblower and book!hornblower #my writing #chilly chats #tortoisesshells

[keclan]

#he’s been planning this vacation for a year and a half and it’s literally all he talks about #that and he’s also a bad person lol #very happy for my sister btw!!! #she and her fiancé said on friday when they called ''we don’t want this to overshadow anything on vacation'' #good fucking luck dude #the next day my mom sent our group chat a pic of her nail polish and my stepdad was like #i don’t remember but he made some comment about how my sisters got an engagement ring on her finger now #and i was ok so the whole trip you’re gonna be like this

[genderfluid-druid]

So that's that.

#talked to therapist. she and i both agreed that - although it was nice to know the ex doesn't hate me - i still need some distance from him #(it was a pretty easy agreement. like she could see and i could feel the way my body language got uncomfortable with the idea of #being around him again. i liked it when i knew he was living across the country lmao) #i just sent him one last message to let him know why i wasn't taking up his offer to keep chatting #he was chill about it #i finally have closure oh my GOD i have closure on the shittiest chapter of my life #and i'm??? not an unloveable wretch who ruins peoples lives just by being in them? that's. i think I'm finally in a place where i can #hear that and believe it #gonna go cry now #goddamn i have been needing a good healthy cry

[fyodorkitkat]

Suddenly hit with embarrassing memory +3 emotional damage

#i had a couple email pen pals through a school thing (so not my own internet friends) when i was like 11 #and an actual mailing pen pal #and the email pen pals i sent unhinged ranting too that was like. philosophical question stuff but ridiculous for a middle schooler #and then didnt understand why they stopped talking to me 🤦‍♂️ #the mail pen pal was through a language exchange but i was only in my second year of german so i couldnt write more than a couple short #paragraphs with some basic questions and i felt bad because she had sent me a couple pages about her pets and choir stuff #so i drew stuff for her too but i didnt have real skills so it was like eyes and ghosts and stuff #and she dropped me after that like she either dropped the program or requested a new pen pal 🥲 #i just didnt pick a new one i was like i should not communicate with strangers outside of message boards and aim chat rooms im unfit 😭🥲

[nerdie-faerie]

I'm not sure how to feel about being told I don't look 22 but more like 14

#random #my classmate started off by saying i was old because i have the habits of a 30 year old and then when i said im only 22 #he said i dont look 22 but 14 and hed id me if i was buying cigs which like youre supposed to id under 25s? #i think i look my age dunno what hes chatting 14 is not a compliment thats an insult 😂 #our morning class was a sht lasted only half an hour out of 4 hours and she spent the whole time asking questions about the content #instead of teaching it then sent us to do the research ourselves so were going shopping if im gonna waste 2 grand in tuition for jack sht #then im gonna do what i want with my time not wastin my time as well as my tuition when i got assignments and groceries to focus on instead

[90sbee]

could someone pls bring back my beloved (my beloved being the woman that motivated me to come back to tumblr when i had been away for like, 5 years? and that went almost immediately into hiatus after i sent her an ask and never answered anything else since then) </3

#i have sent her some other asks bc i genuinely enjoyed her vibes #not gonna send anything else when poor soul is clearly not interested in being contacted #and like she seemed so so so lovely and i'd have loved to have at least a chance to chat with her but </3 #hope she is doing alright and enjoying life #(i had spent weeks stalking her before i decided to reach out i should have contacter her sooner lol ;_;) #also i kinda fancied that woman and i was heartbroken when she disappeared but lmao #boludeces y reclamos mios(?

[aemondtragaryen-archived]

having the worst day known to mankind so pls tell me something that has made you really happy recently.... or like any kind of happiness you want to share <3

#pls pls pls I am not doing well #tw rent in the tags!!! #I really thought I was doing well with my roommates #but my one pretty much told me in the kitchen how terrible she thinks I am #all because I sent a text to our group chat saying the dishwasher was dirty and we could put our dishes in their #because I was the one who did it. that is why I sent it. and there was a million dirty dishes in the sink #she said to me and I quote. I do not like being told to do thing #things* #I didn't even tell her to do them... I said I did them and that we could put our dishes in their that were dirty.... I dont get it #and we have pet rats and she told me I basically she does more than me in the house (she doesn't lol) #her reasoning was that she does the rat cage more than I do which is NOT okay because that to her is a shared responsibility #but doing the dishes is somehow not something that should be a shared responsibility ????? I cant explain it BC IT MAKES NO SENSE #she literally just got sooo aggressive and went on to say if the dishes dont get done in a few days that is okay. I have no reason to expect #expect her to help with the shared spaces being cleaned. it will get done when it getsdone #there is more but it is just the same level of entitledment #she was talking over me and calling me passive aggressive when I stood up for myself it gave me an anxiety attack #and she knows I have bad anxiety and I guess she saw my hand shaking from anxiety and said so condescendingly that SHE gets anxiety too #like im so ridiculous for having anxiety #I told her we should talk when my other roommate was home and she ignored that and told me it WOULD happen now. it was so disrespectful #idk im so upset also bc I have a really good day with my friend until I came home to her doing that #going to try and write fanfic to distract myself now ugh #if anyone actually read this and wants to voice how insane she is feel free lmao I am not okay rn

[disneyprincessdxminatrix]

wallowing in self pity as an after work activity.

#I also watched tv and almost fell asleep #I woke up with a bad stomachache last night which kept me awake for a little over an hour before it got better #so I didn’t sleep enough and went to work #and then received a text that my boyfriend wouldn’t be home tonight cause he’s meeting from friends #and of course I’m not invited because one of his friends is my ex I keep shit taking about (rightfully I might add) #saw him for like one minute after his work before he left again #I’m really fucking sad rn still because as I told some friends #one of my Guinea pigs died just yesterday #and I’m tired and #I’m hungry #and yes my boyfriend offered to bring me food but I don’t even know when he will be back and he’s probably going to bring cake which isn’t #real dinner food anyway #my stuff #give it half an hour and I’ll be better I hope #maybe she least good enough to make myself something to eat #at least my cat his here he always comes when I’m crying #edit: I think the part about tonight that hurts the most is being invited but not being invited #one of the boys sent a message to the group chat if anyone wanted to join #and idk if all of them know #but my bf knows I won’t go anywhere near my ex #even though I haven’t seen one of the other friends there in a awhile and wouldn’t loved to see him #so it’s like #being invited #but not really #cause I can’t go there #I’d feel sick #I already do feel sick knowing he talks to this despicable piece of shit

[batsinurbelfrey]

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#laying here thinking about how 5 minutes before i called my dad yesterday to come out to him and talk gender #instagram glitched and in the little chat bubbles it showed me my dead mentor/friend was online. #it was the most worldstopping blood chilling glitch #she's been dead since 2016 #she died before this feature even EXISTED #and yet. there she was. i watched her face pop up with that little green dot. i took a screenshot. and then after the longest two minutes #or so of my life. she vanished. #when i first sent the screenshot to tori i was so upset. being reminded of her and the loss of it all always makes me so sad #but then. as i was typing out my message i thought about how she was older. she was an adult but we were friends because she was my manager #at my HS retail job and she took a liking to me. we became incredibly close. she would always schedule me on her days & i even hung out wit #her and sometimes her young daughter outside of work. going to concerts and pool parties and the like. #but most importantly. she was the first ADULT in my life that clocked me as queer and was OKAY with that. that was supportive even. #she wanted me to be Myself and to be Loved for that. she flew out to SF for pride the first year i knew her [id only known her a few weeks #at this point as well] and when she came back she brought me a variety of rainbow-colored pride bracelets and a necklace and a shirt #she wanted me to have them since i didnt have anything like that yet. as my mom would never have allowed it #and i kept them hidden away and wore them to work and just.......felt so LOVED by her and she really helped me come into my identity when i #felt i couldnt at home. and......i am a FIRM non believer in ghosts or the afterlife or anything like that for the most part #but MAN if it didnt suddenly hit me all at once that like...... #it almost felt like she could feel my heart beating out of my chest #scared to have this talk with my dad about my gender #and she reached out from beyond the grave to squeeze my hand and tell me it was gonna be ok..... #sure. it was probably just some weird glitch. but what a STRANGE glitch to happen #and what incredibly wild timing. both for When it Happened and also that i Saw It for the brief moment it was there..... #anyway. thats been on my mind for two full days now. #if it was you Jeni.........thanks. it went well. you were right #and.....i miss you.

[camscendants]

Lol we didn’t have popcorn today

#I opened #with one of my coworkers #she made the first batch and the popper stopped working #we were chatting and then the popper had a little bit of an explosion #like it looked like a firework went off #pft #the popper popped #and yeah we coulnt make more popcorn so we were out #they went and got an old popper from a closet which we had to clean #it’d been in there for Years #and they definitely did not clean it the last time they used it cause it was still full of popcorn bits and stuff #it’s rusty #they had to fix the wiring #it wasn’t up and running yet when I left #I got sent home early #just cause there were too many people there for how Not busy it was