#when the void screams back

[hope-to-hell]

The thing is, when people interact with me about my stories, it gives me the drive to work on them. Even if it’s just a sentence, or a bit of editing. It’s putting enough fuel in the tank to get to the next gas station, so to speak.

#writing #fic writing #yes this is about the ted lasso story #but also like #in general #when you scream into the void #how lovely when the void calls back

[uncanny-tranny]

A lot of cis people may not want to hear this, but here goes:

You are going to have more in common with trans people who have a similar gender identity to you than you think. Trans people are reliable narrators of their own experiences, and whether you like it or not, we will have similar or even identical experiences to yours. Cis people don't have a monopoly over their gender or the experiences people have as a result of their gender.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #ally advice #like in my experience i have had way more in common with cis men than cis women #and of course it is always more complicated than what a tumblr post can provide. but by and large i have noticed this trend #cis people like to pretend that trans people are a seperate species to them when that can't be further from the truth #cis people don't like to think that their bodies/experiences/lives could be in any way shape or form similar to a trans person's #but they're wrong in that case. there are so many of us with baried experiences. because we are PEOPLE #i feel like i am screaming my personhood into the void sometimes so i hope maybe this reaches somebody #as horrifying as it is (/s) i am as much a person as i am a man #and as horrifying as it is (/s) other trans people are as much their genders as they are PEOPLE #enjoy me posting my stream of consciousness then going back to play skyrim and fo:nv until i pass out or whatever i feel like lol<3

[chaiaurchaandni]

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#i cant imagine what this must feel like #to just scream into the void as youre being killed #and this is the response u get #shout out to people who r organizing and marching and shutting down weapons factories #but i wanna curse everyone in power who can stop this but chooses not to for whatever reasons #palestinians have shown that they dont need us. they fixed their own internet and telecomm and they fought back when no one fought for them #and despite the siege and blockade of gaza they still made a home for themselves. and now israel is bombing even their refugee camps #and when palestine is free it will be the palestinians who will have liberated it. nobody else #free palestine #palestine #gaza #long live palestine #glory to the martyrs #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #long live the resistance #death to israel

[thehecklingmouse]

kaveh went on a desert trip and alhaitham becomes a sopping wet pathetic cat which, normally, wouldn't be a big deal but unfortunately alhaitham is the acting grand sage

#nothing gets passed during this time #cyno gets complaints and hes just like 'submit ur thesis when kaveh gets back' #their friends are all used to this shit but general public isnt #haikaveh #kavetham #bones screams into the void

[the-crimson]

It kinda always makes me sad when people talk about arospec characters on the qsmp and only talk about q!Jaiden and q!mike without mentioning q!bbh :( like honestly q!bbh’s relationship with q!forever and how ambiguous it is is 100% an aromantic experience I’ve had.

People assuming my relationship with my partner is romantic when it’s not - at least not in the way they imagine - or assuming it will eventually turn romantic as if what we have isn’t good enough and I hate seeing the same thing happen to q!bbh

Idk I’m just sad and tired of q!bbh’s arospec identity being erased or forgotten or valued less than q!jaiden and q!mike because he has such a popular ship and complicated relationship with another character even tho cannon 4halo is incredibly aromantic/queer platonic in of itself :/

(Also q!forever is arospec/lithoromantic as well so in general their ship is incredibly aromantic/queer platonic from like every angle

#qsmp #badboyhalo #it’s just exhausting #like I don’t care about fanfic or headcannons or what ever #but it always hurts when bbh is left out of posts talking about arospec characters on the qsmp #when cc!bbh explicitly said he’s playing q!bbh as arospec #:( #just cuz one of his relationships looks allo from the outside #but is incredibly aro when you actually know the characters involved #I love 4halo as queer platonic boyfriends #but I hate what the fandom did to them #bring back the times when it was like ten of us screaming into the void about them #one of the reasons I prefer starhalo rn honestly

[noose-lion]

I always thought soukoku became executives one right after the other... like the whole Chuuya calling Dazai "the youngest Port Mafia executive in history" was just a snide remark because they were so close in both age and 'status' that it wasn't really a big enough difference to actually matter. And Chuuya was just being a little shit about it.

Like to me, I assumed it was Chuuya getting promoted right after his birthday or something, and Dazai getting promoted no more than a few weeks later. Because the mafia needed replacement executives after Dragon's Head, and they more or less are both qualified for the role.

#im sure I'll be promptly corrected when this gets to the right audience #anyway #bsd #bsd meta #bsd headcanons #bsd headcanon #my stuff #screaming into the void #and the void screams back #bungou stray dogs #bungou gay dogs #soukoku #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #jester thinks

[uncriticalbunny]

sydney and carmy have such a deranged dynamic so it's very funny when people try to put them in a "professional coworkers" box like bffr nothing about their relationship is professional

#sydcarmy #do you hand the reins of the restaurant your late brother left you over to the coworker you've known for only a few weeks/months #do you run your hands delicately along an item your coworker left behind after you were an asshole to her and caused her to quit #do you text your coworker first to calm your nerves before opening up your late brother's last message to you #do you have a panic attack where only your coworker's image and words can soothe you when the gf you love didn't #do you go back to the job you quit to pick up your last check and end up accepting your coworker's proposal to open up a new restaurant #do you tell your coworker to clearly define whether his gf is actually his gf #do you joyfully hug your coworker first after a do or d-e situation that your restaurant's success hinged on #do you gulp awkwardly and try to compose yourself after a tender convo with your coworker where you were open abt your fears #if you do all of that with your coworker well i have news for you!! #and i've called HR they're on the way #still sitting back and observing #...i scream into the void as i write yet another post about sydney/sydcarmy #text

[lunar-years]

"I've noticed that sometimes having a tough dad is exactly what drives some fellas to become great at what they do. You know I hear Bono's father was a real piece of work but then again, so was Joshua Tree, so you know 🤷‍♂️" Ted literally should have been banned from ever speaking on Jamie's father again after this one because what a wild thing to say to someone you witnessed being physically and verbally abused by their father ?? 'sorry your dad sucks but maybe you'll be a great player because you were abused <3' UM? Not to mention Jamie JUST told you that actually, his "tough dad" became such a problem that it drove him to do anything to get himself away from the situation including abandoning the thing he's "great at" and thereby tanking his mental health like????

#i know ted is like. trying. but damn. #i just don't like this narrative that jamie is great as a pushback against his father (they pushed it in mom city too. and NO) #jamie had that passion ambition and drive long before his dad even came into the picture #Also for how upset ted was when jamie was sent back to city. he sure is oddly hesitant to take him back? #like even if jamie didn't already think it was ted who sent him back he certainly would after that convo. #and he wasn't even sent away because of burned bridges!!! he was making progress before he was sent away!!!!! ahhhhhhhh. #i scream into the void #tw abuse #ted lasso #jamie tartt #ted lasso rewatch

[2383-lines-of-code]

every week-

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #screaming into the void #the void screams back #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #soukoku #bungo stray dogs #dazai #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #bsd fyodor #bungou gay dogs #meursault girlies when? #skk #chuuya #bsd s4 #bsd season four #bsd manga #bsd season 4

[night-triumphantt]

it’s Kiyazan anniversary!! Well, it is an hour before midnight so technically it’s tomorrow BUT that matters not the entire world must know now, immediately, ab the reason @cashweasel and I have moved to the goofy pool

#im gonna be abnormal ab them for the absolute rest of the day #as a heads up #kiyazan #oc: Kiara #yazan hadidi #certified blorbo in law #my art #triumphantt art #anyway back to screaming into the void I’m actually always thinking ab them it’s just a fact of life #the sky is blue and I’m two seconds away from talking ab them #at all times #I should go find that ask game and reblog it again #maybe I’ll answer some #or maybe I’ll answer some without being prompted #it’s their anniversary after all and I didn’t even get to do a completely new art bc school ate me alive and spit me out #it’s fine tho this one is like the pair to the other one #reverse cheek kiss #now they both have one #k BYE #see y’all later when I reblog all their art for the millionth time

[mightaswelljxmp]

i love having both etho and kakashi as My Guys because then whenever i see either of them it’s two for the price of one

#this post was brought to you by bingeing etho season 7 immediately followed by like 50 episodes of shippuden over the course of four days #i am screaming into the void. they are just So Alike you guys you arent getting it #it goes deeper than appearance you have to trust me guys please #a master of his field who is also just Such a guy who loves to troll his friends and has a green guy he goes way back with #who am i describing? either. both. the PARALLELS YOU GUYS IT ACTUALLY DRIVES ME CRAZY #the only difference is one of them was put in a situation where he had to kill others to survive and decide where he drew the line in terms #of what he was willing to sacrifice to survive and for his friends to survive #and as a result suffered when he ultimately was unable to save what mattered most #hahahahaha oopsies kakashi did that too lol #ethoslab

[thehecklingmouse]

kaveh giving alhaitham kisses in front of their friends and they're like 'you finally got together?!' and then kaveh says something like 'no, alhaithams just always been needy like that. as his senior, its my duty to take care of him!'

#alhaitham absolutely knows what hes doing #kaveh is absolutely clueless. its so normal to him that he doesnt bat an eye and eveyone else is screaming at them #it started back when they were students and alhaitham never let it go. he needs his kissess to live now #haikaveh #kavetham #genshin kaveh #genshin alhaitham #kaveh #alhaitham #bones screams into the void

[amaraudermind]

Something something Bruce love Gotham because it's his home, jason loves Gotham because it's in his soul, Duke loves Gotham because it's his family, Steph loves Gotham on purpose

#the void screams #duke thomas #bruce wayne #jason todd #stephanie brown #each member of the batfam having a complicated relationship with gotham is something that can be so personal- #but yeah bruce loves gotham because this is where his family has always lived. leaving would mean leaving them behind. #he loves gotham because it's the only home he's ever known #i don't know what fucked up tether there is between gotham and jason. compells me though. #even when he leaves he can't stay away along. gotham's in his head. in his soul. it's where he's alive and it's where his life is drained #the people of gotham are duke's family and he wants to protect them the way they've always tried to protect him #the city is the people and duke knows these people. he's one of them. he's seen what they go through to survive because #he goes through it too. he loves gotham because it's his whole world. his family. and he'll protect that family #until he dies. #steph though? steph grew up here and hated it. hated the city. resented the people. resented the heroes. #and still every fibre of her being goes into loving this city. into hoping for it. #on purpose. she's going to love this city on purpose. even when it hurts. even when she'd rather die. #even when the whole CITY turns against her. time and again. because she's already decided. #she's going to love gotham. even if gotham never loves her back. #don't mind me i am just rambling nonsensically. i am right though by the way. it doesn't make sense but it's Correct

[noose-lion]

Thinking about washout figure skater Dazai and up and coming rookie hockey player Chuuya again.

#and they find eachother at a local ice rink during night free skate hours when Chuuya moves into town and 'intrudes' on 'dazais' skate time #bsd #bsd au #my stuff #screaming into the void #and the void screams back #bungou stray dogs #bungou gay dogs #soukoku #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #skk au #jester thinks #hockey player chuuya #figure skater dazai

[angellurgy]

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#AAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKFUCKFUCK #CONDTANT UNENDING SILENT SCREAMING #NO WORDS BUT FORCED TO UNDERSTAND STILL UNESCAPABLE I CANT I CANT I CANT #ill never be anything ill never be anything ill never be anything at all to any of you #too fucking tired to go out of the house for so long no way to stop being tired its all wearing down on me like a fucking curse. too much #CANT CANT CANT take 10 more days of this waiting itll just go back to normal after #TRIED TO LIVE BUT WHAT IS THE POINT WHAT IS THERE EVEN FOR ME NO LOVE NO CARE NO IMPORTANCE NO PLACE #FADING MEMORY REMNANTS OF MY SOUL DRIPPING OUT OF MY HEAD LIKE A GUTTER. NO ONE WILL REMEMBER. EVEN I CANT. #AAAAAAAAAAA rotrotrotrotrotrotrotrotrot wish i just had a fucking dad to hold me wish i had a brother to show me the loving care noone will #please. llease. please. nothing left nothing left everyone wants me less with every single post but icant stop #cooped up inside. tumblrs knly good when you have a life outside of it. i cant fight it tho bc of this fucking EXHAUSTION #caused by the emotional pain and exclusion. eternal loop. let me.out #NOT LIKE IT MATTERS TO ANYONE BUT THE FEW WHO CANT HELP. THE FEW WHO CANT MAKE MY SITUATION BETTER. I JUST WANT A GROUP. #I KNOW COMMUNITY ISNT REAL BUT I FUCKING WANT SOMETHING. PLEASE #LET ME OUT. GIVE ME LIFE. INSTEAD OF THIS CONSTANT FUCKING VOID GROWING BLACK MOLD ON THE CREVICES OF MY SKULL #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nothing is giving me life right now i want sometbing i cant create anything i dont wanna die but i have no choice #FIGHT THROUGH THE TIREDNESS WALK INTO THE FOREST IN THE NIGHT AND ROT. #SLIT MY WRISTS EVEN THOUGH IT WONT DO SHIT. LAY ON A BLANKET AND LET THE COLD TAKE ME #WOULDNT BE THE FIRST TIME IVE BEEN CLOSE TO IT. LEAST I CAN GO ALL THE WAY. GOD WHY DO I TRY. I WANT TO TRY. I HAVE NOTHING TO TRY FOR. #NO OTHER CHOICE.

[zevrans]

yeah.... so i finally got to the start of act 3 and saw the reveal of the guardian/dream visitor's real self and i-

#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭 it's been 10 minutes of me sitting here in disbelief 💀💀💀💀💀💀 #i mean from the very first time they seemed shady of course but i didnt care because i made my guardian pretty af #and now the very idea of that we as a player make their appearance up to our preferences #this kind of is a manipulation in itself to appeal eveb visually to the main character #considering every companion described different person that visited them #logically i knew that it's a sign of them trying to get their trust etc #and i thought i had their identity figured out 💀 i thought that was orpheus 😭💀✋️ #STOPPPvmcmccm 😭😭✋️✋️ #and i couldnt stop myself from reading spoilers and now i've spoiled myself kind of a lot about them 💀 #this is a knife to the back because when i read it was possible to romance them in act 3 back then i was curious but now knowing the truth #i cant believe ALL of that was lies not even partly as i suspected and apparently it's the very mindflayer that infected us on the ship??? #my brain is melting 💀✋️ #i'm going to sleep it's too late i just needed to scream into the void about this i'm heartbroken LMAO 😂 #bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate 3 spoilers